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harry-sussex · 1 year ago
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houseofbrat · 9 months ago
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As I said at the beginning, I am not too invested with they royal watch, I do like Kate and Princess Anne, so I pay more attention to them, but I’m not a religious follower. But, when I started paying attention to all the drama that KP, the PR caused for Kate, I started paying a little more attention.
Is it me or do you all also find odd and are also seeing that the press and some fans are making Prince William the biggest victim in all this? Like, I see many people saying how much he is suffering, how difficult is for him to have not only his father but also his wife with that horrible disease! Or how he is poor dad taking care of the three children alone (when we also have learnt that even their grandmother is with them for Easter) . Don’t get me wrong, I think many are speaking in the perspective of him also losing his mother at a young age, and having sympathy, I mean, I have sympathy for him too in some way.
But I don’t see as many people ‘worried’ about the Wales’ children as they are for W, for example. I know those children are well and they have many people who are supporting them now, but still, I have more sympathy for them right now and for Kate than any other person. I don’t know, it’s very odd for me, are people like that all the time with him? I don’t know, their PR is also odd, one day he is damn worried, the next he is apparently the glue on their house, one day he is vulnerable, the next he is the strongest man on earth. I see many inconsistencies with some fans and press. I don’t know, Chemo isn’t a path of roses, it’s really hard, and people seriously believe that W is the one having it more difficult? 😬
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You're not wrong in your thinking.
There are two main things going on:
All the reporters who are on the royal beat have story quotas to fulfill, so they will pump out non-stories using whatever the main current storyline is. The current storyline is that The Wales family's life is a tragedy regarding Kate. Therefore, we should all feel sorry for William, even when he uses a helicopter to attend a Aston Villa football game more than a hundred miles away from Anmer Hall in Norfolk. Add in a lack of other royal stories happening because King Charles is out of the public eye, yet the tabs don't consider Ed, Sophie, or Anne story-worthy material.
The UK tabs also have a simplistic take when framing members of the BRF, i.e. good person vs bad person. This is why QEII was always written about favorably, even when she made blunders that damaged the monarchy, e.g. Diana, Andrew, etc. It's also why Charles was written about in negative tones, even though he has always fulfilled his duties and done his job, unlike both his sons. The UK media as a whole doesn't do nuance very well.
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duchessanon · 2 years ago
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BP telling us about events coming this weekend for Eugbea, Tim & Anne, Sophie & Ed. And then BP says, “events that will be attended by W&K will be announced by KP in due course”
I wonder what the reason is for having KP announce separately? Details not finalized? Keeping houses separate?
Allegedly BP and KP have had a huuuuuge bust up bc a BP staff member went to KP and used the last of the milk from the fridge without replacing it. So KP sent a passive aggressive email about milk etiquette and BP said “that’s not how we do things here”. So now the press are like “what ab willy k8” and BP are all like
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wqbytop100 · 2 years ago
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WQBY
Top 100 for the week ending February 12, 2023
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What's It Gonna Take----Cheat Codes, Michael Tenpenny -61
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Bloody Mary---Lady Gaga -101
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Gone (Da Da Da)---Imanbek, Jay Sean -48
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Chasing Shadows---Alex Warren -49
Sete---BLOND:ISH, Francis Mercier, Amadou & Mariam -50
Loop---Martin Garrix, Dallas K, Sasha Alex Sloan -25
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The One---INJI
These Tears---Andy Grammer -86
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Me Part 2----Priscilla Block -89
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Days Like This----Martin Jensen, Jay Sean -90
Alone Again---Chico Rose, Afrojack, Mougleta -87
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Puppet On A String---Abe Parker -96
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Satellite---Khalid -26
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I'll Wait---Lane 8, Channy Leaneagh, LeYouth remix* -56
Show Me---John Summit, Hannah Boylen -57
Roll The Dice---Armin Van Buuren, Phillip Strand -58
Need Me Right---Anabel Englund -59
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What House---Block & Crown -107
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thetradeway · 3 years ago
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Session 51 Sep 18 2021: “No! Get out of my orifices!”
Right - where were we? Oh yes, we fought some piranha and found some chests and some Duergar statues. We fill Mina in on what she missed; she offers to craft Gideon a new finger.
“No… No, I don’t want your goblin crafts on my body!”
Then there’s some waffle about covid deniers. (Ed believes covid is real; Gideon does not.)
Who wants control of the urine-drenched sorcerer? Sophie, OOC: “You make it sound so appealing.”
She agrees to take Ahleqs, if Matthew will help her out.
Now, when I put a message on the group chat earlier to ask if we were starting at the usual time tonight, our illustrious DM messaged back to say ‘Yep yep yep thumbs up emoji smiley face emoji’ which was far too enthusiastic. We are all now very wary. Ardvack slams a potion before we get started.
Right, where were we going? There is still a strange magical island with a wall around it to explore. There is a boat that leads to it; Gideon advances to Investigate. It looks old but in good shape and water-tight. There are oars. He thinks three will fit in it; he volunteers as do Tarragon and Melaina. Gideon, sternly: “No pilfering, rogue.”
Tarragon rows us across. Do the others want her to go back and pick them up? Apparently not.
Gideon investigates the magical barrier, which is blocking the door, but rolls a nat 1. We make Perception checks - the giant statue of the dwarves god of crafts has an offering bowl at his feet, with something written in Dwarvish. Gideon would read it, but Ed’s buggered off.
“You cannot enter this room.”
Tarragon decides to take this as a challenge. She takes out a gold piece and puts it in the offering bowl; nothing happens so she takes it back out. Gideon covers the ‘not’ part of the carving so it reads 'you can enter this room', but that doesn’t seem to help either.
Tarragon looks at the magical wall. It’s blue, and looks a similar colour to the brazier in the other room. Could we light a torch from the brazier and try waving that at the wall? Maybe. In the meantime Gideon puts some food in the bowl; nothing doing.
Ardvack, shouting across the water: “Have you tried blood?”
Gideon squeezes some blood from his severed finger stump - still nothing. Tarragon rows the boat back to get Kessler, who has hopefully been lighting one of her torches. She has not been able to light her torch from the brazier, however; it won't catch.
Is the bowl loose? Could we pick it up? No, it’s attached to the floor. Could Kessler pick up the brazier? It won’t move either. Time for stupid ideas.
“Hey Carl,” shouts Kessler pointing at the brazier, “put your hand in that.” Carl does not. Kessler gets just such a doggy look from Ardvack; she laughingly tells him she can’t tell because he has no face. Instead he leans down and says snottily, “Carl is precious.” He investigates the brazier. Can he feel warmth coming off it? Nat 20.
There is no heat coming off it. It does create light, but there is no noise. It is not consuming anything physical. He doesn’t think it’s evil or necessarily good; it’s just a spiritual fire. Ahleqs does an Arcana check. It’s some kind of divine magic; he is fairly certain it could be extinguished with a high enough levelled Dispel Magic spell.
Ardvack puts his hand in the brazier; it doesn’t burn him. He puts his whole head in. He’s a bit light-blinded afterward for a minute or so, but is otherwise unharmed.
Tarragon has Dispel Magic, but doesn’t have it prepared. What about Ahleqs? He doesn’t have the spell at all.
Gideon wants to rest his battle-axe on the offering bowl; he does that, but nothing happens. He rescinds the axe. Perhaps crafts, considering the nature of the god? Perhaps something he’s made?
Ahleqs has Ardvack’s leather face mask at the moment; since that was made by Kessler, perhaps we could try that.
Melaina is Investigating the door behind the wall of force. She can see beyond it to a ruined dock. If she puts her hands out to the wall of force, she can feel it though it doesn’t harm her. Would putting the brazier out remove the wall? She rolls a low Insight check and doesn’t know. Gideon rolls a low Religion check as well; he doesn’t know either.
“Alright Goblin, you’re up. Do your thing,” says Gideon. She puts Ardvack's mask in the bowl, but still nothing happens.
DM offers a clue if we roll good on Insight; Ardvack, Melaina and Gideon all do. They think the inscription refers to the desired offering. Gideon wants to put something in the bowl that would not fit in the door.
What about a fish? They breathe air, and so could not pass anywhere above the water. Tarragon steps into the bowl and Wild Shapes into a fish; still nothing happens. She changes back. Is this one of those children’s riddles that we should have definitely got by now? Joe says we will absolutely kick ourselves when we get it.
Ardvack picks a handful of mushrooms - and that bloody well works. You cannot enter this ‘room. Goddammit. Joe removes the wall. If Ardvack had a face, he’d be looking smug.
We go through. Goblin shield goes first. She sees something horrible - it is currently standing motionless. It looks like a huge dwarf in heavy armour, but made of stone, and there is a faint red glow emanating from its chest. There is an open chest next to it full of shiny shinies; Kessler points them out to Melaina, possibly in hopes that she will go first. Melaina, sadly for Kessler, does not fall for this trick.
Ardvack ventures too close and it spots him - initiative time. (Ed has disappeared again. While we wait, we discuss Matthew’s zombie campaign. We will all be level 2 when we return, which gives us an ability called Zombie Grab. Matthew and Sophie order pizza.)
Tarragon Potions and readies a Thorn Whip (which always reminds Sophie of a Walnut Whip. Not the Ann Summers sort of whip, Joe asks? No, but interesting that his mind went there.) Melaina hides and shoots - 24 hits, for 22 damage. Her bow is magical, correct? Yes. Good. Okay. Bits of rock fall off the golem. Hooray!
Does she want to move, say, to run away? (Oh shit.) She moves back so everyone else can get in.
Kessler takes aim with her crossbow. 24 hits for 7 damage, and her weapon is magical as well. She reloads and shoots again for 7 more damage while Matthew and Sophie decide what Ahleqs is going to do.
They decide that he will cast Shatter on the golem. Ba-boom! It has to make a Constitution save - at Disadvantage. “Because you’re made of stone. Like an idiot.” But it gets Advantage on saves versus magic, so that’s just a straight roll. 13. “Ha! You lose!” It takes 19 Thunder damage. Ahleqs cheers, then hides behind Tarragon.
It rushes at us - Tarragon looses her Thorn Whip but misses.
Carl uses his big stick that Tarragon gave him, but misses, almost hitting everyone else around him. He was excited. He doesn’t move, but holds the line.
Gideon is up. “Ed stop eating sausages!”
“… How did you know what I was doing.”
He Acid Splashes it. The Golem fails the save, even with Advantage, and takes 9 Acid Damage.
Like the hero he has proved himself to be, Ardvack does a cautious tactical repositioning to get away from the golem, does Shksdjlsdglsghjkhhbllhh, and then casts Eldritch Blast. It hits, and more stone crumbles off the golem.
Tarragon does Greater Shlgljksdkgjfhl;jjjhh, just to flex on Ardvack, and hits it for 11 Bludgeoning. She bares her teeth at the golem.
Melaina falls back a little, and shoots again. Matthew and Sophie suddenly seem unable to hear the rest of us, so there is a short recess while we sort that out. Their wifi has died. I decide, in my infinite wisdom, to restart my computer; of course, it decides to install something without even asking and so I am still waiting for it long after Matthew and Sophie return. I miss a bunch of stuff; some people do some damage, and the golem does a thing where it forces a Wisdom save - those that fail have their speed halved, and can do an action OR a bonus action on their turn, but not both. Joe makes an attack for me, which hits. Tarragon is pleased. And then I’m back!
The golem is looking ropey. Its light is still glowing, but bits are falling off it. It turns on Carl, even though Kessler has imposed Disadvantage on it if it attacks anyone but her. 14 still hits, as does 29, and he takes THIRTY NINE damage. Carl is now on zero, having had exactly 39 HP previously.
Matthew, sounding worried: “This changes things.”
Carl makes a real death save - and fails. "No! Carl!"
Gideon's turn - and Ed has snuck off again. Or fallen asleep. We skip him for now and move on to Ardvack. “I’ll save you Carl!” Then, to himself as he runs, “Not my precious Carl…” He casts Life Transference. (A lovely, sacred, holy Cleric spell.) He saves Carl, but instantly regrets walking closer to the golem.
Tarragon batters it for 16 damage - the light begins to flicker and sputter in its chest. Does she want to move? “Nope!” She could bonus action dive in the water with the Quippers if she wanted? “… No thank you.”
Melaina does a Scorching Ray - one of the three hits for 7 fire damage total. It’s looking ‘exceedingly ropey’ but is still up.
Kessler gets the how-de-do-dis with her Thunder Gauntlets - she runs up it and yells “Red means stop!” and punches it in the chest. It falls to the ground in a big pile of rubble. We solved Joe’s Golem puzzle!
Matthew, immediately: “Loot its corpse!”
Kessler is holding the gem from its chest; it is no longer glowing. Ardvack sets about the treasure chest. It is open, and there is gold inside. He clicks on the loot chest, and adds 100gp to the 3000cp he finds. (428 cp, and 14gp each.)
Kessler: “Anyone got a Transmute spell?” (That's a lot of coins.)
Ardvack shares out the treasure as equally as possible. Kessler finds herself overburdened. Melaina slyly: “I could carry your treasure for you.”
Kessler: “No thank you.”
Where to next? There was a rope bridge in the room with the brazier that led to an island with a dead giant spider on it; Joe zips us all there for expediency.
Melaina crosses the bridge to approach the ‘very very dead’ spider; it looks like its moving around. Not the legs, but as if there’s something moving under the skin…
A swarm of maggots burst out of the spider, taking her by surprise. They swarm up her legs and over her flesh.
Melaina, equally horrified and furious: “No! Get out of my orifices!”
(This is why Joe was so pleased earlier isn’t it.)
She now has two rot grubs burrowing under her skin. We’ve all heard of these, the subject of adventurer’s tales swapped in taverns. Melaina knows she has to burn them while they’re still just under her skin, or they will burrow to her heart and kill her.
Well shit.
We roll initiative…
Ardvack fails at Eldritch Blast, and the grubs become resistant to that type of damage (Force I think?) for 1d4 rounds. (4. Fuck.)
Ahleqs does a Burning Hands at them. They fail the save and take 6 fire damage. Several screech, and curl up and burn.
Melaina wants to cast Scorching Ray on herself - she can do that. She takes two fire damage, and the grubs die. She can spend the rest of her action to squeeze them back out of the holes they burrowed in through. Delightful.
Tarragon moves to the side and Thunderwaves the swarm - they fail the save and are pushed off the bridge into the water to be eaten by the Quippers. Yay! Everyone wins! We move forward, Melaina at the head.
DM suddenly: “Stop there, Melaina!”
Us immediately: “Oh no!”
She finds a door with a shape carved in it - the gem that Kessler took from the golem looks like it would fit in there. That is not relevant right now, however, as she has charged forward and tripped a trip wire. She fails her Dex save and a giant ballista bolt sticks her for 14 damage. Could have been a lot worse. She decides she’s not doing anything else, even when tempted with a treasure chest; she goes to sit in a corner and sulk.
The treasure chest is on a different island, reachable only via a broken bridge. Kessler suggests throwing the dead spider into the water to distract the Quippers while we jump across.
Do we want to take a short rest first? Yes. Tarragon makes up some Relaxing Bark, allowing everyone to regain a couple of Hit Dice which we roll, and take potions. Ardvack casts Life Transference on Carl again.
We are about to move on when the DM has us all roll a d20. Uh oh. Anyone who got ten or more can get five more HP back, as we burned incense in a temple. Yay!
Matthew, grumbling: “Oh as soon as we get a long rest, you can bet I’m going to be re-summoning Admiral Pancakes…”
Do we want to jump the bridge after the treasure? Is it worth it? Melaina wants to; the rest of us are dubious. How far can she jump with a run-up? Ten feet. She could jump it.
“Alright then, I’ll do it. Whoosh.” Kessler follows her.
Melaina checks for traps - an 8. She can’t see any! Sophie, OOC, resignedly: “Oh, right, okay.”
She checks the chest itself and finds a trap mechanism - some nozzles sticking out of the ground next to the chest. She makes a roll with her thieves tools, and by the skin of her teeth (13) disarms it. It would have been bad; one nozzle would have squirted her with flammable liquid and the other would have set her on fire. She finds a Brooch of Shielding! There is another item, a ring, which seems magical; Kessler takes eleven minutes and casts Identify as a ritual. It’s a ring of Swimming!
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Melaina gives the brooch to Ahleqs, as he would almost certainly appreciate anything that would give him some extra protection. We decide to crack on, as it would take another hour for him to attune to it. Besides, the longer we’re down here the more this place sucks so we’re all eager to leave.
