#like LET ME SEEE
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
yeah :(
#it's such a Dan edit but i hate it#like LET ME SEEE#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#my edits#danandphilgames#dan and phil games#dnpgames#PARTIAL KITCHEN REVEAL SHUFFLEBOARD SHOWDOWN#13:20
485 notes
·
View notes
Text
please please please please please please please let me tell you about this comic I want to make it so bad please I can not wait I am losing it
If I don't make the comic then I'm not going to make it... I need other people to see what is in my brain so I'm not the only one going feral over them
#IM NOT GONNA GET TO MAKE IT FOR LIKE A YEAR...#well.#hmmm...#9 months#BUT it won't launch for like a year#so no one will get to SEEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm shooting for pride month next year#pri(demon)th#LMAO#please pleae spleaple pla psl eaplse plaese#also when I say I want to talk about them I dont mean like let me ramble I mean... its hard to explain#but I want to be able to be like omg this meme is soooo zagan#and stuff like that#like I want them to Exist for me and for other people#so that they can be like a part of our lives#I mean. I also want to talk about it#but the story is still technically at that point where anything I make right now is still possible to change#cause. like. yknow.#the way writing works#especially for webcomics#ESPECIALLY for long form webcomics#and ESPECIALLY for me#is that until I get to actually see it as thumbnails#I dont know wtf is actually gonna happen.#like. stuff I've had planned for YEARS isn't making it in the furhter I'm getting into development#and I had always had it in my mind as a canon event but it's just sorta not anymore??#so. yeah I dont want to share too much outside of just art of them#cause I don't want there to be like Wrong information out there....#anyways.#we were legion
137 notes
·
View notes
Text
Tuvoktober Day 8: In which B'Elanna and Janeway visit Tuvok's home post-Voyager [Patreon | Commissions]
Tuvok's home laid flat and still at the very edge of what went on to be a vast and barren desert as far the eye could see. His neighbors were few and far between but one could see a temple's tower in the distance and smell incense in the air and these two things seemed more significant than any houses within view.
The sight of it filled B'Elanna with dread which only amplified upon entry: A home like a shrine, where all of its inhabitants were expected to behave as devout worshippers reminded her very much of her own post-childhood home on Qo'noS, with her mother, and the smell of incense turned her stomach. "This way," Tuvok said. The interior was no better. It was dark, warm, and quiet in that house and as B'Elanna stared out the floor-length windows at the desert she was struck by a horrible feeling that she'd been eaten, some sort of sacrifice, and she wanted to scream - to break the spell.
"Beautiful, isn't it?" The captain asked, looking lovingly at the stuffed shelves and worn walls. "Nothing changes here."
#transcript under the cut#Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#B'Elanna Torres#st voy#star trek voyager#Why should Janeway get all the fun? Tuvok should ALSO get to trigger your mommy issues (specifically relating to faith & belonging)#so interested in characters' homes and personal spaces.....#let me seee them....#bea art tag#st voyager#st#voy#I also REALLY like the idea of Tuvok having a fireplace in his home#to off worlders Vulcan is like uncomfortably hot every day all day#and I know in reality people who live in hot places do register it as being hot#But I like the alienness of a Vulcan family sitting by the fireplace when it is already SO hot to a Human being#Tuvoktober
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
blood of the covenant
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#pink space#tw scopophobia#tw body horror#(<- minor minor but !)#fighting for my life and i hate vehicles so Short Comic Break lmao !!#//i really think that if i just drew the whole story in a 900x900 canvas i could actually get it going hfhshb#'why don't you do that then' because it may not actually work and also i'm almost done with this chapter. lol 👍👍#/but also the going is SO slow i've started adding parts i hadn't even conceived of before. to make it harder ig hfhs :3#//anywho i am prolly gonna do more of these simple 3 panel comics lol :333#they're my favorite thing ehe :D#//man. okay i'm really starting to consider it for reals this time#a smaller canvas would do wonders for my functioning + paneling...#cuz i already know that a small canvas + page cap makes me do things to panels that i wouldn't usually So.. :>>#and a smaller thing is just easier i guess !!#Will that mean starting from scratch again? ahahahahaaa.. yea........#or maybe i could just fit the older panels i like into the square ?#hmmm we'll have to seee#definitely wanna try it tho !!#let's see what happensss :33
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
argh. This comic writing is taking me way longer than usual. I keep editing things and it doesn’t feel right.
