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these two are linked in some way. 100%. i'm hesitant to add mem to the theory board because idk if they'll be related to march too or just cyrene (being an entity that sort of embodies cyrene's... essence? like ELF elysia in hi3) but the similarities they have with Both are too big to ignore completely
unsure if they're about to go the route of cyrene and march being the same person or if march is simply like... a fragment of cyrene that was sealed and sent away to maybe give her a chance to live on since this girl is doomed to die in virtually every universe and iteration. amphoreus's time and space displacement is fucked up and it seems like we're going to be spending a lot of the adventure split across concepts of "past," "present," and "future." so that mayyyyy be why we were able to see cyrene interacting with and talking to stelle in the nameless faces video, if she's no longer "whole"/dead/...whatever.
she does appear to be emerging from a place of... non... physicality. also it's worth noting that in the first picture of her i included, she's sinking - into water or a water-like substance. that can presumably freeze over...... and become the ice block himeko and welt found march 7th in....... hm? đ¤¨
it's hard to say how much cyrene will have in common with elysia - it's unfair to expect them to be the exact same character, and maybe these points i'm about to bring up mean little in the end because we don't know for sure where the story is going to go, but
elysia was "born from nothing" which doesn't quite have the same connotations as march 7th's "birth" but you know. they both found themselves in a sudden state of existence with next to nothing to fall back on and they defined themselves
elysia is not humble about her beauty and speaks often of it (as she should; she is very pretty). similarly, march frequently boasts about her cuteness and describes herself as the cutest girl in the world (as she should; she is very cute)
"never forget your roots" is one of the mantras elysia lives by. this stands out to me because despite not... really needing those memories, march is pretty insistent on remembering her past. the lesson that the garden of remembrance and just the universe and her adventures in general have tried to teach her ("your present defines you; so long as you're happy here, you don't need the memories of your past, and retrieving them might destroy what you've come to love now") just doesn't appear to be sinking in. perhaps because she subconsciously has a core belief stating the opposite
as for how mem would fit into this i have nothing for you because we don't have anywhere near enough info on them for me to begin thinking about that. but it seems like they'll be a pretty big deal.
like i'm spitballing more than anything here. if march IS a fragment of cyrene i think it's also obvious that she has grown into her own, entirely separate person and her origins are inconsequential - though she might not think that if/when she learns this about herself. that might also offer an explanation for why the garden of remembrance won't let her have any part of her old memories, not even a hint. because learning that she's technically a piece of someone else might be too heavy a blow to her sense of identity and she'll be entirely too focused on all the wrong things. uncovering her past will slow her down at the most inopportune moment... make her vulnerable in all the worst ways. which might be why she appears so absent from the adventure.
it's also possible that like. all three of these guys - march, cyrene, and mem - are fragments of a titan (don't ask me which). or that march was given cyrene's coreflame (don't ask me which) before being catapulted into space. or march was the previous owner of the coreflame cyrene has now - if they can be passed on to other people - before being catapulted into space. or i mean, the coreflame cyrene HAD because i'm not convinced this girl's fully alive and well. mem IS the coreflame, brought to life/imparted with cyrene's memories and will.
do you see... there's just so very much to think about... looooots of story spoilers got thrown at us if we can just... untangle the mess... can anyone HEAR me
#me when i want to talk about march 7th and cyrene but the fandom is oversaturated with thirst posts for 3 men:#guys. guys please. please the story. the implications? guys?#honkai star rail#amphoreus#cyrene#march 7th#i'm personally not exactly set on any one outcome just yet i need to see a little more!!#i don't think there's been enough information given to confirm one possibility more over another#at least not in terms of... trailers and preview posts and accessible content. i don't look at story leaks#i will see the story when it is in the game and on my screen thank you very much#there are dots here though. waiting to be connected. ouuhhhh the Dots
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2024 WRITING REVIEW
tagged by @malinaa my beloved <3 tagging: @acediscowlng @androxys @burins @danishsweethearts @daringyounggrayson @mintchocochipsposts and anyone else who hasn't been tagged yet!!!
number of stories posted to ao3: i kinda went crazy in the second half of the year... 4 fics although 3 are one-shots
word counted posted for last year: 46,426 of which LBIA is a whopping 40,444 oops
fandoms i wrote for: dc comics
pairings: dickroy... my brand and my heart <3
stories with the most kudos, bookmarks and comment threads: look back in anger sweep with 432 kudos, 277 bookmarks and 71 comment threads
work iâm most proud of (and why): gotta be look back in anger just bc it was a huge undertaking... for the 2 months before i posted the first chapter, i was furiously consumed by thoughts of it every free moment... so to finally get it out was just a catharsis... relief and a moment of pride
work iâm least proud of (and why): angie, they can't say we never tried because it was just a way for me to avoid writing the final chapter of LBIA lmao and i think it kinda shows in the writing... like it feels like a very surface level read? it's sweet but it's just a bit lacklustre
share or describe a favorite review you received: anything mintchocochips comments bc she's so good at pinpointing the metaphors and the moments that are integral to the scene... like it rlly feels like she really considers each line with love and that's so, so wonderful to hear <3 also this one just hit me rlly hard too:
(special shoutout to lys's long-winded threats on shaking it off to find a higher low... consider me endeared and scared bb)
a time when writing was really, really hard: can i say this whole year... like fr the first half of this year was a LOT so i had ideas but they never came to fruition. also november. fuck that month.
a scene or character you wrote that surprised you: listen... i write what i love so anytime you guys see dickroy in my fics, it should not be a surprise. but the dick & garth scene in chapter 1 of LBIA was very fun for me bc we don't often see garth get the same love as the other members of the fab five (i'm guilty of it myself sadly)... and i just thought it was such a missed opportunity for them to connect and mull over their respective deaths + subsequent resurrections. so, to write that was really interesting bc i wanted the tether of the titans to be a different thing for them post-death.
a favourite excerpt of your writing:
i've posted a part of this before but i looove this section from it builds and builds and builds:
Itâs exhausting trying to keep track of Dickâs faith in him. The glow of moments Dick will trust him implicitly, the gut-punch when Nightwing is implacable, even to him. He doesnât know how Dick does itâ how he lives like that, the uncontrolled chaos of his mind that can either be a deadly laser or an explosive bomb on a dime. Thereâs no pattern to it at all; Roy thought he knew all there was to know about fickleness after Ollie but Dickâs always proving him wrong. (The first lesson Oliver Queen taught him: when you pull back the bowstring, you learn how to let go.)
how did you grow as a writer last year: bro i regressed... i used to be capable of writing happy endings... i don't think i remember how to do that anymore. but tbh, i did get a lot into the visual considerations and rhetoric of prose + how it contributes to overall mood while reading. it's why LBIA is so fragmented and so densely littered with indents/parentheses.
how do you hope to grow this year: i need to write less vignette based stuff and focus more on building a flow of events in the same chunk of text... i would like to be capable of moving from point A to point B on screen itself.
who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer, beta, cheerleader, etc.): @dandeeliion elle you were the first person to really hear about LBIA and you're one of the main reasons i got the courage to put the fic out so you have my unending love and appreciation. also, @ekleiipsis for listening to all my rants... i love you mar <3 also big shoutout to the gc for just generally gassing me up and loving my writing it means the world đĽş
anything from your real life show up in your writing last year: hahahah... what if you had been performing your whole life and you didn't know who you were when that performance was taken away... what then
any new wisdom you can share with other writers: a first draft is a first draft no matter how shitty you may think it is
any projects youâre looking to starting (or finishing) this year: pre-flashpoint long fic with a focus on dick, donna and roy + their respective traumas during dickbats era/blackest night/rise of arsenal. also really want to write a dick and cass case fic where their individual strengths and weaknesses are highlighted... only for the power of teamwork to save them ultimately <3
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iâm gonna see you alligators later
#okay i say this but the longest iâve ever stayed off tumblr is like a week#i just really don't like the amount of questions and personalposting ive done recently since i obviously didnt join tumblr to do that#ive been treating this too much like a spam account when initially i just wanted this to be a reflection of what i posted about on ao3#overall i just think ive been putting too much energy into a platform and treating it like real social media meanwhile idk#anything about you guys and i think i really need to learn to remember that#and i think thats rlly reflected here bc im making this whole post with all these tags and for what? this is literally just tumblr dot com#but again knowing me ill last like three days before im spam blogging again#and itâs not like iâll completely disappear off the face of the earth cos i am planning on posting more on ao3#which is romantime#my fics/account should be under this tag:#writings and musings#hello hello! is this thing on?#i will be doing some house cleaning later haha ik this blog is a mess#alright! these tags are getting ridiculously long so iâll finally just say it:#happy new years you guys! see you later!! <3
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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something Iâve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I donât think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldnât have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasnât because he didnât feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone elseâs. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldnât allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasnât, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isnât immune to feeling despair, heâs just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think thatâs why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous âoh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind itâ or âhe can do better than that. heâs so weakâ or âcome on, thereâs no way heâd fall into despair, heâs the Ultimate Hope!â This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didnât feel despair the same way ânormal peopleâ did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasnât doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just⌠was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more âgung-hoâ about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junkoâs unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesnât all rest on Makoto, heâs just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, itâs clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.
âBut⌠this world is so huge, and weâre so small. What can we doâŚ? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!â
#makoto naegi#Danganronpa character analysis#Danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa future arc#I fucking love Makoto Naegi man.#I think thereâs a fine line of nuance to Makoto thatâs easy to miss bc he doesnât really make it known#heâs not a pushover and heâs not overpowered. heâs a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said#heâs an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but heâs also just a normal guy whoâs optimistic and (un)lucky#he isnât invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did#if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. heâs compassionate to some of the worst people in the world.#he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything sheâs done#and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend.#I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more heâs come to actually hate her though#post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do#it means you have zero respect for the person youâre referring to#and he speaks about her with some venom he doesnât use for anyone else in the future arc#heâs not incapable of feeling negative emotions#I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didnât refuse#and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like heâs either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick whoâs so delicate#and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable.#honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually#I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself#that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally canât be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels#it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it#it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic#anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for#the most fundamental thing about him is that heâs normal and thatâs ok! thatâs what helps him rise!
