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i wanna see more of this in canon honestly
dude saves his friends and the world from weapons of mass destruction as well as literal gods like every week
how can you NOT crack under that amount of pressure
ahh well i decided to take a rest of studying to draw crying Sonics.. :D
i know he is a very resitent and strong guy and almost doesn’t cry.. but for no reason at all…i wanted to draw him like this.. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i’m sorry.. i guess… :V
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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'
#cw blood#SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten#its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then#fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something#also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve#but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere#ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP#THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed#kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me#from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream#and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him#she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she#is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK#I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs#LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH#THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED#TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER#oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much
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“say it for me. just once.”
cross traced a finger along killer’s jaw, drawing him closer with a guiding pressure and he breathed against him, “why?”
killer met him with his own whisper, a kiss of his words on cross’s teeth, “because, if you’re the last one i’ll ever be held by, and kissed by, and if its just us and us by ourselves in this hellhole… i want to hear it. just once.”
the words killer asked for were lodged in his throat, always there lately. on the cusp of being let out, but held down firmly, and ignored. better left untouched, the warmth between them met with accepting silence.
killer’s kiss was simple enough for cross to follow, the minimal space between them warmed and humming with the equal echoes of their magic. sometimes, it felt like cross’s soul was hooked on it, always so eager to answer the call of killer’s magic.
and yet, eager as it was, his tongue was not.
he hesitated.
killer kissed him again, loosening his tongue into a more pliant state.
it wouldnt mean anything, nothing that wasnt already felt, if he said it, it wasnt an earthshattering sentence, but it felt like one. cross opened his mouth, the words there, and lodged again, and killer chuckled, his teeth nipping against cross’s jaw, but it wasnt mocking.
it was fond, unbearably fond, and cross swallowed, still tasting killer on his tongue as he whispered into the warm air between them.
“i love you.”
killer kissed him again, and cross let him, let killer chase the words to their source, and he relished in the feel of him, the taste, the scent, and perhaps it wasnt so hard to say it when it felt so starkly true.
he couldnt give killer the world, no, that was a time lost, an opportunity stolen, but he just knew, from the way their magic sparked together with every kiss, that admitting his love was, to killer, perhaps even more valuable than a world.
the world was theirs already, theirs alone. it felt like that, anyways, less like a gift and more like an inheritance.
killer gave a snort when cross’s finger tickled the inside of killer’s ribs, and cross pressed his face to killer’s shoulder, inhaling slowly.
the world was gone, but that didnt matter as much when he had his own little world, his own home, here in his arms. a world was his and his alone, and he was his, too.
but, it didnt hurt to add a little sugar on top when sweet midnight kisses couldnt be enough for tonight.
cross whispered it again, like it was a secret, and he understood, a little, why killer asked to hear it to begin with.
there was nothing like it, hearing it spoken, such weighted words now that nothing else mattered, and cross got it.
killer whispered it back, just as secretive, just as unsteady, and the warm thrill that spurred in cross’s soul, sending his magic surging with fond affection, well.
he gets it.
…he’ll probably just kiss killer next time he asks for it, because he’d rather occupy his mouth with killer’s voice rather than his own. thats what they did best most nights anyways.
