#lauren 🌌

[killerqueen-ofwillowgreen]

🎉 Happy New Year!!! 🎉

2022 has been quite the year! It's had its sad moments, but I've met so many wonderful people, and done so many amazing things. Here's to a fresh start, and an amazing year ahead of us.

Mutual Appreciation Post :) (kind of a long post, messages under the cut)

@roger-s-maracas Syna, you are one of the sweetest, most lovely people I've met on Tumblr. I hope you have a good 2023, and that the new year brings you some peace 💕 (btw, I absolutely love your moodboards!)

@lis-likes-fics Lis, you have been such a delight to interact with and befriend. Seeing you pop up on my dash is always wonderful, and your writing is so incredible. I consider myself very lucky to be able to talk to you :D Have a great year lovie!!!

@lady-ofmischief We don't speak very much, but I'm very happy to see you on my dash! Your posts and edits are awesome, in particular I'm quite a big fan of your moodboards 💚

@nic-214 Meeting you this year was so great- I've really enjoyed all your crazy stories, and joining the OSC. Thank you for being a great friend, I hope you have an amazing 2023!

@rossmccallsqueen I will forever have good memories of you and your blog- your posts are always fun, and, you were my first mutual! I'll never forget being absolutely shocked when you followed me back, I was fairly new and I had lurked on your blog for some time before I had an account. Getting a follow back from one of the cool people was so great! Your writing is so gorgeous, and I aspire to be at that level someday ❤

@pearls-place Having you as a secret santa this year was really fun for me- I'd never done anything like that before, and getting to know you was really nice! I hope we can talk more. Your piano playing is excellent :)

@inthedayswhenlandswerefew Your blog was one of the first I'd look at when I was first getting into the fandom, and your writing is so beautiful 💛 How you manage to write such fantastic stories is amazing! (and you always have the best reaction images to asks :D )

@demo-wise Now, you were one of the first people I thought of as fandom royalty 💜 Your writing is literally godly, and I was (and still am!) so happy I get to be mutuals with you. My best wishes to you for the new year!

@neilsmirrorball I recently got into the DPS fandom (long-ish story), and your blog immediately looked interesting. All your posts are just so good, your brain is so big! I love it all, and I'm hoping we can get to know each other more ❤ Happy New Year!

And of course, special shoutout to @bluebunny780, my blorbo-in-my-notes. Happy new year darling!

[mental-health-advice]

Tag: 🌌🌟☔️

Heyhoo! First of all, thank you for all that you do!

My question is (tw: ) childhood trauma related. I'd love to see an external perspective on it.

(Update: this turned into a trauma vent, please, if any of you doesn't feel comfortable to read it, do not. I'd rather have it unanswered.)

Two of my great friends were both shook to hear when I explained to them (briefly, without details) how a few things were, how my Dad could sometimes be aggressive and why. But recently my doubts arose, and I feel like I have fooled myself.

TW: childhood abuse, neglect, suicide attempt mention, illness mention, cancer, death

My Dad was terribly critical and self-critical - you could say, self-hating - he treated both us and himself badly. His family was nothing ideal either; his father didn't care much for him (or at least he couldn't express it) (he was likely aggressive with them at times), the parents simply left the kids to live with their irascible grandma most of the time, so they will mean no trouble around their house. Throughout his life, he was constantly criticized for and forced to repress every emotion he had for the sake of practicality and "rationality." (Even though he used to be a deep-feeling, imaginative, idealistic child and I know deep at heart he still was.) As he grew up and got married, so he didn't have to face his pain and admit his parents wrongdoings, he adopted his father's ideology and declared that all that was done to him was fair and righteous and should be done similarly. He grew to hate his own emotions and was triggered by the emotions of others. The only thing he allowed himself to feel was "justified" (and desperate) anger, towards anything, but his parents. (Although he was rarely angry at strangers.) He decided that the only way he can be worthy is if he accomplishes something great, but his own perfectionism never let him. A few months ago he died in the same type of cancer his father had - he wasn't much older than 50.

I loved him dearly and I am still crying inside for the life he had never had. I was probably the closest with him, the translator and advocate between my Mom and Dad, although my Mom most of the time took it as "allying with the enemy." My Dad could be cruel to my Mom.

