#like a 50-60 maybe even a low 70

[iced-souls]

Bro the mark I got for my functions culminating and exam are so much worse then what I felt like after doing them that I am completely giving stares through the multiverse at my teacher—

[fibretwo]

˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Cure Fasting Boredom ⋆⁺‧₊˚

“Oh, I’m fasting, but I’m incredibly bored!!“ — so what I’m hearing is that you have nothing to do except eat? Or you eat when you’re bored..? Well, that needs to be fixed, but fear not, that will come with time. Keep fasting by the way, you’re doing great! So well in fact that I’ve actually compiled a list of things that you can do to keep yourself occupied!!

1. Make a playlist

2. Find some new music

3. Listen to music!

4. Take a shower

5. wash your hair

6. cut your hair?

7. dye your hair, even?

8. paint your nails

9. put on a perfume you barely wear

10. brush your teeth

11. put on some makeup

12. make a pinterest board of makeup looks and try them out!

13. wash your clothes

14. lay outfits on your bed and take photos/write them down

15. make some “for when i’m skinny outfits” and take photos/write them down

16. meditate

17. compile things that trigger you (YouTube Playlists, Pinterest boards, Screenshots of tumblr posts etc!!!)

18. Go for a walk

19. Walk to the supermarket and look at food (maybe i just like doing this)

20. walk to ur local train station and go to the mall OR!! walk to the mall (sorry if you live in buttfuck no where 😓)

21. journal!! prompts vvv

22. write down everything that’s keeping you going

23. write down all the things you want to eat when ur at ur ugw

24. write down your safe foods

25. write down your fear foods

26. write some triggers

27. write some thinspo quotes

28. reflect on yourself

29. get to know yourself

30. look at journalling prompts on pinterest

31. vent

32. brain dump

33. put lipstick on and cover a page in kisses

34. draw thinspo

35. draw an oc

36. try finding your art style if you don’t draw often

37. draw a scene you remember from your childhood

38. do a jigsaw puzzle

39. find a deck of cards and order them

40. study!!!

41. practice an instrument

42. look for jobs if your unemployed

43. go out with friends

44. talk to online friends

45. text ur irl friends

46. play minecraft

47. clean your room

48. de clutter draws & desks

49. make a thinspo board on pinterest

50. Make a pinterest board with all those facebook mom weight loss motivation quotes and things (they have a special place in my heart, okay?)

51. watch media that has characters w/ EDs in them. i recommend To The Bone (ofc), Skins (Cassie), Gossip Girls (Blair), Heathers (Heather Duke), Heartstopper (Charlie Spring)!!

52. find low calorie recipes

53. practice an instrument

54. contour your bones

55. write down rewards for when you reach another gw (eg, perfumes, new scales, new clothes, safe foods)

56. listen to some ED podcasts (i rlly like SciGuys Ep #201 and DRAMA MAMA Ep #32)

57. sometimes i watch swan liyah on YT

58. Make yourself some ice cold water

59. Fill up the ice cube tray (this is personal, i usually do this when i’m bored)

60. Commentary YouTubers 🙏

61. ED short films on YT

62. ED documentaries on YT

63. Quora ED stuff can be triggering too!!

64. Have a bath

65. De-clutter your phone

66. Get out there and reblog a whole bunch of stuff!

67. Duolingo

68. paint

69. haha 69… uh, read a book!

70. Stalk my ED Pinterest Account: https://pin.it/6IDHsH7jh

(it’s very cool i promise)

71. watch ED WIEIAD videos on youtube

72. look for different diets

73. watch cooking videos and save recipes for when your skinny

74. Make a playlist of workouts to try (reminder, you don’t have to work out when ur fasting<3)

75. write a letter to someone

76. practice your handwriting

77. Walk all the way to your local supermarket, get some gum and/or sugar free soda and walk back

78. hold a little fashion show for yourself

79. Listen to those songs you never got around to

80. Get into that artist you’ve never had time to get into

81. watch that show you’ve never started

82. Look into poetry

83. Write a poem

84. make a bookmark

85. draw one of your friends to give to them (no matter how poorly, it’s funnier when it’s bad)

86. Have a dance party, why tf not?

87. put beads on some of your shoelaces

88. Headphones up, eyes closed, laying on your bed blasting your favourite song. Just let yourself be surrounded by the music for a moment. It really helps your mood

89. Mess with spotify equalisers

90. Try some hairstyles out

91. straighten/curl your hair

92. watch a tim burton film

93. Watch a Studio Ghibili film (it helps to have an activity to do at the same time, like literally anything else on the list)

94. look at halloween costumes you can wear next halloween when your skinny

95. heal your inner child and watch a childhood show!!

96. sew something!

97. learn to sew? :)

98. make some jewellery

99. FRIENDSHIP BRACELETS!!

100. research a random topic (band backstories and mythology are my favourite!!!)

101. Look into the biology of a human digestive system (there’s a video of digestion we had to watch in school once that you can find on YT and it’s so gross and triggering)

102. look at mouldy pictures of food

103. watch time lapse videos of food decomposing

104. count loose change

105. burn your favourite candle because if not now the when?

will add more when i think of them! stay safe and do what feels right for you, don’t push yourself just stay disciplined

Take care <3

[ronearoundblindly]

For every cevans who are the ass men and who are the boob men 👀😏 .. maybe there are some who like both equally?

This...did not at all shake out the way I thought it would at first. More of them lean towards the top rather than the bottom, but the one's who like the butt really, really like the butt. I decided to do percentages in order of preference--the formula shows up as % tits / % ass. Warnings for sexual discussion.

A/N: What a bizarre thing to find myself thinking about for HOURS...