-p anon
OHHHH MY GODDDDDDD
#BANGER!!!!!!!!! BANGER#AUGHH#god#god.#weeping wailing weeping#another p anon banger just dropped oh my god dude#i don’t have anything smart to say about it it’s already everything ever but augh#i love how soft and quiet and tender it is aughhh#like i’m imagining them tucked together in some battered nook. some bit of rubble. somewhere hidden away from everything#pressed and intertwined together#AUGH#fucking when it was like. they inherited the world GOD dude#AND AND and fucking “let killer chase the words to their source” is such a good ass line dude#this isn’t gonna make any sense but this feels like. warm clouded breath on a cool evening#y’know. y’know what i mean#idk. fucking banger#wasteland baby i’m in love with you or whatever /silly#answering asks#anon asks#proximity anon#apocalyptic kross au#and and either today or yesterday i was thinking i was like. “man haven’t got a proximity anon drabble in a while” and WHAM /silly
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i dont think i ever shared this here but i actually familial f/o mono from li.ttle. nightmares and LN resurfaced on my feed again and im just,,,, sniiff.... my booyyy.... monoooo 🥹 there's just something so charming about this little boy that makes me wanna protect him wiwiwi (and if you know what happens throughout the story, its heartbreaking)
he's just a good kid, really sweet, which i unfortunately cannot say the same with six... maybe he's just a refresher from the things i witnessed from six in her game 😔😔
so anyways, hoping little nig.htmares 3 goes well u.u
#i had conceptualized an oc thats going to be mono's mom but i just couldn't go along with the macabre style but it's right in my head#she's just a mom who's constantly searching for him. she's got the lady dimetrescu aura especially with her hat hiding her face#which is a nice parallel to mono hiding his face in general#she's basically this weeping dame that would ask if you've seen her little boy#spoiler alert. if she ever met mono. she wouldn't know. he's hiding his face. but she's looking for thin man however#and if you know who thin man is.... then... well. :]#but without getting in too deep in the lore. lets just throw mono and the weeping dame next to each other so we know they're family#ignores the angst :]]]#hehehehe#in my head she's a skinny lady with a slight hour glass figure but it's not that much - yzma kinda figure. her big hat is iconic to me#~ rambling#aaough but really really. i care for mono a lot#did you know? little nightmares and idv had a crossover?#axe boy was assigned to mono!#little girl/kid alice was assigned to six :3
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the opinion for today is that john’s never really needed to be fixed and pairing him with any character for the sole purpose of “fixing” him belittles both the character and john himself. john does care a lot for people, but a lot of people want to ‘fix’ him in ships when in reality, he does care. he can be a great boyfriend who understands boundaries ( as shown with kit, for example, and dani ), but he does run away when he thinks that significant other might be in danger because of him and he’s aware of that fact ( like with oliver, in the newer constantine: the hellblazer run ).
is he an asshole? absolutely. but does he need to be ‘fixed’? no. he’s fine. he’s a decent guy, who’s willing to do just about anything for his friends and feels immense guilt if anything happens to them. he’s never needed to be a hero. he doesn’t want to be a hero. don’t force his hand into being one in the dc universe. keep him his little chaotic neutral self. has he saved the world? yes, but it’s more of a “well, no one else was going to do it” mentality and at one point, he only saves the world because there’s a lack of cigarettes and the shipments of cigarettes weren’t coming in, but that’s also because of his “well, i keep saving the world, and it keeps ending. there’s no point anymore”. poor guy, honestly.
anyways, in sum, i don’t like the whole “they can fix him” ships with john. i think it’s demeaning. can someone be with john without needing to fix him please. thanks.
#john constantine#ship stuff in general#don't fix him#i like him as a little insane weeping wet rat of a man#though i think mostly i just hate the mischaracterization when they put him with someone and suddenly he's all sunshine and rainbows#then the character acts surprised when he does something extremely risky that puts people at risk#which suggests that they didn't know him before they got into a relationship#which is really strange to me but whatever#JUST. PLEASE LET MY LITTLE WET RAT MAN STAY MY LITTLE WET RAT MAN.#but this is mainly based on some oc i saw on wattpad#i don't mind oc x canon ships!#i just prefer that the canon character isn't entirely mischaracterized for the sake of that ship#or if the oc seems ot have no substance beyond that ship#BUT I LOVE OC X CANON SHIPS#so i hate feeling upset by one#BUT#keep their character please or else i get sad#AND SHOW ME YOUR OC OUTSIDE OF THEIR ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS PLEASE.#anyways random tangent sorry gamers
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"Biden is the best choice and he's actually really empathetic and reasonable but also you can't wait for a candidate that won't do genocide and war crimes because to become a presidential candidate you have to be willing to do that" see what you fundamentally don't understand is I'm not waiting for a candidate that won't do war crimes, because I know that. I cannot morally stomach this system, it's a joke to claim its democratic, and AMERICA DELENDA EST. this country is a plague on this Earth