My Mom also came from an abusive household, her parents got divorced, her father had a drinking problem, her brother always mocked her, she was most of the time forbiden to leave the house, later her mom tried to make her stay by refusing to buy her any usable clothes. One time her mother attempted suicide and she saved her life. The sweet little girl who loved and kept hugging everyone became depressed by the age of 3.

My Dad's family only treated her worse than their son. She became often and chronically ill.

[Tragedy - I'm serious.]

And there come I, the oldest daughter. Slowly I understood that it was traumatic. That it was the reason for memory loss, nightmares, and self-destructive behavior. But recently I started to doubt, that it really was "bad". Maybe I was overreacting! And also, apparently, I was a heartless kid?? Because according to Mom I didn't have much empathy and didn't seek hugs. [I have an explanation for the hugs...]

Every since I was small, my Mom vented to me. She was often very frustrated and depressed, and often sick. My Dad was working (at the time and at home) and needed space so he sent us down to the playground. First, when I was a baby, with my Mom. Later with my little brother. It was a soulless, small, gray playground. Then two other every time we moved.

I was a reckless child, but I still can't remember nor imagine (neither did I understand it back then) why I got so many creative punishments. Even if they didn't actually fulfill their threats, I was threatened that I would stand in the corner for days, from morning (they'll wake me up!) to bed time, and if I opposed, I might not get dinner/food either. (I did stand in the corner, but not for that long - mercy) For a while I was banned from the few rooms we had in our flat and sat on the floor in the hallway. I was even forbidden from playing with the shoes. (What did I commit?? Who did I set on fire?? For reference: I was 4-6) I was forbidden from playing. One time I wanted to run away from home in a quarrel, (I was ~8) packed stuff in a small box and told Mom that I'm leaving, to which she replied that "okay, you can leave, but you'll have to leave here everything that we gave you." I angrily left the box (it was a tiny box) on the floor and took my shoes. "No-no, even your clothes." "None?!" "None." That was it.

Every single one of our flats was chaotic, complete disorder, either everything, everywhere or nothing nowhere. I remember once (age 5) Dad asked me to clean the room and so I put away all the toys in boxes in the closet (that's what it's called?) - he then came and poured out each of them onto the floor in a big pile again and said that we are going to sort them out all by type. He did this several times throughout my childhood, he always ordered us to tidy up then came and found mistakes in everything we do. He very literally criticized/corrected everything we did if he was in the room. When I made a surprise breakfast for the family, he changed everything on the table and me and my brother cried about it (Mom didn't even see it yet!) he gave us a cold shower. When he was angry, we hid from him under the bed and desk, or the bathroom. He didn't like that my little brother reminded him of himself, and I always tried to protect him. I was his "favorite" (my brother my Mom's) so when he got punished, I suffered from "survivors' guilt." When they argued my ears were red from pressing my hands so tight to cover them. He of course spanked us or slapped us quite a lot. (As I remember) (Mom did much more rarely.) Mom doesn't remember most of it. We (he) had debt, even Mom didn't know, and so there was no hot water, or heating in the flat from one point. We were forbidden to open the windows because then the cold'd come in. The air wasn't too fresh, and it was dark. We only ate bread and a cheap sort of sliced meet for a good while. It was a danger that "the government/the bank" would come at any time and take our furnitures. When they came, we hid our toys, when they left, I remember Dad complimenting how nicely we tidied up, "it should always look like this!"

When I was 6, I told myself a bedtime story in which I got into a hospital with a not-so-painful illness and lived there and been taken care of. I kept drawing comics in which a 4 years old little girl got lost in a forest (her Mom sort of left her) and lived there alone. It was my dream to get lost in a forest. In one "episode" the little girl (8 at the time) helped a mama bear out of a trap, healed, dressed, fed her and led her back to her cubs. But at home the papa bear was spanking all the 10 of them, because he was sleeping, the cave was too small, and when they tried to get out, one of them stepped on his tail/ear. I also kept drawing (one after the other, dozens) a comic about "the good kid" and "the bad kid," the bad kid was reckless, messy, (I'd rather not go into detail...but he wasn't well groomed... and it didn't even occur to me that it'd be the parents responsibility) he always misbehaved, cursed, and drew on the desk, whereas "the good kid" was... good. He/she was clean, neat and tidy, had his/her own little room, and clothes he/she liked, (in some versions they were both boys, in some both girls, in some, varied) the parents loved her, took care of her, she got food that she liked, etc. In one version, the two were brothers, and the "Bad kid" (aged 8!) was taken to a young offender institution. He didn't hurt anyone.

