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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it
#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag#but i was 14 and stupid 🤷♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio#fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me#kms#but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life#but yk what#let's keep challenging god#i know he hates me#but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie#AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls#anyway back to my old band manager#she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais#and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know#i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls#i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me#i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags#DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES#IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL#I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY#sorry#oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment#other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL#but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh#appears and disappears#that is actually my brand
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Another Danyal Al Ghul art dump! Minor compared to other ones but I quite like these ones.






#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danyal al ghul au#starry’s art#god’s biggest mistake was letting me realize i can draw Danyal Al Ghul as Anakin Skywalker /j#and im not even religious (anymore)#dpxdc art#bonus pocket procreate versions#bonus bonus phantom version of punk danyal#bc i liked them enough to give them color lol#danyal ‘commit to the bit’ fenton would figure out how to make an irl lightsaber#good luck to his friends trying to wrestle that away from him and lmao rip to his rogues o7#post-reunion with damian he makes one for damian lmao.#you aint never seen criminals surrender so fast than when they realized robin had an actual laser sword#punk danyal save me. save me punk danyal.#starry keep your scarring consistent challenge--#inconsistent hair color?? maaybe. is danny's hair black or brown-black? good question...#if anyone's got any tips on how to give a face more. texture(?) depth(?) that'd be fantastic. he looks so smooth brother eugh#danny's got two modes: causing problems On Purpose. and Silly Ex-Assassin Guy.#danyal's closet is 50% punk and 50% random graphic shirts and muscle tees
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The prophet Isaiah says that when God pays you back, “He will give you a twofold recompense.” That means God will pay you back double.
In the Scripture, it wasn’t a coincidence that after all the heartache and pain that Job went through, he came out with double what he had before the testing of his faith.
When you’re in an unfair situation, instead of getting sour, have a new perspective—that just qualified you for double. They meant it to harm you, but God is going to use it to promote you. When He pays you back, you’re going to come out loaded down with blessings. ✨️
#life quotes#inspiring quotes#life#inspiration#mental health#christian living#christian quotes#christian faith#christianity#bible scripture#you are blessed#count your blessings#blessings#trial#challenges#hardship#bad day#do not give up#do not be afraid#have faith#keep the faith#faith in god#faith#faith in jesus#christian blog#let god#god will open doors#god will fight for you#trust the process#trust god
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After reading Challenge of the Hordika, I'm still lowkey obsessed with the implications of the Hordika not only deferring from entering the Great Temple out of reverence, but because it almost tangibly felt wrong
Imagine. You return to a place of great spiritual importance. A holy ground. Even the wild rahi seem to sense that because it's almost untouched. It's meant to be a sanctuary for you. Home. This is the place where you were changed into heroes, where Mata Nui allegedly chose you to step up into the role of Toa, where you put aside your previous life for this one
and you can't enter
You discover you are now fundamentally antithetical to the temple and everything it represents.
By now, you've come to suspect the Rahaga who work alongside you have a similar story to tell – that they were also Toa once, altered and deformed – but they can enter. The temple – not their temple, but yours – doesn't abhor them. It doesn't halt them in their steps, repulse them, detest them as it does you now
(maybe it's the Hordika venom, a corruption, as the Rahaga assume, but maybe it's something deeper, you fear. maybe the temple now knows its mistake, maybe it knows you weren't Mata Nui-chosen, but Makuta-chosen instead....)
Anyway! Yeah, I'm obsessed with the understated horror of the Toa discovering they are no longer welcome in the Great Temple and all the emotional ramifications of that!
