#lemme be a lil trashy

[thedrawingunicorn]

I will watch you burn..

It is the 25th. Most of the world is with family.

Mine is a little more scattered, but time was spent with them for part of the holiday. I decided to finished something self indulgent as a gift to myself. I don’t often render fan art (I do appreciate a decent amount of it tho)

I have been picking at this piece for… months? In the vein of other fanart I did a study of L'Ange déchu (The Fallen Angel) by Alexandre Cabanel but swapped in Dilandau from an old anime (Visions of Escaflowne). I have no idea if this fandom still breaths, but I know I still enjoy this piece of media.

Happy Holidays

[nhzmlplths]

irl 4k representation of me playing laser tag:

"STOP SHOOTING ME THAT'S HOMOPHOBIC"

"whoops sorry love"

"I'M GONNA DROWN ALL OF YOU"

"THERE GOES MY WILL TO LIVE no no it's okay don't worry"

"SHI- oh hey little guy, no it's okay:)"

"*backs friend against a wall* are we shooting each other or making ou- WHY DID YOU SHOOT ME NOW DON'T EXPECT ME TO LET YOU COPY IN PHYSICS"

*my thoughts*: "omgs they're so cute wtf why do we keep bumping into each other"

*my words*: SORRY LOL

"NO THAT SNEAKER WAS NEW WHY"

person: YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUTTA ME

me: sorry *evil cackling because I got extra points from shooting them*

[rae-dabae]

VOID JOURNEY❤︎︎

( long post ahead‼️‼️)

Y’all……. A HOE DID IT!! I ENTERED THE VOID!!!! but i didn’t manifest anything :(((. So basically i don’t really even remember much from last night all i remember is falling asleep and seeing complete blackness. Now i’ve been to the void tons of times without know i’ve been there. @b4ddprincess realization void post OPENED MY FUCKING EYES and got me to realize what the void ACTUALLY was. That darkness you’re surrounded by when you fall asleep and you can’t move or speak or do anything else but literally exist. When i was like 10 i woke up in the void without and it was completely dark but i wasn’t scared n shit it was really REALLY fucking peaceful and i just kinda stayed there. I always thought that darkness was apart of the dream i was supposed to have but once i realized THAT was the void……..🤦🏾‍♀️. Now i went through a wee lil phase of looking for methods n trying them out n them not resonating with me at all. I was stressing myself out BUT I KNEW that the void was easy because I’ve literally been there tons of times. Doubts were eating me alive and really fucking with my confidence and making doubt if I’ve even actually entered the void(we literally enter the void every time we sleep so basically we always are in the void). After like 3-4 weeks of me repeating the same cycle of believing i can enter, not entering and repeating the same old story over n over again. I had enough and started to slowly pull away from obsessing over the void and I focused onward what i wanted. The entire point of me even entering was so that i could manifest ALL my desires at once. I decided to find something that I personally liked and believed i could succeed with. I like sleep methods the best because they’re the most relaxing for me. I like Sats/ Lullaby method but i every time i would try it i would think “ oh it didn’t work because i didn’t affirm long enough lemme try again” so i was secretly fucking myself up because i had made up this assumption if i didn’t affirm long enough I wouldn’t get in. There was one “method” that i likes the best and it was commanding/ ordering your subconscious to take you to the void. I decided to test it out to see if you can really manifest anything just by commanding your subconscious and GIRLLL….. it works. One sunday afternoon i was heavily dreading going to school and just was NOT feeling it, so i decided to test my subconscious and see if it could cancel school for me or just get me not to go without begging my parents or faking sick. I went “ Hey subconscious, im not feeling school tomorrow, cancel it for me” and after that i forgot about it. Later that night my school posts on instagram that someone threatened to BOMB OUR SCHOOL and tons of kids were protesting they cancel (being the piece of shit trashy stank ass school they are they didn’t cancel). All my friends were protesting not going cuz im not tryna get Bombed frl. I called my mom about it and she told me I didn’t have to go to school if i didn’t want to. Then I remembered what i told my subconscious and i went “ DAMNN subconscious i know i said i didn’t wanna go but BOMB THREATS??”( i don’t think I manifested the bomb threats because as much as i dread that place i would never even try doing that) that was the test that proved to me that subconscious really will do anything you tell it….insane. BACK TO LAST NIGHT ( i got distracted Srry) i commanded my subconscious before going to sleep to wake me up in the void but because of my loud ass african mother i couldn’t sleep so i waited until i felt tired and fell asleep. When i woke up i was still in my bedroom and i had thought i didn’t get in but then i tried remember if i dreamed last night and i didn’t remember having one. Actually i remember just being in complete darkness for a while then the rest is blurry. Then it hit me. I ENTEREDD. I know i had entered because it was the same feeling i got when i was 10 and entered. Anyways now i know how to enter and what works for me so STAY TUNED FOR A SUCCESS STORRYYY!!!( ill get into full detail and give some advice)

💕💕Bye my lovess!! 💕💕

[chaosandwolves]

Lmaoooo I absolutely loved it when I found out about that twist, only makes me wanna watch it more. Like I know it'll be a lil trashy cause most bl dramas are, but idc I love them. Queer people being the main characters, be it good guys, villains, or anything in between. Getting all the storylines and ultimately their happy ending. I'm here for that shit every time.

Lemme know if you need me to hook you up with a link to the show👀👀

Oooh good to know where I can get it if I can't find it

Honestly I haven't really watched any of those but I do have them on my list

If you have any recs, pls let me know 😁

[frogtanii]

℗ poker face

talking it out

series masterlist

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an - so!! this is a lil different than how the other redemption arcs have gone cs we’re getting to the more difficult guys to turn — the first group we see change relies heavily on emotions / ‘seeing is believing’ type stuff which only goes so far. kuroo is like a perfect mix between rationality and emotion so he’s struggling to understand what’s happening — he knows and sees rationally that bokuto and kenma trust yn && he saw her help him BUT he’s still ensnared in meiko’s backwards thinking ANYWAYS lemme stop talking lol don’t forget to feed me! <3

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the rest of the tags will be in the replies!!

[peachyposy]

fratboy!bucky blurb

a/n: i dont know what this is… i just like frat boy bucky, but idk this just kinda got me annoyed at him. anywho, here’s a short lil thang with absolutely nO payoff. this is just an intro to the universe so feel free to ask me things about you and bucky and i’ll write, honey!

warnings: alcohol mention, complaining about white people, slightly sexual? (slight booty grab (not of reader)), reader is completely sober, drunk bucky, literally nothing happens i just wanted to write something HEHE

all mistakes are my own, lemme know if there’s something i need to fix!

banner by: maysdigitalarts (thank you love! the banner is so pretty!!)

gif not mine!

Why were you at this cliche sweaty bump and grind for freshly turned young adults? Especially when you knew he was here. You looked around and grimaced with disdain. You never liked parties like this, you much preferred low key hang outs with your best friends- movies, drive thrus, midnight target trips, scavenger hunts at ikea, hide and seek in a museum- that was fun. Not this frat house where everything smelled like sweat and cheap tequila- where all the dudes attempted to score girls like points in a soccer game. This was not fun at all, and seriously, god why the hell were you here?

“Y/n are you sure you don’t want me to make a mocktail for you?”

Ahh, that’s why…

“I’m sure some club soda and fruit juice would be nice, right?” Wanda’s sweet sympathetic and concerned voice asked, aware of your sobriety, and attempting to give you something to do instead of stand against the wall and turn down horny classmates who don’t even recognise you as a functioning and fully sentient being.

Wanda was the sweetest girl you had ever met- kind, caring, considerate.

