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God I fucking love Oda.
This man is the only person I trust, the light of my life, Oda would never betray me.
This man has endured 20+ years of people bugging him to put romance in one piece or give Luffy a love interest despite his consistent stance that romance was never going to be a part of one piece because he prefers friendship/family dynamics.
I hope Oda knows that all the friendship/found family girlies and the romance averse people and the AroAce’s all owe him our lives
Never gonna see friendship get pushed to the side to make room for romance in One Piece 🙏
#Oda sprays one piece with romance repellent & I love him for that.#one piece#one piece live action#monkey d. luffy#Luffy’s AroAce coding is so important to me#Luffy is legit the only AroAce Blorbo I have that I don’t dread getting shoved into a sudden romance#I don’t know how so many people are unaware that Oda is famously anti romance. he is so clear about it lmao#like ship your ships. but DON’T try to force it into canon. no romance allowed.#if you’re a non-shipper friendship/found family person & you haven’t watched one piece I would highly reccomend
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birthday (im 12 now)
#my art#legit feel like I just turned 20 yesterday tf happened#i was gonna draw a silly joke about my americansona being allowed to drink now but im going with existential dread :3#dont worry i have a really funny one in mind for next year. if im still into asoiaf which lets be real. probably#shit ive been into these fuckass books for like 4 years that's embarrasing. anyway idc#technically im not 21 yet i think its in a few hours. still time to go to the us have 1 drink and get arrested
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sorry sorry sorry sorry I cannot go a day without thinking about how frequently I see "I support womens wrongs! give us more female villians! give us more complex female characters!" in the fandom when these same people hate on Mapleshade for literally just existing . . . ARE YOU SURE you want more female characters who are genuinely bad people . . . "Mapleshade is so horrible! she was a liar!" yeah shes a villain. shes a villain. why are you dissing her for being a villain and having a villain backstory. I see soo many people like fr hate her just because she isnt a good person when she isnt supposed to be a good person because she is a VILLAIN like I am going to shed a full head of hair
#warrior cats#wc#mapleshade#AM I THE ONLY ONE?#I literally never see people beef w mapleshade#the same way they beef w the male villains#male villains can literally stomp on babies and ppl will be like#“oh hes so interesting I like how hes written”#mapleshade is given the most basic tame villain orgin ever#and people legit HATE HER GUTS#she gets the dreaded “oh shes a babytrapper...” “annoying obsessive woman...” treatment#soul... dead#if you just dislike how shes written ... thats ok just not the point of this post
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Oh shit I completely forgot about Lost Johns cave fuck that shit is horrifying
I think only 2 serial fiction podcasts have ever actually made me breathe a little too fast. The other was Limetown which...the Napoleon episode fucked me up (only episode I ever had to pause for a few seconds), as well as just the concept in general. But Magnus Archives in addition to being overall the best complete podcast I have listened to had a couple of real getters individually. MAG-15 Lost Johns Cave is one.
"It meant me harm."
And then when they played the recording back and I realized what she was saying my entire body just got cold.
Like, the reason I consume horror content isn't actually because it frightens me. It almost never does. So when it does more than unnerve and thrill me, it's doing a very good job. Congrats Jonny Sims for doing it a good two or three times in Magnus Archives.
By the way, the cave is real.
Here's how you go in.
Goodnight!
#two of the best horror movies ive ever seen weren't even horror movies#or werent marketed as such#the prestige is one#almost nobody appreciates it enough#and annihilation is another and shortlisted for movies that i will never ever watch again because i legit almost had to go throw up#borderline sorry i ever watched it and still occasionally think about that bear#it was a good movie but my god the body horror and existential dread and the infiltration of death into your treacherous body was HORRIFYIN#i was not sufficiently warned about annihilation#the prestige was a pleasant surprise even though i was curled up in the fetal position#because i figured out the twist EXACTLY when the movie wanted me to and it worked for me#it wasn't for everyone and my ex was pissed at it for quote cheating unquote#but i thought it had established the rules just fine in retrospect and it fell into place beautifully#i love horror deeply#i could talk about it all day
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I finished big o like a year ago but never went back to the manga-I really should-yet it’s still taken up so much space in my brain not only just because of how much of a unique mecha it is while still staying true to the genre but for the crazy ass shit the end of the show drops on you and id love to make a post about my interpretation of the ending cause ive thought about it a lot but the issue is even if i know most of my posts go over peoples heads and i can just put “big o spoilers don’t read if you haven’t finished/want to see it” at the top so people don’t accidentally read it I really don’t know how to DESCRIBE the twist.