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if i might bitch about work for a second: yesterday was hellishly bad despite being able to keep up with it and i found out that apparently our department made 4600 dollars yesterday which is making me angry beyond belieffffffff
#this is math i do fairly often bc i enjoy ho-hum math and hate my job and like#even if we took off 2000 bucks for overhead costs which feels excessive but i will concede it#that would be enough to pay everyone working a little over 860 dollars which is 300 more than what i make in a WEEK#literally WHEREEEEE IS IT WHERE IS IT GOING WHERE IS IT#i dont like following this logic through because on days where there are fewer orders we;d do less#and i disagree with gig work's implementation as ive seen it and i think that would stress people out worse than we already are#(which is significantly)#but at the same time. 850 dollars. i cant afford to buy groceries this week. 850 dollars...#can i get a BONUS or SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it makes me soooo angry i was talking to one of the deli guys who asked for a raise and got denied mid-question#before our director accidentally showed him that their department is four thousand of gods own dollars under labor#its so revolting to me i talk to so many people in this store who are terrified because of medical bills or rent or car shit#half my department works two jobs just to get by and ALL OF THEM drive junkers#honestly one of the things thats scaring me about if i actually move out is that i do rely on...living with my mom#i pay for most of my own food i pay an absurd amount of rent to share a room with her but she's willing to drive me to work#even though i've offered to walk multiple times and she REALLY should prioritize her own time more#but at the same time...not having to pay for rides has been carrying me hard#if i got a car i'd be fucked because those things bleed money and generally ethically i disagree with cars#but if i dont its like okay pony up the money learn to navigate buses (except for sunday when they dont run) or get ready#to walk to your job where you walk all day and then walk home in the dark#which. i love walking. and listening to music on my own while walking. so bad example. but i also love not having my feet hurt#all the time always no matter what im doing which is something im becoming increasingly unfamiliar with#its like. ultimately. something's gonna get fucked no matter what#and then i hear a figure like 4600 and i remember how avoidable all of this shit is. how avoidable it is for ANY of us#our ceo is gonna walk away from this merger attempt with 5 billion dollars in safety-cushion money#the 10 top execs beneath him with 1 billion#and its just so. what can you even do. 5 billion. can a number like that even mean anything? how could you possibly need that much#850 dollars would be a lifechanging amount of money for me right now and im not even one of the worst off#its just. god. this world could be anything but what it is but its this and for what
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"the housing market is crashing" "YES PLEASE I CANT WAIT TO BUY A SUPER AFFORDABLE AND CHEAP HOUSE" none of you are going to be able to buy a house when the market crashes. you've all got to give up this dream :/ you're gonna be so fucking disappointed when another recession hits and you're actually just poorer and less able to afford housing than before
#i need you all to understand that when you are praying for a massive housing market crash#what you are praying for is peopleâ especially poor people and people of colorâ becoming homeless â¤ď¸#the reason housing prices fell in 2008 is because THOUSANDS OF POOR PEOPLE WHO WERE THE VICTIMS OF SHADY LENDING PRACTICES#HAD THEIR HOUSES FORECLOSED ON OFTEN ILLEGALLY AND BECAME HOMELESS AS A RESULT#i am fucking BEGGING you guys to learn ANYTHING AT ALL about the fucking economy oh my god#this isnt just rich people shit. especially when youre calling for thousands of people to lose their homes. stop. oh my fucking god.#many of you may remember that houses were extremely cheap in 2008 and that was because no one was buying them!#becauseâ and this may come as a shock to those of you who dont understand how money worksâ the economy affects EVERYONE#it was NOT just rich stock brokers who lost everything lmfao. its like yall forgot about the extremely high unemployment#and skyrocketing fucking suicide rates! like! average people were not suddenly buying up property lmfao! they were getting laid off!#btw if youre wondering why this makes me so mad its bc i became homeless for almost a full year at age 10 due to the 2008 market crash :)#so i personally dont really think its funny to joke about how great its gonna be when a bunch more kids are left without homes
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Fucking hell, when I look for emetophobia I want to find other people that struggle with the same shit, maybe some tips on how they deal with it, not art that includes image of people vomiting, THAT'S THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR!
#my brother in christ#learn how to tag shit#emetophobia#i swear it's so triggering#tags#public utilities#it's not that bad now but there was a time i couldn't hear the word âvomitâ without starting sweating already#maybe there's someone out there who is still like this and they definitely are going to freak out with your art#phobia#there's nothing wrong with your art#that may be the way you deal with it#but i remember the young me been absolutely terrified of anything about it that if someone else out there feels the same i need to say it#just tag your shit guys#tw emetophobia is to the one to advise you of what's in the art#people that can't even bear to see it can just block the tag#I'm usually not that person but i really think some guy may lose their sht the way i did whenever something about my phobia appeared to me#i think this is about awareness
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MAKE HER REGRET IT
A/N: i was really in the mood for some smut and the neighbors trope popped into my head, so here we are!
WORD COUNT: 4.1k
WARNING: sexual content
SUMMARY:Â Harry, your freshly divorced, insanely hot neighbor needs your help: you have to pretend to be his new girlfriend when his ex-wife comes over, however your little stunt outdoes your expectations in a lot of ways.
MASTERLISTÂ |Â SUPPORT ME!
It's a basic instinct for you at this point to look up at the balcony whenever youâre approaching your apartment building. However youâre not looking at yours, but the one next to yours that belongs to one hot, freshly divorced guy who moved in next door about two months ago.Â
You remember the morning the moving truck appeared and you knew someone was taking the vacant apartment beside yours. You just arrived back from your morning run and you jumped right into guesses about who it will be. Maybe someone your age? A girl you can go to yoga with? Or a sweet old lady you can have tea with on warm afternoons? Hopefully not a noisy family, because the walls are way too thin to endure the screaming of a child.Â
Then you saw him. Carrying a heavy looking box up the stairs, a simple white shirt stretching on his torso, tattooed arms flexing under the weight of the box, you knew you were fucked the first time you saw Harry Styles.Â
It took you no time to lurk over the next day and introduce yourself as his neighbor.Â
âIf you need suggestions for coffee spots around the neighborhood, Iâm your person,â you smiled at him charmingly as he stood in his doorway in gray sweats and a black t-shirt, hair messy but so delicious, it was screaming for your fingers to run through his locks.Â
âI will definitely keep that in mind. I can offer to fix anything around your apartment, Iâm kind of a handyman,â he chuckled and your knees almost buckled hearing his creamy british accent.Â
Fate played on your hand, because you kept running into each other so it didnât take long for you to go out for a coffee run together and it was smooth sailing from then. You learned about how he just got divorced, his wife cheated on him and he found out on their second anniversary, tragic story and you still canât quite understand how any woman could cheat on a man like him. You practically drool every time you catch a glimpse of him arriving back from a run in nothing but a pair of shorts, his tanned skin glistening from sweat. You definitely love to move out to the balcony around the time he can be expected to appear in the late afternoon, you watch him stretch and breathe heavily and the sight alone makes you break a sweat as well, but for a whole different reason.Â
Youâve been trying to flirt with him every possible occasion, but you also make sure you donât come off too pushy. After all he just got out of a marriage, it must be hard on him to recover from being cheated on. Thereâs also a slight age difference between the two of you, not that dramatic, but that eight years could easily be a deal breaker for him, so youâve been playing it safe.Â
When youâre lying in bed late at night and sleep is not coming to you, you canât help but think of how he is on the other side of the wall, you imagine him sleeping without a shirt, maybe thinking about you the way you like to think of him⌠But itâs all just a fantasy, one you fancy very much.Â
The door to his balcony is open so you know he is home, but he is not out. You take your time walking up the stairs, your legs are definitely tired from the run you just had and just when you reach your floor Harryâs front door swings open and you stop, watching him walk over to your door. He didnât notice you, so you stay still and watch him take a deep breath as he lifts his fist up to knock, but then it falls back to his side and he shakes his head, stepping backwards before returning to his spot on your doormat and thatâs when you decide to put him out of his misery.Â
âAre you out of sugar, neighbor?â you ask, slowly walking towards him. Harry spins around with a stunned expression.Â
âOh, I didnâtâI didnât see you.â You catch his gaze running down your body and legs and youâre thankful you decided to wear your shortest shorts.Â
Playing with your keys in your hands, you finally reach him.Â
âWhatâs up?â
âUm⌠I have a bit of a situation on my hands and you might be able to help me.â
Unlocking the door you push it in and gesture for him to follow you inside.Â
âDo tell me.â
Rounding your way into the kitchen you step to the fridge to grab some water. Harry hesitantly follows you and stops by the kitchen counter.Â
âSo, I talked to Rory this morning,â he starts. Youâve heard enough about Rory, his ex wife to know that if sheâs involved, itâs for sure something messy. âYou know that painting in my living room?â You nod. âWell, she insists itâs hers, because a friend of hers painted it, but I was the one who paid for it. Whatever. Sheâs been trying to get me to give it to her and honestly Iâm over it so I gave in. She is picking it up today.â
âWhen will the part where I can help come?â
âRight here,â he chuckles nervously. âWe got into a fight, no surprise. She screamed at me over the phone and told me Iâll die alone because no one can put up with my shit.â
You need to force yourself to swallow the bitterness in your mouth. That woman sounds very much like the spawn of the devil, because who would say that to anyone? Especially to Harry? Aside from being insanely hot youâve also learned just how kind, passionate and funny he is, basically the whole deal. Rory is the biggest loser in history for letting go of a man like him.Â
âOne thing followed the other and I just⌠Um, I told her that I have someone.â
The light bulb switches on in your mind, because you already know where this is heading. And you like it, very much.Â
âI donât know what got into me, but I told her she can meet my alleged girlfriend when she picks up the painting so she can see herself that Iâm not the loser she thinks I am. And⌠as you might now, I do not have anyoneâŚâ
âYou want me to be your fake girlfriend,â you finish for him, saving him from having to say it out loud. You can see just how awkward he is, having to ask you for such a thing.Â
âBasically, yeah. Only if you donât mind being part of this shitshow. I understand if you find it weird and I donât expect you toââ
âWhen should I be over at yours?â you simply ask and watch his eyes go wide.Â
âY-You will do it?â
âSure, sounds fun. Besides, Iâm curious to see the stupidest woman on earth,â you add smirking and he finally lets out a relieved laugh as well.Â
âThank you so much, Y/N. Really, I owe you big time. Sheâll be here in about two hours.â
âPerfect. Iâll be there.â
For the next two hours, you do everything you can to bring out the hottest version of yourself. Hair, makeup, dress, everything is on spot when you step out of your apartment and walk over to Harryâs door, ringing the bell.Â
When the door swings open and Harry sees you his mouth hangs open, giving you that one last ego boost you need to be the best possible fake girlfriend ever.Â
âSatisfied with your girlfriend?â you ask, tilting your head.Â
âI-I uhâYeah! Iâm⌠yes.â
âCan I go inside then?â you ask with a chuckle and he steps aside in a hurry.
âSorry, yeah come inside.â
âSo whatâs the plan?â you ask, walking into his living room and making yourself comfortable on the couch. Harry follows, but he takes the armchair across you and you can tell he is still struggling with not ogling you, especially your exposed legs and deep cleavage the dress teases him with.Â
âI donât⌠I have no idea, I have never done this before.â
âI have.â
âReally?â
âJust once, in college. One of my friends broke up with a girl who did not take it well and I was his fake girlfriend for a week to get her to stop harassing him. It worked.â
âThen⌠I trust you with anything.â
âWhatâs the goal?â
Harry opens his mouth, but then closes, as if he is embarrassed to say whatâs on his mind.Â
âHarry, say it. Iâm happy to help with anything.â
âI want to make her regret it.â
âRegret what she said?â
âRegret everything,â he corrects and when he looks you in the eye a shiver runs down your spine from the determination thatâs behind his green irises.Â
âConsider it done,â you smile at him devilishly.Â
At your suggestion you both take a shot to ease your nerves and make it easier to lie. It seems to loosen him just enough that he doesnât look like he is about to attend an interrogation.Â
And then the bell rings.Â
âShow time,â you smile at him and as he walks over to the door you take your place on the couch again.Â
You hear the door open and then a female voice mixes with Harryâs before the footsteps follow. Harry comes into view first, but then Rory steps out from behind him and you see the pure shock in her eyes when she finally spots you.Â
âOh, hi!â you smile at her almost disgustingly sweetly as you stand from the couch and walk closer. âYou must be Rony. Iâm Y/N.â You hold out a hand for her and watch as her mouth twitches when she hears you mess her name up.Â
âRory,â she sassily says and shakes your hand at last. âSo youâre the⌠girlfriend.â The disgust in her tone is apparent, she is not even trying to hide it and it just makes it way more enjoyable.Â
âYes and you must be the cheating ex-wife.â
Harry coughs beside you, he was not expecting you to be this blunt, but the look on Roryâs face is priceless, because she canât deny what she is. Moving closer to Harry you wrap an arm around his waist and though at first he freezes at your closeness, he is quick to recover and join in on the act, his arm finding your waist as well.Â
âThe painting is over there, just take it and letâs get over with it, alright?â Harry nods towards the painting he already took off the wall, now itâs leant against the console table thatâs been underneath it.Â
âYou didnât even wrap it?â she scoffs. How am I supposed to take it like this?â
âRory, Iâm not a fucking gallery. You wanted the painting, take it.â
âItâs gonna be ruined if I just put it into my car like this!â she argues.Â
âThatâs none of my business.â
âHarry, this is so not okay! I canâtââ
âJesus, Rory fine! I think I have some bubble wrap,â he grunts, heading into his bedroom to find something to wrap the painting in, leaving the two of you alone.
