#like a physical ache
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Nothing beats that feeling when you're reminded of something you thought you got over -maybe even years later- and you get that ache.
Reminds me I'm not a sociopath.
#like a physical ache#ah look#its still there#it never really goes away#might not think about it now for another ten years#but when i do#the ache will still be there
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just kinda a thing i wanted to say since ik i have younger artists following me (its applicable to everyone really, but very important to form care habits as early as possible) i read about others artists experiencing pain from overworking and i always thought to myself, i wouldnt let that happen to me, im real young, i still have time before i have to worry about really damaging my body
but your body really doesnt care, if you push yourself, if you ignore the pain, its going to fuck you up. maybe for the rest of your life please god take care of yourself when you draw, write, game, literally anything. stretch your wrists, fingers, dont keep your elbow in a locked a position for too long, especially dont lean on your elbows. get up around every 45 minutes, drink water, eat food, use the bathroom, stretch your whole body and your hands again. walk outside and let your eyes readjust your body is trying to communicate with you for a reason when you start hurting, please listen to it, be kind to yourself, you deserve it
#source firsthand as im the idiot who drew for like 6 hours straight#like actually non fucking stop for even a second#until the pain got so bad my hand felt like it was fucking scalding#and i kept going anyway until i physically could not put any more lines down on the page#almost everyday since then my arm and hand has ached and felt weird and i literally cant do anything i used to before i did this to myself#i cant play games i cant write#i cant even use my mouse with my right hand for casual scrolling#please take care of yourselves
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rip ponyboy curtis. you who have lost your fuckin mind to pinterest poetry.
#he missed a good thing#scrollin n gigglin n suddenly comin across a poem that makes your chest physically ache#me n that damn 'after all its june n youre young until September poem'#rip pony#you would have a board saved with so goddamn many lil poems#he would actually make the most sickenin web weaves#like he would be cookin so insanely hard#also#off topic#but pony would be the type of person to have a poem tattooed on him#he would fuck so severely with robert frost#(fun fact I ALSO have poem lines too. so. twin)#but anyways#Pinterest poetry would make ponys chest ache until he feels like hes gonna explode#n then soda rolls over n is like get off ur phone its 3am#n ponys just gotta lay down n act like hes not losin his goddamn mind#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis
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I remember after Lord of Shadows someone made a countdown account for QOAAD and the wait was agonisingly long.
Silly. I was so young and naive. No real or deep understanding of the word "patience."
#TLKOF will come out 8 years+ after QOAAD and 10 years after Lady Midnight#it will be worth it though#i just need the book on a physical and psychological level rn? every cell in my body is aching for the missing puzzle pieces to be revealed#like i'm so invested in these characters lives and in the politics i need to know how it ends!!#the last king of faerie#the wicked powers#ty blackthorn#kit herondale#dru blackthorn#ash morgenstern#the shadowhunter chronicles#the dark artifices
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can someone explain this to me please? i can last all day without eating with no issues, maybe some tummy rumbles but mostly fine. (i was at work today, so 1hr lunch break and two ten-minute breaks)
as soon as i start eating my lunch, my stomach turns into a fucking black hole and all the food i've packed in my little lunch bag disappears into my belly in the space of twenty minutes, including whatever drink i've inevitably bought.