#cipher talk#It's baffling because okay so you know how fucked up this is but you're behaving in a way that clearly indicates you want that this shambli#Disgusting empire to cling to life until after you're dead because it'd make /you/ uncomfortable and inconvenienced#To live through its destruction (the wealthier classes and more privileged experience lesser material changes in state collapse so long as#They aren't too highly ranked/involved in politics. A Sri Lankan wrote an article specifically addressing Americans about this)#It's so dehumanizing! People's blood is so cheap to you! You've just accepted its inevitable that genocide will happen!#Because of how the US operates! You can see no other future! It hardly matters to you!#You say this like the death of Palestinians of Yemenis of Syrians is someone else's dropped ice cream cone#You understand why people hate this country and you understand we deserve it but it just. Hardly matters to you#It feels like madness to watch this. It's disgusting#I keep thinking- it'd be so easy for you to justify my people being killed if violence broke out and it was in your favor#It's unlikely because. Well. America loves 'the church of the martyrs'#But you'd do it if that was favorable. You wouldn't think twice. You might feel a twinge in your heart but that's all#Because we aren't people to you!#We aren't all that important! Not important enough for you do anything more than 'well let's vote a blue in and do some protests'#What's a protest worth if you perpetuate the system and can't see a way out and don't try for a way out?#That's killing a man then putting flowers on his casket. It's /perverse/.#You get used to the idea that Africans die that West Asians die and that's just the way of the world. My g-d do you understand anything??#I watch necrosis take hold my parts of my culture and I watch every good person I know be ground to dust under a military regime#I talk to my friend who got drafted and is trans and may never come out because if they do they can get arrested as a 'prostitute'#I watch the wild hope for the future I was introduced to over radio at 9 years old wither#I watch people risk it anyway because just past the fence they can see they know there are people there#I watch my neighbor to the south crumble and weep because our hands are bloody and it's in part because we bloodied them for the west#And you just think that's how things are.#Fascist white death cult mindset
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#december kdrama moments#there's more but tumby won't let me—*weeps in slowmo*#kdrama#my man is cupid#the story of park's marriage contract#a piece of your mind#a good day to be a dog#the matchmakers#under the queen's umbrella
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I feel fucking nauseous all the time. How the FUCK is anyone still saying that this is justified?? Like I personally know multiple people who think that what Israel is doing is fine and good and they should do it even harder!! What the FUCK.
#so many people i have absolutely no respect for anymore#so many people that I'm just like wow cool#so i just saw a video of a little girl maybe like 5 years old#and her entire torso was blown open#just ripped to pieces#and her father was cradling her and weeping#AND HOLDING UP HER MANGLED CORPSE FOR US TO SEE#like#I'm sorry#but that's something that's permanently seared into my consciousness for the rest of my life!#i saw men carrying a burned and broken body in a carpet#the man filming stopped when the head rolled out#but not before we all saw it fall to the ground with a sickening thunk#i just#i fucking can't#like how can you see this and be like yeah they should do this more#this is actually fine and good#if you are still standing with Israel#i cannot and will not ever understand you#your support is letting this state massacre children without apology#you have blood on your hands and a hole where your heart should be#Palestine
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what’s the opposite of gender euphoria. gender dread
#phase weeps#i know it’s gender dysphoria. let me have this. i just. forgot im not actually a man in real life and i got a haircut and i just look.#so. not manly. i need to shave it all off i need to wear beanies for the rest of my life#i need to not have a face. it’s all the face. everything else is fine but i look like a cherub and it pisses me off
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i miss home :-|
#maudlinposting when its 1030 pm n everyone's asleep lfggggggg#man. man. photos pulled up stuff from two years ago right b4 i moved permanently.... i miss it !!!#i miss skating around a neighborhood i knew like the back of my hand a route i could take with my eyes closed.... i miss the river by the#land that got washed out by the hurricane & the weeping willow by the dead end street & the abandoned railway bridges id hang out on.....#i can close my eyes & go through every turn id skate backwards at dusk in my head. tell u exactly where the gravel patches are where the#speedbumps & the freshly paved road & the corner where i almost got run over & the names of every street cat & half the neighbors....#i miss our old nice neighbors from brooklyn w the smokers rasp & the yankees flag & the little white dog.#and the fruit trees shifting moonshadows on my walls on summer nights. and our irises. and the fucking cicada killers.#and our dining room that we redid completely & the kitchen i learned to cook in & the way the morning sun would come through the angel wing#by the windows.... throws up and dies. its so fucked dude. never let ur kid only have 1 home for redacted many years n then move itll fuck#you up. and im the only one too bc my siblings grew up all over the place!! nobody gets it !!!! fucked up!!!!#ok complaining over. good night :(#txt
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I think I'm gonna ship Jason with his assistant I've decided.