Rory gives you another long, dirty look, as if you were the woman Harry cheated on her with when she is the culprit of this mess here.Â
âSo how long have you been together?â she then asks, pretending like she is just chit chatting, but you know she is eager to know everything about you.
âA little over a month now. You know, I wasnât looking for anything serious, but Harry is just the perfect guy and I couldnât stay away from him.â
âOh, he is not that perfect, little girl.â
Itâs obvious she tried to derogate you by calling you a little girl, she must be around the age of Harry, not more than thirty-six for sure, but she canât find anything to use against you other than the fact that youâre clearly in your twenties. How mature.Â
âI know. But everything he can give me makes it worth it. And the sex, ah!â
She gives you a puzzled look. You knew this would stir her up, Harry mentioned how distant they grew in the last few months and sex wasnât the same anymore. Looking at the timeline she must have started her affair around that time and Harry couldnât perform the way he otherwise could because she wasnât open to him anymore. It was a vicious cycle, but you also know Rory is the kind of woman who must have humiliated him because of that. Harry never said, but you just feel that she criticized his sexual performance when she left him even if it all happened because of her.Â
And now hearing that he is giving his all to another woman is definitely something that can drive her nuts.Â
âOh please, he sucks in bed,â she scoffs.
âNot with the right partner. He is so good, I honestly donât know how you could let go of him.â
âHe couldnât make me cum for months!â
âThatâs unfortunate. I get an orgasm basically after every meal. He is so good at it, honestly, itâs like he just wants to please me every possible moment. I mean, I canât remember a morning when I didnât wake up with his head between my legs, he loves quickies, I have to sanitize the kitchen counter like twice a day.â You let out a chuckle and just watch as her face grows redder while staring at the kitchen counter, raging jealousy swirling in her mind for sure. Itâs clearer than daylight that she didnât cheat on him because he wasnât manly enough, this woman is simply a stupid loser who couldnât appreciate what she had, maybe panicked that she canât mess around with others and then simply chose to ruin everything.Â
Youâre more than happy to remind her what she lost.Â
âAlright, this is all I got,â Harry emerges from the bedroom with some bubble wrap he probably had left from moving, but when he sees you and Rory staring each other down, he stops. But before he could speak up, you decide to push that knife into Roryâs chest as your final move.Â
Stepping over to Harry you push yourself up against him, he drops the bubble wrap and his hands grab you by the waist instantly, though you see confusion in his eyes before you take his face in your hands and pull him closer, lips pressing against his hungrily.Â
Itâs not a sweet, shy first kiss. This is the perfect show off, messy, passionate, full of tongue and eagerness as you practically devour each other. For a bit you forget about the show youâre putting up and itâs your real desire youâve been fighting for weeks now. Every time you try to pull back Harry just keeps demanding more and you happily give him what he wants. He bites into your bottom lip when one of his hands moves down to your ass, giving it a not-at-all shy squeeze, making you moan into the kiss.Â
It feels like it takes forever for you to stop, when you open your eyes youâre met with Harryâs hungry eyes, his lips are slightly swollen and shiny from your kisses.Â
And then you remember youâre not alone.Â
âOh, fuck you. Fuck you both!â Rory pops the bubble around you and when you turn to look at her, she is already grabbing the painting, not even bothering to wrap it.Â
âIt was nice to meet you!â you call after her.
âFuck you!â she repeats, marching towards the door and youâre just smirking like an idiot, pleased with yourself for pissing her off so badly.Â
Harry follows her to shut the door behind her and you let yourself bathe in the sweet victory you just earned.Â
âThis went amazing, right? She was so mad, oh my God!â you laugh, but your smile quickly disappears when you realize the serious look on Harryâs face as he is walking back towards you.Â
Shit, maybe the kiss was too much. He didnât want it and now he is pissed at you.
âAre you mad about the kiss? I-Iâm sorry if it was tooââ
The words die down on your lips when they crash against his again, his hand cupping the back of your head while the other returns straight to your ass, groping you so hard your whole body smashes against his.Â
Your mouth opens in surprise and it gives him the chance to push his tongue against yours, he is demanding, rough and so much more raw than what you imagined him to be like.Â
âWhat did you tell her?â he asks against your mouth, moving you around until the small of your back hits the kitchen counter. âWhat did you tell her that made her so pissed?â he demands, his hand already eagerly moving underneath your dress. He presses two fingers against your clothed clit, making your eyes roll into the back of your head.Â
âI said, ahâI said I wake up every day with⌠your head between my legs, and⌠Oh fuck!â Youâre losing your ability to speak your thoughts as his fingers start circling, the fabric of your underwear is so drenched, if you could think straight you might be embarrassed just how aroused he made you so fast.Â
âAnd?â he urges you to continue, but at the same time he pushes your underwear to the side and pushes two fingers into you without warning, making you gasp so loud that people on the street must have heard it through the open balcony door.Â
âA-and that you fuck me on the⌠the kitchen counter all the time.â
He curls his fingers inside you as he keeps talking.
âThen thatâs what Iâll do to you now. Are you okay with that?â he asks and you nod eagerly as you hold onto his broad shoulders.Â
The next moment he pulls his hand back and you whine, feeling empty all of a sudden, but then he lifts you up and makes you sit on the counter, he lowers himself and places your legs over his shoulders with careful, but confident moves. You grab onto his hair as he pushes his head between your thighs and his mouth meets your clit.Â
âOh, fuck! Harry!â you gasp out, tugging on his hair as he swirls his tongue against your swollen clit, his fingers teasing your hole again. Then they push into you and he sucks on your clit, making you see stars.Â
You imagined him to be skilled, but whatever it is he is doing to you, it feels out of this world and now you know you werenât wrong when you praised him that much to Rory before.Â
Youâre totally out of breath when he comes up, he kisses you and you can taste yourself on his tongue, your hands impatiently tug on his shirt to get rid of it. Soon the fabric lands on the tiled floor and you map out every inch of his hard chest with your palm and while you keep kissing like thereâs no tomorrow, you faintly hear the zipper of his pants come undone.Â
You look him in the eyes when you reach down and take his hard length into your hands and you canât hold back a gasp when you realize just how big he is.Â
âI know you can take it, baby,â he coos, kissing the corner of your mouth and youâre ready to take him right then and there, but he moves back, making you reach for him in panic. âCondom,â he says and you lean back onto your elbows with a sigh as you watch him disappear in his bedroom. You have just a few seconds you process that here you are, on top of Harryâs kitchen counter, with your dress bunched up around your waist, your drenched pussy on show, waiting to be fucked properly. You definitely did not expect this outcome when you woke up this morning, but youâre not complaining.Â
Then Harry appears and he is walking over to you, completely naked, his dick in his hands as he rolls the condom on while moving and you bite into your bottom lip, hoping to remember this view until the end of time.Â
When he reaches you again he simply curls his arms around your thighs and tugs on you so you get closer to the edge. His erection wedges between your wet folds and the tip pokes against your clit, making you clench around nothing.Â
âI have to admit, Iâve been fantasizing about fucking you on this counter since the day I moved in and saw you for the first time.â
âJust on the counter?â you ask teasingly.Â
âEvery surface of this fucking apartment,â he admits with no remorse.
âMake a list then and Iâm more than happy to do them all. But letâs tick the counter off first.â
âDonât have to ask me twice.â
He reaches down and circles his thumb against your clit a bit before grabbing his dick by the base and dragging it up and down your cunt a few times before pushing the head in first, letting you adjust to his thickness first. When you claw at his chest he takes it as a sign to go deeper and he keeps pushing until you take his whole length, feeling fuller than ever before.Â
âI want to go hard,â he breathes out, staying still for now.
âGo hard then. I can take it,â you assure him, though you do have doubts feeling just how stretched out you are now.Â
âOf course you can. Youâre my good girl,â he praises you and before you could get a word out, he pulls back and slams into you hard.Â
There are moments when you actually think youâre about to burst, Harry did not joke when he said he wants to go hard, his thrusts are fast and rough and he makes sure he buries his whole length into you every time he pushes into you. At one point he pulls your legs over his shoulders and it allows him to reach a point in you no one has before and it pushes you towards the edge rapidly. The counter is painfully hard underneath you, but you somehow forget about the pain and only focus on how hard Harry is railing into you. His stamina is incredible, your body already feels like goo and youâre not even doing the actual work.Â
âHarry, Iâm so close,â you moan and his fingers dig deeper into your thighs at your words.Â
âCome around my cock, baby. I wanna feel you squeeze me.â
You cry out his name again, a tear rolling down your cheek, because youâre so desperate to let go. Harry moves a hand to where you meet and his thumb returns to your clit and thatâs what throws you over the edge.Â
Your back arches and you squeeze around him uncontrollably, gasping for air as he ruthlessly keeps fucking into you.Â
âThatâs it, baby. You look so fucking beautiful, coming on my cock.â
You canât stop moaning as you ride out your orgasm. The last waves are washing over your body when his movements fall out of rhythm, he slams into you hard and he sucks on his breath before moaning out your name over and over again, pushing into you a few more times as he comes. He falls forward, his face burying into your heaving chest as he tries to catch his breath along with you. Thereâs a long minute of silent bliss, his cock is still inside you, his lips peppering soft kisses onto the skin thatâs exposed on your chest while youâre mindlessly playing with his hair.Â
When he straightens up he pulls out of you, the empty feeling hitting you again. He carefully helps you off the counter, but keeps his arms around you, because when your feet hit the floor you wobble.Â
Nuzzling your nose against his chest you take the cross pendant on his necklace between your teeth and pull back, looking him in the eyes.Â
âDonât do that, or weâre moving to the next place on the list.â
Giggling you let go of it and push yourself up to steal a kiss.Â
âGive me some time to recover, but Iâm all in to check out another place.â
âJesus, I knew youâd be the death of me the moment I saw you,â he breathes out, before his mouth claims yours hungrily.Â
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FIXED COMFORT | SUNGHOON
SUMMARY: typically, sunghoonâs the one who takes care of you when youâve had one too many. but once in a blue moon, he lets his guard down and allows you to care for him the way he does for you.
or, the one where sunghoonâs drunk at a bar and misses his girlfriend a little too much.
NOTES: idk I just feel like someone should let him sleep for six months straight!!!
PAIRING: sunghoon x fem!reader
WORD COUNT: 4.4K (4444 exactlyâsheâs a shortie).
WARNINGS: fluff on fluff on fluff.
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âHey, do you think you could come get Sunghoon from the bar? Heâs been asking for you for the past hour.â Â
Jayâs phone call pulls you out from a deep slumber on a Saturday night that falls on a day with no plans other than pure relaxation. Sunghoon had been preoccupied with work and classes this past week and wanted to unwind by drinking at his favorite bar with his closest friends and all you wanted to do was sleep the weekend away.Â
Since the two of you started dating six months ago after being friends for a little over two years, you both agree on the notion that youâve found a good balance between time spent together and apart respectively. Nothing fundamentally changed with the exception of kissing and touching one another in the way a couple would. He still respects your independence and you respect his time away from you as well.Â
Sunghoon learned quickly that youâre the type of person who values your alone time more than anything else. When he first started developing feelings for you, grappling with your absence wasnât easy. He initially thought you werenât interested in getting to know him the way he was with you because you werenât afraid to decline invitations and telling people âno.â Slowly, over the course of many months of pining and late night conversations, did Sunghoon learn that youâre typically your best self after a moment of isolation.Â
Your boyfriend is somewhere in between an introvert and extrovert. He tends to be shy when he meets people he isnât familiar with while his loud, rambunctious attitude is typically reserved for those who know him best. He likes to keep to himself for the most part, giving some of his personality away when he feels his walls start to crumble naturally. You love that he has a good head on his shoulders and that heâs able to tell you about his feelings while maintaining an air of confidence. He doesnât inherently need anybody; he likes your company and will do anything to keep it.
