#like . i kiss objects . source:: it came to me in a dream
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iwant you guys 2 know that my objectum awakening was me having a dream where i kissed and cuddled a bluetooth speaker and thpught Huh . why am i enjoying this
#and i think tgats funny as fuck for some reason#like . i kiss objects . source:: it came to me in a dream#certified objectum moment
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God I don't wanna go to therapy tomorrow. Sick of talking about my feelings in a clinical setting. I do enough psychoanalysis just by myself, and now I gotta sit through it with someone else??? Come on.
#speculation nation#i say as if i didnt submit myself to this and am not willingly paying for this to continue#idfk man ive always hated therapy. just kinda kept it going bcus i was so messed up about the whole grief shit#and i guess it's been maybe helpful. i dont know.#SHOULD i mention this tomorrow? i already know it's ass and entirely undeserved#if i did it'd mostly be another source to complain about it. theres really nothing anyone can say to make it better#bc it's bullshit and it already happened. and i already have the objective proof of yet another person losing interest in me.#... i dont know. i feel like it's inevitably going to come up. it's already taken up so much of my thoughts.#my every dream last night stemmed from it all. it was such a fitful night of sleep.#i can only pray that i dont dream about it tonight too. i want a fucking break from it all.#i hope she loses sleep from guilt. i hope she hurts every time she remembers what she did to me.#i hope she comes around tomorrow so she can see the face she kissed and she lied about loving#so she can remember im a person with feelings too. a person who opened up to her. a person who trusted her.#............ okay maybe i should talk about my blatantly vicious retaliatory remarks with my therapist.#i tried to reign it in but Bitch Mode definitely came out earlier today. when it was fresh. and i just wanted to make her Hurt.#i still want that honestly. i want her to truly regret doing this. to be filled with so much guilt for how she chose to do it.#i cant change her feelings. no matter how much i might want to. but i sure as hell can make her regret it.#i feel like im allowed a bit of petty bitchiness after this bullshit. but i also dont like the person i become like this.#anger issues. perhaps i should talk about my anger issues with my therapist.#easier than just rehashing the whole breakup. though i'll probably have to do that some too.#but better to have a goal for it. a direction to focus on. so that it's not just me complaining.#... it still wont be fun. and my ex mentioned coming round an hour after my therapy ends for dropping the shit off.#so Assuming she actually shows up (still not convinced she will after she flaked on me twice)#it's gonna be therapy and then seeing her right after. god it's gonna suck.#i'll try to do some homework maybe. and then maybe see if anyone wants to hang out later tomorrow.#my friends r the real ones. hanging out with me for 7 hours... they traded off between them but still#for 7 hours i was not alone. and that was very nice of them to do.#good things. positives! focusing on the positives. i am a healthy person with a healthy outlook on life. smiles.
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Well, I love spoiling my sky-eyed love more than usual. I wake up Satoru with a long and delicious blowjob, then I ride him until he's an overstimulated and happy puddle. I make him breakfast, french toast with chantilly cream and berries and then I blindfold him and put him in the car.
I've booked a whole amusement park just for us and his students who are already waiting for us there. When we arrive Satoru is so happy, he kisses me and makes me twirl in his arms.
We go on all the rides, laugh and eat junk food. He competes with his students to see who does the stupidest things and I take pictures and videos, I want him to remember this day forever, I want him to know how much he is loved.
Towards evening, after saying goodbye to the others we go home. While he takes a shower (it was hard to find an excuse not to shower with him) I prepare dinner and finish decorating the cake.
The smell is delicious and Satoru hugs me from behind, he kisses my neck and tells me he loves me, that everything was fantastic. I tell him that his birthday isn't over yet, there are more suru for him.
We've dinner by candlelight, it's romantic and intimate and we laugh and feed each other. At the end of the dinner I bring to the table the cake that I secretly prepared the day before. The cake is a soft sponge cake with layers of silky custard, strawberries macerated in a sweet liqueur and decorated with cream puffs filled with whipped cream.
After singing him Happy Birthday, I cut a slice for him. I tell him that this is a magical cake, if he finds a small object in the cake, his wishes will come true.
Satoru replies that his wishes came true when he met me, that he can't wish for anything more. I kiss him softly and tell him that he's my dream come true.
Satoru takes a bite of cake, his eyes widen when he feels something hard and he looks at what it is. It's a small miniature of a baby pacifier. Satoru is speechless, he stares at the small miniature while his eyes fill with tears. He looks at me, his voice is broken. "Yes, my love, you will become a dad, the best dad in the world."
I also start to cry with joy, we kiss and hug, I love seeing Satoru so happy, he has already started talking to my belly. I laugh amused and kiss him and kiss him and kiss him again and again. It will be a night of love, it'll be the night I will start calling him daddy. 💖
ahhh 🥹 what a lovely day you’re giving him! starting with a banger at that, he’s truly one lucky man to have you 😼 the amusement park escapade sounds like so much fun! i bet he pulled the dumbest things along with yuuji, they click so well together AHAHAH
his wishes already came true when he met you 🥹 you were his one and only wish all along, he doesn’t need anything else but HIS BDAY PRESENT IS SO 🥹🥹🥹 papa toru on the way! god, i just know he’ll stay awake that night and watch you sleep, his hand softly placed on your belly, and he’ll just wonder how in the world he got so lucky and how you happened to him 🥹
I AM GOING TO SOB 🤧 this is so precious! 🤍 thank you for sharing with me! 🥹🤍
#[ ai—mail ]#ᓚᘏᗢ — meowtuals#tw pregnancy#AHHHH IM TEARY EYED 🥹🥹🥹#you love him soooo much but he will always love you more!
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NR, E, & M reading since 9/16
Unfinished
Not Rated:
soul like a message in a bottle, by enbysaurus_rex
I'm incapable of only writing one (or two, or even three) things at a time and sooo I tried to keep this one short? based on the post
https://www.tumblr.com/questbedhead/713799067898167296?source=share
Cry me a river, by dancing_with_demons
Objectively, he knew he wasn’t meant for the finer things in life. He was a servant. Servants weren’t meant for finer things.
So he knew when he'd first laid his eyes on Lan Wangji that the other man was practically untouchable for him.
...
Or, the one where Wei Ying loses his early childhood memories due to severe illness and is adopted by the Mo family when he's very young. Ten years later, Mo Xuanyu meets Lan Wangji and falls in love with him. Lan Wangji who is already betrothed to Wei Ying.
Explicit:
Trials of Time, by Muggle_Diary (14 chapters)
Wei Ying and Lan Zhan are thrown back in time. Wei Ying leaves the Jiang Sect.
intents and in tents, by mexicantt (🔒)
No summary
Recurrent, by Solmae (2 chapters)
Based on a WuJi event prompt, set in Mo Dao Zu Shi novel post-canon.
An accident reverts Wei Wuxian’s appearance from that of Mo Xuanyu to his old self from his first life. Wei Wuxian is finding it rather enjoyable being taller, more built, and even more handsome. (Hey, he did rank as the fourth-most-handsome in his youth.)
Unfortunately, Lan Wangji doesn’t seem to feel the same.
I Have But One Song, by KingdomFlameVIII (2 chapters)
It is shortly after Jiang Yanli’s upcoming marriage to Jin Zixuan is announced to the world, that another type of news is whispered around the cultivation world.
Lan Wangji has been cursed. It is a lover’s curse, they say. A sleeping curse. There is only one cure, a cure nearly as rare as the curse itself.
True love’s kiss.
They believe it is hopeless for Wangji, who had never even so much as glanced at a woman, let alone courted or shown affection towards one.
Still, the Lan clan puts the word out: anyone who holds Lan Wangji in their heart is invited to the Cloud Recesses, to make their attempt to lift the spell.
Enter Yiling Laozu.
Mature:
A Father's Fury, by heartsdesire456 (3 chapters)
Lan Xichen coming out of seclusion was not, in fact, a happy event. The reason he came out of seclusion was because late one night, Jiang Cheng showed up at his cottage with grave news about their nephew, Lan Sizhui.
still and silent waters in the middle of a storm, by anna_june
[Lan Wangji] fights to put a face and name to the voice, then fights even harder to choke down another wave of nausea. Wen Xu barely gives him a moment to prepare himself before he’s being hauled up to his feet. The world sparks and crackles and suddenly Lan Wangji is heaving up his empty stomach over the side of the cart he must have been thrown in. Hot tears drip down his cheeks, but he grits his teeth together and forces his expression back to neutral. Nothing can be done about the tears, but he can maintain his dignity and his silence despite them.
Wen Xu is still talking when Lan Wangji manages to wrangle his attention back in, “-And you’ll tell me where that cowardly brother of yours is, hm? Does that sound like a deal?”
Lan Wangji holds his tongue. The perfect picture of restraint, the model Lan disciple. Wen Xu is cruel, he is unpredictable, he will make Lan Wangji hurt, but Lan Wangji will be resilient. He will not forsake his name. He will not be broken by pain and fear, no matter how strong.
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lan wangji is very hurt after the attack on cloud recesses, and he dreams that wei wuxian has come to comfort him
hot for teacher, by attackofthezee (noxlunate)
“I date!” Wei Ying protests, “I could be dating. You don’t know my life A-Yuan. I could be going on plenty of dates.” He’s not. He occasionally finds a booty call on tinder or grindr or whatever miscellaneous dating app he has on his phone at the time, but he hasn’t even done that in a while.
“When? You’re pretty much always with me when you’re not at work.”
“Maybe I’m a secret agent, living a double life, raising you nights and weekends and solving crimes with a partner during the day. I could pull it off, you know?”
“Dad,” A-Yuan says seriously.
Wei Ying blinks at him and says “Wei Yuan,” in his best imitation of seriousness.
In which Wei Ying is a young single father whose son is possibly scheming to set him up with his history teacher.
Finished
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The Lan Dyad: A Star Wars Story, by mondengel (🔒)
A new Dyad was born in the Force.
go forward slowly, by LadyKG (🔒)
It used to be a simple fact of life, like any other. The sky was blue. Fire burned. Yu Ziyuan would marry into a strong sect and bring honor to her family. And, in turn, this would bring happiness.
A simple fact of life.
Except...
"We could leave."
"What?"
"We could leave," Yu Ziyuan repeated.
"You want to run away with me?" Madam Jin blinked at her.
Except life was never that simple.
OR, the one where Madam Yu and Madam Jin run away together and take the children with them because they're tired of their lives and their husbands...
Explicit:
The "Patriarch" Was Supposed to be Ironic (or, Wei Wuxian, Chief Cultivator), by groignequi
Wei Wuxian makes a wish he didn't intend; Lan Wangji creates a path forward.
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The form flickers, letting curls of smoke form something like a smile, and responds, “What is it you want, patriarch?”
And Wei Wuxian, incautious at the wrong (the right) moment, says “A way to fix all of it.”
He hears the reply: “As you wish.”
He knows he’s made a mistake the second the form disperses, moving too fast and in too many directions to be called back and subdued.
___
Only a few hours later, in Koi Tower, a visiting handmaid finds her madam crying over rumors about her daughter’s marriage.
Bloodsport, by SkullFeather3063 (🔒)
Before Jiang Fengmian could find him an orphaned Wei Wuxian was rescued by Baoshan Sanren. He was raised up in the celestial mountains by people who loved and adored him, looking forward to the day he got to descend and follow in his mother's footsteps.
Confident in his abilities but lost in his knowledge of this new world, Wei Wuxian decided to attend the educational event at Cloud Recesses to integrate himself into the Cultivation World.
Here was where his story began, where love first blossomed, and a new world was forged for the two youths.
This is a story about love and what people will do to get a taste of it...
this is our vow, by orro (🔒)
Waking up in Gusu isn’t a surprise but waking up as a teenager is enough to make Wei Wuxian scream, disrupting the precious silence of the Cloud Recesses.
Wei Wuxian had been given a second chance when he was brought back to life. But this time, he can truly fix everything, and if he can’t find a way back then at least he can make some things right that he could never atone enough for.
Mature:
Your Song Called Me, Can't Believe I am Late, by Padma_Warrior (🔒)
" Forgive me! I beg you, please!." A sharp smile.
" You didn't listen when he said please, so tell me. Why. Should. I?"
Sometimes, people forget. They forget that the Nightless City witnessed a bloodbath because some hurt the loved ones of the Yilling Patriarch. They forget that while Wei Wuxian wouldn't even bat an eye if you cut off his meridians — the same cannot be said for those he cares for.
The world pays a price to be reminded.
I Am No Longer Here, by Forever_Marie
Wei Ying fell off the cliff.
Lan Zhan followed after him.
They find themselves in the past. Who else followed these two?
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A Traitor’s Kiss
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This is a rewritten fic for my OC Helios.
“I pray that you have a blessed day, dearest brother.” Michael greeted the moment he stepped inside Lucifer’s office.
“Same to you, Michael.” Lucifer nodded his head. “May I ask what brings you here?”
“Well, let me show him to you.” Michael turned to behind him. “Helios, come out and greet Lucifer.”
From behind the Archangel, a little angel revealed himself.
“I-I pray that you have a blessed day, Archangel Lucifer.”
“Michael, don’t tell me-.”
“Well, you see, this little angel doesn’t want to be assigned to anyone else, except you. I tried to assign him to others, like Gabriel and Raphael, even Simeon, but they all handed him back to me because of his unwilling to cooperate in his training. He just wants to be assigned to you.”
“Brother, it’s not that you don’t know how much is on my plate currently and I also have to deal with the shenanigans caused by my brothers and Lilith.” Lucifer said and sighed.
“Just this one, please with a cherry on top.” Michael pleaded with Lucifer.
“No.” Lucifer refused without hesitation.
“I see…ah…look outside the window, Raphael is chasing Mammon with his spear.”
“What!” Lucifer turned to the window but he saw nothing except the peaceful scenery of Celestial Realm.
“Michael, there’s not-.” When Lucifer turned back, Michael was nowhere to be seen, only the little angel named Helios remained.
“That bas-grrr.”
While Lucifer was silently cursing complaining about Michael in his head, the angel Helios came and grabbed his hand.
“D-do you not want me? Everyone else has left me.” Helios sniffled.
Lucifer sighed before crouching down.
“No, it’s not that. It’s just-forget it. Helios, is it? Follow me.”
Lucifer then took Helios to where he lived with his siblings. That day, the angel siblings gained another brother.
Time passed, Helios grew older and wiser. Though unlike his brothers, he was never promoted to a higher position, he remained a low-ranking angel, like like his only sister, Lilith. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, but every time Helios asked Lucifer about his promotion, the eldest told him it wasn’t the time for him yet. Helios disagreed with his Big Brother, but he never voiced his objection. Helios was secretly trying to find a way to get himself promoted to Seraphim, his designed position.
The chance Helios was seeking came when he came to know Lucifer’s rebellion plan after the incident where Lilith stole the Celestial fruit for her lover.
“Helios, I’m not ordering you to come with me. I know you want to remain here in the Celestial Realm.”
“Big Brother, how could you say that? I’m your brother. Of course I’m coming with you. What kind of brother deserting their siblings in time of need?” Helios declared in front of the Archangel.
“Thank you, Helios.” The angel’s words touched the Seraphim’s heart. “Your words mean so much to me.”
“You go to the others first. Let me prepare something first.”
“Alright.” Lucifer nodded and left.
The moment Helios closed the door, he had to sit down and breathe due to the excitement running over his body. He knew this was his chance to be promoted to one of the highest position among angels. He had been living for this moment. It was his dream from the start. He tried to become close to the most glorious Archangel in Celestial Realm for this.
Having calmed down, Helios went to his nightstand, where displayed the family picture of him and the other seven angels in a precious wooden frame. The angel took the picture out of the frame and used his finger to caress each face on the picture.
Helios’s finger first caressed Lilith’s face. Lilith, o Lilith, you are a foolish girl, falling in love for a human man and doing everything for him like that. The moment Lucifer introduced me to you guys, you realized my true intention right away, didn’t you? That I’m a social climber and I wish not for true brotherhood with Lucifer and you guys but using you guys for my own advantage. I know you hate me. Don’t worry, the feeling’s mutual and now I don’t have to pretend to be nice with you anymore.
Helios’s finger moved to Belphie’s face. Belphie, if you weren’t interested in human in the first place, Lilith wouldn’t fall in love for that man. But then I wouldn’t have gotten this chance. Thank you. By the way, you are one of my favorite brothers since all you do is sleeping and dodging your work or going to the human realm, I don’t have to pretend to be nice with you much. It was so bothersome.
Beel, it was nice to be your brother, you know? Every time I gave you a little treat, you would help me with anything. My works decreased a lot thanks to you.
Asmo, I also hate you, you know? Always getting chummy with me more than necessary. But I have to admit your beauty and influence within Celestial Realm did help me a lot.