“Nah, don’t worry about me, Wands, I’ll be fine. You go have fun.” You didn’t want her worrying about you, it’s not her fault she likes the exact parties you despise. You gave her a reassuring smile to calm her nerves, and it evidently worked, as she took a deep breath out that she was holding.

“I would wish for you to enjoy parties like this, but I’m well aware of how trashy and cringe they are,” she remarked with a little laugh.

You shook your head before answering. “Wanda, there’s no need to feel bad for liking parties like this.” You looked around the party scene in front of you before continuing. “You’re right, this isn’t my perfect idea of a night out, but just… calm down. Have some fun- I can endure one night of this, easy peasy!…” You knew she was just putting herself down in an attempt to make you feel better- she didn’t need though.

“…Although, I will admit that if he talks to me, I will tear my eyes out of my skull…” You rolled your eyes in distain of even the very thought of him.

Wanda held a knowing look on her face. “Would it really be that bad to see him, even if it was just for one second?” She sighed in exasperation.

Y/n knew that to Wanda, you sounded unreasonable as hell- why would you avoid and hate a guy so much for the plain reason that you simply did not click with him? But it was more than that- so much more. Wanda had only seen the occasional cocky and annoying one liners that popular “God of Party” o mighty Mr. James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes would throw at you, somehow always knowing when you was in the worst moods and sneaking up on you only then. But, what she didn’t understand was how truly awful he was…

There was just something about James Barnes that boiled your blood and tested the very patience within you 24/7. You had already gotten your fill of the annoying, drunken, walking boners that were the white, daddy’s money fuelled frat boys of your uni on day two, but James seemed to go above and beyond what you could tolerate as a mere human being. From the loud yelling, the idiotic flirting despite not even knowing your name, to the constant belittling and underestimating of you… for God’s sake, he even had to follow you to your friend group, allowing you not a single spare moment to simply relax and have fun.

You thanked your lucky stars that his incredibly large ego and appetite for attention made sure he was in attendance to every single party ever held, a feat that made him unavailable for midnight Target runs or drive thru’s- everything that you thought was fun. And when you wanted to go to IKEA or flower festivals, which weren’t open in the late hours of the night, avoiding James was as easy as planning the meet up times early, with him unable to wake up and leave his room after a “banger”, despite his seemingly energetic and frantic leave from his flavour of the night’s house, usually some white sorority girl who seemed to forget the socially acceptable limit to how dark a fake tan can be.

But, unfortunately for you, despite your numerous attempts to shake him off, he had a solid placing within the friend group, one that would not ever waver- he was best friends with Steve Rodgers, a.k.a. The Golden Retriever of people. Childhood friends in fact, together as a matching set since primary school. However, close as they were, Steve was the antithesis of James to a T- Steve was sweet and caring, while James never cared about anything but his dick. While Steve regularly checked up on his friends, James didn’t care to talk about anything other than himself. Steve was cautious around women, aware that his large appearance may intimidate some, resorting to taking measures to make sure people felt safe around him, while James, a deadly flirt, would fuck a cactus if it had a tan and hole.

Steve made you feel listened and looked out for, but James… he made you feel anything but.

Wanda excused herself to say hi to Victor Shade- a geeky Brit, studying some smart subject that involved too much math for your taste. Though a bit of a textbook nerd- what with the glasses and wit, going as far as earning him the nickname “Vision”, it couldn’t be denied how awkwardly charming he was. It was refreshing for there to be a down to earth, slightly anxious, tall and lanky man with proportions akin to Gumby in a school full of jacked dickheads- it made sense for Wanda to be so drawn to him, despite her insistence that she is just being friendly. Both you and her knew the truth, Wanda was just in denial of her feelings.

Thinking of how happy your friend is around him, you smiled to yourself. She deserved something good- something sweet and simple. Seeing it unfold in front of your eyes made you feel nothing but pride as they shyly conversed in the kitchen, both grasping red solo cups tightly for a release of their anxiety.

You continued to watch them, not noticing the figure coming towards you until he stood against the wall and looked at you before following your eye line to what was holding your attention.

“Huh, I guess this is a perk of being a wallflower,” he commented, voice as soft as it could be in the noisy party.

You looked over and saw the sweet face of your friend, Sam Wilson. He smirked at you and looked back at Wanda and Vis across the room. You smiled at him before he wrapped an arm around you. You leaned into him, fully resting on the side of his chest while the two of you simply enjoyed each others presence. Though not exchanging any words, you knew he was attempting to comfort you for being in a setting you so obviously weren’t in your element in.

The moment of a breath of peace in a wave of overwhelming noises and smells was interuppted, however, when another presence hastily entered your field of view- brown hair mussed and sweaty, blue eyes wide and lust blown, panting breath and clothes crinkled from the girl clinging onto him- of course another sorority chick. She was sucking deep angry red hickeys into the tender skin of his neck. You looked at him with a face filled with disdain, nose scrunched up and eyes squinted. You took your head off of Sam’s shoulder to look at him properly, guard lowered previously now fully raised once more. He gave a quick once over at you before looking at Sam, acting like you weren’t even there before beginning to talk about you.

He yelled, drunk as anything, body swaying and words slurred. “Yo man! What’re you doing! You need homework help or something?!”

Wow, so original. You rolled your eyes hard. The most pathetic bit was that he probably thought this genuinely hurt your feelings. Who ever felt sad or insecure about being smarter than a dude who spent his weekends buttchugging Tito’s like it was his last day on Earth? Your three year old cousin, Zayn was smarter (he really was- you were so proud of his ability to distinguish between colours, numbers and complex problems like 7 x 55).

“Ooft, careful there princess. Attitude won’t get you nowhere… except maybe my bed” he smirked with his signature smile and winked at you. You looked over at Sam with an eyebrow raised- was this guy for real? He looked at you, rolled his eyes and looked back at the girl hanging off of Bucky, fully ignoring his comment.

“Looks like you’re having fun, Barnes…”

Sam’s comment brought your attention back to her, and Bucky held onto her ass even tighter, his hands going white with the grip. The girl moaned a pathetic little whine, and Bucky lightly swatted her, smirking at you and your face filled with disgust.

You were so uncomfortable that you had to fully avert your eyes. God, you hope no one saw you in the same vicinity with the monster that was Bucky. He had no shame at all…

and it fucking pissed you off…

[bubbleteaa]

➴ D o u b l e  t r o u b l e

double trouble;; fandom: haikyuu!! pairing: Miya Atsumu x fem!pregnant reader, Miya Osamu x fem!pregnant reader genres: fluff, Atsumu being a dumbass w/c: 1.1K (HOW?? WTFFF AKJSDS) a/n: thanks for the request anon! And thank you for your words, I love you!<3

Summary: Their s/o has a surprise for him. And after a time, they realize that it is no longer a surprise, but two surprises.