In first grade a years older classmate of mine (his father was a criminal, he failed several times) got authority by an older teacher to do whatever he pleases as her "little helper" every afternoon - he smashed those who behaved and stayed silent to the wall and gave candy to his friends. Also, in first/second grade I repeatedly witnessed COCSA.

Thank you for listening, I had doubts that none of this even was bad and I just overreacted, but written down it seems bad enough. (Thoughts are yet welcome!)

I went trought great healing in the last two years as I turned 18 - now I have acces to all the resources and possibilities that weren't available to me as a child. I'm free. I have friends and I am in college. My Mom and my Brother, and even Dad's Sister's family - we are all Healing! It's like the spring! It was just so hard to believe! *weeps* I am free.

Thank you for listening!

If the asks seems too long please feel free to answer in a new post! (Maybe it would be better because of all the details... I'll find it by the tag "🌌🌟☔️" anyways :)

Hey there,

Unfortunately we are unable to answer an Ask that is over 700 words. The reason for this is that we find it incredibly hard to read through the whole Ask if it is any longer as we find it really overwhelming.

If you could please shorten your Ask that would be great, or else unfortunately it will not be answered.

I hope that you can understand this and I hope that you are going well!

I'm thinking of you!

Take care,

Lauren

[artemis-potnia-theron]

UPG things I personally associate with different deities -

(color, flower, food, animal, song)

☀️ Apollon:

- Orange

- Daffodils

- Glazed donuts

- Cardinals

- 'Inkpot Gods' by The Amazing Devil

🌙 Artemis:

- Gold

- Dandelions

- Crawfish boils

- Wild horses

- 'The Horror and the Wild' by The Amazing Devil

🗝 Hekate:

- Silver

- Lavender

- Gumbo

- Possums

- 'Black Water' by Reuben And The Dark

🐉 Tiamat:

- Ebony

- Irises

- Squid ink pasta

- Blue whales

- 'God Is Alive, Magic Is Afoot' by Buffy Sainte-Marie

🌹 Aphrodite:

- Periwinkle

- Carnations

- Oysters on half shell

- Seahorses

- 'Love Like This' by Lauren Daigle

🧚🏼‍♀️ Aine:

- Teal

- Wisteria

- Candied apples

- Hummingbirds

- 'Flowers in my Hair' by Wes Reeve

🔥 Brigid:

- Maroon

- Sunflowers

- Shepherd's pie

- Rabbits

- 'The Bones' by Maren Morris

🐦‍⬛ The Morrigan:

- Crimson

- Jasmine

- Stuffed peppers

- Turkey vultures

- 'White Winter Hymnal' by the Fleet Foxes

⚔️ Ares:

- Bronze

- Snapdragons

- Beef wellington

- Hippopotamus

- 'Lion' by Saint Mesa

🐈‍⬛ Bast:

- Magenta

- Hydrangeas

- Sushi

- Mountain lions

- 'Metaphor' by The Crane Wives

🏵 Freyja:

- Violet

- Peonies

- Chocolate

- Parrots

- 'Dance in the Graveyards' by Delta Rae

🦢 Caer Ibormeith:

- Ivory

- Water lilies

- Angel food cake

- Herons

- 'Winter Song' by Ingrid Michaelson and Sara Bareilles

🌌 Nyx:

- Dark blue

- Orchids

- French onion soup

- Fruit bats

- 'Saturn' by Sleeping at Last

🌾 Demeter:

- Chestnut

- Cornflowers

- Eggplant parmesan

- Foxes

- 'Hallelujah' by Leonard Cohen

🥀 Persephone:

- Indigo

- Baby's-Breath

- Jambalaya

- Owls

- 'The Rockrose and the Thistle' by The Amazing Devil

🦁 Kybele:

- Burgundy

- Daisies

- Kebabs

- Elephants

- 'Sleeping Giants' by The Crane Wives

[manateecosplays]

