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A WIP I'll probably never finish due to burnout. Dw I'll make a better peice to do them justice.
#myct fanart#empires smp#seablings#jimmy solidarity fanart#jimmy solidarity#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#I have another peice thats a wip i hope to actually finish#life's just busy af#wip#summy.cc1art
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When you still haven't found the right words but don't want to disrupt the writing flow or forget what's supposed to happen in the given moment 🖋💯
#i'm usually polishing those narrative inserts y'know#so this one stands out af#and gives me a good giggle#vintage rambles#non sims#nonsims#gbsc extras#writing struggles#hiii everyone btw#i'm still alive#life is just super busy lately#i got bills i have to pay so...
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It's so weird and funny to me when antis will be like "coping with taboo fiction is fine, but don't you understand you can't post it because people might get off to this!?!?"
Like what a stranger masturbates to is any of my business at all.
#I think the reason anti rhetoric just doesn't work on me at all is because I'm just too addicted to minding my own business at this point#if it's not causing real harm (and discomfort is not harm) then I genuinely could not give less fucks about what a stranger gets off to#to any anti reading this#I promise your life will improve *exponentially* if you just start minding your own business#'cause unironically y'all seem miserable af 90% of the time#and the only times you *don't* seem miserable as hell it's because you're literally celebrating the murder/suicide of a real human being#because of fiction that makes you uncomfortable#think about that for like 20 seconds#just anti things#anti bs#proship#anti anti#profic#pro fiction#proshipper safe
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art fight attack for Deck0fCards!
#joined art fight slightly late and have borderline no characters lol#mostly just looking to get a feel for it and do it casually this year then go into next year much more prepared#especially since i'm mad busy with summer classes and general life stuff rn#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#illustration#artfight#af 2024#art fight#artfight 2024#team seafoam#furry#furry art#artfight seafoam
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It should not be possible to dream about work.
#pls explain to me why i had to take care of work tasks on a laptop whilst covering up my murderous dream lovers crimes and going to some#team building thing that i kept trying to leave because they were texting me what i bought to dissolve the body was not working and they#were gonna cry#why was i also just treating both of these things like some mundane life thing like ofc i have to work. ofc i have to help my#killer partner whom i adore not go to jail because they cant help themselves. just another monday smh#it wasnt even stressful but it was long and i woke up thinking about work which is lame af#anyways i did sleep eight hours tho which is great#-pers#dreams are boring blah blah blah#why were they killing ppl like this and when they knew i had to go to work that is the other thing. there was no explanation it was just#normal business i guess lol#though maybe they had work too maybe that was a vacation day. or maybe that was their work maybe they joined the mob or a gang of#some sort and there was a learning curve they were struggling with who knows the dream logic didnt go that deep#shit had me searching if xylol melts skin tho and it totally does not. set them up for failure with that one wtf?#apparently i already knew this though in the recesses of my mind which is funny. my 6 months reading hazmat instructions selling#industrial supplies is someplace in there still weird as hell actually i couldnt have come up with that if i tried in the moment
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Possibly the funniest ramification (for me at least) of Tobias having a crush nowadays is that one of his most widely used tactics is making people fall in love with him in order to use them for various schemes w/o having to worry about their loyalty swaying long-term, which means that's his first thought half of the time when someone takes an interest in him. And now his second thought which follows 0.2 seconds after is a suddenly lifeless "ah." as he remembers that he can't exactly do that without giving his crush the impression that he's taken and fucking himself over on That front. Fuck his stupid baka life he's shooting himself in the foot NO MATTER what decision he opts for 😭
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#I'm INCREDIBLY entertained whenever he meets sb useful who takes even a minimal interest in him & he immediately goes 😏 <-years long habit#but then his grin abruptly fades when he remembers that he. Can't go through with that easy af idea anymore. WORST day of his life /hj#He thinks flirting is aight but anything Beyond that is questionable territory when it comes to how it'll affect his business (<-the crush)#(Flirting ain't fine either my guy. But he's just Too used to doing that to stop doing it when he's not even in a committed r/s yet 😭)#This is THE least efficient situation to be put in 😮💨 life when his priority is amusement & only on 2nd place are the giga IQ schemes...#It's the way I'm sat staring at half my asks & drafts every time I try to write bc he's fighting himself on what to do ADSAJDGHASDAJDS#His most used & most effective tactic... gone down the drain like that 💔💔💔 someone bring a trampoline for him to fall on after he jumps#Another hilarious part of this is that he has No clue how to be friendly w/o being simultaneously seductive. Bro's gonna kill himself /j#He HATESSS this ramification so badly but at least it cheeses ME greatly 💕 ADKSAHDSAGBDSAJHSJADHSAK#especially when Tobias & I look over at Ash who's in his own trenches & Tobias has to consider if blud's gonna keep ignoring his feelings#(hence whatever they've got going on will go nowhere) or if he's gonna figure his own mess out & how That will go 😮💨 BC IT MATTERS HERE!