#light Yagami angst

[lightnotyagami]

This second of life, Feels like forever.

Dead character × reader (angst)

A/n: im sorry

Summary: he died (rip pookie)

Tw/cw: death, depression, not being able to get over lovers death, reader is emotionally dependend, implied schizophrenic episode, reader is a suicidal + Correct me if i missed anything !!

a moon without its sun, a laughter without its joy, a music without its dancer. A sigh with none of its happiness, a life without any hope and a soul that was not whole. It wasn't the first time you have seen this scene, the night sky with its full moon and the starry sky above it, but today was different. The sky wasn't as clear anymore. The starry sky now had clouds blocking all light from reaching the earth. The moon didn’t shine bright enough to light up the world below. Everything was dark except for what was illuminated by the glow of your house’s porch light.

28.584 hours

1191 days

170 weeks and 1 day without him.

There were only three things that could make you smile- his kisses, the smell of food on his breath when he came home, and the feeling of being cuddled against his chest.

but what happens when you take that away? What is left when you take a yin its Yang away? There are no words to describe the pain, the emptiness in your heart, the grief that takes over every inch of your body. You tried so hard to forget about him, but the memories always resurface just a little too late. You try to distract yourself with your friends’ and family's company, but it doesn't help much. Your mind won’t focus on anything other than the empty spot in your bed where he should be resting right now, curled up next to you as he slept. You wanted to be able to wake up to him snuggling into him while he slept, but that wont ever happen again .It hurt more than anything else you've ever felt.The tears that you've been holding back began falling down your cheeks.You sniffled loudly as your hands started shaking and your voice came out shaky. “I miss him.”Your voice barely audible. “Why can't you come back?” You closed your eyes tightly trying to stop the tears from flowing freely, but it seemed like it would never end. Even if it did, it wouldn't change the fact that you'd feel worse after they fell. The door opened slowly as someone made their way towards you quietly closing the door behind them.

"seriously, still crying?" You heard someone say. You knew that voice, that tone of voice. It always brought a small smile to your face. The voice that made everything feel lighter, even during the darkest of times. “it's already been 3 yesrs since i died; you shouldn't cry anymore.” He said as he sat down next to you wrapping an arm around your shoulders. It was silent for a few minutes before you finally responded. “It's not that easy" you cried now in his arms "why didnt you take me with you.."

Characters: light yagami , L lawliet , scaramouche , aether , kaeya , diluc , gojo , Levi Ackermann , eren yeager , Armin altert , reiner , tanjiro , akaza ,

[sparetimeimagines]

Satisfied Light Yagami x YN

TW: Unsafe sex, talks of murder, stalking

He was hurt. No matter the look of your face nor the rouge tint of your cheeks showing guilt – growing by the minute could dissipate his fowl façade. Every single heart-wrenching, pulse-raising minute, he never flinched. You needed to find an anodyne – coercion to hear you out before you found yourself written on the fine lines of that delicate, pretty little notebook.

“You betrayed me.” He says, eyes disdainfully closed; he pinches the bridge of his nose. “You betrayed me!” His manic laugh has Arctic chills pitting your stomach. What he knows will result in your demise. But you knew this. You were in control of the situation the entire time. When you went to the police – they laughed at you. There’s no way the son of one of the most prestigious officers. With your back turned, they told Light. And Light didn’t rake your accusations gracefully – at least not to their face. “You can’t go on hurting people like this!” You shook, your palms sweating in your arms as you folded them across your chest. “You’re not a god, Light.” He delicately opens the journal hidden in his satchel and turns to his last description. He reads off the name of your new flame, who has been taking up your weekends and keeping your bed warm.

“Suicide or natural freak accident. Funny how a freak accident and seem so, what’s the word I’m looking for,” he doesn’t fail to express his loathing passion for you as he holds your gaze as ransom. “Mundane.” He chortles.

He smells the anticipation – the fear – lacing your veins like a drug fueling an addiction. He knew you liked to feel vulnerable. Memories of the last time he bed you manipulate his lips into a smirk.

