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Married Steddie where their 6-year-old daughter has no idea her papa Eddie is famous.
They adopted Hailey when she was just a baby. Most of her earlier years were spent on the road with her daddy Steve and papa Eddie, as Corroded Coffin was still on tour and pretty active. She was too young to understand any of it, though.
When Hailey was around 4, the band agreed to go on hiatus for a while. Jeff was having problems with his wife, Garethâs mother was going through a hard time after being diagnosed with breast cancer, and Hailey was about to start school and wouldnât be able to follow her papa anymore. With all that in mind, everybody agreed it was best to take a break and focus on their own families for the moment. When things got better, they could get together again and work on their new project; there was no rush.
So Eddie went back to Indianapolis with Steve and Hailey and left the persona Eddie Munson behind for the time being. At first, Eddie thought it would be hard for him. He was so used to being on the road, that he thought he would feel restless at home, but he was so wrong. Because when you have a four-year-old at home, thereâs no such thing as a boring day. And since their house had a studio, Eddie also spent a lot of time working on his own solo material, something he never had the opportunity to do when the band was still on tour.
He didnât really have any plans in mind when he started this project. The only thing he knew was that he wanted it to be different from anything he had already done with Corroded Coffin; something more intimate and Hailey-friendly. He really wanted his daughter to see him perform, something not really possible when youâre the lead singer of a metal band and your kid is barely four and still easily overwhelmed by loud noises. He was gonna change that with his solo album.
Eddie spent the next two years trying to be the best papa he could for his little girl, and working on his solo project when he had time. By the time Hailey was six, Eddie was finally satisfied with how the songs turned out and the album was ready to be released.
It was a Saturday night when Eddie stepped on a stage again. And this time was different, this time his family was right there, watching him from one of the stadium boxes, as Eddie faced a crowd for the first time in almost three years. And although Eddie could not see them from the stage, knowing Steve and Hailey were there made the whole experience so much more special.
He played all twelve songs from the new album, plus acoustic versions of some of Corroded Coffins most popular songs. The crowd sang along with him the whole time and screamed whenever he interacted with them. It was nice getting to do what he loved after such a long pause, thrilling even.
When the concert ended and Eddie bid the crowd goodnight, Hailey and Steve were already waiting for him backstage. He barely had time to put down his acoustic guitar before Hailey was throwing herself in his arms, squealing and giggling and wide-awake despite the late hour. Her pretty hazel eyes were sparkling with excitement.
âPapa, youâre famous!â she said, awed, as her papa picked her up.
âI am?â
âYes! Everybody was screaming your name.â
âNo way! Did you scream too?â
âI did.â
Eddie smiled, endeared by the honest reaction. Thatâs why he loved children, especially this child. You could always count on their honesty.
âDid you tell papa what you told me earlier?â Steve chirped in, rounding the coffee table separating them so he could drop a kiss on Eddieâs lips.
âWhat?â
âI wanna be famous like you when I grow up,â Hailey stated proudly, her little hands resting on her papaâs face as she smiled big enough to show her missing front teeth. âThatâs so cool.â
Eddie raised his brows. âI thought you were gonna be a zookeeper.â
Rolling her eyes, the little girl huffed. âIf Iâm famous, people will know me and theyâll let me play with the alligators whenever I want. Then I donât really need to be a zookeeper anymore,â she argued, as if that was the obvious conclusion to the matter and his papa was so silly for not seeing that.
âOh, right, of course. How foolish of me.â
Steve took Hailey, so Eddie could change and wrap up whatever business he still had with the other musicians and staff before they left. It was way past Haileyâs bedtime, but the excitement of seeing her papa perform had yet to run out. She was still awake and babbling non-stop when they left the stadium and made their way to the car, holding both her dadsâ hands.
They were reaching the car when the little girl stopped, forcing both men to stop with her.
âWhat is it, sweetheart?â Steve asked once he noticed his daughter thoughtful expression.
âIf papa is famous,â she said, big eyes staring at her parents full of hope. âDoes that mean he can ask the zoo people to let me play with the alligators?â
The question was so unexpected it rendered Steve speechless. Eddie would never understand his daughterâs fascination with alligators.
âSorry, kid, but you have to be at least twelve for that. Zoo rules,â he said, doing his best not to laugh at his little girl disappointment.
Haileyâs pout was the cutest thing. âThatâs so not fair.â
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is this love? .đ„ Ę Ëàč àŁ â
crush prompts
⎠having to not act crazy when person a feels their hands brush over person b's
⎠seeing someone for the first time and having your eyes linger back to them because of how beautiful they are
⎠blinking a few times because you can't believe the person in front of you is real
⎠complete denial of feelings whenever someone else brings it up, but in private you can't help but hide your face and blush because of your feelings
⎠person c says, "so... are you guys dating?" and person a tries to cover their ass and says, "what?! no! no. no no no."
⎠trying to focus on one subject but person a cannot (for the life of them) get their mind off of person b
⎠person a feeling the back of their neck get hot & getting flustered when speaking to person b
⎠person a catches themself trying a bit harder when interacting with person b (whether it be dressing up, trying harder in a subject/sport, etc) and cringes ("what the actual fuck am i doing?")
