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10 people i’d like to get to know better
thanks for the tag @acian0 🌻🤗
last song: Starvation by Aurora
last book: i've become a fanfiction addict, so i hardly ever read anything that doesn't give me instant joy. But I'm currently trying to read Murder in the Crooked House by Soji Shimada
last movie: Arrietty by studio Ghibli
last tv show: Shrinking Season 2
last thing i googled: Sōji Shimada's name for this post xD but before that it was just the address of a new bakery in town 😋
favourite colour: yellow 💛💛💛
sweet/savoury/spicy: today was my "sweets are allowed" day, so, SWEET!
relationship status: single
looking forward to: obito-week, kakaobivalentine, and kkobweek 2025 🥳💛 + springtime, planned and improvised trips 😊
current obsession: Obito and Kakashi ❤️🔥
tagging 💌 @back-to-rose @ichaichahatake @hairybeardtongue @waruemi @kawkawsrii @spacealligator @protectbatson
#tag game#love playing tumblr games!#now back to preparing some obkk romance for st valentine's day xD#i think i'm biting off more than i can chew 😅
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February First!
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ᥫ᭡. pairing: bf!doyoung x gf!reader
ᥫ᭡. warning/tags: fluff, smut!, unprotected sex, breast play, kissing/making out, oral (f receiving)
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ᥫ᭡. author’s note: HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY KIM DOYOUNG!!!! felt right to post at 2:01 = 02.01 (his birth date). anyhow i’m back, a lot happened in january but im back and stronger with a whole bunch of new stories to share with u all! stay tuned, stay safe, & love u all! 🤍
february 1st. a day of celebration, a celebration of life. your boyfriend– doyoung’s birthday.
as it was a special day, you made sure to plan quite a surprise for him. without giving him too much detail, you informed him to dress nicely. the birthday dinner wouldn’t be until much later, at a restaurant he favored ever since you’ve known him. you invited his friends and family, all in it for a surprise he sure wasn’t ready for.
“are you ready?” you asked as you stepped into the living room where he sat on the couch.
he turns around, taking his breath away. you wore a formal red-ish dress that hugged your body perfectly, hair that was loosely curled, and perfectly natural make-up. he got up from his seat, walking over to you. he took hold of your hand, kissing the back.
“you look beautiful,” he says, like a fool in love. “what if we just skip whatever you planned tonight and celebrate here?”
“nice try,” you giggled.
“worth the try,” he shrugs as he begins leading you to the front door.
as the two of you walk towards his car, his eyes never leave you. he carefully observes you, thinking to himself how you were his greatest gift.
he begins drifting off to the destination you imputed into his phone, immediately recognizing it as his favorite restaurant.
“it’s beautiful tonight,” you say as you stare out the window.
doyoung grabs ahold of your hand, bringing it to his lips to gently kiss it. “i love you,” he whispers.
“i love you more,” you replied, turning to face him.
and for the rest of the drive, you spoke randomly of any topic that came to your mind, being at peace with just the two of you.
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the restaurant finally came into view and he drove up to the valet parking. he walked out, handing the valet man his keys before opening the car door for you.
you grab ahold of his arm, walking to the restaurant's entrance. he notices how dimly lit it was, confusing rising.
“are they closed already?” doyoung asks.
you don’t respond, intertwining your fingers with his as you lead the way inside. you push the door open, dragging him further before stopping. you stepped behind him, tippy toeing to cover his eyes.
“walk,” you whispered into his ear. and he did just that. “stop,” you announced, uncovering his eyes slowly.
“happy birthday!” everyone shouts.
your hand back on his, standing by his side as everyone inside the restaurant began singing him happy birthday. you watched him as he looked completely in awe.
and once everyone was done singing, they all came to congratulate doyoung before dispersing to sit at a table. when everyone finished, you and doyoung sat down as well in the table where his family was at.
everyone ordered and ate, chatting to your heart's content. before you knew it hours had passed and it was time for doyoung to cut his cake.
you took out your phone, recording the moment. everyone sang to him once more, the candles lighting up his face. he smiled so beautifully, like a timeless art piece.
doyoung paused, making a wish before blowing out his candles. everyone clapped and cheered. a waiter walked over, handing him a knife to help him cut his first piece.
however instead of saving it for himself, doyoung walks over handing it to you. he insisted you take it, pecking your cheek.
