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kingdomtual · 2 years ago

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Hwon’s First Vlog <3

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mrsoharaa · 4 months ago

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thought of sitting down on your couch and watching a completely unrealistic "reality" love drama show with SatoSugu, both of their arms lounged comfortably behind you along the back of the cushioned furniture. you retort cunning, brash criticism from time to time with each passing scene/episode whenever something goes haywire, about how the men are repulsive and unloyal as fuck, all while Satoru leans in close to you and completely agrees with you, theatrics and all.

"That was so fucking disgraceful, what a asshole! she definitely didn't deserve that"

"Ughhhh, I know right?! he should've just came out and tell her to her face instead of pulling that shady shit! god, men ain't shit!"

and poor Suguru just glances back and forth between the two of you, enjoying the boisterous, distasteful remarks about the cheating partners in the current show you all were watching. he thinks it's silly and ridiculous, but he truly admires the full hearted admiration and passion that dwells in yours and Satoru's tone. the pure thrill and enticement in the both of your eyes filling his heart with so much love and adoration. he absolutely loves his silly, dramatic partners 💗

#i'm sorry but i can totally see Gojo being all dramatic with his lanky arms and silly cute facial expressions! 😭💀#that man is just as invested (if not MORE so) as you!!#he does the 'blegh' disgusted noise eye rolls and boo's the whole shebang! 😭😭😭#no but this is actually really cute to think about tbh! 💗🥺#was watching some clips on tiktok about a show called 'love island usa'#....i kinda wanna watch it myself lmao (i usually stray away from those sort of shows but like...it intrigues me lmfao)#(I grew up watching 'the bad girls club' and 'jersey shore' sooo that kinda explains why i'm kinda curious LOL 😭🫥💀)#silly thoughts thought by a silly tumblr girlie <3 #satosugu x reader #gojo satoru x reader #geto suguru x reader #gojo x reader x geto #jjk

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maxphilippa · 6 months ago

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uh. vent art. or something. losing yourself and losing everyone who you cared about as a result

#inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity invitational #ii #ii 2 #ii 3 #inanimate insanity cabby #. that's it #i'm. so so exhausted.#i feel like i'm actually going to throw up from how disgusted i am with myself #of course they wouldn't want to be friends w/me of course they don't like talking to me anymore #i am too broken to even be a good friend #hell even my best friend is leaving my side lately #i don't want to go back. i don't want to see them again tomorrow. i don't want to.#i don't want to feel like i'm insignificant i was doing so good why does it hurt why is it hurting now #i don't want to feel like death is the only solution i don't want to i don't want to be alone i don't want to be forgotten #i don't want to be unloved just because i can't fix myself anymore #i don't have anything to offer anymore i'm so so sorry i wish i did i wish i was still happy and healing #i wish i was i wish i was im sorry i can't.#sigh. well can't do much about it now anyway. uh yeah cabby is my mood rn. also talking about irl friends here.#god this was so bad i need to die rn #cw vent #cw sui mention #i guess #mhm. i think i need a therapist

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freakwiththeknifecollection · 11 months ago

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The sick feeling you get in your stomach as an undiagnosed/closeted autistic hearing friends/loved ones make fun of or talk about "what's wrong with" the openly autistic people you know

#sometimes I think about telling certain people and then I'm reminded why I shouldn't <3 #em rambles #autism #autistic #actually autistic #autistic things #ableism #even the people who do know are still iffy sometimes like you may think 'I usually don't get along with autistic people' is a compliment bu #it just makes me uncomfortable lmao #idk it's just like. yeah I don't 'seem' autistic with great intentionality around certain people because they've shown #me how unsafe it is lmao #I just hate that people think you're just quirky and different until you put the autistic label on it then there's something WRONG with you #or say you couldn't be autistic because there's nothing WRONG with you you're not THAT bad you're not LIKE THAT #I mean like. ideally I would like me telling people to expand people's ideas of what an autistic person looks/acts like but the sad reality #is that it'll just end in either disbelief or bullying #most likely #you know in ratatouille when remi thinks humans aren't so bad and then his dad shows him that shop with the dead rats and rat poison and #traps and the next morning remi tries walking down the street and people scream and throw stuff at him and call rats disgusting creatures #and he says 'I was reminded how fragile it all was'#that's the vibe as a closeted autistic lmao #you find people who accept you and think maybe it's not that dangerous. maybe it'd be okay #and then other people remind you why you mask in the first place #my autism is the rat hiding inside my hat

