#sherlock being attracted to james is literally such a gift

[ivyithink]

[luckyricochet]

I want you to answer A-Z on the fandom asks so I can peer into your psyche 👀

Wow I love you. This actually took around three hours since I wanted to think about the answers. See them under the cut!

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

From Hanyou no Yashahime — Sesshomaru and Rin

From The Mandalorian — The Mandomera’s been creeping up a little bit. 

B - A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.

Honestly can’t think of one. I’m very set in my ships. 

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will.

From Naruto — SasuSaku. Sasuke was cute as a kid so I get Sakura having a crush on him then, but I think she would have gotten over it when he became a homicidal clown who abandoned the village and tried to kill her and her teammates multiple times.

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t.

From Harry Potter — Ron x Hermione. I’ve always thought their personalities didn’t match and not in the good “opposites attract” kind of way.

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom? If so, what?

I only know how to write angst, drama, and introspective musings so no. 

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom?

Over fifteen years in the Harry Potter fandom, but I’ve had to separate that from JKR herself in the recent years. 

G - Have you ever had an OTP? If so, do you remember your first one? Who was in it?

“Have I ever had an OTP”? *laughs from shipping hell* 

From The Witch of Blackbird Pond by Elizabeth George Speare — Nat and Kit were my first OTP. Read this book in fifth grade and was immediately loved them. Boy literally risks banishment from the colony to help prove she’s not a witch. 

H - What is your favorite source text for fandom stuff (e.g., TV shows, movies, books, anime, Western animation, etc.)?

I love visual media, so TV, anime, and film

I - Has Tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why?

I’m not going to let tumblr dot com put me off of a particular show/book/etc. itself, but it has definitely made me think less of certain types of fans who are in a fandom. 

J - Name a fandom you didn’t think about until you saw it all over Tumblr. (You don’t have to care about it or follow it; it just has to be something that Tumblr made you aware of.)

The...period drama fandom? More widely, the history fandom. They both create some of the most beautiful edits celebrating history and I love it. 

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

 From Avatar: The Last Airbender — It’s gotta be Prince Zuko

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves. (Characters you’re neutral about are fair game, as are characters you merely dislike. Characters that you absolutely loathe with the fire of ten thousand suns are exempt, as there is no point in giving yourself an aneurysm over a character that you hate.)

From Harry Potter — I think Ginny is a Mary Sue but I loved when she stood up for herself in Half-Blood Prince when Ron was trying to slut-shame her. 

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

From Parks and Recreation — Leslie Knope. Unending positive affirmations, thoughtfulness, and support!

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

I don’t really have a main fandom but I haven’t mentioned Free! yet so let’s go with it for this one. 

1. Less Nitori because I can’t stand him.

2. More female characters! I get half the appeal is the boys, but I’d love to see a girls swim team in some capacity. 

3. More Haru and his family dynamics! Doesn’t have to be a ton, but I want to know what his relationship with his parents like, especially as an adult.

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

Salt and the Sea - The Lumineers. “From the destruction, out of the flame. You need a villain, give me a name.” Such an Odesta song. (Finnick x Annie from the Hunger Games)

P - Invent a random AU for any fandom (we always need more ideas).

For The Mandalorian — A historical AU set in early 1900s New York City where Mando’s just some government agent sent to “report” on slum conditions to satisfy some housing law. He goes meaning to write up a generic report but then finds the orphaned Baby Yoda abandoned in one of the tenements. Shocked by the conditions of the slums, Mando goes from being an apathetic, middling-level bureaucrat to being an anonymous investigative journalist reporting on the corruption in the government that allows for the city’s most vulnerable citizens to live in squalor, leading the government on a search to find who within their ranks is exposing them. 

Q - A fandom you’ve abandoned and why.

Sherlock, because it just took so long for the third series to come out. I had moved on to other fandoms by the time it did. Still have fond memories of when I was active in it, though. 

R - Which friendship/platonic relationship is your favorite in fandom?

From Lord of the Rings — Aragorn and Legolas. This is played up a lot more in the films but I love it. 