Levi, you pathetic of an angel always shutting yourself in your room like that. Aside from commanding angel soldiers, what else do you know?
Mammon, it was my pleasure to be your little brother. Thanks for helping me with all my works whenever I ask you. But you know, you are such a naive angel believing all my words like that.
Helios’s finger moved to Lucifer’s face at last. O Big Brother, I don’t know what to say, all the things I have today I owe to you. Thank you. Maybe Father will give your Seraphim seat to me. Archangel Helios, I like the sound of that.
After finishing his thought, Helios crumbled the picture in his hand and threw it to the fireplace. He then left the room, but he did not go to Lucifer, but to Michael and Metatron.
“What is taking Helios so long to arrive here?” Mammon started to get irritated.
“I don’t think he’s coming.” Lilith said. Earlier, she was rescued by the brothers out of the Celestial Prison and they took her to the rebellious ground.
“No, he’ll come. I believe in him.” Beel came to Helios’s defense.
“But what if Lilith’s right. What if Helios chickens out?” Belphie shouted.
“N-no way, right?” Levi panicked.
“I think it’s yes way, Levi.” Lilith argued.
“Alright, calm down, Lilith dear. I know you are not on good terms with Helios, but let’s not think that he’s a bad guy, ok?”
“If he doesn’t betray us, I will consider us lucky.” Lilith fumed.
“Alright, all of you, keep silent.” Lucifer snapped. “In five minutes, if Helios doesn’t come, we will put our rebellion plan into action without him.”
“How dare you rebel against Father and the Celestial Realm, Lucifer?”
The moment Lucifer finished his words, he heard another voice. When all of they turned to the direction of the voice, they saw Michael with thousands of angel soldiers appearing. Stepping out behind Michael was…Helios.
“H-helios.” Lucifer was speechless. Even in his most crazy thought, he never imagined Helios would betray him.
“My dearest Big Brother.” Helios went to Lucifer, hugged him. “I’m sorry. But I’m just doing the right thing, by telling others of your rebellion plan before you could carry it out.” Helios then placed a kiss on Lucifer’s cheek.
“Helios, you bastard.” Mammon raised his weapon against the angel. But the attack was intercepted by Raphael’s spear while Gabriel took Helios back to their side safely.
Looking at shocked, betrayed, angered faces of his brothers, Helios couldn’t help but feel excited. Only Lilith’s face had I-knew-it expression. Helios only smiled at them and raised his hands up, telling them he was harmless.
“Lord Gabriel.” Helios sniffled and turned to the Archangel. “They are my siblings after all. I don’t think I can face them anymore. Please take me out of this chaos and back to the Celestial Palace.”
Gabriel nodded and took Helios back to the Celestial Palace, away from all the chaos and commotion happening after.
Author’s words
Like I said before, I’m rewriting this story about my OC Helios.
Tag. @sparkbeast20 @crazyyanderefangirlfan
#obey me#omswd#obey me oc: helios#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me shall we date#obey me michael#obey me raphael#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me lilith#obey me fanfic
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Fae Bindings//1
I’ve this fantasy cooking about being a beautiful fae creature hoarding a mysterious magical object… that Lorroakan sends Rolan to fetch, post Rolan's bad ending. So here’s part 1 (part 2 here!). Explicit below the cut, 1396 words.
Warnings: corsets/body mod, fae seduction/Rolan-desperation-related dubious consent. Rolan’s bad game ending, Lorroakan abuse references. Future D/s relationship, discipline.
Rolan’s already exhausted and desperate, but this journey is a brief respite from his master, who is too anxious about keeping the Tower for himself to leave it. He has the sense that Lorroakan thinks he’ll die on the quest; and at this point, worn to breaking by everything he’s been through, he almost believes it himself.
But as he stumbles through the last set of traps into your lair, bleeding from briar lashes and drained of every last drop of energy, he sees you, sitting regally atop your throne of thorns. You glide down to cup his face in your hands, though you don’t help him up from where he’s fallen. Instead, you stroke his cheek, stray magic suffusing through his skin, watching him first blink in fear and then, weakly, submit to your gentle touch. The poor thing is almost broken, you can tell, driven to the edge by a lifetime of loss and cruelty.
‘You are safe now,’ you murmur, and though he begins to protest, you ignore him. ‘Sleep.’
The magic in your words laces itself into his eyelashes, drawing his eyes shut. How can he think straight, if he does not let himself rest? He might not understand all you have to offer. So you command him to sleep in your lap, and he does, all resistance gone. Not that he had much left in the first place
‘Rolan,’ you murmur, when he begins to stir, and suddenly he casts off the softness of the spell, eyes flicking up to you in panic.
‘How do you know my name?’ he demands. He knows, then, how important names are to the Fae. Clever mortal. He came prepared.
‘I asked you, whilst you were sleeping. And you told me.’
He frowns. Even with his face bruised, his nose clearly once handsome, if now broken, and eyes that flicker with hardship-dulled gold - you can see how beautiful he once was, and could still be again. How you would like to keep this one. How he, of all mortals, might finally be worthy.
‘You don’t know my full name,’ he mutters, and you look at him with pity.
‘You have no last name. You are Rolan. Just Rolan.’
His body tenses. Scowling, he pulls his face from your touch, sitting up even though it clearly pains him.
‘I came here for something. I must return it to my master soon, or he’ll be angry.’
‘The corset, I suppose.’
‘The… what?’ Rolan looks at you, confused. ‘I - was not told -’
‘Very few people know its true nature. I would guess your master doesn’t either.’
Rolan’s mouth flickers with contempt. ‘No, he wouldn’t.’
‘Rolan,’ you murmur, tracing a thumb over his hollow, tired cheek.
‘Why do you keep touching me?’ he mutters, though he makes no move away. He can barely meet your eye.
‘Because I like you,’ you murmur. ‘Pretty mortal. You are powerful, to survive my gauntlet. Intelligent, too. I watched you puzzle out each new obstacle, admiring your wits, your determination - ’
‘Lies,’ he whispers. ‘You are fae. Of course you’d tell me - what I want to hear.’
A tear trickles down his cheek; you lean in, as he gasps, and kiss it from his warm skin.
‘Zurgan,’ he whimpers. ‘What are you doing to me? You don’t want me.’
‘I do want you, Rolan. I want you to have my treasure. And when it is yours, you will know such incredible power. You will realise how much potential lies inside you still, unrealised - and I will help you strike your master down. I can see his cruelty, written on your face.’
Rolan flinches, and shakes his head. ‘He is immortal,’ he argues. ‘I cannot break the chains that bind his source of immortality - I have tried - and even if I could, she would try to kill me -’
You saw snatches of Rolan’s dreams as he slept, of a powerful aasimar patched together with gold, bound by a soul cage. Of the ugly sneer on a long, red-haired human’s face, as he raised his fist and the dream faded to black. Mortal or immortal - neither stand a chance against your trickery and power.
‘I will protect you,’ you promise him.
Interest - hope even - flickers across his face, before he frowns it away. ‘She is a demi-god!’
‘And I am fae. I will convince her you sent me on an errand of mercy, persuade her with my dancing tongue to leave you long behind.’
‘Then… I could move into the Tower,’ Rolan mutters, staring off briefly into the distance, before he jerks back to look you in the eye. ‘Or will you keep me here forever? Is that the deal?’
‘Would it be so bad, to stay here forever? To be adored? My home is full of magic. A mage’s paradise, yours to live in forever if you earn my favour. Though of course, when you are finished my task, the choice would be yours… if you can bear to leave me.’
Rolan swallows, looking up at you.
‘It… is a corset?’
You nod. ‘Spun from the silk of Feywild moths, and boned with dreams that I stole, each one a cage for its original dreamer that I freed them of. Laced with bark-rope from the tree that crosses our planes, weaving together the mortal and the fae. I worked on it for aeons, thinking of the one who might wear it - who would offer themselves to become perfect for me.’
‘And it will grant me power?’
‘It will take some time; a year or more, to lace you tightly enough, But when it is fully closed, then you will feel its power.'
‘Ah.’ He frowns. ‘It will not fit me then. My spine is ridged.’
So quick to assume the worst; to deny himself. The mark of one so broken by disappointment that hope brings only pain.
‘Lovely mortal. Do you think I don’t see your horns? My gift fits the one who deserves it. It will reshape itself to accommodate you… just as you will be reshaped, to fit perfectly inside it.'
‘Mmmff!’
His face is pinched with feeling, though he tries his best to stifle both it and the filthy, lustful noise that slips from his lips.
‘Rolan,’ you whisper. ‘Do you find me beautiful?’
‘Very,’ he admits, his eyes adamantly shut.
‘Look at me,’ you say. ‘Look at me, and say it again.’
His irises glow, as he opens his eyes wide and glances at you, biting his lip. ‘I find you - very beautiful-’
‘Do you want to be mine? Protected by me? Moulded by me?’ Your voice drops to a velvet murmur, soft and seductive as a flower petal. ‘Fucked by me?’
‘Oh Gods!’ he gasps. His cock stiffens beneath his robes, obvious and inviting. But you have to be asked; you know the rules, as well as any fae.
‘That is not an answer, my sweet.’
‘I shouldn’t - you will betray me - ensnare me -’
‘I will never betray you,’ you murmur, stroking his hair. ‘I will treasure you. You will submit to me, but willingly; I will discipline you, but you will know its purpose. And I will praise you and caress you in far greater measure, until my challenge is complete - and then, as I promised, the choice will be yours.'
Rolan breathes tightly, looking at you, and for a moment you think with some reluctance that this lovely man will resist; will go back to his unhappy life and miss the greatest chance he will ever be gifted. Revenge, renewal, power - and love. All of it could be his. Of course, when he feels the bliss, the void of all thought and responsibility that your adoration offers, he might find it difficult to leave; but that is not your problem. If the touch of the fae is intoxicating, it will be his choice to drink.
'Choose, Rolan,' you whisper.
His hand slips up, brushing your cheek, and another tear rolls down his own - but his brow sets in determination.
'Yes,' he says. 'Yes - Gods have mercy - yes -'
Seizing at your arms, he buries his head in your chest, and you let him rest there a while, glowing with pleasure at this long-awaited embrace. At last, he stirs, and you bring his chin up until he faces you.
'Cast off your clothes,' you tell him. 'And we will begin.'
#rolan#bg3 rolan#rolan x reader#sub!rolan#reader is fae#cabbage writes#fae bindings#yeah ok RIP I used the title of the Rolan/SW Tav fic idea I’ve been cooking for ages#but this DESERVED it so here we go#genderless reader#will have shifting anatomy!#magic shapeshifting fae stuff ;)
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NO OMG NO THE DETAILS I'M NOTICING IN THIS GIFSET NOW - FUCKING FEELS INCOMING ALERT ALERT
GIF #1: The way he flashes that brief, true smile at her in the midst of absolutely MOONING over the love of his life, goddess of his universe, the reason for his existence?? His Fury, who he was about to sacrifice it all for and who he can't believe turned around and came back for him and risked her life so he could be sitting there beside her, driving off into the sunset and their new life of peace and tenderness together??? I'M NOT OKAY OVER HERE, ME AND @chasing-caws HAVE BEEN YELLING ABOUT JACK'S BRIEF-BUT-UNMISTAKABLE SMILE FOR ALMOST 24 HOURS NOW, ABOUT TO CHECK INTO THE PSYCH WARD BYE
GIF #2: Furiosa is BARELY restraining the wellspring of emotions bursting forth from her heart right now. The welling in her eyes?! The way it takes so much effort to swallow and keep breathing normally?! There's all the adrenaline from the fight they just barely escaped, from watching Jack nearly plummet to his death literally .5 seconds before she saved him. Not to mention the fact that SHE BELIEVES SHE'S FINALLY ON HER WAY TO REALIZING HER DREAM, TO RETURNING HOME TO THE GREEN PLACE AND BRINGING JACK WITH HER - THE SOURCE OF PEACE AND BELONGING SHE FOUND IN THE WASTELAND AAAAAHHH FEELS
GIF #3: He's still staring at her in absolute awe like he can't believe she's even real and they're both really alive and that she made this all happen. And then when he looks forward there's this look of total peace and the lingering ease of a smile in his expression, and we know he's about to tell her "All the way" after she tells him her plan AND WE KNOW IT DOESN'T MATTER TO HIM ONE BIT WHERE SHE'S DRIVING OR WHERE THEY'RE GOING, JUST THAT HE'S WITH HER T____T
GIF #4: This, THIS right here is Furiosa's version of a smile. I will not be taking objections or questions on this!! Watch her lips, watch the way she swallows and then the way her mouth loosens and pulls upwards ever so slightly. Watch the way she blinks away tears of emotion, forcing herself to focus past this unfamiliar, buoyant feeling of possibility and relief, hope and tenderness.
In this moment, they're each letting their armor completely recede for the first time as they look ahead into what they believe to be a new world - a brand new beginning in a place where to be soft, to be loving is strength rather than vulnerability. They're letting suppressed feelings for each other flow freely for the very first time, and we're seeing it remake their world right before our very eyes.
I mean, LOOK AT HER - LOOK AT THE EMOTIONS FLOWING FREE AND NEARLY OVERWHELMING HER WITH THEIR FORCE, I'M GOING INSANE OVER HERE
(GIF credit)
If homegirl weren't driving, I'm convinced she would have reached out and grabbed him right this very moment. A messy, desperate, holy-shit-we-lived kiss of jubilation; or even just to press herself close to him, to feel that he's really there, she really saved him and both of them are really making it out of this together.
It's all there - all in that tiny, almost imperceptible nod, that wet sheen to her eyes, that look of emergent hope and fierce affection. For this immense, all-too-brief moment, these two held the whole world in their hands.
We'll head east for three days. Once we clear the escarpment and the great salt plains, we'll take the bikes over the dunes all the way. All the way.
Furiosa & Praetorian Jack Furiosa: A Mad Max Saga (2024) dir. George Miller
#They are CONSUMING me and I'm fucking grateful!!!!!#Furiosa#Furiosa: A Mad Max Saga#My GOD the detail and micro-expressions and subtlety these two can portray#ACTORS OF THE YEAR#Furyjack
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Disappearing Dove
A/N- Hi everyone! I've always wanted to put down on paper some of the story ideas I've always had running around my brain, so here we are! Its my first time publishing anything like this, so please feel free to leave any tips that could help me better myself as an author. I hope you enjoy!
TW- talks of abuse, trauma, death, guns
Prologue
She ran as fast as her legs would let her. Her hazel eyes darting around to make sure no one was following. Lungs greedy and burning for as much oxygen as they could inhale. She slows, not being able to endure much more on her bare feet. With a shaky breath, she takes another glance around herself before falling onto her knees. The cold wind whips through her hair as if pulling her brunette strands like children teasing one another. The thin nightgown she wears does very little to protect her from the freezing temperatures of the forest air. The crunch of her feet startles her, not realizing she has gotten up and started walking again. As if fear were controlling her every movement, down to how quickly she blinks her eyes.
“Please, whoever is out there, I haven't done anything! Please! I promise i'll never say a word to anyone” she sobbed while whipping her head around, trying to find the source of her torment. The forest was eerily quiet as she stood in a small clearing. It seemed the wind had even grown tired of mocking her. With the moon being her only source of light, it's no wonder she never saw the shadows creep behind her, nor the hand that wrapped around her face. Suddenly struggling to breathe, she panics. Kicking her legs in every direction while flailing her arms, her vision grows hazy, and then eventually dark. The headache she will feel in the morning will be the only evidence that this wasn't all a terrible dream. With her last ounce of consciousness, she forces herself to pay attention to her surroundings.
With her body limp, she feels herself pressed against a warm body. Being carried bridal style to what she assumes is a car from the feeling of leather beneath her when her body is laid down. Her last few minutes of holding onto reality before letting her slumber overcome her was filled with the most delicious cologne she had ever smelt, and the mumblings of “You’ve put my men through quite the trouble, my Dove.” Rough fingertips surprisingly glide over her cheeks, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “But I've been searching for you for so long, I wasn't going to let you get away so easily. We’ll never have to be apart again, I promise.” He all but whispered into the top of her head where he placed a kiss. Then, sleep finally came.
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Three things had greeted her after opening her eyes. First was the sun, which was as normal as any other morning. However, the arm she saw slung around her waist, and the gun sitting atop of the nightstand next to her head, was what woke her up and sent her brain into overdrive. The scream that left her mouth made the owner of her current restraint suddenly shoot up, pushing her behind his body while he reached for the object of her terror. Breathing heavy and now facing the door, her captor quickly scanned the room for his eyes, searching for the danger. His tense shoulders relaxed once he realized there wasn't a threat at all, to him at least. Hers, however, seemed to tighten more if possible. He lets out a breath he was holding and turns towards the woman in his bed. “You scared me, Dove. Are you alright? Did you have a bad dream?”