Ransom Drysdale 90 / 10

In a word? Jewelry. Now, an expensive necklace laying just in the valley of your breasts is not the only reason Ran prefers this view, but it's the main one.

Jimmy Dobyne 85 / 15

Breeding kink and lactation kink. Sorry. He's a simple man who is deep-down obsessed with your tits getting bigger because of him and what he did to you. This is a man who enjoys getting completely lost in sex (in his own head though, since he's not using a lot of brainpower to check in with you and your needs during the actual act).

Curtis Everett 80 / 20

He's hands-on, and the simple truth is it's easier to have his hands (or mouth) on your breasts during foreplay or missionary, even doggy-style. Curtis enjoys touch far more than he'll admit out loud, so there's also the simple fact that when you hug, he gets more contact with your top than your bottom, or dancing, or sleeping, etc. There is--and I will die on this hill--something deeply primal aroused in him when he sees your bare décolleté. Somehow that is more exposed and naughtier than you wondering around in a bikini. Not sure how to explain that further. Breasts to neck are just his real estate.

Steve Rogers 75 / 25

I mean, the guy was eye-level with them for most of his life, so yeah, Steve's fascinated by tits. He also finds laying on your chest deeply soothing. He likes the soft, sensual side of showing attention to your tits and loves when they're very sensitive. Don't get me wrong; Steve enjoys a well-balanced woman, and he will dote on all of you. He just...really likes playing with your boobs, darn it!

Important note: read that stat as "25% backside" for Steve's delicacy, please. He won't say the other thing...

Andy Barber 70 / 30

The low-key version of Ransom in the sense that for public and work events, Andy would like to show off how gorgeous you are. It's difficult to really highlight the ass without being too risqué, and he'd be far more angry if a bunch of people stared at your backside all night. He's comfortable being envied for your top half, thanks.

Jake Jensen 60 / 40

Purely a numbers game: he is more likely to be flashed than mooned, so Jake is slightly more enamored by the titties. Apart from that, his answer to the question of either/or is "yes."

Johnny Storm 50 / 50

Always changing it up because he's always on the cusp of getting bored, Johnny goes through phases. However, he is equally and actively interesting in both your tits and your ass in a sexual way which is why he gets the actual number percentages, unlike...

James Mace & Bucky Barnes- Indifferent

Slightly different reasons, but at any given time, these two change preferences. Bucky is more emotional and moody in his affection/attention, so depending on the day, he could be wildly into your breasts or your butt. He could also be really into you doting on him. This could all be for nine-million different little experiences that happened in a day or a week. Bucky can't be pinned down as just one thing--partly because he's been several different people in his life.

Mace appreciates that there are esthetically pleasing versions of body parts, that people have different ideals for those, and that it is nice to have one or more of those ideal exist in the relationship. Mace is also practical. Your body will change over time. Hell, his body will definitely change after months in space, so who is he to point out that your ass looked better one way while he loses 30 pounds of muscle between times you seen him? It's not fair and it's not realistic. He just...can't find the energy to care much about this argument. There are more important things that could be an actual problem if they changed, but your body isn't one of them.

[Enormous gap in percentages]

Ari Levinson 10 / 90

I may hate the phrase but Ari is definitely a 'dirty daddy.' He quite likes a nasty, no-holds-barred fuck fest, and those have way more to do with your lower half than your upper half. Something about your ass being his is also more satisfying than any other piece of you. He's a bit possessive that way.

Lloyd Hansen 1 / 99

Boobs can be fake, and unless he is actually fucking your tits, they aren't doing anything for him. Lloyd feeds off of touch sexually, so it's all about that booty bouncing on him or taking him deep or bruising beneath his grip, know what I mean? Yeah, you do, @ellethespaceunicorn.

Thank you for asking!

[Main Masterlist; 'Who Would...' Masterlist; Ko-Fi]

[max1461]

Thought for a moment in the 2010s that we were entering a new serious era (e.g. 1920s, 30s, 40s), but it seems that we're instead in an increasingly tacky era (50s, 60s, 70s). Like look at the change in YouTube. Well you all are textheads you don't do video, I know that. But like. In 2017 there was ContraPoints. Agree or disagree with her opinions, what she was doing was conceptually and aesthetically serious. Even her early, low-production-value stuff. She was talking about incels and other internet shit, but the internet is part of the real world, that's fine. In fact that's what gave me hope for another serious era, people were finally talking about internet stuff the way 1920s German intellectuals or whatever talked about the cultural trends of their day. Maybe because Contra has half a philosophy PhD and was explicitly influenced by those German intellectuals.

Another example from a totally disjoint cultural niche was Digi a.k.a. Trixie a.k.a. Ygg Studios or whatever they go by now. Drunk, smelly, and unkempt—yes. Or at least so went the persona. Talking seriously about anime—also yes. When they claimed they were the only good anime reviewer on the internet it made a lot of people mad. But they were right!

There were thinkers, we had thinkers. My generation, or roughly my generation, had thinkers. To be clear, when I include Contra here I'm not including all of her ilk, I'm not including the leftist-theory-regurgitators and so on. But Contra herself was a thinker! Digi was a thinker! We had thinkers.

But that era is over now, on YouTube at least. I go on there and it's all algorithmic drivel. I look for anime content and as I've explained it's all about #hype and #epic and how the new season of whatever #hits different and other empty meaningless bullshit. No analysis, no thought, fundementally unserious bullshit. Tacky! It's tacky! The the YouTube thumbnail O-face is fucking 70s-ass fake wood paneling tacky bullshit!