Miya Atsumu;;

WHEN YOU TELL HIM ABOUT YOUR PREGNANCY

• He would think that you are joking, though. • “Nice one, bae. Ya think yar smar’, don’t cha? Think again” • “Atsumu, I’m serious” • “C’mon bae, ya can’t be serious. Ya wanna laugh” • But you were awfully serious. With a pregnancy test between your tiny hands. • And then he realizes that you are not joking. • If you weren’t his s/o, he would legit run away. • “Well, that was a nice fuck. I just rememba that I don’t like kids, see ya” • But you are his s/o. So, he would be in shock. His eyes stick on yours, analyzing what he could say without making you mad nor frustrated. • “I guess my dick issa miracle maker, righ’?” • It sounded better in his head. • He knows he fucked up a little bit the air in the room with his comment. So he just walks towards you and hugs you tightly, his face bidding in the crook of your neck. You tremble a little because of his actions, but you just let yourself in between his softness and affection. • “I’m happy, ya know” he mutters against your hot skin, smiling lightly “I’m truly happy” • “I’m happy, too” your words kisses his dyed hair, one of your hands still grabbing the pregnancy test, the other one caressing the strands of his hair “I love you” • “I love ya too” he closes his eyes, imagining yourself with a baby. His baby “And to our little one, too”

WHEN THE REAL SURPRISE APPEARS

• “My dick is really a miracle maker, bae” • It must be really a joke, maybe the doctor was clearly blind and instead of another head, it was just an incredible big hand, or feet or a second brain. • But, fate seems to love twins. Too much. • “Yes, there are clearly two of them” your obstetrician looks at you with a playfully smile “Twin twins” • Atsumu is happy. Like, tooooo happy. He convinces himself that he is some kind of a fertility ancient god and that his mission in the Earth is to have twin twins for at least three times. • “I’m so cool bae” •  And he would be also very, very, very clingy towards the babies. And would spoil them without even know the gender. •  “Lemme see my cutie pies” •  “We needa buy ‘em some matchin’ clothes” •  “If we have gals, they would never date a guy” •  “I wish we could have gals, bae. They would be as cute as ya” •  “Imagine two lil’ Y/n’s running in the park bae” •  And he would like to have boys, too. •  “Wait, I know I say whatavaout’ gals but think about boys” •  “One spiker and one setter” •  “Omg I have to call Samu, wait bae” •  He will brag to everyone about the news. He will legit post at least the same picture of the ultransound 10 times on his social media. • ”OMG LOOK AT MA BABIES ARENT THEY COOL???????” •  “Just here to remind ya I’ll be father :D” •  “You wish you could have the life I have, loser” •  At the end of the day, he would always lay at your side and put his head on your lap, looking at your belly, smiling. • He would always run his hand carefully over your skin, feeling them quick from time to time. Sometimes his eyes would cry a little bit for the future you hold in your body. •  The future he wanted with you. •  “But they are a true miracle, my love”

Miya Osamu;;

WHEN YOU TELL HIM ABOUT YOUR PREGNANCY

• Superior twin. •  He would probably know about your pregnancy before you. • Like, he legit is the one that cooks for you at 2 a.m., How was he not going to know it? •  “Samu?” •  “Yeah?” • “I’m pregnant” • Unlike Atsumu, he doesn't think it's a joke, nor does he make any out-of-order comments regarding the news. She just smiles lightly at you and caresses the crown of your head. • “I already knew it, though” he mentions you after a while, looking you in the eye. He smiles slightly and press a chaste kiss on your lips "I was just waiting for you to confirm it" • “I have to talk to Tsumu, tho. I just won a bet” • “Bet?” • “Yeah, I’m the one who is getting marry first and having a child first” •  Yes the mf will propose to you. I stan that. KJSHDJSA •  You blink for several minutes analyzing the situation. His hands are on your belly “What?” • “I want to spend the rest of my life with you and with our baby” •  It’s impossible to say no to that, tho.

WHEN THE REAL SURPRISE APPEARS

• Now, he didn’t see this coming. • But i’s quite funny, ngl. • As always, he was accompanying you to appointments with the obstetrician. Both of you were calm, especially since it hadn't been long since the last visit. It was just an impromptu date because you said that your hip hurt a lot, and honestly, Osamu wouldn't risk anything happening to you or your baby. • But yeye, now something happened to you and your baby. • They multiplied. • And now there are two of em. • “Is that another head?”  • “Oh, yes. It seems that you are having twins” •  “Like twin twins???” • “Uh, probably. Mr. Miya, you have a twin twin, right?” • What a coincidence see ya in there lil samu and tsumu. • Now, prepare yourself for OVER OVER PROTECTING OSAMU. • “Don’t carry that, ya will hurt my onigiris” • “Y/N. Go to sleep, our babies needs to rest” • “Sit”, “Yer feet hurts, ya can’t lie to me”, “Yar goin’ to the bed now”, “Ya dontcha need to go out, do ya? Of course no” • He cares just too much. • sPoiLES YOU AND THE BABIES TO THE CORE. • “Samu, I’m hungry” • “Watcha want bae?”  • And he will cook you everything. Even if he run out of ingredients, he would call Tsumu or someone to bring him some-because he will NEVER leave you alone at home-.  • “I need more katsuobushi and panko, go get me some” • “Oh hello to ya too Samu, how is my favourite bro-” • “Tsumu, just brin’ me the ingredients and stfu” • The babies WILL HAVE matching clothes. Don’t even try to stop him.  • Cute nicknames for the babies? Bet. • “Oni and Giri will love this, bae” •  “Wait, how did you call them?????” • Anyway, he will be very careful with you. Even when you cuddle. He will try his best to not harm you or make you uncomfortable. • “Is this position alrigh’, bae?” •  “I can change if ya don’ feel fine” • “Please lemme know if you feel comfortable” • Kisses. On. Your. Tummy. • Like. A. Lot. • HE LOVES WHEN THEY KICK YOUR TUMMY. HE LEGIT FALLS MORE AND MORE IN LOVE AHHHH IM SOFTTT. • “They are moving”  • “Yeah, they know their daddy is here, they just love you too much” • He would smile so brightly that your heart will do UWU UWU UWU.  • “I love them more” • He is just the perfect dad:( you can’t change my mind.

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[regrettablewritings]

I'm feeling a Nevada Ramirez mood (love that damn asshole) but if you aren't feeling writing for him then I give this up to authors choice. But from the current ships numbers perhaps: 3 (because I wanna get fucked up), 9 (because I have to), 10 (because I would like to know your thoughts) and 11 (because I am wildly curious)

("I'm feeling a Nevada Ramirez mood" Translation: "I want a daddy to spit in my fuckgng mouth" Sorry, I don't make the rules about language translation.🤷🏽‍♀️)

3. Which one outlives the other, and how they cope:

You'd always kind of sort of lived in a fairytale. In hindsight, though, you probably had to: It's what probably made being with his stupid ass a bit easier. Kind of like you were living in one of those stories where a monster that terrorized some bucolic tiny town could be brought down to size by a soul of pure heart. Maybe even regain his human form.

If only your story had had a happy ending.

In a way, Nevada felt he was to blame for that; clearly, sticking with you had really only encouraged that type of behavior, or so he thought.

And now look where that ended you: All that gross-ass makeup to make you look like your last moments hadn't been agonizing (the coroner insisted it had been quick, but Nevada called bullshit); those stiff clothes that you never would've worn unless you had to (Nevada never would've put you in them if he had more of a choice); eyes closed, never to see the telltale signs of the one you left behind coming undone (actually, in a sick way, Nevada didn't necessarily mind this; it spared him the humiliation).

There wasn't even necessarily any sign that you had been targeted; the general theory really was that you'd been taken out by a stray bullet. But in some part of him, Nevada couldn't believe that. He didn't want to. It just made so much perfect sense in his mind: You were just minding your own damn business, walking home after a shift ended a little later than expected. You were the very picture of innocent and unsuspecting, all vulnerable and without him. In short: That was the perfect time for some rival gang or some shit to take a shot at you.

And the thought made Nevada's blood boil to the point that it evaporated into the air, further polluting these fucking New York skies with his inner toxicity being exposed. He'd make whoever did this to you choke. But not before roughing them up a lil bit. Maybe cut off some fingers. Some toes . . . Maybe a pound of flesh as payment if there was any time left, who knows.

But first, his men had to find them.

To say that Nevada does not take your passing well would be an understatement. He's somehow more violent. Somehow a lot less tolerant of bullshit (and he already wasn't before). If anyone so much as blinks wrong, they run the risk of having a nearly feral fuck jump at them and attempt to rip their face off.