The sincerity within his green eyes clashed with the knowledge that he was ready to kill someone for her. The pistol was still firmly grasped within his hand, sending her brain into a frenzy. “Please,” she begged while springing out of bed, “I won't tell anyone I swear.” Her head whipped around the room in search of the nearest exit. “Please let me go home. I didn't do anything, I don't even know who you are!” she exclaimed while taking small steps backwards towards the door.
She felt fear seize her when he began to take long strides in her direction from the bed. In a split second, she scrambled backwards, but only to slide against the wall. God, wasn't the door just right behind her? With her mysterious man still stalking towards her like she was prey, she rushed out her words in a hushed whisper. “Please...I...I don't even know who I am”, she heard his steps slow to a halt, so she continued. “I don't even know my name, or even my own age.”
After a tense moment of the two just looking into each other's eyes, another “please” was barely spoken above a whisper, but loud enough for the man to hear the pain and desperation. It was almost humorous how quickly he dropped to her feet in order to see her face. His hands hovering over her thighs, seeming to almost be scared to touch something so delicate. “I promise you, Darling, I'll answer all your questions, but please sit back down on the bed. You've been through a lot the past 24 hours, so please, get back on the bed.” The hesitance must have been written all over her face, because the man then stood and slowly walked backwards towards the bed in question. She stands with her back against the wall for another moment or two, and then she begins to head towards the satin sheets.
When she reaches the bed, she sits as far away from the intimidating man as possible. Feet tucked beneath her, she takes a deep breath and finally looks at him. I think I forgot how to breathe. For the first time since waking up, she gets a good look at him. From his broad shoulders covered in layers of muscle, to his lean torso, it was no question that his body was attractive. However, when she reaches his face, that's where the beauty really comes in. The specks of hazel within his green eyes captivated her and stole her breath once again. His olive skin seemed to glow within the sunlight shining through the curtains, which only added to the ethereal aura he had about him. His high cheekbones and chiseled jaw only seemed to enhance his attractiveness by tenfold. Too busy undressing her kidnapper with her eyes, what the hell is wrong with her?, she failed to notice he was appreciating her beauty just the same.
Eyes roaming over the edge of her nightgown that was just barely reaching the tops of her knees in the position she was sitting in, his hands twitch. Wanting to sweep his fingers under the hem to feel the soft heaven that is her thighs, he takes a deep breath to steady himself. Traveling upwards, her soft breaths catch his attention. Her chest rising and falling quickly, his eyes shoot up towards hers, hoping to calm her down. Instead of finding fear in her gaze, he finds curiosity. He can work with that, he thinks to himself. “My name is Vincent Romano. I took over my fathers business when I was 18. When we were younger, we used to play together in the gardens. Our fathers were friends before...well, I'll explain that to you later. But what matters is that you and I are not strangers. You may not remember me, but I've always dreamt about the girl in the lilac dress who stole my heart every summer as a child.” he began. Her heart thumped particularly hard when he mentioned being in love with her as a child. A man she doesn't even recognize dreams of her still? “What happened?” She hears herself say, surprising both herself and Vincent. Vincent, she thinks, it suits him well.
The intensity of his gaze caused a shiver to run down her spine. His mood immediately shifting into one of hatred. “They stole you away. Your father had made a deal with mine, and had broken his end of the contract. He was a greedy man who wanted to use his own daughter to further his gain. He had you taken and locked away, but I've never stopped looking for you, Dove.” By the end of his short explanation, he was staring into her eyes with what could only be explained as pure loyalty and dedication. She's going to need an inhaler if he keeps looking at her like that. “But...why would my father do that?” she looks down into her clasped hands. “I always knew I wasn't their child, but they never spoke about my real parents,'' she whispered to herself under her breath, but he heard enough. “Who, my darling? What are the names of the men who dare keep you locked away all these years?” he rushed forwards, grabbing her hands and holding them in a firm grip atop her thighs.
“I don't know their names. They've never told me, but I know that they live near the woods. I used to sit and listen to the owl hoot through the vents in the attic. The only time I've ever been outside of the attic was when I escaped. I don't know exactly where the house is, but it has to be near here. Otherwise, I would have died before anyone found me” she said. His hands tightened around her own, almost too tight for her liking. “I will make sure you never have to go through anything like that again, my darling. I promise you'll never want for anything ever again, and you'll never be locked in a room to be hidden from the world.” he spoke with passion, leaning closer to her face in the process. She took another deep breath, and finally asked the most important question on her mind.
“Do you know my name?” she cautiously asked, not sure she was ready for the emotions that would come with a single word. His eyes softened, adam’s apple bobbing when he cleared his throat. “Alessia Vitali” he softly answered. Body tensed as if preparing for a physical impact from his words, but she felt nothing. No memories of her supposed childhood with Vincent, no familiarity with her surname, nothing at all. “It will take some time to get used to all of this, and I know you probably have more questions that you'd like answers to, but I can't give them to you right now.” He all but sighed while rising from the edge of the bed. “I have some work that needs my attention, but I promise as soon as I am back we can sit down and you can ask me as many questions as you'd like”.
Now standing at the door, he turns back to look at the object of his affection from his childhood, awaiting her response. “When will you be back? Am I allowed to leave?” she timidly asked while pushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear. He sighed once again, and walked back towards the bed. “I’m not sure, Dove. But you're free to roam anywhere you'd like within the boundaries of my home.” he points towards a window that shows a glimpse of the gardens that she had supposedly played in as a child. Her heart soared thinking of finally feeling a flower beneath her fingertips. “Thank you” she rushed to say before Vincent took his exit. “For taking care of me, even though i'm not really sure of who you are, or even who I am, but I know that I've had more freedom here in the past 24 hours then I've had in the past 10 years of my life.” He kissed the top of her head and held her hands in one of his. “I would do anything for you Alessia. You will never want for anything ever again. I promise”.
He stood, said goodbye one last time, and closed the bedroom door softly on his way out. Blowing out a breath she didn't realize she was even holding in, she laid back down under the covers and closed her eyes. Hoping to dream of a better place, maybe even a house of her own in the future with as many flowers in her garden as stars in the sky. With one last thought of how unusually safe she felt around Vincent already, her world faded to black. The only sounds were of her light snores and the birds greeting the sun from the trees outside. The wind was calm, but the fury within Vincent's mind was enough to darken the world near anyone who dared to enter his path.
He strode through the front gardens down towards his garage. His right hand man, Steve, quickly matching his stride. “What do you need, boss?” Steve questioned. “I need a name and an address. She was locked in an attic for her entire life.” A sinister laugh escaped his lips. “Imagine that, Stevie. Being locked in a room for 20 years? I wonder if they’d like to be locked in a cage for the rest of theirs.” He took a step forwards and leaned towards Steve's ear. “Do it quick, and do it quiet. I don't want anyone else to know that she is alive. Do you understand?” he asked his henchman while gripping his shoulder.
“Yes, boss.”
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Saph I hope you feel better! I really liked the VM Snow White you just posted, but could you also please do the same prompt but with M9 boys including Molly? If you’re not feeling up to it that’s fine too!
Thank you! The meds are beginning to do their job luckily. I'm glad you liked the last one. I blinked, my hand slipped and now it's here. Prepare for some angst. Hope you enjoy! 😘
(Caleb)
Caleb had always known his past would come to haunt him. He was prepared for it. Prepared to take the hit, take responsibility for everything and he’d face his past be that with or without the people he loves. Part of him, once he got used to having these fools around, having you around, wanted it to be on his own, to protect them and protect you. To not have any more lives lost in the grand scheme. The people he loves becoming collateral would be unacceptable. But you had become collateral in the grand scheme of things.
When it became clear to his enemies he was a bit more attached to you than the others, they took this weakness and exploited it. They pushed his buttons before, using you as a tool, verbal bait even, but he never fell for it. His reluctancy to act on his feelings, to keep them to himself instead, were the very thing he hoped would keep those loose ends from latching onto you. His love is a curse, the objects of his desire always to be torn away from him no matter how hard he tries to prevent it. He’s lost you to that same curse. Not lost. Almost lost.
You’ve been cursed, your conscious mind separated from your unconscious body. Simple healing spells wouldn’t do the trick here. This curse holds no roots in the divine. He’s spent days researching and that much he could confirm. This curse would take an arcane approach. Something he prides himself in to be his specialty. Lucky you. Lucky him. He had the others bring all books, ancient scrolls and other sources of knowledge brought to him, along with a wide variety of components once he’d made a significant dent in the research matter, assuring him this would have the greatest chances of success.
It’s not the soft canopy bed with the plush pillows from the fairytales you’re placed on. Instead you lay on a wooden table, inscribed with all sorts of arcane sigils. Nor do you look like some angelic peaceful being. Your brow is furrowed in discomfort, your hands balled into fists at your sides. Caleb moves a brush against areas of exposed skin, painting symbols to match with precision and care, afraid to even make a single mistake, triple checking every mark. He speaks the incantations while incorporating the components varying from precious gems crushed and whole, herbs and incense. And then he waits. He doesn’t expect the effects to be immediate, often with these magics it is not and he knows that but that doesn’t get rid of the impatience and fear.
“How I long to hear your voice again. I know this will work but that doesn’t ease away the sliver of doubt. What if… What if… That’s what I keep asking myself. I know it’s stupid.” Caleb wipes an hand over his brow as he pulls up a chair and sits at your side, elbows leaning on the table careful to avoid any sigils just in case.
“It also faced me with the harsh reality that I held off telling you how I feel. It looks so stupid now in hindsight because what good did it do anyone. In the end you still ended up paying for my mistakes. I was stupid to push you away, try to convince you your own feelings were unreciprocated. I know I didn’t have you fooled in the slightest but to know I could have loved you, it makes me feel like I am to blame for wasting that opportunity and possibly shortening our time together. The thought of losing you before having given you my love will forever be my greatest regret.”
Caleb watches the muscle of your hand unclench and relax. He hears a deep intake of breath and staring at your face he’s met with your smile, one filled with love as he helps you sit up. All is good once more.
(Fjord)
Fjord’s drenched to the bone, out of breath, anger running through him like he’s never experienced. Still he’s unsure if his anger is directed at the one responsible for your eternal slumber or at himself for making a ballsy move that didn’t pay off in the slightest and in fact backfired in a worse way he could have ever imagined. He played a game of chicken with Uk’otoa and lost. He’d have been fine by letting someone else pay the price for him. Why should he care about some stranger becoming victim to the leviathan? The one who paid the price, became the victim to his actions didn’t end up being a stranger. It had to be you of all people hadn’t it?
Uk’otoa must have been watching his dreams, even his waking actions if that were possible and have seen his infatuation with you. When the leviathan threatened Fjord in another briny dream of his mentioning your name he had called bullshit. The snake had never been able to reach out to anyone it didn’t already have some kind of grasp on. Little did he know Uk’otoa had just that. Just enough of a sliver through him, and the Cloven Crystal to get to you.
So there Fjord sits at your bedside. You’re just as drenched as he is, hair dripping, skin glowing in the candle light of the room reflected off the water particles. Your lips are tinted blue, a redness around your eyes, your skin is cold. The sleep you’re in is a state of perpetual drowning and Fjord knows what it feels like, to drown. He can only hope you’re spared that pain. He doesn’t think he’ll be able to forgive himself if you are tortured like so because of his actions. Clasping your hand between both of his he runs his fingers over your knuckles. He bows his head. It still feels so wrong to not have you respond to his touch. So wrong.
“I want you to know that I am to blame for your fate. I’m about to do a very stupid thing to make it right. I know you’d tell me not to but I can’t sit by and watch you suffer like this. I’ve tried everything. I’ve begged and bargained. I’ve shouted at the skies but I got no reply. Everything comes up empty and I see no other choice than to do this. It might sound stupid but I came to ask for your forgiveness.” Fjord pauses. Usually he would have gotten a reply. He would sell his soul for just having you tell him everything will be alright. It’s a good thing he’s about to sell it for so much more than that. It’s worth it. It’s worth having you alive and well.
“I won’t ask for forgiveness for what I’m about to do because I will never regret it. I ask only you may one day forgive me for what I might become. I need you to know I love you and did, will do all of this out of love. That’s why I hope you’ll never see me again after I give myself to Uk’otoa. I can’t bare to watch that affection in your eyes being replaced by hatred, but most of all disappointment. I hoped to be worthy of your love and I will always regret never having truly experienced it.” Fjord’s voice cracks slightly. He studies your face, as if to ingrain every detail into his memory, as if he thinks he might never see it again.
“I’m afraid. I’m so deadly afraid.” Fjord whimpers pressing a kiss to the back of your hand before he lets go. He checks his supplies, taking out the Cloven Crystal, glaring at the orb intensely cursing the thing to oblivion. Coughs pull him out of his staring match with the crystal. Your body moves, leaning over the edge of the bed vomiting up brine. Fjord drops the orb and his belongings running over to you and helping you gather your bearings until you’re no longer chocking on sea water.
“You better not do what I think you’re planning with that orb or so help me Storm Lord, I will drown you myself.” Fjord can’t do anything but laugh despite the very real threat on his life as you pull him into your embrace.
(Caduceus)
Caduceus isn’t bothered by death. Death is part of life as much as living is. It’s inevitable. Every soul will move on, leaving its vessel for the earth, the fire or the wild things to bring forth something new. What does very much bother him are perversions of death, those who try to cheat death, upset the natural balance, maim and manipulate that what is and should be. He hates it with a passion and seeks to rectify it, return the world to that balance when faced with it. That’s where you come in. You much like him have a respect and understanding of life and death similar to his own. Very few people understand that. Very few people do not fear the end when they see it coming. You’re one of those very few people.
You understand Caduceus on a different level, in his sentiment and mannerisms while others may think him strange. Not that he cares if people do, you’ve been his filter in the big shiny new world past the borders of his grove. You’ve been his safety net, his grounding force, his safe haven when the world seems against him and he thinks his senses might be wrong. The Wild Mother must have gently blown her winds to bring you together.
That’s why it seems so wrong you’re affected by this darkness having taken hold over your body, leaving you in a state of not entirely alive nor dead. Resurrection has been futile as much as draining your life and allowing you to move to the care of the Wild Mother herself. You’re trapped and that’s why Caduceus fears what would happen should you die. He’s seen what this perversion of life and death has done to his home, the forests surrounding it and the creatures living in it. He’ll do everything in his power to prevent that from happening to you.
Caduceus has put your body through the typical burial rites and rituals, preserving what he can by using wards and the divine blessings granted to him by his goddess, sending her prayers of your recovery but you appear to be even beyond her reach now. He moves a damp cloth across your arms and face, brushing aside your hair, humming to himself until he’s done, moving on to clean the room around you, getting rid of the dust, placing things back where they belong and replacing the decayed flowers with fresh ones. Caduceus gathers his tea, preparing a cup for himself as he watches you.
“Can you show me how they’re doing?” The wind grows cold. He knew that would be the answer but still he could hope maybe that answer could change.
“Are they in pain?” The wind grows warm but then cold again. You were, but not anymore. It seems that the new wards he’s put up are doing their job. That’s good.
“Is there a cure?” The gentle breeze disappears. She doesn’t know then. This goes even beyond the goddess herself but it doesn’t mean it’s impossible. Caduceus will keep hope, though it is dwindling fast, for your sake he’ll have hope. He’s always spoken to the dead before and while you’re not really dead, there’s a strange comfort to something that feels so final.
“Hey. I’d ask you how you’re doing but that’s not gonna work now, is it? Don’t worry. You’re going to be fine. I know you are. You’ve managed to keep me alive with the others for much longer than I’ve been taking care of you like this. I think we’re going to be fine. I know you’re here but I still miss you. Calliope makes for terrible company watching things unfurl between the others. She’s too much of a hopeless romantic. You forgot to tell me the recipe to that special brew of yours. I’ve been trying to recreate it but I haven’t been able to. I think what I’m trying to say is, I could really do with having my best friend back. That’d be nice.”
Caduceus sips his tea, face devoid of his usual dopy smile. A sudden breeze hits through the window, blowing it open. A few lighter weight and loose items go flying but the thud of a heavier one is clear to hear. Caduceus closes the window and feels something solid hit his boot. It’s a crystal from the ones surrounding the grove. He picks it up, feeling the warmth run through it. The breeze directs towards you and he feels himself walking over to your body. The crystal calls to you and when it touches you your body runs with energy, pulsing, like you’ve been forcibly pulled back to this world. You look around eyes wide breathing heavy.
“Hey.” Caduceus smiles. “I made tea.”