#wip#i think I finally got it#The issue is usually plots come to me formed yk#But for this one#I did have a plot but it was more related to Chil having a v bad experience and Mei hearing about it and then him telling her#Not to go thru with her plans to become involved with adventures in a sort of threatening way#So I had that all sketched out and then randomly I decided I wanted more drama#so initially I extended it and had it be that maybe she tried to hug him or something but he reacted Badly bc of his aforementioned shit#But I didn’t like that and it felt jarring and sort of…over dramatic. Too much.#So then I got rid of that. And then I was like well maybe he and Mei should actually have a conversation about it#Like he brings it up#So I wrote that and I had him get really mad at her and let that sit around for a minute bc uh-oh there’s another problem#Seee the issue with doimg multiple rewrites of something is suddenly the part that was initially meant to be the focus. Is not important#Anymore and is actually distracting from the main point#So OK I delete all that and rewrite that to make it less distracting#Still keep the important buildup in that scene but focus on Mei more bc this is a comic that’s from her pov#Ok ok yeah. I like that. But THEN#UH OH NEW PROBLEM. ! Remember that He gets really mad scene? The one I let sit to go worry about the middle section#Well. Haha. I read the whole comic back again to check for flow and shit#Get to the end#WOW ITS OUT OF CHARACTER AND JARRING. He’s not mean or anything I just don’t think he’d yell in that sort of emotional way?#I got so lost in the sauce I forgot to write good#So now I’m stuck. It’s so out of character so obviously I get rid of that problem.#Change it so he does still yell but less and also differently. and also now Mei gets to be pissed tf off#and tied it into several previous comics since I like things to be connected to each other#I think?? I think I’m happy with it now…but Jesus Christ#I don’t usually have to do Any rewrites#And the number of other comics I want to do is piling up so I take breaks to sketch those out for later#Then return. To my undoing.
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking really hard about logging into my old tumblr acc after being gone for like a year and a half cause i stumbled upon a post that led me to my old mutuals and i teared up a lil </3 but also i feel so ashamed i left without saying a word to anyone aaaa
#like i genuinely feel so bad for simply disappearing from people's lives :c#i used to talk to some of them daily and like even had plans to see one of them on holiday to another country?? like that level of close#and then well my mental health went to shit i took a semester off uni and disappeared from my irl friends' lives too for a good 6 months#some of my mutuals had my ig and we followed each other but i also haven't really been there much since dissappearing last year so#but i just snooped into some of their accounts and seeeing what they're up to made me want to talk to them sooo bad#everyone was so cool and kind and i miss them so much it's just i feel so guilty and also don't even know if i'm able to mantain constant#contact and conversations with people now. like it's been even hard for me to stay in touch with my irl friends aaa#why must my brain hate me so much and not let me socialize !! i used to be such an extroverted person what the fuck happened!!#i know some of them messaged me worried and i felt so guilty for not responding but i saw those dms when i was very much deppressed#so i never answered and now i feel like it's too late GOD!!#anyways at least it was nice snooping and seeing how they're doing i genuinely wish them only good things they're fucking great#maybe i just need to suck it up and just go back and talk to people again but i get so overwhelmed just thinking about it!!#okay it's like 4 am i'm posting this and maybe deleting it in the morning sorry for the rant i just am feeling a lot !!
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
There needs to be regulation of the ‘Killmonger’ haircut; only 1 gaming dev can use it per year around the world.
#and y'all gotta draw straws to figure it out; PLS find something else#it feels like the only black hair style y'all know 😭😭#and hardly anyone wears it in real like#Locs can be fashioned and styled in SO MANY creative ways and can be switched up#but in every game it’s undercut sideways swoop locs and no other loc hair styles#black hair is just as versatile as your other characters#pls give it the love and creativity it deserves for your black characters/ocs; let black ppl wear waves locs twists hell even an afro#I’m abt to play fields of mistra and I played andromeda six and coral island and im sick and tired of seeeing it on everybody black#i don’t know- it reads a little lazy in design (for me)#hair is part of your characters' personality and choices...a reflection of their self#starlit rambles 🌌#gaming conversations#even erik switches his style up IN THE MOVIE as a part of his stylistic character
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
i really hope i finish The Pawn. like. i hate leaving stuff unfinished but also i want to do it for my sake. i have to make Nahyuta's backstory make more sense to me i have to do it RKDFJ
#psy's no punctuation posts#the pawn tag#it makes /sense/. kind of but to me it doesn't make sense that they'd ever have allowed him to become a prosecutor#it's not a plot hole i just think they almost like. forgot or came up with Nahyuta and then the backstory much further down the line#bcs if sins of the father is a thing and he was expelled from the royal family for being the son of a terrorist- therefore implicating HIM#as evil and a terrorist inherently then why they let him study. why they let him become prosecutor#and even though he hasn't committed any crimes the secret police specifically frames Dragons to arrest them. why not do that to him#so i found an explanation i'm satisfied with and that's what The Pawn is exploring#we'll seee. starting ch3 today#idk when this fic'll see the light of day i'll have to have a good backlog before i start posting but hopefully soon ish?