The cortisol tumulting your headspace has you focusing on his footsteps, one by one closing the gap until his breath sojourns your skin.

“Why do you hurt me like this,” his smirk sets the tone, “your boyfriend pays the price every time. You know this by now, don’t you?”

His lips delicately leave a kiss against yours, his hot breath hesitating to throw back.

“How many is it now?” The intention implies that his specific number has your eyes bashfully closing in pleasure. How can a man who’s done monstrous things to people have so much control over you?

“Seven.” You gasp.

Light’s pecks elevate from frisky to rough as he throws you on your bed. Your heart raises because you know what’s coming next – how he has you naked in minutes with his hand between your thighs.

“I’m starting to believe this is a game with you.” His finger fills your cunt, muscle memory forming around his because he knows you by now. He knows your body better than anyone else. He knows you’ll give in – give him anything he wants – because you’ve never told him no.

He’s terrible for you. He knows it. You know it. But you’re starting to believe he’s right. Maybe you do love the thrill of him being invincible. Maybe walking around eggshells has your clit pulsing, knowing your prize is well deserved.

Light inserts another finger, and you most certainly have not learned your lesson.

You hesitate to give him what he wants, that moan caught in your throat like he isn’t stretching your limits like his patience.

“I love it when you fight me,” he smirks, pulling you into a kiss, leaving your body with a whip on your clit.

Satisfaction tents his trousers at your quiver; the hiss you fight breaks free.

“Good girl.” He moans softly with a wicked grin.

How am I supposed to say no to someone who knows me so well?

Light doesn’t hesitate, his cock out and pumped twice before he clutches your hips, dragging you into him with a squeal.

“You’re so eager.” He chuckles at your complaisance, legs spread and begging him to touch you. God, you need him.

Need him, like those ex-boyfriends who needed to breathe to live.

“Please, Light.” He smirks at your pathetic attempt for release. But he hasn’t even started.

He hasn’t even started, and you’re trembling touch starved.

“Pretty, little liar.”

He plunges into you, your breath lodged in your throat, much like the hand’s substitution for a collar.

“You’re sobbing.” His hips struggle with obedience, knowing he wants to take his time pleasuring himself with your body. Because to him, you’re here merely for his entertainment.

But it’s ecstasy – his cock sliding in and out in cycles, his force becoming jagged with his pleasure.

“Should I choose his name this time? Turn it into a little game?” he bottoms into you, his lips twitching from a smirk. Your breath catches with him deep between your legs.

“Look at me.” His nails dig against your jaws, puckering your lips. “What don’t you understand? You will never step away from me. No matter where you go, no matter what you do, I will always find you.”

He releases your face following with a snap of his wrist across your cheek. He kisses you, a long lingering kiss as his temple slows.

“I didn’t have to kill him to get to you.”

His thrusts are passionate, feeling how your body is tailored for his personal use. The way your heart gads desperate for release, you’re willing to burst.

If he lets you.

“It’s just a bonus.”

With that his body convulses with pleasure, his cum filling you with long strides.

He doesn’t care about your pleasure. To him, you’re his toy, his little doll he keeps within the walls of his invisible fence.

The warmth he leaves pulls from your pussy resigning you overwhelmed with overstimulation and no release.

“Poor Baby. You poor, deprived Baby. What am I going to do with you?” He caresses your cheek, trailing to your tight nipple, twisting you into a pleasurable moan. You hiss through your teeth, wending him away from your breast to your soaked cunt.

“Do you want it?”

Your eyes grow in anticipation – you want it. You need it..

Before you can answer he attacks you, fingers plunging to your clit.

“Oh fuck.” You cry out, legs moving against your demand.

“No, no, Sweetheart. I’m feeling generous today.” He frees his hand to watch you tremble. Your legs shake and he’s drinking in your pleasure. “That’s right, give in to me.”

You wish your body did as it was told, not cumming over this psychopath’s fingers.

The shame following the pleasure is the jewel Light’s been in search of.

Now, he’s satisfied.