Kessler puts the gemstone into the hole in the door and it creaks open; we walk through. We enter some tunnels, which are very claustrophobic after the caverns. It’s very dark. We follow them until we come out into another large cavernous room.
We jump to another map…
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There are more islands with about ten foot tall towers with glowing orbs at the top. More water, and a broken stone bridge. (Is anyone reminded of Beverly?)
The bad news is, this room has glowing orb lights, a broken bridge, and more islands. The good news is, it seems quiet enough that we could take a long rest.
Kessler does her Alarm spell, and Carl - not needing to sleep - takes all the watches. We all take turns to watch with him as “his Perception is for shit.”
Kessler takes first, Tarragon takes second, and Melaina third.
Carl and Kessler make Perception checks. A 3 and a 6; oh dear. Kessler thinks she hears water noises, but it could be just the water on the shore.
Then Tarragon and Carl. 13 for Tarragon and a 16 for Carl. We watch some bats flitting about in the light from the strange tower; nothing dangerous, however. Everyone but Tarragon now completes their long rest. She retires, and Melaina and Carl roll Perception.
Carl is on fire tonight; a 17. He makes an Intelligence check - a 9. That’s actually not bad. After about 3 hours he becomes agitated and tries to say something, but can’t. Melaina’s nostrils are assailed with a foul stench; she looks to the water to see something breaking the surface of it. Which means that whatever it is doesn’t get a surprise round…
Melaina and Carl roll initiative. Carl has used all his good rolls on Perceiving. But he’s ready for anything; he’s got his stick.
Whatever is crawling out of the water looks like a troll, but dripping with horrible ichorous black ooze and smelling like a busy harbour at low tide.
Matthew, OOC: “They smell like a bonfire of nappies. No - a burning zoo.”
Melaina hides behind some mushrooms; triggering Kessler’s Alarm spell as she leaves the area (because Kessler didn’t specify otherwise). We all wake, and can roll Initiative next round. Melaina takes aim with her longbow. 19 to hit with Sharpshooter, which does. She gets a nat 1 for her Sneak/Sharpshooter which is only a measly 25 total, plus her bow’s damage of 9 for 34. The thing lets out a howl, which would have woken us if the Alarm spell hadn’t.
It approaches us. It’s wearing a loincloth; small mercies.
Everyone but Ardvack and Melaina makes CON saves as the troll runs a filthy claw down its own forearm for a venom spray attack. Gideon and Tarragon take 18 poison damage and are poisoned. The others take half damage and are not poisoned. Now it does its multi-attack.
It has a bite at Tarragon but misses, then a claw at Kessler and misses. Then it claws at Gideon, and misses again. Ha!
Another one shambles up, but doesn’t attack yet. It’s Carl’s turn; he uses his zombie agility to run up to one of the trolls and give it a good old Slam - “Classic Slam - ” and uses his Zombie Grab to try and grapple it. They make contested STR checks - Carl wins even with a 14. The bad news is that part of the troll’s corpulence is ruptured, emitting a black foul ichor into the air - Tarragon and Kessler take more damage as it, however unintentionally, does an Acid Splash.
“… Thanks Carl.”
Melaina goes first. She goes to move but takes 15 Force damage from the towers. What??? Sophie OOC, to Matthew: “Honey, I’m being shot by the nasty tower.” She was just inside its range. She shoots one of the trolls. She hits, and causes another Acid Splash. Tarragon has just woken up from a Long Rest, and is now under half HP. Melaina does do 34 damage to the troll though.
Gideon, with advice from Matthew, casts Grease under the troll that Carl is *not* grappling. This seems a classic ‘Grease’ situation. It rolls a DEX save, and fails, falling prone.
Tarragon casts Lesser Restoration on herself, ending the Poisoned effect, Rages, and steps out of range of the Venom spray.
Ahleqs screams the incantation for Mage Armour, and steps back also. Kessler’s turn, and she will risk stepping back. One is restrained and the other prone, so no attack of Opportunity. She takes out her crossbow and shoots at the one grappled by Carl. 20 hits for 11 piercing damage. “And I will shoot that sucker again.” 17 also hits for 7 damage. She drinks one of her potions; wise.
Carl takes 18 poison from Kessler’s attacks on the troll, but he’s immune to poison. Carl has the Grappler feat, so even though the troll is a size larger than him it doesn’t get Advantage on the Strength check to free itself. They roll straight Strength checks - Carl rolls a ten, and the troll rolls a 6, even with a plus four modifier.
The prone one uses half its movement to stand up and moves forward, biting at Kessler - 26 to hit. It actually hits her! Even Shield won’t do it! She takes 6 piercing and 6 poison damage, and is poisoned until the start of the troll’s next turn.
It claws twice at Tarragon; “Bring it.”
24 hits, the ten doesn’t. Ten slashing (halved to 5) and 6 poison (not halved). She’s at 19HP now, and hasn't even attacked yet.
Ardvack wakes up to see the trolls attacking. “Ah. It must be Wednesday.” Matthew, OOC: “Im going to do… something… stupid. Or… brilliant.” Seeing the damage Tarragon and Kessler have taken, he heals Tarragon for 11HP. She blinks with surprise, and he backs up.
We call it there as it's getting late...
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tabloidtoc · 4 years ago
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National Enquirer, November 2
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Cover: Jealous O.J. Simpson killed Nicole Brown over sizzling photos 
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Page 2: Melanie Griffith was caught in lockdown meltdown mode outside her Los Angeles home yelling at an unsuspecting laborer and giving him a good working over after he somehow crossed her bath and pushed her buttons but it doesn’t take much to get Mel to blow these days because she’s upset about two things which are getting old and not having a man in her life 
Page 3: Lisa Marie Presley’s son Ben Keough’s tragic last moments were caught on tape as he argued with his girlfriend according to the coroner’s report on his suicide and security camera footage also captured the eerie sound of an apparent gunshot said the officer who viewed the tape -- Ben had hosted a party for his girlfriend Diana Pinto then about 4 a.m. the 27-year-old musician went to his bedroom; two hours later Diana went to check on him and had to jimmy the bedroom door lock with a bobby pin and she discovered his body and called 911 but Ben was pronounced dead at the scene -- since his death a devastated Lisa Marie has blamed herself for not intervening sooner; Ben had been to rehab several months before and Lisa Marie could see he was struggling with drugs and depression and she has kept a close eye on Ben’s gravesite with Graceland’s surveillance system 
Page 4: Anne Heche’s shocking public pronouncement that she wants to reunite with former galpal Ellen DeGeneres was met with fury from Ellen wife Portia de Rossi -- Ellen and Anne were Hollywood’s highest-profile lesbian couple when they dated for three years before their bitter split in 2000 and they haven’t spoken since but Anne announced after her elimination on Dancing with the Stars that she would love to appear on The Ellen DeGeneres Show but Portia has made it clear she wants Anne nowhere near her wife and she believes Anne is using Ellen to drum up publicity for herself, lonely Ryan Seacrest is longing for a reunion with former flame Shayna Taylor but she wants no part of him -- workaholic Ryan announced the combustible couple’s third split in June after eight on-and-off years together -- Ryan’s obsession with being the next Dick Clark tests the patience of everybody around him and it’s made him a nightmare to be in a relationship with as Shayna found out firsthand -- Ryan seemed so cocky and sure that breaking up was the right thing to do but not having Shayna there to lean on has really gotten to him however Shayna is refusing to be played for a fool 
Page 5: Kelly Clarkson made a massive mistake dumping husband Brandon Blackstock according to famed numerologist Glynis McCants 
Page 6: Doting dad Kanye West is spoiling oldest daughter North rotten and it’s causing even more problems between him and wife Kim Kardashian because Kim feels North is getting too spoiled but Kanye won’t hear any of it because North is his firstborn and his princess and he treats her like it -- North is regularly served breakfast in bed on a silver tray and gets whatever she wants even if it’s waffles with strawberries and ice cream and she also has a team of beauticians and a stylist to cater to her every need as though she was a full-grown woman and her wardrobe is extensive and expensive and she never wears the same designer outfit twice plus North also loves to shop online for jewelry and Kanye gives her his credit card and she can spend $100,000 in a single sitting and Kanye just thinks it’s cute 
Page 7: Daring Jill Duggar and husband Derick Dillard are rebelling against her conservative parents and causing a full-scale family war as the couple has publicly defied Baptist patriarch Jim Bob Duggar several times since their 2014 marriage and now they’ve been banned from the 19 Kids and Counting reality clan; Jim Bob’s even demanded that their neighbors have nothing to do with them -- Jill and Derick drew Jim Bob’s fury after criticizing her parents’ conservative views and shutting down their own family factory after having two sons and said they’re stopping there for now unlike Jill’s folks who had 19 kids, dog lover Jennifer Aniston adores her new rescue puppy but potty-training the pooch has been the pits so desperate Jen had to sign up her new pup Lord Chesterfield for private lessons with a dog trainer -- she has two other dogs Clyde and Sophie but they’re well-behaved and know to do their business outdoors and Jen loves them all but she forgot how much work it is to train a puppy 
Page 8: Prince Harry’s wife Meghan Markle revealed her private battle with depression as her struggles with first-time motherhood and fitting in with the rigid royal family pushed her over the edge but Queen Elizabeth thinks her conniving confession is simply a ploy to sully the monarchy -- Meghan described the emotional pain caused by criticism as a death by a thousand cuts and said if people are saying things about you that aren’t true what that does to your mental and emotional health is so damaging -- Queen Elizabeth believes Meghan’s confession is a calculated attack on the monarchy and Meghan is acting like the royals waged a war against her but Meghan and Harry’s actions since they quit have infuriated Her Majesty because Meghan keeps orchestrating situations where she takes center stage appearing to support and put the spotlight on those in need but she turns them all into opportunities to talk about herself and how hard her struggle is
Page 9: Rattled Tyra Banks’ rocky start on Dancing with the Stars has her looking for a way to waltz off the show and she is already trying to back out of hosting because she hates the criticism she’s been getting from virtually everyone plus she’s unpopular with the contestants and is bickering behind the scenes with producers who now regret replacing longtime hosts Tom Bergeron and Erin Andrews -- ratings have also plummeted since Tyra took the helm with the show losing more than a million viewers in early October from the same week in 2019
Page 10: Hot Shots -- Gwen Stefani during a photo session in Calabasas, Tiffany Haddish used a leaf blower during a skit on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, Justin Bieber on a scooter in Beverly Hills, Zosia Mamet donned a unicorn horn as she wrapped the final scenes of The Flight Attendant, Robert Pattinson and Colin Farrell on the Liverpool set of The Batman 
Page 11: John Oliver’s jokey jabs have earned him a crappy honor from the town of Danbury in Connecticut -- after he ragged on tony Danbury on his show Mayor Mark Boughton vowed to rename its sewage plant after him and now it’s official that the Danbury Sewage Plant is now the John Oliver Memorial Sewage Plant and as promised John is donating $55,000 to local charities which has spurred fundraising efforts for local food banks and Boughton is offering tours of the plant for $500 donations to local food pantries, ailing Phil Collins was rocked by ex-wife Orianne’s betrayal and pals fear he won’t make it to Christmas -- the singer was shocked when it emerged that Orianne who he’d divorced in 2006 and reunited with a decade later married another man in Las Vegas and the stunning news prompted him to serve an eviction notice to get her out of his Miami home and his life for good but Orianne refused to leave
Page 12: Straight Shuter -- Nev Schulman on roller blades in an L.A. parking lot (picture), Eboni K. Williams only landed the gig on The Real Housewives of New York City because she co-hosts State of the Culture on Sean Diddy Combs’ Revolt TV cable network and Bravo is desperate to get famous New Yorkers on the show so cameras will be following Eboni around at work hoping to catch Diddy, with Keeping Up with the Kardashians ending E! is looking for the next big reality family and it may be Sylvester Stallone’s daughters Sophia and Sistine and Scarlet Stallone who are all models and not one has a sex tape, with Bravo boss Andy Cohen and axed Housewife NeNe Leakes at war their mutual friends are being forced to pick sides -- Andy gave NeNe access to his famous non-reality show friends and now he’s regretting it -- Kelly Ripa and Anderson Cooper are all Team Andy
Page 13: Kris Kristofferson is battling Alzheimer’s disease and has been forced to retire from singing and acting but the songwriter is in the best place he can be at his home in Maui with family and friends who are surrounding him with love and support, frantic Kate Gosselin is feeling a financial pinch and ready to take a bath on her house by putting her $1.2 million mansion on the market for a measly $815,000 because she’s been struggling with money because she hasn’t worked in a while and living off the money she made in past 
Page 14: Crime 
Page 15: Marie Osmond was blue over being booted from The Talk but husband Steve Craig gave her something to get over it which was a stunning pair of opal and tanzanite earrings worth nearly $3000, Megan Thee Stallion cheated death when she was shot twice in July and is now using the terrifying incident as a platform to empower Black women and she wrote an op-ed saying the attack proved she and other Black women are not protected as human beings -- fellow rapper Tory Lanez was charged with the shooting that left two flesh-shredding wounds in Megan’s feet and allegedly took place after they argued in an SUV in Hollywood Hills 
Page 16: Cover Story -- Rampaging O.J. Simpson was driven into a kill-crazy rage after seeing photos of his ex-wife Nicole Brown Simpson dating hunky young boytoys and flaunting her body in modeling shots -- 25 years after the disgraced football star’s 1995 acquittal intimate images from Nicole’s secret photo album including a picture of the blond beauty posing topless with lover Brett Shaves is believed to have given the jealous ex-jock a motive for murder 
Page 18: American Life -- I found a $1M diamond in the rough 
Page 19: John Travolta paid tribute to wife Kelly Preston on what would have been her 58th birthday three months after tragic death following a secret two-year battle with breast cancer -- John addressed his late love in a touching Instagram post featuring an image from their 1991 wedding day alongside a picture of his own parents as newlyweds, sci-fi legend George Takei has fired yet another shot at former Star Trek castmate William Shatner as the aging actors’ war of words continues to rage on well into their 80s -- George who played Sulu claimed Shatner was jealous of the amount of fan mail received by their late co-star Leonard Nimoy who played Spock but Captain Kirk shot off a testy response and claimed George was making things up and the only person with jealousy is George -- when told Shatner’s comments George calmly remarked that you can tell by those words that he is upset to put it mildly 
Page 20: In a rerun of their long-running rivalry Madonna and Mariah Carey are prepping dueling biopics -- their cold war dates back to the ‘90s but Mariah ramped up their feud when she revealed the very exciting prospect of her biopic but that followed Madonna’s announcement that she was collaborating on her own script -- they’re each obsessed with getting their film out first and getting the right It Girl to play her so the other one doesn’t grab her first
Page 21: Elton John and ex-wife Renate Blauel agreed to zip their lips about their four-year marriage and privately settled her $3.8 million lawsuit over claims he blabbed about their relationship in his memoir Me and the movie Rocketman, Stevie Nicks admitted her insomnia has gotten so bad that she needs therapy or needs someone to hit her on the head with a hammer -- she’s long been nocturnal and it used to be she could sleep from 5 a.m. to 1 p.m. but now says she doesn’t nod off until 8 a.m., singer Amy Winehouse died in 2011 but her dad claimed he still can’t get her out of his house -- former taxi driver Mitch Winehouse who is working on a movie and stage show about the late singer insisted he’s regularly visited by his daughter’s ghost who comes and sits at the end of his bed -- Mitch also said Amy helps around the house in his dreams 
Page 26: Niecy Nash’s new bride Jessica Betts has a nightmarish criminal past according to police reports -- Jessica was arrested twice in Chicago once for domestic battery and then for selling a gun to a minor
Page 28: Stars Who Refuse to Zip It -- cringeworthy confessions and nasty habits and more -- Jennifer Love Hewitt, Megan Fox, Al Roker, Olivia Wilde 
Page 29: Kristen Stewart on Robert Pattinson, John Mayer, Lady Gaga, Suzanne Somers 
Page 32: Demi Lovato’s relentless ex Max Ehrich refuses to let her go and her friends are worried he’s turning into a stalker -- since their breakup he’s been particularly creepy, Tatum O’Neal’s confession that she was ready to jump off the balcony of a Los Angeles home was actually a desperate cry for help -- Tatum was reportedly put on a psychiatric hold at a local hospital after the alleged incident and the event signaled she was in unbearable emotional and physical pain and she feels lost and rejected because she was the youngest Oscar winner ever and now she has trouble finding a job and lost all confidence in herself 
Page 34: India Oxenberg has confessed she was afraid of former NXIVM cult master Allison Mack of TV’s Smallville -- India found herself Allison’s slave and realized she was being groomed as a sexual partner for NXIVM leader Keith Raniere and she was branded with Raniere’s initials in her pelvic regions, a disturbing TV interview in England has sparked new fears for the well-being on boxer Mike Tyson -- Mike looked like the train wreck he was when he was plowing through drugs and was sent to prison in the early ‘90s; he looked barely conscious as he slurred his speech and offered incoherent responses -- Tyson blamed his interview on lack of sleep and insisted his contact with drugs is now limited to growing and smoking pot on his California ranch 
Page 36: Health Watch
Page 42: Red Carpet -- Zendaya 
Page 45: Spot the Differences -- Debbie Matenopoulos on Home and Family 
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TRANSMISSIONS
www.twitch.tv/transmissions2020
Our collective isolation highlights that all forms of community are now more important than ever, and it is vital that we find mechanisms to support each other through this precarious time. In this extraordinary landscape that we have found ourselves in, it is clear that many artists, writers and thinkers are having exhibitions, opportunities and subsequent fees cancelled for the foreseeable future. In response to this, we are establishing a new project called TRANSMISSIONS. This is an online platform which will commission artists to share their work within a classic DIY TV show format.