(Mollymauk)
Maybe pretending you and him were some high born assholes was a questionable decision. Taking on an invite directed at the said people you were impersonating even more so, and stealing, sorry, borrowing without asking, some things from their summer cottage to swim in luxuries, an out right terrible idea when these people happen to be very well connected.
So when these fancy folk came back to the cottage earlier than expected, the two of you had grabbed what you could before making your grand escape, chased by their private guards until you lost them. A safe distance away you set up camp. Time to inspect your findings before returning to the carnival. Your eye for valuables had always been much more keen than Molly’s and your appraisals usually spot on. It was only natural he would let you do your thing but he’d still help you.
Particularly proud of getting some ornate jewellery box Molly had pried it open and revealed the jackpot. But of course you couldn’t just sell recognisable jewellery as is and you couldn’t keep such a thing on you very long. So of course you went to work, prying the stones from their settings. A particular necklace was giving you trouble, not even your tools being able to pry it out, you even broke one so you left that one for last.
The two of you had argued, eventually setting on just smashing the stone with the pommel of Molly’s scimitar, the broken gem still providing plenty of pay and not being as recognisable in peaces. So you held the necklace across a stone while he smashed it. When it did a spark hit, next thing he knew you were on the ground, your hands burned where you held the precious metal. At first he thought you were simply knocked out but when you didn't wake up he grew worried. Splashing water in your face, shaking you, lifting your legs, nothing got you to wake up so instead he carried you and the jewellery back to the carnival. Two days and still you didn’t wake up. It became clear this bloody gem was cursed when dark veins started crawling up your skin as the days passed.
Since this was technically on him, Molly took care of you. He makes quite a doting nurse when he wants to be but never without an inappropriate comment or two. It was quite strange to not hear you laugh at or scold him for these comments. Nevertheless he’d fluff up the pillow beneath your head, provide you an extra blanket when the night was cold, tell you stories, or simply the events of the day, the people who came to the carnival, some things he lifted from people’s pockets and so on. Molly has to say he’s ashamed to admit he’d got frustrated with your unresponsiveness or rather the fact you still hadn’t woken up and there was nothing the others could do for you. A healer would still be a week or so out.
“You know, while I’ve really begun getting used to these little one-sided conversations and your lack of judgement at some of my more terrible decisions I really prefer sharing them with you in the moment. I’ve gotten caught by the guards twice now and without you, Gustav is getting a bit sick of bailing me out. I miss our little flirtations. I miss your sometimes wrong opinions, though you’d say they’re proven facts. I miss your company. I think our time apart has given me time to reflect how much you truly mean to me and how much I need you in my life.” Molly leans on his elbow as he studies your face unmoving. You look so peaceful and asleep but he’d much rather get lost in your eyes when you’re awake.
“I laughed at you when you told me the most valuable thing in the world anyone could ever give another is their heart but I think I know what that means now. I’ll offer you mine if you will have it. So please, come back and make sure my head doesn’t get up too high into the clouds or I might just float away.” Molly leans back looking at the ceiling of the tent with a sigh. He’s pulled out of his mind by a snicker.
“A dramatic confession of love to the unconscious target of your affections? And you call me cliche.” Molly looks at your face, eyes still closed but smug grin clear on your face. He pokes your side making you jump.
“You are insufferable.”
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Haii!! I absolutely adore your writing and was wondering if you would be up to write something comforting with Ethan where reader is having the period from hell? Thank you ❤
Oh ho ho this should be fun
Y/n was sleeping over at Ethan’s for the first time. She had feelings for him for god knows how long, and the night he asked her out was probably the happiest she had ever been.
Their date had been unbelievable. Y/n felt as if time stopped and she was the only person on Earth along with Ethan, as cheesy as that may sound
When it started raining, they both hurried to his car and drove quickly to his place.
“God, I didn’t think the night would end like this.” Y/n chuckled, draining her hair in Ethan’s bathtub, while he was brushing his teeth next to her.
“You can sleep in one of my shirts.” Ethan mumbled, almost choking on the tooth paste
“What?”
“I said” he spit out all the paste and rinsed his mouth “you can sleep in one of my shirts.”
Y/n’s heart skipped a bit and she blushed a bit at his suggestion, before nodding sheepishly and putting her hair in a bun.
Ethan chuckled and muttered a few words Y/n didn’t quite catch, before leaving the room.
In a few moments, he came back with a large t-shirt. It was burgundy and had a logo in the middle. Ethan gave it to Y/n and left her alone to change
That night she had fallen asleep in his warm embrace, listening to the rain drops hit the windows
She felt as if it was a dream come true, and the only thought on her mind was Ethan
Luckily for her, Ethan felt the exact same way
He held her close all night, nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck, and dreamed of her
Ethan woke up to a slap. He opened his eyes grumpily and looked for the source of pain, only to see Y/n turned away from him, in that position all girls sleep in; the one where they have a leg up and they’re on their stomach
That’s when he saw that Y/n had started her period
There was a large, red stain seeping through her underwear and another few spots on the bedding
Damn, he shouldn’t have put on white ones
Stretching a bit and getting out of bed, he started to think about what he could do.
He didn’t know how much Y/n trusted him or how she would react to this, so the two smartest choices that he had were to either wake her up and tell her what happened, or prepare everything for when se would wake up
Eventually, he decided going for the latter.
Heading to the living room and grabbing his keys , he got in the car and drove to the nearest pharmacy around.
The man was walking down the unbearably white aisles of the pharmacy, looking for some ibuprofen and tampons
He really didn’t know what type Y/n used, and he wasn’t about to be like that dude on TikTok who asked his girlfriend what size pussy she was, so he took 4 types
Maybe different colors would mean something…or maybe scent?
He made a mental reminder to ask Y/n if they had any flavors
After searching forever, he ended up having a kilogram of pads, three types of sheet masks and a new lotion, but no pain medication
They must have been hidden
Eventually giving up, he went to the cashier and placed all the products on the register
“Tough times with the lady?” The woman asked, sending him an all-too knowing smirk
“I hope not. Speaking of which, do you happen to have any pain medication?”
Ethan left the store smirking, having received a 20% discount for being “so cute”, and he also got a small chapstick as a gift
His next stop was the grocery shop
He already knew what he needed, so the trip would be easy; Twix, KitKat, Puffy Cheetos, Aloe Drink, and A LOT of Chocolate milk
It didn’t take long for him to find everything, so he wondered around the shop for a little longer, picking up a few more things
Y/n was startled awake by some people screaming outside
She jumped out of bed and hurried to the window, only to see that they were a group of friends who were just pranking one another
She groaned and pressed a hand to her stomach, feeling a painful hotness around the area
Looking back at the bed, her heart stopped in her chest as she saw that there was a trail of blood behind her
Oh gods, her period came in the worst moment possible. Did Ethan see? Did he run away out of disgust?
She paced around the room nervously, thinking of what to do, yet ignoring the sound of running water coming from the bathroom
She shrieked when she heard a knock on the door and tried to hide the bloodied sheets as well as she could.
“Cara mia, are you awake?” Ethan’s soft voice was muffled by the door, which only made Y/n feel worse.
“No?”
She heard Ethan chuckle before seeing him enter the room. He seemed to have a reassuring look on his face, but Y/n could tell there was some pity in there too.
“Wanna come with me?” He asked her softly, taking her silky hand in his and leading her to the bathroom before she could answer
Y/n watched as he opened the door to the bathroom and led her inside. The shower was running and there were some clothes on the counter
“Get in the shower. I’ll take care of everything else.” He said, looking at Y/n so softly that her heart exploded and she burst into a fit of tears
His armed were around her in a second, comforting her as best as he could, but he truly did not know the reason why she was crying
“Baby, is everything all right? Why are you crying?” He asked her, worry written all over his face.
“Im sorry…I’m just” she sniffled a bit, shedding a few more tears, “no one ever took care of me when I was on my period and you’re being so fucking sweet and I ruined your sheets and everything is wrong and my stomach hurts and FUCK why did It have to come now we could have-“
“Woah, woah, woah, take a deep breath, dolcezza. Like that, just relax.” He interrupted her ramblings, wiping the tears off her face.
“It’s okay. Don’t worry about the sheets. I’ll clean them later. We can just stay in bed all day and relax. How does that sound?”
Y/n nodded slightly against his shoulder, pulling herself away and wiping her face.
“Okay.” Her voice was still raspy, and she looked at the shower. At that moment, washing her entire body felt like an unbelievably long and exhausting process. She slumped her shoulders at the thought of it and puffed.
“Let me wash you. It’ll go by quicker.”
Y/n nodded and started taking her clothes off, too exhausted to care about Ethan’s red face. Even though he had offered, he couldn’t help but think about other circumstances in which he would get in a shower with Y/n.
Regardless, it was not the time for such things.
Once she was inside, he grabbed the shampoo and squirted some in his hand, thinking of a way to lather it on Y/n without getting wet.
“Now how are you gonna do that without ending up in the shower too, Mr Edgar?” Y/n teased, letting her head fall back as the warm water glided down her body.
While trying to find a solution, Ethan’s gaze fell on the floor, which was now filled with blood.
“Y/n are you alright?” His tone instantly changed, now being extremely worried about how much blood came out of her.
“Yeah. Why?” She followed his gaze to the ground, seeing what he was staring at. She let out a low laugh before grabbing the bottle from Ethan.
“It’s creepy, I know. You don’t have to wash me.”
“No. I said I would help and I want to. Do you mind if I join in?” He asked sheepishly, concerned about crossing any boundaries with the girl.
“Whatever floats your boat.”
The man nodded, getting out and taking his clothes off. He placed them neatly next to Y/n’s, then got back in the shower.
Y/n was facing the wall, so Ethan pressed a soft kiss to her neck from behind her.
“I bought some goodies too.”
Y/n just hummed in response, leaning against Ethan. His hands instinctively went to her shoulders and started massaging them, earning a few whimpers from Y/n
“I can give you a massage later…”
“Absolutely.”
They both chuckled a bit, before Ethan got to actually cleaning Y/n. He softly lathered the soap all over her body, letting the water wash away the bubbles.
“Okay…I’m gonna leave you alone now, considering that I don’t know how to put on a tampon.”
“Alright.” Y/n responded, blushing slightly from all the contact. She heard Ethan take a towel and dry himself off, before getting dressed and leaving.
Ethan was in the kitchen, his phone in front of him as he sat prompted against the counter
Now close your eyes, and with a deep breath, release all the pent up frustration inside of you
“Um, Ethan? You said you had food?”
The brunette jumped up and hurried to close his phone, blushing furiously as he turned towards Y/n.
“Yes, right it’s over th-“
“Were you meditating?”
“Maybe.”
“You were.” (The bitch was so horny he had to reset his mind)
“You said you wanted food.” He finally managed to switch the topic, as Y/n’s eyes lit up.
“Gimmie.” She stretched out her arms and closed her hands repetitively, beckoning for Ethan to give her the snacks.
“Alright, alright. I’ll grab a few more things and come. Just go in the bathroom and get in bed.”
Y/n pouted, but eventually followed Ethan’s instructions. She was surprised to see that he had changed the sheets and lit up a few candles. She smiled to herself before cuddling up under the blankets.
Soon enough, Ethan entered the room with some snacks and drinks, a hot pouch and some medication.
“Here is some ibuprofen, if you have cramps, and a hot pouch.”
Y/n could have moaned in pleasure when she placed the hot object on her stomach, relieving a lot of the pain.
She gulped down the pills, cuddling into Ethan, who had an arm wrapped around her and another one massaging her butt.
He nuzzled into her neck, smiling a bit and breathing in her chocolatey scent.
“Squishy.” He joked, squeezing her butt, which made Y/n erupt in a mess of giggles.
She leaned over and grabbed a cereal bar, unwrapping it smoothly before shoving it down her throat.
“Thank you so much Ethan. I really don’t know how to tell you…no one has ever done this for me before.” She whispered, twirling a strand of his hair around her finger.
“I’ll always be here when you need me. Now you just need to sleep.”
“Okay…”
A/n: so i know this isn’t particularly a head canon, but the only way I can write is if my brain thinks im writing something short with bullet points, even though it would be a normal piece If I were to remove them😂
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Invisible String (13/15)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female reader (Modern AU)
Word Count: 2.2k words
Warning : angst, violence, sad reader, sad Bucky, shitty Rumlow, maybe Steve isn’t that bad, the doughnuts are back from chapter 11, did I mention angst?, angst, more angst
Everything was dark, you noticed. When you slowly returned to consciousness, you half expected to be in your bed with Bucky tangled beside you, just like in your dreams. He fit so perfectly in your bed — your life and you, as if he was a part of you, and you weren't sure where he ended and where you began.
But when you moved to stretch your aching limbs, they moved a few inches before halting by some sort of restriction. Instantly, the bubble of your dreams burst, and everything came to your mind, and you abruptly looked around to find him. Bucky was still unconscious — tied to a chair, but instead of rope like yours, he was tied down with manacles. He had restraints on his wrists and ankles. You were sort of offended that they didn’t think you were strong enough to be captured like him. Not that you wanted those manacles anywhere near your body, but you preferred not to be treated as if you were meek.
What could be worse than getting kidnapped? It's definitely getting rekidnapped with the person who came to rescue you. Clint lied, he was working with Rumlow. His source was nothing but an ambush for Bucky. There were more than 4 of Rumlow’s men in the warehouse. Clint lied so that Bucky would come under prepared and he fell right into the trap.
Earlier, it was just you in a room alone, but now it was you and Bucky in a dingy cell-like room with a closed door. He was still knocked out when the man known as Rumlow walked in. You recalled him from the time he came to the club, and you wanted nothing more than to run towards the safe embrace of your lover.
“Well, well, what do we have here?” Rumlow’s steps halted when he was near your tied form. His hand came for your cheek and naturally, you recoiled away. Your rejection didn’t deter him, it only fueled his fury more as he held your chin tightly in his other hand and made you look at him. You attempted to get out of his grasp, which only angered him more, and he struck his hand to your face. It ached so much and it was so loud that it jolted Bucky up.
“Will you look at that,” Rumlow mocked, pushing your face away from his hold. “Lover boy can feel her pain.”
It took a second for Bucky to drink in the sight and commemorate everything. Once everything came back to him, he looked at you deplorably, his eyes filled with concern and guilt as he saw the blood dripping down your face.
“Get away from her, Rumlow!” Bucky seethed when his gaze was back at the man who hurt you. Despite the warning, Rumlow moved more towards you. One hand running his knuckles on your face in an attempt to be soothing, while the other held your chin in a painful grip.
“Why do you get to keep such a pretty thing all to yourself?” Rumlow asked rhetorically. “I should get a taste too.”
Before Bucky could try to do something, a knock on the door attracted everyone’s attention. Clint came in with a look of victory on his face.
“You betraying son of a bitch,” you hissed. Unlike Bucky, you didn’t have much self-restraint or any wise escape plan cooking in your head. “Why the fuck did you do it?”
“You’re new, sweetheart,” Clint pointed out, his tone condescending. “You don't know how it works.”
“What I know is that your wife is friends with Wanda's girlfriend,” you retorted back immediately. You were tired of being seen as weak. ”How will she feel when she finds out that you betrayed Bucky?”
A look of uncertainty came over Clint's face and you continued, “I might be new, sweetheart, but I’m not dumb.”
When Clint was astounded, Rumlow spoke up,” Ah, the power of pillow talk. You are one feisty little bitch. What else did he tell you? Did he tell you that his work is not illegal and he sells weapons to the government?”
You looked at Bucky, hoping that the man you knew and loved was nothing like this monster who assaulted you. Rumlow continued, “Barnes, Rogers and I started this whole a business together. They enjoyed the money that was brought in with our illegal escapade. He enjoyed girls like you every day. Until one day, the childhood buddies decided it was time to go clean. And they just left us in pursuit of some dream life.”
You didn’t know what to say, so you just looked over at Bucky who was staring at the floor as if waiting for it to open and swallow him whole. Was he ashamed of his past? Did he think that his past would make you love him any less? If he did, then he was highly mistaken because now you didn't see James as your arrogant boss. Now you saw a young boy who made some questionable choices and, to make a better life for himself and his family, he changed his direction. Now you saw a reckless boy who did stupid shit in his past like everyone in the world and instead of letting it define him, he made a better life for himself. Now you saw a hardworking boy who worked his ass off to build an empire for himself and his loved ones. All of these versions of him existed before you, but you only saw one — the one that mattered to you at least, you just saw the love of your life, your Bucky.
The universe might have listened to your pleas because Rumlow’s phone rang and both he and Clint exited the room. You didn’t know how to start a conversation with Bucky. He didn't want to, that you were sure of. What were you supposed to say? That his hardship and past made him look hotter in your eyes? You wanted to avoid romanticizing his struggles, so you resorted to the only thing you do when you are tense.