“thank you,” he whispered into your ear before walking over to his mother.
you were left stunned by his action, face growing hotter by the second.
more hours passed by and everyone started leaving, one by one. his friends bid him one last congratulations and farewell.
ultimately it was down to you and his parents. the restaurant staff was nice enough to insist they got the cleanup covered, and so you all walked to the parking lot.
waiting for the respective cars to arrive, having one last chat before parting ways. his mother, father, and brother hugged him tightly before bidding you a farewell as well.
you all part ways, you and doyoung driving back home. arriving no later than 20 minutes, traffic was relatively light tonight.
“thank you for tonight,” he speaks, turning to you as he parks the car. “best birthday ever.”
you smiled, bringing your hands to his face, caressing it gently. “anything for you love.”
you inch closer, bringing your lips to his. a gentle, loving kiss shared by the two of you. the remnants of alcohol still on his lips. you savored him.
he brings his hand to bring you closer, deeper. “let’s go inside,” you try saying in between kisses.
doyoung reluctantly pulls away, biting your bottom lip as he does. hopping out the car, quickening his steps. he wanted you now, a second more missed was like torture to him.
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“w-wait,” you say breathlessly as doyoung works his mouth on your neck.
he marks you up before kissing the spot, sealing you. his hands make their way up and down your back, gripping your waist. you could feel his hardened lower half press against you.
“let’s go to the bedroom, please.”
doyoung hears you out, carrying you to the bedroom. he doesn’t stop however, mouth back on yours. his tongue delving in with yours.
plopping you softly on the bed, he parts. his eyes lustful, eyes that look as though they were about to devour you.
“god, you don’t know how much i just wanted to have you once you stepped out in this dress. you tortured me all night.”
“then have me now. consider myself as your second gift from me,” you said. a bold statement, but you didn’t care.
he chuckled,. “then don’t expect to have a good night’s rest tonight,” doyoung warns you.
there was no stopping now.
diving back into your lips, he kisses you more roughly. not to long before trailing his lips down your neck, to your chest. he slowly removes your dress by the straps. his eyes lock with yours before trailing down.
he kisses your breasts, bringing one to his mouth while his hand played with the other. he licks your nipples, biting down on the areola. he alternates between the two, marking them right up.
once satisfied, doyoung continues his journey down your body. his mouth kissing your stomach, bringing your dress down with him.
“lay down for me,” he whispers.
you follow, back against the mattress. he opens your legs, putting each leg on either side of his shoulders. you couldn’t even see his face as he hid underneath your dress. though you could still feel.
you felt as he licked you through your panties. kissing you repeatedly down there. you softly moaned at the sensation.
then you feel as he pushes your panties aside, fingers rubbing against your slit and hot breath tickling your core. you were already wet, all the ministrations he’d done on you turned you on.
doyoung licks his lips before licking you up once. you tasted so sweet, better than the cake he’d had earlier. his tongue then finds your clit, playing with the sensitive bud before dragging it back down.
his wet muscle sliding inside you. the groan he let out from feeling your tightness causing an outwardly sensation. his tongue played with your gummy walls, stretching you out as much as he could.
he drank you up as much as he could, tongue could even rougher before halting and parting. the loss in sensation brought you to tears. “p-please,” you begged.
“patience, love. let me savor my birthday feast,” he replied, still down on you.
kissing your clit, while his fingers teased you. they went in before going back out, causing you to move your hips to bring them inside.
finally nudging them inside, he pumps his fingers in you while working your clit with his mouth. double stimulation, double kill.
you were a whimper and moaning mess. you prayed no one could hear you this late at night.
his fingers worked faster, tongue flicking your clit. your hips began moving on their own. his hands gripping onto your thighs, sucking on your clit.
three fingers in, going insanely fast inside, the knot in your stomach untied. you gushed all over his face and fingers, heaving as you tried catching you breath.