MrBeast. I've never seen a MrBeast video but I hate him for what he represents. I used to watch this channel called Wranglerstar, he made videos about different types of axes and forest fire fighting equipment and various other stuff. "Modern homesteading" I believe was the tagline. And it was always evident that he was a far-right guy but who gives a shit, his videos where good. Serious videos about interesting topics, that a fucking normal guy might watch. Well around 2020 he basically started flooding his channel with covid conspiracy bullshit and "the Chinese are going to attack us any day!" bullshit and other unserious crap. And I had to stop watching. How could I find any of that compelling? It's vapid nonsense.

And I don't know if it's a shift in the algorithm or people becoming more savvy to the algorithm or what, but all of YouTube is like this now. Vapid clickbait empty meaningless bullshit for another tacky commercialized bullshit era.

And you know, I felt like it might just be localized to YouTube for a while, but I started to look around, and it just feels like everything is like this. Backsliding to the tacky times. God I hate tackiness. I hate unseriousness. I'm having a little meltdown. At least SMW kaizo hacks are having a renaissance. People are doing serious shit in that space, serious shit that is also not anachronistic, you know, it's kept up with the modern world. It addresses modern concerns (fun to play hard Mario). But it's serious. People are serious. One of the few serious things happening in my orbit.

Even in science it feels like people aren't serious anymore. You know, standard Sabine Hossenfelder complaint about particle physics. But I don't really know enough about that to say. Get the vibe that biology is still serious these days.

To be clear, everything I'm saying here is pure vibes. I'm just saying shit. I'm just saying shit that I feel. But I'll be deeply disappointed if I have to live my youth in another tacky era, god damn it. Even the 80s seem like they were better than this.

[autumngracy]

So my county (Orange County, New York) is in a drought rn with no real end in sight; it's been two and half months since we got any substantial rain, and in that time it's only lightly drizzled for a maybe a few hours, like twice.

There is currently a wildfire burning close by, which has burned over 2000 acres already and was started by a guy in New Jersey illegally firing tracer bullets (which contain magnesium) at the Central Jersey Firing Range. (He has since been charged with arson.)

This morning, the sky was red at sunrise. The air quality is getting steadily worse. The wildfires are a 0% containment. A firefighter has already died because of a tree falling on him. People are worried about the fire (which is burning on BOTH sides of the Hudson) reaching large residential areas nearby.

The only thing that can help us now is rain, but it has to be a slow and steady rain, because the ground is so dry and hard-packed that if we get a heavy rainfall, the ground will not be able to absorb it fast enough, and it will cause flash flooding.

There was a massive flash flood last year, considered a "once in a thousand years" event, that damaged or destroyed a huge amount of infrastructure, roads, and buildings in this area, many of which still have not been fully repaired or protected from further storm damage.

About 30% of the land at our house was literally washed away down the creek that runs though it, which had been at a trickle before, and turned into a 8 foot flood surge in the course of few hours.

The government had promised disaster relief money for our town (and surrounding towns) due to the damage from this event, but later, after much of the repair had already gotten underway, backed out and left the towns to foot the bill themselves.

My family would have been completely financially devastated if we had been forced to pay for the repairs to our property (we're talking like, over a million dollars of damage; SEVERAL times what the property is worth), but because there were key public infrastructure elements running through it (a storm drain, a sewer manhole, and an overpass for the road that went over the creek) the town ended up paying for ALL of the repairs, because they were all issues that needed to be fixed immediately and affected everyone in the town.

I am so fucking worried right now that either the wildfires are going to reach us, or rain comes in time to stave them off but it comes too heavy and causes another massive flash flood.

I need people to understand how completely bonkers it is that this is happening in this area. Like. I've lived here for around 15 years and that WHOLE time this area has only ever had like, one other official drought, and only for like, a day or two. We are RIGHT on the Hudson river, with creeks running all over, but the creeks have mostly dried up, we've been under a Red Flag burn ban for weeks, and our town is having a water shortage.

Also, besides the lack of rain, it's the second fucking week of November, but we've been having days in the high 60's, 70's, and even 80's, and there's only been a few days recently that dropped down into 50's, 40's or 30's, and only in the coolest parts of the night.

I've only had to wear an actual coat so far this season like, twice. It was in the high 70's and low to mid 80's all through the week of Halloween. When I stood in line for 2+ hours to vote, during sunset, it was balmy out. The previous presidential election, at the same location and time, had been so cold that I'd been freezing despite many layers of warm clothing, and I couldn't feel my extremities by the time I was able to cast my vote. But last week? It was BALMY.

There are still flowers blooming and putting out buds. There are tomatoes ripening on the vine. There are still flying insects outside. All these things should have been getting hit by frost like a month ago and started the process of going dormant. Now, if cold does suddenly hit, it's probably going to shock and kill off a lot of plant life.

This shit is NOT normal. Climate change is real.

[anexperimentallife]

It's wild realizing how long we've lived someplace that requires neither heat nor AC. Over six years now!

Like, year-round, it usually stays between the low 60s and the mid/high 70s (Fahrenheit). Once in a GREAT while it may get down into mid-50s or mid-80s, but those are rare occurrences.

I mean, it does still get too hot for me at times, but that's mainly because of a combination of the humidity (we are, after all, in the mountains of a tropical island) and being on medication that decreases my heat tolerance. Even so, all I need is a fan on the hottest days, and maybe a nice blanket on the coldest nights.

[flabby-flattie-fatties]

Zeri kept a journal monitoring her fitness progress, or rather lack thereof as of late and decided to look back through it.

Zeri wheezed heavily as she almost threw her body to her bed, this one creaking loudly under the sudden impact.

She undid her belt and lifted her shirt, her sweaty belly surging out, heaving up and down with each heavy breath from the exhausted woman.

Zeri had been under strict orders to keep herself relaxed and in rest in order to get better workouts, however, little did she know this was nothing but a ploy to get the poor battle bunny to swell much like her commander.

