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i listened to the fall out boy version of we didnāt start the first (listing 1989-2023 world events) and can i just say. first of all the original song is silly and not that deep in its commentary but at least it was like an original idea. thereās a reason your 11th grade history teacher played it in your class in the cold war unit, right? it sets a scene and a mood without even having to do anything but listing a bunch of pop culture and political iconography. but thereās also like, a sequence of events. fobās really just throws events and names of things together sloppily in no particular order other than if they kinda rhyme. it has a lot less impact when thinking about the recent historical or present moment bc itās just likeĀ āthing you remember, other thing you remember, other thing you rememberā but from one object to the next they have no particular connection to each other in space or time. itās poorly associated.Ā
#i'm not a huge fan of the original but i do like billy joel as a songwriter... though we didn't start the fire is not his best#it's fine. it's got a point but not a very deep one.#it's more just like an *interesting* song to *think* about and feel#that's kinda why remaking it is also weird in the first place? make your own song about recent history#bc there's actually SO LITTLE said in the original we didn't start the fire. the only commentary is in the chorus and it's not that deep#i'm not mad that it exists but it's kinda like. why#idk this is some shit pete wentz would find deep and powerful that's all i can say#text post#sorry fob fans if you find this text post bc i'm not censoring the band's name. we used to have a tumblr tagging system#that was great where i could simply not tag the name of your favorite band and you wouldn't find it in a search but now tumblr's broken#im not here to start drama ive actually liked a lot of fall out boy's music in my life i'm just not impressed by their new stuff#but by the looks of it neither are a lot of you so. idk i come in peace.#leave me alone don't send me hate#(idk if tumblr fob fans would do that but ive had twitter fob fans come at me for saying slightly critical things)#(that's why i dont use twitter anymore among several other great reasons)
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y'know it's such a shame we didn't get any new episodes for the 60th anniversary of Doctor Who, but I guess I'm still riding on the high of Jodie Whittaker regenerating into Ncuti Gatwa, like what a moment, right? He looked so incredible in her burnt out clothes and I can't wait for his first ep where we get that classic post-regen loopiness as they try and solve an alien threat whilst staggering about in the previous regeneration's clothes - and also getting to own that moment, their first episode without being overshadowed by the person they were before? š Anyway, at least on the plus side we got that ten and donna episode Wild Blue Yonder from s4 that they pulled out of the depths of the BBC archives? Like wow! What a find! Such a fascinating story, I'm gonna be thinking about it for weeks. And the way that it predicted Flux before it even happened? So so cool! But anyway mostly I'm excited to see the Fourteenth Doctor and Ruby in the Christmas Special š
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw 60th#rtd negativity#but in a non-negative way?#will be real - if you guys liked it then power to you I'm really happy for you#but my feelings were meh to ugh#loved the toymaker stuff though? that was awesome#and obvs wild blue yonder was a JOY#but. hm.#please don't send me hate please please if you liked it just leave me alone SKSKSKSKKSKSKS#this is for everyone who just wants to ignore it peacefully SKKSS#unreality
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LOVE putting so much work into a fic only for it to literally get one, maybeeeeee three comments per chapter update if I'm lucky š
#i don't even get likes on my fics anymore let alone comments or reblogs#the absolute clownery of me being worried about people sending me hate over a fic#as if anyone even will ever read it in the first place#like no i don't write fic for engagement#but i am wondering what the point in posting them is anymore since clearly no one but me cares about them#ugh ignore me i'm just pouting and feeling sorry for myself#huge hugs and kisses to my one loyal reader on ao3 who never fails to leave a comment on my updates#you are an angel and at this point i am posting only for you darling#lily babbles
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Turning anon off for a few days. I'm literally not on tumblr atm except earlier when I posted twice please leave me alone š„¹
#-ĖĖ ą¼»sunlit serenade#tw vent#<- ???#I have no idea what's even going on I have that person blocked and frankly do not care#I'm in the process of considering to leave entirely so I'm barely on this app#I don't even have the time for these things let alone would I ever send anon hate#I just blocked and reported every hateful ask I've got over the last 2 days#what is wrong with some people just leave me alone I'm minding my own business talking about 2d dick
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(can't believe we said apostrophe, sorry i thought we were good at punctuation. it's the headaches/busy day i guess... it is this guy ")
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#redoing that hahaha#leave me alone okay i did it right the first time#also yeah sure i'll open my inbox but dont send hate please. i'll delete it#i know they don't always look different but like. i think they're different if the ( and ) are different right?#shrug. that's why i am asking
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The people youre talking about were friends way before you showed up why are you making this such a big thing
i didn't even name anyone y'all don't even know what users i was referring to š "before i showed up" some of the users didn't even join the fandom until long after i did so what are you talking about.... not that you would know that since i was purposefully vague and never named them ā ļøā ļøā ļø
#if y'all hate me why do you keep sending me asks#actual fan behavior#one thing about me is once i block someone i leave them tf alone and don't interact#asks#anonymous#'such a big thing' i literally cant rejoin the servers bc the mods/owners actively dislike me and id be putting myself in a bad position#i cant interact with many fandom events because the people who organize them have me blocked so i can't even see the posts š#and have yall missed the one billion posts ive made in reference to having rejection sensitive dysphoria and literal psychosis like#my brain is only capable of making a big deal out of every little thing i am openly mentally ill š
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Dear citizens and illegal immigrants of OnyxVille,
I, Mayor President King Queen Slay Onyx, can no longer continue to govern this magnificent city without acknowledging a growing problem in our humble community.