“This is not the lunch date I had in mind,” you teased, forcefully huffing to make the situation seem less intense. When Bucky did not respond or even looked at you, you retorted to another antic. “I remember that song name, you know — Invisible String. Taylor Swift, of course. It would make an excellent bakery name. We can -”
“We can what?” Bucky finally snapped, “You want me to fire my friends and convert the most profitable club into a fucking bakery, huh?”
“Is that what you want? A life with a man who got you involved in this shit?” you flinched at his harsh words. You knew this wasn’t your Bucky — your Bucky was all about sweet touches, teasing words and passionate kisses. No, this was the Bucky that Rumlow recognized.
“You don’t mean that,” you whispered, your tone gentle. “I’m sorry you're stuck here because of me, but -”
He cut you off. “Doll,” he exhaled, his voice devoid of all the venom present a moment ago, It was filled with the adoration towards you that you were used to; Nonetheless, it still made you feel dizzy all the time. His face softened before saying, “This isn’t your fault. It’s mine. I got you into this mess. I should have stayed away from you.”
You opened your mouth to object. You wanted to tell him that he was being stupid — that you would get through this together, but he sustained.
“I will stay away from you,” he pondered, his eyes avoiding yours again.
No, you wouldn't let that happen. You finally had him, and you wouldn't let Rumlow get into Bucky's head. “We’ll talk about this later, okay?”
“There is nothing to talk about,” he concluded, “When we are out of here. I will maintain my distance.”
You tried to ask him to stop saying that, but he kept ignoring your words and looked at the wall behind you for almost an hour. When it got to your nerves, and you were starting to get pissed he started whistling a song you weren’t quite familiar with. “Seriously? How old are you? Five?”
He didn’t respond. “So what? You're just gonna ignore me while we’re tied here?”
“Hey, let's play a game,” you tried again.
Before you could lose all your patience and start yelling at him, you heard grunting sounds from behind the door. You shuddered, swallowing the lump in your throat. You didn’t want to see Rumlow again, in fact, you never wanted to see Rumlow.
Sensing your discomfort made Bucky finally speak up. “Y/N, look at me,” his voice sweet as ever, as if he hadn't been ignoring you for the past hour. You looked at him, and he held your gaze, assuring you, “I won’t let anyone hurt you again.”
You nodded, not trusting yourself to speak anything. Both of you held your breath, waiting for someone to walk in and hurt you more, but it never came. All that came was a blond man with a gun in his hand, whom you recognized instantly — Steve. You didn't like that man one bit because he clearly disliked you, but at that moment, he was your angel who came to your rescue.
Immediately, Steve ran towards his pal who nodded his head towards you, indicating his friend to let you out of the restraint first. Again, he had manacles around his wrists and limbs, and he wanted you to be free of the rope that was around you. Steve took his friend’s request and freed you of your restriction before doing the same for Bucky.
When you stood up, the world stood up with you, and you realized that you hadn’t eaten anything in more than 24 hours. You almost collapsed on the floor when two strong hands came to your relief and held you. You didn’t need to keep your eyes open to see who it was. Likewise, you knew it was Bucky — you could recognize his touch anywhere, and just liked that you passed out.
The next time you gained awareness, you were moving swiftly. It took you a few seconds to acknowledge that you were in a car. You craned your neck upward to find your head situated on a hard and firm chest, Bucky looked down at you and engulfed you tighter to his side, your legs resting on his lap while his free hand was settled on the back of your thigh, holding you closer to him.
“Doll,” his voice was barely audible, and you wouldn't have heard it if you weren't so close to him or if he didn't whisper it in your ear. “You gotta eat something.”
Tiredly, you nodded and Bucky nudged you softly, encouraging you to straighten up a little before eating something. You straightened your back and somebody passed a box from the passenger seat. Steve, you recognized him and the person in the driver's seat — Sam. Both of them looked at you sympathetically, and you smiled at them, or at least tried to. You were so exhausted.
Bucky opened the box and took out a doughnut, which you brought for him that morning, or was it the previous morning? How long had it been since you were kidnapped?
Two doughnuts and one bottle of water later, you were back at your apartment. Bucky’s hand rested on the small of your back as Steve and Sam followed both of you. You hesitated before unlocking the door, and Bucky ran his hand on your back reassuringly as he ensured you, “I’ve got you, doll.”
Bucky said something to Sam and Steve, but you were too exhausted to listen. Once they were gone, Bucky strode towards you, cupping your face in his hands as he scanned your face for all the wounds. “How about you clean up, and I’ll get the first aid kit. Okay, doll?”
Just like the whole night or day or whatever time it was, you didn't remember most of the bath. You remembered going into the shower — you remembered water running down your body — you remembered seeing red water (probably from your bruises) seeping in the drain — you remembered seeing someone in the mirror you didn't recognize — you remembered falling to the floor and crying and most importantly you remembered calling for Bucky.
As if standing outside the door, Bucky was crouched over you instantly . He wrapped a towel around your naked form and held you on the bathroom floor while you cried and finally acknowledged the trauma that you had encountered.
Bucky held you as you continued to cry in muffled sobs against his chest. When you fell asleep, he placed you and tucked you in your bed comfortably before getting in himself. You wrapped your arms around him in your sleep and held him like the anchor he was to you. Bucky pressed a kiss in your hair and whispered his love and apologies to you for pulling you into his messed up life. You couldn't fathom a word he confessed before sleep finally engulfed you.
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A/N - Hey, I finally made a Taglist .This was a very intense (please don’t hate me) I love you bye. Take care!
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Wouldn’t It Be Nice? (Wanda Maximoff/ Reader)
Hello! May I present you all with part 2 of the "Love Goes” sequel. I’m still trying to decide on the name for it, but I’m really appreciating all the suggestions so feel free to keep sending them. A fair amount of dialogue from Wandavision is still used since it was necessary, but less than the first part for sure since the story is developing.
Songs used are “Wouldn’t It Be Nice?” by The Beach Boys (1966) and “This Magic Moment” by The Drifters (1968). Hope you all enjoy!
Summary: As Y/n and Wanda attempt to settle into 1960s Westview, what shenanigans will they encounter? Will they be able to fit in?
“You’re a mystery around here, you know?”
Glancing up from your desk, you noticed the familiar figure of your partner leaning against the entryway of your office with a friendly smile on her face. “A mystery you say?” You questioned in amusement.
Instead of answering right away, she moved further into the office and took a seat in one of your chairs. “Yes. We’ve been partners for weeks and I barely know anything about you besides the information that everyone already knows because you were an Avenger.”
You shrugged and leaned back in your chair. “Maybe that’s how I want it.” Was your cryptic response.
“If you say so.” The woman rested her head on her palm thoughtfully. “One day you’re going to have to let someone in.”
“Maybe I already have. Maybe I’ve learned better.” You raised an eyebrow in challenge.
For a moment she just stared at you, analyzing you. “So, you regret it then? Letting someone in?”
“I could never regret it.” You replied quickly, easily.
She leaned forward with interest. “Does the reason for your mystery have a name?”
There was hesitation in your voice as you responded. “Wanda.” If you were going to be partners, it was only a matter of time until she found out anyway.
Her eyebrows raised slightly in recognition, everyone who worked there knew who Wanda was. “Hmm.” She hummed, her expression neutral. “I actually came in here to ask if you wanted to get dinner together? Maybe lift the shroud of mystery a bit more.” Her tone was teasing.
A soft chuckle escaped your lips. “Sure…” A name followed the word, but it was muffled. Almost as though you couldn’t remember it even in dreams.
“Y/n.” The women said as you looked up at her with furrowed eyebrows. “Y/n. Y/n. Y/n.”
With a jolt, you sat up in bed, relaxing slightly when you realized you were in your shared room with your wife. “Y/n.” You heard again. Turning your head, your eyes landed on Wanda who was looking back at you with wide eyes.
“Yes, my love?” You answered groggily through a yawn.
Her expression became shy as she fiddled with the sheets. “I think I heard something at the window.”
Glancing towards the window you heard nothing but silence. “I’m sure it’s nothing, sweetheart.” You said reassuringly but got up when you saw her expression remained the same. “Allow me to put your mind at ease.”
Pushing aside the curtains, you glanced outside and saw nothing but the picturesque garden Wanda had lovingly put so much effort into. “What do you see?” She probed tentatively.
“Only your lovely rose bushes.” You answered as you scanned the yard once more. When you were satisfied, you closed the curtains and turned back to face Wanda who still looked skeptical. “I assure you, I saw nothing amiss. You have no reason to be frighten-”
A bang against the window interrupted your sentence as you let out a squeak and dove into your bed to seek safety. You pulled your covers up to your chin.
Wanda stared at you with an unamused expression as the disembodied voices laughed. “You were saying?”
“You know, I was reading an article in the newspaper about suspicious activity that’s been recently occurring in the neighborhood.” You mumbled defensively from behind your sheets. “Who knows what that could mean. Robbing house, vandalizing property-”
“Manipulating the earth, moving objects without touching them?” Wanda cut you off sarcastically.
You tilted your head curiously. “You think they were referring to us?” Before Wanda could respond another thud against the window startled you both. You gasped and Wanda magically pulled the beds together. “One of us should really determine the source of that sound.” You suggested meekly.
Wanda set her lips in a line and shook her head at your antics. “Yes, one of us should.” She grumbled sarcastically. Another thud tapped against the window, making you both jump again. “Oh, this is getting ridiculous. I’m going to take a look.”
You grimaced as you both turned towards the window. Wanda waved her hand to open the curtains, only to find that the source of the sound came from a tree branch tapping against the window from the wind.
There was an awkward moment of silence as you both merely stared at the true source of the sound. “Well… I think we handled that well.” Wanda said lightly with a playful smile.
You turned on your side to face Wanda with a smile to match hers. “Yes, I’m very proud of us. All the trees in the neighborhood will know not to disturb us from now on.” You said teasingly. You glanced down at the bed with a smirk. “I’m even more pleased with the way you’ve seized the opportunity to redecorate.”
Wanda grinned suggestively. “This is better, isn’t it?” She questioned as she waved her hand. Immediately the two separate beds transformed into a one large bed.
“Wanda, darling.”
Her eyes twinkled mischievously. “Yes, dear?”
You shifted closer. “Get the lights.” Wanda waved her hand to turn off the light as she pulled the covers over both your heads. As soon as the covers were over you both, you could feel her eagerly climb on top of you and connect your lips fervently. The disembodied voices gasped scandalously.
“You know, I’m beginning to think I should have been the assistant, darling.” You called out as you adjusted the hat that was placed precariously on your head.
There was a short pause before Wanda shouted her reply, “Just say the line!”
Sighing at her response, you turned back so you were facing out into the room. You took a moment to close your eyes and take a deep breath as you got into character. If you were going to do this, you were going to do it right.
“Ladies and gentlemen, for my final trick, I bring you…” You paused for dramatic effect. “The cabinet of mysteries.”
You gestured out into the open air where Wanda should have been, rubbing a hand down your face in amusement when she didn’t respond. “Darling. That’s your cue.”
“Did you say cabinet of mysteries?” She called from the hallway.
Stepping back, you gestured dramatically to the open space once again. “I said… Cabinet of mysteries!” You repeated even more theatrically.
“Oh. That’s my cue.” Wanda said cutely as you could hear her struggle to push the large box into the room.
Quickly rushing over to help her, you huffed at the weight of the object as you pulled it. “Doesn’t this seem like a bit… much?” You asked hesitantly.
Wanda waved her hand dismissively. “You should hear about what some of the others are planning. Let’s keep going.” She urged, her eyes shining brightly with excitement.
When she looked at you like that, you were unable to deny her anything she wanted. You would have given her the moon and all the stars if she asked for them.
You quickly got back into character. “Yes, okay. Where was I?” you mumbled to yourself. “Ah, yes! Watch closely as I, Terra, make my captivating assistant, Glamour… disappear!” You bit back laughter as Wanda posed dramatically.
In unison, you opened the doors as Wanda stepped in, her eyes locked on yours adoringly. “You really are very stunning.”
A blush spread across your cheeks as you smiled bashfully back at her. “Thank you, darling.” You stood with your hand resting against the doors. “Fear not, Glamour. I vow to bring you back exactly as you were.” Again, you had to bite back laughter at Wanda’s expression.
A overly dramatic gasped escaped your wife’s lips as you closed the door. “Abracadabra!” You exclaimed as you tapped the box three times with the plastic wand. After a beat you opened the door once again to reveal the empty box. “Ta-da!”
Wanda began clapping as she stepped out from behind the trick door, a delighted smile on her face. “That was amazing!” When she received no response from you, her brows drew together apprehensively. “What’s wrong?”
“It still seems a little much.” You admitted sheepishly. “Plus, I think you’re a better fit for the magician than I am. Your powers are more aligned.”
Wanda stepped out of the box and made her way over to you. “Darling, it’s fine. In a real magic act everything is fake.” She reassured you “The talent show fundraiser is the most important event of the season. It’s our neighborly duty to participate… And our chance to appear as normal as possible while doing so.”
“We are the very definition of normal, dear.” You replied teasingly as you allowed yourself to float for a moment to emphasize your point before settling back to the floor.
That’s new, you thought to yourself.
If Wanda was surprised by your actions, she didn’t show it as she gently took your hands in her own and pulled you closer. “This is our home now. I want us to fit in.” There was vulnerability in her eyes which immediately put a stop to your joking.
Tenderly, you stroked the back of her hand with your thumb. “Oh, Wanda… We do. We will. I’ll make sure of it. And we’ll be the best act out there.” You promised her earnestly. Once again, you’d do anything for her.
Wanda leaned forward and placed a short kiss on your lips in appreciation.
“Especially with you wearing this.” You added with a wiggle of your eyebrows as you picked up her stage outfit and held it in front of her.
Wanda shook her head in amusement. “That’s actually the rest of your costume.” She quipped teasingly.
With a shrug, you held the costume against yourself. “I did say I would be better off as your assistant…” You trailed off as the disembodied laughter once again drifted into the air.
With a light hit to your shoulder Wanda took the costume back in her hands. “There will be no backing out now, Y/n.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it.” You pressed a soft kiss to her temple.
Briefly Wanda glanced down at her watch. “Well, I better get going if I want to make the planning committee meeting.”
Reaching over, you grabbed your cardigan off the couch and began pulling it over your blouse. “I should be off as well. I have a meeting with Ellie.” At the mention of your publisher’s daughter, Wanda’s eyed you, an uneasy expression on her face.
“Why are you meeting with her, darling?” Wanda questioned with a tense smile.
Occupied by the buttons on your cardigan, you missed her expression. “It seems she takes after her father as she is the chief publisher of the town’s newspaper. After last night’s scare, I want to make sure the town is informed and prepared for any potential dangers.” You said seriously.
The tension in her shoulders melted away at your response as Wanda affectionately tugged you forward by the cardigan. “That’s a swell idea. You make sure you let all the tree branches in town know who’s boss.” She pulled you even closer and pecked your lips.
When you pulled away she adjusted your cardigan. “Would you look at us? Fitting right into Westview. Who would’ve thought?” You teased with a wink.
A short laugh escaped her lips as she looked at you fondly. “I’ll see you at curtain call.” She announced as she moved into the kitchen. You chuckled and departed through the front the door.
Shortly after you left a loud thud caught Wanda’s attention. When she stepped outside a vibrant object in the bushes stood out easily against the monotonous tones that surrounded it. She looked around nervously. When she plucked the object out of the bush, she stared at it for a moment. The confusion in her eyes was clear as she held the object as though it was a threat.
The vibrant red helicopter was clearly out of place.
“Look, it’s the star of the show!”
Wanda jumped at the sudden voice as she dropped the toy back into the bush. “Agnes,” She gasped out as she clutched at her chest. “I’m sorry, what did you say?”
Agnes’ smile never faltered as she raised the cage in her hand. “Oh, I brought my pet rabbit for your magic act.”
“Yes, of course! Thank you, Agnes.” Wanda said appreciatively as she took the cage from her and began walking in the direction of the house again. “We will take good care of him.”
With a proud smile, Agnes called after Wanda, “Señor Scratchy just loves the stage. He played baby Jesus in last year’s Christmas pageant!”
Unsure of what to say to her comment, Wanda turned and laughed awkwardly as she placed the rabbit inside. ___________ When you arrived at the Westview tribune, you found Ellie’s office easily, except she seemed preoccupied by the papers in hands. The soft sound of music drifted quietly from the radio at her desk.
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray, it might come true. Baby, then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do. Oh, we could be married and then we'd be happy. Oh, wouldn't it be nice?
