#life's just busy af
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A WIP I'll probably never finish due to burnout. Dw I'll make a better peice to do them justice.
#myct fanart#empires smp#seablings#jimmy solidarity fanart#jimmy solidarity#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#I have another peice thats a wip i hope to actually finish#life's just busy af#wip#summy.cc1art
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When you still haven't found the right words but don't want to disrupt the writing flow or forget what's supposed to happen in the given moment 🖋💯
#i'm usually polishing those narrative inserts y'know#so this one stands out af#and gives me a good giggle#vintage rambles#non sims#nonsims#gbsc extras#writing struggles#hiii everyone btw#i'm still alive#life is just super busy lately#i got bills i have to pay so...
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It's so weird and funny to me when antis will be like "coping with taboo fiction is fine, but don't you understand you can't post it because people might get off to this!?!?"
Like what a stranger masturbates to is any of my business at all.
#I think the reason anti rhetoric just doesn't work on me at all is because I'm just too addicted to minding my own business at this point#if it's not causing real harm (and discomfort is not harm) then I genuinely could not give less fucks about what a stranger gets off to#to any anti reading this#I promise your life will improve *exponentially* if you just start minding your own business#'cause unironically y'all seem miserable af 90% of the time#and the only times you *don't* seem miserable as hell it's because you're literally celebrating the murder/suicide of a real human being#because of fiction that makes you uncomfortable#think about that for like 20 seconds#just anti things#anti bs#proship#anti anti#profic#pro fiction#proshipper safe
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art fight attack for Deck0fCards!
#joined art fight slightly late and have borderline no characters lol#mostly just looking to get a feel for it and do it casually this year then go into next year much more prepared#especially since i'm mad busy with summer classes and general life stuff rn#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#illustration#artfight#af 2024#art fight#artfight 2024#team seafoam#furry#furry art#artfight seafoam
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ilyyyy all <3
#I totally know I’ve been terrible at being here and interacting and getting to msgs and all#even writing too.. I promise im not ignoring anyone just having a busy af time.. but stuff is great so far!! *knocking on wood* 🪵#finally bought a new phone too hehe who says money can‘t buy happiness :D concert vids are gonna be so crisp#anyway yeah life is all over the place and I feel odd sometimes but it‘s been rewarding too.. how are y‘all?#tell me about your day/life? I miss everyone.. will answer everything when I can promise ily#also wanna work on cmi soon too so yay fingers crossed
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I couldn't send any ask today because I'm in the middle of a 13 hours long shift, but learning how many chickens your guys (gn) could take on in a fight was the highlight of my day
#a special thanks to tumblr user half-life-citizen who asked the realest question to everyone#ngl guys i'm sooo sleepy#i don't have to do much at work i'm at the front desk in a museum during the weekends (and a receptionist during the week)#but the same building hosts exhibitions and a lot of events and today was a busy af day and everyone was so annoying#the intruder alarm went wild multiple time bc some people kept fucking around the place#AND everyone just kept talking nonstop for the entire time. more than 100 people. at the same time. i hate it here#anyway thank god i can log in on tumblr on company time#chitchat
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Sometimes I forget how busy I am but then i try to schedule something with friends and it’s like “um I can do Monday and Wednesday nights and Sundays. That’s it.”
#mine#that’s literally my availability right now and I’m like#working on decreasing that#it’s rough out here#I love what I’m doing my life is just busy af right now
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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.
(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)
#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it#there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again#but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned#so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot#anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account#or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one#or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun#just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake#oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess#god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit#and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave#and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so#which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh#but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose#that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10#and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in#we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of#next week we'll likely be 4#depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel#sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere#but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg#a day in the life of..