Episode 1
| 23 April | 9PM GMT
REPLAY | 24 April | 9AM GMT
w/ Nathalie Djurberg & Hans Berg / Bruce Bickford / CAConrad / Salvador Dali / Brice Dellsperger / Tessa Hughes-Freeland / Juliet Jacques / Sam Keogh / Jiji Kim / Quinn Latimer / Mark Leckey / Kalup Linzy / Sade Mica / Laure Prouvost / Christopher Soto / Patrick Staff / The Cockettes / TV Party / Unarius Academy of Science / Su Hui- Yu –  Curated by Anne Duffau, Hana Noorali & Tai Shani Episode 2 | 30 April | 9PM GMT REPLAY | 1 May | 9AM GMT w/ Sophie Jung Episode 3 | 7 May | 9PM GMT REPLAY | 8 May | 9AM GMT w/ Tarek Lakhrissi – Your world is already ending Episode 4 | 14 May | 9PM GMT REPLAY |  15 May | 9AM GMT w/ Johanna Hedva – Tom Cruise Studies with expert guests Vivian Ia and Matthew Miller Episode 5 | 21 May | 9PM GMT REPLAY |  22 May | 9AM GMT w/ STRAWBERRY JAM:  A LITERARY HOUR with Mykki Blanco Episode 6 | 28 May | 9PM GMT REPLAY |  29 May | 9AM GMT w/ CAConrad with invited poets
Season 1 of TRANSMISSIONS will run as six weekly episodes screening every Thursday at 9 pm GMT and repeated on Fridays at 9 am GMT on Twitch. The 1st episode will air on the 23rd of April 2020 which will be curated by Anne Duffau, Tai Shani and Hana Noorali. The subsequent five episodes will be hosted by invited artists.  Each artist included in TRANSMISSIONS will be paid a fee in return for their contribution. With a sense of community, all the money used to pay artists in season 1 has been kindly donated by established UK art institutions and commercially stable artists.
Season 1 is funded and supported by, Artquest+DACS, BALTIC Centre for Contemporary Art, Studio Oscar Murillo, Somerset House Studios and Wysing Arts Centre.
  Episode 1 |  23 April | 9PM GMT
REPLAY | 24 April | 9AM GMT
w/ Nathalie Djurberg & Hans Berg / Bruce Bickford / CAConrad / Salvador Dali / Brice Dellsperger / Tessa Hughes-Freeland / Juliet Jacques / Sam Keogh / Jiji Kim / Quinn Latimer / Mark Leckey / Kalup Linzy / Sade Mica / Laure Prouvost / Christopher Soto / Patrick Staff / The Cockettes / TV Party / Unarius Academy of Science / Su Hui- Yu –  Curated by Anne Duffau, Hana Noorali & Tai Shani
Episode 2 | 30 April | 9PM GMT REPLAY | 1 May | 9AM GMT w/ Sophie Jung
Sophie Jung, The Bigger Sleep, 2019 courtesy the artist and Kunstmuseum Basel. Photo: Julian Salinas
Working across text, sculpture and performance, Sophie Jung’s work navigates the politics of re/er/re/presentation and challenges the reductive desire to conclude. Her texts unfocus on blurring scripted hegemonies and tap, hop, stammer and stumble over and across languaged powers. She employs humour, shame, the absurd, raw anger, rhythm and rhyme, slapstick, hardship, friendship and a constant stream of slippages. Her sculptural work consists of bodies made up of both found and haphazardly produced attributes and defines itself against the dogma of an Original Idea or a Universal Significance. Instead it stands as a network of abiding incompletion, an ever-changing choir of urgencies and pleasures, traumas and manifestations that communally relay between dominant and minor themes. Sophie Jung is invested in triggering a de-categorising of concepts and a deconceptualisation of categories and understands her approach to “stuff” – both legible utensil and metaphoric apparition – as an uncertain queering slash querying of historical materialism. Sophie Jung (lives and works in Basel and London) received a BFA from the Rietveld Academy, Amsterdam, and a MFA from Goldsmiths, London. Recent projects and exhibitions include Sincerity Condition at Casino Luxembourg, Woman Standing at The National Gallery, Prague, Taxpayer’s Money for Frieze LIVE; Dramatis Personaea at JOAN, Los Angeles; The Bigger Sleep at Kunstmuseum Basel | Gegenwart and Block Universe, London; Come Fresh Hell or Fresh High Water at Blain Southern, London; Producing My Credentials at Kunstraum London and Paramount VS Tantamount at Kunsthalle Basel. She is currently working on solo exhibitions at E.A. Shared Space, Istituto Svizzero in Milan and Galerie Joseph Tang in Paris and works as a guest mentor at Institut Kunst, Basel.
Episode 3
| 7 May | 9PM GMT
REPLAY | 8 May | 9AM GMT
w/ Tarek Lakhrissi
– Your world is already ending
Tarek Lakhrissi is a visual artist and a poet based in Paris. His works have been exhibited in Auto Italia South East (London, UK), Hayward Gallery (London, UK), Museum of Contemporary Art (Sydney, AU), Palais de Tokyo (Paris, France), Grand Palais - FIAC (Paris, FR), Lafayette Anticipations (Paris, FR), CRAC Alsace (Altkirch, FR), Artexte (Montreal, CA), Šiuolaikinio meno centras/CAC (Vilnius, LT), Espace Arlaud (Lausanne, CH), among others. He is a featured artist in the 22nd Biennale of Sydney NIRIN (2020).
Episode 4 | 14 May | 9PM GMT REPLAY |  15 May | 9AM GMT w/ Johanna Hedva – Tom Cruise Studies with expert guests Vivian Ia and Matthew Miller
Tom Cruise Studies is a meander of curiosity. There is no driving inquiry other than the question, "What's, like, up with Tom Cruise?" Hedva considers the various roles Cruise has played onscreen and in public, from religious zealot, to cocky upstart, to a man oppressed by his own masculinity, to couch-jumping love-nut, to an exiled actor who clawed his way back into Hollywood via a maniacal obsession with doing death-certain stunts. Joined by two expert guests, Hedva and Vivian Ia will consider the astrology charts of Cruise and L. Ron Hubbard, while Matthew Miller will share his theory that the Mission Impossible franchise is Cruise's vehicle for making public apologies to his ex-wife, Katie Holmes.
Johanna Hedva is a Korean-American writer, artist, musician, and astrologer, who was raised in Los Angeles by a family of witches, and now lives in LA and Berlin. Hedva is the author of the novel, On Hell. Their collection of poems, performances, and essays, Minerva the Miscarriage of the Brain, will be published in September 2020. Their essay, "Sick Woman Theory," published in Mask in 2016, has been translated into six languages, and their writing has appeared in Triple Canopy, frieze, The White Review, and Asian American Literary Review. Their work has been shown at The Institute of Contemporary Arts in London, Performance Space New York, the LA Architecture and Design Museum, and the Museum of Contemporary Art on the Moon, as well as featured in parrhesiades. Their album, The Sun and the Moon, was released in March 2019, and they’re currently touring Black Moon Lilith in Pisces in the 4th House, a doom metal guitar and voice performance influenced by Korean shamanist ritual.  
Vivian Ia lives in Berlin. Their poetry is Pushcart-nominated and has appeared or is forthcoming in Bone Bouquet, Tiny Seed, The Gravity of the Thing, Fourteen Hills, and Berkeley Poetry Review.
Matthew Miller is a video director from Sacramento, California. He works in both live-action and animation to create short films and commercial projects. In the last four years, he’s directed a series of short films for The Getty Museum with artists and authors such as Ellsworth Kelly, Yo-Yo Ma, Mary Beard, Mario Vargas Llosa, and Ed Ruscha. He is currently in quarantine with his wife and Snoopy-esque dog, Millie, in Hawaiian Gardens, California, where he has been dividing his time between starting a garden and collecting ideas for a film project.
Episode 5
| 21 May | 9PM GMT
REPLAY |  22 May | 9AM GMT
w/ STRAWBERRY JAM:  A LITERARY HOUR with
Mykki Blanco
Join musician Mykki Blanco for an hour of music and poetry readings. Spoken word, lyrical breakdowns, a presentation on two  20th century American literary figures Bob Kaufman & Mina Loy as well as a first time listen to new unreleased musical project.
Episode 6 | 28 May | 9PM GMT REPLAY |  29 May | 9AM GMT w/ CAConrad with invited poets
CAConrad's latest book JUPITER ALIGNMENT: (Soma)tic Poetry Rituals, is forthcoming from Ignota Books in 2020. The author of 9 books of poetry and essays, While Standing in Line for Death (Wave Books), won the 2018 Lambda Book Award. They also received a 2019 Creative Capital grant as well as a Pew Fellowship, the Believer Magazine Book Award, and the Gil Ott Book Award. They regularly teach at Columbia University in New York City, and Sandberg Art Institute in Amsterdam. Please view their books, essays, recordings, and the documentary The Book of Conrad (Delinquent Films) online at http://bit.ly/88CAConrad
"CAConrad's poems invite the reader to become an agent in a joint act of recovery, to step outside of passivity and propriety and to become susceptible to the illogical and the mysterious." ---Tracy K. Smith, New York Times.
Thank you to:
All contributing artists, writers, poets, composers and thinkers; Maxwell Sterling; Adam Sinclair; Lori E. Allen; Artsquest. An artist-run programme that uses research about visual artists’ working conditions to provide support for professional artists; DACS; BALTIC Centre for Contemporary Art; Studio Oscar Murillo; Somerset House Studios; Wysing Arts Centre; Cabinet Gallery; Lisson Gallery & Max Bossier
https://www.twitch.tv/transmissions2020
@transmissions2020
TRANSMISSIONS collective is composed of:
Anne Duffau
is a cultural producer, researcher, and founder of A---Z, an exploratory/nomadic curatorial platform exploring artistic practices and knowledge exchange through collaborations, presentations, soundscapes, screenings and discussions. She has collaborated with a range of projects and organisations including ArtLicks, Southwark Park Galleries, Mimosa House and Danielle Arnaud Gallery, London Please Stand By, or-bits .com, PAF Olomouc Czech Republic & Tenderflix. Anne has previously run the StudioRCA Riverlight, London programme (2016-2018) and is currently the interim curator at Wysing Arts Center, a Tutor at the School of Arts and Humanities, and is the acting Lead in Critical Practice, within the Royal College of Art’s Contemporary Art Practice Programme. She has performed live music under Alpha through a number of projects and collaborations.
Hana Noorali
is an independent curator and writer based in London. In 2019 she was selected (together with Lynton Talbot) to realise an exhibition at The David Roberts Foundation as part of their annual curator’s series. She curated Lisson Presents at Lisson Gallery, London from 2017-2018 and from 2017 -2019, produced and presented the podcast series Lisson ON AIR. In 2018 Hana edited a monograph on the work of artist and Benedictine Monk, Dom Sylvester Houédard. Its release coincided with an exhibition of his work at Lisson Gallery, New York that she co-curated with Matt O’Dell. In 2007, she co-founded a non-profit project space and curatorial collective called RUN active until 2011. In 2020 Hana and her curatorial partner Lynton Talbot will be publishing an anthology that examines the intersection of poetry and film with (p) (prototype).
Tai Shani
is an artist living and working in London. She is the joint 2019 Turner Prize winner together with Lawrence Abu Hamdan, Helen Cammock and Oscar Murillo. In 2019 Tai was a Max Mara prize nominee. Her work has been shown at Turner Contemporary, UK (2019); Grazer Kunst Verein, Austria (2019); Fondazione Sandretto Re Rebaudengo, Italy (2019); Glasgow International, UK (2018); Wysing Arts Centre, UK (2017); Serpentine Galleries, London (2016); Tate, London (2016); Yvonne Lambert Gallery, Berlin (2016) and Irish Museum of Modern Art, Dublin (2016).
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Task 2: Meet the Mun
01. what’s your name/alias you go by ?? 
I go by Salem
02. what’s your age ??
I am 21 years old
03. what’s your zodiac sign ??
Sagittarius babyeeee
04. what’s your ethnicity ??
I am caucasian, pale as the pure driven snow
05. what’s your nationality ??
I am American, I live in the state of Ohio
06. what’s your favorite band and/or musical artist ??
Ed Sheeran or Stray Kids
07. what’s your dream job ??
I want to teach High school history
08. what’s one place you would love to visit ??
Ireland or England
09. what’s your favorite tv show ??
Friends, I could watch it over and over again
10. what’s your favorite movie ??
Aside from Harry Potter, I love The Nightmare Before Christmas
11. what’s your favorite song ??
Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears
12. what’s your favorite sport ??
Baseball but im not a sports person
13. what’s your favorite food ??
Cheeseburgers
14. what’s your favorite face claim to use ??
Sophie Turner or Bang Chan 
15. what’s your least favorite face claim ??
Lili Reinhart... Its a personal things but other people can use her!
16. what’s your favorite character of yours to play ?? which do you think you’re most like ??
I have played Beverly Marsh as an young adult before and I loved playing her. Though, Cosima is also I relate to a lot!
17. what’s your sexuality ??
I identify as Asexual
18. what’s the last movie you saw in a cinema/theater ??
Crimes of Grindlewald
19. what’s the worst injury you’ve ever had ??
I have led a life pretty physically unscathed but I have broken some toes and that SUCKED
20. what’s a random or interesting fact about you ??
I used to collect stamps as a child
21. do you listen to music while you write ??
No, I watch sitcoms or tv shows ive seen a million times
22. are you a morning, day, evening, or night writer ??
I like to write in the early afternoon or evening, depending on my off days
23. have you ever roleplayed intoxicated ??
Nope
24. what language or languages do you speak ??
I speak english primarily and have been learning Korean on and off for three years
25. how long have you roleplayed ??
I have been roleplaying for 7 years
26. favorite roleplay genre ??
I love supernatural or like disenyverse rps 
27. one sound you hate & one you love ??
I hate the sound of like arcade machines and I love the sound of rain 
28. do you believe in ghosts ??
Yeeeepppers
29. do you believe in aliens ??
Sure! The universe is so vast! 
30. do you believe in true love ??
Uhm maybe if it happens it happens but im totally okay with being alone
31. do you hold grudges ??
I used to but im working on not holding them because it's bad juju
32. do you have any obsessions right now ??
Stray Kids and Hadestown! Would love to bring Eurydice or Orpheus for ANGST
33. do you drive & if so, have you ever been in a crash ??
I do not drive, I am autistic! I have been in a small crash
34. do you like the smell of gasoline ??
No, It burns my nose tbh
35. do you prefer writing fluff, angst, or smut ??
Angst!
36. are you in a relationship ??
I am a single pringle
37. grab the nearest book to you and turn to page 23, what is the 17the line ??
“And what about the rumor about keyholes? That you can ... become steam and go through them” - Interview with a Vampire, Anne Rice
38. put your playlist on shuffle and list the first four songs that pop up: 
uhgood RM
Give me love Ed Sheeran
Truth Hurts Lizzo
Insomnia Stray Kids
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Under the list are all the confirmed, announced shows in the 2018-2019 season featuring Asian writers, actors, designers, directors, etc in New York, London, and International. Listed are the dates for first previews, the theater it’s performed in, and a summary of the show. 
