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Yeah, that about sums it up.
#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#lucabyteart#me writing some of the most basic and not-a-new-concept dialogue possible: yeag ill finish this someday. maybe.#me realising the anniversary is soon: wait. extremely on the nose conclusion-of-an-essay ass dialogue is PERFECT for an anniversary piece#anyway happy birthday you fucking video game. christ. jesus christ. what the fuck happened. why have i drwawn these fucking things so much#adrienne what do you fucking Do to Me. what the Hell. thanks . i know how to draw comics now. legit. thanks but what the hell dawg#anyway no i dont know what the posing is on this theyre just kind of crumpled together. wasnt supposed 2 b a kiss because i dont think#that that fucker gets mouth privileges but like idk go nuts man. is this during canon? postcanon? some other shit? idk. your call#the world is yourrrrr oyster (this is my way of saying im hells of busy and am going back to neglecting everyone who followed me for this#specific weirdass ship content. bye. im dyig out there.)
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Do-de-do (this is my impression of me just goin about my life, imagine musical notes) just forgettin about this whole little issue. Do-do-de-doo-do-dope-i-doo.

*ping* you've gotten a note from @emeraldincandescent

Howdy friend :) whazzup!? :)

wut

Emmy! How dare! I mean... just look at this face...

Who wouldn't trust that widgy ball of a baby-face??? Never done anything strange or creepy in their life!!

absolutely trustworthy, not off vibes at all. I mean, that smile:

I'm so lovable. Gentle. A man of the people.

Salt of the Earth. The common clay.

I'm shocked, Emmy, shocked. I'm so very normal.
I've been measured down to the last measurement and been found, in fact, completely normal. The best normal.

No toxic traits at all. I can't imagine anything about me that would cause anyone to think I might have the mere idea of a concept of religion that might be out of sync with the majority beliefs even one iota.

Why, I'm even technically ordained as a "CHRISTIAN" minister.

That's the good book in my hand in the first image of me that a google search would turn up. And, I dare say, I've always been like this.

Even back when the pictures were in black and white. It's just absolutely not a worry. I mean someone would surely DO something if I LOOKED like a problem, you know they document EVERYTHING now-a-days.


Nope, I think I am lost about this argument. But that's ok. I won't make a big deal out of it. I will act like what I am. A bona fide gentleman.

Yes, the less said the better. As a gentleman I always take the high road. So thank you for the suggestion but I think I reject this analysis. Let us be friends and just say no more about this patently ridiculous idea that I might have any amount of weirdness. Especcially in the facial region.

