im good for a laugh if nothing else don't take my advice, its anecdotal devil with a bleeding heart burnout trash philosopher student of nicoleism
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on the brink of a mental breakdown lets see if i hit something (someone) first or cry
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reasons to go to the gym:
1. back pain
2. kill my dad
#yeah i got nothing#except maybe that they'll use this in court#omg if they do they have to show the rest of my blog as contextual evidence#do you think i can woo the jury with my victim complex and intellectual prowess?#ofc i can#anyway#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl#girlblog
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this line haunts me
#okay so long story short 22$ for not even 100 pages what a rip off! maybe but fuck me it was worth#mamas eating#the flowers of buffoonery#dazai osamu#not the bsd one#im not going back to that phase#classics#annotations#books#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl
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whenever the facial dysmorphia hits i just visualize im a russian lea seydoux
#oh god my pecks bro#gym gives me dolphins tho so its fine#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl
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"based on a historical artwork" go FUCK YOURSELF
"the assignment is 300-350 words" bitch you get what you get and you dont get upset anyway heres an 800 word rant about the emptiness of beauty i wrote while having a mental breakdown
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im rly getting into washing my mouth lately
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#oh bby girl#shes like me if i went to med school#or from like two years ago#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl
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why are all men either spineless stupid pushovers or rapists
#and my dads both!#we're not gona unpack that#good thing hes not on tumblr#good thing art school students dont havr tumblr#oh god#oh no#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#delete later#probably
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"the assignment is 300-350 words" bitch you get what you get and you dont get upset anyway heres an 800 word rant about the emptiness of beauty i wrote while having a mental breakdown
#i mean i'll edit it but like#poor ben 🤦🏻♀️#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl#university#college
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you ever look back at sm you wrote and go "damn bitch was in her feels 💀"
#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl#writer#writers on tumblr#like shit she was vulnerable
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i once saw a pic of donna tart in a suit and i couldnt look at a woman for five days without having a panic attack
#gay#holy shit im so gay#i just do not know how to navigate it or how to have a romantic relationship with a woman#i only do codependent homoerotic friendships#fuck i still need to get that sorted#anyways#tsh#tsh memes#donna tartt#tsh donna tartt#gay panic#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl#girlblog
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my autistic brain does a little dance every time i write alliteration
#hehe#theres a little autistic elf inside my brain doing the polka#what the government wont tell you#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl#girlblog
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"the self seriousness of your existence ultimately made you a greater fool than anybody else" im sorry what the fuck???
oh my god americans are so dumb especially the americans on tumblr lmfao do u know what 2 x2 is?
The likelihood of me being smarter than you is so fucking high it’s unreal. If I were a betting man, I’d bet on myself twice. Whatever I said to have you react this way was probably DRENCHED in so much blatant irony that any feeble, piss-brained, southern-hillbilly moonshine-chugging American would've had the wherewithal to see right through the guise - and yet the self-seriousness of your existence ultimately made you a greater fool than anybody else.
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God won't be very merciful when your time comes
And I won't be merciful to him either
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YAHOO! FULL release!! This one here is like an etherial ghostly orchestra played by angels. I DARE you not to shed a tear. Quite proud of this one. I think it's fucking beautiful and texturally dense. I think you'll love it.
SOUNDCLOUD
SPOTIFY
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see the problem with my first time was he was SO ugly oh my god what the fuck i couldve done so much better
#every time i think of what his face looked like i feel physically ill kinda ugly#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl#girl#girlblog#hot girl things#haha
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oh god.
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fuck you diagnostic criteria and symptoms are bullshit because mental disorders intersect and interact so much that they can create a new disorder and they'll treat that one but not cut the head off.
i mean lying for personal gain makes you a sociopath?? fuck you thats a life skill and so is lacking empathy, just as much as having it is.
#okay but just because its autism doesnt make it any less sociopathic just as it doesnt make it any less autistic#i am both at the same fucking time holy shit#i might have to talk to a doctor first before i make such grand statements#but also like theyre not gona believe me#and they dont know me and the thibgs i know about myself#holy shit the things i know#i know too much#i feel like im hunting myself down so i can spill all my secrets#yet at the same those secrets are malicious and lovecraftian in nature---they arent meant to be known. im but a hairless fucking monkey#woops#i get why people say theyre too self aware for therapy but ig ill try anyway i mean im on a waitlist or whatever#no a third party opinion is good#but still#it's eerie and makes me uncomfortable#and i cant help but be surprised when everyone else doesnt react the same way#like they dont know and i dont know if they ever will---the horror of being alive
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