⎠person a reads up on a subject/piece of media/hobby that person b enjoys to try and talk to them later (bonus: person b finds out and says, "you didn't have to do that. i was always gonna find a way to talk to you anyway.")
⎠sneakily setting up dates
⎠eventually, once the relationship is established, person b jokes about person a's crush on them. person a responds with, "stop it. am i actually that obvious?"
⎠person a acts all suave and nonchalant in front of person b, only to become a whole mess after they stop talking. like literal shambles, rethinking the entire conversation, and dragging their hands across their face shambles.
⎠pressing your lips together to prevent a big grin from appearing on your face because of person b's antics
⎠trying not to think about the other person, so you do everything imaginable to keep them out of your mind (reading, coding, watching tvâyou name it). but everything always comes back to them.
⎠person a and person b start off as the only chill co-workers in the workplace, which creates a friendship between the two that could blossom into more
⎠jealousy being the beginnings of a crush. person b wondering why they feel their heart sink when person a mentions that they're going on a date.
⎠or person b's jealousy causes them to be a bit touchier with person a, causing person a to start developing a crush on person b
⎠it randomly hits them. person a is just sitting around with person b until they're like... "wait. i really like spending time with person b. i'd spend all my time with them if i could. i want to kiss person bâWAIT WAIT WHAT"
⎠person a starts to imagine person b in rom-com situations. totally unintentional btw. but person a realizes that person b embodies most of these rom com love interests, and slowly starts to realize maybe there's something there between the two of them.
⎠sharing earbuds in and realizing the proximity is too much and they're so warm and their skin is so soft and that one focused face they make is so captivating and... oh.
⎠"why do i even keep you around?" "because you have a crush on me" "WHAT." how do they know how do they know how do they know
â whole time other person is just oblivious and said it just to fuck with the other one.
⎠something that originally starts off as a friends with benefits situation develops into more over time. you don't know when you started admiring the crease of their eyebrow or the way their mouth parts when you do that thing. you don't know why it makes you feel so good seeing that.
#keyotosprompts#fluff prompts âËâżË°#otp prompts#writing prompts#romance prompts#dialogue prompt#writing prompt#writing#writeblr#prompts#creative writing#romance writing#sorry for my disappearance guys#i have been in the er#also i already did mutual crush so i was like why not do just regular crush
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the wedding



sophia laforteza x reader
synopsis- sophiaâs cousins wedding doesnât go as expected, especially since y/n seems to always find a way to be involved in her family drama
warnings- none?
wc- 1298
pt1
âbefore we leave, letâs go over the rulesâ
the day of the wedding. a day you dreaded, not because of what happened last time you saw her family, no youâd never regret that. you just hate ceremonies, especially long ones that require you to be in the vicinity of the laforteza family. hopefully this won't be too long.
âoh you were serious? uh, no drinking and stay with youâ
âandâŠâ
âcome on, can i at least say hi to him?â
ânope, youâre staying away from matthew today. youâre also forgetting the important oneâ
âand that is?â
sophia glared at you. of course youâd ignore that one.
âkeep your thoughts to yourself, okay? donât defend me today. itâs a happy day for my cousin and i donât want you to take that from her by mentioning her parents relationship problems againâ
of course sheâs right. it is a happy day, surely you can restrain yourself.
âokay, iâll bite my tongue today. you look gorgeous by the wayâ
and she does. her dress fits her perfectly and her makeup is beautiful. if you didnât have self control, youâd stay home and kiss her until you pass out but you know thatâs not an option.
âyou too, beautifulâ
at the wedding venue, sophia immediately grabs your hand, keeping you close. her aunt glares at you from the minute she sees you, straight to the start of the ceremony.Â
âum, sophia, she keeps staring at meâ
you whisper, keeping your eyes on the crazy woman as you sit in your respective seatsÂ
âignore her. sheâs not gonna do anythingâ
she dismissed it without even looking away from the front.
âitâs kinda creeping me outâŠâ
you eventually shrug it off and try focusing on the wedding. your hand finding hers, playing with her fingers as you get bored.
sophia meant it when she said youâre not leaving her side. she hasnât let go of your hand once as she walks around during the reception, speaking to her family. you expected that youâd get nasty looks but surprisingly, most people just ignored you.Â
ây/n!â
everyone except matthew. turning your head, you see matthew coming straight to you, drink in hand.
âiâve been looking for you. letâs get some drinksâ
you look at sophia, whoâs looking right back at you, waiting for you to say no.
âsorry matthew, iâm not drinking todayâ
you can see the disappointment on his face, which he doesnât bother to hide, but he doesnât let that stop him.
âfine, letâs hang though. everyone else here is boringâ
âwell⊠iâm gonna stay with sophia. you can stay with us if you want, if thatâs okay with herâ
she reluctantly gives the okay and matthew groans but he agrees, saying something about how he hopes for some entertainment.
so now sophia doesnât have just one idiot following her around, she has two and theyâre worse together. she tries to continue her conversation with her aunts but the laughter coming from directly beside her is distracting. she doesnât mind the laughter but the aunts take offense to it.