Like this shit really makes getter being a cosmic horror be such a casual and normal statement in comparison which is something I never thought could be top given two of the major anime’s end with one or more of our protagonists going to fuck off land.
But at least I can tell you that happened where as big o it’s like “what the FUCK did I just witness what do you mean ITS ALL FAKE” and that’s as far and vague as I can go without spoiling it completely.
#meg text#the big o#I want to rewatch big o but I need to finish the manga or actually watch something new hmmmmm#I can say with confidence nothing will be more of a mind fuck then that ending and if there is I’d be scared as fuck#it’s not like it’s been done before but the way it’s executed it’s the most existential dread thing ever- and also again WHAT THE FUCK#legit after the ending this show left a permanent place in my mind next to being a good ass show#getter will always be my main fixation though like no one tops ryoma nagare but MAN#big o a fucking gem#but also the most confusing thing I’ve ever witness when you get to the end#so I can’t recommend it to everyone even if I encourage anyone who likes mecha to watch it#I feel like suggesting it to a non mecha fan is risky tbh#like even if it be a nice starter I feel mecha that genre people would think is confusing after seeing Eva or again getter endings#but it’s not REALLY it just depends on the show#most of them have a grounded conclusive ending#but the ones that leave a impact have the most ???? ones
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Paleblood Hunter could be Laurence’s reincarnation?
Or how things look different if you use cut content!
I received an ask from @marchioness-of-the-flowers-blog on my other blog that made me dive into a small bit of cute dialogue.. and then dive into an ABYSS of potential because I am unhinged fdshfhd Okay, so I presumed that you was referring to this cut dialogue:
There are different ways to go about it, yeah! The simplest way to interpret it is him 'speaking with a person that isn't here' thing - so he doesn't really call US Laurence, but just clings to the memory of him. Like, you know, same vein as the guy accomplishing something and casting arms to the sky all like 'Father I did this, do you see???' meanwhile 'father' is many years ago dead. You get the point!
But, heck, the version that he does start to confuse us for Laurence (whether because of going insane, or us looking similar, or both) is more interesting! I doubt that intention was within appearance because Souls-like games feature custom playable character in their trademark style! Sekiro is more 'a From's game' than it is 'a Souls-like game' after all. So it is probably Gehrman's mind just falling apart!
However, there is another possibility. It could be that the paleblood hunter is a reincarnation of Laurence, or at least was intended to be such in beta version!
We can conclude that the Paleblood Hunter arrived in Yharnam already being aware of 'paleblood' - and even of the risk of losing their memory after blood transfusion! The bit about the very first note being written in your own handwriting is lost in translation so as always I am using excerpts from the lifesaving Last Protagonist's document ( x ).
Also, interestingly, with the context it seems like the Hunter chosen to arrive in the hood intentionally - as if knowing in advance that Yharnam would be hostile to foreigners from somewhere already. For one reason or another, Hunter was informed of what to expect and what they were looking for - be it some divine omens, dreams, them reading about it somewhere, some other character informing them, etc. Arriving in the city to potentially seek the red moon deity behind the Hunt and the Dream is... already very interesting. And very risky task because as gameplay choices show us - without memory it is easy to fail the quest. Not enough cords, not choosing to fight Gehrman...
But also, a detail often missed is that Paleblood Hunter is already not as simple! Here is the invitation in Cainhurst that you can find after imposter doctor invades Iosefka's clinic and takes her place, if you sneak from the secret cave through the woods. It is found in the exact same room where you start the game and where that first note about 'Seek paleblood to transcend the hunt' is!
Easily, she brought it! She, or Iosefka herself right after we left the room - they are most likely twins because devs aren't even subtle about them looking the same.
I talked more about the theory of Laurence having roots in Cainhurst in this ( x ) post, but the key point - a portrait on the Cainhurst has both gold pendant and a necklace Church Servants wear. Can't imagine a more FAT hint, haha. Laurence was the one responsible for creating Hunter's Dream and associating with the paleblood / moon presence, and in that cut dialogue with Gehrman you see he mentions - "The way we've always said we'd end it, you recall".
So, perhaps Laurence could vaguely (or fully) predict what was to come - his impending early death included. Iosefka and the imposter are both in the Healing Church (and very likely both with Cainhurst roots as well - don't forget that Imposter Doctor can prepare the Numbing Mists that are "secret recipe from Cainhurst" and comments on us having scent 'of the moon' - with the only other character saying the same being Annalise). It is a possibility he entrusted one or both of them with the letter. Maybe name of Paleblood Hunter was known many years prior, or maybe they were instructed to write the invitation as soon as they spot a suspicious person seeking paleblood without being a Yharnamite... because that person WILL be important.