Still, being the once gym rat, Zeri sometimes broke these rules and decided to do a little work out, nothing too serious, merely a warm up. And just like before, she decided to write all down in her control book.

Now, struggling to catch her breath, the tired butterball was ready to write down her most recent experience. However, part of her was curious as to how she faired compared to previous days, so she decided to take a look since this whole "rest diet" started.

Day 1

"50 push ups, 70 jumpings, 2 minutes of planking, 60 squads. My workout routines used to be so much better than these :( however, my trainer said that this new diet should help me rest my muscles for the next time I work out"

Day 5

"40 push ups, 70 jumpings, 2 minutes of planking, 50 squads. It's been a few days since I started this thing, honestly, I feel great! I haven't felt so well rested in a while. Working on my warm ups is still a bit hard, but I think this might work.

Day 20

"35 push ups, 50 jumpings, 1 minute 40 seconds of planking, 45 squads. I haven't seen my trainer in a bit, however, I have been sticking to my diet to a T! Truth be told... I don't feel that much more active; Jinx and Vayne say that I'm just hungry and that I should eat more to help get my strength back, but I have my doubts.

Day 50

"30 push ups, 30 jumpings, 1 minute 20 seconds of planking, 30 squads. It's been some time since I wrote an entry, today I decided to do another round of exercises, however, my trainer caught me. I was really out of breath and apparently I was making too much noise. They strictly prohibited me to do any further exercises until my diet took effect. I don't know when I will be able to write another entry, but I trust them.

Day ?

“15 push ups, 20 jumpings, 30 seconds of planking, 10 squads. I don't know how much has passed since my last entry; all the days kind of blend together, Vayne and Jinx keep bringing me more and more food. Today I was able to sneak past them and do a some warm ups, I don't think I have been so tired in my life, next time I see my trainer I will need to ask some questions but... For now I will still believe.

Day ??

"5 push ups, 10 jumpings, 20 seconds of planking, 5 squads." There were no notes on that entry, simply food and sweat stains.

That was the last entry Zeri had written. Gears would have started turning in her head if she wasn't so exhausted, she barely even had the energy to pick up her pen to write the next entry.

Day ???

"3 push ups (?), 5 jumpings, 10 seconds of planking, 0 squads. I could feel my legs shaking whenever I did any of the exercises, each time I went for a pushup I ended up falling back on the floor. I tried to do some squads, but as soon as I went low I lost my balance and ended up falling on my ass, didn't hurt anything except my ego. My trainer caught me and said I was struggling because of all these times I have been cheating on my diet. I will monitored from now on, I don't know if I will be able to write another entry... Maybe this is for the best, I do feel better while laying down, maybe my trainer really was onto something"

[kieraelieson]

So I’ve been talking to my husband and boyfriend recently about how much energy I have in terms of a percentage. And then I realized it might be helpful to express it with context- so I made this chart.

Energy Scale:

(This is entirely disregarding tricks such as inducing anxiety, adrenaline, or dissociation. This also disregards motivation and pain, which may affect capabilities)

5% - Put me to bed, I'm so tired. I'm swaying obviously if I stand and my limbs feel heavy.

10% I should be sitting at least. Probably swaying or trembly while standing. Mental work is possible, but only very slowly.

15% I can stand up and walk around decently. I can make myself simple food or do light cleaning that does not involve bending down or lifting anything heavy. I tend to be here a lot. Mental work is possible, and I often will do it.

20% I can do a task! Hooray! It needs to be a relatively gentle task. I tend to overdo it here and get all shaky cause I choose a task that it too intense or too lenthy.

25% I can do a task and Not collapse right after. Cooking or cleaning for half an hour is doable, though I might be panting by the end.

30% I can do something that makes me pant a little and recover from it without flopping. Could go for a walk without ulterior motivation to do so.

35% This is usually where I start planning elaborate tasks. "I'll clean the whole downstairs!" I cannot complete this. But I will make a good headway.

40% I can do things that involve a bit of exercise without feeling terrible. A treadmill walk, a cleaning that involves a lot of up and down, even that requires going up and down the stairs.

45% I might want to do some things to expend energy at this point. Wanting to go outside, to do a social and physical activity like roller skating, or to walk around a historic site or museum.

50% Oh heck, I'm doing so well! I have energy to exist with and energy to spare! I can put Two physical tasks on my list. Maybe a walk to the dog park And deep cleaning the bathrooms. And I won't have to flop for hours afterwards!

55% If I only have mental tasks to do I'll get antsy and do some physical movement spontaneously. I can do an activity that causes panting and sweating for up to half an hour without strong external motivation.

60% A task that takes multiple hours and expends low to medium variable effort won't exhaust me. I am genuinely capable of cleaning the downstairs Without it being the Only thing I do that day.

65% I might seek out physical movement and tasks that tire me out enjoyably. Trampolining, jogging, dancing, all possible intermittently for up to an hour. I'll need breaks, but I won't flop afterwards.

70% I barely know what to do with myself I'm so capable. I may pick medium-low intensity tasks, like cooking, that last 5+ hours, and pair them with a medium or high intensity physical task for a shorter period of time.

75% I don't have problems completing even a quite long task list. I can go shopping, and come home and put away groceries, then clean the kitchen while making dinner. And I'll be fine after dinner with enough left over to clean up the meal.

80% I genuinely need at least one of my tasks this day to be physically tiring. Think when I get all giggly and pace around stomping and wiggling. That is a temporary 80%.

85% Something difficult like rennovations or yard work is a welcome and very doable task, even for 4+ hours, provided I have enough water and a few lil breaks.

90% I can sprint and enjoy it. I may not be capable of sprinting far, but the wind in my face and the movement in my body is Thrilling! I may even do multiple bursts of it.