Moments like this are when your heart feels softer for Sunghoon than when the two of you were just friends.
âI know you wanted to spend the weekend alone but Hoonâs been saying your name all night,â Jay says. âIâm sorry for waking you up.â
âNo, itâs fine.â Youâre sure Jay can hear your brittle voice. âAre you guys at the bar near your place?â
âThatâs the one. Thanks again and Iâm really sorry for waking you up.â
âDonât sweat it. Cook me something next week if you still feel bad.âÂ
âI can do that. Chili oil noodles with shrimp sound good?â
âItâs almost like you know me.â He laughs at your sarcasm.Â
âDrive safe.âÂ
When Jay hangs up, you allow yourself a few minutes to adjust and wake up, stretching your body from the warm comfort of your blankets. You change out of Sunghoonâs shirt to put on pajama pants and another one of his stolen shirts, opting not to take a jacket since you figure you wonât be out for very long.Â
You thank your past self for filling up your gas tank before tonight after having put it off for a few days. Knowing Sunghoon, he would still scold you for allowing yourself to run nearly empty before filling it up even if he was inebriated. Somehow, knowing this about him brings a smile to your face.
Sunghoonâs the kind of guy who likes to have some control over certain things. He likes order and structure, often waking up at the same hour every weekday to build a routine his body can remember. Heâs been like that since you first met him but you think itâs part of his charm. Even from two years ago, when you met him through Jake Sim, Sunghoon has maintained a level of confidence and control that he does now. On the heels of an impressive skating career before pivoting to focus on higher education, Sunghoon had his preferences and will stick by them.Â
His discipline is the first thing you noticed when you met him for the first time. Jay, someone you were already familiar with, agreed to cook dinner with your friend group under the condition that everyone helped him shop and chip in for the meal. Sunghoon held Jake back from buying unnecessary things like boxed chocolate milk and candy because Jay had desserts back at his place. He held a checklist of items whereas the rest of your friends ran up and down the aisles without thinking much about what needed to be purchased.
Sunghoonâs near-meticulous behavior is juxtaposed to your chaotic and rambunctious nature. You often follow your gut instead of setting a solid plan because youâre not concerned with meeting deadlines, sans education. Whereas you tend to lean towards a go-with-the-flow attitude, Sunghoon is the opposite. But thatâs something he loves about you. Â
At a surface level distinction, it didnât seem like the two of you would get along as well as you did. It surprised Jake when Sunghoon asked for your number so he could text you about seeing a comedy film with him as no one else in the group wanted to see it. Including you at an impromptu study session with him (Sunghoon was organized and neat while your pens were spread all over and your study methods, haphazard) felt like watching two people clash.Â
Rather, you and Sunghoon complement one another.Â
The idea of letting himself go with someone who wasnât part of his friend collective was unheard of. Getting to know a girl who didnât share similar lifestyles didnât appeal to him before meeting you, and youâre inarguably the most chaotic person Sunghoon knows. But he finds that thereâs order within your chaosâyou know who you are and what you want, and you will not compromise yourself just to please other people.Â
Itâs what Sunghoon loves the most about you. Thereâs a boundary you never let anyone cross under the assumption that your own safety net feels compromised. Heâs watched you lose friends for this same reason and has always admired the way you carry yourself like you know you deserve better than people who disrespect you. Heâs witnessed the grace you maintain when people who call you a friend voice words of kindness but speak ill about you behind your back. If anything, Sunghoon feels pity for anyone who crosses you to the point of anger. To be envious of anotherâs confidence is one thing. To make that known is another.Â
Sunghoon learns that you let your inhibitions go because holding control over yourself feels like a burden. It feels like setting a standard you will never be able to meet. He never thought of order in that way before getting to know you. Your approach to life sparked a new wave of emotions within him to the point where he was open and willing to let you farther into his life.Â
His days were ruled by guidelines he had to maintain and proper etiquette that followed him even off the rink. The poise he carried from his career on the ice bled into his personal life too. Although, he doesnât mind that it does. Sunghoon values any form of structure because it makes him feel like he has a purpose and that thereâs something to be accomplished at the end of the day.Â
Most times, Sunghoonâs feels like people judge him for his regimen and canât fathom why he appreciates control so much. They tell him to let loose and enjoy his time away from his career. People always think he simply doesnât know how to have fun because heâs set in his ways and wonât let other people coax him into doing something heâs not comfortable with. But not you. Sunghoon has never felt like youâve judged how he chooses to live his life.Â
Before he knew it, a year had passed and he started to call you one of his best friends. The friendship was gradual. Sunghoon didnât have many close female friends in the way he does with Heeseung, Jay, and Jake. Youâre the first person since ending his career who hasnât tried to pry into the why. In fact, Sunghoon enjoys that you didnât bring it up.Â
(You did, in the form of cooing over his younger self skating in competitions for the first time or roasting all of the outfits he had to wear. But somehow, all of your jabs made him feel happier than when people complimented his performance.)
Eventually, being around you felt too right. He loved it when you took naps on his bed and felt comfortable raiding your kitchen pantry without permission. Sunghoon could leave you in his apartment without him being in it and feel at ease. In fact, he started to look forward to coming home to you. All it took was seeing you wear his hoodie because you got too cold and forgot your jacket, to make him drop his bag by the front door and ask you to be his girlfriend. He hasnât regretted anything with you since.Â
The weather is cold outside since itâs approaching the middle of autumn. You let your car warm up and blast the heat all the way up while adjusting your defrosting settings before heading to the bar to pick up Sunghoon. You sift through your playlists and settle on soft indie melodies before you drive away from the curb.Â
Youâve never seen Sunghoon get drunk to the point of needing extra help. Usually, youâre the one who goes a little too hard whenever Heeseung brings out the alcohol or if Jake offers an edible or two. Sunghoon likes to sit back and stay sober (or sober up by the end of the night) when he notices you having too much fun. He doesnât mind, though. Sunghoon likes taking care of you because sometimes it gives him purpose. Youâve never understood that sentiment but to each their own.Â
The only times youâve seen him completely wasted are usually when youâre equally as gone, like on your first road trip as a couple. The five of you rented a lakehouse a few hours from Seoul and spent an entire weekend basking under the hot sun and chose to forget about university stress before finals would inevitably kick everyoneâs ass. All five of you were cross-faded (but not without Jay and Sunghoon both prepping water bottles and snacks for when the munchies would hit prior to taking anything). You watched Sunghoon relax to the point where he was much quieter than he normally was and when you asked if he was doing alright, he looked you in the eye and told you he loved you for the first time.Â
I always have, I think, he said as he brought your hand to his chest. You might not believe me because neither of us are sober but I swear Iâll tell you in the morning.Â
Sunghoon gets affectionate when heâs drunk or high, often to the point of asking for reassurance. The rational side of his brain is temporarily disfigured. You donât mind being there to tell him that heâs the love of your life and youâd never go anywhere when he gets like this. Although, youâre usually just as gone and gush all of your hidden emotionally-charged feelings, which pair well with Sunghoonâs need for validation sometimes.Â
Your friends love your relationship. They donât think itâs too much or too little, going so far as to take photos of the two of you when you arenât looking. Some are funny like the pictures of you sleeping on his chest with drool pooling out of your mouth. Others are romantic and whimsical, like the pictures of Sunghoon looking at you like youâre the sunshine to his moonlight. They canât get enough of you two. Your friends love knowing people they care about are deeply in love with one another and your relationship is somewhat of a reminder that true romance does exist.Â
Thinking about this makes your heart swell as you park your car and tuck your keys inside your purse. The bouncer checks your ID and lets you inside the bar, and you already spot Jay off to the side.Â
âThanks for coming,â he says as he gives you a loose hug. âAnd sorry for waking you up.âÂ
You wave him off. âItâs fine. Iâve probably woken you up for worse.âÂ
âYeah, like the time you and Jake wanted ramen at 3am and wouldnât stop calling me because both of you got a little too high.âÂ
âCan you blame us?! You were like, two blocks away.âÂ
âYeah, but did you need to eat with me?âÂ
âDuh. Youâre like, the best person to eat a late night dinner with.âÂ
The two of you laugh as he leads you to the group. You see Sunghoon slumped over the table with his head in his arms and the rest of your friend group tries really hard not to seem too excited when they see you standing next to Jay.Â
âFucking finally.â Heeseung stands and gives you a quick side hug before Jake does the same. âLove you guys and all but he started to become unbearable when he kept showing us photos of you.â
Jake snorts. âPoor guy was almost about to cry.â That makes your heart soft.Â
âHe looks so cute,â you coo, tilting your head to savor this moment. Itâs abnormal for you to be the sober one but youâre starting to understand why Sunghoon doesnât mind taking care of you when youâre like this.Â
Jay comes to stand next to you. âHeâs not cute when he drank half his weight in alcohol and wouldnât shut up about how pretty your hair is.âÂ
âWhat, do you donât think my hairâs pretty?â The messy, unbrushed hair is enough to make the guys laugh.Â
âNah seriously, thanks for coming,â says Jake. âWe felt bad calling you but he refuses to get out of his seat.âÂ
âItâs fine.â You wave him off and step closer to your boyfriend, who still hasnât moved from his position.Â
âDo your thing and weâll be here if you need help bringing him to the car.â Heeseung smiles gratefully at you.Â
Even the back of Sunghoonâs head is unfairly gorgeous. His hair always looks nice, although you credit that to his younger sister introducing him to a world of hair care products during his skating years. It feels soft to the touch as you stroke the back of his head until Sunghoon slowly comes to. You feel his body start to stir.
âBaby,â you say quietly, bending down until youâre next to him. âWake up for me.âÂ
âHm?â Sunghoon mumbles from his arms. He feels the sensation of your fingers carding through his hair and pulls himself from the table, wiping the spit from the corner of his mouth before realizing youâre standing next to him. âY/N?â
âIâm right here.âÂ
He pulls his head up until heâs sitting upright in the booth, squinting up at you to adjust to the bar lights that disappeared when he closed his eyes. Your boyfriend looks so innocent like this. He looks at you with a wide, round gaze as if youâd appeared out of thin air and heâs trying his hardest to figure out how youâre standing in front of him.Â
âIs it really you?â Sunghoon asks in a quiet voice. His tone makes your heart flutter and you reach your arms out until youâre cupping his jaw and rubbing the pads of your thumbs over his cheeks. Sunghoon melts into your touch and you feel his body start to relax. âI missed you.â
âI missed you too, bug. Did you have fun tonight?â
He nods in your hands, âMhm. Just tired now.â
âJay said you were asking for me.âÂ
âI always ask for you.â Your cheeks heat up and you try to ignore the snickers from behind you.Â
âWhy donât we go back to my place, yeah? You can sleep in my bed instead of this bar.âÂ
âCan we? I love the guys but I just missed you.â
âSimp,â Heeseung whispers before coughing into his fist.Â
Sunghoon stands from the booth once youâve taken a step back to give him the space to move. Heâs surprisingly able to stand on his own and clutches onto his jacket as he makes his way to the door.Â
âSorry guys,â he mutters to the guys.Â
âYah, itâs fine,â Jay says as he waves Sunghoon off.Â
âGet home safe,â Heeseung says as he opens the door for the two of you. Sunghoon waves behind him until you guide him to the car.Â
âCan you put your jacket on for me?â You catch it in your hands after he nearly let them fall from his grasp.Â
âShit, sorry.â You watch Sunghoon put on one arm and then the other. He looks so childlike in this moment as he concentrates his hardest to put the jacket on without stumbling.Â
It reminds you that he doesnât show you this side of him often. Sunghoon, ever the poised individual who likes to know whatâs ahead of him, has let his inhibitions down. Seeing his figure slowly push his body through the warm fabric has you biting back a smile.Â
âNeed help?â
Sunghoon looks down at his hands that are trying to zip his jacket up to no avail. He feels like his hands are too big and the zipper is too small. âPlease.â
Your steady fingers cover Sunghoonâs and take over the tedious task. The metal is warm from his fingertips. You can feel him looking down at you and you temporarily fumble with the zipper, which makes him laugh.
