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I finally got an appointment for my shoulder surgery.
#exactly in one month#hopes this finally solves the 1.5 years of pain#so that I can someday play handball again#shoulder injury#tw injury#4-6 weeks no work after that#Let's see how long it'll last#I'll probably do homeoffice earlier#tw surgery
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#on an unthinkable twist of fate. i got my shit together today finally#depression is No More everyone <3 i'm cured#but seriously i had forgotten how it feels to breath freely for a while#let's see how long it'll last
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Can you talk me through your thinking here? - Take out the bad guys. Did I get anyone? No.
Roddy Ho (Christopher Chung) in Slow Horses 3x06
#slow horses#roddy ho#christopher chung#slowhorsesedit#chris chung#christopherchungedit#lindseysgifs#edit#i been inspired enough to make SH content#let's see how long it'll last lmao
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season three of the way home and I'm back on my nonsense
#let's see how long it'll last what with spring semester starting this week#on one hand I get that del would know her son. she'd know it was him. but on the other I feel like it's been so long#that she'd be suspicious if it were really him idk it all felt too quick?#like okay del knows now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I feel like the problem is that the conversation happened off screen so we don't see much of a reaction#but even after that del doesn't seem to think much of it#I feel very thrown back into the series it's been so long#really should've rewatched the other seasons I barely remember anything rip#the way home hallmark#earl crow ramblings#also realizing that I might have entirely missed some of the end of season two how did that happen I don't know#girl help why was my first thought upon seeing jacob without his beard is that they should put some eyeliner on him and he'll look like#he's in some emo band from the 2000s or smth#I think they chose such a good actor for him#del handing jacob his bear and saying he's been waiting for you OH MY WORD I'll cry#EW I forgot about sam get him OUT#WHAT have they done to alice oh my word what's going on#what's with susanna??#oh they combed jacob's hair he looks normal again though tbh I like how it was before#good episode!! pacing felt off imo but okay it's the first episode of a new season
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oh cool, we have a new wynter!!
eris baby they are going to do some torment nexus shit to you 🥰💕✨
#welcome to big finish babygirl. it'll be fun to see how long you last <3#whatever they do to you i hope it fucking devastates narvin. lets all hit him with hammers#gallifrey#eris
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so like. does siti count as a catgirl, or
#sorry i was struck with how stupid this drawing is halfway through. so you will have to simply imagine the second panel. fkjngk#a master of djinn#a dead djinn in cairo#dead djinn universe#fatma el-sha'arawi#my art#finally out a months long artblock and catching up on some ideas lets see how long it'll last <3
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BIG NEWS
GOOD NEWS
they let me get off my psychosis meds and now I have energy and drive to draw big again!
We will go hard! We will go big!
FUCK YEAH!!!
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It's actually wild how much playing geoguessr for hours last night stabilized my brain out of spiralling.
I've been SAYING to myself things like "the world continues to exist and you have to stay grounded in it rather than spiralling about problems you can't in any way reach to push back against, and certainly doubly so if you are stuck spiralling" and also "the perspective from the place you live is so skewed from the material reality of most of the world and you have to account for that when informing your political stances" and other such things. But it hasn't really been getting through the immediacy of panic and dread.
And weirdly what did get through was spending hours clicking along a road through a place I've never been in a region I've never heard of, looking at how people build their houses and the structures along the roads where they sell various things to passersby, squinting at the signage to try to figure out which words might be place names, looking at all the unfamiliar plants, street dogs following the car.... that's the world the whole world is out there with more depth and detail than you can imagine. It's all out there.
#I don't know how long this effect will last or if it'll work another time. But it is nice.#to feel grounded in the world.#Also it is a weird feeling to be droped in a posh neighborhood in an imperial core city after being on rural byways and towns elsewhere#The degree of social control present in the streetscape is so jarring once you've been away from it#which I've also experienced irl but the suddenness of the shift when you're dropping into places is striking.#the site I found to play it is 'world guessr dot com'#The first set of 5 places it gave me were all famous landmarks which was eh. But after that it started dropping me on random roads.#Also even with the landmarks it was kinda interesting to see how little I know about the regional context actually.#I spent quite a while going in circles around the taj mahal complex trying to get out into the city to look for context clues#But every time I found a gate leading out there was no arrow to keep going through it....#trapped in the taj mahal.#I had to ask a housemate if they knew what region the taj mahal was in and they remembered the city so I was able to find it eventually#I don't play by strict no-looking-up rules but I'll only let myself look up indirect clues. Or ask people.