Satisfied to leave you to pick yourself together. Satisfied to disappear for months at a time only for you to get comfortable – to feel safe. Satisfied to watch your heart crumble every time he murders your lover. Satisfied to take what he wants and to leave you to the cycle you painted from Light’s playbook. He tucks himself together and turns to leave.

“Why do you leave me every time after you have sex with me?” Your voice cracks, satisfaction puffing your chest.

You’ve done it. You stood your ground.

“Because it’s fun.” Over his shoulder, he sends a smirk with shards cold as ice. “See you again, Sweetheart.”

With a simple rise of his hand, you watch him leave, satisfied with leaving you to pick up the pieces once again.

[nezz-cringe-crib]

"nightmares" -- lawlight angst comic

based off that one angst post i made

[squeeegs]

falling awake; the first scene of @corviiids's fic telltale

1/??? (however many i end up doing)

[strawberrym1lkkkkk]

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

[ninibeingdelulu]

Am I in love with just a theme ? ✧

Plot: You watch your boyfriend becoming a serial killer…

An eerie hush permeated the modest bedroom save for the scratching of Light's pen etching yet another convicted criminal's name into that innocuous black notebook.

You couldn't tear your gaze away, stomach roiling in uneasy revulsion at how...casually he wielded such monstrous power these days.

Like some self-appointed deity passing judgment with a flick of his wrist.

This merciless, arrogant demigod bore only the barest fleeting resemblance to the brilliant yet tenderhearted boyfriend you once adored.

Since acquiring the Death Note's insidious abilities, your Light had steadily devolved into a twisted shell of his former self, driven by an all-consuming messiah complex.

You barely recognized him anymore - the Light you knew would've recoiled in horror over such wanton slaughter, dismissing the very notion as abhorrent. These days? He didn't so much as blink as person after person perished at his whim, swaths of human lives extinguished with infuriatingly casual indifference.

Swallowing thickly, you finally found your voice. Hesitant, yet brimming with desperation to reach whatever tattered remnants of the man you loved still lurked beneath Kira's pitiless exterior.

"Light?"

When those russet eyes flickered up towards you, glacial and utterly devoid of warmth, the words shriveled in your throat for an agonizing heartbeat.

Plunging onwards with a strained exhale, you barrelled through before your nerve could crumble entirely.

"Why don't you just...pass the notebook off to someone else?" Achingly wistful, you curled your arms across your midsection like a flimsy shield.

"You don't...you don't have to keep doing this yourself. We could go back to how things were before and-"

"Enough." Light cut you off with a curt growl, snapping the Death Note closed with a dull thud that made you flinch.

Abruptly he stood, stalking towards the bed with leonine grace yet stiff, clipped movements radiating frigid menace. Too late, you shrank from his imposing form looming over you now.

Face to face, scarcely inches apart, you could see the fanatical glint smoldering behind those impassive, handsome features.

A shudder slithered down your vertebrae under his unnerving scrutiny.

"I can't let this power slip into anyone else's hands."

The words emerged through gritted teeth, a muscle feathering along Light's taut jawline.

"I was chosen to become the God of this new world, to execute divine justice and establish true order with my own hands. No one else is worthy."

An errant tear slipped from the corner of your eye, tracing a glistening trail down your cheek in the tense standoff's wake. You tried valiantly to fortify your resolve, to not flinch away from the sheer gravity of that unnervingly cold, callous resolution etched into his very marrow.

But it was too much.

"Light, please..."

The words gurgled out in a desperate rasp, thick with anguished pleading and unshed tears.

"I love you, b-but I can't keep watching as you lose every shred of your humanity like this! If you won't give up that thing, then...then I have to go. I can't stay by and watch this anymore!"

At the achingly soft admission spilling through your wobbling lips, Light's expression didn't flicker for a protracted, agonizing heartbeat.

But then his mouth curled into the ghost of a smirk, utterly devoid of genuine mirth - just cruel, calculating self-assurance.

"Go ahead and try," he crooned with scathing disinterest, callused fingers seizing a rough fistful of your hair to forcibly tilt your face up towards his. Tears spilled freely now, sobs raking your trembling frame.

"You don't honestly think I'd let you walk away with everything you know about me still intact, do you?"