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It's fucked up that the sober population straight up ignores how a huge portion of addicts have chronic illnesses
#was thinking about my stepdad and his plethora of health issues and how they shape his life#and then i thought about sewercentipede and Then i thought about the huge population of bipolar people who are alcoholics#and then after all that i thought about a convo i had with a straight edge friend who was like 'using illegal drugs Should result in jail#time because they could just Not do those drugs. they do it just for fun'#like i understand where he is coming from but i literally think he is wrong af.#i think the people who do drugs (esp hard drugs) recreationally are outnumbered 2 to 1 by people who#are self medicating with illegal drugs. i think most people totally ignore how chronic illnesses#and severe mental illnesses can hurt you on a profound level and because they dont know about that suffering#they do not understand the urge to numb that pain. and people have no sympathy for what they dont understand#lately im so bothered by people who share their opinions with me about complicated issues but clearly havent ever done any research on them#everyone thinks their opinion is so smart and special and no one is studying#especially not studying human behavior. most people think that socialization and political topics are a fucking joke#with 0 relevance to their personal lives. like no one is ever going to be truly informed about All the things#and i know i certainly am not but it is so annoying to speak with people who make no effort at all to learn about a subject#before they try and tell people the business about it. like that guy. his only understanding of drug use#comes from his own relationship to alcohol. but he was not an alcoholic he was just a perv who decided to go christian#like its so egotistical to assume that your experience and emotions can apply to everyone and yet he is not the only guy i know#who has no interest in any perspective other than his own but thinks his perspective is well informed#im sure women piss me off with this behavior too its just that atm i can only think of examples of men acting like this
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Feeling overwhelmed and want to die but I have booked a Thai massage for Saturday so there is a reason to live again
#personal#since june things have just been Not Great#and august is about to be a busy af month for me#and im so overwhelmed and feeling like my life is out of my control#and noone is there to help me#aside from my therapist and my masseuse#and my husband i guess but he doesnt get it#anyway i need a break from life for a bit#cos i cannot cope
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I've been brainstorming my Rook for nearly a decade and was really set on playing her as a lesbian but everything were learning about Lucanis.... is. testing me..
#i only have 1 worldstate for everything#and tbh i was always really banking on harding being a romance so im excited af im probably gonna fall for her or bellara#but you cant just give me a sexy bisexual disaster with no social skills or sleep schedule and a love for coffee#that i can show the joy of genuine love and affection for the first time while teaching him self worth#especially when his intro is him just casually snapping some dudes neck in the busy streets cuz damn....... that was hot#and on top of it all you put him in a slutty little waistcoat?#mary kirby comin for my life#dragon age#🔈soapbox#god hes gonna have an accent too huh.. gdi
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Mfs can't understand a blunt mf they always gotta try and read between the lines or straight up deny the words you're saying and deny how you feel
#I just woke up so Imma overshare without worrying abt it lmao#like yeah people should be wary there are some messed up people out there but like#I'm being straight up with you I do not have the energy to keep up a lie and I just think it is much easier to have clear communication#people just instantly assume that I'm up to something or not being sincere they don't even give me a chance#bcuz if they did they would instantly be able to tell that I am just like that and I am being as straight up as I possibly can#people just aren't use to that ig#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ that's why I just assume everyone is telling the truth to me and if they did lie my trust in them would break thru those lies#they will eventually tell me the truth if they feel they can trust me and if they don't then that is their business#if someone spends all their time formulating lies for me then that is /their/ energy wasted. not mine lmao#just like let go bro it ain't a big deal to just say stuff straight up you just gotta figure out the right ways to say stuff is all#ya just gotta be real with urself and sometimes shit it confusing af and that is normal brains tend to just fuck around#situations aren't black and white so you might seem hypocritical but again that's life#the best you can do is show how you feel thru actions when words fail you#and people might not understand you but at least you know how you are and you either accept it or make efforts to get better#~.