âexcuse me, but weâre trying to have a conversation hereâ
just as youâre about to apologize, she speaks again, more agitated this time.
âi swear itâs like you have no respect or regard for anyone but yourself. itâs always something with you.â
you look around for a second, first at matthew, who looks a little too excited for the interaction. then at sophia, before looking back at the aunt, trying to see who sheâs talking to and ready to speak your mind. sophia knows itâs going to be a repeat of every other time so she quickly squeezes your hand.
ây/nâŠâ
that warning was enough for you to bite your tongue but that didnât stop you from giving the woman a dirty look.
âcome on y/n, really? thatâs it? youâre not gonna tell her off?â
you look at matthewâs pout and scoff. of course he wants there to be drama.
ânope, i promised to keep my thoughts to myself todayâ
âthatâs lame, iâm gonna get a drinkâ
youâre surprisingly quiet the rest of the time, ignoring all the slick comments that you happen to tune in to. everyone who looks at you can tell that youâre bored and would rather be anywhere but here.
you havenât moved from your spot since sophia started her conversation, so when someone bumps into you and spills wine all over you, it doesnât fail to annoy you. what made it worse was when you looked up, you saw her aunt from the engagement party smirking at you like she just got her lick back.
âoh my god, i didnât see you there!â
the conversation paused and everyones now watching you two, waiting for your reaction.
you look at sophia, taking in the look of panic on her face, they way her hand tightens slightly around yours, tugging a little.
âitâs fine. no big dealâÂ
you can tell everyone around you is surprised. they expected much worse from you and you donât miss the relief on sophiaâs face.
that doesnât matter though, because itâs clear that the older woman just wants a reaction from you.
âyou should really watch where youâre going.â
âi havenât moved from this spotâ
âhonestly though, itâs not like the wine messed up anything good. my cats collar probably costs more than your outfitâ
âthatâs niceâ
your nonchalance is clearly upsetting her and sheâs getting more and more frustrated that you arenât giving her the reaction she desperately wants so she starts trying harder to push your buttons.
âi really donât know what sophia sees in you. i mean yeah, youâre kinda pretty but thatâs about it. youâre no good. she can do so much better. if only sheâd agree to go on those dates her mom used to set up for herâ
usually she wouldnât say anything. itâs not like her to talk back to her family, but hearing someone talk about her girlfriend like that seemed to hit a nerve.
âexcuse me? you have no right to wonder about anyoneâs relationship, especially with what you have going on at home. go deal with your husband before you try to question what my girlfriend means to me. just because your marriage is shit, doesnât mean you can try to interfere with other peopleâs relationships.â
âwell damnâ
the silence that follows honestly makes the whole situation even funnier. it takes everything in you not to laugh knowing thereâs a time and place and this is not the time. if anything, itâs expected that you talk back but no one expected sophia to be the one dragging her.Â
her aunt looks embarrassed and angry. how could her good niece say something like that to her?
âsophia! look at how she influenced you! this is even more reason for you to get rid of her!â
âiâll let her leave me when you start respecting yourselfâ
you say before dragging sophia away, and to the bar, way too eager to get drinks in your systems.
âi didnât expect that from youâ
âwell she was going too far, i couldnât just let her say stuff about youâ
âaww you care about me?â
âshut up. iâm proud of you though. you were nice all dayâ
âyeah well, i couldnât break my promiseâ you say, lifting your joined hand to your lips, placing a kiss to the back of her hand.
âhey! whatâd i miss?â
matthew appears out of nowhere, joining you two at the bar.
you catch him up with everything that happened and he groans.
âare you kidding me? go to the restroom for two seconds and i miss everything. this is why i drink.â
âi swear youâre only here for the dramaâ
#sophia laforteza x reader#sophia laforteza#katseye x reader#katseye#katseye sophia#daniela avanzini#manon bannerman#megan skiendiel#lara raj#jeong yoonchae
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More đȘ· so I can keep sharing my thoughts!
đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ·đȘ· (Chris and Shannon oh my god! Only a few years apart in age - thatâs so heartbreaking and such an interesting story premise! Canât wait to see where you take it! Also looking forward to the Shannon Eddie reunion because Iâm sure itâll be wonderfully angsty! And you best believe my mind has been whirling trying to guess who the fifth person to return will be - not trying to get any real hints from you but it is someone already dead in canon right? Really excited to learn who itâll be!)
In case my long rambling thoughts didnât make it clear - Iâm really so excited for this story! I feel like itâs gonna be the perfect combination of two of my favorite things - established happy future fics and deep varied character interactions (especially when some of those are between less explored dynamics) Iâm already loving all the different POVs and Iâm really glad that youâre doing another long fic! Iâm so excited to go on this new journey with you!
- PCA <3
THANKS PCA! So glad you're loving it. It's such a fun world to explore. I have so many plans.