S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

For Lord of the Rings — Boromir definitely taught Faramir swordplay when they were little kids since their father didn’t want to. 

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending?

From Hanyou no Yashahime — Rin made the first move. Sesshomaru would be way too clueless to even know how to go about it. 

U - Three favorite characters from three different fandoms, and why they’re your favorites.

From Pirates of the Caribbean — James Norrington: Commodore in the Royal Navy during the 18th century, must I explain any further? Cool, calm, and collected on the job while looking v good while he does it but a nervous wreck in front of the woman he fancies. Tell me that’s not straight out of Austen.

From Star Wars (OT) — Luke Skywalker: An unapologetically good person in a crapsack world, doing his best to bring light into the world. A classic hero archetype who grows out of his naïveté to become a cunning—but still benevolent—Jedi. 

From Prince of Tennis — Yukimura Seiichi: His duality is *chef’s kiss*. Super scary and in charge on the court, gentle sweet boy who loves art and culture off the court. He struggled for so long but was able to overcome it all through his hard work and willpower.

Bonus favorite, because I couldn’t resist...

From Band of Brothers — Doc Roe: He’s doing the MOST for his guys but he really just needs a hug. Plus he’s got the accent.

V - Which character do you relate to most?

From Little Women — Jo March, especially as portrayed by Saoirse Ronan in the 2019 adaptation. Writer, holds grudges, opinionated, stubborn, eschewed “girliness” in her youth but is more open to it and romanticism as an adult. 

W - A trope which you are virtually certain to hate in any fandom.

I’ve gotten to the point where even the hint of a love triangle tests my patience.

X - A trope which you are almost certain to love in any fandom.

It’s about the yearning: Longing Look

Also will definitely always ship the Brooding Boy and the Gentle Girl

Y - What are your secondhand fandoms (i.e., fandoms you aren’t in personally but are tangentially familiar with because your friends/people on your dash are in them)?

Anything in the MCU or general superhero content.

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go! (Prompts optional but encouraged.)

I love fandom so much. I’m sort of facetious about being obsessed with people who aren’t real on my other social media accounts, but in all seriousness, being able to escape the real world to get excited over characters and relationships that face their own struggles, triumphs, and emotions is such a gift. So often they speak so powerfully on the human experience—How can you read, or watch, any of Tolkien’s work and not be moved by what he has to say about humanity and the power of good? Even if the stories are fictional, the messages they impart about life aren’t, which is what I love so much about them.

[ladyhawknell]

The INTRO of epic love...

Okay so I have been analyzing the hell out of the beginning of the episode. Here's a few bits of fun to make you believe they are in fact in love of you are not yet of that persuasion.

The defining shift happens when they are in the globe theatre.

Aziraphale gets overly involved in the "to be or not to be" bit. Crowley offhandedly mutters a few lines of poetry. This is the point right here, that the line is drawn.

Crowley - Age does not wither, nor custom stale his infinite variety.

Enobarbus - Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale. Her infinite variety.

The line is from Antony and Cleopatra by none other than Shakespeare. Enobarbus is saying that Antony cannot get enough of Cleopatra, he is overwhelmingly attracted to her not because of her beauty but because her fascinating unpredictability and range of moods.

Crowley changed the poets genders, yes he is looking at the stage but he has no connection/affiliation with the man on stage only the one next to him.

(Sidebar- another great writer used a similar phrase.

“I trust that age doth not wither nor custom stale my infinite variety,”

It was one Sherlock Holmes, in the Return of Sherlock Holmes, but it was said by Sherlock in reference to a bust he had made of himself. To fool someone into believing he was at home in 221b while he was in fact not. )

After the line is delivered, Crowley walks behind and to the other side of Azeriphail, and their normal banter resumes. But what I found interesting is after Crowley delivers that line he's got ants in his pants. Pacing. For me this is the moment that Crowley realizes he has an 'attachment'. Feelings. Those things which as a demon he should most probably not have...

Still unbelieving?

Okay, move forward a few lines, when Crowley is trying to convince Azeriphail to use their 'arrangement' Azeriphail's main concern is not about getting into trouble himself. His worry is completely for Crowley.