Alternatively - maybe the note written in Hunter’s handwriting was not written BY them, but their handwriting matches Laurence’s, so it seems like their! And the note was by Laurence as he knew where the future self would awaken. Then, maybe rather than one of the doctors bringing Cainhurst invitation, it was something along the lines of imposter Iosefka just fumbling around the place, finding this letter tucked somewhere and discarding it - letter he left? And maybe the reason him being reborn was apparent because of strange Cainhurst heritage transcending death as concept - or him having one favour from the Moon Presece for giving her a surrogate child (old man)? There are so many interpretations that choosing only one is already a hassle!
Laurence also lays idly as a beast, yet for some reason his human skull happens to exist in the Nightmare realm, but can't return his memories. So like... If you follow the reincarnation idea - would not that explain why his reaction upon receiving the skull he so desperately wanted is to turn hostile and attack us? Yeah, in the final game most likely he goes erratic when it doesn't help. But if it just so happens that Laurence is full beast, without any 'human but corrupted' sentiment left to him... would not that make sense why he attacks us? Because his actual soul is within HUNTER and now he realizes, and the way to actually return THE Laurence is to kill and consume the hunter.
And on the brink of the end of the night of the hunt, Gehrman just knows. He just can sense that even reborn as new person - this is merely Laurence's next reincarnation, and speaks hoping this part within the Hunter just... understands.
How is this interpretation?
Yeah, this is possible that it is a bit of a stretch, but that would explain some things. Especially the mystery of Cainhurst invitation and why the hunter specifically arrives to solve mystery of paleblood. Such a long time passed that Laurence found Gehrman again as a reincarnation - but he still arrived to at least free him.
Heh... worth a notice that in the cut dialogue, Gehrman sounds like the burning of the Hunter's Dream will destroy it for good, as opposed to the actual game where it seems to be merely a reset. Anyway, thank you for the ask, this was really fun to think about!
#bloodborne#laurence the first vicar#paleblood hunter#good hunter#bloodborne theory#not art#text post#i originally wanted to answer ask as normal but the post ended up diving far so i decided to make a legit post#pretty sure tumblr will eat mention notif and this user won't know i answered fdsjfhdsfd#tumblr am i right??????#honestly this is really interesting#i like the version about moon giving him a favor of one extra life in case he perishes fast (which he did)#hmmmmm gameplay-less au where the beast does manage to swallow his soul back and recovers himself as laurence?#(before going insane from guilt of remembering his atrocities and dying again but from dread and shock now)#bloodborne is a happy game that makes me relaxed and not depressed at all!!!! :D#holy shit imagine micolash if he realizes he was trying to mess with laurence#reminds me of that time when touka from magia record remembered who iroha was and realized she tried to kill her sister#okay this is canon now#/hs
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bro. my mom’s best friend died yesterday out of nowhere
#4th year in a row that someone close to us passes unexpectedly like#atp i’m starting to dread every video call#the paranoia of something terrible always lurking in the shadows abt to strike is legit driving me crazy#dealing with death never gets easier does it#i feel so so fucking bad for her she was one of the few people she genuinely loved & trusted in this world#i’m gonna start calling & texting her every day jow#lina laments.txt
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I’m starting to crash but I still have a lot of asks to answer. This is horrible
#pls my one day high before I get doubly sick is finally wearing off#I legit am now fighting with a completely blocked nose#I dread tomorrow#but imma do it#mama ain’t raise no quitter#meb.txt
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I’m reading Saving Noah by Lucinda Berry and tbh I’m thinking of dnfing it or at least postponing it
#idk man im surprised about my reaction. im usually perfectly fine with disturbing or heavy subject materials#but this one is getting to me like im legit dreading reading it#idk if it’s bc it forces u to confront a sort of grey area of a subject that’s usually pretty black and white#or if my mentality is simply stretched thin at the moment#it’s only 200 something pages and the subject is interesting and i heard lots of good reviews#so i think i can just hold my breath and get through it#but. the. dread.#agsjdksk#ok yk what. i’ll just pause it for a bit#read something silly as a palate cleanser then come back#yes. good plan#me stuff#it’s my fault for consuming a bunch of horror/disturbing content in a row
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Guys look out my second favorite losers are here <3
Chilchuck "Oh shit he went off the deepend" Tim's
Do you think chilchuck expected Laios to bring that sword down on him? Anyone would be terrified to be fair but the framing looks like laios is aiming directly for the bug above his foot.