“d-doyoung~”
you chanted his name like it was the only word you knew. you shook, your entire body convulsing. your release feeling too good.
and as you laid there, doyoung took off the remaining of your dress, along with your panties. he stood up, you hazily noticed the dent in his pants.
he hurriedly removed his clothes, his cock standing proudly against his stomach, aching to get inside.
opening your legs once more, he nudges his cock in between your cunt. he rubs your essence onto him, teasing you before sliding himself inside. he slid in easily.
you softly moaned out when you felt him sliding in little by little inside you. he filled you up completely, snuggly fitting inside.
“i’m gonna move now,” he whispers, bending down to peck you on your lips before grabbing one of your legs.
he thrusts into you, in and out. the pace he’s going at increasing by the second. his cock kissing your cervix, tip easily hitting your sweet spot. your arched yourself into him, clinging yourself around his shoulders.
you managed to find his lips, sloppy kissing into them while he moved inside you. he groans against your lips as he feels your cunt tightening around him, faint pulses pulsating around him.
it was too good. after so long, you two were finally going at it intensely.
dropping your leg, his hands maneuver to your hips. he lifts you up a bit, using this new angle to thrust into you harder. it was deeper than before, his hips overpwering. the sound of skin slapping echoing in the room, mingled in with moaning and groaning.
“i-i’m cu-cumming,” you say, completely losing yourself already.
and to this doyoung gives you one last gift. bringing his fingers, he rubs on your sensitive clit. your eyes rolled back, a high-pitched scream emitting from you unconsciously.
you came hard, quivering in doyoung’s hold. he watched you, watched as you got completely destroyed, sent to another world. he loved it, weirdly so he secretly did.
he continues fucking into you, railing you in an effort to meet his own release. and with the aftershocks of your orgasm, they brought him to his. he came inside, painting your walls a warmly white.
your body meets the mattress again, drool all over your mouth and tears mingled into your hair. you were a complete mess, a hot cock drunk mess.
and true to his word, doyoung continued the entire night until sunrise. he put you any position his heart desired, riding him like there was no tomorrow.
love upon love spilled the whole night. the last thing you recalled was his kisses as he engulfed you into his arms, lulling you to sleep.
doyoung admired your sleeping figure, admiring his wonderful girlfriend. thinking of the endless future he’ll spend with you.
the many more february 1st he’ll spend with you, his lovely wife.
© jhdyuiee
2025. 02. 08
final a.n: hello, it’s been a while again hasn’t it. i’m sorry for just disappearing again, but i pray that will be the last time in a while. i have much in store regarding future stories so stay tuned! special suprise tomorrow too! johnny’s birthday special!
#nct 127#nct#doyoung kim#kim doyoung#nct smut#doyoung smut#doyoung fluff#doyoung nct#doyoung x reader#kpop#nct fanfic#kpop fanfic#kpop writer#nct doyoung#doyoung#nct 127 fanfic#nct 127 fluff#nct 127 doyoung#nct oneshot#doyoung x y/n#kpop smut
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i've made the decision to orphan iris au on ao3. it's a surprisingly well-liked series - i genuinely didn't expect the response to it that i got. but things have changed and iris isn't really what i want to be known for.
that being said, i think archives are important and i still want people to be able to access the series, so here's the link to the series.
i'm not really into mcyt anymore, so this blog will remain largely inactive. if you happen to be into pokemon, i've been writing for that for the past while. here's a link to my current project.
i don't really know how to end this post. have a good day if you're reading this
#iris au#last post i ever plan on tagging with that#gonna pin this for easy access to the series because i do genuinely want people to have that#i'm just kind of sick of it being linked to my ao3#forever super grateful for all the lovely things people said about it; all the art that was made; all the people i met from it; etc#i'm glad people enjoyed it but i've moved on
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DON'T YOU REALIZE OUR BODYS COULD FALL APART AT ANY SECOND?
