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Coloured all my Killer and Cross cuddling doodles and now I'm just staring at them trying to decide if I wanna post the coloured in ones or just the outlines
#UTDR#Charlie Stuff#Like the first one I think looks better with the colours#But the others it's like ...ehh#They could go either way but I'm leaning towards they look better as just lines#But that means I wasted a bunch of time colouring them in#But does that look weird if one drawing is coloured in and the rest aren't??#Making decisions my beloathed
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fic posting again, whoops!! consider this a little taste of what's to come, i guess
#BECAUSE LIKE. UGH i'm VERY normal about thomas and arthur i NEVER post abt them but like#UGHHHHI HAVE THOUGHTS#like. imagine having to watch your best friend waste away after the death of his son. imagine having to see him crumple#in real time. imagine being the person he leans on for support. imagine him taking you for a LIAR. imagine him being mad at you#for something you didn't even do. imagine him KILLING you. your BEST FRIEND just killed you.#imagine him stuffing your soul into a machine. imagine him DISRESPECTING your dead body like that.#imagine not seeing him for 40 years. imagine being able to soak in your anger and rage about it.#imagine your best friend being there during the LOWEST point in your life. imagine him being like a rock for you. he'll do ANYTHING for you#so it's not out of the question to ask him to watch your family while you take time to yourself.#imagine noticing how... close he's getting with your wife. how strangely *close* they are now.#imagine seeing him standing in front of the charred remains of your home. the home he was SUPPOSED to keep safe.#imagine killing him. taking his life in the most violet way you can manage. imagine not entirely being yourself in that moment#imagine realizing what you've done. imagine bringing him back but it's all... wrong.#imagine running back into him DECADES later. and the first words out of his mouth to you are “ what the fuck did you do. ”#i just. GOD. UGH.#bonnie does art!!#andy's apple farm#thomas eastwood#arthur king#and like. i guess#andy the apple#claus the clock#considering they're being used as vessels for thomas n arthur
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Another question for the Skulduggery Pleasant fandom, because I've just finished reading the Haunted House on Hollow Hill, and I feel like I'm missing something.
Below the cut 'cause this is, y'know, a murder mystery
Do we get two explanations for how the police officer (Dudley) dies? First is that Grody killed him (and is used as an alibi for Grody & how there is more than one killer abroad) and the other is that Terry did it (and he openly admits it) - the second option is clearly the correct one, given the confession, but it just felt odd that there's not even a nod back to the first red herring.
#skulduggery pleasant#the haunted house on hollow hill#i enjoyed the book a lot! chuckled a lot#but#but but but it feels... still a lil rough?#like it could have gone through another round of editing to smooth it out#i did enjoy the clear riffing on the murder mystery genre (my beloved)#and the constable climbing back in through a window feels like a reference to the mousetrap play#but what the hell was with the 'dont you think its a waste when pretty people die' bit#like. i feel like maybe that was meant to be foreshadowing?? a very shaky maybe#but i feel like there should have been a reference back to it#and derek is doing his usual trick of inventing new magic mechanics we've never seen before#but thats par for the course so i cant be surprised#same with skullduggery's over complicated puzzle solving that are like#'ah yes this clue relies on such obscure knowledge and loose conjecture that none of this is logical anymore'#and sure. in a prev book this does get called out#and yet [gestures to this book]#look. i like riddles as much as the next person#but the sharp riddle barely made sense even when the answer was revealled#like. maaaaybe this was riffing on the overly complicated clues you get in murder mysteries?#but then that would really be leaning more on the sherlockian deduction trope#insane how many people leave full on escape room style puzzles just lying around in the SP universe#anyway. rambles over. feel free to shout at me why im wrong#but like i said this story just felt. rough.#i do think he has improved over the years#his descriptions are smoother than they used to be and more evocative#and the humour is still top notch
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every year around this time I rewatch Julie and the Phantoms, and every year I am reminded how much heart this little tween show about grief and hope has
