#leech is useless

[nando161mando]

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

one of the things ive been enjoying recently is allowing myself to focus on the obsessions - like going through a patch where i listened exclusively to abba, then it switched to carpenters, and reading about them and stuff. rather than trying to be moderate to a degree, and listen to other music when i really wanted to listen to these things, i was allowing myself to listen to them.

but it's like... i've stopped caring. about anything. i'm listening to carpenters right now, the 250-song playlist i made by listening through their entire discography and adding the songs i liked. it's very pleasant, but it's... not making me happy, i don't know. i'm just ambivalent. who the hell cares. about anything.

[des-no9]

i re-read 'first among many' bc i was also doing another bout of my re-reading all of voss' in-game dialogues to get his voice right and got feelies about the githyanki sign of submission of laying down sword at feet and now i'm having a crisis that I've regressed in my writing skill and I'm actually awful

i think I need to take a couple days break from writing i think im in that so in my head been working on a project non-stop for a while and all I can see is it being absolute fucking shite idk

[tamagotchikgs]

realizing if i get this job i will b the only person in the house with one

[wickershells]

GOD BLESS OASISMANIA IT IS A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL THING

[masked-and-doomed]

Nothing I do means anything to her so really why should I still live?

[dragonling348]

Kids these days don't even know how to operate the simple and helpful medical tools called leeches. They're literally sooooo stupid and we're awesome and better because we still know how to use leeches. Stupid fucking kids with their band-aids and nyquil they'll just never get it.

[leeeeeeeeech]

?

According to some more recent articles and studies, there's some evidence that suggest your brain activity doesn't stop immediately after you die.

There can be up to thirty minutes of activity. Hence the "life flashing before your eyes" hypothesis!

[cringefaecompilation]

okay, i am all for laudna finally removing herself from a co-dependent relationship with her patron. but here's something that i've never seen anybody talk about, especially given what almost nearly happened during the fight with that bird.

if she does go forward with this, no matter whom she chooses to serve... is laudna going to become alive? like, is delilah briarwood, specifically, the only thing keeping her from being revived with a life of her own? if she either chooses to worship someone else or kill delilah herself, is she going to wake up completely powerless like fjord did, but with a heartbeat and warmth in her skin?

because when otohan killed her again, the crew had to ensure that she would not turn undead, and FCG's Turn Undead spell would not have OHKO'd her either (matt checked the handbook and confirmed that).

or is she just going to still be a zombie, but now without the sword dangling over her head reminding her that she has to kill to be alive? will she finally be at peace again with what happened to her? is she still going to keep Hunger of the Shadow? if she does choose sehanine, is she going to use it and it makes catha glow a little brighter? or is it going to work different with another patron?

[sevicia]

I hate it when I start blaming others for stuff that is ultimately my fault. Like can we get a grip please.

[loungemermaid]

not to be a whiny little bitch on main but like, actually shocked and appalled that my disability disables me.

[evnne]

I'm gonna kill someone why don't these fuckihn agents take the rented places off of their websites

[megatron-moving-to-megatron]

overheard some pompous overpaid office worker shittalking the portland teachers strike and gave him the dirtiest look

[transrathma]

i'm allowing myself to be excited for this upcoming year of dragonflight and the war within to follow idc i allowed myself to be excited for dragonflight and i haven't been disappointed. i think the most important thing about this current expac and the upcoming ones is that both developers and players allow themselves to genuinely enjoy the game. i feel like theyre showing us a lot of transparency and sincerity in what's going on with the game these days so honestly i'm taking everything in good faith atp

[britneyshakespeare]

i am so fucking mad about jag

[geroya]

EXCUSE ME? EXCUSE ME???????????????? BELOVED XINGCHEN MEETING NOT!ZOE? EYE 👁👄👁

trying to be normal about not!zoe & then my brain is like hey hey what if !! what if !!! 

yeah !! like exes xingzoe, EXES xingzoe (already a concept i am. INSANE about). they're the sort of exes who do still care about each other who broke up, maybe not on the Best terms (bc things were said / left unsaid) but how do they stop LOVING each other?? when the big, underlying reason they broke up was bc zoe can’t stay & xingchen HAS to. zoe’s this constantly moving object that was, IS, always searching, looking, could never sit still, and never would no matter how much she was insistent on returning to (or staying with….) a place she could consider HOME and xingchen?? they can’t leave. they’re rooted to their planet & their home their sect the ideals they were raised on like a god damn mountain. but they wouldn’t be their father, they wouldn’t CAGE zoe so their break-up ends like that. with zoe rushing forward and xingchen staying behind, both of them letting the other go bc they love them so so much and it would mean a decay of the other if they stayed. 

so i can only IMAGINE how fucking SHOCKING it might be for xingchen to meet not!zoe, the double of the woman they love. like and also going crazy about the concept of not!zoe being formed from/during the time before zoe went to space, so she is completely foreign to anyone zoe has met during her runs in space bc not!zoe hasn’t been there, she hasn’t been through that. so for xingchen to meet her, she’s something they’ve never seen before of zoe. 

i do think. that they ARE endeared by her, despite how it makes their stomach churn and chest hurt. like there is a large feeling of WRONGNESS about not!zoe and xingchen recognizes her face as their ex-lover’s, who they are still a bit sold on. so it’s like. even if not!zoe kills a person and then turns on xingchen, they’d probably still hold their hands out to her & hold her the same way they would for zoe, but it’d be a bit more shielded. like don’t… dont play with my heart. don’t look me in the eyes and lure me in or something like that. you know?