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
if i get tekken 8 on pc I'm gonna need a mod to adjust jin's bangs because boy i can barely see his eyes bc of how thick they made them i need to brush them aside to look at his pretty eyelashes
#shoomi.txt#like come on he's barely emoting already let me seee#all the work on those eyelashes and for what
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
SOMETIMES FINDING OUT / REMEMBERING CHARACTER AGES IS INSANE ,,,,,, ?????
#i had a moment yesterday remembering that kou is FOURTEEN#OKOK LET ME ADD THAT IT FEELS EXTRA WEIRD WHEN I'M OLDER THAN THE CHARACTERS .#in a lot of high-school settings ?? a common age to make characters is 16 ???? and i'm . older than that ..#i'm older than hatsune miku . that's . yeah#also bc i'm fighting a hamlet fixation tooth and nail . even tho i feel like it's pretty well-stated that hamlet was 30 . some interpret#him as been as young as 15 ??? which doesn't . make sense to me . but in that hypothetical opinion . i'd be older than hamlet#which is weird#let's seee ... who else#NEAR . AT THE BEGINNING OF THE SERIES IS 13#uhhhhh ..#tanjiro is#15 throughout most of the series ?#muichiro is 14#i could go on and on . ages for character that authors put through literal hell is super interesting . theyre . kids
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Genloss has an Emmy Nomination…
Omfg we are gonna take over the EGOTs-
#lets invade the world#come on boobers#we charge#also#I HAVE TO WAIT TILL SEPTEMBER 13th#I’m legit gonna cry if we win#Ill post something on that day#Me and my family like watching the EGOTs together anyways so we’ll seee
1 note
·
View note
Text
Trying st john's wort for my depression lets see how i feel in 2-3 weeks
#my mom asked her friend & former colleague whos a doctor of psychiatry/psychotherapy#and she said she had a lot of patients with like. milder to medium severe cases of depression respond very well to it#and there are some studies in which it is definitely doing more than a placebo#while having fewer side effects than common antidepressants#so im hopeful yay#if it doesnt do anything for me i'll try something else but for now lets seee#sel talks
0 notes
Text
hehe. crackling
#just me hi#hey do your ears crackle and get kind of uncomfortable when people yell lol#sometimes regular loud noises do it but not really#it started happening like a year or so ago and blahh hfh#and then like a chill goes down from my ears to the back of my neck ? it's weird man#do i probably know why that is? yea lmao. do i wanna speculate anyway? Yes it's fun ehehehehegh :33#the fairies dropped some dust on my bed during one visit and now it makes my ears itchy on the inside i guess#the ocean is whispering but reception is poor#old tissue paper from some birthday some years ago is still hangin around#tv static lives in my head and goes for walks sometimes :)#the characters stored inside are opening their packages#Thought Blender 3000 (Guaranteed Blending (Max Puree)) has been invoked#my neurons are playing musical chairs#brain is doin a little jig#the possibilities... Endless.........#//anywhoooo i have GOT to write#not because i have to but because i Need to. you understand#so i'm going to see which part of the universe will decide No. Not Now when i start hbvfhs :3#let's seee#ofc i'm going to reblog a handful of things beforehand though. it's just the way things are done lol :33#toooooodles :>>
7 notes
·
View notes
Note
as someone who shaved my head a couple of years ago and has been growing it out ever since the thing that helped me get through the Awkward looking phases was that it changed truly so often as it grew out like i could be having an entirely different hair experience from month to month ? when your hair is short even a few inches of growth can make it look so different and going through the many many stages (shaved phase to close cropped phase to helmet to mullet etc etc) was really interesting and fun to me! like one of those videos where someone takes a picture of a tree every day and plays them really fast so you see the growth rate?? i got to experience so many different hair styles and play around and it was really cool! this might not help at all i'm sorry but i think if you can make it past a stage that you think looks awkward you might end up having something you really like in the next stage!!