The icy finality behind those mocking words washed over you in a suffocating wave, stealing what little tenuous purchase on hope you still possessed.

You sagged, terror-fuelled adrenaline rapidly leaching away into numb hopelessness and misery.

Without ceremony, Light shoved you away with a scoff, leaving you sprawled across the mattress amidst your pitiful puddle of grief.

With a few perfunctory swipes of his sleeve across those chiseled features, he'd already vanished whatever fleeting glimpses of genuine emotion had flickered there just moments ago.

"You'll stay right here, powerless and silent as my humble concubine," the words emerged crisp, cold, and utterly inflexible as he returned to the Death Note splayed open in indifferent expectation.

"Embrace your purpose, devote yourself to watching over the birth of a new utopia...or perish like any other obstacle beneath my heel."

Through a fresh torrent of searing tears, you could only bring yourself to rasp out a pitiful whimper of surrender.

Beaten. Broken.

Any facade of control or dignity had long fled along with the better parts of Light's withering soul.

Beneath the weight of sickening realization settling like a shroud, darkness crept across your vision as the soft scratching of pen against paper resumed.

You were well and truly his hapless pawn now.

[hotdog7744]

Lawlight week day 6: gifts | ghosts

I lowkey almost made myself cry with this one, chat

If you can read my hand writing, I added image descriptions (which I should start doing more anyways)

Close-ups under the cut

Maybe I’ll ink and color this…maybe I won’t

[numbuh424]

shoutout to whatever L and Light had going on in Time Speaks

[craetor]

Limerence🫀❣️

Inspired by Mrs Magic (Strawberry Guy) & Afterdark (Mr Kitty): some actual canon death note. I don't think i've ever made that sort of thing🤙

[traumatizedpomelo]

i, somebody who has only ever watched one (1) anime, attempts to guess what they're about

this is based almost entirely off of various edits I have accidentally come across online

bungou stray dogs

famous authors are turned into twinks?

bandage boy and redhead god have an enemies to lovers arc! they even have their own convenient partnership name!

apparently the tiger is the MC? unclear. the fandom seems to think that bandage boy is the MC.

is bandage boy bi or just in the closet? also unclear!

they're all twinks but small angry redhead god is the twinkiest of them all

mersault???

Tired Blond Dad

jujutsu kaisen

gay and sad

again, MC is unclear. is it pinkie pie or Gojo?

like half the problems would be solved if Gojo and Geto were allowed to just be in a romance novel instead of whatever this is

pink boy and spiky hair boy are just satosugu 2: electric boogaloo

Geto gets skinjacked?

CURSES

sukuna.........is basically Venom??

geto has a dragon, that's pretty sick actually

death note

main character (light?) is a strange feral gremlin

other (?) main character L has a Javert-esque obsession with catching light, I'm not even sure how he figured out all of these random deaths were apparently connected

the death spirit kinda looks like the cartoon Joker when you think about it

you write the name in the book, that person dies. do they all die in the same way, or...??

dungeon meshi

great british bakeoff but in fantasy land and with higher stakes

blond guy has puppy energy

if blond guy is a puppy, then blond girl is the one who holds the leash and keeps him from running straight into traffic

small?? man?? looks like a child, i'm not sure if he actually is a child??

somehow has the capacity to make unholy horrors look kinda appetizing

my hero academia

no

demon slayer

the one with the pig mask is actually gorgeous

the sister is a demon??

one guy has french fry hair and he likes the demon girl? unclear

are there any adults in this show? remains to be seen!

haikyuu

volleyball

tall angry one and small batshit feral one?

this kind of just seems like all for the game but with lower stakes

i had a friend who was really into this, he would beg me to play volleyball with him despite him a) being like half a foot taller than me, b) being way more athletic, and c) having little to no perception of the first two things, resulting in me getting smacked in the face with the full force of his serve on multiple occasions

Fun Orange Team vs Angsty Black and Red Team

spy x family

are they working for different organizations or the same ones? idk they're spies

the small pink child is seemingly aware of this

small pink child plays matchmaker for x amount of seasons

she really likes peanuts?