âSilly,â he mutters. âAh, fuck. I donât know if I can open the door.â
You roll your eyes and open it for him. âYouâre funny.âÂ
He slides into the seat as gracefully as he can without hitting his head on the roof. Sunghoon struggles, but manages to buckle himself in and grins up at you when he hears the click of the buckle. When you look down on him, the lamp post from above casts a soft glow on his face. He looks so youthful at this moment. Sunghoon has let go of his thoughts and couldnât think about anything but the present moment even if he tried.Â
He waits for you and mumbles about how cold it is when you turn the engine on. The warm air starts to uplift his spirits and he looks at you with us head pressed to the headrest.
âIâm sorry you have to see me like this.â
âWhat?â you ask. âWhy?â
He shrugs. âDunno. Usually Iâm the one taking care of you.â
âYou donât always have to be brave, you know.âÂ
Sunghoon doesnât say anything. He reaches out to envelope your hand in his and squeezes it until heâs holding it loosely in the quiet of the evening.
âI love you.âÂ
Your heart blooms. âI love you right back.â He seems satisfied with your response and lets go of your hand so that you can drive back to your apartment.Â
When you park on the curb, Sunghoonâs sober enough to unbuckle his seatbelt and wait for you to turn the engine off before opening his door carefully. He steps outside and leans back on the car door until you walk around the hood of the vehicle and grabs your hands to pull you into him.Â
You feel his lips on your before you register whatâs happening. He tastes faintly of pineapple soju and beer, and his mouth is warm. Despite his inebriated state, Sunghoonâs able to hold you between his hands as he moves to place them on your hips to balance your body after youâve stumbled into him.Â
The kiss itself is slow. In fact, it feels as though Sunghoon has slowed time around so that the two of you could enjoy the late night kiss uninterrupted. You can barely hear anything besides the ringing in your ears after being caught by surprise due to your boyfriendâs abrupt movements. Your mouths move in slow tandem and Sunghoon nearly pushes his tongue inside your mouth before pulling away to rest his forehead against your own.
âMy baby,â he whispers against your lips before giving you another quick peck.Â
âYou are so cute.â You blurt out this confession like youâre still pining after him. âLetâs go inside, yeah?âÂ
The apartment is warm compared to the environment outside and Sunghoon slips off his shoes in favor of wearing his designated slippers. He doesnât let go of your hand the entire time he does so, letting you pull him into the hallway until the two of you reach your bedroom. The hardwood floors feel better than the uneven pavement from outside.
He loves it here. Itâs a sanctuary away from his apartment with the friends he will probably invite to his wedding. But something about your green comforter and hand-painted artwork adorning your walls makes Sunghoon feel like he would live by your side for the rest of his life. The scent of your roomâwarm peaches and vanillaâtugs at his heart strings. This is where he belongs.Â
Likewise, you love seeing Sunghoon behave like this. Itâs not commonplace for him to let people take care of him in the way you are now. Heâs used to people looking out for his career and best interest but he struggles with allowing others to handle him with such care. After a decade of enduring harsh criticism and physical endurance, Sunghoon struggles to relax and allow others to take the reins. Itâs partially why he loves taking care of you. Being able to provide that kind of love and support makes him feel wanted and needed, even if you tell him heâs more than enough a thousand times over.Â
You leave him in your room to change his clothes taken from his designated drawer while you prepare skincare and the works. You hear him shuffle outside and fall onto the bed once, prompting you to hold your laughter in as you wash your hands and pull out hair clips for him to use.Â
âI canât lie,â Sunghoon says as you emerge from the bathroom to see him in a big t-shirt and pajama bottoms, âIâm really looking forward to you doing my skincare.âÂ
You snicker and pull your desk chair into the bathroom. âNow you know exactly how I feel every time I beg you to do mine when Iâm drunk. Sit and close your eyes, please.âÂ
He follows your instructions and leans his back against the furniture. Sunghoon doesnât fuss when you pin his hair back until itâs secure and allows you to make him feel pampered in a way he typically wouldnât.Â
âDid you have fun tonight?âÂ
Sunghoon hums. âYeah, I did. The guys picked me up from my place and we had lunch at that seafood spot weâve been meaning to try.âÂ
âWas it any good?â
âSo good.â He licks his lips. âGod, Iâm still thinking about that shellfish soup. We ordered enough food to feed a village but it was so worth it. I wanna go with you.âÂ
âWe can go wherever you want.â He smiles at your soft tone.Â
âWe also went to the beach and met some guys at the skate park by the highway. They were pretty nice and let us use their boards for a little. Heeseung got along with them the best, I think.â
âHeeseung makes friends with everybody.â
âHe says heâs not social but thatâs a lie.â Sunghoon twitches his nose when he feels a damp washcloth on his face. âWe went to the bar afterwards and split it by round. I got the first and honestly, I donât remember much after that.âÂ
âHow are you feeling now, though?â you ask as you finish patting his skin dry. âDo you still feel dizzy?â Sunghoon opens his eyes and watches you apply a serum before dabbing it all over his face.Â
âNot as much as before. I think Iâm just tired.â
âAnd clingy, apparently.âÂ
Sunghoon smacks the back of your thighs. âShut up. You love it.â You silence him by kissing his nose.Â
While he brushes his teeth, you situate yourself underneath your plush covers and allow the weight of the blanket to fall on top of you. The sweet promise of a good nightâs rest feels imminent, especially when you see your boyfriend emerge from the bathroom. He turns off the light and walks towards the empty side of the bed before heâs slipping himself beside you.Â
Sunghoonâs an equal opportunist when it comes to sleeping positions. He loves it the most when your head is on his chest and when your arms are tangled in one another because he likes knowing that the two of you yearn for each other equally. But when he gets like this, Sunghoon takes initiative to maneuver himself until half of his chest and head are on top of you. He situates his arm around your waist and pulls himself closer to your body until a deep, satisfied sigh comes from the back of his throat.Â
He hums in appreciation when your fingers begin to massage his scalp. Sunghoonâs hair is soft and silky and on most days, youâre the only person who gets to touch it. The slowness of your movements paired with the soft kiss you place on his temple makes his eyelids feel heavy.Â
âSorry you had to come pick me up,â Sunghoon mumbles against you. âI know we agreed to give each other some space this weekend.âÂ
âYou should know by now that Iâd do anything for you.â He feels you kiss the crown of his head. âPlus, we both know youâd do the same for me.âÂ
Sunghoon nods. âI would. Youâre my girlfriend. Duh.â His sleepy nonsense makes you laugh.Â
âYou can go back to hanging out with the guys tomorrow if you want.â He shakes his head.Â
âI want to get breakfast with you.â Sunghoon finds your free hand and presses a sleepy kiss to the back of it.Â
âWhatever you want. We can get breakfast.âÂ
âIf we wake up early enough.âÂ
You laugh again. âYes, if we wake up early enough.âÂ
Sunghoon mumbles a few incoherent words that you canât quite make out because of your own tiredness. When your own eyes start to droop, Sunghoon feels your fingers start to falter and looks up at you to see youâve fallen fast asleep.Â
He kisses the underside of your chin and falls asleep too.
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I came out to my dad as bisexual at 14 and I was PANICKED because I had a crush on a guy in my Boy Scout troop and thought I was Going To Hell Forever and he was so kind and understanding of my distress, but he had NO idea what bisexuality was. He just said âyeah but you like girls too? This is normal. Everyone is like this.â And I love my dad and trust him with my life to this day and the idea that the concept of bisexuality had not occurred to him had not occurred to me so I put it off.
By 16 though I had a crush on like THREE boys. Three entire boys in my Boy Scout troop. I felt like my sin was slowly advancing, until like an untreated cancer it had become metastatic. I remember bawling my Lâil limp-wristed sissy eyes out in his big rumbly truck on the way home from a scout meeting and him telling me that it was OK, that he still loved me if I was gay, but that he knew I wasnât gay because I still had crushes on women and that meant I was straight. I didnât quite know how to explain that those felt *~*different*~* and that I felt like I was losing a fight to evil inside me but I again felt comforted by his reassurances and his genuine fatherly love.
At 18 I was like âhey Iâm realizing all my friends are going on missions. I donât wanna do that. Idk how to say that and I donât have a âgood enoughâ reason to not wanna go.â So I just put it off. Again, my parents were extremely supportive of the information I gave them (I blamed it on perpetually forgetting to start the paperwork.) and one day my mom texted me that she had done the paperwork for me! And that all I needed was to get a physical! So I did that (it was awkward af tbh, my hernia check was done by a trainee doctor and she spent like 3 minutes fishing around my inguinal canals before her attending rescued me) and was sent to Mexico City where I learned that in addition to dipshit himbos with strong hands and scruffy guys with artistic hearts I was REALLY into chubby Latin men with strong personalities who bullied me a little when I lived in Mexico.
I remember my first companion got annoyed with me during an argument and said we were just gonna wrestle and whoever won the wrestling match won the argument (I stg I am dead serious this happened.) I was likeâŚSWEATING when he tore off his tie and threw his white button-down shirt onto the ground (I won btw, donât ask me how).
I remember one of my companions with this really intense, almost manic energy telling me that he was gonna make sure I was safe in a new area I didnât know very well. He cooked breakfast for me and weâd go shopping together on P-Days and in the mornings before breakfast heâd jog around and do pull-ups with his shirt off and Iâd do anything but look at him because my face would break out in a sweat so intense heâd think I was crying and come over to see if I was OK and somehow make it worse. He let me play D&D with myself in the evenings even though it was against mission rules because he knew how lonely and stressed I was.
I remember one of my companions was a big chubby man with a loud voice and a great sense of humor. He was kind and direct when addressing conflicts with me, and always bragged about how he knew the secrets of womenâs minds and it felt like he really did since it almost always boiled down to âTreat Them Like People and Love Them a Lot. Donât Stop Being A Person For Them. Also Eat Them Out Sloppy Style.â Our P-Day activities sometimes felt like dates, and it seemed like he was more attentive to my emotional state than I was since he was always the first to suggest we slow down our Divinely Mandated, God-Ordained, Super Sacred Work and Wonder to get a snack or check out a Pawn Shop (I love Pawn Shops).
I remember another companion who asked me to bully him every time he did something against his goal of losing weight. It was like he gave me Carte Blanche to take out my crush on him by being a nuisance and I LOVED that. I remember having a breakdown one day after weâd spent the afternoon frantically cleaning our disgusting-barely-habitable mission house to make it look less vile that it was (not our fault imo?) and I started bawling and he pulled me into a hug and he smelled good and he told me he knew it wasnât just the house and that I was mad at him for being a Huge Dickhead for about a week (true) and that he would work on it. (Heâs also a huge chaser but thatâs a separate thing.)
I remember one of my companions waking up early (and our schedule is already built for sleep deprivation) to make me a âbirthday cakeâ from knock-off Nutella and bread. He used matches for candles and woke me up, lit the âcandles,â pulled them out, then smashed it in my face and took a bunch of pictures while I was still madrugada and disoriented as fuck. He had the same sense of humor as one of my HS crushes and I could push his buttons pretty easily which was so fun.