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âWe should make a list of everyone we love who has died and what child of the 118 they might appear by,â Chris says. âAnd cross reference that list with whoever on it might be connected to Chimney, too. So far everyone back is someone we didnât want to die, so probably start there.â
Thereâs a moment of silence across the group.Â
âYeah, thatâs⊠Thatâs probably the smartest thing to do,â Buck eventually says.Â
âDefinitely,â Maddie agrees. âGood thinking, Chris.â
At that moment, Kevin decides he canât handle much more of this. He doesnât know anyone. He doesnât have any answers. Both their theories pose Kevin as a symptom, not a cause, so⊠So he doesnât actually need to be part of this list making. He died before any of these people came into Howieâs life.Â
He stands, leaving his tea mostly untouched.
âWhere are you going?â Howie asks.Â
âI need some air,â he says.Â
He doesnât ask permission. He doesnât leave room for follow up questions. He just turns and leaves Howieâs new brotherâs house.
Shannon
Shannonâs not sure what to do once Kevin leaves the house. She sort of wants to join him. Fresh air could really do her some good right now. Not being in the middle of a conversation she only understands half of could do her some good. But she doesnât want to walk away from Christopher. Even if heâs acting sort of⊠Cold?Â
âShould someone go after him?â Maddie asks when the door shuts behind Kevin. Sheâs looking pointedly at her husband.
âI wouldnât,â Bobby says. âAt least, not for a minute.â
Maddie looks at him curiously.Â
âToday has been incredibly overwhelming,â Bobby says. âAnd as much as I love you all and am happy to see you, itâs wearing on me. Kevin only knows Chim. Itâs probably a lot less tolerable for him.â
Shannon nods. âMaybe he just needs a little break. And maybe⊠Maybe if someone does go after him, it should be one of us.â
After all, it hasnât looked like Chimney has been that focused on Kevinâs reactions to things. Shannon understands. His brain is more or less scrambled eggs, right now. But still. Kevin needs more than what heâs getting. Shannon is lucky Eddie seemed to handle her return better than their son. Though, heâs her child. She shouldnât put anything on him.
Bobby gives Shannon an appreciative look.
âExactly,â he says.Â
âWe should get to the list,â Christopher says. âStart figuring this out.â
Shannon looks at her son. Heâs smart. Clearly so smart. Heâs got to be, to have the job he has. Heâs solutions oriented. Pragmatic. Sheâs learning so much about him today. She just wishes she didnât have to learn about him like this.Â
âYeah,â Eddie nods. âGood idea.â
âIâll get paper!â Buck suggests, standing quickly.
âOr one of us could type it, because itâs not 2003,â Harry suggests.Â
Buck scowls unseriously. Shannon feels a little sick at 2003 being referred to like it was ye ancient times.
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I WILL @trash-raccoon-boy WHEN MY MOTIVATION IS WITH MEâŠ.and yeahđ
the baba Wukong will be just there to keep an eye on themâŠ.even if I wonât do anything đ
also, I hope u mind me rambling of this and sorry
me toâŠ.me toođđ„ș but again my motivation needs to come back and I want to make a comic about itđ of Bebe mk and child!Wukong and macaque having a fun playdate and maybe make Child!Macaque and Wukong interact with your co parent Wukong and macaqueđ
Co parent mk will absolutely get confused and dumb founded of his mama and baba are not them, but instead they are babies
(kids but we will say they are definitely babies)
like him, and maybe wanting to âforceâ adopt them both with a help of baby monkey chirps that can mean âI want them, mama and baba, I want them to be my familyâ and Co parent mk will cry if his baba and mama and his other two dads (tang and Pigsy) wonât adopt and give them away somewhere đ
would co parent mk like have his real baba and mama force adopt my child!Au Wukong and macaque because they are fun and he just maybe wants siblings?đ€
also, what would Co parent macaque and Wukong, tang and Pigsy react when seeing and finding out what has my Child!Au Wukong and macaque been through and lbd is now gonna harm them, which mind u that Child!Wukong and Mcaque are 6-7 years old and are still innocent from their own au being cruel and bad.