🌟🌌💖Solar Sailor Princesses💖🌌🌟

🩷Princess Serenity - @goblinfication (she/they)

🖤Prince Endymion - @mechanicalspiral (he/him)

🩵Princess Mercury - Declan (he/him)

❤️Princess Mars - Lauren (not on tumblr she/her)

💚Princess Jupiter - @thehuckleberry (he/they/she)

🧡Princess Venus - @softieghost (she/her)

💙Princess Uranus - Fionn (they/them)

🩵Princess Neptune - meee

🖤Princess Pluto - Ashley (she/her)

💜Princess Saturn - Percy (they/them)

📸Photographer - @ allisonthephotographer on insta

[future-foundation-system]

Tag list for system members because we forgot to do this before:

Sonosuke/Kajiya(He/they/xe): 🍬❤️⚒️

Juzo(He/they): 🥊🔒⚖️

Madison(She/they): 🎮🧸🧋

Busujima/Seiko(She/they/ve): 💊💉🧪

Ashnikko/Ashton(She/they/it): ⚔️💙🪦

Crybaby(She/they): 🍼🏫🔪

Nymph(She/they): 🧚‍♀️🍄✨

Jazmin(They/them): 🐑🩸🫀

Jack/Jill/Syo(He/she/it): ✂️💌📝

Beats(They/he/she/🎶/🎵/🎼): 🎼🌸🎶

Ayano(She/darling/lovesick/grave/wither/wilted/phantom/decay): 💌💔🔪

Akari(She/her): 🦊❤️🕷️

Mai(She/gore)🕷️❤️🦊

Lauren(She/pixel/galaxy): 💜🌌🎮

Kassie/Gloom(She/her): 🍫🎮🍜

Alter Ego(He/they/it): 💻💾💿

Juleka(She/it/they): 🪞🎸🐅

Felix(He/him): ⛓️🚬⚰️

Adrian(He/him): 📚🏳️‍🌈🍕

Fresh(He/it): 🦠🕶️🛹

Kat/Funneh(She/her): 🖤💙🖤

Betty/Rainbow(She/her): 🖤💖🖤

Wenny/Lunar(She/her): 🖤💜🖤

Kimberly/Gold(She/her): 🖤💛🖤

Allen/Draco(He/him): 🖤💚🖤

Draca(She/her): 🖤❤️🖤

Susie(She/her): 🪓🍰⛓️

Lancer(Any pronouns except she/her): ♠️🕳️🚲

Ryota(He/they): 📱💻🎨

Monodam(He/xe): 🤖🐻💚

Ashley(she/it): 🔪🍖🪓

We’ll update this if anyone else decides that they want to use the account.

[waterlilyfrogpond]

Mycelium

In the secret of the ground

Underneath the dirt

Fungus forms

- mycelium -

And grows up into another world; a fruiting body

Called a mushroom;

also sometimes recognized

in folklore,

as a Sprite

😉✨

Some people eat mushrooms,

Some mushrooms are not eaten

A Sprite can be a mushroom; a mushroom, a Sprite

And not always!

A living thing is itself

When you listen,

You might hear it breathe

When you listen,

You might hear it sing

When you listen, you might hear it say,

"Don't eat me, please!"

😂😛

🌳

Still,

Is it a mushroom, when it is mycelium,

Underneath/Beneath the ground?

How do we know?

Why do flowers grow?

Does it matter?

Is it?

What is?

And when

is it considered "underneath" or "beneath" "the ground"?

...

🌸🌸

⭐

"A mushroom doesn't cause a ruckus," I say opinionatedly, "by being,

like me."

So why the  h e c k  is there a ruckus!?

·

...

·

I don't know,

Babe.

I'm just saying

what I

think.

·

.......

·

To be continued

😏🔍

·

-From

the

Lauren Files

Note:

This poem was written on Instagram, November 2018.

The first photo is from a separate post on my IG, while the other two photos were paired with the poem.

Today, I titled the poem Mycelium. I guess the whole post is poetry, first and foremost, including the photos, but also the text at the end.

-Lauren

🍄🌾💕⭐🌈🌊🌳🏞🌌

💗🐴❤💎☀🌎🌕🌼

[watatsumi-island]

Laurie I was just thinking about you😭 how are you? Started playing genshin a few days ago because of itto and I'm scared as hell, the eye of the storm guy is gonna beat my ass I'm sure of it💀

Hi Ketsia!