This list isn’t 100% comprehensive and will be updated as time goes on. If we missed a show, please let us know!
Make sure to tune in and give these shows your love! 
BROADWAY (source)
Straight White Men
Until September 9, Hayes Theater
“It’s Christmas Eve, and Ed has gathered his three adult sons to celebrate with matching pajamas, trash-talking, and Chinese takeout. But when a question they can’t answer interrupts their holiday cheer, they are forced to confront their own identities. Obie Award-winning playwright Young Jean Lee takes a hilariously ruthless look at the classic American father-son drama. This is one white Christmas like you’ve never seen before.”
Getting the Band Back Together
August 19, 2018; Belasco Theatre
“The musical comedy follows 40-year-old out-of-work banker Mitch who moves back in with his mother and decides to reunite his old high school band, Juggernaut.”
King Kong
October 2018
This show reimagines the famous movie King Kong into a story about fame, greed, and manipulation within the original framework of a young actress and film maker finding their way to Skull Island, the home of a 2000 pound monkey.
Tootsie
March 29, 2019; Marriott Marquis
“Based on the film, Tootsie tells the story of a talented but difficult actor who struggles to find work until an audacious, desperate stunt lands him the role of a lifetime.”
Hadestown
Walter Kerr; March 22, 2019
Info in the west end section
Be More Chill
Lyceum Theater; February 13, 2019
Info in the offbway section
Chicago
July 1–14; Ambassador Theatre
Japanese star Ryoko Yonekura will make a limited run engagement as Roxie Hart before transferring over to Japan for the national tour.
OFF BROADWAY (source / 2)
Be More Chill
August 9, 2018;  Pershing Square Signature Center
Based on Ned Vizzini’s novel, the show tells the story of an average teenager who takes a pill purported to make people more—you guessed it—chill.
Henry VI
August 21, 2018 - NAATCO 
“Shakespeare��s Henry VI is the story of a great nation’s decent into barbarism and cruelty. It is a study of how the experience of a problematic foreign war erodes civil discourse at home, and how that erosion allows political self-interests to take hold and send a country hurtling into civil war.” 
Rags Parkland Sings the Songs of the Future
September 25, 2018; Ars Nova
 “250 years from now, constructed humans are built in black market labs, Mars is a forced labor camp and underground outlaws are brewing rebellion. You might not remember how Beaux Weathers and her band of “illegal intelligences” fought for the right to exist, but Rags Parkland does. Back on Earth for the first time in 10 years, Rags plays the music that carried us to where we are today. But on this planet, the more things change, the more we stay the same.”
India Pale Ale
October 2, 2018; Manhattan Theatre Club
“In a small Wisconsin town, a tight-knit Punjabi community gathers to celebrate the wedding of a traditional family’s only son, just as their strong-willed daughter announces her plans to move away and open a bar. As they come together for feasts filled with singing and dancing, one generation’s cherished customs clash with another’s modern-day aspirations, and ghosts and pirates from the family’s past linger in everyone’s thoughts – until one sudden event changes everything.”
Wild Goose Dreams
October 30, 2018; The Public Theatre
“Minsung is a “goose father,” a South Korean man whose wife and daughter have moved to America for a better life. Deeply lonely, he escapes onto the internet and meets Nanhee, a young defector forced to leave her family behind in North Korea. Amidst the endless noise of the modern world, where likes and shares have taken the place of love and touch, Minsung and Nanhee try their best to be real for each other. But after a lifetime of division and separation, is connection possible?“
The Resistable Rise or Arturo Ui
October 30- December 22, 2018; Classic Stage Company
The political allegory shows a Depression-era Chicago mobster, who, with the help of his henchmen, manipulates and murders his way to totalitarian rule of the cauliflower trade. The play uses a vaudevillian portrayal of American mafia culture to parallel events that brought the Third Reich to power.
A Chorus Line
November 14, 2018; New York City Center
“A Chorus Line, the 2018 New York City Center Annual Gala Presentation, is a joyous celebration of dance and musical theater—two art forms that City Center has been bringing to New York audiences for 75 years. In 1975, the stories of seventeen Broadway dancers were brought to life when A Chorus Line opened Off-Broadway. The musical was born of workshop sessions with actual Broadway dancers (eight of whom appeared in the original cast) who laid bare their personal stories and the challenges they faced in pursuit of their dreams.“
The Prisoner
November 24, 2018; Theatre for a New Audience/Polonsky Shakespeare Center
“The Prisoner examines the complexities of crime, justice, and compassion in a breathtaking new international production. A man sits alone outside a prison. Who is he, and what is he doing there? Is he free, or is he the prisoner?“
Noura
November 27, 2018; Playwrights Horizons
Noura and her husband have a successful life in New York, and, eight years after having fled their home in Iraq, they’ve finally gained citizen status—which Noura, as an Iraqi Christian, is celebrating by planning the perfect Christmas dinner. But when the arrival of a visitor stirs up long-buried memories, Noura and her husband are forced to confront the cost of their choices, and retrace the past they left behind.
Flower Drum Song’s 60th Anniversary Gala
December 2, 2018 - NAAP
The gala will begin at 5:30 PM with cocktails, followed by a 6:30 PM dinner (a traditional eight-course Chinese banquet). Throughout the evening will be entertainment informed by the history of Rodgers and Hammerstein’s Flower Drum Song.
Nassim
December 10, 2018; New York City Center
In his latest work, Nassim Soleimanpour explores the power of language to unite us in these uncertain times. No rehearsals. A different guest actor at every performance. A sealed envelope. Oh, and some surprises.
Blue Ridge
December 12, 2018; Atlantic Theater Company
“A progressive high-school teacher with a rage problem retaliates against her unscrupulous boss and is sentenced to six months at a church-sponsored halfway house, where she attends to everyone's recovery but her own. Set in Southern Appalachia, Blue Ridge is a pitch-dark comedy about heartbreak, hell-raising and healing.“
Merrily We Roll Along
January 12, 2019; Roundabout Theatre
Roundabout’s company in residence, Fiasco Theater, reimagines its next Stephen Sondheim creation. With Fiasco’s one-of-a-kind imagination, this audacious musical about a trio of showbiz friends who fall apart and come together over 20 years emerges as newly personal and passionate.
Superhero
January 31, 2019; Second Stage Theatre
Before we can save the world, we have to save each other. From the Tony and Pulitzer Prize-winning composer of Next to Normal and the Tony Award-winning writer of Red comes a deeply human new musical about a fractured family, the mysterious stranger in apartment 4-B, and the unexpected hero who just might save the day.
Anne of Green Gables: Part 1
The Royal Family Performing Arts Space; January 24-February 11
An adaptation of the book with the same title.
God Said This
Cherry Lane Theater; January 29-February 15
God Said This paints a portrait of five Kentuckians facing mortality in very different ways. With her mom undergoing chemotherapy, Hiro returns home, struggling to let go of the demons she inherited. Sophie, her born-again Christian sister, confronts her faith while tackling inevitable adversity. James, their recovering alcoholic father, wants to repair his fractured relationship with his daughters. And, John, an old classmate and thirty-something single dad, worries about leaving a lasting legacy for his only son.
Alice By Heart
MCC Theater; January 30-March 30
The show, by Waitress scribe Jessie Nelson and Spring Awakening duo Duncan Sheik and Steven Sater, adapts Lewis Carroll’s famed fantasy into a London-set tale against the backdrop of World War II, as Alice and her friend Alfred journey down a rabbit hole to find love, loss, and the courage to move forward despite harsh circumstances.
REGIONAL / US TOURS (source)
Man of God
January 31 - February 24, 2019; East West Players
A hidden discovery in a hotel bathroom changes the lives of four Korean Christian girls on a mission trip to Thailand. Samantha is hurt that someone she trusted could betray her. Jen is worried about how this might affect her college applications. Kyung-Hwa thinks everyone should adjust their expectations. Mimi’s out for blood. Amid the neon lights and go go bars in Bangkok, the girls plot revenge in this funny, feminist thriller.  
Mamma Mia
May 9 - June 9, 2019; East West Players 
On the eve of her wedding, a daughter’s quest to discover the identity of her father brings three men from her mother’s past back to the Greek island they last visited 20 years ago. The storytelling magic of ABBA’s timeless hits sets the scene for this infectious tale of love and frolicking fun, creating an unforgettable musical experience that will leave you dancing in the aisles!
Tours - Dates are subject to region
Aladdin
Hamilton
Miss Saigon
Hello Dolly
Falsettos
Lea Salonga’s Human Heart Tour
Rent
TV special live on Fox tells the story of the AIDS epidemic in New York City
WEST END/LONDON (source)
The King and I
Until September 29, 2018
Set in 1860s Bangkok, the musical tells the story of the unconventional and tempestuous relationship that develops between the King of Siam and Anna, a British schoolteacher whom the modernist King, in an imperialistic world, brings to Siam to teach his many wives and children.
Love’s Labor’s Lost
August 23, 2018; Shakespeare's Globe Theatre
“Self-denial is in fashion at the court of Navarre where the young king and three of his courtiers solemnly forswear all pleasures in favour of serious study. But when the Princess of France and her entourage arrive, it isn’t long before the all-male ‘academe’ have broken every one of their self-imposed rules. Shakespeare’s boisterous send-up of all those who try to turn their back on life is a dazzling parade of every weapon in the youthful playwright’s arsenal, from excruciating cross-purposes and impersonations to drunkenness and bust-ups. It’s a banquet of language, groaning with puns, rhymes and grotesque coinages“
Dance Nation
August 27, 2018; Almeida Theatre
“Somewhere in America, a revolution is coming. An army of competitive dancers is ready to take over the world, one routine at a time. With a pre-teen battle for power and perfection raging on and off stage, Dance Nation is a ferocious exploration of youth, ambition and self-discovery.“
The Humans
August 30, 2018; Hampstead Theatre
“Hampstead Theatre is proud to present the Broadway production of The Humans by Stephen Karam, the winner of four 2016 Tony Awards including Best Play. Three generations of the Blake family have assembled for Thanksgiving in Brigid and Richard’s ramshackle pre-war apartment in Lower Manhattan. Whilst the event may have a slightly improvised air, the family is determined to make the best of its time together. As they attempt to focus on the traditional festivities, fears of the past and pressures of the future seep into the reunion and the precariousness of their position becomes increasingly evident.”
The Village
September 7, 2018; Theatre Royal Stratford East
“The Village transports the Lope de Vega’s Spanish play, Fuenteovejuna to contemporary India. It’s a powerful story of community and solidarity, and the lengths a person will go to protect themselves from tyranny. In Jyoti’s village, life is simple. People work and sing while living off the land. And finding a partner is far from her mind. She’d much prefer a delicious meal. Things are happy until the Inspector and his men come back to town. But when the tyrannical Inspector has his eye on Jyoti and he commits unspeakable acts against the village, everyone is pushed to breaking point. Will Jyoti dare turn him down despite what it may mean for her village?”
White Teeth
October 26, 2018; Kiln Theatre
“Rosie Jones, the Iqbal twins, their parents, their grandparents, Mad Mary and an avalanche of other characters who make up the everyday chaos of Kilburn High Road come together in an extraordinary revelry of NW6. An epic comedy with music and dance, this theatrical rollercoaster takes us on a fast-paced journey through history, different cultures and chance encounters. Zadie Smith’s breakthrough novel is adapted for stage by acclaimed playwright Stephen Sharkey and directed by Artistic Director Indhu Rubasingham in a major world premiere.”
Hadestown
November 2, 2018; National Theater
“In the warmth of summertime, songwriter Orpheus and his muse Eurydice are living it up and falling in love. But as winter approaches, reality sets in: these young dreamers can’t survive on songs alone. Tempted by the promise of plenty, Eurydice is lured to the depths of industrial Hadestown. On a quest to save her, Orpheus journeys to the underworld where their trust is put to a final test.”
INTERNATIONAL
Philippines 
Side Show - August 31, 2018
M. Butterfly - September 13, 2018
A Doll’s House Part 2 - September 15, 2018
Waitress - November 2018
Angels in America Spring 2019
Beautiful: the Carole King Musical Spring 2019
Korea
Matilda - September 8, 2018
The Greatest Showman - August 7, 2018
Bridges of Madison County - August 11, 2018
Jungle Book - closing August 26, 2018
Singapore
Peter and the Star Catcher - September 28, 2018 
Other Local Shows
Japan
Fiddler on the Roof - December 16, 2018
Something Rotten - December 31, 2018
CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG - May 16, 2018
Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812 - January 5, 2019
Chicago - Osaka (August 1-4 at the Orix Theater) and in Tokyo (August 7-18 at the Tokyu Theatre Orb).
Full list of shows in Japan (translated)
Other Local Shows
China
Rent - August 30, 2018
Les Mis - September 27, 2018
Hamlet - November 28, 2018
Chicago - December 20, 2018
Other Local Shows
Canada
Come From Away (until June 30, 2019)
Next to Normal Toronto (April 26-May 19)
Dear Evan Hansen 
New Zealand
If/Then - November 29-December 8, 2018
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They need him for what exactly? Sorry but harry is an ungrateful man who deserves the reality he is living in right now. Harry definitely needs the monarchy and his family but the monarchy and his family doesn’t need him. Definitely not after everything he has done.
William and Kate were never supposed to be the only major people working full time for the family. Edward, Sophie, and Anne will have to retire eventually (people forget that Anne, unstoppable as she is, is in her 70s). Charles and Camilla are even older - though they won’t likely “retire,” they’ll slow down the way QEII did before her passing (maybe Camilla will “retire” once she’s really old like Philip did but idk). Regardless, in the next 10-15 years, you’ll see the retirement (or at the very least a major reduction in work quantity and capability) for nearly the entire current working British Royal Family. Edward and Sophie are sort of young enough to back up William and Kate until the kids are of age but that brings us to a whopping 4 working royals, 2 of whom do not get the media coverage the family needs (and those same 2 who are more than 15 years older than WK). The current working family as it is now is aging faster than it is replenishing and therefore their touch and outreach will diminish before anyone can step in to fill the gaps. The majority of the current working family will (frankly) die off or retire before it can replenish with the Wales kids.
That’s where Harry was supposed to come in. William, Kate, Harry, and Meghan were the future of the working family until the kids aged into it. Once the kids aged into it, then Harry and Meghan were still meant to serve a role similar to Edward and Sophie do currently, who will eventually die as part of the firm. The next gen (George/Charlotte/Louis and spouses/maybe Archie/Lili part-time, as HRHs) were supposed to grow into their roles in the firm while William, Kate, Harry, and Meghan held down the fort (Ed and Sophie too to an extent) in the meantime. Once William becomes King, the family was supposed to be 6 adult working royals with 3 on the way, plus the possibility of Archie and Lili (who I have always believed would have taken a larger role than Bea and Eugenie, their current equivalents).
The family is down two critical heads (and 2 possible future minor heads) without Harry. He needs them more than they need him - without a doubt - but they could use the backup. They need the backup. That was his place in the family - the 3rd most important adult (once his brother became King) until the Wales kids are old enough to take that over. It is not fair that Harry left WK alone in this. The firm was designed with Harry at the forefront, second only to his brother and sister-in-law, and now that design is flawed and broken because he went away without giving a shit about anyone and anything other than himself (recent articles be damned, Henry).
There’s only so much 2 people can do. Period. Harry was supposed to be able to double that headcount while still being able to attract the media attention the family needs. He was a critical part of this operation and he has failed everyone by running away. That’s why they needed him.
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forever-yoongis · 6 years ago
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My Chemistry Of Love
Ships: Yoongi x reader
Genre: Fluff and just pure, pure nonsense xD.
I shook my head from side to side and banged my hands against it as if to shake out the painful memories that dared to come back from the far corner of the brain where I had stored them, never to be recalled . Ann,you promised. I told myself. You promised to store away those memories and never bring them back. You promised not to get weak again.
My hospital, patients and even Min Yoongi seemed to be the last things on my mind then. I suddenly went short of breath and gasped as I remembered the months of suffering and acting nonchalant, and how hard it had been to keep my calm. I shook my head furiously.There's no way I was going to trust this man, especially when he's an idol who could have any girl he wanted to when he liked. "Arggh", I was frustrated with myself. Why does it always have to be me?