As I write this, our quaint but friendly town counts 33 residents registered in the database. I am not aware of the number of illegal immigrants that may inhabit the town without making their presence known with likes, replies, or asks.
This possible unregistered presence is actually linked to the very subject of this letter, as I have noticed that only a handful of the 33 citizens, as in like 4 or 5, choose to interact and participate in town events and council elections.
As you may know, the town's laws concerning residency, immigration and citizenship application are flexible and we do our best to avoid mirroring dehumanizing administration procedures present in other towns or cities. We are glad to have you around and want to make sure that the paperwork and application for temporary or permanent stays are as straight-forward and painless as possible.
We would also like to remind you that the small population makes it easy for the Council, and for me, Ultimate Slug King, to take care of you, interact with you, and most importantly take your input into account to better our town. Your opinion matters and your demands will be answered. (Not necessarily granted but you'll definitely get some kind of answer. The content of said answer has no legal obligation to be polite or agreeable, and besides, fuck you's are healthy to hear from time to time.)
We guarantee that any and all forms of contact will be dealt with immediately, directly by CouncilMembers or My Own Person. We are very involved. (phone tumblr all day tumblr tumblr)
All in all, the objective of this message is to encourage all registered residents and citizens to be more active and involved with this town's community, and to inspire all potential citizens, or illegal immigrants, to make their presence known and get their residency visa stuff sorted as soon as possible.
- your awesome cool leader, Onyx
#guys literally i'm right here and have no life INTERACT!!!#STOP leaving me alone#and if you dislike something i post#express that too#tell me your thoughts#tell me you don't care#tell me you do#don't silent-follow!!! wtf!! why am i 85% of the time alone on here#nobody answers my questions or sends any asks or nothing#except for a few of my friends#and you KNOW how much i hate those idiots
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#sometimes u have a day thats just so. i cant even. its seems 2023 is my year of rage#directionless rage. i guess im mad at me but instead of being directed inward it just goes out into empty space#im just fucking. im at my saturation point#its a good thing i stopped taking measurements yesterday and went to the store tomorrow bc im so fucking#mostly bc i noticed a problem with the code for a paper that is fucking less than a day away from being locked in on acceptance#and now its like fucking i have to go through and change a lot and im also less than 48hrs away from another massive project starting#that will occupy my whole fucking waking nightmare of a life. so its a good thing im level headed. its a good thing i can accept my fuck#ups with honestly. bc im so fucking. ive had it. im up to fucking here with everything and i just want it to be done#im fucking full of bitterness and black bile and i want to break things. and whose fault is it? fucking mine#bc im too fucking exhausted constantly all the time to fucking pay attention to what im doing and notic that a fucking function isnt#working properly. fuck u fuck u fuck u. so what r we gonna do abt it?#idk well see what my boss says. i already texted her that news and its good bc at least i caught it but god its so fucking irritating#god. will i b told off for this? maybe. i probably deserve it. haha if so that will send me for an absolute tailspin. i cannot stand to#feel ive done something wrong. even when i kno i have. last time i had a total freakout meltdown and made v bad choices and that wasnt even#this bad. so its a good thing im currently fairly stable bc the desire to make bad choices is very strong#im just so sick and tired of everything and i want to let things implode bc im vindictive against myself. but we must not do that we must#be reasonable. so idk we may have to withdraw the paper. whatever i dont give a fuck. itll get accepted elsewhere. i dont fucking care#leave me alone to dissolve into the dirt and set my data ablaze to be helpful to no one. erase my Prospective impack. i don't fucking care#anyway today sucked. i might have to stay up all night trying to fix this. ensuring that i fuck up the start of the looming project yayyyyy#i hate it here. i stopped having fun over a year ago#itll b fine. im just fucking. im full im impotent rage#unrelated
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so I wasn't expecting my khux gameplay post to blow up this much because normally I just shout my khux thoughts into the void and that's that, but it's been really amazing and heartwarming seeing everyone's personal experiences with khux, like I can't say enough how much I LOVE looking at everyone's additions and tags :)
I had tried writing a long post about some khux feelings but it just wasn't coming out right. this post isn't about the game this is about me sorry tl;dr I'm a very anxious person and I love to see other people just as excited about khux as I am because I feel better about how much I like it. which is A Lot