His men, who already feared and respected him, dare not occupy the same room as him any longer than they have to. They miss you as a person, of course, but they never knew just how much of a hold you had on their boss until that hand was gone.

Sure, he goes through the usual motions seen in others, like sitting in his chair, downing copious amounts of whatever was left in his liquor cabinet. And, of course, there's the stages of grieving: He's eternally stuck oscillating between guilt and anger.

He was supposed to be the one that got killed out here, him! Not you: Sweet, kind, patient, hard-headed, stupid-assed you! He got that, why couldn't God get with the program on that!? He was the dealer, the gang leader putting himself into all kinds of problems with others; you were just some innocent bystander who happened to get caught in his web, decide they liked it there, and inexplicably stuck around.

And now you're dead. He was being selfish, you were being stupid, and now you were dead.

He stares blankly at nothing before humming with a sip of whatever the hell is in his glass now, he doesn't fucking remember. Can't taste it anyway; his sense of taste disappeared, floated away with your spirit the moment he learned of your passing.

The pure-hearted soul that kept the village safe was gone; all that remained was the carnivorous beast, ready to rampage and raze the town to the ground.

9. Which one swears more?:

Just in time for the 20210 Summer Olympics, we have a new category to observe: Fucking Goddamn Cussing Up a Shitstorm! Representing Washington Heights, we have a cussing prodigy, Nevada Ramirez! Also representing Washington Heights by way of duel citizenship between the apartments, we have . . . You!

Okay but in all seriousness, Nevada is definitely the gold medal-winner here. Science indicates that cussing helps to relieve stress and for as collected as Nevada likes to appear in front of others, 5'9" is not a lot of space for stress to go. He's constantly bottling up that shit! What's worse, though, is that the fucker makes it sound elegant.

How does he make "fuck" sound so gentle when it leaves his lips with a cold-eyed glower!? Who the hell knows!

Erstwhile, you're a pretty good runner-up. Even if you were a big cusser before getting with Nevada, you could never catch up with him -- he's just had way too many experiences where he felt the need to pepper the ambience with some cursing. And if you weren't as into it before . . . I'm sorry, boo, but you'll be picking up that nasty habit of his like you were picking up the torch for the Cussing Olympics. Bon chance!

10. What TV shows they watch together, and which ones they hide from the other:

Noah . . . How did you know I was planning to do a preference on what characters watch with their S/Os? Not that I can confirm or deny that Nevada was in that one but --

Nevada didn't really watch TV a whole lot before you two got together. It was a mix of him not having a lot of time and him not having a lot of care to keep up with anything. Everything is so goddamn serialized, what's even the point?

Really, the only reason he bought subscriptions to streaming services was to keep you entertained for when he had to be out the house or some junk. But there were a few too many times where he'd come home late and find you curled up on the couch.

". . . The hell're you still doing up --"

"Ssh!"

". . . Did you just --"

"Yes, now sshhh! I'm about to see who this chick picks to go to bed with."

Of course, 'Vada is pissed; people don't shush him, he shushes them! What the fuck could be so interesting that you'd do that!? He takes his glare from you to the screen . . . and about thirty minutes in, he gets it. He'd never say it out loud, but deep down, he knows why you like Love Island. It's stupid, it's trashy, he hates these dumbass twenty-somethings making drama out of nothing, and for fuck's sake will somebody talk to the girl with the dark skin and short hair she's the hottest one there --

Of course, he tries hard not to show his interest, taking seats next to you when you're watching "because he's tired", adding his own commentary "because these pendejos need to know better", etc. And, of course, it doesn't fool you in the slightest. As amused as you are, though, you don't tease him about it; you're afraid that if you do, your stubborn boyfriend would put up a fight in the form of leaving you to watch your silly little show by yourself. And you really don't mind sharing the show with him . . . No, solitary watching is reserved for your cartoons.

Nevada may let things with you slip to a point but the moment he learns you like to watch anything animated, he's on your ass with the ruthless taunting. Which is like the pot calling the kettle black because 'Vada's secret pleasure is even worse: daytime soap operas. Admittedly, there's some sentimentality connected to them (he remembers being at his Abuela's house and seeing her get really into some telenovelas), but the fact of the matter is really more that he's invested in the drama and bullshit going on between all this lunatics who we're supposed to buy as being doctors or CEOs or whatever over-glamorized positions they're supposed to have.

He doesn't actually get to watch them often but . . . hey, that's what he pays certain grunts to do for him.

Okay I had way too much fun writing these so lemme just cut myself off now. Thanks for asking!!!

[xpao-bearx]

Part 1 HERE

NOTE: OMG I really wasn't expecting for the previous first part of Heavenly Sins to blow up as it did, but I just wanted to give a huuuge THANK YOU to all of you amazing folks!! 🥰🥰🥰 Your support truly means so fooken much to trashy ol' meh and y'all are the reason I am writing this story series in the first place :')

I do have my ideas, but I still don't know much yet of what to do or even how long (or short) this story will get. So, if you would continue to give me your mindblowing support, it would seriously mean the W O R L D.

I do, however, very much enjoy writing Negan in particular so far. He's one of my absolute fave characters ever and JEFFREY DEAN FUCKIN' MORGAN NEED I SAY MOAR?!? 🥵💕💕

But this second part will be focusing a bit more on our beloved sheriff Ricky boi! Of course, Daryl will also get some much deserved love and attention tho I think he will appear in the story a lil later on.

Also, if you ever feel compelled, you are more than welcome to take some inspo from this story and make your own imagines and such! I'd love to see 'em, so please tag me 😁

P.S. There won't always be long ass notes like this, only if I wanna say something or bring up whatever is important. Also, if you wanna be tagged on any new/future story parts, then just tell moi and I will dedicate the latest one to the people who wanted to be tagged!

DEDICATED TO: The wonderful @buttercandy16 💖

"Heavenly Sins"

Part 2

After your little spiel, you haven't spoken to Negan since then. But on the way home after church, you passed by his house and found him tinkering away on his motorcycle (which you previously learned he interestingly named Lucille) in the garage. Not being able to help yourself, you paused in your tracks and just curiously watched him for a while.

His leather jacket was off, revealing a plain white t-shirt. The shirt was quite tight, and you noted how it perfectly hugged the taut muscles of his chest. Your eyes then slowly trailed to his toned arms, adorned by tattoos you wished you had a better look at. He stopped briefly, placing his tools down before grabbing the hem of his shirt and wiping the sweat on his forehead.

You didn't even think twice as your eyes dropped, hyperfocused on his abs. He wasn't the buffest guy out there, but he was lean and fit and--to put it bluntly--hot. A part of you screamed bloody murder to get a grip on yourself, to just turn your stiff body around and proceed on home. But another part completely squashed down those protests without even a fight; as if your pathetic excuse of a resolve wasn't even meant in the first place.

"Take a goddamn picture, darlin'. It'll last longer."

Your head snapped up, meeting the tantalizing hazel stare of Negan. His lips were curled in a smug smirk, and nevermore in your entire life have you wanted to both slap and kiss someone so badly.

But you only clicked your tongue, shooting him a sharp glare before (at last!) turning and walking away as you hid your blush. In the distance, his amused chuckle begrudgingly sounded like the sweetest fucking music to your ears.

♡♡♡

You woke up at 7:05 a.m. like you typically did the next morning, Monday. It was the dawn of a new week, and while most people dreaded it you actually didn't mind it so much. You had your job to thank for that.

Sure, it wasn't always easy, but it was worth it in the end. You loved teaching and spending time with the children, and you were even more ecstatic since you knew Judith was going to be at the daycare.