"Yah, why are you throwing a tantrum? People are getting scared. I heard you kicked the vase near the Section Head's chamber and broke it. What is this, belated revenge?" , Sophie looked mad but I could see the concern in her eyes as she spoke. What is she even talking bout? "Omg when did I do that??" My eyes seemed to pop out of my sockets. "Wow, you don't even remember anything. Brilliant", she started rubbing her temples, looking absolutely done with the shit, aka me. I squinted, trying to hard to recall...remember what I did on the way to m office. My eyes shot open and I gasped. Fuck, that must be it.
"O-oh. I remember now, I think. There was this nurse blocking my way talking to a patient and I really wanted to reach my chamber and so I vaguely remember pushing something--" "Not pushing. You kicked it into pieces", she glared at me. I winced. Just why is my day turning out to be so rotten?! Ugh!! "Alex just might take it the wrong way, Sophie!" I facepalmed. Trust my body reflexes to do something this stupid..."Your brain doesn't let us take revenge.. so we, your body reflexes will do it for you!! Don't you worry", I imagined the conversation that probably was going on inside me. I sighed. As it is, I'm having trouble keeping my feelings for Yoongi at bay. No, scratch that. I don't even fuckin KNOW what my feelings for him are at this point of time. And now this. Jeez, I must be a magnetic centre for all kinds of bad charms that exist on this Earth.
"Now now don't look so glum. We are still here. C'mon cheer up", Sophie gave me a wink. Woman, you actually expect me to cheer up right now. "You are the reason why I'm glum!!!", I rolled my eyes.
"Hey it's done", I saw Sophie turn to give someone a high-five. Now what? The two turned to look at me, grinning widely. "What do you mean? And what are you doing here?" I pointed at Exci who merely shrugged. "Dunno, but the work's done", she snickered. And then, pointing a finger to poke my forehead, she said,
"But you definitely owe us one for this".
So she went on to explain the apparently "fantastically flawless piece of job" she has just executed, not without mixing her lecture with sudden (slightly irrelevant, yeah) claims of how "awesome they are", which would immediately be followed by Sophie's "humble denial" of "we did the duty of best friends", then hurrying on to explain how I still owed them a lot and well...you get it. "Will you just get to the point guys?" I was already trying really hard to keep my face straight.
"Yes yes,but the proper introduction was also necessary", and so she began.
"Take it quick!!", Sophie whispered frantically. "God, what has she been eating? How the hell did she break it into so many pieces in just one kick?", she complained. "Go, go," she shoved the broken pieces into a bag and pushed it into Exci's hand.
Exci had successfully finished replacing the vase with a new one from the store-room. These hospitals, she shook her head, they have placed the same kind of vases everywhere...having like, zero sense of aesthetics. At least, it helped us with our plan.
Clutching the bag tightly, she ran off in search of the Asshol- Section Head, aka Alex. She didn't even have to try hard to find him. He was walking down the stairs casually with his hands in his coat pocket, with that signature smug that seemed to be always there on his face. She rushed towards him, as if in a hurry and ran right into him.
"Oh I'm so sorry!", she apologized dramatically. "I'll pick the pieces up. God, I've become really clumsy lately! I never really meant to throw them at you like that..it's just that I was in a hurry, and you came in my way. I got startled and I threw--" "yeah shut up please. Just look what you did to my face", he snapped. "Oh my god, yes you are badly injured and bleeding. You should really hurry to a doctor who can take those glass pieces off your bod-" "You think I don't know that already!!", he yelled angrily.
"You know what, Ann, I could hardly stop my laughter right then! I would've bursted out if I didn't leave immediately..." , Exci trailed off, chuckling.
"I apologize sincerely. I didn't mean this to happen at all. I'm really sorry that your ugl- I mean, handsome face got all ruined. You probably won't be able to show your pathetic as- I mean, dignified self for a while now. I hope that the nurse that you've been fucki- hanging around with, can treat your wounds properly. I really gotta go now," Exci couldn't help the smile that broke out on her face. But Alex was too much in pain to notice and replied with an angry mumble. " I threw the pieces in a dustbin and came running here. And that's it", she ended.
" I threw the pieces in a dustbin and came running here. And that's it", she ended.
"I really can't believe what you did--" I burst out laughing, holding my stomach. Gasping and out of breath, I looked at the two girls in front of me. They really do know exactly how to make me feel better. I shook my head.
What am I ever gonna do without you", I smiled trying hard to not burst into laughter again. "Exactly. What will you ever do without us?", Sophie repeated in a sing-song voice giggling hysterically. "But that jerk really deserved it" , Exci added seriously. "I can already imagine how the nurses are gonna react on seeing his "pretty face"--- which is pretty ugly if you ask me-- all ruined," she let out a short laugh. I moved forward to give them a hug. "Thanks a lot really", I said. "Nah nah, the school momma is actually supposed to save her kid's ass", Sophie winked at us and I laughed.
I pulled away laughing with them. God, this really feels good. I really needed this thing right now, I sighed. The playful banter and laughing went on for while after that and before we realized, it was already five in the afternoon.
A nurse peeped in. "Doctor, I think it's time for you to check on the VIP. Plus, you'll need to do something for he's refusing to have anything, even his medicines. He didn't even have breakfast. Awfully grumpy since morning", the nurse added worriedly.
The chair made a scraping sound as I stood up. "Time to go for work now I guess. I need to check on my patient," I sighed. My two friends gave me a thumbs-up and waved me off. "Good luck for dealing with extra grumpiness~" she chuckled at her own words. I waved at them and started towards the door.
"Oh and Ann?" I turned around. "Believe in second chances. Don't let one betrayal prevent you from letting others in. Don't let go of chances, you never know what might happen", Exci smiled a little at me.
I smiled back wistfully and nodded my head before shutting the door to the room.
"Oh and Ann? Believe in second chances", Exci's voice kept echoing in my head mirroring the echoes of my footsteps as I walked down the silent corridor.
She was right, but how could I possibly open up again when the wounds have not healed yet? Another betrayal would break me completely. I cannot go through those months of pain and indifference again...but can I also push away the feelings that have been bottling up inside me? But he's an idol, Ann! A voice inside my head kept insisting. He probably has had thousands of such girls until now. And thousands more who are dying to be with him... He could throw anyone away just like that, not even breaking a sweat. Try being realistic. And what has he done to prove he likes you anyways? I shook my head.
You wouldn't have thought of this if Alex hadn't betrayed you. Another voice interrupted. What if he's different? Are all idols really that rotten and heartless? How well do you know them? You might be letting go of the man who could've loved you truly. Going through a heartbreak is one thing, but living the rest of your life wondering "what if I had done something different?" is even more awful.
I sighed. I was completely torn apart, unable to decide what I should do. I don't even know if he looks at me the same way..if all his flirting really meant anything. What did he do to make me fall so hard for him? I chuckled bitterly.
Suddenly, I heard voices from a nearby room. The door was cracked open. I peeped in to see a nurse bandaging Alex, who was sitting on the bed groaning in pain. A few other nurses "ooh-ed" and "ahh-ed", hovering around him while five or six of them stood at the door whispering to each other. Such jobless losers, I thought.
"Don't you have any other work to do except gossipping here?", I snapped at the nurses who stood at the door. They turned around, wide-eyed with alarm. "Dr Ann-- the Section Head got inju-" "yeah yeah I can see that", I interrupted them with a bored look on my face. "But what are YOU people here for? He doesn't need so many people looking after him. Just one nurse is enough", I said pointing to the one who was stitching up his wounds. "The ER is currently running short of staff. Leave immediately," I said. "But doct-" "If you don't wanna lose your jobs, stop slacking off", I warned. They gasped and hurried off.
I could feel Alex's eyes on me as I sighed and walked away, hands shoved inside my lab coat pockets.
As I turned to enter the VIP section, a sudden laugh escaped my throat. Serves him right. I thought. Exci really did a great job. Now he won't be able to go around showing that smug smile---which I hate so much---- for awhile. I laughed loudly that echoed off the walls of the small corridor that lead to Room no 206. Dunno why, but seeing him that injured and in pain gave me made me much more happy than I would've thought. My,my what a sadist I am, I chuckled softly. I pushed open the door. Jerks like him deserve to die in a hole-
"You seem to be in a good mood", a voice said. The laughter died in my throat as I saw Yoongi sitting on the bed in front of me. He looked sour and tired. The usual glint in his eyes was not there. The words got caught up in my throat and I suddenly didn't trust my voice to speak. Giving him a small smile, I walked towards the table kept by his aide. Indeed, he didn't take his medicines. I looked at him."The nurses told me you haven't been eating".
He let out a humourless laugh. "What am I? A child? I can choose if I want to eat or not", he retorted. I clicked my tongue in annoyance. I replied back, "Not when you're here. Your company has entrusted with your well-being. I don't want people to point fingers at me if something went wrong".
Also, I would never forgive myself if you ruined your health here. I thought. He suddenly became quiet. I looked at him suspiciously, but he avoided my gaze. "If that's only the reason why you always seemed so concerned, please don't bother from now on. I'll make sure my company doesn't blame you for anything", he replied softly. I raised an eyebrow. "Where's all that attitude coming from? And I don't get what you mean", I replied confused at his sudden mood swings. "Never mind then",he let out a dry chuckle. "I'm sorry for not being able to read you correctly," he smiled sadly at me. "You were really different for me", he added softly. He looked at me expectantly, his fists clenched at his sides.
I froze in my track. His last words kept echoing inside my head. Is this really what I think it is? But I was too afraid to hope. I brought my hand in an attempt to calm my heart that was beating erratically inside my chest. I shut my eyes. Was this really worth it? "What do you mean by 'different'?", I opened my eyes to see him looking down at his hands. "Never mind that", he shook his head, lying down and turning to the side. "Ann,believe in second chances", Exci's voice repeated in my head. I decided right then that I couldn't let go of this opportunity, couldn't let go of him. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life wondering what could've had happened if I acted differently.
I walked up to his bed and shook him gently. "Please have your meals. Don't take out your anger on the food just because you are upset with me. You can't go without food", I told him softly. He scoffed. " Don't you think you're thinking too high of yourself?Why on Earth will I be upset with you? You did make it clear that I was nothing but a patient. Did you ever heard a patient getting mad at his doctor?", He laughed. I sat down beside his lying figure. "Yoongi",I called him by his name. I shook him again. "Yoongi please". He went absolutely still in my hands. I removed my hands, panic seizing me as I realized he didn't probably want me to call him that. There was silence in the room except for my beating heart. I shut my eyes in despair thinking that I made a mistake again. "Say that again", he demanded, still not moving to look at my face. It was now my turn to go still. What did he just ask me to do? My heart threatened to burst out of my chest cavity by now.
"Yoongi", I whispered, fearing my voice might crack if I spoke too loud. "Come have your food because I sure as hell won't be having mine unless you finish it", I ended, looking at him. He finally turned around to look at me. With the rays of light falling on his lying figure through the window, he was by far the most beautiful thing I had seen. I seemed to lose my voice again when he softly stretched out one of his arms to hold my hand that was clenched by my side. Softly moving his thumb over my knuckles, he smiled. And for the first time today, it actually seemed to reach his eyes. "Will you feed me then?", he asked me expectantly. He fixed an intense gaze on my face as if trying to assess how genuine I had been. "Feed me Anna, that'll be the only way you can make me eat from today".
My breath hitched as I nodded my head furiously because I felt if I opened my mouth now, I'll break into tears. Finally, he showed me his gummy smile that I had come to fall in love with, and with that, he said," Come let's eat. I have been starving".
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courage-a-word-of-justice · 6 years ago
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Double Decker 12 - 13 (FINAL) | Golden Kamuy 23 - 24 (FINAL) | Merc Storia 11 - 12 (FINAL) | Zombieland Saga 12 (FINAL) | Gridman 12 (FINAL) | Cells at Work! 14 (OVA) | Shield Hero 1 | Boogiepop 1 - 2 | Egao no Daika 1
Trigger warnings for rape and slavery in the Shield Hero commentary.
Double Decker 12
Deana’s actually kinda tsundere…that’s kinda amazing to see, really.
I noticed Doug’s phone says “Dr. Apple”. Haha.
Kirill’s special. But why? You never answered that, people! Update: It’s because his antibodies are an antidote for Anthem.
There appears to be a Shell logo on one wall of Derick’s bar…LOL. Shell exists in real life. Why do we want it in an anime, now…?
I laughed so hard when I saw the landlady with what remained of Seven-O, hahaha.
Travis and Sophie, huh? Is it a ship or a working relationship? Who knows?
Oh! This didn’t make sense until Derick declared the bus was a bar. Rigggggggggght.
Kirill, believe in the Doug that believes in you…or something like that…
Kirill’s holding two guns, so when Cooper says, “Put down the gun,” which one does he mean???
“And Then There Weren’t None!” – Parodying (Agatha) Christie again, I see? (Referring to Hyouka’s Why Didn’t They Ask Evans parody, Why Didn’t She Ask Eba?.)
Golden Kamuy 23
How did “pig food” in a sentence become so terrifying???
Why is Tsurumi’s head leaking???
*Sugimoto bashes the earless twin with his prosthetic foot* - Well, that’s one way to get a leg up on someone…okay, I’ll see myself out.
Merc Storia 11
If Orthos is complaining about rain, why is he a water-element unit in the game???
This show is gorgeous. Not to mention the backgrounds look like they’ve been ripped out of the game…
Aw, Orthos is kinda cute. Kinda tsundere. I wonder if he wanted to hear “happy birthday” from Raviol…?
Every time I watch through the ED, I think Raviol’s going “Geddof me!” to Yuu.
Zombieland Saga 12 (FINAL)
The Yuugiri slap returns!
The 21st of December seems to have been the original airdate of this episode…
Karatsu-jou is Karatsu Castle, quite obviously.
Wait…does this mean Kotaro Tatsumi’s real (last) name is Inui? Or was this a “I changed my name bcause my mother/I (re)married” thing?
There’s an end of episode segment…keep watching.
That was…such a non-ending! This definitely needs a season 2 if it wants to finish its storyline! Plus, Yuugiri, Tatsumi and Tae never got their focus episodes!
Gridman 12 (FINAL)
What the heck was up with that smoke cloud? It looked so real, and yet so out of place!
Ooh, I see Anti now has the ability to transform by himself…although I should’ve figured that out last episode, since I think that happened then as well.
*Anti gets stabbed with Alexis’s sword* - What the hck just happened to my garbage son??? (refer to This Week in Anime for how that nickname came about for Anti)
Eyy. So you’re saying Gridman was a magical girl robot all along? Haha…hahahaha.
So basically, it’s Boueibu LOVE! but with less meta. With lessons of mortality instead of the Kabuki Rule. Akane’s basically female!Kinshiro, right down to the hairdo…
Wow…someone really ran out of budget. It’s literally just a slideshow, but with black and white over it.
Oh, there’s actually a nice piano song in the background. So maybe I was wrong about the budget…? I don’t really want to go and watch the slideshow again, y’know.
There’s a random live-action segment at the end of this show??? Wuh??? What do I need to expect next, a talking meteorite??? (referring to Dimension High School)
Okay, seriously??? What was up with live-action Rikka???? I don’t get it… Update: Okay, so the live-action girl was Akane, not Rikka. That’s why it was so confusing…
Double Decker 13 (FINAL)
I laughed really hard at the explosions. Probably because I Photoshopped someone into a picture of an explosion and the scene with Kirill being shoved forward by an explosion reminded me of it…
I wanted Max to slap Travis, as weird as that might be for a show like this (but not for a show like Zombieland Saga). A punch in the gut’s good too, though.
“To be continued?” – Oh. Ohh. Ooh…Heh. I already knew there were some extra episodes, but at this point, there’s no ruling out a season 2, either…hmmm. I really wouldn’t mind a season 2, y’know.
Golden Kamuy 24 (FINAL)
For some reason, I’ve ben referring to Hijikata as “old fart” for the length of this episode (meaning “not long”). He’s an impressive old fart, to be sure, and he was hella nice-looking in his heyday, but in the age of Golden Kamuy, he’s still an old fart.
I thought “Say hello to my little friend” was from Scarface, not…whatever Tsurumi’s pulling here. (commnt made in jest with straight face)
Seriously, what happened to ruin Nopperabo/Wilk’s face, anyway?
Someone make me a Civil War poster with Golden Kamuy characters, stat!
Wait, so Kiroranke, Asirpa and co. are headed north to meet up with Kiroranke’s allies, which could cause a civil/national war. Hijikata and Blockhead Dick-sensei (forgot his name) are headed south due to the info they got from Inudou’s hut (the chapel). I’m pretty sure that’s what just happened, but…I could have missed a bit and then I’d be wrong.