#bionicle#lego bionicle#that cat spoke#challenge of the hordika#anyway this is why the ficlet piece im working on is called damned#or alternatively: god called to let you know he hates you#the latter is NOT the title but it's what i keep mentally referring to it as
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i love so much how our perception of what beatrice and benedick are to each other is so quickly and clearly established then blown to pieces.
immediately we understand that there's antagonism there, but it's at least something that's generally amusing to everyone else— "there is a merry war betwixt signor benedick and her. they never meet but there's a skirmish of wit between them." as far as leonato, hero, & co. are aware, the only thing that's passed between beatrice and benedick at this point are some foul words and no one ever suspects it could be anything more, after all how could it be? they argue ALL the time!! and yet only 79 lines later the prince and his posse have returned and beatrice and benedick are interacting for the first time in who knows how long and she ends that whole sequence with "i know you of old."
in an instant there's new subtext to beatrice asking after benedick, underlying the anger that she holds towards him, and twining itself through their first verbal spar. i've always thought of it as the audience getting a little italicized oh moment of our own as our worldview warps and reshapes to admit this fact in. it isn't just that beatrice doesn't really like this guy (understatement of the century, i know), it's that something happened between them and more than just being angry, she's hurt.
and here, benedick's carefree façade slips as he snaps to, eyes widening, jaw slackening a bit as her words completely shift the tone of the scene for a precious few seconds. in the space that stretches out before pedro interrupts their aside. after all, its in the silence after that line where the air becomes tense, intimate, almost illicit as this moment begins to feel increasingly stolen between the two of them. and, in a way, isn't that reminiscent of who knows how many stolen moments from their (perhaps not-so-distant) past? no, we don't know exactly what happened, but we know it was something kept closely between the two of them, so how could they not be thinking about it all over again. suddenly the pain we first saw in beatrice alone is, for a fleeting second, shared as they stew in their inconvenient emotions, finally face-to-face again, yet still unable to talk about it and then the moment breaks, shatters, and they are drawn apart all over again. lines must be reformed, propriety must be kept, all outward displays of emotion pushed back into the corners of their hearts, papered over with sniping and snarking.
#hi once again rotating maan in the microwave of my brain bc augh!!! this scene was played fucking expertly god.#like of COURSE it's after this moment their arguing gets so heated it attracts notice and everyone decides to scheme about it#bc you get the sense there was this tacit decision to Never Talk About It and so when beatrice brings it up he's thrown#which in turn makes benedick bring up beatrice over and over again in conversations/asides bc he cannot let it go#culminating in his whole conversation that turns into a bit of a rant at pedro in ii.1 where keeps aND ANOTHER THING-ing abt her#this actually demonstrates why externally pedro/claudio/leonato and hero/ursula/meg view b&b almost in a shallow way#and feel comfortable joking that benedick being enticed by beatrice is why he challenges claudio/why leonato has the 'lent our eyes' bit#bc by act ii everyone knows there's Something there but no one has even come close to guessing how deep it runs#much ado about nothing#maan 2025#vio speaks
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Guilt served as comfortable bed sheet, as did darkness — the price for the sacrilege of love.
But a mischievous light shone briefly from outside and Jillian perceived the shapes of the woman she had spent the night adoring: scars, dimples, hair and fat which she only loved all the more, growing ashamed of her shame, of hiding her own mangled arm.
Then she saw the thin, injured skin of Suzannes’s knees and understood.
She could not hide from God.
Jillian dropped to her own knees, cursing the cross, defying it; worshipping her lover with new passion under His resentful eye.