95% I can take on the world. Throw any task at me. Better yet, throw a Hard task at me. See how much of the house I can clean in an hour, see if I can do a hundred yard dash, put me on a heckin sports field and I might like it.

100% What does this even look like? Playing a physical sport for a few hours and then after a break wanting to go out and do it again? Racing a dog, skipping through a forest, thriving in the sunshine and light of the gorgeous world?

[chaoshaven]

Chaotic Card 14- Maglax

Crafted by the mad scientist Mommark, and drawn by Adrian Barrios, Etienne St.Laurent, Maglax is a Powerful front liner who could be a bit bulkier Energy wise, but isn’t bas as long as you can heal him up with Mugic or Card abilities.

Stat Spread:

Courage: 60-80

Power:50-70

Wisdom:15-35

Speed:20-40

Energy:35-45

Mugic Counters: 0

Elements:

Fire

Air

Earth

Water

Ability:

Earth 5 let’s Maglax deal extra damage in an Earth focused attack deck, so pair in him with Crawsectus.

Playstyle:

His energy is a little concerning. Average in DoP it’s now low, but a Battlegear to boost it up would be helpful. As well his Wisdom is incredibly low. So maybe a Battlegear to boost that as well. But what does it matter, increasing a Discipline? He has 2 good ones and you’re not putting him into a Wisdom based deck. While that is true you might be playing against a Wisdom based deck, and will take more damage from their Attacks.

There are different kinds of attacks, and the Elemental attacks are straightforward; if you have x element, you deal x more damage. if your Creature has x element five, then you deal even more damage.

Then there is Discipline focused Attack decks, where all of your creatures have a high number in the Discipline. Know that no Discipline is better than another, but for the purposes of his post I’ll stick with Wisdom, as it is Maglax’s weak point. 

There is the base damage that every Attack does. You play the Attack, you deal the base damage.

Then, for a Wisom Attack deck, you have Wisdom Checks, Wisdom CHallenges, and Wisdom Failures. 

A Wisdom Check is seeing if the Creature playing that attack has that score or higher. If they do, they deal damage. Stat Check Wisdom 50: deal 5 damage, means your wisdom needs to be 50 or higher.

A Wisdom Challenge is when you look at the Wisdom of the Creature playing the Attack, and the Wisdom of the Creature getting attacked. If your Creature’s Wisdom is higher than theirs by the amount stated, you deal damage. Challenge: Wisdom 15 means that the attacking creature needs to have 15 more Wisdom than Maglax. whose Wisdom is already incredibly low.

A Wisdom Fail is when you look at the opponent’s Creature only. If their Wisdom is below the amount on the card, they take damage. Typically there is 3 on the Stat Fail cards, so that the lower the Wisdom, the more damage is taken. 

Wisdom Fail 100: deal 5 damage

Wisdom Fail 50: deal 5 damage

Wisdom Fail 25: deal 5 damage

In the case of Maglax, all Wisdom Challenges done to him will pass and he takes damage, and he will take all the damage (15 total plus the base damage) from Wisdom fail cards. If you have an average number in a stat, it’s fine. But a low Wisdom like Maglax or low Courage like Attacat leaves them vulnerable to that kind of team matchup.

So, while overall Energy does seem nice, giving Maglax a Battlegear that boosts his Wisdom means he is more durable in the long run. Just heal him to keep him up longer.

Biography:

Not much is known. He was created by a Overworld Scientist, Mommark. One of the few creations (yes there is multiple) that didn’t run away and actually protect the other experiments at Castle Mommark. However, with his low Wisdom, he is easily duped into letting trespassers in. So...kind of like Igor, if Dr. Frankenstein made his assistant.

[assassinated-sunrise]

Fuck it, im bored

1. Absolutely not

2. My partner, ofc

3. Most things that come out of my mouth, I have no filter sometimes and a tendency to be cringy

4. 100%

5. Very happily taken

6. Quick, painless, and unsuspecting

7. Tacos 🌮

8. Not often, was fucking amazing at badminton once though

9. Only when they get too long

10. 5 years ago

11. Hehe yeah 🫣 (the love of my life ofc)

12. Way past that

13. I have a list

14. Maybe sometimes?? I dont think so though. At least not currently

15. I've acquired a dog through relationship I suppose lol, we also have a cat that I made them keep

16. Better day than most. Solid 8/10

17. No

18. Fuck yes, im not dealing with them things

19. Maybe? But even though a lot of bad things happened I really like where my life it at rn, I wouldn't wanna change or jeopardize that

20. My car

21. Fucking rest omg

22. Absolutely, as many as me and my partner can handle responsibility lol

23. Yes, 10 of them

24. In school it was always math

25. I don't know? Not really

26. 4 cheese mac and cheese with honey pepper chicken tenders (shout out to applebees)

27. Not that I'm aware of, and if I have it wasn't on purpose

28. No

29. Not while dating

30. That I have to work 40 hours a week min to survive in this economy

31. I sure as hell hope so, or else this would be real awkward (jk, I know you love me babe)(also I *guess* family counts as well)

32. Green

33. Huuuuuge trust issues. Incredibly large. Trauma does that to a person

34. My last dream was about a friend of mine kissing me against my will and me punching him in the face

35. My sibling

36. Probably

37. As someone with huge amnesia gaps in my memory, forget lol

38. Maybe?? Idk, each year has big highs and big lows. It's hard to measure

39. .... 21, we ain't gonna talk about it

40. Yeah, once

Idk why the fuck 41-50 are missing but oh well

51. Chicken tenders and fries probably

52. I believe that things can be set in motion but not that everything is fixed and destined to happen. So like a little? But not fully