Big Dog

[snookienthusi4st]

mello/mihael masterlist🎀

nsfw:

x fem reader hcs

brat tamer x fem reader drabble

nsfw alphabet

softies drabble

fem overstim drabble

eye contact blurb 2

sfw:

sfw alphabet

eye contact blurb 1

worth it(gn reader angst)

anything without a link is either coming soon or waiting for a request to do it

feel free to send me requests for this pretty ass man i will get straight to writing them :3

[jasondeansgothwife]

lawlight fic rec list

so i’m gonna do a series of these, starting with my favorite death note ship! make sure to pay attention to all warnings on these fics. enjoy! if you have a ship you’d like me to make a rec list for, please just send me an ask! i don’t want to be obnoxious, and i’m not saying they’re good, but i (slackjawbitch on ao3) have some lawlight fics up!

♡ = a favorite of kitty’s

angst

♡ 1. i’m drowning; please save me: L looks at Yagami Light and drowns. There is no other way to put it. As the days pass and blend into weeks, L looks at Yagami Light sitting next to him, the harsh lines of his face creased and determined, and he swallows water.

L looks at Yagami Light and he cannot breathe.

great characterization, always makes me very emo, and is probably a pretty major influence on my writing. one shot. 1,817 words.

2. always waiting for you just to cut to the bone: And then, breaking through the pounding in his head he hears what would be the last words out of that wretched man’s lips.

“I love you.”

fic for teh death note drama (2016) canon! title is unfortunately from a t*ylor sw*ft song (/silly) but this fic is so good and sad.

3. Our Bodies, Possessed By Light: L. Lawliet is a gifted photographer who believes he has understood the light and its secrets. Light Yagami is a young, unstable and slightly crooked model. Together, they kill time.

modeling and photography au. make sure to read all teh tags and warnings for this one; there’s nothing gross, but some potentially triggering subjects for some people are in here. multi chapter. 81,218 words.

4. Hearts and Spades: Which would you choose? Love or death? RaitoL, slight AU.

short but sweet piece featuring that classic fanfiction dot net era vibe, an emo-ass playing card metaphor (/pos), and a recounting of l’s death scene that made me sad over him all over again (also /pos). and also light being obnoxious, but it’s death note, so that’s usually a given, lol. one shot. 1,801 words.

5. Not Quite Drowning: Sometimes Light ponders happiness. L/Light

a short lawlight and light character study. i like it a lot, and i don’t usually like light, so that should tell you something about how well i think it’s written! one shot. 424 words.

♡ 6. Water, water, water: In the bath, they forget they’re a detective and a suspect; they remove these identities along with their clothes, layer by layer until there are only the handcuffs left. And them; facing the other in the eerie calmness of their bathroom.

At least, it’s how Light sees it.

i really love this one! make sure to read teh tags, as eating disorders and drugs are mentioned, for example. angst with a happy ending! one shot. 3,504 words.

fluff

1. Silver Bells: Silver bells...silver bells...

They’ve made it. Everything is okay now, when they’re dancing in the candlelight.

really, really cute! i recommend it as a palate cleanser to make you feel better after reading a sad one, lol. one shot. 1,255 words.

♡ 2. New Year’s Eve: "I've seen fireworks before," he says. "This is... so much... more."

just a cute little new year’s eve lawlight fireworks show! this one is also from 2009 which is kinda cool to me, haha. i like this author’s descriptive language a lot. one shot. 507 words.

♡ 3. Do Gay Penguins Go to Hell?: Too many New Year snacks bring about a family discussion between L, Raito and their daughter about healthy diet, common sayings and nature of good and evil. And gay penguins, of course. AU

a really darling kid fic, based on teh stupid, homophobic controversy over that adorable kids’ book about teh gay penguin couple. one shot. 3,791 words.

4. A Feeling: It's LxLight fluff! This takes place after Light was confined and lost his memories, chained to L. : D SO YUS. SOME FLUFF FOR YAH D: Hope you leik it :D

very cute “l and light cuddle and kiss” fic, written by a scene kid in 2008, which is extra points with me! one shot. 1,006 words.

alright! i will add to this rec list as i find more fics, and i would love it if people would send in their favorite lawlight fics!