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lycanwlf · 2 months ago

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now that im aware my job hates me and im in trouble for not doing a good enough job i doubt im gonna have the courage to call out next week to go to a concert but all tickets are nonrefundable so

#vent #ive already been on the fence of whether i actually want to go or not. but if i dont call out of work i literally cant go so!!!!!!#i cant risk getting yelled at for taking a day off i'm already on thin ice apparently and i cant risk my job even a little bit #ive been crying about the complaints my job gave me for like 3 hours i feel like ripping my organs out of my body #they called my clothes dirty and said i looked unprofessional. i was wearing basketball shorts in the middle of summer. i am a janitor.#i already feel dirty and disgusting and hate my body and my clothes enough thanks for the reminder i guess.#why are they complaining abt my wardrobe anyway i literally dont understand. today has sucked so much fucking ass i just need my therapist

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monster-noises · 1 month ago

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I mean, there's most of me that is primarily looking for a Partner, someone to connect with and build a long term relationship.

But there is, at this point, at least a Bit of me, a slowly growing sliver

That would

At the very Least

Like someone to Match with me, on these godforsaken apps, who is very upfrontly like 'lets chat for a few days/ a week or two then go on a Date'

Cause like.. i've never Been on a fuckin Date Before Really.

And maybe I wanna know what it's Like. Maybe having a normal human experience, regardless of how it goes, would make me feel better about the whole..... Thing????? And maybe I would just enjoy it idk!

Maybe it would give me some insight, or the confidence to ask other guys on dates myself so i don't feel like i'm floundering around in the quietest corner of rhe metaphorical Room of the Apps all the time!! It would be cool!! To have even a Modicum of a connection I make from a Dating. App. To be even Remotely Interested in Dating!!!!

Don't get me wrong i've made at least two really great friends from matches on the apps, one of them i Do consider a best friend (hi hello you'll probably see this i hope you know who u are i lov u) but just!!!!

Any amount of Explicitly Forward Romantic Intent Would Be Nice.

I'd Like To Live On The Same Planet As Everyone Else And Experience Normal Human Things Just One Time In My Life Maybe. Perchance. Perhaps. If At All Possible.

And I Knoooooooooooooooow I know that the apps are Bad and I knoooooooow the far superior method is to engage with community activities that would contain like minded people. But my GOD I don't have the time or developed social skills for that! As much as I would Love to!!!

I am Aware.

But that's not the pooooint. That's not the Point.

The point is

I guess

I would just like someone to maybe someday express explicit interest in and attraction too me, and to act on that on Anyway, like it seems Everyone Else Gets To Do, even just a little bit for once.

#monster noises #realized right at the end of writing this that i Have actually had people express specific interest in me #but its always from people i really just have no interest in #which always makes me feel bad because Now I feel like a huge Snob #complaining about the beautiful things I've been given when i should be Grateful #and I gotta consciously remind myself i'm... allowed to not be attracted to people and #that that can be a non-contradictory aspect to this whole feeling too.#or maybe it's not and i am just a disgusting shallow stuck up prick idk you tell me #also gotta remind myself that just because people worse off than me #(have never had a serious or Any relationship before while i've had 3)#doesn't mean my feelings mean nothing and i should suck it up and stop complaining #Man the whole brain situation up there is a little broken but it's fine we're fine #also my phone dropped from like 20 to 10% battery over the course of writing this like Lmao my phone is so Fucked

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here-there-were-dragons · 7 months ago

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as a general rule, on average, if americans consistently complain about a food being conceptually weird, gross, and scary, then it probably tastes amazing. or at least inoffensive.

this is because in my experience americans for the most part (give or take a few exceptions by region) think eating literally anything other than beef, chicken, bread, eggs, peanut butter jelly sandwitches, ketchup, and disgusting cloyingly artificial brown sludge soda is insurmountably weird, gross, and scary.