#doctor superion#warrior nun#jillian salvius#mother superion#warrior nun drabble#i've been a bit busy with dreamwidth these past couple of days -- it's snowflake challenge season so a good time to be there -- but!#here's a drabble for doctor superion drabble friday as usual. i have a ficlet to write until the 10th and revision to do yet this came out#there was another one before it but i need help with a sentence in italian before posting it as previously mentioned#and instead of halting the entire thing i decided to just skip that drabble and go on with the rest until a kind italian soul steps in lol#anyway. i know i know post-resurrection suzanne probably doesn't deal with guilt as pre-resurrection but still#the idea of being unable to keep secrets from god just lodged itself in my brain and wouldn't let go#narratives and similar
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#< i Can confirm cyrus would actually say “im sorry” but the “i didnt know it was you” is implied (@sidesteppostinghours)
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 thank u cyrus for saying sorry
#gideon shut the hell up challenge#you: please for the love of god don't write shit in these tags#me: ..... do you think not knowing it was them made it better or worse for them#that complicated mix of 'he wouldn't have done this to you if he knew' vs 'he would have kept going. he would have killed you.'#had you been anyone else your older brother would have killed you with no remorse. and you're glad he didn't. but you feel sick he would.#that sense of guilt that comes from being relieved you aren't dead. the same guilt of still being alive bc they refused to let you die.#cyrus says I'm sorry. says I didn't know it was you. and you say okay. say he's forgiven. ignore the way they both look at you for that.#you have changed and your brothers have changed but did it ever occur to you just how much until this moment?#how do you forgive him for nearly killing you when you know he would have done the same to your brother?#how do you forgive yourself for knowing that you wouldn't have been there to stop him?#keeping up with the beckers
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today on my When All You Have is a D10 project: Rolling a 6 with a D100.
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1-16: Option 1
17-32: Option 2
33-48: Option 3
49-64: Option 4
65-80: Option 5
81-96: Option 6
97-100: Reroll
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if you get that last one you can reroll the ones column, tens column, or both, up to you. tune in next time for so fucking help me i WILL find an efficient way to substitute dice for a deck of playing cards
#solo rpgs#solo ttrpgs#ttrpg tables#i doubt this is something people haven't figured out many times already; but! it's useful and i hadn't seen it anywhere#and it was enough of a hassle that i figured i'd save some time for anybody who also will find it useful and hadn't seen it elsewhere#also i know it would maybe be more in the spirit of the thing to call it 'when all you have is a d100'#because a *lot* of the time that's effectively what you're rolling for; and maybe i will change the name to that#but you could do it with just a d10! it'd be really annoying in some cases because you have to roll d10 twice for a d100! but you could!#current parameters of the challenge are 'make the roll without having to reroll anything below a 90 or a 10'#i made the rpgsolo hack to be playable with only a d10 and d100 and it was fun enough that i wanted to do more with that#also i will be fair and say that the dice deck thing is not necessarily when all you have is a d10. i will take any dice combo that works#my disabled ass can't use physical cards; and physical dice are dodgy#but there are a LOT more digital dice rollers out there than there are digital card deck tools#let alone ones that don't rely on an online server; let alone ones that actually work on mobile#it is A Quest of Mine and i have zero experience with game jams but i am legit considering poking at hosting one for this#in particular because there's like 5000 ways you could do it and it would be nice to give people accessibility options#in case whatever go-to i jury-rig for myself doesn't jive with them#it does count as awkward tables initiative to me though so it goes under the same banner as this one#when all you have is a d10 project#awkward tables initiative#RPGSolo#ttrpg tag#whosebaby does game dev#whosebaby makes things#edit: literally less than a half hour after posting this i found. the simplest possible way to draw a card with dice. wheezes#figuring out a method to keep TRACK of a deck efficiently is probably another story but OH MY GOD. IT'S BEEN A YEAR#AMAZING
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started the sims 3 legacy challenge. being myself i made a spreadsheet ta plan out how ta get as many points as possible n keep track of which lifetime wishes ive gotten. they dont call this thing a challenge for nofin yall like bein broke as hell ta start has genuinely got me thinkin bout the sims gameplay differently akjwerkkjwe HAVIN A GOOD TIME i love the sims
#spain speaks#got a mod that lets same sex couples have kids cause this is a challenge about different generations but im also. a lesbian n dont care abo#t the guys in this game akjwerkjkjwekjw#i think its seasons or some shit that has the wildflowers that spawn around town but those're genuinely a good way ta get some extra cash i#u find the more rare ones akjwerkj n by god do u need that i am Not jokin bout the bein broke part O_O first in game day i had literally on#y a sleeping bag and like. two lights in my house 😭#ITS FUN ill keep yall upd8ed. maybe . im not doin the whole postin pics/storylines thing but i Will be makin up stories as i go lol
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You want me to look at you but my gaze is set on what's above.