#my candy love#my candy love new generation#mcl#mcl ng#Spencer seems cool. I like Spencer. Spencer shoulda been another secret LI#I mean lok\ok. Spencer is *Devoted*. What a good boy.#And let's not lie here. Man's got glasses.#omh.... Jason hired a man with glasses like Devon because he secretly harbors feeliigs for his long time rival. *nods* and Spencer is tryin#to get Jason to look at him instead of Devon. Such a angsty love triangle. I weep. I c\ry#and and Spencer has hard rbf so he's not great at outwardly expressing his feelings. while Jason is the kinda guy who'd cackle manically in#his office whenever he thinks he gets the upper hand. Like 'sir. I love you. but you run an event planning company.'
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the mtr dh and bat seiyuu had their group post 9th live funtime vid released last week and in it:
they played this game where given a set of topics, all nine would have to vote on who fit said topic best!!! if they were chosen, they’d move on to the next round and those not chosen lost the game lol. this would go on until the last two standing!!!
hayami-san chose the topic ‘who is the biggest scaredy-cat??’
all of them decided they would appeal to the theme in order to sway votes lol
sakakihara: ooh me!! 👋 i wake up in the middle of night all the time because i’m scared i’m late for something!!
kawanishi: 👋 so i know we’re on the same team but i’m terrified of kuroda-san 💀
kuroda: HEY NOW 💢
hayama: 👋 haunted houses are waaay to scary to enter~ 🥺🥺🥺
iwasaki: liar!!!!!
hayami: 👋 manjuu buns are terrifying
the program: *this is a manzai reference*
totto: 👋 i’m terrified of showing up to a job and there’s no script reading
everyone: yeah
so they vote lol and the ones who move on to the next round are kijima, totto, kawanishi, iwasaki, kuroda and sakakihara (who amassed four votes total lmao)
all of dh voted for sakakihara-san lmao
hayama-san was the only one who voted for iwasaki-san so when asked why he told him, ‘when we performed division rep battle, any time i try to make eye contact, your eyes dart away lol’
iwasaki:🧍♂️
sakakihara: our leader is wildly intense 😅
just as hayama-san started to wrap up round one, hayami-san suddenly flipped his answer to takeuchi-san with a drawing that nearly killed him and here’s my artistic recreation of it
hayami-san kept his original choice of kuroda-san tho lmao
on to round two!!!! iwasaki-san chose the topic ‘who do you think will live the longest??’
kijima: 👋 actually my family all have long life spans!! my grandmother is 102 years old 🙂
totto: it’s true!!! it’s that amazing???
kawanishi: why are you acting like you’re representing the kijima family
sakakihara: 👋 i drink a lot of peach wine!!! (peaches are a fruit of longevity in asian folktales)
kuroda: 👋 i smoke a lot 😎
iwasaki: 👋 i laugh a lot and laughter is always the best medicine!!!!!
kuroda: *gestures to sakakihara-san* we’ll drink to that 😎
iwasaki: how about you kawanishi-san???
kawanishi: me?? yeah i wonder about me…..
they vote lmao and kijima, totto, kawanishi and iwasaki advanced to round three!!!
kuroda: man it looks like our drinking wasn’t good enough for this one 😎😎😎
sakakihara: 😅😅😅
hayama-san, with sakakihara-san supporting the choice in his lead up, chose the topic, ‘out of everyone who has the best ass??’ LOL
for this one, tho only votes from the four finalists count, everyone decided they wanted to vote too so they did lmao
kawanishi-san unintentionally appealed by saying he was wearing a thong under his tight pants lol
kuroda-san voted for himself 😎
hayami-san voted for totto and included more art so here’s another artistic rendition
the winners were both iwasaki-san and kawanishi-san!!!!!