âŠnow I want to also draw that toođ„Č
@trash-raccoon-boy ! Here is a fan art giftđ€đ„°
Bebe precious mk! Look at him, I love himđ„čđ
hope u love it like I dođ€âșïž
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#my art#my doodles#fawx & stallion#224bbaker#madge stallion#james stallion#sherlock holmes#john watson#johnlock#sherlock being attracted to james is literally such a gift#also yes - he gets a classic âglasses + longer/different hair & facial hairâ disguise#until it gets disproven I would like to think the bastard fooled everyone with the bare minimum#honestly the whole podcast is a gift but the last episode??? I will never recover#and you are pushing me right back into my old sh hyperfixation wow whoâd have thought⊠joking Iâm joking; knew this was always gonna happen#but DAMN what a joy#doing so many beautiful incredible correct things with both watson and holmes Iâm losing my mind#making holmes absolutely besotted though?? I owe you my life. I NEED to draw him interacting with rdj sherlock (the simp himself)#madge and âfitzyâ besties??? YES. hampton and john conversation? Iâm gnawing on cement. also johnâs talk with dennis??? hello??#THE SCARF.#THE FORKS.#lord I was not prepared#one of the two podcasts that have made me teary eyed in the last few weeks. the highest praise for them because damn itâs hard nowadays#anyway I could yell forever but I should have been sleeping hours ago so
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cherik hallmark movie au send tweet
reading this roused a visceral reaction within me im so sorry if you had something wholesome in mind
#snap chats#one christmas all my grandma would do was watch hallmark christmas movies back to back while i was in the room#i like how i say 'one christmas' when i mean all of december like fuckin thats what december IS jackass it's christmas: the month#anyway. yeah sure fuck it why not. cherik hallmark movie au.#maybe charles works as a teacher at pietro/wanda/lorna's school and takes extra time to mentor the kids#and Incidentally maybe one of them asks charles what hes doing for christmas As Kids Do With Amicable Teachers#and charles has to confess Not Much since he's pretty estranged from his family + him and gaby are a bit rocky idk#he wont say THAT part why the hell your teacher gonna talk about his divorce. he dont even know he has a kid either thats fucked up Anyway#of course this leads to the Impromptu Invite to erik's house for the holidays. to which of course invites erik to go What.#Kids You Cant Just Invite Your Ethics Teacher For Christmas Dinner its too late. now they gotta start preparing#you have two weeks dad chop chop#bear in mind charles and erik probably kept interactions to a minimum. in this au I Fucking GUESS#so now they have to actually make an effort to know each other so dinner's not awkward as christ#blah blah blah they fall in love Happy Ending
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come here son i am going to infect you with my inosuke + kanao sibling agenda
(do not tag as ship)
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#kny spoilers#demon slayer spoilers#inosuke hashibira#kanao tsuyuri#ignoring aoi amd inosuke forever. i do not see it. sorry. it is bad. it annoys me#im not annoyed at aoi im annoyed that they paired two characters who barely ever interact ever togwther#and didnt give aoi any character or agency. shes just âinosukes wifeâ now.#its not good! there ks no foundation for their dynamic at all!!!#IM NOT GONNA RANT ABT IT TOO MUCH I PROMISE ;__; SORRY#i did finish the manga and i think its going to hold a very special place in my heart#i will cry. i dont cry too easily when reading stuff but when this gets animated i guarantee u i will sob#anyways. back to what i was actually going to talk about#KANAO AND INOSUKE SIBLING MOMENCE FORWVER!!! ATTACK!!! IM MOSTLY THINKING 2 RHE SCENE WHERE THE FIGHT DOUMA#i think thats his name right? douma?#NOTHING BRINGS TO CHARACTERS TOGETHER LIKE SHARED TRAUMA!!!!!!!!(joke)#*two#i imagine in my mind they would grieve together. they both have something in common. their loved one was killed by the same demon#not only that; but i just love their dynamic#and of course that chaoter cover where inosuke is still grieving over his mother and kanao silently supports him as they walk out#You ever remember how theyre all children. theyre just children. theyre kids. theyre not even 18 yet. you ever think about that
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#people very much want to blame readers for a lack of engagement with fic these days but frankly i think this is.... incorrect#we need to be real about WHAT ao3 is#it is an archive#it is not a space that is particularly conducive to social engagement#the most collaborative experiences i ever had around fic happened on livejournal#it was not on ff.net#like i agree that there is a depressing drop off in like...idk the idea of the social acceptability of leaving comments#and a far more pronounced divide between readers and authors#but this isn't happening bc readers suck now and they're selfish and entitled which frankly is how many posts opining about this issue sound#it's not like lurking or sorting by complete works only is NEW#these are things that have always happened#what has CHANGED imo is that the spaces where fic happens and the spaces where fandom happens are now very different#and isolated from one another#and we can blame readers for not bridging that gap all we want but it's not gonna fix it#especially since we know how well shaming people for Not Enjoying Things Correctly tends to go#like i don't have an answer to this problem but i think this ''you're entitled!'' ''no YOU'RE entitled'' back and forth#between writers and readers certainly isn't going to fix anything either#it's only going to push those two groups further away from each other#to my mind what we need is a) a platform more conducive to collabortive fic writing and fandom interaction#(think LJ or old dedicated fandom message boards)#and b) a cultural shift within fandom spaces away from this idea that authors are like... untouchable or whatever#bc from what I have observed authors who DON'T have this issue are ones who started creating fanworks from within a pre-existing friendgroup#a pre-existing readership really#and these little subsets then grow into larger readerships#the problem is how partioned all these group start#and that i think is a byproduct of an overall more hostile fandom space where people feel like they can't speak or create openly#without being in danger of running afoul of some fandom scold and their lackeys#like fandom has never lacked for drama but i do think in a post-tumblr/twitter fandom space we can all agree that shit jas gotten Buckwild#*gestures at how bg3 fandom recently speedran fandom insanity primarily on twitter*#shit is different these days and blaming each other for that is missing the forest for the trees