and as soon as it's all vanished into my tummy, that ravenous hunger goes poof! ✨
i finished work three hours ago, i've been home for two hours, i had a tiny snack and a glass of milk because if i don't eat something, my stomach will wake me up in the middle of the night with its empty growls but i have the tiniest of tummy-aches now 🥺
i wish i had someone who could rub my tummy for me, just so i can sleep because it's been a long-ass week and i'm exhausted 🥱
#stomach kink#full stomach#full tummy#why is my tummy like this#my stomach is a black hole sometimes#beside the c side#the retail job makes me so hungry#i think it's because it's really physical#tummy ache#burping#burp kink#tummy aches make me burpy
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Yknow I think I think about/draw Trish too much to say she’s not favorite part 5 character. Like how is she losing to two blonde guys
#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#trish una#jjba trish#jjba part 5#jjba golden wind#she’s like a brain eating amoeba/pos#Thinking about her too much makes me physically ache
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Every day I play videogames like Veilguard and I think to myself... all these fuckers should be complaining about back pain more than they are
#with the exception of maybe lucanis taash and davrin#who are used to a lot of physical exertion#but even then#i get home from practice and if i dont stretch for at least 30 minutes i feel like im dying#knee pain back pain shoulder pain#yeah yeah its a videogame#if they can have paella they can have back aches#datv
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I know it’s 3 am and this is my own fault but feeling so sick over pony and johnny right now oh my god how do I even deal with this they meant so much to each other they would literally kill for each other I actually can’t handle it thinking about them on the train to Windrixville wondering if they’re all they’ll ever have ever again. Johnny letting Pony sleep in his lap even though it made his legs fall asleep because he knew he needed it. Thinking about how they always dreamed and planned of running away together and having their own little place in the country and being their own family but then actually being forced into that in the most horrific way possible, and in the most twisted way, only having each other like they always wished for. I’m actually so ill about them they deserved so much better they need a happy ending where they live in a little cottage with their fire and featherbed and easy garden with the homegrown plant on the windowsill. Where Johnny gets to grow up and Pony gets to have his best friend always by his side and they get to discover themselves together and have the chance to live and do everything they always wanted. Where Pony gets out and Johnny can follow him and everything just finally for once in their lives okay they deserve that at the very least
#the outsiders#johnny cade#ponyboy curtis#pb&j#read this as romantic and platonic and qpr#it’s all of them#dude I’m actually so ill about them I feel like I’m gonna throw up#there’s a genuine aching in my chest#sorry if this is incomprehensible#or too comprehensible#it’s 3 am and I physically cant move my body so I’ve been thinking#too many big emotions tonight I cannot possibly express them all
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I’m so happy that you’re finally gonna be feeling like you in your own body. Everyone deserves to feel at home in their body. And also lesbian discourse about trans masc and he/him lesbians on TikTok is so funny. I mean I saw someone say non-binary people aren’t lesbians they’re just queer
nonbinary lesbians are just queer… right…
this is why actually going out and connecting with community is so important 😭
anyways tysm!! <3 soon as i got my first dose it was like everything in the universe finally aligned >⩊<ദ്ദി
on day three currently and things have been pretty smooth sailing 🙂↕️
#ask.koy#physically i’ve been going through some nausea with a few body aches#but that’s just my bod getting used to the new hormones so no need for concern !#also experienced an uptick in hunger as well as libido#excited to know what my voice dropping is gonna be like 😋#lesbian#butch#transmasc
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Just. The tiniest doodle. For now.
#fire emblem#feh#this isn't even a celebration piece. i'm just rapidly descending into The Sharena Madness. incurable.#it really is a specific ass affliction i have. and it feels like. the culmination of many things.#just spiralling into endless heartache and longing and aching and aching and aching and ooofgh. owch. ouchie..#when i get like this it's like. physically difficult to draw. to get the images out of my head and onto the page#i'm just. catatonic.#does anybody wanna hold my hand and rotate them in our collective hivemind w me.#please.#sharena#fe alfonse#my art
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“Is this how you we are supposed to be living?”
(insp.)