The music distracted you temporarily as your thoughts wandered – essentially entranced by the unfamiliar tune. Static over the song cut into your thoughts as what sounded like muffled speaking rolled over the instruments. Ellie didn’t react to the change in sound, almost as though she chose not to hear it. You figured she was just engrossed in her work. The muffled sounds lingered for a second longer before fading into the music once again. With a shake of your head, you remembered why you were there.
To get Ellie’s attention you knocked softly on the entryway, smiling politely when she looked up. “Hi, sorry to interrupt. Is now still a good time to discuss the neighborhood safety article?”
“Y/n. You’re not interrupting at all.” Ellie said dismissively as she leaned back in her chair and waved you in. “Lay it on me.”
You took a seat in one of her chairs. “Well, I was recently reading an article in the tribune about suspicious activity in the neighborhood and I thought it might be relevant to feature an additional article discussing safety protocols and tips.” You pitched enthusiastically.
A minute passed without a word. “I think that’s a swell idea, Y/n.” She finally said with a smile.
An excited smile crossed your features as you attempted to contain yourself. “My wife said the same thing.” You admitted bashfully.
With an amused smile, Ellie rested her head against her palm as she scrutinized you. “Well, it’s clear she has excellent taste.” She paused briefly. “She is married to you after all.”
Unsure of how to respond to the comment, you decided to ignore it entirely.
Hesitantly, you stood up and offered her a hand which she easily took. “Thank you for meeting with me today, but I really should be going. I want to get to the talent show location early to get everything ready for Wanda. Today means a lot to her.”
Ellie stood with you and stepped around her desk. “The talent show isn’t for a good while. Stay and chat. Maybe lift the shroud of mystery a bit more.” She said playfully.
Her words caused you to recoil as remnants of your dream from the night before flashed through your mind. “Sure… Ellie.” You responded unsurely.
“Are you alright, Y/n?” Ellie’s eyebrows knitted together in concern as she took a hold of your elbow.
For some reason, you couldn’t help but feel something familiar in the action. It wasn’t flirtatious, it was comforting. Like the touch of an old friend. “I’m fine.” You paused as you attempted to gather your thoughts. “Just déjà vu.” You insisted.
There was still hesitance in Ellie’s eyes as she released her hold of your elbow. “If you say so.” Suddenly, she snapped her fingers, which caused you to jump slightly. “Maybe you can get into the neighborhood watch committee.”
You nodded eagerly, relieved her focus was back to the article. “I can do that.”
“Between you and me, I think it’s just an excuse for the men in the neighborhood to eat pastries.” She whispered in a mock-conspirator voice.
A short laugh escaped your lips. “Even more of a reason to join.” Once again, you glanced down at your watch. “I really should be going now though.”
Ellie nodded, knowing there would be no convincing you otherwise. “Before you go, do you mind helping me get a box of books down from my bookshelf?” She gestured to the box on a shelf slightly above your height, but just out of Ellie’s own reach.
“Sure thing.” You made your over the shelf and began sliding the box off the shelf, so you could get a better hold of it.
Just as the box was teetering precariously along the edge of the shelf the static on the radio flared as a single word slipped through clearly. “Y/n.” The sudden appearance of your name startled you as the box fell off the shelf and knocked you in the head, causing you to fall.
A surprised gasp escaped Ellie’s lips as she rushed over to kneel by your side. “Are you okay?”
When you looked up, there were three different versions of the woman before you swimming in your vision. “’m fine.” You mumbled out as you rubbed the side of your head.
Cautiously Ellie helped you up, her eyes skeptical. “If you say so. Here, at least take this pain reliever.” She quickly walked over to her desk and grabbed the medicine before handing it to you.
To appease her you took the medicine. “Have a nice... work time.” You said unsurely as the thoughts in your head became muddled. On unsteady feet you made your way out of the office and began your trek to the location of the talent show, not wanting to keep Wanda waiting. ____________________ Hurriedly, you rushed up the steps to the gazebo where your wife was waiting anxiously. On the last step you stumbled and fell on your side. An amused chuckle escaping your lips. “Wanda,” You said unsteadily with a crooked smile when your wife came into your view. “You look breathtaking.”
“Where were you? Did something happen?” Wanda rushed over and helped you up, her brows knit together in worry.
Her question fell on deaf ears as you leaned heavily against her. Your eyes settled on the women who was on your other side seemingly ready to catch you if you fell again. “Well, hello there.” You said with a goofy grin. “Have we met? I apologize if we have, I don’t even know the name of my desk mate. My name is Y/n Y/ln… or is it Maximoff? We never discussed the logistics.”
Much to Wanda’s relief the woman seemed amused by your antics. “We have not. I’m Geraldine.” The women replied, offering you a hand which you shook rapidly. With an awkward smile she stepped back. “I’ll be over there checking on the other acts.”
Geraldine walked away, and you continued leaning into Wanda. “Where were you?” she repeated, her eyes still wide with worry.
“Was just at the tribune. I might have gotten lost on the way here. I heard the loveliest song.” You rambled deliriously with a wave of your hand.
Ignoring your words, Wanda tried to get you to stand on your own. When you were properly upright, she took your hand in hers, her expression serious. “Listen, something strange happened today, Y/n. It’s hard to explain.”
Your eyes widened in an overdramatic fashion. “Did the man in the radio try to talk to you too?” you said in a poorly executed whisper.
“Man in the radio? What? Y/n, no. What is going on?” Wanda questioned, her concern growing.
Geraldine rushed over, interrupting the conversation. “You are!”
Indistinctly you could feel Wanda adjust the hat on your head as she rushed away. You began fiddling with the ring on your finger as your mind wandered. “Hey! Hey! You’re up!” Geraldine whispered urgently as she ushered you out onto the stage.
When stepped onto the stage, you felt as though the floor below you shifted which caused you to stumble into a post. “Pardon me, I’m sorry.” You mumbled as you staggered down the steps. “Hello, Westview!” You shouted dramatically. “Good afternoon, it’s lovely to be here! I’m Terra, Glamour’s assistant!” you declared confidently.
“What she means is I’m Glamour, her assistant and she’s terra the illusionist.” Wanda corrected with a dramatic wave of her hands.
“Yeah… what she said.” You turned towards the audience with wide arms and a deliriously bright smile. “Today, we will lie to you and you will believe us!” You shouted boldly as Wanda’s smile faltered slightly. “Because you are all naïve and easily amused by simple slights of hand. And fooled by basic illusions due to how little you’ve seen! Flourish!”
The strained smile on Wanda’s face remained as you wandered over to the opposite side of the stage. “You just do it, you don’t say it out loud, honey.”
You waved a hand dismissively as you attempted to search through your muddled mind for the rest of the act. “Now, my wife and I will delight in your dumbstruck little faces. Flourish!” You repeated as you allowed yourself to float into the air.
Thinking quickly Wanda waved her fingers and a rope attached itself to you as the crowd chattered excitedly. You turned sideways in the air from the rope as Wanda maneuvered it to lift you higher. You felt your head spin even more than it was before. “Wanda! Darling, let me down! I’m feeling dizzy!” You shouted indignantly.
Thankfully Wanda let you down moments later, her concerned expression breaking through her show façade.
You attempted to recall the next portion of the act, but eventually gave up when you spotted a car parked just off stage. Metal. Perfect. “How about a fantastical feat of strength?” You maneuvered your fingertips so that they were barely resting on the bottom of the car. With a quick wink to the audience, you turned to focus on the car again.
With a slight wiggle of your fingers the car began to float just above your hand, so it looked like you were picking it up.
“Illusions!” Wanda shouted nervously and made her way over to you after she wiggled her fingers. “Terra is the master of illusions! Allow me.” She took the now cardboard car from your hands, making sure the audience saw that it was indeed cardboard.
When she turned she winked at the audience. “Whoops! You weren’t supposed to see how we did that trick.”
Feeling yourself getting sleepy, you decided to jump forward to the final part of the act. A portion that you actually felt you remembered. “Ladies and gentlemen, for our grand finale, I bring you the box of… magic?” You shouted semi-confidently, unable to think of the name you had practiced just that morning.
Wanda took the hint and began wheeling out the box. “The cabinet of mysteries!” She corrected.
“Yeah, yeah. What she said.” You pulled open the doors to show the box was empty inside. “I will now make my wife disappear!”
“Are you sure you don’t want an audience volunteer named my husband Ralph?” Agnes called out from the audience.
You forced a chuckle along with the audience, “Haha- no.” You mumbled flatly as you closed the doors to the cabinet. “Abracadabra!” you weakly hit the box with the plastic wand, proud of yourself for remembering that step.
Wanda looked around nervously. “Uh, sweetheart?”
“Yeah?”
“Hi.”
“Oh.” You said, realizing you forgot the most important step. The crowd quickly started chanting what’s in the box.
Both you and Wanda exchanged timid glances as Wanda’s smile became strained. Her body language showing her obvious discomfort with the situation. Subtly, she wiggled her fingers once more.
With hesitant hands, you pulled open the doors with Wanda to reveal a very confused Geraldine.
The crowd cheered enthusiastically. All three of you took hands and bowed. “Flourish.” You muttered sheepishly for the final time. “Let’s get out of here.” You mumbled to Wanda as you ran off stage.
When you were safely backstage, you turned towards Wanda with a guilty look on your face. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m so stupid.” You cried as you sat yourself on the floor and covered your face in shame.
Wanda hastily made her way over to you and delicately placed her hands on your cheeks as she tried to get you to look at her. “Y/n. Y/n, it’s alright. Hey, it’s okay.” She reassured you as she attempted to urge your eyes up to meet hers. “But what is going on with you?”
You threw your hands up in frustration. “I don’t know! It all started when all of Ellie’s books fell on my head and then she gave me medicine that made me feel worse.” You whimpered.
Wanda’s eyes softened. “Oh, sweetheart. Let’s get you home, so you can sleep it off.” She gently coaxed you up. “And before Dottie and the planning committee can string us up for ruining the show.
Wordlessly you agreed with her plan and took her by the hand as you both attempted to sneak passed the audience.
“You two! Stop right there.” Wanda’s hand tensed in your own as you both turned to face Dottie who was on stage. “Nothing like what you two did has ever happened in the history of our talent show.”
You squeezed Wanda’s hands comfortingly as you stared down at the floor in shame. “Dottie,” Wanda began fearfully. “We are so-“
“Hilarious!” The woman interrupted Wanda. You both shared a look of surprise. “That was the most hilarious act we have ever seen. Wouldn’t you all agree?” The crowd cheered.
Dottie gestured you both on stage which you both uncomfortably complied with. “On behalf of the planning committee I would like to award you with the inaugural comedy performance of the year.” Wanda beamed proudly as she took the offered trophy. The look on her face made everything worth it to you.
You smiled deliriously at the sight as you rubbed your head which was still spinning.
As the crowd cheered you gestured Geraldine forward into your final bow, everything after blurring together so much that you couldn’t remember it. _______________ When you came to again, you were on the couch at home. Your head resting in Wanda’s lap as she stroked your hair soothingly. “Hi, sweetheart. How are you feeling?” She asked softly when she noticed your eyes flutter open.
You sat up and blinked a few times. “Much better, my love. Heads all clear again.” You answered as you knocked lightly on the side of your head. “Though I don’t remember everything that happened.”
Wanda chuckled softly and pecked your cheek. “I think it’s better you don’t, darling. While you were amusing in your delirious state, nothing can beat the Y/n I know and love.” Wanda leaned into your side as you wrapped an arm around her. “I don’t know what I was so worried about. It wasn’t so hard to fit in after all.” She admitted.
You rubbed your hand up and down her arm tenderly. “And all we had to do was be ourselves.”
“With a few modifications.” Wanda added with an amused smile.
For a moment you both just settled in the comfort of the moment before you stood up and made your way over to the radio, turning it on. “Let’s celebrate.” You suggested as you fiddled with the knobs.
Sweeter than wine, softer than the summer night. Everything I want I have, whenever I hold you tight. This magic moment, while your lips are close to mine, will last forever. Forever ‘til the end of time.
Satisfied with the music, you turned back to Wanda and offered her your hand. “I was wondering if I may have this dance, my love?”
Wanda stared up at you with loving eyes as she took your offered hand and stood up. “You certainly may.”
Gently, you pulled her closer. Your arms wrapped securely around her waist as hers rested over your shoulders. The feeling was comforting and familiar. Everything either of you ever needed. Wanda’s eyes stayed on yours, glimmering with pure love and happiness, the look mirrored in your own expression. For a moment you both just swayed in place to the rhythm of the song, your heads pressed gently together as you cherished being there in that moment.
The moment was short-lived as static rolled over the music playing much like it did earlier in the day. Both you and Wanda pulled away to stare at the radio.
Once again, the muffled speaking began, this time much stronger than before. “Wanda.” The voice called out clearly, this time addressing your wife. You didn’t know why but you knew that you recognized the voice. You just couldn’t place a name to the voice. “Wanda. Can you hear me? What happening, Wanda?”
You turned to look at Wanda, unease in your eyes. “What’s going on?” you questioned, but her eyes remained locked on the radio.
Before Wanda could say anything, a loud thud outside caught your attention. The abruptness of the sound making you jump and effectively distracting you both from the radio. “If it’s the damn tree again, I’m going to rip it up by the roots.” You announced as you stormed outside, the radio forgotten as Wanda followed closely behind you.
You walked to the edge of the yard, looking around as Wanda stopped beside you. “I don’t see anything.” She said lightly.
Almost as soon as the words left her lips, a mysterious figure came out of the drain cover. “Wanda. What is that?” you stepped protectively over to her, your arm wrapping around her from behind.
The figure turned their head in your direction. “No.” Wanda said sharply.
Satisfied with the music, you turned back to Wanda and offered her your hand. “I was wondering if I may have this dance, my love?”
Wanda stared up at you with loving eyes as she took your offered hand. “You certainly may.”
You froze slightly when Wanda stood up. “Um. Wanda.”
“Hmm, what?” She questioned with a cute tilt of her head. Your eyes fell to her abdomen which had become round with the signs of pregnancy. You delicately placed your hand on her stomach as she gasped. “Y/n… is this really happening?” The smile she gave you was so bright that it could have rivaled the sun.
You brought her hand up to your lips and pressed a soft kiss to the palm of her hand. “Yes, my love. It’s really happening.”
Lovingly Wanda leaned forward and connected your lips in a sweet kiss as the disembodied voices cooed at the action. When you pulled away Wanda cupped your cheek, a surprised look in her eyes when she looked at you. “Y/n.”
You both looked around in awe as the home around you became rich with vibrant colors. Like magnets you were drawn back together as you both met in a loving kiss. . . . . . . . . The group once again watched you and Wanda share a sweet kiss as the credits rolled on the screen before them. A moment of tense silence hung in the air as they attempted to process what they just saw.
“You got her pregnant!” Natasha finally shouted at Steve, smacking him in the back of the head.
Darcy tried to choke back a laugh at the sudden comment as she fumbled with the technology, not wanting to get caught in the crossfire. “I don’t think that’s how pregnancy works.” She mumbled to herself.
Steve rubbed the back of his head with a frown. “I didn’t get her pregnant, Nat.” He huffed in annoyance. “And I might not be a scientist, but I know Y/n couldn’t impregnate her either. I’m pretty sure Wanda got herself pregnant.”
“Yeah, well, one minute they’re dancing and then you try and talk to them and suddenly Wanda’s pregnant. I blame you.” Natasha countered with a roll of her eyes. “Which, by the way, while Y/n was lifting heavy objects over her head? Really?”
Darcy’s eyes widened in amusement as she tried to keep her expression neutral.
“That… wasn’t my finest moment.” Steve admitted shamefully as he rubbed his temples in embarrassment.
As the two Avengers were arguing Fury shut off the television. “What’s done is done. Now that we have Monica in there under the guise of working for S.W.O.R.D. we can potentially receive some intel. Even though she seems deeply immersed in her character. And,” He waved a file in his hand. “I know who Ellie Hart is. You two might want to hear this.”
Part 2! I will admit I had slight trouble writing this since it was still fairly restricted by Wandavision because it’s necessary to set up the story still. Well, as always, I hope you all enjoyed! And let me know your thoughts, remember they are always welcome! :)
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All Treasure!: Iwamoto Hikaru
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[Sweat]
I‘m grateful that more people have started talking to me at the sauna recently. Apparently, they know me through my physique rather than my face (laughs). That’s why I go to the stone sauna when I want to be by myself to concentrate. I have personal clothes (for the stone sauna) so I can hide my body (laughs). If we’re talking about sweat from my youth then it is “SASUKE”. Laughing and crying, being devoted to one thing regardless of age - isn’t that youth?!
[Tears]
We appeared in (Akashiya) Sanma-san’s show “Anta no Yume wo Kanaetaro ka” at the start of this year, and I helped a young boy fulfill his dream of dancing with us. I’m already pretty happy that my activities have become someone’s dream and guide, but it’s the first time someone directly said to me “Thank you for making my dream come true”! Just remembering it makes my eyes well up~!