~ me when I get too into it listen I got a little sibling who doesn't understand lots of stuff like I'm trying to teach them things#so I kinda go into this mode a lot of just like trying to explain stuff mostly abt understanding emotions and that other people feel things#I also talk abt this stuff with my other sibling but they are older so it's usually a lot of trying to figure out brain stuff#and trying to come to an understand etc etc I like to talk about these types of things and I might not have all the answer but like#I try. it doesn't work for everyone but hopefully it can at least help people discover what DOES help them#like it might seem like I value honesty a lot but I honestly don't care if people lie to me that is their business ✌️😋#like it only bothers me when it's obvious like Oh I didn't put that dish there I put it somewhere else Well buddy ur the only other person#who else did it or like Oh I didn't say anything I didn't say a word and it's like Buddy I know you did it just own up it's over with#people lie a lot in an attempt to avoid getting in trouble and specifically people getting angry at them but like I'm not the type to argue#I'm not gonna get mad and if I do I'll cool down pretty easily as long as we actually talk things out but like I don't get mad often#I don't really mind most things like if you talk shit behind my back that's not my business lmao just goes to show ur own character#like so many things are not my problem and simply show ur own judge of character#if you don't like me simply don't talk to me 😌 it's really not a big deal I don't mind at all#anyway I ramble... I could likely ramble more but I assume Imma run outta tag space soon
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need to talk to an older dyke. i have so many questions for them
#wish i could seance leslie feinberg but im sure zie'd be so busy#theyre not even deep questions its just like 'how do you cruise'#can you talk to me about my breakup#is my life doing okay#anyway it helps that my therapist is gay and trans af BUT
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Hey!! It's been awhile!! I'm so sorry if this is a rude question, are you still working on A Fable, Agreed Upon? Again, apologies if this comes off in any negative way!!- Absorbed Anon
If I ever choose to abandon something, which I rarely do, I will update the fic itself + the tags.
There is a reason I don't adhere to a posting schedule for anything lol IRL takes priority and I have the time management skills of a root vegetable.
#ask#answer#a fable agreed upon#a fable au#winx#winx club#real life rambilng#this is like the second time i've been asked this in the past month#except the other person was much ruder about it#you were perfectly polite anon#im alive yall just fucking busy af#higher ed was a mistake istg
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lets talk about how much it sucks when your best friends move to another city
#i mesn she’s been living in madrid for this past two years but still :((((( i miss her#it was her bday yesterday and she said to me that she hates so much to maintain distant relationships 💔#and she felt so disconnected from us …that really hurt :(#the other one moved to sweden which is even worsE and she was the one who was always talking about making plans#then the ones who stayed here they are just so busy with life or making plans with workmates etcetc#and im like…okay but i want to see YOU😭#also lets talk about how shit being an introvert is#idk if im an introvert but im def shy af and i have turned down so many thingssss bc of being afraid of what will happen#or what people would say about this#im so prudent and like im always afraid to face things that dont turn the way i wanted or like new things#and im always saying this to besties#IF I HAD THE GUTS i would have already moved to another country to experience new things#id love to stay in UK for a while#also italy!!!#and meet new people!!! go to parties!!! visit lots of cities!!! summer etc#yet here i am in my bed 🤝 in my city 🤝 and everyday with the same fucking routine#it kinda hurts#this is my anxiety talking cause lots of my kids had a tantrum today and i couldn’t do anything about it#imma take a nap
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idk how this will come off, but... if you follow me first and don't reach out, don't try to engage with me in any way, and expect for me to do the heavy lifting in interactions... this isn't the blog for you. i refuse to carry the bulk of any interactions.
#it's just funny to me when people follow me first and REFUSE to interact with me at all and them soft/hardblock me after a while like- idk#what you were expecting. idk if i was supposed to reach out to you first and suck your dick but i just...can't do that. i LOVE to interact#with people and i have no problems reaching out but if you can't do the same with me deuces. everyone i follow is cool af tho and i plan to#write with y'all asap. but my life is busy; i cannot afford to be chronically online and if that makes people not want to interact with me#so be it. also i know i'm a bit of a bitch so no hard feelings if i'm not your cup of tea. but i won't kiss ass to anyone and that's just#how it is. i still think a lot of y'all on this hellsite are cool people tho and i'll always support you! honestly it's a miracle i have an#followers at all at this point but hey lol#ooc.
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