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NGL maybe its because Ranran (I know the game just came out and the name is out there, but I'm still calling him Ranran for now) has been my hyperfixation but lowkey I been thinking of doing something involving him here like an ask blog. Is that even a thing in this era of Tumblr? Who knows, but it sounds fun. Idk, maybe something in a similar way that mostly focuses on him (and probably Basket). Not sure yet.
Also, got a lot of doodle ideas for him and Basket. Working on something I'm not used to based off a theory I had when the last prelaunch trailer came out. It probably has been confirmed or proven wrong at this point but may as well finish it. I'll probably look into the stuff I haven't seen yet after to see if I was onto something. I started it a while ago anyway after that trailer dropped. Same goes for other headcanons/ideas that I had before the game released.
#zoro rambles#though what scares me is the whole rp aspect of it#I never really done rps with strangers before and it sounds intimidating/nerve wracking#plus it'll most likely have my ideas involved that aren't in the game#so like extra noncanon stuff for fun#idk we shall see how long my hyperfixation lasts#so far so good and its going strong#also im ready to see the ranran fanart come in#lets gooo
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Why does it feel like they don't really want to talk to me? I mean, not exactly that, but like...a talking slump. Idk how to explain it? I kind of want to talk about it but I feel like it's too soon and I don't want to come across as accusatory? It feels like there's something going on but idk how to help them. I want to.
#personal#vent#kinda??#Listen I like to think of myself as good with communication but idk if it's too soon to assume anything?#They seem to just reply less or start conversations#Idk#I sent them a picture of a cool bug let's see how that goes?#I feel like this isn't because they just suddenly don't like me anymore or anything but I just don't know what is happening and I want to#help them but I don't want to annoy them?#Ehrrrr#I feel like the last convos have been too much about me#Not that good of a balance#But idk if they want to share?#I'm gonna ask them once they've replied I think#Yeah#Otherwise it'll seem weird like “Hey!! Cool bug I found!!” and then “Are you okay??” immediately afterwards#Life#friendship#long distance friendship#Did I maybe do something to upset/weird them out??#Idk I guess I'm gonna have to ask#I can't tell exactly but I think it's not just me-specific#Tags longer than some essays I wrote#Talking slump but badly I guess
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the next update for hotp is going to have a LOT of worldbuilding and explanations in regards to magic and how it works in this universe lol
I am obligated to explain that a lot of this worldbuilding was only really figures out in the last few months, and so there's plenty of stuff in former parts that doesn't fully line up with it (I'm not, like, a professional author yall lmao)
point being, I'm well aware some of it probably won't match up but I'll eventually go back and tweak and change the older parts to line up with it...most likely it'll be either A) when the whole fic is finished or B) at least when I'm finished making the outline
and in regards to the outline, I want to clarify that while I DO have a definitive ending in mind, I'm still working on the parts in-between--but it is significantly closer to the end than to the beginning; in fact, if I was going to give a number, I'd probably say that the outline is currently about 90% completed--it's literally just the final stretches I'm still working on lol
As for the published story, I'd probably say that it's about...60%-70% maybe? I'm bad with numbers, but there's about five MAJOR plot points we still have left to cover (important to note that these plot points will most likely be multiple parts lol)
#hotp au#I really want to let you guys know how things are going for this au right now#especially considering how long it's been since I last updated#I want you all to know I am absolutely NOT abandoning this project because it is incredibly important to me#and im determined to see it through to the end#i just can't promise it'll be very fast lol#trafficshipping#renchanting
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i got such a cute lipgloss man
#let's see how long it lasts tho#Also#speaking of lipstick#i have ideas for the yanderes muhahahaha#im sure it'll be out today or tomorrow :ppp#octo rambles
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Diving headfirst into No Way Home even though I've not seen any of Holland's Spider-Man movies (mostly because epilepsy). So this should be fun. At least depending on the strobe and flashing lights. Hoping I don't have to bail on it. I want to see Maguire and Garfield again~
#let's see how long i can last#maybe i'll get lucky and it'll only be like the climax or something#which would be a pain in the ass because i will miss out#but we'll see how it goes#epilepsy talk#spiderman no way home