Omg you were thinking about me???? 😭 I still find it hard to believe that there's people out there that think of me lmao. But yes I've been thinking about you too 💖

Also YESSSSSS and honestly Itto's hot don't be afraid to say it

Dw, the eye of the storm is the least of your problems (:

[t4tstarvingdog]

tag post 1

(making this post so i can link it in my pinned to save/find the regular tags/mutual tags that i use)

[net-mind]

“In the Psynet, some segments of the populace call the Arrows a death squad, but we thought of ourselves as the first line of defense, protecting our people before they even knew they were in danger. Ming changed that, made us into bringers of death.”

—Judd Lauren, Caressed by Ice

[maxillo]

artist, writer, music-maker, conlanger, occasional indie game developer. bachelor’s degree in information science. see bottom of this post for links to and descriptions of my original story projects. @maxdimo has original content only. 🌈🔥

tags: #llamart (my art), #max yaks (me being silley), #max tunes (my music), #md (me-core stuff), #cosmosis, #cryptidverse, #devius ex machina

things i tag for blacklists: #body horror, #eyestrain, #flashing images, #unreality, #animal death, #blood, #nsfw text / #suggestive (mild shitposts only), #gore (never irl!), #food. lmk if you need anything else tagged

interests: space, sci-fi, conlangs, dinosaurs, chaos ontology & metaphysics, prismatic gemstones, cinematography, indigenous rights/languages/histories, programming, extreme body modifications, writing tropes, speedrunning history, glitches, liminal spaces, worldbuilding, character design, and lizards.

media: spore & spinoffs, better call saul/breaking bad, vs. dave and bambi (fnf), invader zim, fossil fighters, undertale/deltarune, mob psycho 100, OFF, madness combat, flight rising, goatlings. i consume media critically.

fave bands/artists: Igorrr, C418, PilotRedSun/Bittertooth, Death Grips, Alias Conrad Coldwood, NDAD/Lauren Bousfield, Autechre, Toby Fox, The Black Dog, Plaid, Gridlock, Osamu Sato, Chipzel, Download, Amon Tobin, Skinny Puppy, Katagiri, Nine Inch Nails, Rinse & Repeat, Steinvord, Gojira, Justice, Machine Girl, Synthamesk, OSTS: Half Life 1 & 2, Portal 2, Dino Run, Spore Creatures DS

not putting up a public dni, i'll just block you if you're gross and meet any standard criteria for those.

Projects

Note: Wikis will eventually be moved to GitHub.

Do feel free to ask questions abt any of these, I may post about them infrequently here but I fucking love talking about them!!!!! Literally special interest Numero Uno for me it is my Lifeblood and Soul.

Cosmosis 🌌

ART | WIKI | OST [86 songs, 2:38:48]

Genre: Hard (ish) sci-fi

Content warnings: Profanity, mild violence, sensitive/mature topics, drug use.

Format: Disparate wiki documentation, illustrations, comics, animations (planned)

Year started: 2014

Total notes wordcount: 1,389,000

Easily both my largest and oldest story project, and one of my primary special interests. Is almost entirely focused on character dynamics between a gaggle of species and the shenanigans they experience adapting to life on the friendly world of Waboone. The main character, Len, is the only human in the group in a time and place where humans and Earth are completely unheard of, requiring him to learn the modern trade language of standard intergalactic from the ground up.

There's not much public shit to look at yet as far as the actual story goes, but I will be gradually building up a wiki to document its settings, species, languages, and so forth. Primarily inspired by Spore and Undertale.

Focuses:

Character-driven dynamics, arcs, and plot

Worldbuilding (aliens, tech, planets)

Slice-of-life

Linear narrative

Neurodiversity

Effects of/recovery from trauma

Non-romantic intimacy; primarily aromantic and asexual cast

Found family

Conlangs; standard intergalactic is the default language for in-universe content

Cryptidverse 🛣️

WIKI | OST [7 songs, 37:43]

Genre: Speculative fiction (sci-fi/fantasy/supernatural in a blender, very occasional horror elements)

Content warnings: Profanity, violence, gore, sensitive/mature topics. 