#more thoughts in the tags#it is at times what the kids call 'cringe' - or it would be - if it wasn't so earnest#sometimes you don't need a perfect budget or 20-somethings pretending to be teenagers#or a large following or sequel appeal#sometimes you don't need big complicated anythings to make a story that ought to be told or a show that ought to be seen#sometimes you need to cast children as child characters#and come up with a theme that everyone can feel on some level [death] [hope] [love]#and choose loud colorful costumes and big cheesy music numbers and silly gags and over-the-top bully characters for the FUN of it#and pour every ounce of heart you've got into it and if netflix cancels it after one season? you gave that one season your all#jatp#there's a difference between big-budget stories written to profit from lust or shock or violence--#--and stories that are written for younger people and dealing with something people of all ages will eventually encounter#stories that are written about characters who lean on loved ones and focus on what they can do with what they've got#characters who are determined not to waste their lives or the gifts they've been given and instead to push on with excellence#specifically in order to benefit others#and what a bonus if the young lead actress is an incredibly-talented darling who is not sexualized by any part of the show in any way#what a bonus-bonus if the other protagonists are three good-looking dead dudes from the 90's (just because the writers COULD)#who are so openly affectionate and brotherly and huggable that you genuinely watch and think 'I hate that they died'. and you're SUPPOSED t#that it perfectly portrays what a real healthy best-friendship looks like - both for girls AND boys#that it perfectly portrays what TEENAGERS can be like#(not the high school. the high school is insane. it is cartoonish. I am 98% sure current high schools aren't blue and furry like that.)#and the main ship? luke and julie? that is seven-layer bean dip romance right there#like an onion. LAYERS to unpack#they did not have to make the ghost boy who seems most unbothered by death go back to his parents' home and weep#where he thought no one could see him. weep over lost time and past mistakes he can never take back. because he was loved#and loved unconditionally even if things were hard sometimes. kids need to see that in shows#they need to see that good parents are not perfect AND good parents love you. and that YOU are not always right#and that life is too short to let the sun go down on your freaking anger. open up your mouth and talk to the people you love and try.#the nuance of the bully character? that Carrie is a hard worker and talented JUST LIKE JULIE#and using it for ALL the wrong reasons in all the wrong ways
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i get so much whiplash every time u talk about cullen on here. do u love him? do u hate him? secret third thing??
sorry anon!
this is so funny to me though. i mean this so sincerely: i would be fascinated to hear where u got the idea of me being a cullenite from. i am not that!
i wouldn’t say i hate him either though. he’s not blorbo to me, but i do think cullen as a character has an interesting premise. his trajectory from da:o -> da2 is REALLY compelling to me (especially if we reject bioware retcon and run with the premise that he DID kill those apprentices at kinloch before he was transferred to kirkwall)
unfortunately, dai romance cullen is the least interesting his character has ever been to me!!
i do think digging deeper into the idea of the lyrium leash & the chantry exploitation of templars was the right move for inquisition, but i feel like we got that at the expense of actually dealing with anything that happened in kinloch and kirkwall? there was some dialogue about it, but overall the romance felt like one where you could easily have swapped in any templar at all, and it wouldn’t have changed a thing. i don’t think that’s true of sera and the jennies. i don’t think that’s true of iron bull & ben-hassrath/vashoth. i don’t think it’s true of dorian & altus mages. i think their romances and arcs are inextricable from their personal backstories in a way that cullen’s just doesn’t feel like it is!
all this to say dai cullen i could take or leave but da2 cullen “mages aren’t people like you or me” rutherford is a compelling character (w/ some rly crunchy reasons for being the Way He Is) + i think him and meredith have a really interesting dynamic there that i enjoy thinking about.
#i’m being rly serious tho pls come back and tell me what gave u the vibe that i was a cullenite. i NEED to know.#is this#cullen critical#idk#i’m not saying he should’ve been more contrite btw i think u can still get a lot of crunchy character moments out of a cullen who isn’t!#cullen getting wasted and asking leliana about her mage gf was GREAT. it’s fucked but it’s *something* yk?#guy who hasn’t been coping with his trauma and instead leaned further into substance abuse while inflicting harm on others is crunchy!!#let him be that!!!!!!! it would’ve made a more interesting romance (to me) if they’d just committed to it tbh
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Wooooo late night storm overthinking time where they just shove it all intoa tumblr post for no good fucking reason. Like 4 people are ever gonna see this n give two shits about me throwin a fit anyways. And that’s assuming it doesnt just get lost in the backlog.