“Send the beloved child on a journey” is a Japanese saying, by the way. That’s (probably?) what Sugimoto’s referring to when he talks with the boat captain (the elder Koito). Oddly, the elder Koito seems to drop the last O from “-dono”, which seems to be a Satsuma thing…?
Cells at Work Special Ep (Ep 14)
Oh, you can see the effector cell amongst the other T Cells! Hello there!
I remember studying stuff about how a cell divides…man, that was at least 2 years ago! You’re making me feel old…
*Helper T Cell appears* - Gaddangit, Kazuma! (from Noragami)
Merc Storia 12 (FINAL)
There’s just something too awfully cute about a brother leaving the “nest”.
Even birds need to learn to fly. I wonder why Orthos didn’t…?
Ah! It’s one of those low-level hooting monsters! I’ve seen them in the game but I don’t know what they’re called…Update: They’re called Goldories. Spoke too soon…
Well…that’s a bit frustrating. That’s the second non-ending this season…hey! I’ve seen that elephant in the game! Plus that slime! (LOL, I’m so easily distracted…)
Ooh, that non-ending. I’ll give it a piece of its mind by giving it an average rating on my AniList!!! Rah!!! Anyways, see ya later…for 2019 anime.
Shield Hero 1
First anime of 2019 and it’s this one. Hoo boy – I’ve read one chapter of the manga, courtesy of CR. It’s gonna get nasty down in here, judging by the buzz that seems set to replicate Goblin Slayer’s…
Oh…that’s not a very favourable opening, the “It was all a dream” opening. Sure, it was gripping and showd Raphtalia (saw her name in promo material from ANN), but f*** if it weren’t overused at this point in time…
I always thought Shield Hero started out like Fushigi Yuugi…speaking of which, is that no longer on Crunchyroll?
Motoyasu’s got his own spinoff, so I’m hoping I’ll get to know him well over the next 12 weeks or so.
I find it interesting that they put the heroes together to reveal they’re from different versions of Japan so quickly. I’m pretty sure that didn’t happen in the manga.
Honestly, that “NOOOOOOOOOOOo!” could be an awesome reaction GIF. Just sayin’.
Sigh…Myne, Myne, Myne…you and your ways with Naofumi…
(Trigger warning: rape discussion) See? As I said, I knew this was going to happen. The thing is that it played out a lot more clearly in the anime than it did in the manga. As much as I don’t like the trope of “rape as accusation” enough (enough to have never encountered it before), it would be hypocritical of me to say I haven’t used it before – it appears in Half-Paid Heroes. However, one year out from having written it (due to the #MeToo movement), I can only say “rape is so not on”. I do not condone rape, but from a storytelling perspective it’s the perfect trope to make a character look like a monster and it makes a clearly false accusation have more oomph behind it, so…let’s just say Shield Hero’s doing its job here, making me despise Myne and the system in this world. Besides, I only stand on the side that does the better story.
For some reason, Naofumi’s “You can shove it all up your a***!” demand reminds me of when I’m angry and doing unreasonable demands…which means it’s won me over now.
I just realised…there hasn’t been much music until now…
(Trigger warning: slavery discussion) Oof. Now they’ve gotten to a new low of depravity in this show. Naofumi’s probably gonna buy a slave…again, I don’t condone this, but I assume Raphtalia is here.
Yep, even without knowing past ch 1, I was right on the money. That’s Raphtalia!
Poppies, huh? The symbol of bloodshed. What a perfect flower for this show, which demonstrates Naofumi’s blood, sweat and tears…
As much as I don’t condone some of the acts done in this show, I see some huge potential. Even if it’s got controversy flying around it like flies, I’ll stand with it. Are you with me?
Boogiepop 1 – 2
Double length premiere…oof, this’ll be tough on my spare time. Lately, I’ve been told to clean up the house a bunch and doing all manner of other things, so it’s just eating up time on all sides.
OP start is…for some reason, never a good start. For some reason, I just don’t like it. Maybe that might be the fact I was taught to start with a compelling opening scene when I was a fiction writer, though.
The subber got so bored they even subbed the Dengeki Bunko logo in the corner…wow. (sarcastic)
For some reason, the art style reminds me of Banana Fish (or Parasyte). Must be the chara designs.
This seems to be coated in a fine film of 90s edge. Or maybe the early 2000s, because that’s when this really comes from. C’mon, Takeda doesn’t even seem surprised when his mouth hangs open!
Notably, Boogiepop uses boku.
Wait, I don’t get why Boogiepop is called that. They pop the boogie(men)? That right?
I started zoning out and fiddling with my wrist in the middle of this episode. That’s another bad sign…
Wow, that ending’s really minimalist.
Currently, this episode raises more questions than it answers. Its overall impression level is trending slightly towards the negative. There must be a double premiere for a reason, though…let’s move on.
Wait - Kirima Seiichi? Is he Nagi’s father??? How did I not notice that earlier?
That manticore business seems to be correct…according to Wikipedia.
This doesn’t add up. Taniguchi. Kirima. Maybe Taniguchi is the name of the mother/father and Kirima is the name of the other parent? Update: Spoke too soon on this point and a previous one.
Kirima’s OS appears to be Windows 10 with a few adjustments.
Wait, but isn’t Suema meant to be the girl’s surname? Or is it Kinoshita? Update: It’s Suema. Kinoshita is another girl.
This white-haired man is the one from last episode, right? I didn’t really recognise him since there’s always terrible lighting plus he was wearing orange then, but yeah. Can’t believe I didn’t connect the dots there either.
White-haired man seems to be like Anti from Gridman. I presume he’s Echoes…? Update: Yup, Echoes it is.
Egao no Daika 1
This sounds like it’s outside my field of expertise, but I’ve been proven wrong before with Planet With, not to mention Toshiki Masuda is a character called Huey Malthis. It seems to be pretty standard Princess and the Pauper fare though…
There’s just a bunch of tablets with fancy-looking English on them…the heck?
Is it just me, or did the mecha game have the solitaire success sound effect…?
Ooh, I sense animosity regarding Japan’s emperor abdicating within this show (in a metaphorical sense)! I could analyse this show to bits, maybe…
The CGI in this actually ain’t that bad. Then again, we are talking about mechs here…
Oh, end of episode segment. Keep watching…
Well, I noticed the characters go off model if you’re paying attention to something you shouldn’t be, but otherwise, it’s a respectable first episode…respectable, but fairly average.
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rorykillmore · 6 years ago
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looool what would you do with sophie anne on Denny if you apped her
fuck you but also,
i do feel like she’d be interesting to app because while she’s not really ambitious or cruel enough to get involved in any large scale villainous stuff (probably), she is conniving enough that there are some potential smaller scale plots people could get involved in with her
like honestly, primarily? i think she’d just kind of wanna live it up on denny and enjoy her freedom. but she doesn’t settle for anything halfway, so she’d probably like, glamour her way into snagging herself some ridiculously lavish mansion down south somewhere rather than settle for rifter housing anywhere. i can’t believe sophie anne’s wanted for tax evasion,
no but that’s kind of the vein of stuff she’d do, like, just kinda lowkey using her power freely to get what she wants. something that might put her a little more in the limelight is that i don’t think she’d hesitate to start supplying people with vampire blood again as an easily accessible way of making herself a LOT of money which, you know, is not TECHNICALLY illegal on denny since there’s no precedent, buuut it’s definitely the kind of thing that has the potential to stir up trouble or attract attention. maybe she’d even market it as like “hey you want free superpowers?” since vamp blood DOES give you temporary abilities, and i feel like that’d be pretty appealing on denny. but yeah that’s maybe something more lawful characters could get involved with, like trying to figure out what’s going on with that, or maybe a character gets themselves into trouble while using it or something…
i could see her making a few enemies through that which could definitely lead to some fun conflict because sophie doesn’t go out of her way to hurt people generally, but she CAN be pretty ruthless with her enemies, so if someone got in her way it might be fun to play with a little antagonistic dynamic..
i also don’t know if she’d be all that discrete about being a vampire?? she probably won’t like, ADVERTISE it, but i don’t think she’d be too secretive either, at least among other rifters. she’s obviously used to vampires being common knowledge, and she wouldn’t really expect anyone to make a huge moral thing out of it since she typically drinks from people who offer themselves voluntarily (you know, those vampirefuckers,)  but there’s certainly a chance that there’d be people who have some qualms with it anyway who might pick a fight with her or at least want to keep an eye on her. it’d be fun to throw her at like, monster hunter-type characters, although idk if we have any of those on denny right now… maybe ed? sophie’s just repulsed by how straight he is,
maybe she’d even like… in the denny chat we were just joking about cheesy night clubs but like, setting up some kind of supernatural bar or community gathering place DOES sound like something she’d possibly be interested in, because it’d be a good way of keeping an eye on things and establishing power a bit. plus sophie just likes to party,
honestly that’s probably what a lot of the rest of her stuff boils down to, she just wants to have a good time and enjoy her eternity in a place that’s… not with the husband she was forced to marry! she’d probably be drawn to characters who entertain her. maybe sleep with some gals because that’s what she likes to do. i think sophie is also a bit drawn to and envious of… well, humanity, so she’d just revel in the opportunity to do basic normal things that make her happy. which is easy to work with in an rp setting, and gives you the chance for all kinds of dynamics, so. maybe at some point, with all the magical characters we have hanging around, she’d pursue some kind of permanent way to be able to go out in daylight because she REALLY wants that
obviously only if i kept her around longterm, it might even be cool to do a plot with her turning someone… it’s not the kind of thing she’d do casually but, eventually she might see the appeal in having other vampires around and i feel like it’s a decision she’d make and then be like “oh right… i forgot what it’s like having a baby vamp” around and then be stuck psychically BONDED to them, and plots like that are always fun to play with
also she’s gonna bother maeve a lot,
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oelfinessend · 7 years ago
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For all that you have thought
Time to dump my fic drafts here! 
Or, where Loki is an actual god and I explore the incomprehensiveness of the concept and differences in biology. Unbeta-ed and really, is very raw. 
Loki moves in his prison like a creature unknown, born in all the worlds and none, created among the stars with the sole purpose of being confusing. The guards try to not look at their former commander and thus miss the way he sometimes flinches and cocks his head and turns slightly to look somewhere past glittering walls.
The tickle is annoying at best, but mostly aggravating; Loki can’t pinpoint its source or origins, his mind constantly distracted by that same non-corporeal itch. Some days it’s almost gone and some he is ready to break something, not at all unlike a mindless brute, which is the only reason Loki keeps himself in control.
After one particularly intense bout of distraction he arrives to the conclusion that it is Odin who allows this - not the great punishment, but a mediocre, annoying distraction, that will, unfortunately yet unerringly, lead Loki’s vast mind into ruin. So he grits his teeth and focuses in it, trying as the process might be, catches the illusive thread and smiles as he finally, finally pinpoints it; it has been centuries since they were banned from Midgard, and even then, during his last stay there had never been a plethora of those who would call Loki their own.
But those who would, followed him always.
Loki smiles, inhales and pulls back.
For a lesser being, an ignorant As, or flighty Ljosalfr it would be impossible to right themselves and become the master of the summons, but Loki has been delving deep into knowledge lost and vaults forgotten, he has taught himself what Bor decided to bury forever under the bones and ashes of svartalfar, who had skirted on the edge since their suns were young.
Loki twists himself among the calling threads of rude, invading seidr, tugs at them gently and finally as soon as the oppressive presence of Hlidskjalf is no more on his back, Loki spreads his own will and might and is finally free.
He manifests a splaying shadow among the ruined, blood-soaked stones. Here, the ancient rituals are still carried in the very ground underneath his bare feet. At first Loki thinks that it’s a peculiar coincidence that the new blood awoke the old and he was called, but he cannot recall that place of worship, and he has never liked when all finesse and knowledge of proper calling was cast aside in favour of massive sacrifices.
There are three runes of his, even if arranged improperly, carved with unsure but strong hand in the altar; they are the ones that ensure that Loki hears the pleas, and old victims of this place only helped the prayers to reach him through the thick magicks of Asgard. They, and Odin’s own dismissal; Loki was released from Asgard’s numbers, cast from it’s seidr’s protective shroud and thus became immune to All-Father’s ban of influencing mortals.
Loki’s laugh is everything dark and triumphant as he makes himself visible above the stone. He is not a deity in this moment - so much more, fed by stolen worship-power and his own joy, and the disbelief and elation his summoners feel, the despair and anguish their victims fall into, it all is directed at him, in him, and Loki drinks it all, formless and bright in his blackness, like a sky of stars or nocturnal waters.
The summoner who crawls towards him, Loki knows, is babbling something, but even so drunk on power he is not mindless and so he turns his head - a nebula of singing movement - to the girl spread out on the hard stones.
  why her he wants to know and so his question is heard. The child is nude, and thin and hungry. Loki wished her mind was calm and so she sleeps, and sees the pink skies of Alfheimr shine with predawn.
  she is frail, small and lacking in knowledge Loki’s musings is more of a presence in mind than a voice, a sound wave.
  what is a higher being to do with such a gift and how to crown such a thought
Loki whispers on his many terrible legs across the blood-remembering stones and symbols calling for gods he knows not, recalls not and cares for not.
Eight mortals was given to him so far - five more are awaiting him still; but Loki has no need for blood, no desire for power, no lust for idle madmen’s worship.
He sighs - the water flows to sky from springs nearby and the altar turns to dust, the girl, still sleeping, covered with a blanket made of his will.
  children are but promises of future Loki finally deigns to hum, turning the ground he reclines on to glass, and the one who waited to put a knife to frail mortal skin just turns into nothing.
Among the frenzied, crazed thoughts bombarding him there is one of clarity; vicious and pointed, there is satisfaction, dark victory and even darker gratefulness Loki feels turned onto him, onto his shapeless, many-faceted being, That’s better.
Many burning, blackless eyes turn onto the man called Jake and Loki becomes Jake for as much as a frail and little mortal mind can allow; and so Jake becomes Loki, for as much as he can bear to witness the form not fit to shape itself on mortal, corporeal planes of Earth.
Jake is a simple man, an accountant who likes his job enough, loves his husband very much and their girls even more. Him and Mike have been planning this trip for almost two years and the twins were ecstatic, and he doesn’t want to die, having heard now every scream those motherfuckers wrought out of other people in their group; but Jake also is grateful it was him who got to ride in the second bus, and not Mike, because poor Isa is only a year and a half older than his girls, and he would have probably gone insane already if either of them was here.
He wishes every last one of those motherfuckers dead, surely but slowly, excruciatingly dead, for every scream they wrought out of poor Ann and Sarah - they were eighty, for fuck’s sake - and sweet little Rose (she was five, five, at five Emma was playing pranks at Sophie and driving both Mike and Jake up the walls) and her poor lab, slightly crazy Derek, Carl, that strange chick who had five names, so Jake didn’t address her and called That Chick in his head, Paul and Tom, unfortunate heirs to a frankly mediocre fortune.
But Isa is sleeping and smiling in her sleep and something has just swallowed the raving lunatic up or maybe disintegrated him, Jake doesn’t care; he wants them gone and to be finally at peace.
what peace is there while you still live The Voice again is in his head, knocking out thoughts and making room for Itself. Jake’s brain can keep up with what that mind part of him is perceiving - a shape among the roads paved with comets, a mind cradling his own and shaping the very air to make a room for Itself. The Voice is filling his body now, a herald of the Mind, which Jake is helpless to push against, but he is not going to - he is bared, so he can take in return.
He knows -
There was a man, a woman, someone, long time ago for them of everchanging Earth, who caught the glimpse of the Mind, like that, and accepted, fully, the knowledge of Its existence and presence, agreed to be the latch and burden.
A balance between living the life for themselves and being devoted to something you have to let go to fully grasp is the only sort of prayer Loki takes, covets, a greedy being, the benefactor of the scholars of Asgard.
Among the dirtied and craven shouts of blood-spillers, Jake’s thought is clear and aimed right at him, at Loki, so Loki will bow so, turn to him who has freed himself to see as much as was allowed; as such will Jake belong to Loki, now; his sight was claimed, his freedom, settled.
And that is fine, Jake knows, if fall, then why not onto the stars?
The flow of mangled seidr ends as soon as the last of madmen is crushed under Loki’s will; as such, he is no longer torn apart by their expectations of him, fear of him and greed for him, his own unwillingness to take a useless corporeal form, or which one to choose. The girl is sleeping still, the blanket turned into leaves, three mortals have become senseless somewhen after his arrival and only his Jake still stands and watches, somewhat detachedly, as Loki allows his form to settle into one he is most used to, then shapes the matter around him into clothing, nondescript but suited for him nonetheless. He may be disowned, he is not lacking in pride.