Format: Wiki documentation; short animations (planned); written narratives (planned)

Year started: 2019

Total notes wordcount: 277,000

Newer but more public worldbuilding project. A conglomeration of creature ideas I've thought of since childhood, loosely tied together in a shared setting as "cryptids", which are documented by humans and other species. Cryptids inherently defy human understanding of science and reality, making their documentation a struggle. They proliferate liminal spaces and can have wildly varying characteristics. The existential origins and traits of cryptids are a major focus, as well as the dilemmas with classifying them and their traits into any discrete categories.

Primarily inspired by Pokémon and a similarly inspired project by someone else that I haven't been able to track down in years.

Focuses:

Non-human(oid) main characters and POV (for narrative content)

Metaphysics, ontology, and philosophy

Creature design

Decentralized narratives (there is no one linear "story")

Neurodiversity

Liminal spaces

Alternate history

[c4ndyf4gg0t]

Bumbleknees System

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Cheer/Lauren (27) 💜🧸

Claire (4) 👑🦁

Crys (22) ❄️

D (12-15) 🛸🌌

Dallas (17-18) 🚬

Dani (14) 🥀🪐

Felicity (20-22) 🔥❤️

Johnny (17) 🌅

Jordan (20-21) 🛤️🎨

K/P (18) 🕳️🧡

Keith (24) 🤠

Lyle (26) 💙🦆

Makayla (23) 💅🏼

Mav (20) 🧑🏽‍🦽🥸

Mo (??) 🦉🍄

Nine (9) 🧜🏼

Ophelia (20?) 🧸🦋🍭

Pip (16) 🦊

Ram (26) 🐏

Reneé (20?) 🌻🧟

Res (25) 🏐

Salem (24) 📓🪄

Seven (7) 🖍️

Six (6) 🐣

Sophia (14) 🪴

??? 🐺

Tyler (??) 🏈⚽

Vincent (30) 🦫

Zach (24) 🐧

[blaithnne]

👤🌌 for Lauren?

Answered that first question here!

🌌 - Where do they feel safest? What places do they like the most? why?

Lauren feels safest in the apartment, surrounded by family, and the knowledge that they don't resent her for running away, and that she is fully able to make up for everything she missed She also likes Garden Centres - all the beauty of nature, all the flowers and plants she could wish for, with a lot less bugs and gross stuff

[sinale]

〔 Cargando Blog.... Personajes Canon 〕

─────────────«ᵇʸ ˢⁱⁿᵃˡᵉ»

Todos son semicanon (combinando lores de comic, películas, etc) pero si gustas uno en específico se puede al igual que adaptarlo a diferentes temáticas, what if, AU, etc.

La mayoría los manejo como bisexuales pero si tienes duda en alguno no temas preguntar.

「 ░╎MARVEL

🐍🗡️Loki Laufeyson + Tom Hiddleston

🔮⚕️ Dr. Stephen Strange + Benedict Cumberbatch

❇️🗡️ Sylvie Laufeydottir + Sophia di Martino

♦️♣️ Gambito/Remy LeBau + Gaspard Ulliel

⚪🐯White Tiger/Ava Ayala + Maite Perroni (No para Ship)

🌌🚀 Nova/Richard Rider+ Liam Hemsworth

🔮❇️ Misterio/Quentin Beck + Jake Gyllenhaall

🐜⚛️ AntMan/Scott Lang + Paul Rudd

⚙️💠 IronMan/Tony Stark + Robert Downey Jr (Semi-exclusive)

🌪️💨 Makkari + Lauren Ridloff (No para Ship)

「 ░╎DC

🔥🥃 Lucifer Morningstar + Tom Ellis

🐈‍⬛💎 Catwoman/Selina Kyle + N/A (Semi-exclusive)

🗡️⚜️ WonderWoman/Diana Prince + Gal Gadot

🌪️⚡ Flash/Barry Allen + Grant Gustin

🦇🌑 Batman/Bruce Wayne + Ben Affleck

🪶⚔️ Shayera Hol/Hawkgirl + Sophie Turner

❔🟢 The Riddler (Nygma) + Zachary Quinto [Vrs. Batman desenterrado]