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#not fandom related#personal log stardate#trans stuff#1 month on T now! 😁 i def got the most surprising changes#my voice changed a teeny tiny bit. after just waking up and when im putting in effort it's in the androgynous range now.#it doesnt pass as male at all tho. period is reduced to light spotting. i got some bottom growth but i did not feel that at all#so no sensitivity or anything. i just discovered one day that ive had bottom growth#none of the 3 h's (horny hungry hot) for me. in fact i was worried at first my dose was either too low or high or im not absorbing the gel#well bc i didn't notice anything at all. but nope. changes are happening!#now to the bad stuff. had a thrombosis scare last week. i already have a raised risk and T raises it even more and then i had weird pain in#my calf last week. it went away again tho so maybe it was from working out or smth idk. i probably should've seen a doctor just to make#sure my blood levels are ok and i don't have polycythemia. maybe ill do that this week#also. atrophy 😬#i did not know you could get this like. instantly. i thought this was smth that happened after years on T#anyway. my junk is irritated. i don't do anything w it and the mucus outside is irritated just like that#it is basically almost always uncomfortable. sometimes worse sometimes barely noticeable. idk if it's just a pH change from starting T or i#it'll settle into smth long term. ive now bought a moisturizing cream for down there. haven't tried it out yet but what I've tried is#just putting some lube there over night and it did reduce the symptoms. let's see how that will develop in the next few weeks#i know there's estrogen cream but you need a prescription for that i think. ill try that if the other stuff fails#so anyway my changes are kinda unlike of what ive read usually happens in the first month except for bottom growth#im not complaining (except abt the atrophy)#also shout out to my doctor for putting in my chart that i want to be referred to as a man and also actually referring to me as a#man. only one nurse is actually paying attention to that though and she's also the one who handled my paperwork once where it said im trans#she just uses my last name w/o anything else which is fine for me. i don't pass yet so it would be awkward if i was sir'd in front of other#patients. also i know one of the other nurses from my private life (she's an acquaintance of a former colleague of mine) so she only knows#me pre-transitioning and it again would be kinda awkward idk. i think ill have a talk w the nurses abt what i want to be referred to when i#a little further along in my medical transition. for now its fine being misgendered in front of other patients bc i dont pass anyway#but it's nice being respected in private ie when im alone w my doctor or a nurse#oh btw i had my first exam this week ugh. i was not as well prepared as i should've been but i don't worry abt it too much#bc this is only the first exam and there are many more to come so now i can learn from my mistakes and prepare better/more efficiently
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namesake mcmansion
Howdy folks! Today's McMansion is very special because a) we're returning to Maryland after a long time and b) because the street this McMansion is on is the same as my name. (It was not named after me.) Hence, it is my personal McMansion, which I guess is somewhat like when people used to by the name rights to stars even though it was pretty much a scam. (Shout out btw to my patron Andros who submitted this house to be roasted live on the McMansion Hell Patreon Livestream)
As far as namesake McMansions go, this one is pretty good in the sense that it is high up there on the ol' McMansion scale. Built in 2011, this psuedo-Georgian bad boy boasts 6 bedrooms and 9.5 baths, all totaling around 12,000 square feet. It'll run you 2.5 million which, safe to say, is exponentially larger than its namesake's net worth.
Now, 2011 was an anonymous year for home design, lingering in the dead period between the 2008 black hole and 2013 when the market started to actually, finally, steadily recover. As a result a lot of houses from this time basically look like 2000s McMansions but slightly less outrageous in order to quell recession-era shame.
I'm going to be so serious here and say that the crown molding in this room is a crime against architecture, a crime against what humankind is able to accomplish with mass produced millwork, and also a general affront to common sense. I hate it so much that the more I look at it the more angry I become and that's really not healthy for me so, moving on.
Actually, aside from the fake 2010s distressed polyester rug the rest of this room is literally, basically Windows 98 themed.
I feel like the era of massive, hefty sets of coordinated furniture are over. However, we're the one's actually missing out by not wanting this stuff because we will never see furniture made with real wood instead of various shades of MDF or particleboard ever again.
This is a top 10 on the scale of "least logical kitchen I've ever seen." It's as though the designers engineered this kitchen so that whoever's cooking has to take the most steps humanly possible.
Do you ever see a window configuration so obviously made up by window companies in the 1980s that you almost have to hand it to them? You're literally letting all that warmth from the fire just disappear. But whatever I guess it's fine since we basically just LARP fire now.
Feminism win because women's spaces are prioritized in a shared area or feminism loss because this is basically the bathroom vanity version of women be shopping? (It's the latter.)