#You might not be able to tell all the time but Tobias has 384243724324832473248324783274382432473249 thoughts to ponder on in his head 24/7#This is such a stupid problem to have too. in his opinion 😭 If Ash wasn't as perfect of a guy as he is (<-as per Tobias' standards I mean)#I have NO doubt in my mind that he (Tobias) would've killed any semblance of damns to give abt this issue LONGGGGGGGGGG ago#^ One of the myriad reasons why he's never fallen in love in my 5 years of musing him & why his one crush-attempt got shot down By Himself#This man is so complicated HE GIVES ME A HEADACHE!!! (<-saying this while eating popcorn & hovering over him to watch what he'll do next)
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Sometimes I forget how busy I am but then i try to schedule something with friends and it’s like “um I can do Monday and Wednesday nights and Sundays. That’s it.”
#mine#that’s literally my availability right now and I’m like#working on decreasing that#it’s rough out here#I love what I’m doing my life is just busy af right now
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As someone who’s only started recently following you and who doesn’t understand most of your interactions with your friends/mutuals, you definitely have inside jokes xD
hahahahahaha hahahaha omg
this is so ironic and multifaceted
my joke saying "I love inside jokes I hope to be a part of one some day" is a reference to the office
now this has all become a reference in a reference in a reference... referencing the inside joke of a reference... and etc
#rae responds#anon#y'all r too good#im just busy asf rn and just small interactions like this r sooooooo enjoyable in this busy af life
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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.
(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)
#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it#there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again#but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned#so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot#anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account#or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one#or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun#just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake#oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess#god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit#and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave#and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so#which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh#but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose#that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10#and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in#we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of#next week we'll likely be 4#depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel#sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere#but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg#a day in the life of..
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I've been brainstorming my Rook for nearly a decade and was really set on playing her as a lesbian but everything were learning about Lucanis.... is. testing me..
#i only have 1 worldstate for everything#and tbh i was always really banking on harding being a romance so im excited af im probably gonna fall for her or bellara#but you cant just give me a sexy bisexual disaster with no social skills or sleep schedule and a love for coffee#that i can show the joy of genuine love and affection for the first time while teaching him self worth#especially when his intro is him just casually snapping some dudes neck in the busy streets cuz damn....... that was hot#and on top of it all you put him in a slutty little waistcoat?#mary kirby comin for my life#dragon age#🔈soapbox#god hes gonna have an accent too huh.. gdi
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Mfs can't understand a blunt mf they always gotta try and read between the lines or straight up deny the words you're saying and deny how you feel
#I just woke up so Imma overshare without worrying abt it lmao#like yeah people should be wary there are some messed up people out there but like#I'm being straight up with you I do not have the energy to keep up a lie and I just think it is much easier to have clear communication#people just instantly assume that I'm up to something or not being sincere they don't even give me a chance#bcuz if they did they would instantly be able to tell that I am just like that and I am being as straight up as I possibly can#people just aren't use to that ig#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ that's why I just assume everyone is telling the truth to me and if they did lie my trust in them would break thru those lies#they will eventually tell me the truth if they feel they can trust me and if they don't then that is their business#if someone spends all their time formulating lies for me then that is /their/ energy wasted. not mine lmao#just like let go bro it ain't a big deal to just say stuff straight up you just gotta figure out the right ways to say stuff is all#ya just gotta be real with urself and sometimes shit it confusing af and that is normal brains tend to just fuck around#situations aren't black and white so you might seem hypocritical but again that's life#the best you can do is show how you feel thru actions when words fail you#and people might not understand you but at least you know how you are and you either accept it or make efforts to get better#~.