#sorry for being vulnerable it won't happen again /lh#the real tl;dr is that I feel very dumb and stupid and anxious all the time constantly for being obsessed with khux#but again everyone's responses made me feel so much better#like yes its a major source of joy for me but I get so anxious#and I dont really talk to people at all bc of it like discord servers are a special hell but I try anyway#and majority of my khux friends drifted away from it forever ago so I feel kind of really alone by myself#I just love other people's posts and content so much I feel so stupid in comparison- I look up to so many people in the community#making memes is such a great joy for me but I yearn for more yknow. I can be a serious artist past all my clown behavior I promise#I mean all my fics are very serious and angsty but no one reads my writing Im not too confident on regularly posting it so its fine really#I'm just in my own echo chamber on here and I always assume everyone hates me or is at least annoyed by me#like people don't really comment on things I make or send me asks or message me#so not getting feedback except a decent number of notes on my posts is like. not the best#im not guilt tripping people into interacting with me really its fine I swear Im just having my own issues#really dont feel you have to because also Im really bad at conversations fr#my personal tag is 'im rambling' for a reason#but anyway this is my house and if people don't like it they can leave#at the end of the day I love to just create for my own enjoyment#and if people like it too then that's great!!!!!#but I'm also still very anxious all the time
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lying on the floor face down
#i want to stay like this and never get up#im getting flooded with never ending messages from 39363828236 people where do i find the energy to reply#half of them just want me to send them school stuff i spent hours on and trying to politely decline is costing me so much energy#i hate it here#i have literally two friends and others forget i exist why're all those people messaging me all of a sudden#no one's even going to be like hey how are you doing today it's always can you send me this did you already do this#no i didn't please leave me alone or at least dont treat me like air when you see me at school#and on the other side i have voice messages from my friend which are solid 20 minutes of rambling about bak//udeku fanfics#i love her but i don't think im strong enough for that
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look this is getting boring. "omg don't vote billy" blabla come on let people like whatever characters they want. I myself picked Alexei because he was such a cutie but have no problem if people like other characters. Learn to move on, gosh.
awww i'm so sorry i didn't want my mutuals to vote the stupid abusive racist guy i dislike š„ŗ that message and this blog isn't for biIly fans if you couldn't tell by how many of them i have blocked and also how much anti biIly ha.grove shit i rb <3 it was for ppl in my mutual group
#btw used capital i's instead of L's so it doesn't go to the dipshit's tag#leave me alone whoever u are ā¤#don't see me coming to random ppl's blogs i disagree with to be pissy#asks#anti billy hargrove#<- i ALSO use this tag for any posts i rb hating on the racist#so you can /avoid me/#because the only reason you'd send this is if u follow me or you actively searched the tags on that poll#so hey :) maybe don't search other ppl bullshit :) maybe you should. learn to move on. huh?#maybe you should let me hate whatever characters i want and express that disliking to my mutuals#in places where ppl who like the character won't find unless they're actively looking for it#don't you think that would be a Grand Old Time#avoiding ppl u dislike </3?#stay in your fucking lane
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i miss the angry teen version of myself :(
nowadays people blame me for whatever bad shit people put me through, because i'm too "nice"
#i think i mentioned the nursing home resident who sexually harnessed me#i told my instructor at work and she said men feel comfortable pushing my boundaries because i'm too nice#also god when i had someone showing up at my retail workplace like 5 times a day#sending me pictures of myself out about town#texting me from 3 different numbers#waiting for me after work#and my best friend told me i just have to say no#and that i wasn't convincing enough when i did say no and leave me alone before#god i hate describing myself as nice because it makes me sound like those fucking nice guys who are angry about women who won't fuck em#its just so exhausting i don't want to be angry and distrustful and on edge all the time
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my mother just called to tell me she has a cold, so she told the rest of the guests that were coming over for xmas tomorrow not to come, so it would just be her and me. and she doesn't want to risk them getting sick, but she'll mask and stay 6 feet away from me and it'll be fine because she doesn't have a fever
then was sad and tried to negotiate with and then guilt me when i asked if we could just postpone because i don't want to get sick either!!