[Heart Pounding]
There was a child actor who acted as MoeKare’s heroine, Moe’s, little brother. He was nervous at first but we gradually grew closer, and then he followed me around saying “Hi-kun, Hi-kun”. And because he said he did his best to memorize Brother Beat’s choreography, I taught him things like how to move his head. And then he gave me a letter and a sketch of my face on the last day of filming. My chest tightened with his kindness! Next time I want him to memorize the choreography for Orange Kiss (laughs).
[Friendship]
My friend from middle school always came to watch my stage plays and live performances! “Your expression in this scene was cool!”, they tell me about their reactions to my projects. When you’ve known each other for a long time, occasions that make you go “You get it even if I don’t say it, right?” increases, but I’m honestly happy and grateful that they always voice out what they want to say!
[Club Activities]
When I was in middle school, I was in the track and field club for only a month. I thought of doing long-distance running because I was always number 1 in marathons in elementary school! I stopped when I entered Johnny’s. In high school, I was in the dance club with Fukka! It was actually the gymnastics club but we almost made it into the dance club (laughs). If I were to join a club now, then I would probably be in the art club. It would be nice to broaden my creativity and hone my artistry. If I were to actually create something, then I’m more interested in making sculpted objects than painting.
Source: Duet 09/2022
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Merman!Kaeya x Reader
Featuring a gender!neutral reader
Felt like posting this here too~
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There's nothing that bores Kaeya more than an empty schedule with little to nothing to do.
"So boring..."
His duties are cleared for the day, tasks completed to a flawless finish, the underwater city of Mondstadt has been scouted thoroughly on the border to ensure no invaders enter through and the mer knights are ready to retire back into their quarters.
There's just one thing, though. Kaeya can't return yet, he tells himself mentally as a shimmering glimmer of metal catches his eye on the surface of the ocean. The warm light of the setting sun helps the water reflect the shine of the unknown object floating above.
And as Kaeya goes to investigate with much caution, he comes to recognise it as an iron hook. As he swims up closer to get a better look, his hand reaches out, fingers locking around the small claw.
There's an opposing force that suddenly whips the water and before long he feels himself being dragged against a current. That is until the hook attached to a string breaks and he too with it. Eyes narrowed and brows knitted, he feels even more compelled to find the source of the commotion above the sea.
Blue iridescent scales glisten beneath light as the merman's tail flaps rapidly behind him, his arms working into a pace that allows him to drive through the water above. As he reaches the top, his head comes up out of the ocean, eyes peeking over the surface and his mind screaming at him to be alert.
Only, as his sight adjusts to the scene in front of him, he realises that there's not much of a threat at all.
Just a lonely human sitting on a rock with a fishing rod in hand.
"Curse the ocean, I almost had one! It felt like a mighty fish as well!"
They're grumbling and their fingers are fumbling around with a new fishing line to attach to their fishing rod. And archons, Kaeya is at a loss for words as the person lifts their head suddenly, their eyes piercing right through his own as he stills, too stunned to move.
They're beautiful. Ethereal, he thinks, and coming from a creature of mythic beauty himself, he finds the truth hard to be believe.
He's never seen a land folk so wonderful before, then again, he hasn't seen very many land folk in the past either. He rarely uses his legs; finding them too much of a bother to walk with like humans do on ground.
"You...what are you doing in the water? Don't you know these waters are for fishing only?"
Oh, if only they knew. The merman shook his head chuckling, creating little ripples around his body.
"Hm? I'm not sure which is more charming, your beauty or your sass," Kaeya thought aloud, and a smirk conjured on his lips when he caused a very apparent blush to appear on your cheeks.
Shaking your head in agitation, you watched him come up to shore, on the threshold of where the water meets the sand and you were shocked to find that his lower half didn't exactly look...human. In fact, from where anyone would expect legs, there was only an exceedingly long fish tail attached to a gorgeously toned and tan torso. Blue and cyan scales littered the entire appendage while the caudal fin spread like streams of sheer ribbon, smacking the surface of the water in excitement.
"Surprised? Most land folk are when they see someone like me..." he flashed a pearly grin, his wet navy strands clinging to the side of his face as he flapped his tail one more time over the water.
And you could only gawk at this living creature in awe and panic, your hands clenching around your fishing rod till your skin tightened over your knuckles.
"W-what are you...?!" You exclaimed, brows twisting in disbelief.
The unknown creature pouted, placing a hand to his chest in mock offence, using his other to prop himself up on the sand, "My, such an audacious human you are~ I ought to come over there and teach you some proper manners...oh well, I suppose that won't do much good, seeing as you've never witnessed a merman before..."
"A mer-merman?! But they don't exist..."
"Hm, then perhaps you're seeing things. Maybe I'm real, maybe I'm not. Maybe you're dreaming or maybe...you're not real," he sent a wry smile your way, his fingertips drumming his cheek in thought.
The thought flew right passed your head, still too engrossed in the fact that a real life merman has decided to intrude upon your outdoor activity.
You ignored his comment and gradually rose from your seat, taking into account that he seemed relaxed and that his smile was slowly increasing with each cautious step you took towards him.
The merman hummed in question, his brow cocking ever so slightly at your newfound bravery, "Oh? Come to find out the truth for yourself?"
You bent down nervously, your knees crashing into the sand below while your hands kept yourself from falling forward.
You could view him clearly now. Scales, otherworldly beauty, handsome face and all laying less than an arms length away.
How... how is this possible?
The thought kept playing in your mind and without realising, you must've been staring at him too long because as soon as he spoke, embarrassment washed over your face.
"It's rude to stare~"
And he may have been right, but no one has ever caught your eye like a mysterious merman before.
"Ah- oh...sorry... so, what's your name?"
Without warning, the creature's eye lit up and his hand reached forth to snatch your own, bringing the back of it to his mouth.
"Kaeya, Kaeya Alberich. One of the captains of the Mer Knights of Favonius in the underwater city of Mondstadt," he introduced, his lips tilting up a tad before he planted a kiss to your knuckles.
You blushed deeply and Kaeya could've sworn it was the most adorable thing he'd ever seen.
"Uhh, Y/n. Just Y/n."
Kaeya repeated your name, sounding it, whispering it gently on his tongue, savouring it before slowly another flirtatious smile graced his lips.
"A lovely name indeed~" he uttered lowly, his caudal fin clapping the water behind him gleefully as you thanked him gently.
Silence touched the air abrubtly and you didn't take notice that you were staring at him again, this time at his tail. The colours reflected in your eyes like diamonds and crystals, deep navy blues and shining whites like glitter beneath the setting sun's rays.
"You can touch it if you'd like," he said flopping on his back. His lonely eye twinkled in mischief but beneath that, a sense of sincerity lay hidden.
You reached out, appreciative of the fact that he didn't seem to jerk away. Your palm came in contact with the base of the tail first, the scales smooth as you felt down one side, and rough as you moved your digits against the other.
"Beautiful," you spoke, voice barely above a whisper. Kaeya seemed to like that, shuffling his tail closer.
As you were about to touch one of his fins, a sharp breath drew your hands back in surprise. In the next second, the tail seemed to dissipate into tiny blue shards and in their place lay a pair of toned legs instead.
You jerked, landing back on your arms in shock, "What just happened?! D-Did I do that?!"
Immediately, you registered that Kaeya no longer wore the appearance of a merman, but rather he was now a full adult human man, which only meant one thing...
"No, no. I usually regain my legs when I'm out of water for awhile...uh? Is there a reason why you're not looking at me, sweetheart? Am I not beautiful anymore...?" He pouted, inching closer on the wet sand.
"You're not...you...you're naked, Kaeya..."
The merman shot his gaze between his legs and sure enough, he finally understood why you were flushing profusely.
Kaeya felt a crooked smirk reach his mouth and he moved across to your body, his lips grazing your ear a little and his voice only a seductive whisper.
"You know...I don't mind if you touch me down there too~"
That earned him a whack to his face.
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I am not your enemy - Lance fanfiction part 13
Thing promised, thing due ! It’s not your daily maana but chapter 13 of I am not your enemy which is available !
Happy reading 😉
(there's a joke that unfortunately doesn't work in English, don't be too mad on this handsome vampire please)
Chapter 13 : You always trusted him
Realizing immediately that something was wrong, the dragon eyed me worriedly, totally hypnotizing me with his icy gaze. My heart raced far more than it should at the feel of his fingers on my skin and his scent against me, the images from last night starting to loop in my head as the vampire's words still made my throat tight.
Feeling unable to answer for the moment, I quickly walked around his large stature that blocked me in order to enter the room, divided between several contradictory emotions.
That night I had let Lance see me fully and it terrified me. I wasn't just talking about my nudity. He had seen my wounds, my limits, my deepest fears, and despite the shame it caused in me, I let him do it, urging him to enter my head, my heart. Meeting him here made my hands sweaty, I didn't know how to react. I felt both euphoric and anxious to find myself in his presence. Besides, my exchange with Nevra had once again proved disastrous, which made my stomach bitter.
I definitely didn't know how to react.
Trying to ignore the footsteps that followed mine, I made my way with some haste to the back of the forge. Once in front of the weapon wall, I raised my hand to grab a sword haphazardly, except I didn't even have time to wrap my fingers around its pommel as a tanned hand grabbed mine. Like last time, I found myself trapped between Lance's body and the shelves in front of me.
- You know that it’s not because you are part of the Obsidian that you can take a weapon without authorization ? he said close to my ear.
The sudden hoarse tone of his voice made me shiver. I was aware of his every gesture, of his every breath that lifted his chest against my shoulders. He knew perfectly well where not to touch me on the level of the back so as not to hurt me and that troubled me.
- What's more, this one is way too dangerous for you.
His palm gently pulled mine away from the handle, slowly dropping our arms together along my side. He didn't let go of me though. I took a deep breath in an attempt to ignore his touch.
- Is there anything I can take here ? I tried then, injecting as much confidence and humor as possible into my intonation.
- So, you plan to train on your own and with a real blade ?
His tone, bordering on condescending, irritated me instantly. Damn, I needed to externalize everything that was swarming inside me, what the hell was he not getting in there ?
- I especially need to let off steam for a moment, do I still have the right or you will also prevent me ?
Anger, which began to grip my heart again like a vice, suddenly made a source of heat rise in the palm of my hands. It didn't take long for the dragon to realize this and suddenly squeezed me much tighter, locking my fingers against each other.
- Andraste, calm down. Now is not the time to do that here and you know it just as well as I do.
- If you let me get out of here with what I came to get, I will indeed have plenty of time to go and calm down elsewhere. Except that in the meantime, you're hurting me, Lance.
Visibly surprised by my last words, he eased the pressure on my knuckles, relieving me somewhat even though he still hugged me tightly.
- Make your light disappear and I'll let go, he chided me.
More annoyed than before crossing him, I clenched and clenched my fists to order my powers to dissipate, which didn't work as much as I wanted. Several pairs of eyes began to rest on us without discretion.
- I would like, but I must say that your touch doesn’t help me, I say defensively.
My Chief of Guard slowly unrolled his fingers from my skin, finally letting me move my wrist as I heard it. Closing my eyes for a moment, I instinctively visualized the path of my energy along my flesh, causing it to flow back to my epicenter, level with my stomach. With amazement, I discovered as I opened my eyelids that no trace of magic left my palms.
Lance pulled away from me to give me a questioning look.
- Since when do you know how to do that ? he asked me, an eyebrow raised.
- It was a first, I said with a shrug, as I myself was shocked at the outcome of my attempt. You see, I am good. So I’ve the right to train a little.
- You are incorrigible... but you’ll have to show me that in more detail.
A proud smile dawned on my lips as he blew loudly, letting out air so cold that I saw ice crystals crystallize on a blade close to him.
- Well, I think we both know how it ends when I show you things "in more detail"... is that really a good idea ? I asked him lower, almost timidly.
He looked at me for a long time, much calmer and more serene than a moment earlier. The atmosphere had changed. More intimate, more personal. As if, in this noisy and bustling room, we were suddenly alone.
- If you want us to stop our private interviews, I will comply without objection. This is your choice, not mine. But we know very well that what happened that night has nothing to do with it and that it would have ended up happening at one point or another.
The dragon approached me dangerously, a smirk so similar to that of the Ashkore era that it disturbed me.
- Know that it wasn’t the first time that I wanted to kiss your cute little mouth, he confided to me with a certain childish malice. And then, as you have already said so well, it is you who threw yourself on me. If you don't want this to happen again, just say it and for my part, I'll be able to stay perfectly docile.
I was obsessed with his words, with what they implied. Any relationship between us could only be unhealthy, totally abject. But then, why did I no longer know what I wanted or not ? Logic would have wanted us to stick to what was decently expected of us. Anger, contempt, that should have been our only fuel.
- What if that's not what I want ? I whispered so low that I was afraid he hadn't heard it. What if, for once, I had the right to listen to myself and not give a damn about the convenience of our relationships ?
Lance had never looked at me so deeply, which made me blush with stress at what I argued. Deep down, I knew the young man had fully understood what I was talking about.
- That night, when I dreamed that I was falling from the cliff... it wasn’t the first time that I had this dream. Before I fell, I still see the draflayels flying around me, but not only. I have the impression of constantly remembering that moment in Memoria, that moment when it was just you and me, I concluded hesitantly.
Never did he cut my tirade, realizing every piece of information I offered him.
- So, is that a good idea ? Probably not, no, I answered my own question a moment earlier. But I want to and for once, I want to have the right to listen to myself.
A new smile, this time much sweeter, appeared on his face before he spoke again.
- Your wishes are orders, my angel. On the other hand, only these, so do me the pleasure of getting you away from this wall of swords once and for all. Don't forget who's in charge here, he winked at me.
Lance pushed me towards the exit, I had obviously lost the battle for my weapon for a long time. Stopping in front of the exit door, the dragon seemed to hesitate for a moment, pulling one of its locks of hair back.
- I have obligations tonight, but I'll come see you tomorrow night in your room, if you want.
Without another ounce of ceremony, he turned on his heel and left me on the doorstep.
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After literally being kicked out of the forge, I wandered aimlessly through the HQ gardens. I realized a little more every day that besides Lance, I didn't really have any relationships that I felt like myself anymore. When he wasn't there, I often walked in circles, desperately trying to find a way to make myself useful despite my poor physical condition.
No longer able to bear to see the same landscape, I decided to leave the enclosure of these walls that I knew only too well.
My steps guided me in the direction of the burrow, a place that had definitely changed in recent years. A tree with a bent shape had grown just above the crevice, which provided a corner of considerable shade in the great plain. I decided to lie there for a moment, enjoying the calm that reigned around me. Surprisingly, my back was not as painful as I would have thought, the cream of Eweleïn probably having something to do with it.
Stretched out at full length, I watched the clouds move with the light wind blowing between the branches above me. Raising a hand above my face, I lazily imagined my energy flowing through my veins to the muscles of my palm, my fingers. Several fine and luminous lines then began to run over my skin, creating a labyrinthine path on every inch that covered me. I felt good. Soothed, even.
Looking up at the blue sky, I thought I felt something brush against my whole when my eyes rested on a cloud of singular shape. My heart warmed when, in that white and vaporous cotton, I recognized the features of a fire dragon. I might not have been as lonely as I thought. A weary smile appeared on my lips, it was as if his aura had wrapped around my heart.
I knew now that he was watching over me.
- You always trusted him... I whispered. Valkyon, are you relieved of what you find in my heart ?
A new breeze lifted my hair, as if to answer my question. Savoring this moment, I closed my eyelids for a few minutes.
A hand was shaking my shoulder more and more vigorously when I finally came to reality. Slowly opening my eyelids, it took me a while to emerge from my heavy sleep. A scarred gaze plunged into mine.
But what was he doing there ?
- Did you sleep well, Steeping Beauty ?
I couldn't help but giggle at my interlocutor's attempt to quote a tale from my world.
- It's Sleeping Beauty, Nevra.
A wonderfully soft smile appeared on his usually closed face.
- You really have some odd-named stories, that's all I can remember, he said with a weak laugh.
I awkwardly straightened up to sit facing him, when a grimace of surprise and pain distorted my features as my back skin suddenly burned. The vampire immediately leaned over me in concern, one hand holding my shoulder to keep me from rocking.
- Andraste, is everything okay ?
Seriously, I've been asked this question too much lately.
(Chapter 14)
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endless moments that led me to you - b. boeser
AN: I wasn’t gonna post this for a while cause like, there’s so much content and I really don’t want it to get buried but @nikolajehlers asked nicely so.. please don’t let it flop. I promise there’s no angst. It’s a 4+1 but slightly different.
Word Count: 4281
Warnings: teeth rotting fluff, also babies.