53. Watched YouTube

54. No 💚

55. Sometimes, not often. Certified pushover unless someone comes for someone I care about

56. 3

57. Yeah, I think I do. I believe it presents differently, I don't fully believe in predestined sometimes. And I certainly don't believe love at first sight. But true love, love at its core that's stronger than anything and that's the person you are meant to be with because no one or nothing compares? Yeah I do

58. Rainy

59. Yes

60. Absolutely

61. Depends on the person, but yeah I don't mind it

62. My partner, a shit ton of hyperfixations, my relationship with my extended family, a lot really

63. I've considered it

64. Lol no, would be very easy. Would enjoy it very much in fact

65. Laugh probably

66. Not fully, but im more comfortable around them than everyone else

67. My brother?? Technically. If we are talking outside of the family then my coworker

68. My partner

69. Yeah, I think so. See number 57, same vibe/similar answer honestly

70. Yes, of course. But there's also a lot of people I would live for as well. And honestly sometimes that's harder

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[jodilin65]

In less than a week, I’ve been ghosted by Kathy for no apparent reason, and Chris—someone I always thought was smart and had a great sense of humor—went completely unethical on me and then bit my head off for agreeing with him. I went over our exchange again and I must really be missing something, or maybe he's losing it, because I don’t see what set him off. I don't care, but at the same time, I'm naturally curious about understanding things. I’ve sensed for a while that he hasn’t been happy, so maybe his mental state is a factor. His writing was full of anger, but as I said, I do understand and agree with what he was saying. That’s why his lashing out at me came as such a shock.

Nonetheless, I am so sick of trying to figure out what makes people tick. You think you're intuitive and good with people, then realize you don’t know a damn thing. Fuck humanity! I'm totally not open to making new friends. Tracking blog visitors has become less reliable since more people are either hiding or appearing where they’re not. Still, while I appreciate anyone’s curiosity I’m not up for chatting unless you're someone I’m already friends with. I’ve disabled comments everywhere except for friends on LJ. I’m still on the fence about my PB accounts—should I continue as I have, make them private, friends-only, or just delete them altogether? I don’t want to regret it if I delete them, but I don’t think I’ll be using them much anymore. I’ll finish the bio and maybe the rest of the month, but I might start doing monthly updates instead and just drop in a whole month at a time.

I always thought I’d feel more comfortable on privately owned sites, but I don’t. I’d rather stick to ones run by big companies where the personal feelings and preferences of those in charge don’t get in the way. What Chris did was so messed up. He can go shove his crooked nose right up his ass.

We're finally getting lows in the 60s, and next week might even dip into the 50s. One downside to returning to the desert is dealing with hotter summers and colder winters, but it’ll be worth it. Still not sure if we’ll be able to pull it off, though. We’ve set a five-year deadline, and if we’re still here in 2030, this place will have been our longest stay. Tom will be in his early 70s then, and unless a hurricane demolishes it, we'll probably live out the rest of our lives here. Yes, I hate it when the snowbirds return, but I’ll at least enjoy it when they leave.

Walmart still isn’t delivering, so Tom went just before 7:00 a.m., and it was a nightmare. He said it felt like a zombie apocalypse—tons of cars lined up, the store jam-packed, and this was early morning. Half the shelves were empty, and it was chaos. He’d rather pay more and shop at Publix like a normal human being where it’s not a madhouse. He said there were only a few loaves of bread left, and they were torn.

His tinnitus has been acting up lately, but we’re not sure why.

I can't figure out why my bangs are growing so slowly. The rest of my hair is growing but my bangs are taking forever to grow out long enough to pull back.

I hope my crown getting ready to fall out again, because sometimes when I bite down, it feels a little funny.

I have what should be my final CVS order on its way, thanks to my free quarterly benefits. It’s just basic stuff like pain relievers and anti-itch cream.

I’m also getting another patterns coloring book. I think I like coloring patterns the most because there are no rules. Sure, anyone can color an apple any color they want, but it still feels weird to color one blue or purple. When I think of apples, I think red or green.

I love that Google Docs added tabs! Now instead of dumping a whole story into one long doc like Word, I can organize each chapter into its own tab—kind of like how Prosebox does books with multiple posts representing each chapter.

Lately, I’ve been trying to organize my files better. I’ve got notes and docs scattered all over—Outlook Notes, Google Docs, blogs, Word, etc.—so I’m grouping things to make them easier to find.

Lastly, I had AI make me a simple, dark silhouette of a female head to use on PB. I’ll keep it indefinitely since it doesn’t clash with the background.

[timetravelingthroughspace]

Oof… so maybe not librarianship.

But what am I going to do to get out of this state and find peace of mind, security, and balance?

Second, third job? Probably…

Gotta buy my friend’s car to make that work and to make buying my friend’s car work I gotta… well, work a second job.

But! With my current work covering most of everything I need at the moment, I may only need to do 10 or so hours of stagehand stuff here in town to cover the car. Which really isn’t that much! And that leaves room to pick up a low effort part-time minimum wage gig.

So… three jobs? That’s the plan, huh?

Not ideal. But anything beats just waiting around to die.

But wouldn’t it be ironic if after setting myself up to work 60-70 hours a week that I find myself making enough income to have to begin making monthly federal student loan payments in addition to the private student loan payments I’m already making?

Might I end up finding myself in a position wherein I’m working constantly to get ahead only to be set back by my efforts?

If I’m going to increase my income to a point where I’m forced to make federal student loan repayments, I’d like to work only one job and for not more than 50 hours a week.

Does such a job even exist?

The kairos I was following seems to have slowed down. Now it seems I’m meant to be patient, plan, be clear-eyed and practical, and open to whatever opportunities appear during this time.

Also, it’s important to be grateful for the position I’m in currently in terms of work, my living conditions, and most importantly, the progress I’ve made in terms of my sobriety and identity.