#have a doodle#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal fanart#art#my art#<- new tag !!#csh#bodys#this is like half shitpost half serious mostly just car seat headrest on loop at 3am insanity#was planning for that other will painting to be my first art posted on here but then twin fantasy happened. sorry#also this is like the second digital drawing ive ever finished i only spent like 2-3 hours on it the last one took like a week#mostly just traced from screencaps in case u couldnt tell by my absolutely atrocious clothing creases i have no clue what im doing#i kinda wish id picked a different scene for the first one . but i rlly wanted to go 1x01-3x13 yknow#anyways enough rambling gn little gay ppl in my phone
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Roshambogames Teammate tierlist 👍
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its basically just my incredibly biased personal opinion on who i think ro would work well w in a team. (mapicc gets his own tier bc he is mapicc.)
#lifesteal#roshambogames#and yes i actually have reasoning for every single one of my placements#but i dont feel like writing an extensive post so ill explain some of the interesting ones here#yes the tag monster is back at it again LOL#N E ways! lets start w minute bc i gen think they could never last as teammates. esp w other people in the team as well#minute literally doesnt trust ro to stay loyal to anyone if mapicc exists on the server#its why i think that if ro ever joined the empire it wouldve been the beginning of the end for it bc even on the same team#minutes inherent in distrust in ro's loyalty [to anyone who isnt mapicc] would accelerate the teams inevitable downfall#but like thats only in a world where ro played the server LOL i wanna make a post abt this still bc i think abt it a lot#ANYWAYS next we have flame!! i actually rly think theyd be hella compatible#if ro locked tf in i do actually think he and flame could do some dastardly things to the server#ro is a creative and flame is someone who is incredibly loyal and has the strength to makr their shared ideas a reality#tho i think theyd also balance on the very thin line of “die with me or die by my hands” bc i cant imagine them splitting peacefully#either they end the server together or ro is banned by flame himself. no in between LMFAO#and for the last person ill talk abt hannah bc i feel like he and hannah would actually mesh rly well???#but only if they have other teammates too bc ro is very busy and hannah only rly plays when shes asked to#so they need teammates who play the server to act as the glue for them LOL#but like ya i feel like theyd bounce ideas off each other really well?? like hannah is similar to flame in her loyalty#and ro's willingness to do projects w her would encourage hannah in doing more on the server and having plans of her own#i also think they mesh well personality wise bc ro is silly and hannah needs someone to be silly w bc she gets stressed easily#tho that can easily backfire bc ro's silliness may stress her out More in certain situations so like .#they def need other teammates to balance them out LMFAO#okay im done being the tag monster thank u if u read my tag yapping#i have a headache LOL
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I am going to try writing… the last time I wrote Anything was sometime in early-ish December I think… starting again is quite intimidating and a bit scary. HOWEVER, posting about it on tumblr makes it feel a bit less intimidating and scary.
#I do not know what I will write or how much I will write#but goshdarn. I’m gonna try.#my post#I’ve decided that waiting for my writing motivation to return is Not working and it’s time to try something different#namely: the dreaded discipline#it might fail horrifically BUT I want to try!!#writing routines have been so incredibly helpful to me in the past#same with routines in general#I am simply a girl who likes Lists and Routines and Schedules and Advance Notice and Planning#and I’ve reallllllly fallen out of a writing routine ever since… February-ish? of last year?#I thought giving myself a break & waiting for my motivation to come back would work BECAUSE it’s always worked in the past#but this writers block stretched far beyond my norm#like. months longer than my norm.#and there were definitely reasons for that; 2024 was a difficult year#annnnd. I am stalling. by rambling in the tags of this tumblr post.#sigh#OKAY BUT WHAT I AM GETTING AR#*AT#is that I think it’s time to try a different approach#and maybe it’ll work#maybe?? question mark??#these are uncertain times#okayokay DONE RAMBLING#I will. attempt writing now.