Cheers and all my best. Truly happy to have you back :)
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Ok, it might have gotten just a teensy bit weird without you here... But I still don't think it's my face giving that impression.
Should I be worried that this the second time in a month that someone on Reddit has sent me a DM asking about how to sell their soul?
What the heck did I say implying that I knew the answer, let alone that I would tell it to anybody???
#my face#me being ridiculous#thank you for the excuse#legit happy to have you back ^_^#probably the only true sentence in this spiel#at least I amuse myself#hopefully it gives someone else a laugh too#way too much about me otherwise#the funny thing is I remember years ago that cross picture would come up on a google search
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I just wanna say if they are going there with bi buck (which, like, I don’t have a horse in this race I’m happy to see it play out however it does idc) it is absolutely hilarious to me if the circumstances that led to that were: they tried to bring lucy back, they Could Not bring lucy back, they brought back tommy instead, and then just went ‘well I guess we’re doing this now’ ashdhdkskjd
#for legal reasons this is a joke#no like being so for real I have not been involved in any of this speculation#and it legit makes no difference to me I’m just happy the show is back#but the idea they had a buck/lucy plot couldn’t do it bc Arielle was busy and were just like we’re not changing the script is v funny ‘#also pour one out for lucy donato I mISS YOU and I wish you could be there 💔#but also I do like Tommy so y’know ✨#911 related#season 7 speculation#911 spoilers#just bc Tommy mention I guess
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Fun fact about me: April 18th is my birthday! :)
And part of what I wanted to do to celebrate this year was to give back. Introducing * ~ a dipplinshipping birthday oneshot ~ * :
Rating: T
Summary:
Today was Kieran's birthday, but it was the last thing that mattered to him. In fact, he vowed it would never matter to him again. Instead, he would focus on things that would keep him strong: his battling, his strategizing, and his crown as the Blueberry Champion. His sister and the Elite Four won't stop asking him random questions, though, and if anyone brings up Juliana any more than they already have since she arrived as an exchange student, he's seriously going to lose it. But...why can't he stop thinking about her? And why is everyone acting so suspicious?!
A bittersweet birthday celebration fic for anyone who's had complicated feelings about their birthday. <3
Take this as a thank you to all of those who have followed my work and/or my Tumblr blog. I wouldn't have imagined having the support of this wonderful community on my last birthday, and I can't even begin to describe how encouraged and inspired I have felt to write since finding you guys. I have never written this much for this long, consistently, and your constant feedback and comments seriously brighten my day more than Juliana brightens up Kieran, LOL. Hope you enjoy this! <333
(And yeah, this fic is the "event based idea" that this poll was about. I thought it was so funny that some of you thought it was gonna be some devastating angst LMAOOOO. That's for after TTPD releases, tysm for the bday gift Taylor.)
#I legit was gonna go a bit of a wholesome route for S&S D but y'all said “nah” so I said “bet” and wrote Chapter 18™ instead#anyways#on a real note#seriously tysm for all the love & kind words & support#I hope this brings you some of the happiness you all constantly bring me#<3333#my fics#dipplinshipping#kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana#juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran#I had fun with some references see if you can spot 'em all#now Im gonna run to bed#I have a busy day ahead of meeee#bye for now!! <3#also yes I did lowkey contemplate teal mask Kieran instead#but my bias is allowed for today LMAO#what can I say#indigo disk Kieran is just elite#plus its fun to have the rest of the blueberry squad there#oKAY NOW IM SIGNING OFF BYEEEE#wouldnt be a dipplinduo post without me going back to edit tags#catch me editing typos later too lmfao#yes TTPD release technically falls on my bday in the time zone im currently in#will never ever shut up about that
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i dont think tommy said the nuke wasnt canon, he seemed to be talking about how he canonically didnt lose a life to the nuke because in the 2022 ending, no nuke killed anyone
I guess?... I don't know. It doesn't really make sense since basically Jack is pretty insistent that he did blow everything up, and yet all the buildings remain, so... and the reasoning he gives for not dying in the nuke is that he can't die, which is part of his lore. Tommy doesn't really answer how he and Tubbo are alive, except to say that the nuke wasn't canon (presumably as in canon death is what he means) and he was left with 1 life when everyone left. In response to Jack's comment about not being able to actually die, Tommy responds "Not that either of us would know anything about that" but since he fought a monster in between his Tubbo comment and Jack's, he may have meant that as a response to his above statement about logistics... so if Jack blew everything up, but everything is still standing, then the most reasonable explanation is that the Incident did happen and eventually he gained his memories back and visits Techno's house from time to time... (which people said including anons in my inbox)