#myself#christian#god#faith#sfw#improvement#growth#love#selfcare#selflove#keep going#don't stop#believe#you are your own limitation#let the fire inside fuel you to rise up#be someone you can love#set an example for others#everyday is a new chance#your life is worth every challenge#you can do it#you can win#find your purpose in God
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Dear Lord, grant me the faith to know that You are good all the time, even during the most difficult circumstances of this life. When I am weak, lift me up. Enable me to accept the love and comfort from others who love me, but let me rely on Your everlasting love for me. In Jesus' Name, Amen.
#life quotes#inspiring quotes#christian faith#christian living#christian quotes#life#inspiration#christianity#bible scripture#bible quote#christian blog#bible study#bible verse#prayer#keep on praying#inner peace#promise#god is my refuge#let go and let god#letting go#let go#god is good#god is with you#difficult times#mental health#be positive#positive mental attitude#positive thoughts#challenges#life truths
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Twenty Day Challenge 2024 - Day Two
Type: Fluff Piece Timeline: Post-Yakuza Raid Location: One of U. A.'s Gyms
Sometimes, sparring sessions....end in a horrible way.
WARNINGS: A lil suggestive towards the end. Also very short, but fight.
They were silent as light reflected off the metal in their hand. Fin was brandishing a dull version of their personal blade, head slightly downturned as they took in a small breath. It wasn't even their weapon... But if it were their actual knife, they feared what they might do. How they'd FEEL.
Their gloves felt almost constrictive despite how long they'd had them, worried about the wires giving out. They shuffled, silver paint catching the sun.
They were already breathing a bit hard, a thin sheen of sweat on their exposed skin. Their clothes stuck to them in odd places, only making their overheating worse as they prepared to attack.
"..come at me." He was standing as he would any other day...but there was something more menacing in the air- nearly an aura that poured off of him, toxifying the atmosphere. Yagi's eyes flashed as Fin dashed to the left. He didn't move- keeping an eye eternally on them.
They back-stepped at the last second. A hand thrown back. Pitch-black, needle-thin threads snapped towards the opposing side of the gym. Yagi barely had to move to dodge. Fin was already twisting. The wire was retracting, pulling them along at breakneck speed- barely discernable.
Yagi snapped back. He raised a hand, feeling the metal rod Fin was using as a weapon smack against his palm. He was already turning. Another wire had snapped towards another section of the gym- the first detaching and evaporating, black mist flowing back towards Fin.
The wire disconnected as Fin spun. Their leg met with a block from Yagi, shoving them backwards- and into a roll.
He already had another metal 'knife' out. He slammed it into Fin's own weapon, feeling the vibration echo up his arm. The sting of the hit burst in his fingers, but he didn't let go.
"You're getting faster."
"No." Fin vaulted back. Their shoes activated, kicking them slightly up into the air- hovering just barely off of the ground. I don't improve. They pulled their pipe back.
Yagi was on them in a moment- his own weapon smashing downwards. They just barely blocked it with theirs. Fin shoved- Yagi was sent flying backward. He righted himself, landing on his feet as one hand dragged.
"You are." He pulled the pipe close. The two knew too much about each other's fighting style- he could see the last of the 'mist' vanishing back into the small barrels on Fin's gloves. "But..." They were readying their next attack.
"I'm faster." In a blink, he was in front of them again- forcibly knocking them to the floor from the surprise and sudden change of weight. Fin's back smacked into the concrete with a dull oomph--- the air escaping their lungs in a wheeze.