#a lot of people literally refuse to even eat ham or pork #not even for like religious or health reasons #just because they think eating anything but beef and chicken is 'weird and scary and gross'#every time i hear people going on en masse about how 'weird and an acquired taste' something foreign is i go and try it and i'm just like #what the fuck were all of you smoking. where is the unbearable weirdness i am supposed to be experiencing #shoutout to that time i kept hearing about how bizarre a flavor milkis soda is and how intimidating and acquired of a taste #then when i actually try the stuff. it's just fucking peach soda. it's peach soda with a faint tangy yogurtish taste. it makes good floats.#how in the absolute fuck is anything even remotely weird much less gross about this?#unless your concept of what a 'soda' should be is poisoned by a lifetime of the entire soda aisle being filled with nothing but brown sludg #from the same 3 brands that all taste like what would happen if they could distill the concept of diabetes and artificial flavoring syrup #i don't know if other countries have this but there's this weird cultural like mandatory rejection of any 'unusual' food here #way more intense than i've seen from anyone from any other country (though that might just be inexperience with other cultures talking)#people react to the mere suggestion of any food outside a very narrow range with outright disgust and genuine fear and horror #and there's a huge amount of unspoken peer pressure on everyone to also do the same #like you're expected to agree with them and you've breeched some sort of silent social contract if you don't #it's seen as *immoral* almost it feels like #it's difficult to describe unless you've noticed it yourself #americans react to the mere suggestion of eating anything outside of the same 2 meats and handful of fillers the same way #that pearl-clutching aristocrat grandmas react to hearing that people in foreign countries do.. basically anything #it doesnt matter if you're suggesting eating ube cake or suggesting eating live bugs because people will react the same way #everything that's not chicken/beef/ect is as good as bugs to people here #hate this stupid blandass country and how impossible it is to afford any food other than burgers if you're not rich #or blessed with relatives that have any idea how to cook and are at all willing to teach you #cause nother weird thing i've noticed about food culture-or at least wasp food culture-that i haven't seen anywhere else quite the same way #is that if you DO have any relatives that know how to cook then nine times out of ten they will jealously guard their recipes like a dragon #and refuse to share them with anyone #thus taking whatever little cooking knowledge was in the family to their grave #so the opportunity other people usually have for family bonding via passing on recipes? pffft no.#for some reason we seem to actively go out of our way to prevent these things from being passed on #i don't know what the fuck is up with that but i suspect it has something to do with 50's dinner party oneupmanship

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3amclothesmonster · 1 year ago

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"Offender mans number 1 hater!"

Homie your just one of us-

But honestly I despise him-

(I didn't mean this in a mean way if this offended you)

You don't understand I want to burn him at a stake then put his head through one then burn that then feed it to the compost

And dw, you didn't offend me I get it

#I'm not gonna get into it for obvious reasons but I've been SA'D.#So seeing people make characters like that just hurts and yea.#I've actually seen a few simps for him.#Which is disgusting #But glad we all hate him <3 #I'm still the top hater though

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lunar-years · 6 months ago

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i finally decided to change my Ao3 account to match all my other fan accounts so if you are looking at any of my fics and feeling confused just know I'm lunar_years over there now too!