"But if Hell finds out, they won't just be angry, they'll destroy you." Let's just say, "because he's an angel he cares more about people" fine look at his face. Therein lies naked fear. Eventually Azeriphail gives in and they honor their agreement.

Azeriphail is deemed to be the one to ride off to Scotland. Shakespeare makes the statement "It'd take a miracle to get anyone to come and see Hamlet."

With a raise of his eyebrows Azeriphail get Crowley, to make it bappen. Not a word and Crowley gives in, beyond gives in, more like gifts him. 'My treat'.

The look of elation on Azeriphail's face sends Crowley scampering off.

Want the final nail in the coffin? It is after this that Crowley begins referring to Azeriphail as Angel.

Still not enough? I have more.

Paris 1793 - The Bastille

So before they both had kind of just happened to run into one another, except when Crowley wanted Azeriphail to take the Scotland job. In Paris, Azeriphail is in Trouble. With a capital T.  Funny thing is Crowley has no reason to be there. The beheadings are not his doing (he says so) he's not looking for Azeriphail to make use of their agreement. But by pure chance, he is lucky enough to be there, just in the nick of time... I don't think so.

So for the naysayers we could say that by watching out for a Azeriphail, Crowley is watching out for his own investments… which maybe. But. I'd lean more towards watching out for something he has… well doesn't hate. (wink)

Crowley's first appearance in the cell he is, langid. Slouching. Disinterested.

Azeriphail's reaction is excitement. Happiness. Then a quick once over of Crowley and a feigned indifference.

Other than Crowley using Angel for the first time. Crowley saving the Angel from the French and the guillotine, which for his side is all but a sin. Not a lot happens to move them forward but lunch, and us learning about Azeriphail's love for food.

No one of the Oh. damn. Someone has F.E.E.L.S. bits is the St James Park, London 1862. (By the by is about 70 years later)

BIG things are afoot in this snippet.

First Crowley seems worried. Wary. Distracted. He's usually so fluid. He's rigid.

Crowley asks for a favor. Which he knows is not.part of their agreement. An agreement that is finally made known to us.

But the BIG thing is when Azeriphail reads his note. The look on his face. Afriad. Then Pleading. His face stays along those same lines while Crowley's is detached and distant.

Until.

Until the word fraternizing. Crowley's face goes feral. He all but hisses the word in question.

Yes he's upset that Azeriphail will not get him the holy water, but it's fraternizing that sets him off. Like being introduced as 'just a friend' when you thought it was something more.

Azeriphail's response of "Well, whatever you wish to call it." Only intensifies Crowley's rage.

(Sidebar- fraternize - associate or form a friendship with someone, especially when one is not supposed to.) Cough. Cough.

So. There's that. If they were just friends why would that word elcite such a scathing comment as  "I have lots of other people to fraternize with, Angel."

Azeriphail's response of "of course you do."

Is shot back with Crowley's biting "I don't need you."

Followed by Azeriphail's "well, and the feeling is mutual, obviously."

Followed by a mocking "obviously" from Crowley.

Written word cannot carry the feelings that the auditory tones invoke. Anger. Hurt. Confusion. Self righteousness. Spite. Azeriphail storms off in a huff.  

Moving onto the air raid in the church bit … which by the by. Of there is any question about how much they care about one another… I do t.know what to tell you. Because Crowley goes into a church. A Demon willingly goes across consecrated ground to save his 'friend'. Yes Azeriphail has to handle the big guns of saving them from the bomb strike. But Crowley is kind of at a disadvantage here.

I mean.

Demon.

In.

A.

Church.

But the part that strikes feelings. Is that Crowley goes into a church. (To save him. AGAIN. cough. cough. He depends on Azeriphail to save them from the bomb strike. And knowing the other man so well hel thinks of something that Azeriphail does not. Of Saving something that he loves. His books.

The look on Azeriphail's face. You'd have to be deaf (not hearing the romantic trill playing) dumb (willfully obtuse of all previously presented facts) and blind (His. FACE.) Azeriphail's heart is not on his sleeve… it's on his face, his lit up like a Christmas tree face.