So people are wrong, it is not a retcon but an extension, the end of season 2, whatever that was... even so what's funny is that innitors are more happy with this ending versus a restart even when it's down right depressing. Tommy is alone. He hasn't seen anyone besides Tubbo in a long time and lives very far away from the main dsmp area. But take it from me, the quiet is nice, living alone is nice, but being utterly alone is miserable. To live alone with no outside interaction besides one person is really sad to me, and the fact that the area is still so triggering for him is also a testament that he hasn't healed, and living alone won't heal him. Especially not when part of his trauma revolves around him feeling alone in Exile. So really, it's a very depressing ending. Tommy just wanted to have fun with his friends and in the end, he has no one but Tubbo and his sheep and a cabin in the arctic he stares at for hours. He didn't mend his relationships with people, even still bringing up Jack exploding his hotel after it's been years since then. He did literally move but he didn't heal, he didn't grow, he wasn't able to form better relationships or claim what he yearned for. And that to me is a sadder ending.
As as aside, I've talked about before how all the ghosts have sheep, so an interesting theory would be that he is actually a ghost haunting the land... have another au free of charge I guess lol... do we think the sheep is colored? maybe it's red...
#dream smp#dsmpblr#c!tommy#hello there#c!tommyinnit#c!tommy angst#dsmp#lots of angst potential for tommy fans though... him waking up in the middle of the night from a nightmare and having no one there#to comfront him... no one there to say you are safe. you are loved. no one to bring him back from hyper ventilating except a sheep#yes being alone is nice and quiet... but eventually it gets lonely to the point of numbness something you can already see in Tommy and you#realized you haven't talked in weeks because there is no one to talk to... you realize there is no one there to help you or save you or mak#you laugh... if you think this is a better ending for Tommy my bets on that you didn't spend months alone in quaratine becuase if you did#you'd know in the same way Dream did after all that isolation in prison that you actually “just don't want to ever be alone”...#(me becoming a tommy apologist!?... nah but damn that shit is sad... he legit be acting like sad AI Paul btw or an NPC...)#anyways... this topic exhausts me but yooo confirmation that Dream left with his friends? happy ending for our boy?#this is for all you discduo lovers :) <3... I shall feed your angst...
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Hello there! I'm Eden :D I LOVE your renders! I've been rendering for well over a year at this point, however I only stuck to the super basic stuff since it took me a year before that to even know how to do it at all. I've wanted to up my game and get to where you are now. I'm SO SORRY if this question was asked already (I haven't gotten too far in your posts yet), but;
How do you personally edit your renders? I understand you use photoshop, but how do you do it exactly? Your renders have that kind of digital art style, like you drew them yourself. Feel free to be as descriptive or brief as you'd like!
Hi Eden!!! Thank you so much! 🥹😍♥️
I've followed you back and glad we're moots! I'd love to see some of your work!
I'm not sure if I've answered this before but I'm happy to answer it again! Also I haven't advertised it in a while (and I really need to try to get up a new tut, maybe soon), but my alt account is a Render School where I post tutorials, with plans to post editing tutorials in the future!
But honestly as far as my editing, I really don't do much.
Actions are my secret weapon, and I have a few favorites/go-tos I'll link! A few are by simmers and a few are just action sets. I'm in a family of photographers, so I have access to a wealth of resources for my editing.
Sonder set by @intramoon
Cold Water set by @intramoon
Retro Prime photoshop actions
Indie camera photoshop actions
But my "secret weapon," as it were, and the set of actions that I think most helps me accomplish that digital art style is a set of actions that are sadly expensive and hard to find now.
My favorite set is by Totally Rad! and I think in recent years it's been folded in to this Pixel Sugar product on their website. I know that's a steep price point but it's possible you can find it around the corners of the Internet for less, or if you can't, you might be able to find "dupes" of the better ones, which imo are:
Technicolor dream world
Super Fun Happy
Bullet Tooth
Grandma's Tap Shoes