#idk why but i've been so terrified of changing it lmao #despite the fact that i've wanted to change it for forever #i think i've been under the impression it would ruin everyone's bookmarks of my fics #but i just discovered it doesn't actually do that so. now or never!#also whilst in the process of changing it i discovered I made that account in 2015 #and i had a ff.net for like 3-4 years before that. which means i have been writing fanfic for a disgusting amount of time (affectionate)#(please do not look up my ff.net account though I'm sure all the fics on there are awful I wrote them at like age 14 lmao)#i really need to go on there and delete the whole shebang #ktp

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tardis--dreams · 7 months ago

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There's silverfish in this apartment so the only chance for my body to get some rest would be collapsing from exhaustion otherwise i will not sleep for a While

#how long does it take to get rid of them?#ages probably #and i have only one room (+ a tiny bathroom) so i cannot avoid them #they're in my bedroom therefore the bed isn't safe #god i hate it here #i had them in my first apartment too for a short time and i hoped to never experience this again #well #also the guy living here before me apparently has never cleaned the shower or the toilet in his lifetime #the shower is filthy and I've been cleaning it for 3 hours in total already #I'll have to scrub it everyday in order to get a chance to get rid of these years of dirt and limescale #(like scrub it for 30 minutes using cleaning supplies and all. not just clean it after showering like usually #which would have prevented this from happening in the first place if that guy had done this even just once a week)#also cannot fathom how my landlord accepted this bathroom to be left like this #there was literally still toilet paper in the toilet and there is dirt so bad i haven't gotten rid of it after scrubbing for hours #but yeah #the insects are the worst #i mean in korea i had actual bugs but there weren't as many and i think they couldn't climb the walls so i felt less #disgusted by my bed and everything i touch #(there was one in my bag and in the kitchen sink and in my blanket once and #I'm not exactly scared by them but actually disgusted #i guess this is what some people mean when they say they aren't scared of spiders but don't like them anyway #it's just gross and i don't want to see them)#and i will tell my landlord about it and ask if he can at least fix the bathroom silicom so maybe some of their hiding spots are gone #I'm just very tired of everything rn lol #still not using that extra time i have during the night to work for university so that's great #not getting anywhere #void screams

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jakeperalta · 1 year ago

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before I was forced to learn about matty healy's terribleness the one thing I knew about him is that he's the least cool nepo baby alive and that has always been so funny to me. imagine having to admit that your success is partly thanks to your parents' money and connections except those parents are actually just denise from loose women and that guy from the tv show benidorm

#obviously this has no bearing on the various valid reasons to be disgusted by him #it's just always been a bit funny to me #like if you're gonna have the nepo baby label you at least have an oscar winner parent or something you know?#this post goes out to my british followers who actually know what i'm on about <3 #talking

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coffeeworldsasaki · 1 year ago

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I was afraid that I'd wasted money just to not wait a couple days extra without PC but no the black Friday sales started and my PC is not only not on sale but it's 10€ more 🥰

#huge weight on my chest gone #i was getting so worried especially because my period is awful this month and I haven't been able to do much #at least in the only 3 hours I've worked these two days I've solved two things that were bothering me so much #so little but very good work!#my girlfriend keeps saying i shouldn't do to much when I'm feeling this bad and I'm trying to actually take care of myself #which is disgusting but eh #instead of pushing myself like i wanted today i napped a lot #so yeah everything went well #i got a double more powerful pc with just 250€ extra by giving back the old pc still on warranty #and i just had to sacrifice the monitor for it #i say just as if i don't feel like crying thinking about how good that monitor was fjdjdj #but now I'm using a big tv and that looks great for videogames! it's just a bit ugly for work

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gentlenotes-moved · 1 year ago

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going on a week long hiatus!

leaving stuff in the queue so that way it's not crickets here. but i'm not gonna be answering asks or dms until probably next weekend. just taking some time off from this place for mental health reasons.