We are now at the SoHo snippet.

After his little sneaky sneaky meeting he climbs into his Bentley. And there he is, Azeriphail.

He knew that against his worst fears (Crowley getting zapped into nothingness by the holy water, by accident or suicide) he would have to help his friend.

The music playing is sad.

But by far the saddest bit of possibly the entire series is when Azeriphail talks about someday.

"Perhaps one day we could, I don't know. Go for for a picnic. Dine at the Ritz."

And then heartbreakingly and confusingly, "you go too fast for me Crowley."

Okay. I have tried to find some hidden meaning some link to some poem, song, ode, piece of literature. And I cannot REMEMBER wherein I've heard it before. (yes it's a simple phrase. But it strikes a chord.)

In flat black and white: all  inflection, music, prior conversation wiped away, the line could be taken quite literally.

After all Azeriphail is actually terrified of Crowley's driving… but.

But…

His tone is not chiding.

His face is not amused.

Maybe he's talking about something else.

Maybe.

- and that's just from the 20ish minute history lesson.

[one-true-houselight]

Since I feel vaguely sick

I am going to write at length about Psych.

Spoilers below the cut, which is why there is a cut.

So this will be rambly as crap I am sorry. 

First off. Shawn and Gus. Are amazing. I love them. Their friendship is so good? And wonderful? Because it is real! Those dorks fight! But are friends! Their whisper fights are my favorite because by the end of every one you can no longer understand them, but they freaking can. They can bounce off each other so well. And their families clearly just accept they have a second son at this point. Ahh. More on them in a moment.

Also. So, a small bit about me so you understand this next part. I don‘t usually care about romantic relationships. My ace and aro-specness for me makes it hard to care about romance unless I care abut the people involved (which is why I love hearing about my friends relationships). Also in fiction, I usually feel like a lot of stuff is forced, etc.

That being said. I would die for Shawn and Jules. Like. Wow.

First off, I hc Shawn as bisexual demiromantic so much. Bi because have you met him (specifically the street racing episode?). And demiromantic because even though he’ll flirt with everyone, it takes time for him to actually feel romantic attraction. And even though I am 99% certain this isn’t canon, it is still a really cool thing because it isn’t painted as a bad thing? Just bless.

And then Shawn and Jules specifically. Shawn is very open about being a commitment-phobe, partly due to his parent’s relationship and divorce. And that is understood throughout. And Jules never pushes him intentionally. Like, when they went on their romantic getaway, Shawn was worried she was expecting a ring and other things. And he finally explained this, and she was said no, I’m sorry I made you feel that way. Like. She understood that wasn’t ok and apologized. And when Shawn was drugged and asked to move in, and he realized when he was sober and was terrified and again talked to her, she said it was fine if he didn’t and understood that he wasn’t ready and didn’t push him even though she kind of wanted it to happen. Just. Communication and not treating Shawn’s feelings like they didn’t matter and he just needed to get over it. Ahhhhhh.

And also. I am not a fan of Will They Won’t They both because of reasons above and just it annoys me because most of the time, the ‘problems’ were either there the whole time and known and are now suddenly a problem OR a misunderstanding that could be easily solved if they talked for five minutes. But again, S and J don’t do that (for the most part). Like. Here’s how theirs goes:

- Shawn flirting, Jules like eh.

-Jules slowly becoming interested

-Jules trying to ask Shawn out right when he just stared with Allison. Like just started. And that’s timing and all, which neither could have foreseen and it’s so goooood.

Now as a quick side note, I feel like Allison got a short shrift for whatever reason. Like. She is barely there and suddenly they break up? It’s weird. But anyway.

And another side note: Shawn and Jules have a conversation about their feelings and agree they want to be friends despite it all and *yelling* and I love that they addressed that reality and ahhhhh.

-Jules starts dating Declan who is in a situation similar to Shawn (fake professional something). He (Declan) comes clean and Jules stays with him and Shawn Spencer screams into the void. 

- Jules kisses Shawn in D’s house and holy what? Ah. And this was after she overheard him talking to Gus (more about that in another section) and ah.

- Then they get together and my heart is so happy.