all of bat voted for kawanishi-san lmao like why wouldn’t they when he taps that during what a osaka lmao
kuroda-san tried to piggyback on their victory like osaka has the best asses which prompted hayama-san to bring up bat is the ✨ass✨ division as bad ass temple
tho that doesn’t mean their asses are good since it’s bad ass lmao
hayami: *looking at his pic* you know i should put some underwear on this…………
hayami:
everyone and especially totto: THE UNDERWEAR IS SO HIGH?????
totto: *draws the real length on hayami-san’s pic lmao*
#this is vee speaking#i knew i wanted to draw hayami-san’s masterpieces which is why i procrastinated putting this out#and wound up just doing them on my phone with my finger LMAO#the hayama stans on my feed who are kinda obsessed with him too were so hyper focused on his and iwasaki-san’s interactions here lmao#my feed: AND HOW DO YOU KNOW HAYAMA-SAN IS LYING???? DID YOU TWO GO TO A HAUNTED HOUSE AT SOME POINT 👀👀👀#my feed: OH SO IWASAKI SAN COULDNT HANDLE THE HEAT HAYAMA SAN COOKS WITH HUH????#hayama oshis lmao#the bad ass division thing makes me weep lmao but anything i have to say is not family friendly so let’s not be a weirdo lmao#but the lost in translation is what’s really making me cry lmao it means y’all are cool dammit!!!!! no bat butts slander!!!!!!! 😭😭😭#hayami-san sure is a man ain’t he lmao#c: seiyuu stuff
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so I think I got to that absolutely devastating thing in witch hat last night—that hurt :,)👍 literally was not expecting qifrey to wipe oru’s memory after everything the story seemed to be building up for between this hurdle for them
like….that was such an important moment for them. Oru had been so willing to help him despite qifrey become so insanely fixated on stopping the brimmed hats and….qifrey made the decision that he’d rather oru remember him as the qifrey he’s familiar with than whatever he’s become now. put me down like an old dog—that HURT
AGOKNEEEEEEEEEEEE
#QIFREY BROKEN AND ANGRY AND TROUBLED MAN THAT YOU ARE#that part DID make me cry btw. not the weeping that came later but I had to put down my phone and grieve for a bit#WITH YOUR OWN HAT QIFREY……….. WITH THE TASSEL HE GAVE U QIFREY………..#anyway now u know the full context of what I’m talking abt when I say I wanna throw myself into that tangled mess#it adds another layer to a scenario where oru shows back up w u in tow. qifrey being borderline aggressive towards u makes a lot of sense#and him taking it so hard when u and oru r more openly affectionate…….. sleeping together in Oru’s tower working together all holed away#while qifrey just. cant let himself get closer even if he wanted to so instead he lashes out at you for almost putting a spotlight on things#ask.🌧#demxnscous#ITS ALSO LIKE……… it’s not even that qifrey has changed as he grew up#he’s ALWAYS hidden this part of him#it’s been festering for so long and he’s so desperate now but it’s Always been there#I don’t think he’s necessarily putting on an act but………. I think HE thinks he is#he thinks he’s been lying to everyone he cares about his whole life. AUGHSBHDJE agonyyyyyyy#Jjdbfknef GAHHHH I went back and reread the chapter an MANNNNN he’s so scary oru looks so so scared and worried WAAAAAAAA#it kills me truly
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Chikage’s 3rd flair (the usual fanservice minichat one) has him talk about how the Spring troupe is trying to get information out of him, and yet that way he learns more about them and he enjoys getting to know more abut them, and then he turns to Izumi like “do you want to hear more about me? okay. lean me your ear” and then he gets EXTREMELY CLOSE TO THE CAMERA TO REALLY TRANSLATE THAT HE IS WHISPERING DIRECTLY TO HER EAR
and it’s to say how he prefers to eat his curry. he’s CLOWNING ME.
and then he ends up being all teasy because :) yeah it’s still learning about me! and it’s implied Izumi gets pouty because he replies something that a friend of mine translated "Well, there's no need to know in hurry. We'll be getting along for a long time, right?” but google translate translated the “getting along” part as “we’ll be in a long relationship after all”
and i’m
i’m having a moment.