"What do you say, love?" The 'razor edge' of his weapon was pressed to Fin's neck. "....do you surrender?" One of their hands was raised, less than an inch from ripping his own away- but they'd gone still. Their chest rose and fell as they gasped for air.
"When-- Hell freezes- over." The wire shot out of their hand, knocking the pipe from Yagi's grip. Just as fast as their other, Fin had flipped the two over. However...their own pipe was also across the floor. They were less than an inch apart, breath coming in small gasps. Hazel and sky blue refused to look away from one another. "What-- about you,...give up?"
There was a twinkle to the Hero's eye as he smirked. What the Hell was he--
"..Make me." One of Fin's hands had slid to the upper part of Yagi's chest, fingers pressing into the fabric. He could see the tell-tale whispers of pink starting to burn at their cheeks. Those hues flashed with embarrassment- and he took that moment to flip the two back over, slamming Fin once more into the floor. There was another huff of air, leaving Fin gasping for it.
The two were both breathing hard, every pant echoing into the steaming air. A small bit of blood was attempting to escape Yagi’s mouth. His tongue swiped over his lips, watching Fin’s eyes catch on the action. He gulped. They were underneath him,- sweaty and gasping- his mind fell down the possibilities. Memories of the two’s past ���spars’ flickered behind his eyes.
"Or better yet..." He leaned in close, his smirk growing slightly wider. He could feel their heart, thudding just under his hand. "How about I make you, Hazelnut?" Brown hair slightly wild, their face slowly getting redder, their breath speeding up-- he was leaning in, slowly getting closer-
"For the love of..." A third voice broke the moment. Both heads immediately shot towards the source- a certain raven-haired Hero, looking as dead-tired as always, glaring at the duo. Yagi felt his own face slowly beginning to heat up as he scrambled off of Fin, trying to help them to their feet- how much had Aizawa seen---
"H-hey, Aizawa--- didja-- need somethin'-"
"Nezu wants to speak with All Might." Fin could just about feel their soul shriveling up in their chest. Aizawa's one seeable eye flicked between the two. "...you can finish up whatever this is later." The raw annoyance in his voice just about knocked Fin flat.
"Alright." He wasn't about to argue- but damnit. Aizawa was already turning around to leave, leaving the couple momentarily stunned on the floor.... "....see you later?" His voice was quiet- leaning over to give Fin a small peck on the forehead. Their silent nod made him smile as he got to his feet- brushing himself off before helping Fin up as well. "Until then."
"Yep." Fin gave a wave as Yagi walked out of the gym with Aizawa- before slumping to the floor, their face red.
"....okay...Earth,...y'can go ahead n' kill me now, please..."
#Through the night/I face the fears for those who couldn’t fight || Writings#When you’re close to breakin’/Let me be your haven tonight || Cracked Facades#Writer's Yearly Challenge || 2024#suggestive#suggestive tw#//the bit towards the end just comes from a long-running joke w/a friend#//where the guy sadly usually walks in on soulmate couples being lovey-dovey and by God he wants this weird streak he has to STOP#//but he keeps doing it and he's this close to whacking a few couples (Yag1F1n included) for doing this sort of thing in a PUBLIC SPACE--#//if you're reading this mate I dedicate this nonsense to you™#//(you know who you are)#Together we run/Til we see the morning light || Queue
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In practice Shadowheart is high on Companions I can see being stuck as party lead
Unwillingly
And when I get lost inevitably later it will just feel in character and also just the natural end point for having the amnesiac lead the way.
#they're all just squishy and trying to take it until they make it (through the day without dying before running out of spell slots)#The blank stare of being turned around.#I might be projecting. but Shadow feels directionally challenged :p#These idiots would let her be in charge though. She would please like to not be. it's better conceptually oh god.#Those two I do not believe getting party lead. and whoever gets it in act 1 basically keeps it from habit and they haven't killed us yet...