- They are great and healthy and yay.

- AND THEN Jules Finds Out. And the isn’t some little misunderstanding. This is earth shattering for Jules and Shawn. She has been established as someone who has had issues with honesty from people in her life, and this is a big thing. And we see Shawn Spencer forced to try to choose between his work and Jules and ughhhhhhhhhhhh.

More on that last point. Shawn really really cares about his work. First episode he is literally in the middle of getting it on and he calls in a tip. It becomes a part of him. He tells Jules in the aftermath tat this is how he does good. And we know he is scared and unsure and this is how he defines himself. He is no one without his gift. And he is no one if he isn’t saving people. 

- The entire turn left or right episode. Is art. I hate it because it is so good ahhhh. 

- The conversation mentioned above. Shawn feels like he needs to keep doing this because it is who he is. Jules feels like he is making her lie to people for him, which again is something she is fundamentally against. She says if he does;t come clean to the chief, there isn’t a chance.

-and then SHAWN WALKS INTO THE POLICE STATION ABOUT TO DO IT. And Jules sees and she stops him. Because Shawn cares about her, but she cares about him. And she realizes that making him give up everything would be selfish of her, rather than him being selfish for not. HOWEVER, they still aren’t fixed because it is still a big deal. Neither was absolved in this. It was just both of them working towards understanding. Jules didn’t just melt; she rethought, but still isn’t ok, which is fine. 

- they do eventually get back. I cry.

- Jules is offered the job in SF. Takes it after all the excitement. They promise to make it work. I cry.

Also I just love Shawn being romantic like again I am not super into romance but I love him and his words. 

So that’s where we are when we get to the finale. Oh god. The finale. I was screaming at top volume. Like. Screaming. 

So it’s called ‘The Break Up’. And I am Worried because I think ‘oh no, they are going to pull a Shawn breaks up with Jules sad sad and it will be stupid’.

And they start the episode with Shawn making some kind of video blog thing? Saying things like ‘I saw this coming’ and all? And then calls Jules and says he can’t do this anymore and I am mad?

And then he says he is moving up to be with her. Oh my god cool! Yay!

And then she asks what Gus said.

And James Roday once again broke my heart into pieces by pausing a long time before saying ‘I haven’t told him.’

The Break Up refers to him and Gus. They are saying the friendships are on par with romance and they are hard and messy and scary sometimes.

This is when I started screaming. 

*plays theme song*

So we go through the episode. And Shawn is asking everyone for advice about how to tell Gus. And hugging everyone. He’s dropping hints throughout to Gus who is confused because Shawn Spencer is a dork and I love him. 

And through it all, I am waiting to see how Shawn will do this. 

And then you realize the video blog throughout? It’s for Gus. Because Shawn never told him. 

Ahhhhhhhhhhh.

And then Shawn gets into it. He talks about how he saw Gus at his new work place. How 1. Gus was saying things Shawn didn’t know about him and 2. Gus was doing so well and moving up in this new company.

And Shawn goes into this whole thing about how he is doing a video because he was never good at the hard stuff, and he’s sorry for that. How he’s been an awful friend. How if he hadn’t gotten Gus involved Gus would have been doing so much more and how everything was his fault and that he was sorry. I felt this all deeply and was sobbing like the child I am. And then Shawn gets up in the video. He clearly saved Gus for last because it’s GUS, and he leaves. Gus found this video taped to his desk, which means Shawn had to go in and fight with himself about it all before hiding it and running away. And I just. 

And then we see Lassie’s video. Oh god. Shawn says that he is grateful that Lassie was Jules’s partner, how he was probably one of the only people who cared as much about her as he did, and ll this stuff. And then he says ‘So you deserve the truth. You were one of the only ones to always question my methods. And, you deserve the truth. I am not-’ 

And then Lassie pauses the video. And ejects it. And looks at it. He looks at it for a long time. And you can see in his eyes how he is thinking about what this video would have meant to him previously. How he would have gloated, told everyone, ruined Shawn. But then he smiles slightly and breaks the disk and throws it out. And then he calls Marlowe to talk to his baby and AHHHHHH. 