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i’m gonna see you alligators later
#okay i say this but the longest i’ve ever stayed off tumblr is like a week#i just really don't like the amount of questions and personalposting ive done recently since i obviously didnt join tumblr to do that#ive been treating this too much like a spam account when initially i just wanted this to be a reflection of what i posted about on ao3#overall i just think ive been putting too much energy into a platform and treating it like real social media meanwhile idk#anything about you guys and i think i really need to learn to remember that#and i think thats rlly reflected here bc im making this whole post with all these tags and for what? this is literally just tumblr dot com#but again knowing me ill last like three days before im spam blogging again#and it’s not like i’ll completely disappear off the face of the earth cos i am planning on posting more on ao3#which is romantime#my fics/account should be under this tag:#writings and musings#hello hello! is this thing on?#i will be doing some house cleaning later haha ik this blog is a mess#alright! these tags are getting ridiculously long so i’ll finally just say it:#happy new years you guys! see you later!! <3
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*SCREAMS* KANAKO YASAKA I AM GOING TO BOIL YOUR EYES LIKE SPAGHETTI
#seriously. seriously. SOOO close to beating her on normal. had like 10% of attack left on the last one#i've also just stopped trying it with reimu since i've been marisa-ing it up the past couple of days in touhou12 and some other ones#and i just got used to that i guess.. evidently works better bc i don't think i ever got this far with reimu#that or it's just more dedication and planning.#i Am going to fucking get this i swear on my fuckin left asscheek.#then Maybe i can move on to 15...#touhou#<- unsure if i should put that tag tbh i'm worried this post is too mean... please correct me.
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Mini Silverborn Countdown
If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.
If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:
Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.
January — Nevermoor
April — Wundersmith
July — Hollowpox
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#nevermoor fanfic#silverborn#silverborn countdown challenge#thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free#now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane#literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol#I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone#but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger#sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333
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Jason has been through a traumatic experience which has deeply impacted his perspective. Things he wasn't aware of before, he can't help but notice now.
Given that his experience was of death, it's only natural that he should hear the dead.
#Beetlejuice “The living won't usually see the dead” logic here#Jason fully being able to hear and see ghosts upon resurrecting but not being able to make sense of it due to brain damage#His senses are dampened after coming out of the Pit (he's too focused on Bruce) but start to come back after his fight with Egon#Talia doesn't know what to make of it when Jason says he's hearing voices but she doesn't have any trustworthy psychologists on hand so#she sends him to the All-Caste#Ducra teaches him how to not lose his shit or get possessed#Offers for him to stay and join when Jason asks about learning magic#though Jason politely declines#Essence lets slip that there actually is a way for them to magically empower Jason in less than a single lifetime#but that no one who wasn't fanatically dedicated to their cause has ever had the ritual done because the sacrifice is your own soul#Jason forgets about the whole thing until after UTRH and he fights a bunch of sidekicks and Bruce dies and he loses his marbles#and then gets them back#and by that time he's formed this intense bond with this teenage girl who he knows he shouldn't drag into his messes but#he can't just abandon her#and he doesn't actually fully have his marbles back so he reaches out to Essence#and has a dream in which her black robes turns into scrubs and her ritual dagger becomes a scalpel#He wakes up to a safehouse flooded with blood and a deep three-pronged gash on his chest#a neophyte member of the All-Caste#his plans have spiraled out of control and he wasn't going back to heaven now anyways so it's worth it#because when he says his goodbyes to Sasha he's able to leave her with a karambit-shaped piece of himself#(and then the All-Caste are wiped out by the Untitled)#(and Essence gets trapped in her own sword in her misguided certainty that it was his doing)#(and somehow he becomes its last warrior)#(how many lost places to belong does that make it?)#(how many lost people?)#Jason Todd#prompt#Can you tell I've thought way too much about this#I couldn't put it into a proper post but when i'm word-vomiting in the tags apparently my brain works
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"Goodness, you are a force!"
-my culinary teacher, loudly, in front of the whole class during a study hall as I was drawing twinks.