As for my method, I know a lot of simmers paint over their renders, and I've done that a few times but find I'm too impatient tbh. My goal is always to have to do only minor touchups over my renders and some color/vibe adjustments before the finished product. My "raw" files are always exactly what blender spits out for me, unaltered in any way except to resize them for Tumblr.
To get that digital art style, I'd recommend rendering with alpha details if you don't already. If your computer can't handle alpha cc in the game, DM me and I can give you some pointers (sneak peek info for a future tut lmao) on how to accomplish it without bogging down your game.
When I go into photoshop I adjust the brightness and contrast, as I tend to personally prefer high contrast pieces that contain dark subject matter but you can still see the details. Then I'll paint/blur/clone/adjust anything that needs it, then I'll "stack" and adjust a handful of actions before applying edge blur and vignette and any other color adjustments (levels, curves, etc).
That's a very oversimplified rundown of what I do, but really overall my editing process is simple. The bulk of my work happens in blender itself. I find that the more time I take to perfect the lighting and shadows and angles in blender, the less frustrating the editing process and the happier I am with the end result. So, that said, be sure you're spending a lot of time in blender getting the light and shadows to be exactly where you need/want them to be before running it.
I know this is a bit long I'm sorry! If any of it is super confusing or you'd like a more in-depth look at any of it please let me know! I do plan to do editing tutorials for my side blog, but the latter half of this year has kind of run over me like a train, and for now I'm just trying to get by day by day. But I'm happy to help if you have more specific questions!
& thank you again!! ♥️
#replies#thank you so much this literally made my day#I was having a bad one too ugh I needed this#mini blender tutorial#tutorial ish#sims 4 blender tutorial#sims 4 render tutorial#sims 4 editing tutorial#I can't tell yall how happy it makes me when yall love my work#legit holding back tears#♥️♥️♥️
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So I'm pretty excited about The Day the Earth Blew Up but I have to wonder if Marvin is gonna be in it.
Like, putting aside my bias for the character, I feel like it would just be a wasted opportunity to have a movie about aliens trying to blow up the Earth and NOT have him present. That's literally what his role in the show typically amounts to.
If he is in it, my prediction is that he'd have a rivalry with the actual bad guy aliens because Earth is HIS to destroy (or perhaps he has different plans for Earth) and thus he can't just let them blow it all up. As such, he'll end up teaming up with the Earthlings to save the Earth. Maybe he'll even end up turning a new leaf after working with Porky and Daffy to stop the invasion, forming a genuine friendship with them.
#looney tunes#the day the earth blew up#daffy duck#porky pig#marvin the martian#honestly i really just wanna see the daffy and porky and marvin trio back in action (no pun instead)#plus after what happened to marvin in space jam a new legacy i think he deserves to be a legit protagonist for once#(yes I'm still bitter about that)#listen I'm a simple autism creature you give me some decent marvin content and I'll be happy#all that said I'm pretty sure I'd still enjoy the movie even if marvin isn't in it#but if he's not in it it'll probably be like my one gripe i have with it
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(//i don't normally do text but cw in the tags erm. i went a little off track)
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii lightbulb#daily lightbulb#scribbly bulb#god. ohh my god. im not doing so hot yall#once again i apologize for suddenly halting on posting; ive had a couple rough days recently and it's constantly crashed my motivation to#even QUEUE SCREENSHOTS. my mental health has been so messed up too and i just had to take a step back#for starters. happy birthday to my baby sister that was born yesterday. like legit. im a big sister now#it's hard getting used to it; i was never good with change#secondly; like in the 100 post i've gained a new fixation thats unfortunately pushed ii to the side#i have adhd and autism so its hard for me to keep up with such a daily routine that includes a media i may end up losing interest in#i LOVE lightbulb and i LOVE ii i just.....need a bit#thirdly; i actually havent seen inside out 2 yet. might end up watching it this week or next week though which will be fun#while waiting in the hospital inside out was playing on the room tv so i wanted to draw smth to get my thoughts out#inside out is one of my favorite. modern? disney movies. rlly means a lot to me.#sorry for ranting i shouldnt dump all my life problems on yall LMAO you just wanna see lb pics#anyways posting will try and resume! cant afford to slack off with ii 15 being so close#if anyone is reading this ty sm for liking my silly blog and i hope you have a good day/night#102
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the reason why im mad af @ ludger:
he gaslit casey, his own best friend, into believing that he was the criminal mastermind.