#i usually kinda skip those and don't try to read them#bc my understanding of Japanese is really on the basis so far#but i skip them by tapping on the screen bc it's faster than reaching for the button skip#and SO SEEING HIM GET THIS CLOSE JUMPSCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME#so i tried to read through the rest and looked at a translator and then asked a friend who is fluent to help me make sure i got it right#and i got quickly the whole 'let me tell you a secret' *invades your personal space* *says something relatively silly*#LIKE it's STILL SOMETHING ABOTU HIM and it's sweet but it was clearly not what people were fishing for and he knows it!!#and I KNEW. I KNEEEEW HE WAS DOING THAT#im. weeps and holds my head into my hands in despair.#it has no right working on me so well i hate it#and once again with his 'we'll have a long relationship so it's fine you'll get to know more in that time'#it adds so much to the fact one of his way to flirt is so much so constantly proposing or acting like they're engaged#and then going 'i'm joking though. or am i. :).'#like geez talk about commitment#and i'm not going to derail myself thinking about man. commitment for a man who had to always be on the move and everything.#like. bites fist.#but yeah anyway i was in public when i was going through this and i almost fucking cried on the spot#and i felt myself turning red like a complete idiot#so fuck this fuck this fuck t-#ichablogging a3jpn
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tag dump ( ray )
⸻ RAY : in character ✦ i am a weapon & weapons don’t weep ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : answered ✦ i keep everything i get ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : visage ✦ rusted cracked & broken : but still standing ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : about ✦ remember me i ask . remember me i sing ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : dash games ✦ lets gamble ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : muse ✦ you live for feelings you never felt because you cannot feel ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : dash comm. ✦ do i look conveniently human ? ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : aesthetics ✦ i’m afraid i'll go to heaven ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : music ✦ i miss the rage ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : clothing ✦ nothing gets the blood stains out of your soul ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : drabble ✦ its written in dead tongues ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : crack ✦ we got a number one victory royale ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : desires ✦ i’m starving’ darlin’ let me wrap my teeth around the world ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : smut ✦ we're plotting our demise of perspiration & alcohol as i introduce the bedroom brawl ˎˊ˗
⸻ RAY : one liners ✦ not a man of many words but of actions ˎˊ˗
#⸻ RAY : in character ✦ i am a weapon & weapons don’t weep ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : answered ✦ i keep everything i get ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : visage ✦ rusted cracked & broken : but still standing ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : about ✦ remember me i ask . remember me i sing ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : dash games ✦ lets gamble ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : muse ✦ you live for feelings you never felt because you cannot feel ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : dash comm. ✦ do i look conveniently human ? ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : aesthetics ✦ i’m afraid i'll go to heaven ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : music ✦ i miss the rage ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : clothing ✦ nothing gets the blood stains out of your soul ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : drabble ✦ its written in dead tongues ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : crack ✦ we got a number one victory royale ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : desires ✦ i’m starving’ darlin’ let me wrap my teeth around the world ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : smut ✦ we're plotting our demise of perspiration & alcohol as i introduce the bedroom brawl ˎˊ˗#⸻ RAY : one liners ✦ not a man of many words but of actions ˎˊ˗
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reading bram stoker’s letter to walt whitman
#like yes it is objectively funny that this historical figure wrote fanmail to his idol#because it’s funny when you strip away the polish of ‘historical figure’ and get to the human being underneath#but also. he wrote this letter in a fit of genuine emotion and then shoved it in his desk and hid it in shame for years#and like!! the first half of the damn thing is him fighting himself to just get to the point already#you can throw this letter in the fire you TOTALLY can if you don’t want to read it but also if you’ve read this far I’d appreciate you#letting me know you got it but also it’s TOTALLY FINE if you want to BURN THIS WHOLE THING#and it just… it makes me so emotional#i sit by the ocean and I read your poetry and I weep…#our kind. does ‘our kind’ HAUNT your waking hours like it does mine. oh my god.#im very much against assigning modern vocabulary to people in the past who didn’t have access to it#but bram stoker is possibly the only figure I would want#to bring to the future just to give him all the words we’ve created on how he could identify#at every turn that is a man *desperate* for community#I cannot stop thinking about it.#he sent his letter on Valentine’s Day. i am so haunted by him#mine#queer#history#dracula#bram stoker
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