I couldn't get to all of this house because there were literally over a hundred photos in the listing but there are so many spaces in here that are basically just half-empty voids, and if not that then actually, literally unfinished. It's giving recession. Anyway, now for the best part:
Not only is this the NBA Backrooms but it's also just a nonsensical basketball court. Tile floors? No lines? Just free balling in the void?
Oh, well I bet the rear exterior is totally normal.
Not to be all sincere about it but much like yours truly who has waited until the literal last second to post this McMansion, this house really is the epitome of hubris all around. Except the house's hubris is specific to this moment in time, a time when gas was like $2/gallon. It's climate hubris. It's a testimony to just how much energy the top 1% of income earners make compared to the rest of us. I have a single window unit. This house has four air conditioning condensers. That's before we get to the monoculture, pesticide-dependent lawn or the three car garage or the asphalt driveway or the roof that'll cost almost as much as the house to replace. We really did think it would all be endless. Oops.
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#architecture#design#mcmansion#mcmansions#ugly houses#interior design#mcmansion hell#bad architecture#2010s#maryland
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I LOVE what you wrote for the other ideas!!
This is kind of a dialogue prompt
Reader says something like, "do you know how many times I've imagined you fucking me on this desk?"
Maybe she's sitting on Bucky's lap while she works on a mission report or something for the team. Since Bucky hasn't seen reader in a bit, he is being needy and handsy trying to distract her. (Cue cockwarming?)
Eventually, reader slams the laptop shut and puts it away before she says that line. Bucky just like
Sweeps EVERYTHING off desk
(I'm so sorry for the long ask) much love❤️❤️
Not me answering this 2 years later but I'm weaaaak for the lip bite and this idea, immediate yes (and by immediate I mean I know I took forever, I'm so sorry, also I love you)
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"I missed you so much baby" Bucky purred in your ear, hoisting you up by your hips to wrap your legs around his waist as soon as you stepped off the jet. You'd been gone for over a month in those 4 weeks, Bucky had been nothing but a pouty puppy, waiting for you to come back. None of the missions he went on were enough of a distraction, all he wanted was his perfect angel back in his arms and he finally had you.
"Missed you too, bub" You giggled at his scruffy beard tickling your neck as he nuzzled into your skin, carrying you off for some much needed cuddles. "I already showered and changed but I just have to finish my mission report and then I'm all yours"
You pecked the frown that made its way to his face, your thumb brushing over the crease between his brows.
"But I haven't seen you in so long" Bucky mumbled, reluctantly detouring away from your shared bedroom, taking you to the conference room instead.
"I promise I'll be quick-Bucky what are you-" You squeaked as you felt his cool arm effortlessly wrap around your waist, lifting you up so he could sit in the chair instead, plopping you onto his lap.
"I'll be patient" Bucky gave you an innocent shrug, not willing to wait for you to finish so he could spend time with you. You giggled at his clinginess, opening your laptop and pulling up the file you had to fill out; of course his patience lasts all of 10 seconds before his hands slowly slip under your shirt.
"Bucky, what are you doing"
"Nooothin'" he ignored the pointed look you gave him over your shoulder while he started to needily paw at your hips, slowly making his way up to your waist, caressing your skin. "Just feelin' you"
"I can see that" you shook your head, returning to your report, trying desperately to recall various details while your boyfriends hands continued to wander around. You could barely type out a sentence, squeaking when his cool metal fingers brushed near the top of your breast, tracing along the outline of your bra.
"Bucky"
"Y/n"
"You're distracting me"
"No, You're distracting me" He countered with another shrug, adjusting his hips, the movement causing you to shift right onto his-
"Bucky!"
"What" He gave you an innocent pout as if his thick erection wasn't about to pop out of his jeans.
"Your not so little friend there is about to stab my ass" You snoted, ignoring the way his hard length pressed against you made your stomach flip.
"Help him out then" Bucky smirked with a raise of his brow, "C'mon, it'll help me keep my hands to myself if he gets some attention"
"Bucky-
"Please baby, I promise I'll behave, just let me put it in you, I won't move, no more distractions, scouts honor"
"You're a little shit" You rolled your eyes, biting back a smirk as you got up to pull down your sweats while Bucky unbuttoned his jeans, pulling his cock out. He groaned as he swiped his thick cockhead through your folds, your slick already making a mess between your thighs.