she learned the truth via memory storming and fully blamed herself / her incompetence for his downfall and his suicidal ideation.
she apologized to him, but he never corrected her on it, enforcing her belief that she was indeed at fault despite knowing fully well that it's not the case.
their brief "reconciliation" and his "forgiveness" towards her mean nothing because despite her efforts to fix their relationship, ludger's suicidal ideation remains throughout the story, and in the end, he even acted upon it. during his absence, casey very likely still has to live on for three years with the belief that she was the one who was responsible for the death of her best friend.
ludger never bothered to fight for his good ending, yet he gets everything.
casey fought with her life for his good ending, and for that, she lost everything, including her only companion.
#rant#aup spoilers#if they do not address this in the side stories im gonna go apeshit fr#ludgers gonna catch these hands#you are mentally 40s. luddy. fuckin act like it.#bro legit got no character development for the entire novel but he still got a happy ending bc everyone pitied him........#meanwhile caseys entire life got fucked over bc of her curiosity towards a math nerd lmfao#curiosity killed the cat but there was no satisfaction in this that could bring it back#its a miracle that casey didnt end up offing herself as well due to what happened to ludger#it could so easily have been a romeo and juliet situation lmfao
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hiiii mags ^^ hru? Are you drinking water and making sure to eat :)
Hi :3
I actually have been drinking water and eating lately, I know, even I'm surprised!! Although I do think I'm coming down with something.. lots of pressure in my head and the start of a sore throat 😭😭 It always happens when we get our first snow.....
I've been drawing on and off but I just don't feel like I have enough actually completed to my liking to come back to posting, and I haven't been able to get myself to draw every day either. My goal rn is to get some of the stuff off my list done before I come back to posting so it shouldn't be too much longer but I feel like I've been saying that forever now (and if I'm actually getting sick that's not gonna help.....😭😭)
Thanks for checking in!! It means a lot <3
#super nice to hear from you!!!#I legit was so happy getting this#i will say...#i do have something wonderfully cursed#in its own way..#if you wanna see it before i come back to posting???#for your eyes only 👀#while its early anyway..#its so dumb honestly 😭😭#magsterdragster answers
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blargh
#logbook#i legit did not want all my first textposts of this year to be mostly neg but like. whew. gotta expell this shit somewhere.#found out rent went on the trip she'd planned for my bday without me. lol ok. . .this is after she *couldnt* help me yesterday#and texted 'sending you prayers'. . .meanwhile other rent who i also have issues with.#made zero issue abt picking up a few things from the store including meds. and also picked up food that i did not have to pick out or order#and then was like 'call if you need anything' DAMN thats crazy dog.#im so mad she texted me this morning and asked what my symptoms were and i said same as yesterday. . . .and then she hasnt responded!#honestly fuvk her snd fuck my life. grateful to my 2 coworker friends who texted me happy bday. .idk i just hope no fever 2nite with meds#also my ex hasnt texted me today either. .i know you know its my bday. i texted you AND got you a gift. which i dont expect but. text?#going back to rewatching holly play psynauts. thsnk you to everyone who said hi today appreciate you<3
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ok i might be talking complete nonsense here, but. the Strict Order as a metaphor for an author facing writer's block.
"the Strict Order abandoned the world," yeah if i wrote a sweet potato story where the main character just keeps suffering with no sign of resolution, i'd drop the story too (<- has actually done this with a tesilid fanfic orz)
"The world rejected the Strict Order's abandonment, so to keep the world going the Strict Order made Tesilid keep rewinding time." That's just like when you get stuck at a certain point in the plot and keep rewriting the events leading up to that moment to try to make it work. nods sagely i understand. i too make my OCs go through scenarios lots of times until we get it right. sometimes it takes months. sometimes it never works.
"The saintess only exists in timeline ~86," oh yes, the classic 'idk how to solve this problem so i'll introduce a new character' trick. i'm familiar
"okay but if time looping is the Strict Order rewriting the story, then why can Tesilid remember it" because the author already wrote those scenes and it'll be sad to throw them all out. and also it's a cool gimmick to have a regressor story. (<- has drastically changed the premise and worldbuilding of a story just to make an alternate timeline relevant before)