and now i'm anxious and worked up because there's still a part of me scared shitless of disappointing my parents even though this is the logical step to take!! she can mask and stay 6 feet away from me all she wants but unless she's sanitized all surfaces in her house or masks 24/7 in her own house, i can still get fucking sick!!!!
#voxbox#i'm not thrilled with being alone on christmas - or leaving her alone on christmas - but i'm stressed with brandon's brother#being over and i haven't really slept since he got here. my immune system probably isn't up for fighting off a cold and then i'd bring it#home to brandon and his brother - who is also immuno-compromised#but i still feel fucking guilty and i hate it#if she tries to guilt trip me later about it i'm going to have the talk with her about discussing rejection sensitivity dysphoria with her#therapist#because objectively her plan of sending everyone else away because they could get sick but i can come over and it'll be fine is not#realistic and taking it as a personal slight when i say i also don't want to get sick is not reasonable#god i'm tired#the logical disconnect of mary and lee and brandon shouldn't come over because they shouldn't be getting sick right now but you can still#come over and it'll be fine if i mask and stay 6 feet away from you is just
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#tag talk#vent#'oh ford why don't you talk to other people' 'oh neverend why do you complain so much'#why don't you fuck the entire way off?#why don't you unfollow me and go get a life?#is my taste in art really that sublime that you put up with the ravings of a bumbling psychotic?#go get a fucking life and get out of my asks#if you hate me turning the voices in my head into tangible blocks of text that much then literally go anywhere else#cut out the middleman and follow the blogs I follow and cut me out of the equation entirely#seriously. you don't need me. you do not need me#either send us your home address so you can sink your teeth into our throat for real or just leave me the fuck alone
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you can do your tax yourself, don't believe what they say, it's easy
#i'm in the wrong industry and i hate it#just wait for sophia to get rid of me#please#no but it sucks#charging obscene amounts of money sucks#i don't want to#i suppose it's the same anywhere#my housemate/friend works in a law firm and sends invoices too i think jesus christ i couldn't cope with that#maybe i'm just upset because so much is up to shit#literally everything is up to shit#she could easily get rid of me like the new girl can do everything she'll be fine but also jesus christ i can't leave anyone with that mess#if sophia got rid of me then she'd be leaving the new girl to be doing all that admin alone#i've been there five years and couldn't cope doing the admin alone#would the new girl fare better????#idk
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Hi! You don't have to actually answer this but someone reblogged your art recently (lozhero) and I just wanted to let you know she is extremely and publically trans/queerphobic, just in case you are not comfortable with someone like this reblogging from you!
uuuhhh yikes...
I mean, I suppose I don't mind people like that reblogging from me, cuz its still, like, free notes. but like. If you're someone who follows me and ur against LGBT+ people, or ship things like incest or children with adults, just know that I don't want to talk to you. I can't stop u from existing or doing your thing despite me disagreeing with it, so lets please just agree to leave each other alone.
#josh talks#if anyone who follows me is anti-lgbt or are proshippers or any of that nonsense#if u leave me alone ill leave u alone#capiche?#i certainly don't respect you and im not exactly happy to have those types of people interacting with my stuff#but like. this is the internet. i cant keep all those sorts of people away no matter how hard i try#and im not going to argue about these sorts of topics since its rarely ever productive#fighting these sort of things online.#it usually just resorts to swearing and name calling that just makes everyone mad#and doesn't serve any purpose#so as much as i might hate someone who#(for example)#ships literal 12 year olds with adults I also know that going out of my way to interact with them#especially going in swinging with insults or any sort of anger really#will just end badly for myself. A lot of proshippers love to make themselves look like victims#by showing off instances of people yelling at them for their beliefs#so i don't wanna be a part of that#plus i also just dont agree with sending death threats or wishes of death upon strangers on the internet#even if they are garbage people#i just dont think wishing death upon others is something people should be so comfortable doing y know#anYWAY#basically when it comes to this sort of thing? please just leave me alone.#i get that i cant police what you do#so all i wish is that you dont invade my space with those sorts of things
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