I came home from my mission and started back at BYU where I became actively and aggressively suicidal. I had a stalker the year I moved up there and my dadâs solution to that was to get me a gun. I know he wouldnât have bought me a gun if he could have read my mind, but I had a loaded pistol under my bed during a trifecta faith/sexuality/gender crisis and that was not helpful. I remember that the day I decided to kill myself I figured Iâd call the BYU CAPS and see if I could get into therapy because it felt like what I was âsupposed to doâ so I could check my suicide boxes. My therapist was the guy whoâd helped me pick a major the year before and was this drop-dead gorgeous Hawaiian man who cried when I told him how Iâd been feeling.
A few weeks into therapy I met another stunning man with soft eyes and a scruffy illegal-at-BYU beard he kept pushing his luck with. He was funny, kind, patient, married, and wouldnât give me the time of day if he knew I was crushing on him. We were in my history of psych class, which was inarguably the worst psych class I have ever had, and we studied together for every assignment and test and I realized that my feelings for him and for all the men Iâd already mentioned were in direct conflict with my faith and relationship with God. My already agonizing spiritual conflict became even more wretched and as a result of this plus some other tightly-packed experiences with Mormonisms bullshit, I left the church.
After leaving the church I decided to move back to AZ and transfer to ASU. My mom helped me get a dog since I think it had started to dawn on my family that my mental health was barely getting me through the day, and she knew that we both loved dogs. Madi made my last year at BYU livable while I got my shit together and transferred. In that last year, I went on a date with quite possibly the only semi-openly-out trans person on BYU campus. It was not a great date imo, I was not doing well, but the person I spoke with was fun and fascinating and talked to me about Gender Dysphoria and it really cemented my need to go. To leave and never come back to that fucking school.
I started at ASU a month after my last semester at BYU and within a very short time frame it felt like I was coming back together, like a puzzle magically putting itself together in an environment that wasnât slowly draining that puzzleâs will to live.
On the 4th of July, the year I started at ASU, I saw a transition timeline photo of a gorgeous happy beautiful happy radiant happy woman and her former Mormon missionary self and I realized the light that was on in her eyes was the light that was off in mine. I looked into transitioning for 3 days, sleeping about 10 hours total during that time. I started talking to other trans people on Reddit (one of whom is now my beautiful fiancĂŠe @cintailed) and after about a month of making preparations to be disowned and kicked out, something I was not sure would happen but was ready to go through to Turn On The Lights, I came out to my family and it was amazing. I started HRT a month after that. I secretly dated some dorky guys for about a year while I applied to grad schools. I got into a great grad school for me and my needs. I got FFS. I did my trainings and classes. Me and my fiancĂŠe moved in together after some LDR shenanigans. Weâve lived together now for 4 years of basically marital bliss. We have a cat named Grandmother Esmeralda Weatherwax who bites the hell out of my feet about three times a day. My bi-cycle continues to be part of my life but now itâs not as scary. Baby gays in my life have started to look to me for advice. Idk how this all happened so fast. When the years, months, weeks, days, and hours seems to crawl by so slowly now they are rushing past me so fast itâs almost bewildering. Whereas before I felt like I was living on borrowed time, past my âexpiration date,â now it feels like I can Fucking Breathe. Iâm training myself to slow down now and it feels worth it to Live In The Moment.
Idk why I wrote this. Idk why these thoughts only seem to come up on Sundays when Iâm supposed to be writing my dissertation. Idk why Iâm crying rn or why I feel so happy. Iâm gonna post this shit then get on with my dissertation I guess. Read more Terry Pratchett and give yourselves the time you need. Get a pet. Talk to someone. Re-examine the events that brought you here. Be gayer. Love yâall đ
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hello hello!! i bought homicipher the day it came out and i'm so in love with it.. but there's no content whatsoever and i'm so sad đđ could you write literally anything for any character.. i just need to see more homicipher content!!! đđđ
I GOT YOU ANON I've clocked in like 20 hours since the release on November 1st omg....
I've been cooking up something for my first Homicipher post.....here's some general thoughts on the relationships/dynamics with the main guys.
Characters: Mr. Crawling, Mr. Silver Hair / Mr. Silvair, Mr. Gap, Mr. Hood, Mr. Machete, Mr. Scarletella
Word Count: 1454
Warnings: sfw, some mentions of canon-typical violence
Mr. Crawling
He loves you!! He loves you so, so, so much!!!
Do you love him?
He asks you that. A lot. He loves to be reassured that you adore him. And he's always vocal about how much he adores you.
He follows you everywhere, like a lost puppy. It's honestly so endearing and sweet. He's constantly on the lookout for you.
He also adores physical touch, once he knows it's fine. Other than the little headpats, he likes to touch your legs, especially your calves. In times of rest he's incredibly cuddly and loves to nuzzle into you.
Pet his hair and he'll melt immediately. It's so relaxing to him.
He's usually with you, but when he's not he's often on the lookout for gifts and trophies to bring to you. He just wants to make you happy, in any way possible. The second there's anything you mention liking or being fond of, it's a priority for him to see if he can scrounge it up.
If you'll let him, he'd love to touch your hair. He will play with it and make silly nonsensical braids and giggle quietly to himself all the while.
He's a bit of a chatterbox. He loves to talk to you. Any time he's been away he likes to give you little reports of what he's done or what he's seen. And he wants to hear all about your day or your dreams, too. There's never a time he won't want to hear what you have to say.
Mr. Silver Hair / Mr. Silvair
You are so very interesting to him! He wants to study you.
But not hurt you. Normally, he probably would have already dismembered you to watch how your body pulls together again, but since you're friends with Mr. Chopped, he's put aside that urge.
Instead it's been replaced by something else, though he doesn't really understand what it is. He's never felt it before. Or maybe he has? Maybe he doesn't remember? Could you help him remember?
Whenever youâre feeling ill, he finds that he wants to make you feel better. Heâs trying hard to learn how to keep you together just as you are.
Heâll get you to lie down when it seems youâre feeling faint, and carry you to bed when you collapse in the middle of an errand. Before he realises it, he's massaging your hair. Think nothing of it. Your head hurts, right? So it makes sense to pet you.
He likes to watch you sleep. He canât put a finger on why. He likes to tell himself heâs doing armchair research when heâs really justâŚ.zoning out.
He's extremely perceptive and observant. He's always checking your reactions to things and events to figure out what you like or don't like, or to try to understand how you're feeling in the moment.
He's the type to politely ask if it's okay to touch you before doing so.
He would never hurt you unless your urges became unbearable, in which case it's self-defense, right? He'll make sure you'll turn back to normal and he'll be there for you every step of the way.
Mr. Gap
He's probably...one of the strangest denizens of the otherworld. You're still not sure if he has a body. But he has helped you on multiple occasions. You've found yourself growing fond of him.
You often see him peeking at you from various holes and gaps. Sometimes he tries to get your attention, sometimes he doesn't. Sometimes he just watches.
When you find a bag in the underworld, you begin carrying it around with you.
He's usually inside, but sometimes not. You have no idea where he goes.
He'll often bring back little gifts like weapons or food, like some bizarre cat. When he finds out you like candy, he tends to focus on that.
He always asks for your heart before he gives you anything, and you always say no, and he always grumbles.
But somehow you'll always find those same things coincidentally in your path or somewhere in the room after you wake up, if you've taken a nap.
He likes to scope out newspapers and magazines too, and show them to you, especially if they feature himself. He's so proud of that.
Over time, his requests for your heart grow less and less frequent. Sometimes, you forget he used to ask you for it at all, until he suddenly pipes up with the query again.
Is his wanting your heart the same thing as wanting your love? Things to ponder.
Mr. Hood
He's quiet and reclusive but he's there for you whenever you need him.
You need or want anything? Just ask. He'll give it to you immediately with hardly a question.
No harm will ever come to you whenever you're with him, and he hardly lets you out of his sight. He's incredibly protective of you.
He loves to carry you in his arms or on his shoulder, whether you're small or not. It's no bother to him. He's more than strong enough.
Hand touches are so pleasant to him -- whether you're touching his hands, or he's touching your face. He's secretly touch-starved. As long as you don't shy away, he'll continue to hold onto you.
He enjoys quizzing you on your knowledge of the otherworld language. When things are slow, heâll randomly ask you if you know the names of certain things.
Whenever you both encounter something new during your travels, heâs quick to ask you if you know what it is or outright tells you what itâs called.
He seems a bit self-conscious of having minimal form. What is under his robe? If you don't ask he'll be grateful. He doesn't know himself.
But if you're not repulsed by his anomalous form, that's just -- incredibly touching.
He claims to not understand love, but he'll never abandon you.
Maybe he doesn't understand. Maybe he's forgotten.
But there's something about you that comforts him, and makes him feel safe. Quite paradoxical -- he's the one doing the protecting, after all. But your presence soothes him.
Mr. Machete
He's just looking for a way to not be bored. And being with you -- somehow, it's fun.
Maybe because he's usually alone, so he doesn't often have anyone else to talk to. It's...fun to banter with you, even if sometimes your words confuse him.
It's unquestionable that he's the brawn, you're the brain of this duo. Maybe the beauty and the beast, too?
He's always, secretly, been a little bit of a coward. The second things don't look like they'll turn out well for him, he ditches and flees.
But, oddly, you give him the courage to stand against things or monsters he would have thought were impossible to defeat.
Sometimes, you die -- whether by accident or because something else got to you before he could. But he always sighs and waits for you to wake up again. If you're mad, it's a little funny. You were just too slow that time.
He likes sparring with you. You have to get faster, right? Your weapon is pretty funny, too. So small and yet somehow you manage to not get overwhelmed by him. He's not holding back. He never would. Right?
He likes to pick you up and sling you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. Likes to hug you like a teddy bear, too. You're soft and warm. You feel nice against him.
He's not the type to ask, but if you made any indication of not liking anything, he'd stop. He doesn't want to break you.
Mr. Scarletella
You are his queen. He literally worships the ground you walk on.
You are so fascinating to him. He just can't believe he's found someone as perfect as you. Someone who likes to destroy and kill people, just like him? Immaculate.
You haven't and never will give him your name. That's fine. He can live with that, as long as you're with him.
You've likely given him something else to call you. It's not quite your name -- maybe it's not your full name, and he knows it, because he can't quite grasp your essence. But it's enough to be able to give a sound to the person -- thing -- he likes most in this world.
He likes to say that not-quite name, and he says it often, just to get your attention.
He's fascinated by everything about you -- including how small you are in comparison to him. He loves that he can easily dwarf your form and loom over you. It's exhilarating in a completely different way from mindless violence.
Speaking of which, his favourite thing is without a doubt to commit violence with you. There's a new urban legend steadily growing in the human world, of a pair of murderers characterised by their red and white umbrellas. You're the perfect perfectly awful duo, truly.
Even when he's not with you, he's always somehow got an eye on you. Most of the otherworld residents know by now who you belong to, and they'd never lay hand on the one cherished by the red umbrella man.
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Fantastic Breasts and Where to Find Them
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"What time is it?" Karina asks as she stumbles into the kitchen, a half awaken mess, dark locks all disheveled in a white top and tight shorts. "Jesus, my fucking head..."
"Nearly one."Â
"Shit," Karina hisses. "I had a test in the morning, didn't you hear my alarm go off?"
"You think I can hear anything over you snoring?" you ask, glancing up with a playful smile as Karina sits opposite you at the kitchen table, resting her face in her palms. "You barely made it inside before I had to lug your body onto the couch.â
"Hey, I don't snore," Karina scoffs, giving you a dirty look with bleary eyes as she runs fingers through her messy hair in a feeble attempt to look presentable.
"Oh, of course you don't. Which is why I could hear you all the way upstairs. Pretty sure the entire neighborhood could."Â
"Shut it," she snaps back with as much bite as she can muster, though can't keep that grimace on her features for long before a tired grin escapes. "The last thing I remember is Yizhuo holding my hair up while Iâwell, you don't need to know the rest."