"what about ailette's existence--" same as muriel, where you insert a new character in hopes of solving a plot problem. except this time the characters write the plot themselves, because just this once you give priority to their character traits & goals rather than where you thought you wanted the plot to go. (tesilid has someone he can be himself around and who can do certain things on his behalf, instead of being fully constrained by his obligations. ailette gets insane buffs instead of being restricted by the world's difficulty.) therefore the chars now have more agency and are not only solving problems, but also taking the story in a direction you never would have thought of before. (whatever the hell tesilid and ailette are cooking rn, separately, which is surely going to result in interesting developments later on)
tldr; the strict order as a metaphor for an author who hit writer's block. their friend World Shaper inserts their OC Ailette in and their writing style is to let the characters run away with the plot. it works. world shaper and all their friends are co-writers working on the story together and reacting to it in real time.
#s-class heroine spoilers#if the themes of this story are actually orv-esque in that it becomes meta about the writer-reader-char relationship#then my mind will actually be very blown#like im extrapolating a lot here#im only able to make these comparisons bc orv changed the way i read fiction forever#anw no one tell me if i got it right i legit have not read any spoilers#im at mirror dungeon now#wait maybe im onto something#the timelines being linear and not recursive (ie. reed does not have his own ailette) makes sense as well bc with this timeline#the story has finally reached its end and the authors can put down their pens#no more writing no more regressing in order to get scenarios right#like SPOILERS FOR ORV SPOILERS FOR ORV SPOILERS FOR ORV MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ORV#LIKE RLY MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ORV IM SO SERIOUS#like for orv it makes sense that the timeloops are recursive#because YOU are kim dokja#the story keeps being written bc the kimcom want kdj back#there is no world where the regressions wont occur bc yhk want each other to be happy#and they will keep the timeloop going if thats what it takes to keep the other alive#yhs dooms the world with her pen (keyboard) because she wants that teenager to live#because she realised he will type 'how to survive' and she wants him to survive no matter how cringe he is#no matter how ruined the world he will be living in would be#woah.... fuck orv (positive)
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Currently I have so many bg3 saves bc I refuse to delete my old ones that will likely never be finished (first ever gameplays, not optimized, everytime I open one I get overwhelmed and stop), but also because I keep making new games with the specific purpose of romancing a certain companion, seeing special dialog, doing a specific style of run, or getting an achievement on steam.
#simon says#currently the 4 that I have right now are fun but I wanna do a new one bc I like making characters and being silly#so far I have:#sad bardlock that was originally going to be a no-romance 'everyone's worst ending' run but then I finally decided to romance shadowheart#since the two of them absolutely give off sad lesbian vibes and just seem to make eachother better#because a doom and gloom bardlock constantly saying 'that sounds lovely :)' to anything shar related quickly made Shadowheart happy#next up is big hulking non-lolthsworn drow who is a cleric of Mystra#because I want to see how a cleric of mystra works with Gale and so far it has SUCH fun interactions#... Jak'ith. my gith jack-of-all-trades romancing Lae'zel#i would be a liar if I didn't say doing a legit jack of all trades run as a gith romancing Lae'zel wasn't the most fun out of all my saves#the interactions are so fucking funny I love it#like I highly recommend a gith lae'zel romance because it's so much fun just bouncing back and forth in dialog#and I got REALLY into stealing after playing Jak'ith so I made a duegar thief who is gonna eventually be a druid#and im gonna make her an exclusively Halsin romance bc I saw some of the duegar dialog options with him and I thought it would be funny#since my last Wyll romance went south (i had hubris in honor mode and lost it all) and I have still yet to romance Karlach or Minthara#those 3 are on my list for characters to make and play bc I haven't explored those routes yet#i also want to try doing a true goody two shoes durge run and a true evil durge run#obviously the evil run will probably be the Minthara romance#also on this list I am ignoring Astarion bc I have romanced him twice now in my two old durge runs so unless I can think of something unique#then im not doing anything with him for a while#well except playing as him#i got an old playthrough with him I should continue bc I wanted to see what his origin stuff would be like in act 3#at some point I do want to origin run all the origin characters bc it sounds really cool#but I want to get a good idea of their character arcs before I do#also for the achievements:#Jak'ith is the jack of all trades no Withers help achievement#My bardlock is the busking 100 gold one#and I want to do a punch drunk build at some point#which would probably be a monk bc of the drunken master robes you can get#but yeah I will probably end up with like 8 or more saves in the end