And then Shawn gets to SF and finds Jules and they are talking in a crime scene and Gus shows up. And he goes off. He quit his job to come be with Shawn because he realized that Shawn, even though they did a lot of dangerous stuff, made him an adventurer and happy. He told Shawn off for apologizing and said he would always be his friend and they would do whatever needed to be done and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Their friendship. 

AND THEN. AND. THEN. At the very end. Shawn proposes to Jules. And it combines his best words with checking with Gus the whole time which is So Good, and him saying that Gus will always be there and all kinds of beautiful stuff and Jules said yes and it is so good. 

Ahhhhh.

So in case you couldn’t tell, I love Shawn a lot. He is funny, yeah. But he is also smart as crap. He is good at what he does. He is dealing with a lot of self doubt and even loathing. His entire thing to Gus had me sobbing because I feel like that constantly. There are so many times where he shows his much he cares about Gus and others, but in moments where he can express it he can’t. Just. Shawn freaking Spencer. 

To conclude, Psych is wonderful and one of my favorite twists on Sherlock Holmes. I love the humor and the characters. I am so excited for the movie. 

[imaginesbabe]

Hello! Can I just say you are amazing! Could I get a male Marvel, Sherlock, Teen Wolf, Gotham and Walking Dead ship? I'm 5'1 I have long brown hair and blue eyes. I love to sing, dance, act, read, write, and draw. I try to make everyone around me happy no matter what I'm feeling that day. I have anxiety so I am always nervous about everything and anything. Thank you so much love!

Marvel: I ship you with Charles Xavier!

Your car broke down in front of Xavier’s school for gifted youngsters, that’s how you met Charles Xavier. You had gone into the glorious school seeking help, little did you know that you would find a long and happy relationship. After getting the help you needed you left the school. But after a month of feeling some strange pull to the school, you returned seeking a teaching position. You found Charles, the first person you had met during your past trip to the school, and told him that you wanted a job working for his kids. He agreed to employ you and you became the arts teacher at the school, teaching elective courses such as dancing, acting, and drawing. Charles watched you during the first few weeks to ensure that you would settle down nicely, and you did. Over the course of time the two of you became close and soon a relationship developed between the two of you. You try to make everyone around you happy and Charles admires that about you. Like him, you put your students first and do anything you can to take care of them. Some of the kids even began jokingly calling you and Charles mom and dad for pretty obvious reasons, you guys take care of the kids and basically raise them. Charles is a telepath which means he can read your mind and sense your feelings. Whenever he feels your anxiety or nervousness growing he would quickly find you to calm you down, showing you some of your happy and calming memories to do so.  

Sherlock: I ship you with Sherlock Holmes!

You never thought that you would need to hire a detective, let alone the infamous Sherlock Holmes, and the fact that you had to seek his help meant that you were in some deep trouble. He stared at you and shifted uncomfortably. The two of you were seated across from each other, you on his couch and him on a thrown chair. His eyes were scanning you as if he was reading a book. Little did you know he actually was. Suddenly he stood up, it was so quickly that you didn’t see the redness that had spread across his cheeks. Sherlock was known for being detached, but for some reason, you had just made his heart skip a beat. He muttered a response to your request, telling you that he would accept the case and you gave him your most sincere thanks. This caused his cheeks to redden once again. As Sherlock worked the case he often found himself subconsciously watching you. Whenever he noticed what he was doing he would quickly look away. Soon the case came to a close you guys parted ways. John had noticed Sherlock’s strange behavior and decided that he would stay in contact with you knowing that if he did he could reunite you and Sherlock. It took a very long time for Sherlock to realize and admit that he felt an attraction towards you. But even then he didn’t pursue anything believing that the feelings would simply past. They never did. You and Sherlock would have a strange relationship, you guys were more than friends but not quite lovers. Sherlock loved to watch you draw, it was a beautiful thing in his eyes. Seeing you put all of your focus on concentration on something always caught his attention. Sherlock wouldn’t really know how to help you with your anxiety but if he was around when you were having an anxiety attack he would sit with you. It might not completely calm you down but it would show you that he was there for you and sometimes that was enough.