As you finished eating breakfast and preparing for the day, you grabbed your bag then went out the door. You opted to walk again today, the weather far too beautiful to miss plus the daycare really wasn't that far away.

Eventually arriving at your destination, you approached the daycare building's doors with a little spring in your step. Once inside, a young woman with her blonde hair high in a ponytail smiled and waved.

"Hi, Y/N! Goodmorning!" Beth Greene greeted energetically.

"Morning, Beth." You chuckled, the girl's radiant smile infectious. You've known Beth for some time now, especially since the Greenes were one of the oldest families in Alexandria and they were well respected. But you got along best with Beth, you thought she was the friendliest and she was also the latest hire of the daycare.

Stashing your bag away in your personal locker, you fixed yourself up a bit before getting your nametag and sticking it on your top. Looking up at the wall clock, you read that it was 7:50 a.m. Perfect, just in time for the kids' drop-offs.

You waited outside with Beth and the rest of the daycare workers, until finally the parents started rolling in. It was the usual; some of the children were wailing, snot snivelling down their nose as their embarrassed parents tried to tug them away from clinging onto their legs. You could only offer a sympathetic smile as you tried to help, while other children were much more relaxed and didn't even spare a second glance at their parents as they were dropped off.

"Well, that's about all of them." Beth piped up.

"Wait, we're still waiting for Judith." You said, searching for the toddler. "Rick said she'd be here."

Beth checked her watch, her brows creasing a little in worry. "That's odd. Sheriff Grimes is never late when he's dropping Judith off."

Just as she said that, there was a honk that disrupted the peace. You and Beth both spotted a crying Judith being held by Lori, the woman appearing utterly exhausted before her eyes locked with yours and didn't waste another second dashing towards you.

"Please don't run when you're holding Judith. Also, no honking is allowed on the premises." It was hard for you to keep the malice out of your voice, but you mentally gave yourself a pat on the back since you miraculously managed to not make it sound the worst it could get.

Lori raised a brow at you, but only handed Judith over to you. Judith immediately quieted down when she saw it was you, you cooing gently at her as she giggled and snuggled up comfortably against your chest.

"Rick will be picking her up later." Was all Lori said, pressing a quick peck on Judith's curly little head before parting ways. As Lori rushed back to the car, you saw Shane in the driver's seat shamelessly attack her neck with fervent kisses and you couldn't restrain an eyeroll.

"Fucking bitch..." You grumbled.

"Uh-oh. Bad!" Judith giggled again, clapping her hands gleefully.

"Right, right. Bad. Don't copy me, okay?" You laughed, completely forgetting about your aggravation as you rubbed your nose with Judith's and went inside.

♡♡♡

The rest of the day rolled along splendidly. No one threw a tantrum and for the most part, all the kids properly shared the wide assortment of toys and even did their activities orderly and on time. So, you decided to indulge them with a small yet much sought after reward.

Painting.

When it comes down to children, painting can be utter chaos. But you figured since they were being so good, you'd allow it. At the daycare you worked in, painting was quite a rare occurrence and that only solidified how much the kids adored it.

Once the materials were set out, it was a dizzying flurry of excited hands grabbing anything it could latch on to. As the kids went about doing their creative business, you found Judith all alone sitting in the corner playing around with some blocks.

"Whatcha doin' there, Judi?" You asked, sweetly calling out her nickname. "You don't wanna paint?"

"I wanna, but not with papers." She replied, shaking her head.

"Oh? Then where do you wanna paint?"

"I wanna paint on faces, but no one wants me to!"

"If that's the case, then I'd be more than happy to let you paint my face." You smiled.

"Really?!" Judith's whole face lit up, jumping up and wrapping her tiny arms around you as tightly as she could. "Thank youuu!"

You chuckled, ruffling her hair and watching as she happily gathered some paint and brushes.

♡♡♡

It was finally the end of a long day, and your face felt a bit itchy from the paint Judith put on you. But it didn't matter; as long as the little girl was happy, it was the best damn day ever.

You were holding Judith's hand as you waited outside for Rick to pick her up, and once he came up with his car Judith beamed.

"Daddy!"

"Hello, sweetheart. Did you have a nice day?" His face looked tired, his greying beard making him appear slightly older than he really was, but his smile was genuine as he carried Judith in his strong arms.

"The bestest! Y/N lemme paint her face!"

"She did, huh? What did you pai--oh my god."

You bursted into laughter at his reaction, flashing him a toothy grin. "In the words of Judi: You're a pretty tiger! Grr!"

"Now that you mention it, I can see it." Rick joined in your laughter, nodding his head. "Looks like we've got a talented lil artist in our hands!"

"Daddy, I wanna paint your face next! You can be daddy tiger and Y/N can be mommy!" Judith proclaimed.

You and Rick flushed pink at the same exact time, but Rick was quick to clear his throat and change the topic. "A-Anyways, Y/N, how 'bout me and the kids give you a ride? Thank you for today, by the way."

"No problem, and sure! Thanks so much."

As you settled in the passenger's seat, two hands covered your eyes from behind. "Guess who~?"

"Hmm..." You hummed, making a show of thinking. "Are you an elf?"

"No!" The hands were removed, Carl popping his head out from the backseat to look at you as he laughed. "It's me!"

"Oh, sorry! You're just so short, I thought you were an elf." You teased good naturedly.

Carl huffed, sticking his tongue out at you. "Y'know, in a few years, I'll be way taller than you!"

Once Rick was done buckling Judith into her carseat, he took his place in the driver's seat and drove out of the premises. You just talked about anything that came to mind: work, the weather, Alexandria's local shops, etc. To anyone else, maybe it seemed like regular boring conversation. But speaking with Rick was truly one of the highlights of any of your days. He was extremely easy to talk to, and he never failed to cheer you up. And it was obvious Rick was the same. He was allowed to simply be himself around you; to loosen up, momentarily forget about the stress and sometimes even the woes that came along with being the town's upstanding sheriff.

As you were nearing your home, Carl decided to cut in.

"Y/N, can we stay at your house? It's been a while since we had a sleepover." Carl asked, his baby blue eyes identical to Rick's alight with hope.

It wouldn't be the first time Rick and the kids would be staying over. You were very close to the Grimes family, sometimes even almost considering them as your own. You didn't mind it. Since you lived alone, it can get pretty lonely. And having people around surely brightened up the house and made you keep your sanity.

"I don't mind, but you gotta ask your dad." You chuckled.

Carl turned to Rick, pouting and giving his best puppy dog eyes. Rick rolled his eyes, but couldn't suppress an inkling of a smile.

"Yeah, yeah. But let me drop you and Judith off with Y/N first. I'll be back, I just need to get some extra clothes and essentials."

"YAY!" Carl cheered, Judith following suit as they both raised their arms and hollered.

"You're so whipped for them." You laughed, shaking your head as you looked at Rick.

"I ain't denying that." He sighed dramatically, grinning.