~ me when I get too into it listen I got a little sibling who doesn't understand lots of stuff like I'm trying to teach them things#so I kinda go into this mode a lot of just like trying to explain stuff mostly abt understanding emotions and that other people feel things#I also talk abt this stuff with my other sibling but they are older so it's usually a lot of trying to figure out brain stuff#and trying to come to an understand etc etc I like to talk about these types of things and I might not have all the answer but like#I try. it doesn't work for everyone but hopefully it can at least help people discover what DOES help them#like it might seem like I value honesty a lot but I honestly don't care if people lie to me that is their business ✌️😋#like it only bothers me when it's obvious like Oh I didn't put that dish there I put it somewhere else Well buddy ur the only other person#who else did it or like Oh I didn't say anything I didn't say a word and it's like Buddy I know you did it just own up it's over with#people lie a lot in an attempt to avoid getting in trouble and specifically people getting angry at them but like I'm not the type to argue#I'm not gonna get mad and if I do I'll cool down pretty easily as long as we actually talk things out but like I don't get mad often#I don't really mind most things like if you talk shit behind my back that's not my business lmao just goes to show ur own character#like so many things are not my problem and simply show ur own judge of character#if you don't like me simply don't talk to me 😌 it's really not a big deal I don't mind at all#anyway I ramble... I could likely ramble more but I assume Imma run outta tag space soon
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need to talk to an older dyke. i have so many questions for them
#wish i could seance leslie feinberg but im sure zie'd be so busy#theyre not even deep questions its just like 'how do you cruise'#can you talk to me about my breakup#is my life doing okay#anyway it helps that my therapist is gay and trans af BUT
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idk how this will come off, but... if you follow me first and don't reach out, don't try to engage with me in any way, and expect for me to do the heavy lifting in interactions... this isn't the blog for you. i refuse to carry the bulk of any interactions.
#it's just funny to me when people follow me first and REFUSE to interact with me at all and them soft/hardblock me after a while like- idk#what you were expecting. idk if i was supposed to reach out to you first and suck your dick but i just...can't do that. i LOVE to interact#with people and i have no problems reaching out but if you can't do the same with me deuces. everyone i follow is cool af tho and i plan to#write with y'all asap. but my life is busy; i cannot afford to be chronically online and if that makes people not want to interact with me#so be it. also i know i'm a bit of a bitch so no hard feelings if i'm not your cup of tea. but i won't kiss ass to anyone and that's just#how it is. i still think a lot of y'all on this hellsite are cool people tho and i'll always support you! honestly it's a miracle i have an#followers at all at this point but hey lol#ooc.
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Hey friends!
So this is just a heads up - my writing might take a bit longer between publishings than usual but I promise I’m still working on all the requests I’ve got in my inbox.
This has been a big week for me (aka I got my masters degree and had celebrations to attend over the week + full-time work ) so please bear with me as I try to make time for writing!
Thank you friends! 😊❤️
#anya's athenaeum#anya’s musings#I’m still working on it I promise just been busy af lately#major life events happening rn apparently
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dw I'm still alive
#ive just been busy af#preoccupied with a combo of adult responsibilities and social life and health stuff#i promise i'll be writing again. At Some Point.#been replaying wayhaven a bunch#been getting into star wars surprisingly??? like ive always liked it but now it's starting to pull me in more#also who saw the recent seb stan beefy man bun pics bc awoooga#been gardening HELLAAAA too#anywayyy hi miss yall love yall
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Leos are people to befriend, not date lmfao


#if they love you they’re fiercely protective but the lack of depth is important to mention here#then yall drag my Geminis for being superficial when it’s actually the Leos#I always have greeeeeat connections w geminis (bosses + coworkers) and then friends ofc#it’s crying of laughter 24/7 and then u build up such great rapport that you trust each other w everything#but w Leos it depends#the older they get the better they get @ life#they’re your hot entrepreneurs#remember that#but young ones are super prideful and superficial lmao#they’re hot as hell let’s give them that#idk about the last statement in op’s post#they’re just really hot#but a bit boring#they’re usually v accomplished#again as a woman that’s attractive#when yall can be at the same level#I’ve dated some guys that were lazy AS FUCK#instantly dumped (not instantly but yeah- almost lmao)#one of the prof I liked the most in the past two years was a Leo#dentist and a Leo and we got along super well#loved him so much and was sad AF when he left to France#the boss I liked the most was a Leo#dentist as well and the dude was older but super accomplished#I’m so happy to see his businesses do so well and left a positive review after being there#they gave me my A+ so yeah#all in all they’re wonderful people but once they’re older#young ones are v meh#don’t get me started on Leo women#big no
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