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the growing pups quest, where u have to feed ur pups a lot, is TOUGH my goodness
#dip speaks#dip plays wolfquest#ive been playing on challenging mode.#the first year i managed to keep my 3 surviving pups alive (gold. cobalt. and copper)#(i did lose two to coyotes and sickness)#and this year i did lose two again both to wolf attacks :( so i just have mercury platinum and silicon now#but i also got REAL messed up by a raid there were so many wolves oh my god!!!#i didnt lose any of my yearlings or mate but now everybody is super injured + low health o_o#and it's so tough right now i am Struggling. steel (my mate) almost died while hunting. 7% health.#(i had one of my yearlings survive with just 2% health before lol. copper is a trooper. but i digress)#im barely surviving by the skin of my teeth atm#i will say im not afraid to save scum though. i already did once when i lost gold and i think copper? to me being Stupid askjfhsdjflkh#but this? this is a good story right here so it's fine let's see if i survive yippeee#if challenging (which is basically just the medium mode) is this hard i absolutely cannot imagine what hard + ironwolf is like. jesus chris#could be a very rainworld case though where im intimidated at first (was too scared to play hunter before downpour aha)#then i play through it and Got Gud and then will be like ''oh haha ez''#that's a lot of tags ok bye
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god im so tired
#talking#busy ass fucking weekend where i just spent the whole time either doing homework or working or being w my family#yesterday was nice at least. spent time w my cousins#but good god if it didnt take some time from me doing hw#which im now stuck doing after work and have like. another hour of it left. and god i am so fucking DONE#i have a migraine too. felt the beginning of it before work this morning and then during work i took an expired excedrin from the office#please let it be known tho that despite this all. i still keep doing my daily regretevator challenge grind before bed#oh yeah i bought a new mouse for my laptop yday too. that'll be nice for multiple things#easier for when im doing hw with a notebook over my keyboard#AND the amount of pc games thatll be easier to play compared to with a trackpad
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btw I'm trying to do a few replies now (at 11pm once again) because I was a zombie today, pray for me!
Also for those who don't know this blog had initially only a few muses, and it's called saving throw as a reference to tvtropes in which an author rescues a character that has been hated by fans by giving them some plot/trait that will change things, and I thought it was funny to call it that while I was writing a bunch of hated/ridiculized female characters plus ocs? Then lately I've been adding more and I was like: I guess we'll keep the url but it's not HATED fictional women anymore (there is even a guy! which is like 'and you and me and you me and your friend steve')
and then I saw the youtube comments on Nami's videos and realized also how the f.allout fandom is interpreting Lucy, the two characters that made me think the url didn't apply and NOPE, guess I'm still writing characters who get either dismissed or widely hated huh? I don't care if mine is a non-popular blog I will keep on writing every single female muse I love who is unfairly hated while their male counterparts are NOT. (Kate was one of the firsts) (also okay a few are not hated. a few I just like and felt weren't explored enough and some are ocs or basically ocs)
#the level of thirst for violence against nami you guys. like 'oh sanji would be able to DESTROY HER'#'zoro can let her yap when it's nothing but he will SHUT HER UP when it's serious fuck her he could kill her so easily' 'she's SO WEAK#they could so kill her! her crewmates could -insert something extra violent here-#as if her crewmates don't love and value her and understand the difference between arguing and straight up murdering a woman#and Lucy! Lucy who is older than 24 AT LEAST (she went to Shady Sands at 5 and it's been 19 years since the bombing but we don't#know if Hank dropped the bomb right after. and this is a grown ass woman who gets called child-coded because: -checks notes- she's positive#after being raised to be positive. and also she expects good from people because she was raised in a place where it's normal so she's not#even technically naive she's just from a different culture and the moment her ignorance is challenged she learns. naive would be if she was#gullible while raised in a place where you get tricked? but yeah I guess she's a CHILD my god#okay I'm done I've just keeping it in for a couple of days after being completely horrified by 'the fans'#ooc#i think this is the most negative post i've ever written here and idk if i should tag it
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