MY FANFIC (read abt it at the bottom euhg):
♡BG INFO & DNI♡
she/her, bisexual aro(I'm on the spectrum but not too sure what yet), minor
the dni list for my safety and happiness:
THIS IS A 13+ BLOG, fat phobic, NSFW only blog, homophobic, pedo, TERF, ableist, pro/comship, racist, zoo
Sometimes I post/reblog isopods(I will tag these w 'isopod', 'isoposting' or 'tw bugs'/'tw bug mention'), space stuff, spider-man, metal/rock music stuff, and punk culture. If any of this bugs you please either block those tags, simply ignore them, or even unfollow me. I won't be bothered!
alt blog w spiderman content: @spider-plush
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if you find that I start making media that isn't what you like or joined for, or even I say smth that goes against ur morals, feel free to unfollow or stop interacting! no hard feelings, as long as you don't attack me for anything
☆ASKS☆
Send me asks !!! I love them !!! Js no NSFW, nothing that goes along the dni, nothing abt my personal life(btw that's like smth abt where I live, names, age, etc etc. if I want to talk abt that I will.), and no explicit injury(particularly dismemberment, but anyways, don't send me any sort of injury, I will block you)
Not too strict, should be common knowledge for my kinda blog, soo yea. Stay safe, hugs and loves <333
◇TAGGING◇
This has the same rules as the asks, tag me in anything you think I would like, it can be super random or super specific, I don't really care lol.
my rule on tagging me in controversial stuff is that I will choose whether or not I want to get involved.
•DMS•
unless ur a moot pls don't dm me and I also don't have notifs on for anything, so uh yuh
I'm not really an internet talker lol
I'M MAKING A FIC !!! :DD
Your roommate suggested it. Saw a sign asking for help. You needed a job, they needed techs. Problem settled. Right?
Well, yes. New problem: You did not sign up to be the personal daycare technician, which, mind you, was filled with children. You can't do children.
It doesn't seem like the Daycare Attendant likes you either. Which is a problem, because you like it better when the robotic coworkers aren't... Rude? Creepy? Passive aggressive? Not delightful
#scribbits art#introductory post#scrib talks#time still stands tag#once upon a time tag#dirt is bitter au#<- haven't talked abt those last two aus in like.#ever.#but haha yk tagging them here bcaus i have plans mwahaha#asks#meet the artist#carcass of a carnival
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Writing over 30,000 words worth of content for a fic only to realize it’s all pointless because you have no interest in it anymore and you were never gonna finish it anyway….
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What even is The Point anymore
#current mood#it’s so joever#this isn’t even the worst part honestly#what really sucks is that this project was the last thing in my life I had any sustainable interest in and now that’s gone too.#now I have nothing. like#the fuck am I supposed to do??? get a new interest??? that’s fucking impossible#nothing hits like it used to and everything is just….bland….and SO MUCH EFFORT to get into#like hobbies are so difficult? and my old hobbies (ex writing) are becoming more and more toxic and like a chore rather than something fun#like writing at this point has become a battle of perfectionism and I’m fucking losing#what am I supposed to do. nothing inspires me. I have no interests. no hobbies. not many friends irl#and it’s not like we ever hang out because people are a fucking piece of work#either they cling to you like dog shit or they never respond to your texts no in between#im just so tired of existing??? and also college??? is fine but like#what the fuck am I DOING here like#why am I getting an art degree??? is this really how I should be spending my time and my parents money?#what the fuck am I gonna do for a job??? what do I WANT from a job???? I don’t even fucking know#i can’t see myself being happy in life doing anything and that’s such a nonstarter#it makes it impossible to start planning anything because I feel paralyzed with fear#and like I said….i don’t have any interests. I don’t LIKE anything. I am the antithesis of curiosity and interest like. there’s just nothing#i can’t do this anymore#im so done#idk why I made this so long but#I guess I have a lot on my mind I wanted to share#sorry for cringe posting on main it will happen again#im sorry in general actually for everything im sorry for being needy and attention seeking and annoying and flaky and never finishing any of#my fics because I lose interest and for not responding to anyone in my inbox I’m sorry#personal#cringe#cringetober#long tags
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Wanted to thank everyone again for all of the super sweet comments on the holiday boards, it makes me really happy that you are all enjoying them 💕 I still have a few more oc mutuals to make them for, but I’m gonna be a little busy these next few days so I’m not sure if I’ll get them out as consistently. But I am going to get them out soon!!