Me going to the bathroom at night™️
#live posting dungeon meshi#legit tho the last one is accirate#the anjme doesnt show off the bone chilling dread of feeling like ur being followed#except we dont have ghosts or monsters (hopefully) i just have deep paranoia and fear of the dark#i laughed so hard when i saw marcilles face bc IVE BEEN THERE#the boiled one phenomenon and vita carnis haunted me for a while
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what do you think the scariest sound is?
#i'm legit curious i'm sure everyone has a different sound#like we're talking the one that immediately would fill you with dread
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"If you keep staring at me like that, I'll have to ask you what are we?" Imagine being the witness of a serious crime, but the team thought you were involved somehow and needed to rule you out. Cue to big, scary, mysterious, masked Ghost trying to intimidate you by existing near you.
Soap snorts and pats Ghost on the back, which earns a glare from him, all after the man blinked confused. He had pretty eyes. Gaz moves to a corner to smile way too much, and Price sighs loudly.
After a few more minutes of explaining that you were just on your way to your shitty job and that they needed to wrap this up before you are to inevitably getting fired, Ghost still looks straight into your soul, now with more intensity somehow.
At this point, you grit your teeth. You might legit not have a job after this, since you're already half an hour late, and this (weirdly cute) fucker is trying to read your thoughts.
"Oh, you're really into me, aren't you?" He blinks seemingly uninterested and you raise a brow at him, starting a staring contest until Price (as he previously introduced himself) got in between you two.
"I don't think you understand the situation that you're in." It took all of your will to not groan like a child and roll your eyes at him.
Cue to another round of you doubling down and explaining that you're extremely lame but a good person, all while Gaz still looks you up.
"She might be telling the truth, boss." He whispered to Price in the corner of the abandoned shop they broke onto to have some privacy. The man has been trying to confirm your identity all this time, meanwhile you looked up at your number one fan to say "I told you so" and gave him an exasperated sigh when you already caught him intensely staring into your eyes.
"Seriously..." You mutter and you almost believe seeing a crinkle of amusement in his eyes. Your eyes almost twitched. "I pronounce us husband and wife." You say, rolling your eyes at him. Yeah, take that, fuck-face. You childishly thought, absolutely thriving at his slow, surprised blink. Soap cackled and tried to hide it with a cough.
Long story (not) short, you were indeed let go after Gaz confirmed you're broke, lame and basic. No secret villain or anything. After they kinda apologized, Price basically tried to gaslight you into thinking everything is fine then tried to dip his toes into mansplaining the importance of greater things beyond you, he nodded to himself and patted you on the back before barking an order to his soldiers to move. Pretty brown eyes stayed glued onto your soul until you were pretty much skipping away out of sight, rushing to your job incredibly annoyed.
You couldn't really explain your absence to your boss and he didn't care much either, he told you to get to work.
Surprise, surprise, though, because at the end of your shift, he sugarly informed you that you're fired. He gave you the pay he owed you and there you were. Jobless. And probably homeless in a month's time.
A week later and some intense job hunting done, you're at your wit's end, truly. Job market is shit and nobody is looking to hire. As you enter your ratty apartment, you sigh and almost want to cry in frustration. You've been cursing the terrorists, soldiers and any motherfucker involved in last week's incident, entering your kitchen to grab a drink and eat some air since you needed to save money, when you froze in place.
In the middle of your tiny living room stood a massive dark frame, the outside lights shining through the balcony door behind him made the man unrecognizable. You were getting robbed. You just caught a dude right in the middle of robbing you. As if it was the cherry on top, every frustration you felt erupted out of you, and while you were still terrified by the massive frame, you growled a "Get the fuck out of my house."
A deep chuckle was your only response and you felt dread.
"You got spunk. And a shit survival instinct." He stepped closer. You stepped back immediately, calculating your route to the door, hoping he wouldn't be able to catch you. Denial. You knew. But you froze again in surprise. You knew that mask.
"What the fuck are you doing in my house?" It came more of a whisper, thinking you'd never meet those people again. Even standing up in front of him, he's massive. Maybe he came back for those dumbass comments you made. Oh, this is revenge, isn't it? He's built, he can legit destroy you with a punch. Oh, God, you're fucking dead. They still think you're a terrorist or some shit and he's here to destroy you out of existence.
Your mind rambled until he moved, and when he did, you tensed, mind blank. The man, the Ghost took a couple of steps towards you and placed his large hand on the back of your neck, pulling you close. Oh, you're gonna fucking die for sure. He leaned down to your eye level, making you stare into his dark eyes as he studied you.
