i really dont want to do anything. there's no music i want to listen to or general yt videos i want to watch, no shows or movies i want to watch, nothing i want to draw, nothing i want to read, nothing i really just. want to do. i dont want to sleep or eat either
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I've heard a good deal about how ADHD makes it hard to regulate muscle tension the way a "normal" person would, and I've never really thought too hard about that until literally today, as I intentionally relaxed muscles which have been tensed since before I knew how to speak this language, and took a breath twice as deep as any I ever remember taking.
My shoulders are a different shape. They always felt the wrong shape, and tried as I might with pinning them back like I'd been haphazardly instructed, all I could achieve was a weird caricature of healthy posture. And now suddenly the muscle and fat, which has been a daily trigger for persistent, low-level dysmorphia for years, looks... right.
Why
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me: spends time reblogging everyone’s horizon photos but never posts any of my own
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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck
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Let's just cuddle naked and if it slips in, it slips in
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I'll tell you a secret... my name 'Sam' is short for 'Samson'.
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I’ve got the BG3 gang goes to a gala quest tadpole wriggling around in my head
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Can you guys guess my favourite character is kabru
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