Teen Wolf: I ship you with Isaac Lahey!

You and Isaac Lahey became friends in your freshman year of high school. Isaac had found you one day when you were having a panic attack and knew how to calm you down. After that, the two of you became best friends. The two of you didn’t have many other friends so it always felt like you and Isaac against the world. Isaac developed feelings for you before you did for him. You were a ray of sunshine in his otherwise dark life. When he was turned he became a bit more distant from you, too caught up in his new life. When he saw you alone one day he realized what he was doing. At first, you didn’t want to talk to him. You felt like he had abandoned you. But he told you everything that had happened and gave multiple sincere apologies. He told you he could never leave you behind because he cared about you too much. He ended up professing his feelings to you and after that, you two became an item. You never failed to put a smile on Isaac’s face. Sometimes he would just look at you and a smile would break out on his face. You would go to all of his lacrosse games and he would go to any and all of your performances to cheer you on. Isaac would be incredibly protective of you and would hurt anyone who tried to do anything to you. He would be careful and delicate with you and you loved it. The two of you were young and in love.

Gotham: I ship you with James Gordon!

You never imagined yourself being held at gun point. But yet there you were, being held tightly by a man twice your size with the end of a gun pressed into your temple. Tears stained your cheeks, your breath was coming out and short rapid breaths and your heart was beating so quickly you were almost certain it was going to explode. Your mind was racing as you were certain these were gonna be your last moments of life. Then, out the corner of your eye, you saw movement. It was a man, a gun in his hands, and he was stealthily moving behind the man holding you hostage. The cop caught your gaze and his eyes showed strength as he gave you a reassuring nod. He was going to help you. It didn’t take long for the cop to get the perpetrator to release you, he had actually thrown you right into the officer’s arms in an attempt to escape but he was stopped by another cop. James Gordon looked down at you and when he saw the large gash in your forehead and your pale complexion he helped bring you outside to an ambulance. You spent the night at the hospital and when you woke up the next day James was in your room to ask you questions about last night’s events. As you relieved the moments your anxiety kicked in. James was quick to help you calm down, doing whatever he could think of to help. When you could you finished telling the story and James took his leave. You thought that was the last you would see of James until he showed up at your front door a few weeks later claiming that he just wanted to check up on you. The truth was he had taken an interest in you. He offered to take you to dinner and you agreed. That was the first of many dates to come. 

The Walking Dead: I ship you with Glenn Rhee!

You and Glenn Rhee met at the Atlanta camp during the first month of the apocalypse. The truth was you were a mess. You didn’t talk to anyone in the camp, you stayed in your tent most of the time, and your anxiety was constantly higher than what it had been before. No one blamed you for how you were acting. You and everyone else had seen some horrific things. Glenn had noticed your behavior but didn’t approach you at first. He didn’t really know what he would say to you. It was stupid to ask if you were okay and saying he was sorry that you went through so much was pointless. So he did the only thing he thought would be somewhat acceptable. He sat down next to you, rather awkwardly, and asked if you wanted someone to talk to. You hadn’t expected anyone to talk to you and you grew nervous, not really knowing what to say. Your silence didn’t chase Glenn away though. Instead, he told you what he had gone through when everything started and when he finished you still stayed quiet. He was just about to leave when you started talking. After sharing everything the two of you became friends. He was someone you felt safe with and could trust. You turned to him when you needed help and if you saw that he was down or upset you would rush to his side to make him feel better. When you got to the prison Glenn would go on runs and bring you back random things. He found you sketch pads, pencils, notebooks, and books. Things that he knew you would enjoy. When the two of you started a relationship it was one of your happiest days in a while. Glenn is very sweet and considerate and would always make sure you were taken care of, and vice versa. You would always make sure that Glenn was happy and if he wasn’t you would talk to him and try to brighten his mood. Whenever you got nervous Glenn would hold your hand to comfort you. 

Thank you for calling me amazing, it literally put a smile on my face. Sorry if they seem rushed it’s 2:13 am and I’m beyond tired but I wanted to get this posted. Hope you enjoyed it~