Taking action is almost always better than navel-gazing or despairing over things.

The meditation is: Take well considered action, not impetuous or rash action. And when the time comes, take a chance.

[demacianpuppet]

I really hate the newest Legends of Runterra Expansion has no pass. I absolutely understand this is a result because of layoffs and I'm still thankful that we got new card backs and emotes but it sucks for all player involved. And I know the Riotler who still work at LoR doing their best! They try to do wonders with the little ressource they have!

The pass were always a damn good deal for their price - you bough them for 10 USD, got usually three skins (each one cost around 7 USD), tons of icons, card backs and emotes. And you basically got all cards from the current expansion since you could only get expansion exclusive cards, which usually meant that you could max out the pass and buy the few missing cards at the end of the pass. I usually did this. (Also if you already crafted these and got a duplicated in the pass, you got 100% of the Green Essence which mean you could craft them earlier not getting punished by it).

If you were a Path of Champion Exclusive Player, it still was very good deal. Usually you got 60 Champion Fragments for one Champ (enough to get them 2*), 50 Chamion Fragments for another (still enough for *) and some Wild Fragments you could unlock the third. You got Silver Reliquaries and Stardust and PotC exclusive missions to get even more rewards for free. Even if you were not interest in the cards and/or cosmetic rewards, it was hella worth.

Now they basically removed all rewards aside from the Card Backs and Emotes added these in the PoTC missions. Which mean instead as usually getting 110 Champion specific fragments + a handful Silver Reliquary, we only get 30 Lux: Illuminated Fragments, which means can only unlock one champion by default in this expansion. To get all the rewards you need to get one champion to 3* which mean you have to invest your had earned Wild Fragments into one champion of this expansion. (Assuming you take Lux, these are still 70 more fragments which is worth 2 full weeks of dailies in PotC).

So the PotC player are annoyed because instead getting useful ressource for the game mode, we get cosmetics including emotes which we don't need in a PvE mode.

PvP player are annoyed because if they want all cosmetic rewards they have to play a gamemode which maybe is not a cup of tea. Also you don't get any free Expansion-only cards which mean have fun getting the new cards from the Vault because the propability is super low. Today, I opened 3 Diamond Vault + 3 Bonus Chests and only got two new cards. Which mean you do have to craft this expansion if you wanna use it. Which for player like me, who have +400k Green Essence is not a big deal, but there are enough casual player who don't have so much ressource.

Like nobody is happy how the mission turned out even tho we are thankful for getting the Card Backs and Emotes for free.

[mixberkaan]

Funding for section 8 was just frozen in Montana by order of the governor! We have one shelter for the houseless in my town and the emergency warming shelter that opens in the winter is currently on the rocks because it's trying to get the funding to open, despite the fact that it's a life saving service in winter. The sober living program in my town currently has a wait-list of 6 months+. Medicaid in MT only reimburses between 30-50% of the value of behavioral health services, so many providers can't afford to accept Medicaid patients. Plus, the income requirements to qualify for Medicaid are so low that many people who can't afford commercial insurance still can't qualify for Medicaid because the cost of living that Medicaid is supposed to account for is based on the average cost across the state, not by community (and let me tell you, avg cost of living is VERY different in a community like Missoula than it is in, say, Deer Lodge or Cut Bank). Montana just completed their Medicaid redetermination (which had been frozen from 2019-2023 due to COVID) and ended up kicking something like 60-70% of people off Medicaid, and 90% of those were due to administrative reasons, which means that maybe DPHHS didn't get the paperwork back in time or couldn't reach these people and not that they actually no longer qualified for Medicaid (since 4 years is a long time for addresses, phone numbers, etc to stay the same, especially for low income and/or high-needs populations).

This is a short list of things that I have seen directly in my job working in behavioral health at a non-profit agency and this isn't even everything I'm trying to help my clients navigate. Housing just isn't there. Treatment just isn't there, or if it is it's limited by convoluted state laws that make it prohibitive to provide. Medicaid doesn't cover the services it nearly enough to entice providers to practice in Montana and has ridiculous rules on how it will or will not cover that often directly prohibit people from accessing co-occurring care. I have stood with people outside the Office of Public Assistance for an hour at 7 in the morning in January just waiting in line for the OPA to open, because that's how early people start lining up trying to get help, and if you line up much later, you likely won't be able to get help that day at all (and if you really want a wild exercise in frustration, I dare you to try to call the Montana Public Assistance hotline and navigate their call menu for ANYTHING resembling help).

Obviously I can only speak to my state, but I live in a populated area for my state that does have more resources than rural Montana. There are places out east where one therapist might be trying to provide services for 300+ sq miles because they're the ONLY therapist present in that region.

People are trying. The resources are not there.

[the-firebird69]

It's exactly true that if Donald Trump does not testify to the grand jury regarding the January 6th attempted coup of the United States of America that he is implicating himself in that he has something to hide it's not exactly free of guilt and he does not have anything to offer that makes any sense as as a a an alibi or testifying for this innocence and it implicates him it implies that he is guilty and or that he is a scoffline doesn't respect the Senate or the United States law system and that he is above the law is what he's saying even if he's not guilty it's not the right thing to do you have to afford people the right to reduce the amount of embarrassment and in and of itself if he has some huge excuse which we don't think but if he did he would be committing a crime knowing that he could divulge it and stop at wasteful costly trial which would tarnish for the image of the United States having elected such a buffoon and criminal you know if he's proven not to be in this case but really he's not standing up for it and he's not planning to appear and his incriminating himself and that is the indictment process especially in cases of this high profile they do it in all sorts of cases that are felonies not murders but they do it in a lot of other cases that are felonies where they want to see and sure we might be completely wrong and sometimes they are most the time they're not but that is what it is he's going to go to trial for an attempted coup of the United States of America and it has not been done in America's history and he is a blight on America's history and it hears a blight on the American presidency.

