#like all the shit that i’ve typed out

[duckiemimi]

I’M BACK. TER****TION SUCKS.

[booksandmore]

i really would not change a single thing about the malec plotline (breakup and all) but sometimes i really do wish we got to see alec date at least one other person yk? and i dont mean that in a pre-cog focing himself to date a woman to hide his sexuality way, i mean in a post-breakup rebound/fling kinda way like i just know the drama would be legendary

[devilsskettle]

i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck

[genshinlesbian]

Y’all don’t even understand I love Neuvillette sooo so much

[kavehater]

Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭

[ayphyx]

Guys imma be real with you

This whole anti-criticism “don’t like don’t read”* culture is kinda making it unsafe for poc to call out racism in fandom spaces without being called “pro-censorship”, “antis”, “or puritans/puriteens”

*i don’t necessarily disagree with this take btw, i’ve just seen this phrase be used to deflect any form of criticism and its getting pretty annoying

[lowcallyfruity]

I love my IRLS so much but sometimes I feel like they hate me and regret talking to me and offering me to sit with them and think they want me to stop hanging out with them. But honestly I don’t blame them because I’m so fucking dry and I don’t know what to talk about, and I’m dumb and I have no idea of normal kid trends and TikTok audios and I’m just the least social person ever and I’m not funny ugh the only thing I have going for me is that I’m kind like ughhhhhhhh

[nightmareonpeachstreet]

Auto-combat games with 15 different microquests that repeat over and over again for the rest of time making the game a never ending tutorial my beloathed

[duckiemimi]

my gojos

and my one geto

[the-alphonze]

Hold up what do you mean “I know I physically can’t but”

Can’t what

Warforged don’t feel emotions. I can mimic them to seem more human but I can’t.

In Edison kingdom Warforged souls don’t have too much thought put into them ‘cause they’re just made to do jobs and such that people don’t. I’ve heard them bein’ compared to bonsais, they have to be pruned every now and then to keep them how you want ‘em (I did this before by goin’ into cold storage, the cold made that fear go away. other examples would be reprogrammin’ the soul dependin’ on the type it is or just resetting it)

Short answer: I can’t actually feel emotions. Missin’ someone is an emotion

[calsvoid]

ugh i understand why people don’t like remembering nuance exists it fucking sucks having complicated feelings about things and people

[random0lover]

So… *nervous laugh* sorry for disappearing for so long…

I don’t really have a solid excuse, I’ve tried to come up with things I could say to make it not seem like I purposely did it because I truly didn’t. Sometimes things become to much for me to deal with mentally and I don’t realize until I push it out to make space for whatever is going on around me and life has been pretty chaotic for me as of lately. I’m not trying to make excuses… the people in my life have been becoming more demanding of my attention, work has been a six day thing every single week and the one day I have off isn’t a day off it’s just a day to take care of whatever needs to get done 🫠, I’ve been in my head lately about the reality of life if that makes any sense… it’s like I’m coming to terms with the fact that eventually my life will change and I won’t be living at home with my family anymore, that my grandmother that has multiple times in my life had to stand in the spot my mother should’ve been in will eventually not be here anymore, my brothers will be their own people one day and I won’t be able to just yell their name across the house and them be there. Reality has been hitting me like a ton of bricks lately and I don’t know how to truly deal with it.

Many of you have seen the rants about my dad so I’m going to skip that in this and just say shit is still the same with him for the most part. Things were slightly better for a bit and then they started to slide down hill again but it’s okay.

But I have had a little inspiration when it comes to writing so that’s great 🥹 (very little but many ideas y’know)

Anyways I love all my moots and I plan on making my way back to tumblr at some point hopefully very soon and once again I love you all!! 🫂♥️ (also I see the stuff y’all have tagged me in and I promise I plan on getting to them)

[evafhernee]

I’ve been seeing people complaining about how bolas is always overshadowing the other teams or that soul fire and ggn fans are sore losers for putting hate on bolas content but bolas fans are pretty much posting at the same rate as soulfire and ggn fans are too

“why not just make more soul fire and green gay ninjas content instead of complaining about bolas content?”

well it’s like having two factories except one has way more workers than the other. no matter what, the factory with the least workers is going to have less content and attention in comparison to the other even if they’re constantly putting out content.

the rates are the same the only difference is the amount of people. they’re both valid in that bolas fans are loving how ccs are finding their favorite team and how soulfire and ggn fans are sad that their teams are overshadowed by the amount of people that don’t enjoy theirs.

to be honest, it’s really just kind of a mathematical/numbers thing. twitter just likes to cause arguments because of how people express their opinions towards things that others disagree on

[teethpaste]

I never should’ve let mustached love bomber back in , he is so toxic and unstable and bad for me and it is ADDICTING

Like I eat it up. I feel myself feeling crazy! I know it’s gonna crash and burn by August so I’m like ? Just lean into it? Enjoy it for what it is and know he’s gonna leave and that’s okay. Life is short like I may just have 1 month of fun, right? Right?

[broodpuff]

what makes tumblr so op and is the place i want to post things most often is the tags

it’s convenient to add additional information without making it a permanent part of the post, especially if it’s more niche in a generalized post and if you really need that original context you can just go and check the tags from both the op and other people.

also it’s like im whispering in your ear the additional information that either comes after i’ve typed out the post or isn’t relevant enough to include in the post itself