You were a firm believer in the concept that all lives were a series of moments. Moments where sometimes you’d feel joy so closely that it bubbled in your stomach. Moments where sometimes you’d feel heartbreak so deeply that your chest would physically ache. Life to you, was about the little things that added up to all of those moments, and the people that you chose to spend it with along the way. Friends came and went, flings and partners came and went, and that was okay with you because they were a part of a little moment, a moment in time that you’d cherish forever. Brock Boeser was different. He wasn’t a little moment, he was what all the little moments led to, even if it took you far too long to realize it.
You stood in front of your shared vanity, the reflection of a tree filled with thick snow coming from the window that was opposite of the mirror and you smiled. You reached a hand down to your stomach and spread your fingers, the ring glistening on your left hand, another not so little moment in your love story with your best friend.
“We’re gonna tell daddy about you today, little peanut. Hope you’re ready.” You hummed, looking back up at your own reflection in the mirror,
“I sure am.” You added softly. This moment was one that felt like it was almost not possible. It had been over a year of trying, a year of doubting, negative after negative test. Each one cracking your heart a little more. Each one was a moment you wanted to forget, because you didn’t want another negative. You didn’t want to have to watch his face fall when he’d look at the test first for you, a frown on his face when he would break the news. You didn’t want another moment where you doubted yourself and wondered why your body wouldn’t work the way you wanted it to.
A soft knock broke you from your little moment in the mirror, and the man in question poked his head through the door. He was a bit older now, his hair was a bit shorter than he used to keep it, his beard now has flecks of grey mixed in, but he was still the same person you fell in love with all those years ago. Another moment that led to now.
“Are you ready to go?” He asked.
“Yeah.” You softly answered, leaning up to kiss him quickly before following him out. You grabbed your bag, knowing that the surprise was tucked safely inside for him to see in just a little while. You thought back to what life was like before getting to love Brock, and found yourself lost in a daze from the moment when he almost told you how he felt, but couldn’t quite get the words out.
“Where are we going?” You asked your best friend as he drove down the windy road. The top was off of his Jeep, the sun shining down on you as you watched the scenery pass by. It was his first summer back home in Prior Lake since starting in Vancouver. It had been three weeks since he came slowly walking out of the airport terminal, falling into your arms with a sleepy smile and a hug that lingered just a bit too long, and you had spent almost every minute with Brock since.
“My favorite place.” You tilted your head at him and wondered why you didn’t recognize where you were going. You and Brock didn’t really have secrets, you had met a few years prior, your friend had been dating his roommate at the time and the two of you clicked instantly, becoming nearly best friends overnight. You were used to him being away, but he never once made you feel like you weren’t a priority to him, and every time he came home you knew that the distance between you didn’t really matter.
“I really missed you this year.” Brock frowned. His voice was a bit softer than usual. It was shaky as you sat next to him, your legs dangling from the back of his Jeep as you admired the lake in front of you. His words sent a pang of sadness to your chest, a feeling that you had buried deep down a long time ago. You were used to missing Brock, but something about the tone of his voice had you wondering if he was trying to say that he missed you in the way that you missed him.
“I missed you, too.” Was all that you responded with, careful to guard your own heart. Things worked with Brock as they were. Every year he left, off to live out his dream that was now a reality, and you always stayed in contact, spending nearly all of your time together when he was home. But Brock always left, he had to, and while he took a little piece of your heart with him each time he went, the feeling of knowing he was keeping it safe for when he returned was enough to stop you from admitting your feelings. Because having a piece of your heart gone every fall was manageable, having the entire thing gone forever was not.
Brock had always felt like he was somewhat of an old soul, or the type of person who was always just emotionally a few years ahead of those around him. He thought often about what his life was going to look like in the future, where he wanted to settle down, how many kids he hoped to have, one girl and one boy, and who he pictured this future with. Each vision or dream he had was of you. Every girl he met, every single one that he tried to connect with in Vancouver when you weren’t there, he picked apart. Perhaps he did this unfairly, placing expectations on people who didn’t deserve to be compared to the person he was waiting for back home, but that’s what he did, until he had the realization that it was you he wanted, only you. So when he told you he missed you, it meant something more than the traditional definition of the words.
“No, I missed you.” He took your hand in his and laced your fingers through his own as he spoke.
“I realized that while I was in Vancouver, everything came back to you. All I wanted was you, all I ever want, is you. You’re not just my best friend, I don’t think you have been in a long time. I want it to be real, do you want it to be real?”
You didn’t have the words on the tip of your tongue to answer, instead you grabbed his cheek and leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his lips that turned into something more out there on the lake, in the back of his Jeep, that answered the question just the way he wanted you to. It was a moment shared between two people who were probably too young to know what love really meant, but had the closest possible version of it at the time.
“You seem a little distracted, honey. Everything alright?” Brock asked you, snapping you from the moment back into the current one. Your hand had been frozen on top of the bag on the counter, the one containing the food you were planning to bring, not that your stomach was settled enough to eat any of it anyways. Brock had a concerned expression on his face and his eyes were soft as he tried to read your feelings.
“Just thinking about how much I love you.” You smiled. It wasn’t a lie, in a way that’s what you were thinking about and the answer seemed to satisfy Brock as he took a moment to wrap an arm around your waist and kiss your forehead gently.
“I love you, too.” He replied, kissing your temple softly before heading out the side door to where the car was parked, you walking just a few paces behind him and taking it all in.
Brock was home for Christmas and it was the first time you had seen him in almost three months. After spending the first part of your relationship together almost 24/7, the reality of long distance hit you as soon as September came and he had to leave again. The distance wasn’t easy. The time difference sometimes would get in the way and you’d just miss each other. Sometimes when he tried to call after games, he would just miss you, usually with your phone buzzing in your hand as you fell asleep. But for all of the hard moments, there were also the good ones, and you had been counting down the days, to the hours, to the minutes that you would see him again.
You waited outside of the terminal for him, your arms wrapped tightly around your chest. His sweatshirt was underneath your parka, and the beanie on your head was also his. You took whatever you could take of him when he was home, almost letting it become a running joke when in reality you used the material objects as pieces of him to hold onto. Comfort when he wasn’t there to comfort you. You watched as person after person came through the gates until you saw him. You didn’t care that people were staring as you ran into his arms, jumping into them and kissing him hard. He reacted instantly, pulling you closer and resting his hand on the nape of your neck.
“Can we go to our spot?” He asked, his voice barely above a whisper. You pulled back to look at him and nodded. Grabbing his hand and lacing your fingers together as you walked out of the airport and to the parking lot.
“You know, the view isn’t really as great when we can’t see anything.” You commented as you parked the car in the familiar place. Brock had been suspiciously quiet the entire ride from the airport to the familiar spot on the lake, and part of you was riddled with nerves that this was some cruel way of breaking up with you exactly where you got together, an idea that didn’t even make sense fully when you thought about it. Brock didn’t answer your question, instead he looked straight out the window at the dark now frozen lake, whose only source of light was the soft glow of the various homes surrounding it and the reflection of the moon on the ice.
“I love you.” He whispered, breathing a sigh of relief as soon as the words left his lips and hit the air. Your breath caught in your throat and you nearly cried. You had felt it for weeks now, that you loved him. And you had almost told him so many times. On nights where he felt just far enough away that it hurt, you would almost say the three words. On nights where one of you was experiencing a happy moment, you almost said it. On nights when you’d fight from the distance that felt permanent between you, you almost said it. So hearing them come from his lips, was your favorite moment you had shared together so far.
“I love you too, Brock.”
That was probably one of your favorite memories to think about. You were young and trying to navigate your entire life with a chunk of you physically in another country most of the time. But even through the time differences, the schedules, and the endless amount of FaceTimes and minutes on the phone, you always had him. And the thing about Brock was that he always made sure you knew that, even now that you were older and in a different phase of love.
Brock was undoubtedly your person. The concept you see written about in love stories and dramatized in television shows. He was the personification of that for you and as you looked over at him while he was driving the familiar route to the spot that had become your spot together, no questions asked, you were thankful that this whole new moment was going to be with him.
As the trees continued to pass by and the music softly faded into the back of your consciousness, you thought about another moment where Brock reminded you that he was the destination for you, that every other moment was just a catalyst leading you down a path of a life with him.
Brock was normally a calm person, his demeanor was relaxed and things didn’t outwardly bother him. He rarely showed his nerves, you had always supposed that it was a by product of the many traumas he has grown up with. But he still made an effort, openly talking about his feelings with you and openly loving you with his entire heart nestled on his sleeve. Brock in this moment, was anything but calm or collected.
He had driven you back to that same spot on the lake, the one that was tucked away neatly about fifteen minutes from his parents house where he grew up, where you had already had so many moments with him. He was practically shaking with nerves as he parked the car and you got out, heading straight for the back of the Jeep like you always did. He watched you for a moment, taking in each detail about you as if they weren’t already memorized and stored nearly in his head. Habits and details that he thought about more often now that you were his and he was yours, replaying the memories and moments in his head when it wasn’t resting next to yours, when he was miles away from you. You caught his eye and smiled at him, and he knew. He knew that this moment was the right moment. He knew that you were his forever, and the ring box in his pocket didn’t feel so heavy anymore the longer he focused on your smile.
Brock moved to stand in front of you, stepping between your legs as they dangled from the edge of the Jeep. He rested his hands on your thighs, using his thumb to rub soft circles into your skin. He looked at you like you were his entire world, and that was because you were. You were the only thing he couldn’t live without.
“I was thinking…” He hummed as he reached one of his hands into his pockets, never moving his eyes from yours.
“Oh boy, I can only imagine what about.” You teased with a soft smile on your lips. You were expecting a chirp back, a moment of banter like so many that you had shared before. You weren’t expecting him to just smile and drop to one knee in front of you. You weren’t expecting him to pull out a black velvet box, with a gorgeous ring nestled firmly into the cushions. You weren’t expecting the tears that fell from your cheeks as you nodded yes over and over again, unable to speak from the shock of what was happening. Regardless of what you hadn’t been expecting, your feelings after it happened were a welcomed, comfortable rush of love. The love that had been consistently pooling deep into your chest, making a permanent home there now that Brock had put a ring on your hand, a moment that up until then was the best one of your life.
As he pulled into the usual spot, you thought of another moment. One that you would in a way get to do again, now that there was a new addition coming to the family. You looked off into the distance, spotting the same house you had just come from. The deck still looked new, the paint was fresh, and the memory of what it once looked like was another moment cemented into your heart as you thought back to the moment you first saw it. Vancouver was beautiful, but this was home.
“God, I love it here.” You hummed as you stepped out of the car. It was early June and this was the first time you had been back to the lake since coming home. It wasn’t too hot yet and the sun was reflecting just enough on the water to show the deep blue color that you loved. Everything about it felt familiar as you stood there for the first time in months. Brock wrapped an arm around your shoulders and turned your body into his, pressing a kiss to your lips quickly that still had your heart racing every time he did it. You were no stranger to the feeling, having been together for a few years now, but you still couldn’t believe that you were lucky enough to still have him, each moment spent with him gave you a new understanding of love, and the engagement ring that now adorned your finger was a product of that.
“So I have a reason that I brought us here.” Brock smiled down at you.
“Yeah? Please share with the class, Brock.” You joked. His eyes rolled a bit and you leaned up to kiss the smirk off of his lips. He settled you into his chest and rested his head on top of yours, admiring the view of the lake. If he looked hard enough, he could see the property just to the left and down a few miles, the one he had come here to talk to you about. He pulled back from you slightly and looked into your eyes.
“I found this house, it’s kind of a mess honestly and would be a lot of work. But it’s here, on the lake, and it has this feel to it that reminds me of you, of us. And I don’t know, I guess I just want to make it ours, build it back up together and have a home to come back to when we’re here.”
You let his words sink in, all of the feelings about what he had just said fluttering in your heart. You had been engaged for only a few months now, you lived together in Vancouver, you came back to Minnesota with him whenever the two of you could, it felt like the most logical next step together, to figure out where to settle. Vancouver was where you spent 90% of time, and you had never really thought about it as home, until then, Brock was your home, Vancouver was just a place that you happened to enjoy. Brock however, took your moment of silence as hesitation, and for a few seconds he pulled back, letting his mind race that maybe what he was asking for was too much.
“I know we haven’t really talked about it, or about where we’d want to raise kids yet. I don’t know, maybe it’s too much, I just..” He turned to face you, grabbing one of your hands in his and running his thumb along your skin, something he always did when he was nervous.
“I don’t want to just come home to you, I want to come come with you, in a place that we build up together. I know we have the Vancouver place, and I know we’re getting married next year, but, I don’t know if it’s something about being here, but it feels right. Don’t you think?” And with a statement like that from who was most likely the greatest person you ever had the privilege to love, how could you say no?
“Let’s do it, Brock. Let’s fix a home together.” And that’s exactly what you spent the next year doing, designing each detail to accommodate into your lives together perfectly. From the kitchen you had dreamed of having since you were little, to the view of the lake you grew up on from the back deck. You had always thought you’d grow up and leave Prior Lake, and even though you did for 90% of the year, you felt a wave of nostalgia coming back to have a house here together. It felt fitting for the moment as newlyweds, and deep down you knew that it would be perfect once kids became a part of the moment.
“We’ve been through a lot here.” You hummed as Brock drove down the familiar windy road. The snow was freshly crisp, littering the trees with white. Your stomach was fluttering with nerves as you got closer and closer to the spot at the lake that had become the spot where every important moment together had happened.
Brock had taken you here one summer nearly five years ago, telling you that his feelings had progressed past friendship and into something more. He had brought you there again nearly a year later, where the moon reflected on the frozen lake as he told you he loved you for the first time. The third time he brought you to this spot, it was fall, just before you were both set to move back to Vancouver for the upcoming season and he had gotten down on his knee and put a ring on your hand, the same ring that sat securely on your left finger as he held your hand while driving. The last time he brought you here, it was a year ago, to ask you to build a home together, the same home that he thought was finished, but you’d soon be telling him about one more renovation to make.
This time, you asked him to come to this spot, you were the one that was going to change his life that day, and as he pulled back into the familiar place, everything felt calm. You looked over at the man you had fallen in love with all those years ago and subtly ran your hand over your stomach, this was real, it was the love you didn’t think you’d get to find and you got to experience it all with your best friend, every little moment had led to this one right here.
“Yeah, feels like some of that stuff was forever ago, honestly. I mean we’re getting old now, almost 30.” He joked. You just leaned your head into his shoulder a bit, silently agreeing with him. Somehow all of those moments did feel like forever ago, even if in reality it was only five years, not even half of a decade’s worth of moments yet somehow they all felt central to your survival. You couldn’t imagine life without him, and everyday you felt lucky that you never had to.
“I brought you here for a reason, though.” You mumbled as you grabbed your bag. You dug through it for a moment, buying yourself an extra few moments of time before everything would be out in the open. Before he would know what might be the best news he ever heard. You pulled out the envelope, opening it slowly in front of him and handing him the piece of paper.
Brock froze as you handed him the piece a paper. That small piece of paper confirming what you had both been trying for, for months. Months of tears, and negative results that tore your heart out each time you saw them. Months of questions and wondering if this was ever going to happen for you. Months leading up to this moment, where you got to hand him a piece of paper with a positive result on it.
You bit your lip as he scanned over the paper, his eyes welling with tears as he took in the result, your own filling just watching him.
“Are you serious? This is real?” He asked, gesturing to the paper still firmly in his hands. You nodded softly, wiping your eyes a bit. Brock quickly grabbed you, holding his hands steady on both of your cheeks as he pressed his lips to yours, smiling into the kiss. He pulled away, his eyes still glistening with fresh tears as he pressed one hand flush against your stomach, as close as he could get with your puffy parka keeping you warm in the snow.
“I can’t believe it, you’re really serious? We’re having a baby?” You could see the hesitation in his eyes, the concern about getting too excited over something that might not be real. But it was, and you smiled reassuringly as you rested your hand on top of his, nodding slowly at him to confirm what he had just read on that little piece of paper from your doctor.
“Holy shit we’re going to be parents.” He concluded, his eyes wide as he jumped out of the back of the Jeep. He nearly slipped as he landed in the snow, pacing back and forth a bit at the news and continuously mumbling something you couldn’t quite make out about being a dad. You looked out at the frozen lake behind him, snow covering the surrounding trees, the sky grey, and you thought back to all of the moments you had shared with him from this spot. From being young and stupid together, spending summer nights out by the water, to standing in a spot nearby surrounded by all of your close family and friends, with a flower crown secure on your head as you walked down the makeshift aisle and married him all those years ago. Your heart swelled at the memories out here on the lake, and you smiled thinking about how you were going to get to share that in the future with your little one.
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