-there's a huge group of people in the United States who do not like him and they want him to hang for treason and he should he's committed treason many many times he did out loud and during his presidency and he did it during the January 6th and 10th and more and encourages the behavior and it says in code all day and night

-there's a huge number of people who are trying to get into Port Charlotte probably about 10 trillion 400,000 from the back side 10 more households went out there 10 more households would join them we anticipate that maybe all of them will disappear but usually it's only 10:00 is there a cut in half last time I'll bring it to 70 with the possible 60 and we are trying to take the attendant game freed and there's 10 as a buffer but that would make 30 if it went to 60 but still 60 is very low 70 is low and and 60 is ridiculous and let's face it these people are not here all the time anymore and it's getting easier and easier to stop them they are amassing at the tap Root chips they're amassing at the empire bases and the empire factories and the empire shield factories and in very large numbers and the clones have 50% of the force they're up to 14,000 trillion right now they're aggressively seeking people to try and invade USA and they're trying to recruit people. There are probably going to be thousands more trillions we're going to die because of this I'm planned attack. Is a humongous error and a giant error in judgment they are unprepared ill prepared don't have the weaponry or defenses every time they bring the same stupid thing. Tommy Allen tried to bring chips around again he brought some around the corner and they went up and they were destroyed the rest were blocked and were destroyed it sea. Several thousand tried to go south and were destroyed and the areas along the rivers are emptying about half of them are gone from the middle North and from the middle South Wisconsin and Nebraska are still walled off of course they're trying attacking it 2,000 trillion today we're going to take Superior that number will increase and we feel it will increase by 10 times and we did listen to our son and we got the Intel and that's a lot that's 200,000 trillion who might attack all at the same time up there there's still four or five hundred thousand trillion yes but there's probably another 1 million trillion in the Midwest any other numbers we had were a little low and it's because of cloning but still they're very intensely populated there.

-the other news there are about 500,000 people seeking Tommy F on special warrant and they're going after him and very rough. They need them in now for his ships the ships are huge they see them in Warhammer in the videos and the arcade games video games and in the cinematics series of movies are going to come out shortly

-it's a giant giant deficit of knowledge about Trump and what he's done wrong no everybody is kind of on it wondering why he's still there and it's terrible they can't stand him and they can't stand him being there and they want him out and any day now he could leave it's a huge issue with the water in the sewer this morning it's still running.. they came by and took a look and found it was Dave now he's going to get evicted it's way too much water and that's thousands of dollars. And that sun started taking showers at night and the idiots started running the water so he's a fool

-there's a lot of other things happening one of them is that there are 7 million people tuned into a snow it's a huge number so we're going to publish now

Thor Freya

Wow. I can actually finally hear it again and it's pretty rough and it's pretty loud but it's going on and this is happening now it's a lot of people who are afraid but they're trying to kidnap my husband because they want to protect themselves and we're going after them. It's a huge day check in at the armies are clashing and it won't stop the empire it's under salt usually they win but more shortly

Hera

Olympus

[chuxchux]

What can I do..?

Start..?

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Who even are you..?

Why is there no warmth?

You’re not supposed to be controlling me.

You aren’t them.

No

No

NO.

I don’t like this…

Make it stop

Make it stop.

MAKE IT STOP.

“Y/n, for some reason your genshin account doesn’t like me!” (F/n) said to you shaking your arm gently.

“What do you mean?” You groan. Kind of wishing you weren’t alive at those moments.

“Your characters are doing really low damage! When but when I check the artifacts and see how strong they were. They are extremely strong!” (F/n) said to you. Shaking you more than just your arm.

“Also! They keep dying all the time… when I’m walking, gliding or some else they just randomly die!”

“Or sometimes the game just randomly glitches and logs me out. Or the character randomly stops moving!”

“Really? That’s weird… I should check it out? Maybe give it a restart?” You said. Trying to come up with a solution.

Isn’t this weird?

“Yeah right! When I tried to restart the game it just kept happening!”

“And aether… can I even talk about it? He’s starting to creep me out!”

“Creep you out?” You asked.

‘Creep them out? What a joke’

“Yes! Sometimes when I go to his beautiful face, his eyes start blinking and he starts to do more humanly stuff… This is weird!” (F/n) said. Kind of saying it with a joking tone but at the same time not.

“Beautiful face hmm?”

“Huh?”

“Did you just hear that?” You asked. Turning your head to see if you could find the resource of the sound.

“Yep… weird.” (F/n) said. Kind of concerned

“Let me restart it” you said.

“Why should you restart it? It’s not going to change anything.”

“You’ll see” you said. With a bit of a challenging tone…

You grab your phone and you put it for some reason closely to your face. Then you look for the log out button. Only to find aether looking at you with a sweet smile. A crazy smile. But a loving one..?

Then he starts a random movement which is by moving his hand. Like if he was going to do his idle animation. But

He didn’t.

He reached his hand right to the screen. And then pressed his hand against something. Like if there was a

Barrier…

It looked like if he was trying to make his hand come out the screen or just tried to reach your hair…

And then he smiled again. Even tilted his head a bit this time.

“You know… you’re really beautiful up close.”

He ended speaking. He had a voice… the one that barely anyone hears in the game.

That’s when you find the quit button and you got out the game. Your hands were shaking like crazy. Your body was shaking too and sweating.

‘What was happening?’

‘Is this part of the game..?’

You logged out and then restarted it.

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After you pressed the screen. There he was. Blinking, looking at you with a concerned face, opened his mouth to speak and no words came out.

You decided to deal with this when you got home…

Oops I did something wrong.