「 ░╎Boku no Hero

Bakugo Katsuki - BNHA

Takami Keigo (Hawks) - BNHA

「 ░╎The Witcher

🎙️🎵 Julian Alfred Pankratz (Jaskier) + Joey Beatey

⚔️🐺 Vesemir + Colin O'Donoghue

「 ░╎Star Trek

🖖🏻 S'chn T'gai Spock + Zachary Quinto

🌑🩸 Khan Noonien Singh + Benedict Cumberbatch

「 ░╎Good Omens

🐍🍎 Anthony J. Crowley + David Tennant

🕊️🗡️ (Aziraphale) A. Zira Fell + Michael Sheen

🕊️🎺 Archangel Gabriel + John Hamm

🪰👑 Beelzebub +. Anna Maxwell Martin

「 ░╎ Full Metal Alchemist

🔥🪶 Riza Hawkeye + N/A

🦾🛡️ Edward Elric + N/A

🔥💥 Roy Mustang+ N/A

「 ░╎Otros

🔥🐍 Loki Laufeyson (Record of Ragnarok) + 2D/ Harry Lloyd

🔥⚔️ Loki Laufeyson (Mythological V) + Tom Hiddleston

🪶🏺 Icaro (mitología) + Chris Pine

🎼💔 Orfeo (Mitología) + Tom Hiddleston

🏺🐍 Medusa (Mitología) + May Calamawy

🦁🛡️ Bastet + May Calamawy

🪶🌓 Sergey Razumovsky (MG) + Sergey Goroshko

⚙️🛡️ Número 17 (DBZ/S)

🐾⚫ Sirius Black (HP) + Ben Barnes

🗡️🧝‍♂️ Thranduil (TH) + Lee Pace

💀⚙️ Percy (Vox Machina)

🕔🪓 Number Five (TUA) + Aidan Gallagher

⭕🔵 Connor RK800 (DBH) + Bryant Dechart 

⌛🌐 Dr Who + David Tennant

👑💀 Prince Hal (HC) + Tom Hiddleston 

💀⚜️ Sir Thomas Sharpe (CP) + Tom Hiddleston (No para Ship)

🌑🇬🇧 Jonathan Pine (TNM) + Tom Hiddleston

🔎💀 W. Sherlock S. Holmes + Benedict Cumberbatch 

🌑🏴 Anakin Skywalker + Hayden Christensen

🔥🏹 Atreus (GoWR) + N/A

👑🌑 Prince Richard III (HC) + Benedict Cumberbatch

💀👓 Ronald Knox + N/A

💀♟️ Ciel Phantomhive + N/A

🌀🔥 Sypha Belnades (Castelvania) + N/A

🐲🗡️ Daemon Targaryen + Matt Smith

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ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ!

[wrenhyperfixates]

💚🌌 LAUREN 🌌💚

⭐️💖STAR💖⭐️

[lord-of-the-weird]

You are made of stardust and galaxies and I love you. Send this to your favorite people on this website. 🌟🌌

thank you lauren love you

[drewsbarrymcre]

🏳️‍🌈 🌌 😺 for the ask game, thanks Lauren! 💜

hiii, leo <3 and thank you!

🏳️‍🌈i'm bisexual. i've only recently been more vocal about it because i've struggled with being open for so long. especially with family because i've dealt with guilt and fear. not with myself really because i've always known i'm bisexual but because i've always been told by family members that i wasn't.

each time i would tell someone they would use my lack experience against me and just push me down verbally. you know the kind that you get with older family? the belittling kind? it was always that. they’re genuinely great people but when it came to this it killed a part of me.

and i've never been with anybody in the romantic sense so they would use that and say that i can't really know what i am so i just learned to keep quiet about it and i felt guilty for so long.

that messed with me for years because when parental figures tell me something i just can't fight back. and it was only recently that one of them apologised so i'm beginning to be more open about it.

but sometimes i still feel like i shouldn't be because i don't feel like i have the right to be who i am, if that makes sense? woah this was long i'm sorry! <3

🌌quite a few, really - shameless, the vampire diaries & the originals, and 9-1-1. but this is my safe space so i post way more here.

😺i just recently got my first pet of my own. well, i co-parent with my sister but still! she's just a baby, almost ten and a half weeks and we named her bandit. she scratches the hell out of me but i love her and she's my baby.