#me being like yeah I can post one board a day during December and hit all the mutuals#and then I counted and was pleasantly surprised to see I had more than I thought 💕💕💕#the plan is still to get everyone!!#my mom is in town visiting here for the first time and it’s been really nice#went out to dinner with both my parents last night which was….a trip. don’t remember when or if that ever happened before lmao#but anyway if I’m not on here as much for a little bit that’s why! I’ll catch up on tags and wips as soon as I can!!
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PART 5 of my incorrect quotes shenanigans featuring six of our newest OCs, which I am happy I kept forgetting to post because that means I now get to use them to hopefully brighten up @katkastrofa’s day a little ^–^
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#I don’t have the energy for extensive tags bc today was LONG#however. I can share a few explanations#‘but Nia. I hear you say. wouldn’t Daneli make more sense as the one who’d cry over her friends?’#yes. but have you considered Shezan is crying because she’s afraid her friends will leave her#thinking that she will only ever be second best to the romantic relationship Roheen and Gulalai have#and she knows they’re planning on leaving eventually but can’t imagine managing a different life with her chronic pain#you ever think about THAT?#anyway. hey look!! Phailin appears more in this bunch!!!#she really deserves more attention that this incorrect quotes generator refuses to give her#I like to think that maybe she’s not as quick to catch onto slang and common euphemisms#bc while she grew up in the EK she was pretty isolated from her peers bc of discrimination#hence the ‘put them on a boat’ comment#and everything else is the same#Shezan is once again a danger to herself. Daneli is once again adorably clueless about a lot of things#and Gulalai is Tired#it’s been just over a week and a half since their creation and I’m still not any less obsessed with these girls :)#kat and nia and their multiverse of madness#original characters#lmao. just realised that I’m posting this in the exact same circumstances as the last bunch#in the afternoon on a Wednesday waiting to go over to my auntie’s place#neat coincidence
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HI TUMBLR late footnote posting before i go to bed (i took a nap today........ ate up most of my time)
not a lot to talk about with footnotes today since i was Busy and my brain wasnt working pfndkmlfd i blame seven hours of modded oneblock
#haunted ecosystem#haunted bookshelf#i might make a tag for these footnote posts? i think its a fun way to document what ive written about without sharing All of it#also yes thats a random crack au that i've have in the back of my head for a bit what about it#i dont think its canon in the slightest its just a funny little thing in my head for writing random bs#honestly i might start trying to work on more wtds stuff. this is kind of a perfect excuse#also! i think how i might work this is that if i work on a larger project during the day then i'll just do the daily prompt#since its a good exercise and an excuse to keep some kind of writing streak going#i actually asked one of my partners for a prompt since i was struggling to find an interesting one#ended up with 'last man standing' for spoke... very fitting tbh#i might write a more canon take for that. the concept i wrote down was much more set in an au than anything since i was also thinking#about asomatous zam at the same time so i kind of just incorparated both of them into it with it being paracosm-era#OH did i ever mention that i have a general title plan for the other parts of that kind of. world#its very set in stone that if i do write more it'll be two more parts#metamorphosis (5 part) and paracosm (1 part with multiple scenes. functionally 3 part maybe?)#asomatous goes in the middle of that. i need to kind of plan all of them out better and see how it wants to flow#metamorphosis was started as a concept because i had a few bad things happen bingo prompts i wanted to be used for asomatous#but didnt end up using. so metamorphosis is my excuse for that. paracosm is just a Concept thats been really plaguing me basically since i#originally wrote asomatous... i should probably come up with a temporary series title. i think something about shattering skies?#its a reoccurring theme and symbol throughout all of them....... i just think its neat#ANYWAYS goodnight to you especially if you actually read through all my tags :)
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good morning!! <3
#it's still incredibly cold#we did get the snow yesterday#which basically means we're staying in today hehe :3#but anyway i did some s/i planning last night and now i really should come up with some more tags#i should figure out how to post about them more bc i wanna be more active beyond liking my mutuals' posts#but my brain's honestly silly about posting#this /is/ the first time i've ever tried to be so active on this type of social media so i guess that explains it a little lol#but anyways~#today should be a good day (maybe I'll get more writing done??)#i hope you have a good day/night! <3#morning rambles
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