yeah I'm just having trouble getting past the awkward phase because I've had it short for so long now and the urge to cut it when it gets awkward is Really big asdkjhsad I have a hairdresser appointment on monday and I think I'll still trim it a bit because I'm attending a wedding on the weekend and I want to look decent, but I think after monday I'll just not schedule any more appointments and hope for the best 😭
#I don't want to let it grow That much anyway just a bit like past the ears but not should necessarily shoulder length I think that'd be too#much for me rn asdkjh anyway we'll seee#ask
1 note
·
View note
Text
having some kind of rampant mental illness in my lovely partners tumblr dms. its okay though he should know. ive warned him enough he needs to know
#ollie rambles#i need to tell him. he needs to know#you dont hnderstand. no one ever does but i can make you understand#if you catch them at a vulnerable enough moment where theyre mad at you enoigh#theyll seee the tryth#and if one does i hope it spreads. oh dearly beloved how i hope they see#theyll understand. all if them. one day. theyll see#im not a liar. im not delusional i just understand what im made to do. how i am a stepping stone far below all of humanity#no one understands it. theyre too kind. spoiling a wretched creature like me#BUT ITS OKAY!! ILL FIX THEM!!! THEY CAN APOLOGIZE BUT I NEVER CAN FOR WVER ALLOWING MYSELF#TO TAKE SUCH ADVANTAGE OF THERI KINDNESS!!I UNDERSTAND. I UNDERSTAND I DO#I NEED TO MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND YOU SEE!!!#i do!!!!#i do i do i do beacuse if i let it go fruther theyll forget#theyll forget and you will forget and no one will understand and i need them to understand
1 note
·
View note
Text
you smack feixiao’s hand away from your cup of wine, casting your woman a quick glare before going back to talking to jing yuan. she pouts, resting her cheek against her palm, elbow propped up on her knee as she lazily tunes into the conversation about daily life between you and jingyuan.
“ i heard that yanqing and yunli has been getting along lately. is that true, jing’? “ you inquire, idly tapping a finger against the wooden surface of the low table. jing yuan chuckles, taking a sip of his wine.�� they’re getting there. it seems like their little “battles” are a form of kiddy dates. “ you let out a soft laugh, barely aware of feixiao’s hand sneakily reaching for your cup. noticing his fellow equal in title’s antics, the white, long-haired man shakes his head disapprovingly. she press a finger to her smirking lips as she slowly slides your cup towards her and—
“ you know i can see your hand from the corner of my eye, you sneaky vixen! “ you instinctively grabbed her fox ear and pulled at it.
she yelps, “ ow, ow! dearrestt, i was just kiddding—ouch! “
“ yeah right! what did i tell you about trying to drink liquor you know you can’t handle? this poor man told me you downed a whole thing of wine, destroyed his gazebo a few days ago, and passed out drunk! “
“ heh–ouch! i got a little carried away and i was thirsty—ouuuch! i was just visiting and wanted a—ouch, ouch, ouch!”
“ a visitor but not. a. guest! “ you hissed. jing yuan turns his head and stifles back a bellowing laugh at the comical sight of the merlin’s claw of the xianzhou yaoqing getting scolded by her lover. you finally let go of feixiao’s sore ear and sighed exasperatedly. “ you should of stayed with jiaoqiu at the tea house. there’s a reason why the loufu doesn’t sell alcohol when— “
feixiao stubbornly cuts you off, “ nonsense! to hell with it! “
she swiftly swipes your cup, brings it to her lips, and downs the strong, rich content. you and jing yuan’s jaw drop in astonishment as she gulps everything down.
“ fei—y-you didn’t— “
“ and i did! seee, mymostamazingbelovedmate?” she drunkenly slurs, slamming the cup back on the table. “ i can handle a little cup of wine jusst fine! your most fantastic lover can handle it! “ feixiao’s bright ocean eyes are already half-lidded and dazed as she clumsily stands up, nearly falling backwards trying to maintain her balance.
“ that’s not—feixiao! sit your stupid ass back down before you fall and hit your head! “
“ you should listen to your spouse. we wouldn’t want the lacking general to get a knot on her head after getting defeated by a mere cup of wine, hm? “ jing yuan advises casually before clearing his throat. he takes a long sip of his wine. you pinch the bridge of your nose because of his mocking comment.
“ haahhhh? “ feixiao glared angrily at the man before raising her foot, and slammed her heel down on the table, sending it flying in the air. did this man just purposely provoke feixiao? you can’t even call him petty at this point because she was the one who destroyed his property the last time he saw her.
“ let’s take this outside, jing yuan! just because my dear lover is here. . .doesn’t mean. . .i won’t. . “ feixiao trails off sleepily, losing her footing and falls sideways. luckily, her head lands safely on your lap, body stretched out perfectly on the tatami mat. you sighed in great relief, stroking her head as she sleeps soundly. “ you knew she’d do this which is why you made that comment earlier, huh? “
jing yuan simply smiles at you, the smug look evident in his golden hues.
“ not exactly. but i’ll say this, i forgive but i don’t forget. “
you roll your eyes at him.
677 notes
·
View notes