[nezz-cringe-crib]

something something ghost L.

ghost L following around light as if he's the one chained to his soul.

ghost L watching from every corner and slowly watching light descend into insanity.

light seeing glimpses of ghost L but assuming they're hallucinations.

ryuk seeing ghost L but not saying a word. (or rather laughing in his face and making snide remarks-- "i bet L's watching this right now" before eyeing him down when light bursts into frustration)

ghost L kissing light each time misa does, for a reason he doesn't know why other than he has nothing to lose.

maybe ghost L watching light destruct everything around him. he yells at misa to get out. maybe he breaks something. maybe he falls on his desk. maybe ghost L can't help but kiss him even then.

something something, "a lamb to the slaughter can't help but follow his shepherd even when cut to the bone"

[msuchiha]

YANDERE ANIME CHARACTERS X Female!READER!

Auther note - my simp ass just had this thought of making a yandere headcanons hehe!(^～^;)ゞ

Warning:- Dark themes, Mention of abuse, Female Reader , Random anime characters!

Kisuke Urahara :-

• You two met when you and Rukia went to get Rukia's order.

• Since you and Rukia gave your power to Ichigo it makes easier for him to kidnap you.

• He usually calls you ‘Doll’ and ‘Baby girl’.

• He manages to convince you that he just wants the best for you.

• You eventually warmed up to him and started loving him back.

• He usually watches Disney movies with you, your favourite one is the lion king.

• He doesn't lock you up in room, but stalks you when he's even a little suspicious.

• When someone tries to flirt with you they ‘Mysteriously’ disappear next day.

Hisoka Morow:-

• I feel like hisoka would be a possesive and obsessive yandere.

• Also, i don't think he would hit his darling unless he just snapped or got too mad at her escape attempts.

• If he has you locked up, no one could ever save you even gon or killua can't save you.

• You'd have to eventually accept your fate.

• Once you accept his love, he would let you have some more freedom but will never let you out by yourself.

Kakashi Hatake:-

• Kakashi is a possesive yandere.

• Even after being so possesive, he would NEVER EVER hit his darling.

• Because he has lost so many people's in his life, he would do almost anything or everything to protect you.

• He'd definitely keep you locked up in your house because liks he said “It's for your own good” (ofcourse you're hokage's darling)

• He will never force his love on you (he's a sweet yandere afterall).

• You'll eventually fall in love with his sweetness.

Kai Chisaki (Overhoul):-

• Super possesive (You already know lol).

• He may even hit his S/o if she try to escape. She tried to climp the window? Well, she better run!

• She and Eri would also get close, like mother and daughter.

• When the hero's went to save Eri, they'd tried to save you as well.

• During the battle vs hero's, he'd try to save you more than he'd try to save Eri.

• During his stay in the tartus he'd only think about you and only you.

• If he escapes, you better run because he will do anything to find you.

Light Yagami (Kira):-

• He'd kidnap you after a week or two of knowing you.

• He'd do anything he can to make sure L and Misa don't find out who you are.

• When you first saw him, you thought there is no way in hell that he's kira, but after knowing him better you realised that he was the mastermind behind all the murders.

• He'll be most possesive of them all, trust me!

• He keeps you on his basement and checks on you every day.

• He says he is only doing it to keep you safe.

• He whispers words like “I love you Y/n” Or “You'll soon fall for me too”. (Well, he isn't wrong, is he?)

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[death-is-my-calling]

i believe that I let Light get off scott-free. he is cocky, and arrogant. not to mention he is a big narcissist who believes that he is in charge of who lives and who dies. i should hate his character because I cried day and night once I watched episode 25. BUT - his character is very interesting. the whole death note dynamic is very interesting. he was just a teenager who thought he could do more than become a police officer, but in the end... he ended up murdering half the population of Japan. I really do feel sorry for Light Yagami, because he could've done something more with his life than to die at the hands of a death god at age 23.