Thin trickle of awareness is still present - will be until the end of the mortal’s short life, Loki already knows - and it gives him warmth as nothing else.
“What, are you, like, my- my god, or something?” Jake stutters, watches him, pale and drawn, unsure.
“I am Loki, first, last and always.” Loki simply answers and that seems to settle the mortal.
They have a long way to go - there is already a restlessness rising in Jake’s chest, a desire to know what comes next, and as much as Loki can relate, he is displeased, because he laid claim and all questions not to him but about him have become redundant.
No matter, he shifts, yawning, into a canine-like shape and trods away from humans, sniffing at the air and spreading his seidr wide to catch a glimpse of a creature he can mirror.
In a few minutes, there is a howl, ringing through Venezuelan forests; in a few hours, a member of searching party glimpses some animal running from what appers a mutilated human arm, another four hours later, Jake is ushered into a shock blanket as he stares, unblinking, at the black and gold snake resting on the glass of the helicopter, seemingly not bothering the pilot. It opens its mouth, showing two rows of serrated but human-looking teeth, sniggers and twists, turning birdlike as it dissolves into goldish mist.
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heavyarethecrowns · 7 years ago
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So let me understand, willism and kate annunced the engagement (making a tv interview) and you went on and on tellung us that he didn't ask for permission (hahaha) without giving any minimun proof of it but we have to believe that harry telephone(without any proof of course) her majesty when he brought hie gf last minute to the games obligating ed fox to find place for them in front row?? And of course staying there just 15 minutes just to being photographed together and then they left.
Oh you think I had no proof about William and Kate not asking permission?
You mean like HM was not there to help announce it - like Charles and Diana’s?
Where was the family photo - like other announcements?
Oh and what about the Palace saying HM did not know until 2 hours before the photocall - not the announcement to the press but the photocall!
Also in all other engagements the parents don’t work that day but Charles had engagements all day and was shocked when he was told on the engagement that they had announced they were engaged. 
Now that is just the day itself and before we talk about beforehand. 
For example there is a meeting every 6 months where matters of state are discussed between HM and advisors which the minutes are released afterwards. 
Before Charles and Diana, Charles and Camilla’s, Anne and Mark, Anne and Tim, Andrew and Sarah, Edward and Sophie, it is discussed in these meetings about whether permission is given and also other matters regarding the couples. 
No such thing was discussed before William and Kate’s announcement. In fact it was not brought up until Feb 2011. Just 2 months before the wedding. Due to when it was announced they had to wait until the next meeting which was in Feb 2011. That is why her official permission was not given - in that script form - until then because she was not informed until after William had proposed. If he had asked before it would have been brought up in the meeting prior to the announcement and not after. 
Just like all RF members when saying “what are your thoughts on William and Kate announcing they are engaged” from the press would not have acted shocked because they would have known! When even his Father was shocked at the announcement how can you say anyone knew?
When HM had not arranged the usual photocall, signing of forms, when the palace is saying “HM was not informed until 2 hours before the presscall” when Charles had duties that day which is not supposed to happen because he is supposed to be with the couple announcing the engagement, when the palace is saying Harry and Charles were not informed until an hour of the presscall that William was engaged, when the presscall itself was a shambles and KP was in disarray because they were not informed until that morning that an announcement was to be made - because usually they have weeks to prepare then excuse me what makes you think HM knew and permission was asked?
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we-are-all-of-legend-now · 7 years ago
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Never Say Goodbye Playlist: Part Three
Youtube Playlist
|Part One | Part Two|
Part Three: Reader Recommendations
A Drop In The Ocean - Ron Pope
It's just a drop in the ocean, A change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together, It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
All I Want - Kodaline
All I want is nothing more, To hear you knocking at my door, 'Cause if I could see your face once more, I could die a happy man I'm sure, When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside, I lay in tears in bed all night, Alone without you by my side
Always Remember Me - Ry X ft Sara Bareilles
Watch me as I fall, Into the water calling, Watch me as I sink, Into the sea and always remember, Me.
A Thousand Years - Christina Perri
I have died every day waiting for you, Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you, For a thousand years, I'll love you for a thousand more, And all along I believed I would find you, Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years, I'll love you for a thousand more
At Your Door - Nate Walcott/Mike Mogis ft. Big Harp
And if you be my home, Then I won't need no roof, And I won't need no walls, I need you, And that's all, That's all
Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson
But the telephone is singing, Ringing, It's too early, Don't pick it up, We don't need to, We got everything, We need right here, And everything we need is enough, Just so easy, When the whole world fits inside of your arms, Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm? Wake up slow, mmm mm, wake up slow
Barbie Bandaids - The Isaacs
And I know, that you're ready to take a step, But I'm not ready for that yet, All I see is my little girl in tears and curls, Watching you grow before my eyes, Letting you go one Barbie bandaid at a time.
Barefoot And Bruised - Jamestown Story
Maybe when your sky comes crashing down, I can be your angel on the ground, If you get tired and can't go on I will carry you along, when the rocks below your feet wear out your shoes, when you're barefoot and bruised
Beautiful Boy - Coleen McMahon (Chapter: 62)
Today you’re gone, Today you left me, You left me for heaven, I’m on my knees, Crying and begging, Please let me be dreaming
Better Love - Green River Ordinance
When I set out for ruined lands, Shadows heavy where I stand, You took death and called me friend, I can't find a better love 
Boys In The Street - Greg Holden
When I was younger, My daddy told me I would never, Never amount to nothing special, He'd come at me from every angle, He'd say You're the last thing I wanted the last thing I need, How am I gonna answer when my friends tell me, My son was kissing boys in the street
Butterfly Kisses - Westlife
Butterfly kisses after bed time prayer, Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair, Walk beside the pony daddy, it's my first ride, I know the cake looks funny daddy, But I sure tried, Oh with all that I've done wrong I must have done something right, To deserve a hug every morning, And butterfly kisses at night
Bright - Echosmith
Did you see that shooting star tonight? Were you dazzled by the same constellation? Did you and Jupiter conspire to get me? I think you and the Moon and Neptune got it right 'Cause now I'm shining bright (oh) so bright, And I get lost (oh) in your eyes
Burning House - Cam
The flames are getting bigger now, In this burning house, I can hold on to you somehow, In this burning house, Oh, and I don't wanna wake up, In this burning house
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
If I lay here, If I just lay here, Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know, How to say, How I feel. Those three words, Are said too much, They're not enough
Christmas And Me Are  Through - Your Vegas
Laugh a little louder, Sing a little prouder, See you in the Rose and Crown, We'll raise a glass to this old town, Home is where the heart is, The end is where the start is, Have a happy holiday, Remember, boy, to smile when you frown, Out by the old church I can hear them sing, Long live the king
Close Your Eyes - Michael Buble
So close your eyes, Let me tell you all the reasons why babe, You're never going to have to cry baby, Because you're one of a kind, Yeah, here's to you, You're the one that always pulls us through, You always do what you got to do babe, 'Cause you're one of a kind., You're the reason why I'm breathing, With a little look my way, You're the reason that I'm feeling, It's finally safe to stay
Cold Is The Night - The Oh Hellos
Steady is the hand that's come to terms, With the lessons it has had to learn, I've seen the things that I must do, But Lord, this road is meant for two, So I am waiting here for you
Colors - Halsey
Everything is blue, His pills, his hands, his jeans, And now I'm covered in the colors, Pulled apart at the seams
Comatose - Skillet
Oh how I adore you, Waking up to you never felt so real, Oh how I thirst for you, Waking up to you never felt so real, Oh how I adore you, ohhhh. The way you make me feel, Waking up to you never felt so real
Come Home - OneRepublic ft Sara Bareilles
Come home, Come home, ‘Cause I’ve been waiting for you, For so long, For so long, Right now there's a war between the vanities, But all I see is you and me, The fight for you is all I’ve ever known, Ever known, So come home, Come home
Control - Halsey
I paced around for hours, on empty, I jumped at the slightest of sounds, And I couldn't stand the person inside me, I turned all the mirrors around, I'm bigger than my body, I'm colder than this home, I'm meaner than my demons, I'm bigger than these bones
Could I Have This Dance - Anne Murray
As we move together, I knew forever, you're all I'll ever need, Could I have this dance, for the rest of my life, Could you be my partner every night, when we're together, it feels so right, Could I have this dance for the rest of my life
Cross That Line - Joshua Radin (Chapter: 1)
Every time I lose myself I find, I'm left alone but you need to know, For you I'd break these walls, I'd choose to fall, I'm going to cross that line for you, I don't know the right way, wonder what you'd say if I let go
Dark Horse - Foy Vance
Hold me dark and hold me light, Hold me wrong and hold me right, Hope is a sword with both sides as sharp, As the other as sharp as the other, And it cuts you of course and it cuts to the heart 
Dear Sophie - Tim Halperin
Looking at you from my eyes to my heart, I knew that I loved you right from the start. You're lying there as still as could be, you open your eyes and you look back at me. So go on and dream as big as the sea but dont let the tide take you too far from me. Well go on and find who you wanna be and know that my love for you will never leave.
Don’t Forget Where You Belong - One Direction
I feel like I'm dreaming. Oh, so I know, I know, I know, I know that I'm never leaving. No, I won't go. Don't forget where you belong–home. Don't forget where you belong–home. If you ever feel alone–don't. You were never on your own. And the proof is in this song.
Drive - Halsey
Your laugh, echoes down the hallway, Carves into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness, It's bliss, It's so simple but we can't stay, Over analyze again, would it really kill you if we kissed, All we do is drive, All we do is think about the feelings that we hide, All we do is sit in silence waiting for a sign, Sick and full of pride, All we do is drive
Even My Dad Does Sometimes - Ed Sheeran
So live life like you're giving up, Cause you act like you are, Go ahead and just live it up, Go on and tear me apart, It's alright to shake, Even my hand does sometimes, So inside we rage, Against the dying of the light, It's alright to say that deaths the only thing you haven't tried, But just for today, Hold on, So live life like you're giving up, Cause you act like you are, Go ahead and just live it up, Go on and tear me apart, Hold on
Fight Song - Rachel Platten
And all those things I didn't say, Wrecking balls inside my brain, I will scream them loud tonight, Can you hear my voice this time?
Footprints In The Sand - Leona Lewis (Chapter: 48)
I see my life, Flash across the sky, So many times have I been so afraid, And just when I, I thought I'd lost my way, You gave me strength to carry on, That's when I heard you say, I promise you, I'm always there, When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair, And I'll carry you, When you need a friend, You'll find my footprints in the sand
For You - Gavin James
Well maybe I don't give up easily, And I know this is hard to see, But I wish time would slow down, So I could keep your heart around , If I can make you stay another day, I'll wait another day for you, and for you
Fun - Troye Sivan
Let's go have fun, you and me in the old Jeep, Ride around town with our rifles on the front seat, Fun, you and me in the Middle East, Shooting at rocks, bullets cocked in the midday
Gasoline - Halsey
Well my heart is golden, my hands are cold, Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me? Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me? Pointing fingers cause you'll never take the blame like me?
Ghost - Banners
All the ghosts, They float, float around us, How they turned all our dreams into dust, This ain't your mother, But darling there was no spark, left for us, We wonder part too, But lost I was, And now I know that here, here I am, Oh and here, here I am, Oh, hard to believe, It's said and done, hard to believe, It's not dead and gone, I want to believe, On this world and in this world, but I just can't, Convince myself
Goodbye - The Sweeplings
Trust me sweetheart I’ll be here, When the star light fades, right alongside you, I’ll bring you back from anywhere, If you’ll do the same, there’s no end here, I’m not willing to lose you, I’m not willing to say goodbye
Good In Goodbye - Carie Underwood
As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt, I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved, Sometimes life leads you down a different road, When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go, Someday you’ll see the reason why, Sometimes, yeah, sometimes, there’s good in goodbye 
Guiding Light - Foy Vance ft Ed Sheeran
But there's a sign ahead, though I think it's the same one again, and I'm thinking 'bout my only friend,and so I find my way home. When I need to get home, you're my guiding light, you're my guiding light.
Happily Ever After - He Is We
Oh, happily ever after, wouldn’t you know, wouldn’t you know. Oh, skip to the ending, who’d like to know, I’d like to know. Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?
Harbour Lights -  A Silent Film
You and I know I had to leave, And the harbour lights, I cannot see, But you were my rock never my stepping stone. I held my tongue, I turn on my heels, I couldn't look back. I want you to know, That you were my rock never my stepping stone.
Hello - Adele
Hello, it's me, I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet, To go over everything, They say that time's supposed to heal ya, But I ain't done much healing, Hello, can you hear me, I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be, When we were younger and free, I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet
Helplessly - Tatiana Manaois
See you distract me, but I'm distracted without you. I don't know how to focus baby teach me how to. Cause I'm standing still again, But if you love me, just like the way that I love you, I wouldn't mind a little comforting from you. Why do I let you in my head?
Here With Me - Dido
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, But I can't hide, I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, Until you're resting here with me, I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, Until you're resting here with me
Here With You - Jake Nauta (Chapter: 95)
Part of me wants to love you,  Part of me knows I can't. A part of me is trying, But part of me isn't there. I don't want to hurt you,  But I know I will. A part of me wonders if you'll love me still. 
Higher - The Naked And Famous
Higher, higher, Tonight we raise the dead, Tonight we bury this in fire, fire, Under the shape of years, And the weight that brought us here 
Hold Each Other - A Great Big World ft Futuristic
I know that we've been through a lot, I know that we both grew up, You know I missed you a lot, When I was young I was dumb, Didn't think you'd fit in my plot, And I appreciate the break because I love what we got now, You give me chills and I can't imagine you leaving, If I could build a perfect person honestly you would be it, And you know nobody knows you like I know you, I can't wait to come back home so I can hold you
Home - Edward Sharpe And The Magnetic Zeros
Laugh until we think we'll die, Barefoot on a summer night, Never could be sweeter than with you, And in the streets you run afree, Like it's only you and me, Geez, you're something to see.
How Could You Leave - Jamestown Story
These days I spend home alone, And replay all of our songs I'm praying you miss me too, Breezeways where we walked alone, Teach me you still ain't home, I'm doubting you miss me too 
Human - Christina Perri
But I'm only human, And I bleed when I fall down, I'm only human, And I crash and I break down, Your words in my head, knives in my heart, You build me up and then I fall apart, 'Cause I'm only human
I Don’t Dance - Lee Brice
No, I don't dance, but here I am, Spinning you round and round in circles, It ain't my style, but I don't care, I'd do anything with you anywhere, Guess you got me in the palm of your hand, girl, Cause, I don't dance, Ohhh, I don't dance
I Don’t Know What I Can Save You From (Röyksopp Remix) - Kings Of Convenience
You called me after midnight, must have been three years since we last spoke, I slowly tried to bring back, the image of your face from the memories so old, I tried so hard to follow, but didn't catch the half of what had gone wrong, said "I don't know what I can save you from”.