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#before anything else i must warn this is going to be. unorganized thoughts mostly#in the last year or so ive tried to regain confidence that i am in fact plural and am not just faking it#or mistaking other symptoms for DID. shake off the denial y'know. as is so signature for this damn disorder#a diagnosis probably wouldnt even make me feel more sure lol. and also getting diagnosed for this specifically is like#the final boss of psychiatry to put it lightly lol#but when it quiets down in headspace ur always gonna feel like. maybe its over. whatever that was#it was just me and brandy for a while#but guess who had a godawful night and then a godawful morning and split a new alter âŒïžâŒïžđ„đ„đ„đ„#he hates it here! he might hate me for creating him! im not sure !#hell im not even rly sure if im juno or brandy rn lol. my mind is just so messy today#i woke up.. when did i wake up. like 9:30 i think and its 1pm now and i haven't gotten out of bed#i don't even remember all that time passing . i couldve sworn its only been like an hour. two at most#on the one hand this has all been kinda terrible and mentally exhausting but at the same time. hey cant say im faking now LMAO#the other hand is brandy. the other hand is absolutely brandy. i am tired lol#im only posting this here so i can just like. process it i guess#ive had a weird time finding an outlet to just spew random thoughts into since leaving twitter so. sorry#idk if anyone's expecting this of me but i always kinda feel like i need some level of professionalism on this account#keyword some. i know this is tumblr#but idk if these very open posts are. annoying? weird? uncomfortable? entertaining somehow?#i know I know theres no point in worrying abt how others percieve you . knowing that hasnt stopped me from doing it lol#i dont remember where i was going w this. maybe i didnt have a goal in the first place#idk if you read this far i dont rly need u to act like u didnt see it cuz like. wouldnt have posted it otherwise#but idk why i am posting. idk what i want out of anyone who has read all this#maybe just. interact w this post in some way idk. it's actually kinda grounding for me if you can believe it#bleghh im thinkin of cheating on my weed break just to treat myself after all this. weed + a long walk would fix me
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#this moment is gonna make me lose my mind. for how many times i've lost it because of them hahahaha#look at dave and nina aaaaa they look so cute. nina holding dave like that aaaaaha#aaaaa. my favourite characters... i think. maybe.#love these two having small interaction like aaaah#honestly the three of them (+smitty) standing so close to each other like that is so cute i don't know why#also. nina's eyes in the 1st pic is so big like hahahahah#she's like O_O lol. she looks like a fish. a cute little fishie lmao#moversposting
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Y'know, puttering around with my recordings, I think I really am going to give Davrin's romance with Ver a pretty serious twisting around. Rewrite some things a bit, change things around, keep most of the "slow burn" of it intact- but also add in the "friends with benefits" elements that I feel match what he says in the check-in scene after the point of no return better.
I think I have a post from like, months before release, when all we knew about the character was "charming Warden (who may or may not have been the Storm Coast team's commander in '41)", about how I sort of expected his to be the romance that starts off more casual (with the expiration date all Wardens have, it's not surprising that someone who's been one for at least ten years would be hesitant to enter any genuine emotional entanglements, platonic or romantic), and then for him to find himself falling for Rook unexpectedly (and kind of against his will) anyway.
And from some of that late dialogue, I still think that that may have been the exact intention, initially, but maybe they didn't want to create too big a disparity between the different romance paths, or like they didn't want for it to come off like they weren't taking him as seriously as the rest, so the path sort of ended up getting a bit... I don't wanna say "subdued", but I can't think of a better word lol. Brought to match the pacing of the others and the overall story more, that's more like what I mean.
.... Anyway, I kinda think I wanna have them sleep together for the first time either after his personal quest (no more distractions, clearly established romantic interest in- and some commitment to one another, but with still an opportunity to angst about everything else) or preferably, that night after drinking with Lucanis.
I'm leaning towards the latter thought, specifically because it'd be clearly a very, very bad idea.
It'd be far too fast, far too early, I got that scene like right after the Cauldron, so deep in the thick of his personal quest- plus, the mutual interest was barely expressed like one day prior to it, and there was alcohol involved. Which all kind of makes it perfect, because it's an awful time to toss that complication in there.
But, it gives me an opportunity to have the both of them keep thinking that it being just a casual, physical thing is what the other wants (despite the "well, I could see us heading somewhere, someday" of it), and to have their feelings developing sort of in the background of it-- and then!!!!! that forest kiss can also take a role more like another complicating factor, with the "heart of a halla" line being a bit more ambiguous.
Like, casually kissing your booty call/situationship/FWB you've been secretly falling for, it's a bit more touchy-feely than the previously established [they were not established] guidelines [there are no guidelines] suggest is appropriate [none of this is appropriate], but it feels right, and that alone makes it feel weird and confusing, ykwim?
But, then the whole "Most of my life, I've gone it alone. With you... I never want to go back." thing makes more sense being where it is, after his personal quest, to me at least. Because that sounds like a confession, and with being free from worries and the griffons safe (with Eldrin, in that game), there's a great time to have a long-ish, actually serious conversation about what this is and where it's going.
.... That would also mean that some of the bed scene dialogue doesn't make as much sense ("Is this all just for show"? "Just like I imagined"? Girl you know exactly if it's for show and what his hands feel like, you've been getting dicked down semi-regularly for weeks), but I can work with some tweaks to that lol. The final parts of it, about planning the future and getting soppy still make perfect sense, it's just those lines in the leadup that need some minor tweaking.
Idk, I really liked the in-game experience I had, and I love me a good slow burn, but I can't deny that it's more my style when "slow burn" doesn't also mean ".... so sex is a thing that happens only at the very end, when all feelings are resolved". I like it adding more uncertainty and confusion into the mix, and giving a sort of "oh, this is different now" feel to that first time once the feelings are also resolved.