[santiagonex]

LGBT+ TV Shows Rec List

hi ladies lemme list a bunch of LGBT–heavy tv shows... I’ll only list what I can vouche for so most of it is obviously mlm... some shows may have only like two gays but the majority of the story revolves about being gay and that’s why I’m gonna include something like that whereas on the other hand there are shows like Riverdale with 20 gays but they give them 0 attention so we’re not gonna list these kind of uglies so... enjoy (titles with * are my ultimate favs)

Ackley Bridge* – new school merges the lives & cultures of the divided white and Asian community... iconic show, main lesbian and many other surprises... the whole story is worth it

American Horror Story – many main gays throughout the different seasons... many spicy scenes

Black Sails – main gay pirates if you’re into that

Champions – young gay guy meeting his father and then living with him... very funny and endearing show by Mindy Kaling

Class – Dr. Who spin-off, main gays, center of the show practically, other storylines are amazing as well

Cucumber, Banana – two respective british sister shows about gays... I’ve only seen some sneak peaks but definitely gay

Dante's Cove – trash but with spicy gay scenes

Don't Ever Wipe Tears Without Gloves – mini 3-episodic show... never saw but it’s gay

Élite* – the queerest show that was practically branded as usual het show but we were ALL wrong... this one is just 10/10

Eyewitness – american one, norwegian one or french one, doesn’t matter, it’s about the same thing – thriller/crime show with the focus being on the gay couple with spicy scenes

Faking It* – problematic to many people but I just found this show relaxing... many letters from LGBT+ included... funny

Glee* – even during straight times it was pretty gay... but I mean who at this point doesn’t know about Glee

How to Get Away with Murder – iconic show, if not for the gays then watch it for the plot definitely

In The Flesh* – gay zombies... honestly this one takes the cake because who doesn’t want gay zombies and amazing storylines

Insatiable – trash... but with gay twist

Killing Eve* – I don’t even know I just find this show very mesmerizing it’s something different and it’s definitely worth to watch

Legends of Tomorrow – wasn’t sure whether to include this but out of all CW shows this is the one with most main gays and I mean... we need to support that... gays (and hets) travelling through time

Looking* – show with only main gay guys situated in San Francisco... this one is just... a masterpiece

Man in an Orange Shirt* – 2-episodic show, amazing story and casting, 2 parallel stories – one about guy in the past... the second one in the present about his grandson... both of them gay... yeah.. also Wren from Pretty Little Liars phew!

Merlí – doesn’t revolve around gays ONLY but at the same time... it kind of does and it’s pretty progressive and the main mlm pairing just got a spin-off show so yeah

Modern Family – never saw but my straight friends are loving this... mlm having a kid... supposedly funny so I mean... yeah

Noah’s Arc – gay classic I’m currently catching up on... it just got oficially released on YouTube for free so yeah... go ahead and get educated

Now Apocalypse – crackt show but with hot men and hot gay scenes... Scott from Teen Wolf, Beck from Victorious, Jake from Glee, Matty from Awkward... I mean

Nr. 47 – just like SKAM, each season is focused on a character... there’s a gay season and it’s nice to see if you’re in for a chill story

One Day at a Time* – honestly the funniest and the most heart-warming sitcom I’ve ever seen... has a main lesbian and the whole story is just... wow... 10/10

Orange is the New Black – saw like two seasons but obviously many many many prison lesbians

Partners – from the creators of WIll & Grace, sitcom, gay and straigh besties, both have their partners, cute

Please Like Me – australian show that is revolved around a gay guy... funny

Pose* – transgender rights! honestly very visually-pleasing heart-warming tear-jerking iconic show... worth to watch DEFINITELY 10/10

Queer as Folk – casual gays... show is about them and them only... plus a wlw couple

Schitt's Creek* – FUNNY show with Eugene Levy and his son in it... honestly worth watching for the story... but the son is pansexual and it’s just so good you NEED to see it

sense8* – gay lesbian transgender pansexual bisexual it has it all... from the creators of The Matrix so you would have to live under the rock not to hear about this... amazingly queer show

Sex Education* – main gay character not being treated just like the sidekick but actually like an equal to his best straight friend... very inclusive show

Shameless – honestly I don’t even know why I’m including this because this one is really on THIN line but it just had so many gay storylines and the amazing Mickey/Ian love story in the first seasons... I’d feel bad not to include it... but yeah, pretty trashy, not even watching now

SKAM – if the version (original, french, italian, german, spanish, dutch, american... did I forget anything) has a gay season then the gay season is DEFINITELY worth watching because the gays are getting the treatment they DESERVE

South of Nowhere – apparently has wlw but it’s trashy BUT it is vouched for by my lesbian friend so yeah...

The Assassination of Gianni Versace: American Crime Story – if you’re bored of casual gay themes and you’re in for something else... the title of this is already telling

The Fosters* – lesbian moms adopting children... wlw, mlm, trans man, trans guy being in romantic relationship with the main gal, social justice, lgbt talks, lesbian wedding... sometimes it’s insufferable but at the same time it just has it all is all, definitely worth watching

The House of Flowers* – comedy GOLD, 10/10.. already renewed for two more seasons it’s THAT powerful

The L Word – never saw but I mean... lesbians

The Magicians – saw only one season but from what I’ve seen and heard... it’s not everyday that the main hero gets to be bi... so like... sci-fi gays and all of that

The New Normal – cute lil funny show about gay couple who wants to have a child

The Other Two* – the FUNNIEST 2019 show about gay guy, his sister and his brother who went viral... the MESSIEST but most RELATABLE gay character we’ve EVER seen

The Real O'Neals – relaxing show focused on the gay guy and his christian family... funny and definitely worth checking out

This Close – show about two main deaf characters – guy and a girl... the guy is gay and the scenes are spicy

Torchwood – haven’t seen yet but... fom what I’ve been told and from what I’ve seen... very VERY gay show

Transparent – are you ready... 3 2 1... trans parent

When We Rise – never saw but it’s mini-show about the history of LGBT rights advocacy in the United States... if it’s up your valley go for it

Will & Grace – if you don’t know what’s this then I have no idea how you even came all the way down here... sitcom, classic, gay... yeah

[bots-and-cons]

Could I request Ratchet, Wheeljack and Arcee(/Optimus whichever is easier) assisting their charge/reader after they’ve been harassed while walking to them (had some real weird people yelling lewd and derogatory stuff at me on my walk to my car today, made me feel gross and in need of just a lil fluff comfort)

I picked Optimus, cause honk honk bitch. I made this with a fem!reader since it’s the easiest that way and that’s probably how you meant it

~Wheeljack~

Jackie was picking you up from work, and was waiting outside, while you finished working. There were some sleazy looking men hanging on the street, eyeing your work building.

You came out about ten minutes later, and walked towards Jackie.

“Hey baby, how about them tits” one of the men yelled at you.

You just kept walking as the three men followed you to the car, trapping you between the back door and themselves.

“Let me get into the car” you said, trying to sound defiant.

“Wassup baby girl?” the second man said and put his hand next to your face, so you weren’t able to get into the front seat.

Jackie didn’t like the situation at all. To his luck one of the three men was standing in front of the passengers door, so he slammed it open, dropping the guy on his ass on the street.

“What the fuck!?” the man yelled from the ground

You ducked under the other man’s arm and slid into the car.

“Cover your ears” Jackie said and you could see him turning up the volume on his speakers.

He closed the door and yelled: “What the scrap do you want with my woman you scumbags, huh?! Don’t talk to people like that!”

“Chill man, we didn’t know” the men muttered, holding their ears and scrambling away from the car.

You were pretty sure the whole town heard Jackie yelling at those idiots to screw off. Not that you minded, they deserved it.

As Jackie sped off, and left those jerks in the dust, you couldn’t help but laugh a little.

“My woman” huh” you chuckled quietly

“Lemme know if they bother you and I’ll make sure they don’t do it again”

“You can’t just expose yourself to a bunch of assholes, because they were… you know assholes”

“I know, but I’d still take care of it, chase ‘em down an alley or somethin”

You just laughed and appreciated his concern for you.

~Ratchet~

Ratchet was picking you up from work, which was a but weird for you, since he was an ambulance and all.

You were walking to him, a little quicker than normally, so Ratchet looked around with his side mirrors. There was some trashy looking dude following you.