âSounds like you had a fun night.âÂ
"Fantastic," Karina responds with all the sarcasm she can manage. Her gaze immediately turns towards the coffee makerâthe only thing that matters during this hellish hungover state.Â
âCoffee should still be warm,â you say, not missing a beat. âBut take this first, it'll help."
Karina eyes the two painkillers in your hand with a grateful look as she scoots forward and reaches to accept a glass of water, tossing her head back a bit before chugging it all a single gulp.Â
"You're a lifesaver. I'm so embarrassing, you shouldn't have to keep taking care of me. Thank you," she says with a quick smile, gently placing the empty glass down, then heading straight for the coffeepot.
"Don't worry about it. It's what I'm here for."
"You should have been there last night then, maybe could have kept me in check. I'll never drink that much ever again."
Karina cradles a freshly poured mug of hot coffee as she makes her way back to the table, taking a seat ever so carefully, trying not to fall over in the process. She rubs her temple in gentle circles, feeling like absolute hell as she tests the coffee with a sip of uncertainty.
"You've said that the last couple times," you tease, leaning back in your chair as you focus back on your laptop screen and the paper that youâve been working on all day. "You know that's not really my thing. As much as I enjoy watching other people make an idiot out of themselves."
"At least I could have had someone to talk to. The only person I knew was Yizhuo, and she was so busy making out with anyone with a pulse that I didn't say more than three words to her."
"Yizhuo?" you ask.Â
"You've met her, haven't you? She's one of my best friends."Â
"Don't think I have."Â
"Right, wellâshe'll sleep with anyone that so much looks at her," Karina chuckles as she savors the delicious warmth of coffee down her throat. She takes another careful sip and her eyes close, wondering if the throbbing in her head will ever subside.
"She's learned from the best, I suppose."
"Hey!" she says, faux offense laced in her tone, placing down her mug. "Don't compare me to that slut. I've got standards at least."
"Really?"
âI'll have you know, I don't sleep with everyone,â Karina huffs, turning her face away to sip at her coffee some more, but you can't resist the urge to tease her even further in her current state. "Just a few lucky guys. Sometimes two at once. Or three. But nothing crazy, I'm not a slut."
"Wouldn't dare even think of using that word on you, Rina."Â
"See, not like Yizhuo at all, not desperate and willing to suck and ride anything in sight. Besides, it's been like over a month since I've last gotten laid,â she says, out of nowhere. You let out a dry laugh, unable to believe your ears. It's strange, seeing Karina's pale skin so flustered, because clearly even she canât buy that.Â
âIâm serious!âÂ
"The walls say otherwise, you know. You're a terrible liar, Rina." From first hand experience, you know how thin these walls areâbeing able to overhear her muffled cries of ecstasy, every vulgar utterance from Karina's room, each time she sneaks home a stranger who has the absolute honor of getting to pound her senselessly.Â
"W-what, I'm not!" Karina blurts out, face getting even redder, so frazzled with that thought. "Thatâyou were probably just hearing all that porn you keep on your laptop. Donât worry, I wonât tell anyone about the weird, kinky shit youâre into.âÂ
Pausing for a moment, she gives an impish grin, so pleased with herself for trying to turn things around. You could call her bluff, but even better, youâll come up with one of your own, something equally preposterous and absurd.
"Me? I don't even watch porn," you say somehow with a straight face, and it's such a ridiculous statement you can hardly finish getting the words out. Karina puts her mug down and brings her arms over her chest, letting out a small sigh before glaring across the table.
"Is that so? Now who's the terrible liar?"
"Believe what you want. This laptop is for school work only. Nothing else."Â
"Didn't realize I was living with such a prude," Karina says, as a teasing grin slides along her features. "All those times I've brought home a guy to fuck my brains outâI guess I've been making you feel extra uncomfortable."
"No, not at all, Rina. I just focus on my studies instead of how loud I can hear you scream through the walls. Noise-cancelling headphones do wonders," you say, doing your best to keep a stoic expression on your face. But Karina isn't having any of your bullshit. Not when she's sitting across from you with a smug look and trying her damndest to get you to break this facade.
"Look," Karina sighs dramatically, turning her head to face you directly. "Thereâs no fooling me. You don't have to act like you donât enjoy listening to me getting railed. And you'd be lying if you told me you've never been turned on from all that. Just admit you've touched yourself to the sounds of it, and we'll leave this alone."
"Can't say I've done that either."
"Stopâ" Her brow arches in frustration, and she can't even hide the smile beginning to break along her lips. "I get it, you're a better liar than I thought. You donât have to keep pretending."
"I have no idea what you're talking about." You think you deserve an award for not laughing your ass off at this point, but it's an ongoing struggle to keep this going. The best part is that Karina is so insistent on it, completely unwilling to let this go until she gets you to admit that she's caught you. Â
"Oh, come on, you've jerked off at least once or twice while listening to me, don't play dumb. Like you said, the walls are thin. I can hear when you're getting off too, you know."
"You've got a wild imagination, Karina. I've done nothing of the sort. The only thing I care about is getting a good night's sleep and graduating with honors."
"Fuck that, no one can study constantly. If it wasn't for me getting railed on the regular, I wouldn't even survive. I'd probably drop out and become a bartender or something. Getting dicked down does wonders."
"Everyone has their own ways of dealing with stress. Sex obviously isn't mine."
"Stop, you're such a fucking liar," Karina almost yells, frustration bubbling up as her arms cross even tighter, unable to stop the laughter that slips out. "There's no way that you're studying, what, seven days a week, without getting yourself off? Everyone has horny thoughts, especially guys. I know there are hot girls in your classes, there's no way you aren't fantasizing about them."
"Iâm not. Too busy learning about the wonders ofâ"Â
"Shut the fuck up," Karina snaps in the most exaggerated tone, leaning forward, trying her hardest to hide her smile and fight whatever antics you keep coming up with. The longer this goes on, the more she breaks out into giggles. It's rather amusing seeing her get worked up like this, the little scrunched face she pulls and the exasperation that oozes from every word, knowing you aren't telling the truth one bit.
"You're not that studious. I've lived with you long enough to know that you're not the nerdy type. I'm right, I know I've seen you come home late. Don't deny it!"
"There's a really nice coffee shop that's by campus open ratherâ" you begin to say, not exactly sure how you haven't broken down laughing by now.
"Don't you dare tell me you're studying at one in the morning instead of getting your head trapped between some pretty girl's thighs," she interrupts in an instant, gaze piercing right through you. And no longer can you keep a straight face for another second longer, looking away to stop from grinning. But that might be a mistake. As you happen to glance back, Karina gets up out of her seat, this devilish expression as she strides around the table towards you. "If you aren't gonna be honestâmaybe I'll just have to get the truth out of you."
Before you can even react, Karina swipes up your laptop with lightning speed and slams the lid shut, not caring for anything else as she drops her weight in your lap. It takes you by surprise, and by now, she has to know how close you are to breaking, deciding to pull out all the stops to try to win her little game of bullshit. "Oh, so you've suddenly gone mute."
And Karina gets impossibly close, staring into your eyes, enough so you have no other option but to look directly in her deadly gaze. She wraps her arms around the back of your neck, resting her hands there, a smirk curling up her lips as she tries to break your resolve all at once.
The way she looks at you is unbelievably seductive, which might be the reason your heart beats faster, with how gorgeous she is up close. That confident little smirk refuses to leave her lips, the scent of her perfume strong in the air, making everything more difficult to endure. It's impossible for you to hide all your weaknesses. And even more impossible to stash your sudden shyness while Karina traces light patterns upon your neck as she lets out another giggle when you start avoiding her eye contact.
"You're cute when you're nervous," she says, that deep voice dripping with nothing but sin and seduction as she takes your chin, lifting you towards her. It's difficult to look away or hide, with her looking right into your eyesâa sharp, penetrative gaze that you canât flee from, especially not when she gets this close, feeling her warm breath on your skin.Â
âTell meâwhere's that confidence from a few minutes ago gone? A pretty girl sitting on your lap is all it takes for you to break?" Karina purrs against the shell of your ear, lips hovering dangerously close.Â
You stay silent, muscles all tensed up, breathing audibly and wanting nothing more than to pull away. And it only gets worse when her fingers run lightly through your hair, messing it up playfully as her breath lingers. "Hm? Still not talking? When did you ever get shy with me?"
Karina knows she's won.
As she presses up against your chest, drawing ever so slightly nearer, it's in that brief second when the warmth of her body against yours completely overwhelms you. There's no defense left against her little game of interrogation.
"Let's be real, I know you're jerking off every chance you get, especially when I have a dick inside me," she coos with the most angelic smile you've ever seen, eyes brimming with delight, her touch following the path of your body and taking pleasure in seeing all the little reactions she steals from you.
"But there's nothing wrong with that. Hell, I want you to. The thought of you stroking your cock with the image of me naked and getting fucked turns me on. Knowing my loud moans and screams are the perfect inspiration for your orgasmâthat makes it all better, doesn't it?" Karina brushes her lips right into the crook of your neck as she whispers all these obscenities, making damn well sure you hear every single word.
Youâve completely frozen up. Itâs not like you to be so demure, but also this isnât like Karina.Â
"Oh, you wish it was you, don't you?â Karina asks, memorizing every detail in your expression. âPoor thing, being stuck as my roommateâhaving to deal with the fact you aren't fucking me from behind, playing with my tits, and smacking my ass hard until my cheeks sting."Â
Seeing the clear frustration in your expression puts a smirk on her face again, experiencing the thrill of finally having the upper hand on you. Karina knows she has all the leverage, right here, right now.Â
"I know you're not the least bit innocent. Not with the way you looked at me when you saw me in nothing but a towel, fresh out of the shower, my naked tits still wet. I bet that made you jerk off right away, didn't it?"
"R-rinaâ" You finally manage to utter out her name after some considerable struggle, at a complete loss for words. Because this isnât at all how you expected this to go, but she's right about every single detail, and you find it harder and harder to deny it.Â
"What is it, sweetie? Have something you wanna say? Wanna tell me the truth? That you fantasize about me all the time, don't you?" And Karina keeps leaning in closer, getting all the answers she wants before you can speak another word.Â
"Y-yeah, Iâ"
"Use your words. You can do that for me, can't you? Tell me all the things you can't stop thinking about."Â
"Fuck, Karinaâit's the only thing I think about in the mornings. And at night. Every single day. Even when you haven't had anyone over in a while, I just think about fucking you, what that body looks like naked, how those huge tits would look bouncing in my face.âÂ
Youâve cracked. And thereâs no going back now.Â
"Go on, don't stop there, sweetheart. It's too late to be shy now." Karina smiles so pleasantly and cups your face to keep you from looking anywhere else, her tone immediately shifting. "Tell me you wanna fuck me. You want my tight pussy to swallow up your cock until I can't walk properly tomorrow. You've always wanted that, right?"Â
"Y-yes, god yes, that'sâthat's what I want. Wanna bury myself deep inside you, squeeze those perfect tits and fuck you so hard until I unload everything inside."
"See how easy that was? Turns out youâre not very innocent after all, are you?" And Karina seals your confession with a deep kiss, drawing you into a rather warm, heated embrace as she nips at the bottom of your earlobe, giving it the lightest tease before letting go.Â
"Let's give you everything you've ever wanted, sweetie."Â
Karina tears herself from the kiss, just so she can run her tongue along your bottom lip and get another taste for herself. A slight pant, and she doesn't waste another minute getting rid of her shirt, exposing her bare skin and massive tits no fabric can contain.Â
Your pants, they grow tighter in an instant. Those huge tits, the deep cleavageâthey're nothing but hypnotic. Karina watches you stare with wonder for several long moments before unhooking her bra to get the entire picture. You swallow hard, eyes going wide as her breasts spill out from their restraints, pale and so fucking perfect, and god, you can't even think straight from how absolutely delicious they look.