(The date though, I wanna keep where and how it is exactly, because he mentions he got the tip for the picnic from Evka and Antoine, and I find it really cute to imagine him just sort of looking at them after speaking with Valya like.... "... they probably have the right idea of it, don't they. While we're here, let... let me just go ask. How to, uh. Do this whole. Romance thing, I guess. Make it sound, idk, casual. And chill. We're... chill." Never mind that Evka and Antoine are literally one of the most romantic couples any of them know, but yknow, nbd.)
(And then it goes all the way sideways? Love it. Love the "hey so this tea I thought would be a fun, cute thing for us to try made her trip absolute balls for a while, so maybe this outing is not a great opportunity to like, talk. Seriously. About how I may or may not be falling a little bit in love with her. And by 'little bit', I mean 'up to the very tips of my ears'. Nbd, just gonna... postpone, spilling my guts out for her perusal, I guess." of it all. A+, no notes.)
#squirrel plays datv#datv spoilers#davrin#oc: verbena mercar#i'll need to replay her with this all in mind#gonna lowkey remark that he did well asking Evka and Antoine because the other long-term romantic couple they know is Dorian and Ray#which is. uh.#well i âestablishedâ to myself months before release that despite living together; Ray still writes Dorian love letters#and then the game went and confirmed for me that it's the same the other way around; with almost my exact words that I used; so uh.#yeah. those two are probably a bit too intense; for what Ver and Davrin are going for-slash-through#asking my Inquisitor in particular for romantic advice would be a bit of a disaster#not because he doesn't do romance; he just does it TOO well#and with a person he's been with for a decade; so; yknow. it's a lot#asking the man who'll unflinchingly sign his letters to his âhusbandâ of ten years with âever yours in joyous wonderâ for love advice is...#well you gotta take that with like a pound of salt; don't you#(also a bit salty that there's no repeatable kiss scene or a lot of touching now; but i get it)#(it's probably because Rook can be so many different heights and builds which makes animating touches far more difficult)#(but even as someone who loves that customizability; it's a bit... well; a bummer; ngl)#(like the flexibility of builds isn't even THAT big; so... it's kind of a steep tradeoff to just have them not really touch; imo)#(if it's only this much flexibility in builds; i'd kinda pick the more natural on-screen character interactions over it ngl)#(if they are to always leave room for Andraste between them at least use that space and let Rook be genuinely fat ykwim?)
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i'm pretty sure it was some josh sawyer interview i watched ages ago where he said something about knowing that pentiment 'isn't for everyone' and talked about that framing in general since it's such a niche project, and he was like, well yeah, it's not for everyone. neither is call of duty.
and it truly gave me so much peace lol. like ohhhh. yeah. 'objective' media assessment is nothing to me
#very unlikely i could source this rip as i have watched too many jsawyer interviews and talks. and it was too long ago#also play pentiment đ#it speaks#it's been weird paying attention to more i guess mainstream gamer perspectives in the lead up to vg launch and remembering that a lot#of people just really do not value the same stuff that i do in games or just like in art at all#obv bg3 is a big mainstream hit but the other two most impactful titles i've played in the last couple years are immortality and pentiment#which are very unique little narrative games with imo a lot of thematic overlap (despite very different execution)#and those for me are like. life changing mind melting pieces of art#both of which really require you to meet the game on its terms. like yeah if you're playing immortality and you aren't choosing to buy into#non linear fmv and kind of tedious detective work and a really abstract narrative that you have to piece together yourself#then you're gonna go wtf is this lol#those games are the kind of thing that a lot of 'gamers' will play and go oh that's not a game#and i would say that they're wrong and the interactivity is specifically why they work đ but u know.#like on some level you have to make the choice to be invested. the actual execution can only take u so far. idk!!