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My niece has gotten really into warrior cats and is mid process of building a makeshift fursuit for herself for our upcoming anime cons this summer. I swore to her up and down I'd take her, but she'd have to handle her outfits herself and let me tell you she is DETERMINED to get this suit together by herself. It genuinely makes me so happy to see her finding herself and putting her effort into creating her art and self-expression .
#summer shut up#family#my niece is now 11 you guys. the last time i took her to a con she cried and never wanted go back bc the fursuiters scared her#now shes getting into that kind of thing and admittedly its kind of scary to watch and allow her to find out the stuff she likes but hey#as long as it makes her happy and shes monitored so no weirdos come after her im fine with it#ive never been a furry or really in the community but ive always had friends who have been and she thinks its the coolest#she wants a legit fursuit so bad though but of course i do not make that kind of money and she is only 11 so she wants to make do
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dude i miss communications. i was so talking to one of my guys about it bc i was super into ghost and pals during like my middle school yrs, like. 2016-18 area? maybe even 2015 honestly. and i was on quotev mainly as my social media and my friends and i would roleplay the communications characters and i was always henry with the one time exception of playing nancy i think. and my friend jamie was behind one of the biggest if not second biggest communications confessions blogs on here at one point. and goddamn.. we all made like fan ocs to roleplay too... it was so fun. and then the jelf the elf joke, my ex boyfriend and i made like a jelf the elf takeover over on quotev for it and it was pretty sizable. and then the fuckin youtube comment on ghostie-p's album upload on spotify thats like "thanks to you..." was a comment my old friend juice's little brother left on one of their songs because juice always listened to it and annoyed their brother with it! shit is fucking crazy honestly its so weird to think about... i literally dont talk to any of these people except for one of them anymore and hes like a little brother to me. life is genuinely so crazy. the world is a small and crazy place
#wyatt says#like fnaf and cp and ew were like some huge fandoms for me when i was younger#but other than fnaf i think my biggest and most formative fandom experience was goddamn the ghost and pals communications fandom.#Literally insane#like i still love their shit and keep up with it and have all of their old stuff backed up on my phone#since you cant find it anywhere legit anymore#and i remember where i was for most of the uploads past communications#like amygdalas ragdoll#and hyperdontia and fucking broadcast illusion and appetite of a people pleaser#like holy shit lmfao#literally listening to star of the show rn 👆#moving forward i think im repurposing my old communications oc and im gon a make fan cases#and i think i might go back to drawing fanart for the songs#im so sad i dont have my old happy days fanart and my old tumblrs been deleted for a long while
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I've been having a really hard time lately cause ive been feeling like i'm not wanted or cared about by the ppl around me and it hit me especially hard at work so I took some time after my shift to destress by walking around the shopping center i'm in. I ended up having 2 separate long ass convos with these total strangers, one at a GameStop and one at a pet store and both explicitly told me how much they enjoyed the conversation and that they wanted to see me again. Man....there really is some real shit behind the whole go out and talk to strangers thing
#vark posts#one of them even gave me his insta and directly told me wanted to be friends#god damn#and both of them were very active in the convo and there weren't any awkward pauses#so like i could legit tell they WANTED to talk to me which is just mindblowing to me#made me feel more like a person then i have in awhile#and they both were tellin me some slightly personal things too which felt really nice to be trusted with#like nothing super crazy but shit you wouldnt tell everybody ya know#and these 2 convos happened back to back#like i left gamestop and immediately went yo the pet store#the thing about the pet store too is i got there right before close and i was super apologetic and said i just needed to check something#i had met her once before so i wasnt some random person to her so it was chill#i literally ended up staying there 40 mins after close just talking to her#i kept apologizing saying she could kick me out but shed brush it out cause she like wanted to talk to me and really didnt care#how late it was#ik im rambling about something that is probs SUPER mundane but it made me feel so whole so im super happy :^)#i still got hella issues with some ppl around me but strangers make it feel like itll be ok
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