God. Late nights are a double edged sword…
#strom.txt#vent#god. sometimes i dont know why i hate dms so much. some people im okay with. others im not#i know they’re busy. they’re all busy with life shit while im just wasting away trying to put together SOMETHING#that wont make my parents fucking disown me or some fucked up shit like that.#and im not even doing that properly. my stupid fucking ass is sitting here. waiting for something that’ll never come#dms just are too open i guess.#no topic. No predefined ‘this is what we do here!’ thing. not categorized at all. makes me feel like im intruding#im treading on ground that makes me uneasy and i dont even know if it’s because of the people#or if it’s because of me. but im more leaning on the latter since ive always deferred to#who i subconsciously view as in charge. im never in charge. all i can do is follow and wait for the opportunity to steer slightly towards#where i wanna go.#i know its dumb to think this way. my doc knows. i know. my s/o knows even my fucking cats know#but it’s a hard habit to break especially if its being reinforced Constantly#so here i am wasting away drawing other people’s characters but not my own#because I cannot see myself in places i do not belong#so i cannot put my characters in places they do not belong#*sighs* i really need to ger bettee at being assertive even if slightly#the amount of anxiety it wracks up though. makes the joy a little less worth it sometimes
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Made some moodboards for my ships >:Dc
Art creds: @/z0mbugs + @/frankenbridez
#these are fun to do#I like leaning into more of the music stuff with Nate#we practice together and then mostly waste time watching shitty horror movies and I make him watch me play games or smth#and then I lean heavily into the whole execution bit I have with Balsac I think it’s fun#but we can be sappy when I want to be heh#fullbody xplosion ⚙️💥#love bitez 🩸🎸
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DC should not only hire me as a writer but give me the full rights to Tim Drake: Robin so I can rewrite it and twist it into a horror series. HEAR ME OUT BECAUSE THERE'S SO MUCH POTENTIAL
#I was thinking splatterpunk/extreme horror at first#But might dial it down#Guys trust me it would be so so good#Especially in regards to the cult of Dionysus#There's is so much potential there that they WASTED#Gang I could do it so much better (trust me)#You're going to have a cult called the cult of Dionysus. An NOT lean into the Bacchae???#The actual cult that actually existed dedicated to Dionysus#tim drake robin#Yapadoodledoo: fandom edition
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Crafting update: I had the day off work, so I ran some errands and overdid it enough that my heart rate was acting up, so I decided it was a "sit and crochet" kind of day, except I overdid that too so now I have an almost-finished crocheted cauldron and a blister attempting to form on my finger, so no more crochet for me for a few days lol
#the person behind the yarn#crafting update#when I am sitting still I am mostly fine#but when I stand up my heart rate is in the high 140s#and gets in the 150s if I try to do such ambitious things as “walking” or “lift my computer”#this is not abnormal for me (POTS and salt wasting syndrome like to cheer each other on) but is inconvenient#I wore my compression socks doing errands and everything! I took salt pills before and after!#but it was one store too many and by the end I had to steal the shopping cart from my dad to lean on#oh well. sometimes you learn your limits the hard way#and this wasn't the worst way I could have learned I didn't pass out or even get close!#my new meds don't fix my health problems exactly but they do mean on days like this my blood pressure stays functional#like. my heart rate may be in the 150s but my bp is still >100/>60!!#which is a huge improvement on what used to happen on flare up days!#and I got a cheap paint by numbers kit from five below to try out#it is not good quality but that's okay I don't know what I'm doing anyway lol
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What if Floyd never went back to Branch not because he was unable to, nor because he didn't miss his baby brother, but because he was ashamed of who he'd become in the time since they'd last met, and he'd rather Branch remember him as he once was than see him as the disgrace he is now
#trolls#trolls Floyd#look I've been listening to the song Poison on repeat#and just the fact that they also kind of heavily leaned into the whole 'ring pops are drugs' thing in the movie#it got me thinking about Floyd being heavily addicted to some sort of illicit substance#i like the hc that he spent a lot of time with the rock trolls in their time apart#and like. rock trolls are pretty hardcore#not to mention like. maybe there are substances that are fairly common and relatively harmless for rock trolls#that would have become highly addictive and harmful to a pop troll like Floyd#and i mean it also probably would have been really easy for Velvet and Veneer to capture Floyd if he was too wasted to defend himself#but hey! what's a better form of rehab than being FORCIBLY kept from taking any drugs for two months because you've been imprisoned
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Got a bit monochrome over here lately, how about some eyestrain to change things up? :P
Concept Art thingie, the goal is to create a ready-to-go Squad of characters for RotOW. I kinda just want to sketch lots of wacky outfits and then pretend there's a use for them :³
#my art#sketchdump#ttrpg#character design#concept art#rebels of the outlaw wastes#RotOW#ocs#school stuff#uken#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#so far we've got:#blue - brains and gadgets - Moves&Tools#pink - rawker with superpowers and an attitude - Sway&Bullseye for the tricks#green - gentle giant cuddle tank - Muscles&Whoopass#yellow here is more alternatives to green bc I havent planned these out beforehand#but general Yellow will be Wheels and either Wastes or Science - leaning towards Wastes rn
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Choose your [fighter]
Wild and raging Keeper
Unshakable and stoic Keeper

#i mean#love the duality#if you've got time to “waste”#go and watch these 11 minutes but without sound#i can tell you#Kate Fleetwood's snarky and cunty smile#finally has some solide competition#this casting my god#leane sedai#wheel of time fanart#wot fanart#wot on prime#the shredding scene#my artwork#i'm not finished with this scene#sorry about the nuisance#wot s3
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i don't wanna know who i am, 'cause heaven only knows what i'll find. i don't wanna know i'm not capable of coming out alive. i don't wanna see what's inside. i think i would rather be blind. i don't wanna know i'm not capable, i'm capable.