#mine #personal #look..... there's been a LOT of people here justifying actual terrorism and rape and murder and like it honestly makes me physically sick.#i do not support hamas in any way shape or form. just have to get that out there. block me if you do support them.#i have had to block a fuck ton of people because of this because nuance is dead here and a disgusting amount of people on this app are #attempting to justify absolutely horrible and evil things happening to innocent civilians. so i'm just going to take a small break so i #don't go batshit crazy <3 see y'all soon

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idontdrinkgatorade · 1 year ago

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HELP I TOLD MY MOM I HAD A MEMORY OF VISITING ROMANIA (where my bio mother is from) AND SHE CAME BACK TO MY ROOM AND WAS LIKE. WHAT SPURRED THIS MEMORY? HAVE YOU CONTACTED YOUR GRANDMOTHER? HAS SHE CONTACTED YOU?

#like girll no i've had this memory #it was just insignificant enough that i didn't really care abt it #and i was literally three i didn't know what was going on #i literally didn't know that it was romania bc i was 3 i just knew it was my grandmother's house #the only thing i remember is eating dinner and going to bed like do you think i'm gonna run away to my romanian dream life??????#because i have a memory of a fucking fish on a plate?????????????????#sorry whenever my mom talks about romania and my birth mother being romanian there's always some air of disgust #it's the xenophobia #she's like yeah the romanians are weird and we called your birth mother a vampire bc haha transylvania #i think she hatessss anything that isn't standard usamerican culture #she insults sweden too like she's like 'their language is impossible to understand' like bitch it's 100x more comprehensible than english??#i actually pointed out to her how much of a bullshit language english was #and she got upset and was like 'don't insult english i like english and i love this country and be glad we're not speaking chinese'#girl you didn't have to bring MORE RACISM/XENOPHOBIA TO THE TABLE WHAT THE FUCK?????#anyways that's my little rant #also yeah here's a lot of not really vague info

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kyogos · 2 years ago

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Its so fucking insane that the premier league and sky want to "crack down on illegal streaming" because it will "destroy football" when its actually them that's destroying football. I cannot think of any other country where you can't watch every match in the league live in that same country. Or needing 3 or 4 providers to watch what little matches they do offer. You aren't losing money from someone streaming a match you weren't showing anyway which is absolutely what the bulk of illegal streams are. Absolutely fucking insane

#Football #Like for real #I have sky sports bt sports and prime #I can watch 3-5 premier league matches a week if I'm lucky #Maybe throw in one (1) spfl match too #For a frankly insane amount of money #But for ~£20 a month i can watch literally every laliga match???#Make it make sense #It's all fucking disgusting #Also the 3pm blackout rule is fucking stupid and i hate it #Also to add other countries can literally watch every premierer league match its actually fucked

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dbphantom · 2 years ago

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Checked out YouTube shorts today bc I actually saw something that interested me (skyrim video) and the next video I scrolled down to was acephobic shit. Made by another queer person. What the fuck

Hurt almost as bad as seeing the queer mon/ster hun/ter discord server being advertised on here and then checking the tags and seeing: "we are aro + ace exclusive btw :)" at the very end.

#Cruddy rambles #:|#The whole premise was 'wow you're really weird for the whole dragons cake space garlic bread stuff I'm getting out of here'#And all the comments were like 'don't worry we promise not all ace people are like this :)))' like. Wow.#Absolutely disgusting. Shit doesn't hit until you see it still being brought up so casually #It had like 2 million views too. Made my skin crawl and I didn't realize the punchline until the end. I actually thought it'd be kind. Nope #Of course not. 'I don't get why they make their sexuality OR LACK OF their shole personality!!!'... wtaf bro...#The comments section was just cruel actually I was hoping to see ppl tearing them a new one but no.#'don't worry not all of us ace people are freaks like this :)'#Wtf??? Why are you even extending a branch to this person who is using your siblings as a fucking punchline #*whole personality. Not 'shole' idk why that corrected like that #N ppl wonder why I am quiet about my hcs on who is aroace and why I literally spent 3 hours debating on if I was gonna post that meme of #Ignis with the aroace flag or not. Cuz I was genuinely scared I was gonna get harassed 4 it #And clearly I was right to be afraid bc it's fucking 2023 and we haven't ACTUALLY progressed past shit have we!!!

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