#kinnporsche#vegaspete#vegas kornwit theerapanyakul#pete phongsakorn saengtham#gifset#*brace's#dailyvegaspete#//#I considered many characters and ideas when I got the theme Restraint/Freedom out of my last poll#there was a lot that could be done focusing on self-restraint but I also wanted to work with physical restraint (e.g. handcuffs)#so naturally it got me thinking about the safehouse#but thinking about the safehouse I remembered that Vegas was also trapped in there with Pete#he was born in the prison that was his family and in addition to that his father had him in a chokehold#a grip that Pete relieved a bit when it was just the two of them#with him it wasn't as bad as before#so if he could decide on the matter certainly Vegas would have preferred to keep Pete#but the night the hedgehog died he didn't immediately put Pete back in chains once he got free#he might even have left the key for him to free himself on purpose#he gave Pete every chance to escape the house. to escape him.#to leave like everyone else and save himself from ending like that poor hedgie#dead on Vegas' arms (hands) while he cried helplessly. because that's what happens every time and he can't escape the cycle once it begins.#he keeps trying only to fail again and again. he can't escape himself.#but Pete could. Pete could have run away and never looked back.#and Vegas would have let him. he would have understood.#he would have done the same. he would have run away and escaped it all if he could.#he too ached to be free
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post more yuri . my final messGe goodbye
#vixen rambles#joke post . but guys im rlly fucking sick#thinking of asking some1 to drive me 2 urgent care when the sun’s up . but also that’d cost a shit ton .#and i am not in the physical state to think like luigi (nintendo obv)#nothing dire just . painful and have not truly slept yet 2nite 🤞🤞#my body n head n sinuses ache too bad n i’m shivering too much. but also my fever is thru out my entire body and reflection that heat back#really weird effect
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at this point i have to assume the ongoing chest pain is from living in this fucking house
#no apparent heart problem. if its somehow a muscle ache that has persisted >6 months#then its also managed to Not be from noticeable muscle damage while still lasting that long#and if its not the stress from being here then idk. cancer does show up in the family 💀#if it is just a muscle ache then i would like it to be over#but my god man. im gonna lose it#the problem with living in ur parents house is that they will make fuck ass decisions abt it#and u cant do anything Esp if ur freeloading lmao#maybe im just prone to stressing myself out like a fucking tarsir#*tarsier. but like goddddd#tfw theres a million unfinished and contributing things to a possible infestation#like. tell me why the bathtub has been unusable for probably a year now#and also theres a HUGE HOLE IN THE WALL WHERE THE EXHAUST GOES THRU!!!!!!#that they probably knew about but apparently didnt think was a concern#and when approached about 'hey i dont think (liquid) fumigation is gonna last if u dont fix this'#the response is 'thats why u fumigate every like 6 months'#NO??? FIX THIS FUCKING HOUSE?#AND THEN LIQUID FUMIGATION TOO???? AURGHHHHHHHH#anyways also have to assume its not like. actual physical environment problem#spent two weeks out of house and it persisted. but i suppose if its bad enough#it would do that...?? but then why is no one else in the house suffering -_-#either its extremely localised to my room or its straight up not that#dad keeps insisting its long covid. near as i can tell ive never caught covid#while its possible it was low/no symptom im relying on the fact that no one else got sick in the house#and when people get sick in the house i do test also. and its always negative. but who knows
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We were talking a few days ago about dream presenting the comunist manifesto in a random kick stream. And now it seems george decided to take it into action with a gun like a truly american/jjjjjj
Comrade Dteam let's fucking goooooo
We have Dream "No company wins on morality" and "UBI should be a thing because everyone should be able to follow their dreams", George "Kill the rich, literally" and Sapnap "Be gay, join a mafia"
#the voices#Sapnap is here to represent all the bitches like me who get physically sick if they try to follow politics and also want 10 boyfriends#he gets me and my tummy aches#Get Dteam elected they have UBI health care and polyamory
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I no longer have boobs! I am a boobless being! I've become one of those ✨self mutilated women✨ the t//erfs warn u abt! I am the trans agenda!

#I keep talking abt this but I am genuinely so happy abt it lmao#like I'm miserable on a physical level rn bc everything itches and aches and I'm nauseous despite zofran#I cannot shower until like saturday and I have to sleep sitting up#BUT GUESS WHAT I DONT HAVE? BOOBS.
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i want proof that you love me
even if i have to dig it out of your body
#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#poetry#lyrics#original poem#depressive episode#wahoo#bed rot#i got approved for student loans and i got like 1000 ish in scholarships#but i didnt meet the g12 thing and that made me sad#so now im sad#and im probably going to get wine drunk about it#and i miss my dog#he got his balls snipped today my mom and sister are gona go get him#and i crave intimacy and sex and romance and life#but i feel dead inside#or misplaced#aching and longing#like a ghost#im somewhere im not supposed to be#and i hate my face#i dont think anyone i find physically attractive wi see the same for me#maybe i'll spend my scholarship on a nose job#or cheek filler#or face lift
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