“Hey babe, how about we have some fun on the back of your car?”

“No thanks” you said quickly and tried to get in

“Come on baby, don’t be a prude” he said and grabbed your arm.

“I said no thanks” you said and tried to pull away.

“Fucking bitch” the man growled and shoved you a bit.

At this point Ratchet was boiling with rage. So he decided to use his speakers to tell the guy off.

“If you would kindly back the scrap off, and leave her alone” he said and opened the door

“Who the fuck was that?” asked the man and backed off.

You slid into the passenger’s seat and slammed the door shut.

“Thanks Ratch”

“I will kick that man’s aft” he grumbled.

“No need, even if he deserves it”

You smiled at Ratchet’s comment and the fact that he looked after you. It made you feel much better after those disgusting comments.

~Optimus Prime~

Optimus was taking you to the store, since you wanted to buy some food for the kids, before they got out of school. You were just walking back to him. when a dirty looking guy approached you.

“Nice ass, doll, how about you bring it here for a sec” the guy growled

You didn’t say anything, but just kept walking to Optimus.

“Whatever you fucking whore”

Before you could say anything back a loud honk penetrated the air. Optimus was honking his horn at the sleazy dude.

“Fuck!” the guy yelped and backed off.

You climbed in and shut the door,

“Thanks for that”

“He was a very rude human, are you alright?”

“I’m fine, thanks again”

Admittedly the comment the man had made, had made you feel a little gross, but you didn’t want to tell Optimus that, he already had enough to worry about. You were just happy he had stood up for you.

[neoncat666]

All of them you fucking coward 🔫

ALRIGHT THIS IS GOING UNDER READ MORE

Mobile users im so fukin sowwy

How did you get introduced to Rusty Quill Gaming?: I got into it through TMA adfsgdfh I was like ok they have other podcasts lemme check it out.

What was your first episode?: OKAY SO I DID LISTEN TO THE RECAPS FIRST,,,,,,, yeah,,,,,,,,,,, I can’t remember where I actually jumped in though.

What is your favorite special?: Monster of the week all the way but also,,, I have a lot of faves. I could probably talk a lot about each special but motw is my all time fav. Deadlands, Duskhollow, and 4thought have a special place in my heart tho

Do you prefer the main campaign or the specials?: Okay so depends? I love both a lot for different reasons so I can’t really answer that,,, I waaaaaaaaah

How many episodes have made you cry?: Not a lot actually! Specials have actually made me cry more than main campaign like i’ll get sad but I won’t cry? Specials though just fucking end my life tho.

Who is your favorite historical NPC?: Oscar Wilde..................................

What historical figure would you like to see as an NPC?: I DON’T KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT HISTORY TO ANSWER TBH

Who is your favorite NPC in general?: Oscar Wilde.................................. OR JASPER! I also like Shoin..

Do you like the Harlequins or the Meritocrats better?: Harlequins but I don’t think I would side myself with either if I could.

Do you prefer Zolf or Grizzop?: Zolf but I love Grizzop a lot still. Love that goblin but my desire for a good father figure outweighs my lil goblin brain.

Do you prefer Sasha or Cel?: I GENUINELY CAN’T CHOOSE,,, I LOVE BOTH OF THEM SO MUCH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Do you prefer Ed or Tjelvar?: Ed.

Who is your favorite PC?: Zolf,,,,,,, sad sea dad hits different and I adfsdgf I YEARN FOR A DAD AND A HUG FROM HIM

Who is your favorite villain?: Shoin tbh! I know we aren’t even done but afsgd he was a villain I liked a lot. What a prick tbh

Which villain do you hate the most?: Barret. Good villain! I’m gonna snap

Which Sidequest (Bertie/Rome) is your favorite?: Rome tbh. I recently relistened to it again and after literally snapping and breaking down crying it was real fun!

Do you prefer the London Rangers (We’re Still Working On the Name) or the L.O.L.O.M.G?: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa I love LOLOMG (as a name too) but I am once again biased with Zolf.

Which location is your favorite?: JAPAN LMAO!! Rome was really cool too tho. I love the amount of detail Alex puts into his world building and just,,,gm goals.

Which arc is your favorite?: JAPAN ARC,,,,, WHOOPS! I know it’s not done but it’s genuinely my fav so far and I can’t wait to get stabbed in the back by Alex

What was your favorite reveal (Backstory or otherwise?): hnng idk,,, I did like Hamid finding out his heritage if you can count that? I genuinely don’t know

What mystery are you most excited to figure out?: literally anything that happened during the 18 months imma be real. I WANNA KNOW THINGS!!

Do you have a favorite quote?: “PRONOUNS! ARE! THEY! THEM!” - Cel or “ Look, I’m sorry, alright, I’m sorry! I’ll do better! Don’t kill my friends!” - Zolf

Do you respect Alex’s craft?: Genuinely? I do! Alex has pushed me to become a bit better at my own gming tbh? I talk a lot in private about how good Alex’s storytelling is and even though yeah it hurts, it’s still satisfying in the end. He’s like,, he’s always sure to make sure everything feels at least a bit sweet in the end even if it’s bittersweet.

What’s your favorite character introduction?: New character? Cel’s standoff when they first met them. I really liked Zolf’s reintroduction lol

Lads or Blokes?: Lads baybe

Artemis or Aphrodite?: Hnnng Arthemis cause I wanna go a little craaaayzeee

Harrison Campbell novels: Art or Trash?: TRASHY ART!!!!!

What’s your favorite emotional moment?: “She didn’t say zero.” fucked me up harder than it should’ve. Also Hamid hugging his mom. ALSO TAKE ME NOT HER (that entire scene tbh)

Which of Alex’s insufferable characters is your favorite?: JOKES ON YOU ALEX’S CHARACTERS ARE MY FAVOURITE!! I love them all so much. Not insufferable but Sam is my fav character of his.

Brutor or Topaz T. Camel?: Brutor,,, pubby

[haruki-ya]

Tetsuo

ok this is the last one….  but i obviously had to save the best for last ya know…..also i’ll probably get really sad answering this one lol 

How I feel about this character:

I….love to hate Tetsuo and I hate to love him. like i call him trash man, my trash son, stinky garbage man, and a wide variety of trash related things but deep down?? i really do love his trashy ass.

I don’t empathize with him so much as sympathize, but even then it’s more like pity just because he has such a sad background, which by no means excuses the horribly fucked up things he did. i think he’s just inherently a sensitive person, as opposed to kaneda who has a thick skull and tough skin, and feels more intensely and intimately about certain things that to other ppl would be trivial. somewhere along the way, his fears and worries and anxieties were probably shut down and brushed off as over exaggerations and Tetsuo just being weak (honestly? probably largely done by Kaneda, which is partly where tetsuo’s resentment of him stems from) and that subsequently made him internalize a lot of feelings and fears and convert them into defensiveness and easy annoyance and misplaced aggression…..poor forehead boi. i really loved him in the beginning of the manga before he went all psycho agro God complex….he wasn’t quite sweet but he was so much sweeter than any point throughout the manga and like he was just a young dumb kid trying to carve a place for himself in all the wrong ways :((

All the people I ship romantically with this character:

lmao it’s a short list Kanetets is my g u i l t y pleasure lemme tell you. i also think like kanekei it’s p toxic (honestly probably more so than kanekei if i’m being honest!!) but the whole idea of Kaneda being one of the only people Tetsuo is truly comfortable with and wholly himself with as his oldest friend and the same going for Kaneda….my heart. their relationship imo also fits into the category of ‘unhealthy familiarity’ like just cause something is easy and familiar doesn’t mean it’s gooood and i see this being especially true with kanetets largely because of my own hc’s of kaneda maybe being a lil abusive in the past?? or more so just negligent and blind to some of Tetsuo’s needs being different than his own, tetsuo being the sensitive little baby that he is (and let’s be honest, kaneda doesn’t do feelings. he just does and kinda hopes for the best)

My non-romantic OTP for this character:

so i kind of do ship Kaoritets romantically occasionally sometimes actually when i’m in a mood to be real hetero (and either really sad or really sappy like there’s no inbetween lol. sweet kaoritets makes my teeth rot with how saccharine it is like @cmrnfry once upon a time drew a thing where kaori and tetsuo were being happy and roller skating together and I’M LITERALLY LIKE SMILING TO MYSELF IN THE DARK THINKIN BOUT HOW PRECIOUS IT IS BLESS U CAM AND BLESS UR KAORITETS bless all ur art in general tbh) but i do like to think of them more as being good friends! mainly just because Kaori is a lesbian (and i secretly want her to hold hands and kiss with Kei lmao) but also because Kaori 10000000% deserved better soooo movin on!