"Came back to take care of my wife." He said. It was your turn to slowly blink at him. What?
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god really loves giving his hardest battles (depression and unhealthy behaviors that feed off each other) to his weakest soldiers (me who is terribly lonely and emotionally weak)
#m#negative#im. so unbelievably tired right now#i hate being alone but i hate even more having to do the effort of going outside and talking with people i share nothing in common with +#who have no interest in becoming friends with me. just to end up so physically and emotionally exhausted that next time I have to meet up +#with someone again i dread how tired and sad and bored im going to be afterwards#i hate that im awkward and have very low social energy and yet im the one reaching out first and the one who approaches people first#and all of this for what!!! Im even lonelier than before i got depression#like just for once i wish someone would make things easier for me#lets have a conversation (a conversation!! not a monologue!!!!) about something I like and know about#lets hang out at my house or at least sit in a quiet place that doesnt involve a 30 minute ride#just for once! thats all im asking!!#i just want someone to look at me and think “thats someone i want to be friends with and im going to do the effort of approaching them”#bcs im legit tired of having to do all the work to approach ppl and lose all my energy through the proccess for literally nothing#i dont have it in me to get out of depression by myself. and if im bound to be this lonely for the rest of my life then man. idk what to do
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I wasn’t expecting to cry before I went to bed, but here I am 😭💔
ACT 1
ACT 2 -1 <<< 43 / 44 / ?
#legit tears streaming down my face#Luigi’s face journey in the first four panels just really got to me#seeing him have a panic attack and breakdown earlier was painful enough#but watching him slowly become more grief-striken and lost is another level of painful for me#and what makes it worse is the lack of dialogue in this bit (well aside from him yelping in pain)#we don’t even get a glimpse of his thoughts#he’s reached such a low point that his mind is becoming a void#now that the thought of losing Mario has left a giant void in his life#he has no clue what to do without his brother#as someone who loves her sister and wouldn’t know what to do if she lost her#seeing a lone surviving sibling suffer through this horrible scenario wrecks my heart 💔#anyways#Luigi now seems aware of his Thunderhand#and this for whatever reason has me dreading the worst of Luigi’s low point even more 😰😰😰#especially with Lumalee gone and no one there to intervene in whatever he tries doing…#*long sigh*#this really brought me back to the True Power comic#and I did not like it 🥲🥲🥲#the super mario bros movie#super mario bros movie#super mario movie#mario movie#luigi#fanart#fan art
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bro i luv spider-punk but i specifically wanna talk about his hair
he. has. wicks!!!
the origin of wick dreadlocks is florida usa, and are named due to the resemblance to a "candle wick" because of how they stick straight up and/or out!
now, wicks have a bad reputation even within the loc community.
its already known that like if you got dreads, generally, ppl think u are unkempt, and dirty, and things of that nature, but there is even more discrimination against wicks its unreal. like legit yall i cant even begin to explain the nasty shit ppl say about them because i will be sad.
its kinda just considered the "crazy Florida man hairstyle". and a lot of the hate is due to the fact that wicks, appear "unkempt" or things of that nature
there has been a lot of texturism in the loc community which has brought with it the idea that dreads need to be retwisted to be "properly" taken care of, and need to be flat on your head and all these other things that often bring with it the need to hide your natural hair. i get unsolicited advice on my hair all the time telling me "i need a retwist" because of the belief that black hair needs to be all tidy and stuff to be respected.
but the thing is, dreads aren't meant to be all neat and tidy all the time y'know. its black hair in one of its most natural forms. and who better to showcase that than hobie brown, spider punk?
wicks kinda go against everything that dreads are "supposed" to be and "supposed" to look like.
i just love everything about this movie but i especially wanted to like talk about this hair choice. hair most def has meaning, especially black hair, so i think this was a really cool and fitting design choice for his character and everything he represents.
(i did my best to like articulate my thoughts but hopefully this makes at least a bit a sense)
#across the spiderverse#into the spider verse#spider punk#hobie brown#he is soo fucking cool#media analysis#kinda..#dreadlocks#flashing lights#eyestrain#ive added the image description to the alt text i hope this helps
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i just gotta hang in there but this is so mentally straining. it’s been over a month
#eye guy speaks#uc posting#the idea of going back to work next week is legit filling me with dread#ive already been out 5 weeks i don’t want to miss more#but i for real don’t know if i can do it#these tags arent directly related to the sentiment of the main post i just didnt want to make a new one. you understand
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