If I Could Fly - One Direction
If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you, I think I might give up everything, just ask me to, Pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down, Right now I'm completely defenseless, For your eyes only, I show you my heart, For when you're lonely and forget who you are, I'm missing half of me when we're apart, Now you know me, for your eyes only, For your eyes only
I Found - Amber Run
I'll use you as a focal point, So I don't lose sight of what I want, I've moved further than I thought I could, But I miss you more than I thought I would, I'll use you as a warning sign, That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind, I found love where it wasn't supposed to be, Right in front of me, Talk some sense to me
I Know You Care - Ellie Goulding
And know it wasn't always wrong, But I've never known a winter so cold, Now I don't warm my hands in your coat, But I still hope, 'Cause this is how things ought to have been, And I know the worst of it wasn't all that it seemed, Why can't I dream, Why can't I dream
Invisible Thread - Matt Gould/Griffin Matthews
Learn all I can, So when he comes to home, I'll be a better man, There is a long invisible thread, That wraps around my heart, And wraps around your head It tightens its grip, When things go unsaid, And I can't break free
I Want You To Live - George Canyon (Chapter: 36)
I want you to live, I want you to love, I want you to go on and not give up, I want you to live, I want you to try, I want you to know that I’m alright, I want you to fall in love again, I wanna see you smile again and again, I want you to live
I Was So Sure - Former Vandal
All these voices reach as high, But they still can't drown the sound, Of me knowing this is all my fault, We're still too young, this is too much, But I still know that there must, Have been something that I could have done
I Will Be There - Odessa
If you ever need someone, To just love you, If you ever need someone, To simply adore you, I will be there, Standing by your side, I will be there, Standing by your side
I Won’t Forget - Greg Holden
Now I finally see the way it is, I was a fool not to reveal the way I lived, But I won’t forget the days I lived in fear, And I’ll hold on to the memory no matter how severe, I won’t forget the days I lived in fear
I Wouldn’t Mind - He Is We
Forever is a long time, But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side, Carefully we're placed for our destiny, You came and you took this heart, and set it free, Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me, I’m torn, I’m torn to be right where you are, I’m not afraid, anymore, I’m not afraid
Keep You With Me - Hot Chelle Rae
Days go by, And yeah I've always got you on my mind, oh, Cause I keep you with me, I say your name, I can’t touch you but it feels the same, oh, Gotta keep you with me 
Killing Me Softly With His Song - Roberta Flack (Chapter: 40)
Strumming my pain with his fingers, Singing my life with his words, Killing me softly with his song, Killing me softly with his song, Telling my whole life with his words, Killing me softly with his song
Letters From War - Mark Schultz
He said "Mom I'm following orders, From all of your letters, And I've come home again", He ran into hold her, And dropped all his bags on the floor, Holding all of her letters from war
Let Them Be Little - Lonestar
I can remember when you fit in the palm of my hand, Felt so good in it, no bigger than a minute, How it amazes me, you're changing with every blink, Faster than a flower blooms they grow up all too soon
Life Is Beautiful - Vega4
When you run away from harm, Will you run back into my arms? Like you did when you were young, Will you come back to me?
Like I’m Gonna Lose You - Meghan Trainor ft John Legend
So I'm gonna love you, Like I'm gonna lose you, I'm gonna hold you, Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing, I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when, When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you, Like I'm gonna lose you, I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
Love Me Now - John Legend
I don't know who's gonna kiss you when I'm gone, So I'm gonna love you now, like it's all I have, I know it'll kill me when it's over, I don't wanna think about it, I want you to love me now 
Magnet - Jilian Linklater ft. Dan Storm
I’ve felt love before, It’s always left me wanting so much more, But all I’ll ever need is holding onto me, Cause your love is like a magnet, And I dont want to resist it, What’s the point in acting like I don’t feel it 
March: Hills To Climb - Tim Myers
Dreaming of a view, From an empire in the sky, Golden gates can wait, Where the dust comes back to life, and the sins of time will ship, and the rivers heaven flow, When our hearts grow tired and cold, there's a strength to letting go
Marry You - Bruno Mars
Cause it's a beautiful night, We're looking for something dumb to do. Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you. Is it the look in your eyes, Or is it this dancing juice? Who cares baby, I think I wanna marry you.
My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
Every night in my dreams, I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on, Far across the distance, And spaces between us, You have come to show you go on, Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on, Once more you open the door, And you're here in my heart, And my heart will go on and on
My Love - Sia
You gave it all, Gave into the call, You took a chance and, You took a fall for us, You came thoughtfully, Loved me faithfully, You taught me honor, You did it for me, Today you will sleep away, You will wait for me, my love
Nana - The 1975
I wish you'd walk in again, Imagine if you just did, I'd fill you in on the things you missed, Oh sleepless knight, a grown up man dressed in white, Who I thought might just save your life, But he couldn't, so you died
Need Somebody - Beatie Wolfe
When I grow old please stay by me as I fade, And if I grow cold please be the flame that holds the faith, Don't you know we need somebody, just somebody to take our hand, Don't you know we need somebody, somebody who will understand 
Never Gonna Give You Up - Rick Astley
We've known each other for so long, Your heart's been aching, but, You're too shy to say it, Inside, we both know what's been going on, We know the game and we're gonna play it, And if you ask me how I'm feeling, Don't tell me you're too blind to see, Never gonna give you up, Never gonna let you down, Never gonna run around and desert you, Never gonna make you cry, Never gonna say goodbye, Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you
Never Grow Up - Taylor Swift
Your little hand's wrapped around my finger, And it's so quiet in the world tonight, Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming, So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light, To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret, I'd give all I have, honey, If you could stay like that, Oh darling, don't you ever grow up, Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little, Oh darling, don't you ever grow up, Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple, I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart, And no one will desert you, Just try to never grow up
Now That I’ve Found You - Paul McDonald ft. Nikki Reed
You mean everything to me, my dear, I see you in my thoughts, and I hear you in my sleep, And now that I’ve found you, Now that I’ve got you, I’ve got everything 
One Step Ahead - A Great Big World
How could I ever be enough? Worthy of someone else's love? All of my hang-ups and all of my fears, You made them all disappear, One step ahead of me, You saw what we could be, How did you know, down in your bones that I'd come around?
Photograph - Ed Sheeran
We keep this love in a photograph, We made these memories for ourselves, Where our eyes are never closing, Hearts are never broken, Times forever frozen still, So you can keep me, Inside the pocket, Of your ripped jeans, Holdin' me closer, 'Til our eyes meet, You won't ever be alone, Wait for me to come home
Pick Your Head Up - Cody Qualls
Pick your head up, It’s criminal what you can do to do yourself when you’re not feeling the part of you that’s fed up, I’ve the judgement that I’m not enough, And I’m sick and tired of being “not enough” 
Pink Cloud - Pegboard Nerds ft. Max Collins
I don't care if they talking about us ... no, I don't care if they put us down... no, I don't care if the sky falls around us, We're riding on a pink cloud 
Please Don’t Go - Joel Adams (Chapter: 126)
Most nights I pray for you to come home, Praying to the Lord, Praying for my soul, Now please don't go, Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone, Now please don't go, oh no, I think of you whenever I'm alone, So please don't go
Pretending - Cory Monteith & Lea Michele
Will we ever say the words we're feeling, Reach down underneath it, Tear down all the walls, Will we ever have a happy ending, Or will we forever only be pretending, We will always be pretending 
Returning Soldier - Vexento
Roman Holiday - Halsey
We'll be looking for sunlight, Or the headlights, Till our wide eyes burn blind, We'll be lacing the same shoes, That we've worn through, To the bottom of the line, And we know that we're headstrong, And our heart's gone, And the timing's never right, But for now let's get away, On a Roman holiday
Ronan - Taylor Swift
What if I'm standing in your closet trying to talk to you? What if I kept the hand-me-downs you won't grow into? And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through? What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you? Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Run - Snow Patrol
And I can barely look at you, But every single time I do, I know we'll make it anywhere, Away from here, Light up, light up, As if you have a choice, Even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear
Run Away With Me - Carly Rae Jepsen (Chapter: 74)
Oh baby, take me to the feeling, I'll be your sinner, in secret, When the lights go out, Run away with me, Run away with me, Oh baby, every single minute, I'll be your hero, I'm willing, When the lights go out, Run away with me, Run away with me
Safe And Sound - Sam Tsui/Kurt Schneider
Don't you dare look out your window darling, Everything's on fire, The war outside our door keeps raging on, Hold onto this lullaby, Even when the music's gone, Gone, Just close your eyes, The sun is going down. You'll be alright, No one can hurt you now, Come morning light, You and I'll be safe and sound
Saturn - Sleeping At Last
You taught me the courage of stars before you left. How light carries on endlessly, even after death. With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite. How rare and beautiful it is to even exist.
Save A Place For Me - Matthew West
Save a place for me, save a place for me, I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon, Save a place for me, save some grace for me, I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon
Shut Up (And Sleep With Me) - Sin With Sebastian
Don't you listen to those old conventions, No try to suppress your real intentions, You're open minded, at least that's what you keep on sayin', Don't be afraid of doing what you're best at, Shut up and sleep with me, Come on, why don't you sleep with me?
Sing For Me - Yellowcard
Look at me and listen close, So I can tell you how I feel before I go, Just a year, it's not much time, For me to show you I am proud that you are mine, I wish I had known the future in my heart, Was just about to start, Say tomorrow, I can't follow you there, Just close your eyes
Sinking Deep - Hillsong Young & Free
I'm wide awake, drawing close, stirred by grace, And all my heart is yours, All fear removed, I breathe you in, I lean into, Your love, oh, your love
Soldiers - Vexento
Somewhere Only We Know - Lily Allen
Oh simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to rely on, And if you have a minute why don't we go, Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything, So why don't we go, Somewhere only we know?
Standing Outside The Fire - Face
Life is not tried, it is merely survived, If you're standing outside the fire, There's this love that is burning, Deep in my soul, Constantly yearning to get out of control, Wanting to fly higher and higher, I can't abide, Standing outside the fire
Stars - Grace Potter And The Nocturnals
And I can't look at the stars, They make me wonder where you are, Stars, up on heaven's boulevard, And if I know you at all, I know you've gone too far, So I, I can't look at the stars.
Super Trouper - ABBA
Facing twenty thousand of your friends, How can anyone be so lonely, Part of a success that never ends, Still I'm thinking about you only, (Still I'm thinking about you only), There are moments when I think I'm going crazy, (Think I'm going crazy), But it's gonna be alright, (You'll soon be changing everything), Everything will be so different, When I'm on the stage tonight
Talk Me Down - Troye Sivan
I wanna sleep next to you, But that's all I wanna do right now, And I wanna come home to you, But home is just a room full of my safest sounds, Cause you know that I can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow, I'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
My heart stops, When you look at me, Just one touch, Now baby I believe, This is real, So take a chance and, Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back
That Kind Of Love - Max Schneider
Give me that kind of love that makes the hair stick straight up upon your neck, The kind you give your life for this like Montagues and Capulets, Don't need to live forever, Growing old with you is much better, Just give me 
The Call - Regina Spektor
Just because everything's changing, Doesn't mean it's never been this way before, All you can do is try to know who your friends are, As you head off to the war, Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light, You'll come back when it's over, No need to say goodbye
The Light Behind Your Eyes - My Chemical Romance
Sometimes we must grow stronger and, You can be stronger when I'm gone, When I’m here, no longer, You must be stronger and, If I could be with you tonight, I would sing you to sleep, Never let them take the light behind your eyes, I failed and lost this fight, Never fade in the dark, Just remember you will always burn as bright
The Men That Drive Me Places - Ben Rector
Oh isn't that just the way it goes, You're dealt a good hand and you get celebrated, Oh how am I the only one who knows, I'm half the man of the men that drive me places, And now everything's not given, I work hard to make my living, But I'll give credit where I think credits due, Maybe you got dealt a good hand, Maybe you play it the best that you can, But I don't know how far you'd walk without those cards
These Colours Don’t Run - Iron Maiden (Chapter: 50)
It's the same in every country, When you say you're leaving, Left behind the loved ones, Waiting silent in the hall, Where you're going lies adventure, others only dream of, Red and green light this is real, and so you go to war
They Don’t Need To Understand - Andy Black
What made me tough almost killed me, At least that's how I remember the story, Over the years I've forgotten how it was, But I survived and I won't walk down, The same old road that they all followed, It only leads to a life not meant for me
Thinkin Bout You - Frank Ocean
Yes, of course, I remember, how could I forget (how could I forget)? How you feel (how you feel)? You know you were my first time (time). A new feel, It won't ever get old, not in my soul, Not in my spirit, keep it alive (spirit, keep it alive), We'll go down this road, 'Til it turns from color to black and white
This Is Why I Need You - Jesse Ruben
Cause you make the darkness less dark, You make the edges less sharp, You make the winter feel warmer, You make my weakness less weak, You make the bottom less deep, You make the waiting feel shorterm You make my crazy feel normal, every time, You are the who, love is the what, this is the why
Till I Hurt You - Grace Weber
Last night I had a dream we were together, But I woke up to an empty hollow room, Did I help you build these walls we have between us? Or did it creep up like the blood beneath the bruise? And I never knew who I was- till I met you, And I never knew what love was- till you held me the whole night through, And I never knew what hurt was- till I hurt you.
Time To Go - Keane
Where there's nowhere to hide, From what's broken inside, A faultline rips right open, Under the wide wide ocean's tide, Under the wide wide ocean, Maybe it's time to go, Maybe it's time we went, You're making a spectacle, Maybe it's time we left
Truce - Twenty One Pilots
Stay alive, stay alive for me. You will die, but now your life is free, Take pride in what is sure to die.
True Colors - Zedd ft Tim James
All my life, one page at a time, I'll show you my, my true colors, No I won't apologize for the fire in my eyes, Let me show you my, my true colors, it ain't no rainbow
Unraveling - Liz Longley (Chapter: 67)
I've been tearing through boxes on nights I can't sleep, Searching for memories of who she used to be
Waiting - Aquilo
Waiting for you darling, Waiting for the word, Waiting for you darling, Just say it and nothing will stand in my way
Waiting For Superman - Daughtry
She’s talking to angels, Counting the stars, Making a wish on a passing car, She’s dancing with strangers, She’s falling apart, Waiting for Superman to pick her up, In his arms, yeah, in his arms, yeah, She’s waiting for Superman... 
Weight Of Living, Pt. I - Bastille
Stepping forward out into the day, Shrugging off the dust and memory, Though it's soaring still above your head, It is out of sight and none shall see, Oooh there's a light
We’re A Miracle - Christina Aguilera (Chapter: 48)
You and me, we're a miracle; meant to be, And nothing can change it, Mountains move, And oceans part, When they are standing in our way, You and me, we're a miracle; Angels stand watching over, And heaven shines upon us, everyday
West - Sleeping At Last
Time moves slow, When half of your heart has yet to come home. Every minute’s adding up, And leaving a mark on us. I can’t get you out of my mind. I can’t get you out of my mind. I can’t get you out of my mind. I solemnly swear, I swear that I’ll never try.
West Coast - Coconut Records (Chapter: 50)
We both go together if one falls down, Yeah, right, heh, I talk out loud like you're still around, Oh, no, no, And I miss you, I'm goin' back home to the West Coast, I wish you would've put yourself in my suitcase, I love you, Standin' all alone in a black coat, I miss you, I'm goin' back home to the West Coast
What Side Of Love - Parachute
It can make you feel you're bulletproof, Or can cut you down with the smallest truth, Sometimes it can take control, Sometimes it just lets you go, Ooh, lets you go
What’s Up - 4 Non Blondes
And so I cry sometimes, When I'm lying in bed, Just to get it all out, What's in my head, And I, I am feeling a little peculiar, And so I wake in the morning, And I step outside, And I take a deep breath and I get real high, And I scream from the top of my lungs, What's going on
When You Say Nothing At All - Alison Krauss
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me, There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me, The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall, You say it best when you say nothing at all 
Wherever You Are - Angus & Julia Stone
Driving around that town, Where you've been before, And we're like the kids from Candy, Kissing in the grocery store, And there's nowhere else to be, I could live in your old car, With the broken stereo, I want to be wherever, Wherever you are
Who We Are - Tristan Prettyman
I believe in something more, All the days that came before, Led us right to where we are, Right to where we are, It’s all written in the stars, We’ve already come so far, And we can’t change who we are
Why Not - Jonsi
Willow - Jasmine Thompson
I wouldn’t leave you, I would hold you, When the last day comes, What if you need me, Won’t you hold me, On the last day, our last day, Somewhere the timing will all come together, The mishaps will turn into sunny Decembers, The lovers will be able to find their willow
Winds Of Change - Vance Joy
Oh, you went running with my heart, And it's a long, long, long way back, And this right here, well it just ain't living, Oh, I want you to come back, Well I've been alone far too long, When are you coming home, my love? Well I've been alone far too long, When are you coming home, my love? My love
Without You - Mariah Carey
I can't live, If living is without you, I can't live, I can't give anymore, I can't live, If living is without you, I can't give, I can't give anymore
With You - Sharon Dee Clarke
Those unfinished conversations, We used to have still speak to me, And I write you letters every day, That I’ll never send and you’ll never see, All this wishful thinking, Gets me nowhere I can’t stay, Though my heart is broken, It keeps breaking every day 
You - Lost Kings ft. Katelyn Tarver
I can't get enough, We got the future, but in the past, Good and the bad, making it last, We are what I want and I want what I already got 
Your Song - Ellie Goulding
Anyway the thing is what I really mean, Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen, And you can tell everybody this is your song, It may be quite simple, but now that it's done, I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words, How wonderful life is now you're in the world
21 Guns - Green Day
When it's time to live and let die, And you can't get another try, Something inside this heart has died, You're in ruins, One, 21 Guns, Lay down your arms, Give up the fight, One, 21 Guns, Throw up your arms into the sky
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