- it's alright by mother mother —
@superboyandtheinvisiblegirls sent 🎨for a bucky and catalina aesthetic or mood collage.
— original images catalina: [x] | [x] | [x] | [x] | [x] | [x] bucky: [x] | [x] | [x] | [x] | [x] | [x]
texture credits! n/a
#ooc#crow edits#superboyandtheinvisiblegirls#bucky barnes : a wanted man#I hope this is in any way accurate#I did actually do research and looked through both her aesthetic tag and her musings tag#also I mentioned Hunger and then you gave a suggestion and then I was like 'i'm not sure... maybe Mother Mother has something'#I considered Burning Pile's opening verse but it looked shite#I also considered Body but like Hunger it felt like it leaned too far to one over the other#(Body was leaning towards Bucky)#so I ended up here#bcus there was a post on her musings tag about 'when Dale Cooper said‚ 'I don't know who I am''#so I took it as a sign!#also I almost finished this at one point then realised that somehow Bucky's background was lighter and more saturated than Cata's#and also that I fuckin hated it#so I started over and got this instead#sometimes you waste two hours making an edit you despise and then spend another hour and a bit making a far better one#forgot a tag#l o n g b o i#bucky and catalina : i don't have a tag for them oops
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Season three is smitten with its gorgeously plated delectables; let’s acknowledge the human cost of this perishable perfection, it whispers, while also savoring it. That’s more than simple decadence. Artful food prep edifies, this show believes. The Bear’s working-class characters experience life-changing transformations in the first two seasons, to genuinely moving effect. Tina (Liza Colón-Zayas), Marcus (Lionel Boyce), and Richie (Ebon Moss-Bachrach)—who prep food, make desserts, and host guests, respectively—enjoy an almost religious grace after making exacting, depersonalizing commitments to their crafts. They lose themselves in a calling and find themselves remade, members of an elect. They remain wage workers in a brutally exploitative industry and live in one of the United States’ most violently segregated cities, polishing forks and tweezing herbs for the rich. But they now belong to the kingdom of Art, The Bear reassures us. The Bear wants to capture the physically and psychically draining grind that makes haute cuisine go, while also adoring the food that business produces; it wants to send up the managerial abuse rampant in the fine-dining industry, while also heaping adulation on famous chefs, many of whom appear in cameos. Throughout, fine dining is something less than the act of “nurture” that Thomas Keller, who appears as himself, purports. But it could be, season three seems earnestly to believe, if only its talented stars would get out of their own way. There’s too much beauty in fine dining, too much painfully exquisite sublimation, too much clarifying elegance for it not to save lives. In its mimetic longing for that beauty and elegance—its hope that it might become as lovely as Carmy’s plates—The Bear loses its way.
#the bear#finished s3 a few weeks ago and i think this gets at many if not all of the problems with it#i did still enjoy it more than s2 despite it being objectively weaker bc it's clear now that the flaws are not going away lol#s2 felt like a wasted opportunity to learn from the mistakes of s1...s3 i just leaned into them
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#some oc stuff from procrastination#oc#webcomic#I think since the Francis fungi piece I’ve been trying to lean more into texture#it’s very chill rendering work#good for wasting time
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take a shot for every word you don't know the meaning of
#brb getting fucking wasted#im not sure what mspec is but i have a vague idea so not drinking#veldigirl? what is that a green girl#drinking#transx? drinking#what the fuck is shipcourse. is it discourse about ships? which ships#just say ship discourse if that's what it is#drinking as well#neutral ship anti ship leaning SPEAK ENGLISH#what does that MEAN#im assuming it's like#someone who doesn't like problematic ships but ultimately doesn't care that much ?????#also i think i know what endogenic is but im not sure either so im drinking to that and anti endo
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