"Looks like I wasn't the only distracted on, huh" He whispered against the shell of your head as he pressed inside, the both of you gasping at the feeling of him stretching you. He was careful to lower you slowly, inching his way until you were perfectly seated on his lap and entirely full of him. "Mpph, fuck you feel good baby, keep me nice and warm, that's it" He nipped on your earlobe while you took a moment to recompose, your tight walls fluttering against his shaft.
"I-have to finish this-" Your voice melted off into a moan, how were you going to get anything done, it had been so long since you'd felt your boyfriends fat cock absolutely rail you, making you cum and squirt till you nearly passed out, his length fucking your brains out until he was ready to fill you, his moans and grunts all just for you while his cock exploded with thick streams of cum that would drip out-
"You won't get anything done if you keep grinding on me princess" Bucky's strained, teasing voice broke you from your train of thought, not even realizing you'd been pushing your hips further back on him, trying to feel more. "You sure you gotta finish this right now?"
"Y-yes" You tried to fill out the next section, your eyes rolling back instead when Bucky adjusted himself, pushing himself till his tip kissed your cervix.
"You sure baby, I can make you feel really good"
"I-
"It's been so long angel, I need you, fuck, need you so bad" The neediness of his voice only set you off further, a gush of your arousal pooling out of you, getting the patch of curls at the base of his cock messy. It certainly wasn't missed by Bucky, his hands holding onto your hips so he could gently thrust his hips up just enough for you to feel the slightest movement. "Please baby, m'so hard, balls are fuckin' full, swear my cock's ready to burst there's so much cum for you-
All it took was you shutting your laptop for Bucky to swipe his arm and clear the table of its contents, bending you over the table while he was still deep inside you.
"Fuck, I needed this!" He growled, grabbing you hips and setting a brutal pace without warning, his head thrown back, the sounds of skin slapping on skin mixing with your moans.
"OH-FUCK-J-AMIE" You squealed feeling Bucky angle his hips to hit a spot that made a mess everywhere, your juices dripping onto his jeans, the material turning darker making him fuck you harder.
"That's it baby, make a mess on me, make a mess on my cock, give me what I've been missing so fuckin' bad"
You were nothing more than a babbling mess letting Bucky take what he needed, your legs nearly buckling from pleasure.
"Wanna see you" He pulled out and handled you with ease as he picked you up and placed you onto the table, throwing your pants off and tossing your legs over his shoulders. He didn't waste any time as he slipped in again, the both of you moaning and he started to move again, your tummy bulging each time he fucked into you. "Missed you so much angel, fuck you have no idea"
"Missed you-t-too" You hiccuped from a mixture of emotion and your building orgasm, a mix of everything making your vision blur with white spots and tears. "Missed you so much, Bucky"
"Cum for me angel, I want it, wanna feel my angel cum on my cock, please-" Bucky's pace stuttered as his cock squirted precum, his balls growing heavy, struggling to hold on, "m'gonna cum, can't hold it baby, give it to me"
"I-I-OH FUCK" You let out a silent scream as Bucky slipped his hand between your bodies, his thumb pressed onto your clit rubbing gentle circles. He continued to fuck you through your orgasm, his own ready to shoot from the base of his cock, the tip already dribbling-
"Good girl, good fuckin' girl, so pretty when you cum for me baby, fuck me I won't last, shit-I-FUCKK" The first burst of cum flooded and painted your walls, his cock throbbing so hard it nearly sent you into a second climax, "Hng, it's so much, mmph"
Bucky clung onto you with his face buried into your neck, shuddering as his body shook from the waves of his orgasm. He held onto you, keeping you wrapped up as he sat back on the chair, his lips pressing a kiss to your forehead.
"I love you"
"I love you too but I need to finish" You sleepily mumbled while Bucky shook his head, carrying you off for some much needed proper cuddles.
"You can finish later after we get some dinner in you and two more orgasms and a nice long shower, maybe a massage and THEN you can-"
"You filthy animals" Tony's voice cut through Bucky's list as he stood at the conference door with an amused smirk on his face.
"Oh my god" You kept your face buried in Bucky's neck, the oversized shirt you were wearing covering up what was going on but there was no mistaking what happened with Bucky's jeans around his ankles.
"Couldn't wait 10 minutes, huh"
"Would you?" Bucky didn't even bother arguing back, raising his brow with a smug smile.
"Can't argue with that" Tony nodded with approval, walking off while Bucky cackled without an ounce of shame.
"You little shit" You stayed pressed against his neck, while Bucky carried you off to your shared bedroom, plopping you onto the bed.
"Now about those two orgasms-"
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