#no one understands it. theyre too kind. spoiling a wretched creature like me
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having some kind of rampant mental illness in my lovely partners tumblr dms. its okay though he should know. ive warned him enough he needs to know
#ollie rambles#i need to tell him. he needs to know#you dont hnderstand. no one ever does but i can make you understand#if you catch them at a vulnerable enough moment where theyre mad at you enoigh#theyll seee the tryth#and if one does i hope it spreads. oh dearly beloved how i hope they see#theyll understand. all if them. one day. theyll see#im not a liar. im not delusional i just understand what im made to do. how i am a stepping stone far below all of humanity#no one understands it. theyre too kind. spoiling a wretched creature like me#BUT ITS OKAY!! ILL FIX THEM!!! THEY CAN APOLOGIZE BUT I NEVER CAN FOR WVER ALLOWING MYSELF#TO TAKE SUCH ADVANTAGE OF THERI KINDNESS!!I UNDERSTAND. I UNDERSTAND I DO#I NEED TO MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND YOU SEE!!!#i do!!!!#i do i do i do beacuse if i let it go fruther theyll forget#theyll forget and you will forget and no one will understand and i need them to understand
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