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ima tell u this now : if u hate on x reader fics, block me cus by doing that you r doing us both a great favour đ€đœ ion need any of ur negativity on my blog because this is a safe space for people who do enjoy x reader fics goodbye
#đđđđđđđđ.#im gonna vent a bit in tags so ignore#bcs ive seen like two hate posts on x reader w a lot of interaction#and ima say this#leave ppl alone ⊠maybe.. idk? like to each their own#its not that hard to block people if you donât like their content#i swear we x reader writers wont even mind or notice if u do#weâd be so glad if u just block us completely#like god bless u for taking out the negativity (you) from our blog#i might not like oc fics but do u see me hating on them?? no bcs i just scroll past them#sometimes i even read them bcs thers no harm in trying out different things#and some of them are rlly good !!!#but ay just leave ppl be and stop acting stupid n pathetic đâŠ#ofc everyone should tag their posts accordingly#i do too#but can u blame ppl for enjoying what they read?#ik some of u dislike it bcs reader is most likely written as a petite white female#but the x reader fics im reading dont have such descriptions added at all#yall just looking at the wrong stuff#but maybe its bcs i follow mainly poc / black writers đ€·đœââïž#anyway i love when i can insert myself in fics and feel appreciated idk abt yall#but hating on ppls enjoyments is a bit.. childish#i thought we left that behind#and grew up#but okk!! do what u gotta do ig#main point: block x reader tags + the writers you come across#u r doing both of us a HUGE favour đ !#tw discourse#tw vent#cw vent
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i just need to make it to shabbat i just need to make it to shabbat i just need
#đ”âđ«đ”âđ«đ”âđ«#short response due tmrw ; seminar presentation potentially tmrw WHICH I ONLY JUST REMEMBERED ; short seminar quiz to do before friday ;#latin club âhomeworkâ which im probably gonna tell my friend i cant continue w bc my weekly workload is already too overwhelming w 3 courses#+ i have to have by thrice yearly lunch w my evangelical godmother which means 3 hour convo half dedicated to getting me to abandon judaism#and half to getting me to repent my sinful homosexual ways and go back to being a nice straight girl#all of which is going to happen in public and she WILL tear up at multiple points of the conversation and it WILL be supremely awkward#when people inevitably start eavesdropping bc let's be real if i were at a cafe overhearing this convo i would be listening in too#and everyone's like 'ugh why dont you just tell her to fuck off' but im the only trans person and the only observant jew she has ever met#two groups against which she already has so many preconceived notions so like. idk it feels like my responsibility#as someone who knows her and who she acc cares about (vs a stranger) to try and give her a different perspective on these things ???#like if me being patient and calmly explaining why i transitioned/why i converted can stop her even slightly from sliding even further right#(and like she's Right Wing like covid denial right wing)#and if it might mean the next trans person or whtvr that she interacts with has it slightly easier then like. sure j can sit through#a couple irritating hours every few months#but its just suuuch a shit time for it like im meeting her thursday after class when i have a massive fucking assignment to hand in on sat#which FUCK gotta add that to the list#â annotated bibliography due saturday aka friday bc shabbos#okay okay. im done losing my mind in the notes đ”âđ«đđ»#p.s.
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i am really never going to understand why people post "shifting antis dni" in the astral projection tag. "here practice that constantly gets appropriated by us and used as a weird justification for a new set of beliefs that aren't really based in the same reality you work with, and that also gets completely misunderstood by our community because we don't care to understand what you do and just pretend we know it's what we do like christians saying other religions worship the christian god, have a post! Also dni if you don't like our practice that has nothing to do with the one whose tag we just shoved this into"
if you're not astral projecting don't put shit in the ap tag. if you don't even know the difference between AP and RS I dont think your opinion holds enough weight to counter the pushback against flooding a separate practice's tag with "if you dont like the practice I'm talking about in your tags dni"
#I mean on the other hand I sure am Not Interacting my god#Im not of the opinion RS isnt a thing. I know its a thing - its a complex programming of mental spaces that branches off of#actually. I wont say it branches off things. Its its own thing like autovisions dreams mindspaces and other simulations - but it is#ultimately mindwalking - or whatever term someone else would want to use I just coined that for myself. It's travelling and projecting#into the Mental Realm. which is. explicitly. not the Astral realm. It's still a thing! It's not lucid dreaming or imagination. Very much th#early stages of it and experiences of those who cant programme the reactive mental into settling are gonna be lucid dreams and#imagination - just like what happens when youre not good at AP. but like. it's. a fucking. separate practice#and i do not understand flooding tags that arent what youre talking about and then saying ''dni if you dont like what im talking about''#like yeah theres an element of ''dont blame people for how others treat them'' - its not a case of ''you piss people off and then expect#them to not hate you?'' its explicitly a case of... you are continuously misunderstanding AP and using it as a backing#for your own practices and mixing up the two showing you have fucking No idea what youre doing with AP... so how else are we#supposed to take RS other than ''its a complete misunderstanding of AP and clearly it isnt even developed enough as a practice nor#based on enough truth to have its practitioners have the slightest clue about off-plane and OOB practices... if this is what RSers think of#the world and how it works and this is the depths of their understanding of it I cant support Shifting as anything more than#fantasy with vague references to established practices used incorrectly as justification''#~abyssal murmurs#like. tldr. youre putting it in the way of a tonne fo Anti Shifters because a) youre putting it in the tags of an art your art steals#justification from and chronically chooses to misunderstand and walks all over and b) you're showing a complete disrespect to the#practice of AP by posting this in the tags showing that your ''information'' and ''teaching'' is so misinformed you think AP and RS#are the same thing... so of course people are going to see that and think negatively of your practice. Not out of spite - but as a reaction#in the way of you are showing us that your practice is shallow and misunderstood#Look! If i walk into a jewish theology lesson and the speaker is convinced christianity and judaism are the same religion#to the point that when they post on social media they tag both when they talk about either... it looks like that speaker is clueless if the#cant even getthe basics of ''So what is it that I'm teaching about?'' answered right. If you cant even define the boundaries#of your practice as ''this is our practice this isnt'' then why is anyone going to think what youre teaching is real and grounded#and worth listening to and anything more than a crock of shite based on sounding mystical and Love and Light and freeing#at the cost of turning your mind off to just Believe what youre doing is grounded outside the mental??? why would people NOT#see these posts and BECOME antis
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