My unpopular opinion about this character:

um… i love him. i think that’s a p unpopular opinion lol 

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

i secretly wish he didn’t have to die……it’s really improbable that there would be any way to avoid that tbh because it’s not even like he’s one of those ambiguously bad characters, he’s a straight up menace and the cause behind not one, but two city wide catastrophes (and like @fridge-04 got me saying cause the comparison is just too gd accurate, he was like a rabid dog that needed to be put down….ouch) but ig it’s ok since i don’t really think he’s dead anyway just existing in a different dimension stuck eternally getting his ass handed to him by babysitting some esper kids. talk about divine retribution lol. 

[presentmac]

ok like... im a lil late to this whole s07 thing since ive been debating whether or not i should post anythin abt it?? since my blogs mainly su and meme related n stuff buuuut,,i used to ship klance.. hardcore. so much. my friends and i would constantly doodle klance fluff together. then i sorta forgot abt voltron but anyways point is i rewatched the entire thing and caught up a couple months agoand i decided “klance shipping is gettin annoying,.. idk” and i dont know why!but i kind of hated looking at klance fanart and stuff. then season 7 happened. when i saw the allura blushin while tellin lance to be safe or w/e i dont fucking know thing, i was like “woOOOO YES WHAT A TURN OF EVENTS” then just continued watching the seriesi finished season 7 and (dont worry i AM upset abt the killing-off-adam stuff but this isnt abt that) i just went on tumblr bc i could finally go on it not worrying abt spoilersand then i realize how rushed this allurance shit islet me emphasize something

this allurance shit goin on is kinda trashy because as yall know from season 6, allura was in like an “awe poor thing lance has a crush on me but im w lotor” scenario when lance ranted to the mice abt his crush on her and the mice told allura. 

allura suddenly gaining interest in lance is shitty because it had been 6 seasons of lance fawning over allura and watching over her and risking his life for her and since lotor ended up betrayin them n shit and shit allura saw lance as a second choice

second option. an alternative. a “oh uh well i mean u werent my preferred choice but the one i wanted didnt work out so ig i have u now lol lemme blush at u and flirt” deal

oh shit this was long but ya thats me ranting,,,, im not the biggest klance shipper but i do get why tumblrs upset congrats on makin it this far

[cvrbyns-blog]

hi my beauties ! the name’s caro, i’m 19 and from the est timezone, and 'm typing this while hiding from the a/c dude so please bear with me

so first things first, i suppose, hi you guys! idk if any of you will remember my trashy ass, but i was here back a year ago when this beautiful little roleplay opened for the first time with a taylor swift fc (pretty sure it was bunny...) and i’m so glad to see this is back, ‘cause i got hella busy trying to get ready for college and it wasn’t the most fun ever, so if you for some crazy reason remember me, hi! if you don’t, that’s okay, because you will ‘cause i plan on loving each of you down

i won’t ramble for thirty years about corbyn mostly because i’ve already done that (sorry, nat & dash, i don’t know what brevity is) so i’ll keep this short ‘n sweet, and if you wanna read more on her you can gladly do so here and here (this one’s under construction but i’ll get it done as fast as i can)

corbyn’s been in brighton for about four years now after moving from auckland, nz to attend school here (and that fucking failed, lemme tell ya)

she’s a former dancer turned tattoo artist, she’s got some pretty interesting stories about her dance days if you ask + she’s willing to tell

she’s my lil’ cinnamon roll baby, doesn’t look it upon first glance bc resting bitch face but she just loves people and is kinda dorky and wants everyone to feel important and special to her bc they are

also my hella indecisive, has no idea what she wants to do, often self-isolating child who is S U C H an infj, she’ll shut people out sometimes because she just likes being on her own, but also it comes from a place of her being the root of all her problems; she’s very observant and knows what side of herself to show people but she’s also so indecisive about what she wants from people that she’s just all over the damn place???? bear with her

is one of the biggest perfectionists you will ever fucking meet

she identifies as pansexual?? love is a door she’s never really opened and once again, isn’t sure what she wants out romance-wise and is somewhat naive when it comes to that realm of things, she’s not very experienced and is hella awkward

super non-traditional, she’s what the kids call a modern-day feminist and is always trying to learn as much as she can so she’s as socially/politically aware as she can be

100% believes in all the local legends, my little conspiracy-theory-loving child. do not ask her to give you the rumored tattoo - she will turn you away so damn fast

i’m working on getting a connection page up for her as we speak but please feel free to like this or just magically appear in my ims, i’d love to plot with all of you and love your muse babies ! i can’t wait to start writing with you guyss

[friedgcld-blog]

HEY FAM! i just wanted to make a smol post while i slowly get stuff rolling here -- this multi thing is super new for me, and i wanna keep this blog pretty relaxed tbqh. my tags are suPER basic (i’m not fussing with anything fancy or too complicated here), and my icons are gonna be a mish-mash cause i don’t got the time to redo all these icons from blogs i’ve had for like 3 years NOPE! so, i just wanted to thank everyone for following me over here and supporting my trashy rp “career” <33 

SOME BASICS UP FRONT:

i wanna note that i’m down to continue ALL threads that we may have had from blaine, jesse, connor, or rose if you’re still down! basically, everything from the blogs i’m moving is being picked up and dropped down here -- i need to consolidate these muses for my own sanity and i’m sure you guys get that! so, relationships, plots, threads, etc. are all in my mind on the table still as long as you guys still want! <33 i do have a handful of threads saved to my drafts that i pulled from those blogs last night so i’ll be trying to get those written/queued up this weekend! i always queue up everything i have so, if you were expecting something and it’s not in my queue that runs during the week, holler at me! also, if we had a thread and it’s in your court: i’m 1000% down to continue just @ tag me here if you please so i get it (or if you wanna drop it, that’s super chill too ofc just lemme kno!)  i don’t have plans to post starter calls right now because i’m still kinda getting into a rhythm and those aren’t usually my thing anyway. i may post memes (which i also don’t usually do) but to probably have people send me for ME to post as starters @ them! for the muses i didn’t have threads for/my ocs/new muses, i’d actually prefer to discuss plots and then get some threads rolling! so, please feel free to IM me HERE cause i’ll get those messages on mobile and reply much quicker (you don’t have to follow me to IM me there)! i also have skype/kik/discord available on request (if you don't have them already), those are all good places to get at me tbh! i still need icons for will and tina so they’ll be ready to write once i have that figured out! i know this is long-ish but i really appreciate you guys giving it a look! i know i have rules for this reason, but i just wanted to make a lil post real quick since i’m moving muses/threads/etc and i just wanna try and make it seamless! thanks so much for sticking with me, love you guys!