Karina leans back to unveil her bare breasts in full view, and even the slightest movement makes them bounce gently. They're practically begging to be touched, and there's no hope of looking away. "Are they everything you ever imagined?"
A nod comes almost automatically in response, captivated by those enormous mounds with the prettiest nipples you've ever seen. Your roommate takes hold of your wrists and leads you to feel every last inch of her luscious pair, right where she knows your fingers want to go.Â
"Go on, show me exactly what you've always dreamed about, sweetie." Hardly able to believe whatâs happening, you take the plunge as you indulge, these tits soft and supple in the palm of your hands. The full weight of her breasts is everything, Karina exhaling a breathy whimper when you massage them with a perfect grip, lightly squeezing, testing their sensitivity.Â
âYou don't have to be gentle. You've wanted to play with these tits so bad, right? Don't hold back now,â Karina says with such a sweet voice. So you take her permission to heart, getting two full handfuls of creamy flesh to squeeze greedily and grope to your heart's desire.Â
Youâre practically speechless. Nothing could ever match the way they fill your hands when you knead them, fingers digging into all that flesh to press them together, only to release and have them bounce, this recoil that seems almost unreal.Â
"God, these titsâthey're fucking incredible, you know that?"
"Oh these? Iâm sure all those times you'd peek down my top gave me a clue youâd love them. And you haven't even had them in your mouth yet," Karina says as she reaches for the back of your head. In an instant, she shoves your face right into the delicious valley of her pale breasts, suffocating you with all the softness and warmth of her plentiful chest provides. Her huge tits completely consume your vision, and there is no fighting the urge to lick a stripe down that cleavage to take in the first taste.Â
It only gets better as she encourages you, tightening fingers in your hair when you run your tongue around her stiff little nub before closing your lips around it, capturing it to suck softly. A delightful shudder rocks her, gasping loudly, and Karina guides your movements, keeping your attention spread out across both breasts to ensure the other isn't getting left behind.
"Good boy," she hums with all the satisfaction in the world, gripping harder when she presses you back into her chest, helping you indulge in this buffet that's been laid out before you. "Youâve been waiting forever for a chance to suck on these tits, havenât you?"Â
You refuse to answer with words, replying instead with more frantic sucking, the nipple between your greedy lips growing wetter and wetter. But your free hand stays occupied, as you squeeze the other breast not in your mouth not so gently, sinking into the softness even further. Hungrily, you move between them, feasting on those divine tits to satiate all of your desires, and youâll suck on them forever if she'll let you.Â
There's no better treat than the way she feels in your palms and all over your lips. Not nowânot while all this lust floods your veins. Not while she whimpers, your actions gaining speed, faster and faster to keep Karina's sensitive nipples trapped in your lips and suck harder. She lets out her moans, a gorgeous sound that echoes, and you can feel every vibrating sound rippling through her ample chest.
"Jesus, your mouth is amazing," she breathes through all the gasps and the moans, all those noises a pure sign of encouragement that drives you forward, until you need a moment to draw a desperate breath. It doesn't stop there. You resume immediately, introducing a bit of teeth to nibble down into the smooth, pink buds, because like you've been told, there's no need to be gentle. Not when Karina clearly prefers it like that, tugging a fistful of your hair, hoping you'll get the message to apply just a little bit more pressure.
All of this attention you're giving her gets Karina nice and bothered, mouth hanging open as she pants to control her breathing. You could stay here forever, happily settled with a pair of tits stuffed into your mouth. Maybe she lets you. Maybe you spend an eternity exploring that delicious rack, because it can never truly satisfy your craving for them.
"Mmm, feels so fucking good," is how she answers your teeth dragging across those wet nipples, whining when it suddenly leaves, depriving her of your lips just you can stare longingly at the swell of her heavy breasts once again.
You have to admire your work on her sensitive breasts when you pull back, swimming in bliss as you see the sight of them glistening with your saliva, nipples so visibly hard and drenched now. There's no denying how much you love having Karina's huge tits all to yourself, how you just want to drown in all this soft, pale flesh.Â
"Donât tell me youâre done already?" Karina asks, disappointment in her tone while she strokes the back of your head. "I can feel how fucking hard that cock of yours is from just sucking on my titsâŚ"
Once again, you have no response, still lost in a fog of lust as you squeeze those supple mounds, giving another tender lick to those nipples covered in spit to get the smallest gasp from her lips. "I could play with your big fucking tits all day.âÂ
Karina giggles, content to let you do just that. "Well, you've earned that, sweetheart. But I think we should move this to the bedroom, so we can get more comfortable, and maybe you can get me out of these clothes?âÂ
"Yeahâright, bedroom," you repeat, distracted by how tantalizing her perfect tits look still soaked with your spit. She laughs and offers up a hand to help pull you to your feet, taking the chance to sneak another kiss before you get too far apart.
Youâre dragged along up to her room, left to gawk over her body as you follow obediently. Those shorts are just a bit too tight to hide any details of her curvy ass, which sways rhythmically with every last step. The second the bedroom door shuts behind you, Karina pulls you right into another embrace, a hot and needy kiss, your hands finding their place on her slender waist you plan to become familiar with.Â
"Get me naked like you've always fantasized," Karina says the instant your lips separate, heading towards the bed without waiting for your response. You don't have to be told twice, too eager to find out how the rest of her body compares as she bends over, placing her hands on the sheets.Â
The scene in front of you sends a rush of anticipation, and immediately, you reach for those ridiculously tight shorts, pausing a moment only to feel just how firm Karina's butt is under them. This all feels like a dream, one that you hope stays a reality as your eyes aimlessly wander all over this flawless skin.Â
Her huge breasts push into the mattress, so soft and inviting, fighting for your attention from that backside, and this is already so overwhelming, before youâve even seen whatâs underneath here.Â
"Taking your sweet time, hm?" she teases, rolling her hips ever so slightly, hoping to hurry your pace, a hint you gladly take without an ounce of hesitation. Undoing her zipper takes only seconds, and Karina's smooth, pale thighs become more exposed as you gradually peel her shorts down inch by inch. The curve of her ass nearly spills out from the pink thong you've seen for the first time, and this sight is almost as breathtaking as her massive chest.
"Only get to do this for the first time once."Â
âYou poor thing. Guess I canât blame you.â Slipping out of her shorts with ease, Karina makes them drop to the floor where they can be easily forgotten. You're left frozen in awe at the perfection of her full, plump ass that looks far too good in this thong, and those creamy thighs that must feel like heaven wrapped around your head.Â
"Come on, take my panties off too. You want a full view of this all, don't you?" Once you're done admiring her shapely ass, Karina turns her gaze over her shoulder, that smile far too much to deny. And as much as you want to keep staring, your hands already move on their own, desperate to finish what you've started.
Running your fingertips under the waistband, you tug that thin fabric right off, to reveal the fullness of those scrumptious cheeks and that pink, glistening pussy that looks too mouthwatering to resist.Â
Now it all comes together.Â
Karina is flawless, every deadly curve, every inch of milky white skin exposed, giving you yet another reason to stare at that sinful figure. There's no fighting the urge to squeeze what your fingers can sink into, taking a nice handful of her shapely rear that you canât take your eyes off. It's an addiction without a cure, groping those juicy cheeks that are the definition of perfection, and you can't decide which part of her you want to worship the most.Â
"Such a pervert," Karina giggles, and this time you canât say you disagree with that.Â
"Never said I wasn't." There's no point in denying what she clearly already knows, not when you can't look anywhere else. Not after being denied the privilege of her body until this momentâyou've got some time to make up.Â
"The first time you've seen me naked and all you can do is stare?" Karina quirks an eyebrow, putting her hand on her hips, to display that body deserving of all the praise you can give her. She closes the distance between the two of you in just a few short steps, grabbing hold of the collar on your shirt. "How about you show me something too while you're drooling?"
There's no hesitation on your end, knowing whatâs expected as you pull your shirt over your head and drop it on the ground to join her clothes. Karina runs a fingertip along your bare chest, an approving smile spreading over her lips while her eyes glance over you carefully, this newfound hunger in her eyes.Â
"Much better," she says, and now you're the one who's being gawked at, shirtless, under the gaze of your undeniably stunning roommate who can't help herself from exploring your body. You canât say you donât mind the attention at all.Â
She traces the outline of your biceps, grazing along your shoulders, then down to your abdomen, leaving a faint, teasing touch to test the reaction she receives. And then, with no warning, those fingers move lower to palm your growing bulge so blatantly straining through your pants.Â
"You're so fucking hard, it must be painful. But this time, I can help you with that. What do you wanna do with me, sweetheart?"
Where do you even start? Never did you expect to be caught in a moment like this, your roommate fully naked, stroking her hand along the length of your clothed cock, ready to finally do something about this pent-up tension she's caused. The possibilities are endlessâbut when Karina is looking at you like this, her fingers making your cock throb, waiting for you to choose, it's hard to think straight.Â
"Can't decide? I don't blame you. But don't worryâI know just what we can start with." You don't have time to guess as Karina takes the lead and pushes you back towards her bed, patting the mattress. "Be a good boy and sit here, and Iâll take care of you."
Karina drops to her knees ever so slowly and licks her lips. Before you realize what's going on, she's pulling down your pants, boxers falling shortly after, and now she can see exactly what you were hiding underneath, this hard shaft that's been desperate to spring loose.
"Oh my god, your cockâit's gorgeous, sweetie," Karina gasps, staring right at your stiff shaft twitching impatiently just for her.Â
There's barely a chance to process everything happening before she reaches forward, running a curious finger up the underside of your cock and watching the resulting shudder. Those pretty fingers wrap around your aching length, and Karina smiles up at you with pure delight in her eyes as she jerks your cock slowly, discovering all these new reactions you make.Â
"Karina," you gasp out, almost choking, a shiver running down your spine at that light strokeâalmost too fleeting for it to bring any pleasure. She repeats, with more enthusiasm, tightening her grip and using the clear liquid that leaks out to aid the movement of her fingers.
"Look at you, so fucking hard, throbbing so much for me. You like that? My hand wrapped around your cock?"
Karina has this look on her face that has no business being that damn innocent, not with those fingers squeezing you just right, or those huge breasts that shake ever so slightly with each pump of her fist. When she begins to pick up the pace, working you faster, twisting her hand up and down the length of your hard shaft, the urge to do anything but moan becomes near impossible. âYou really do, donât you? Well then, how about thisââ
A string of spit falls onto your cock, smearing over her palm to slicken your shaft. She leans down to part her lips, hot breath hitting your shaft for the first time as she takes the entire head in her mouth and starts to gently suck, tongue working right behind.Â
"Shit, oh my god, KarinaââÂ
Sheâs got you in her sights, and there's nothing to do but surrender completely to the pleasure, eyes locked with her as she keeps those lips sealed tight, the wet warmth of her mouth engulfing you little by little. Karina's response comes in an instant, bobbing her head, slurping down on your shaft so greedily, showing all the appreciation youâve earned.Â
It's when her gaze flickers upwards to see your expression that it really becomes the death of youâthe sight of her staring, with her round doe eyes, sucking and lapping around your shaft so eagerly is just too much to take. And if that wasnât enough, her cheeks hollow out, every long pass making the view even betterâthis filthy slurping and sucking as her drool starts to run down your shaft, spilling from the corner of her lips to create the perfect picture.Â
It's messy and wet, the sounds that accompany this sloppy blowjob only adding to the heat that's building. Her tongue doesn't stay dormant, sliding up and down and flicking around your swollen cockhead as she tastes what her lips aren't currently around.Â
"Your mouth, god, your mouth feels fucking incredibleâ" is about all you can gasp.Â
"Did you expect anything else?" Karina asks as she takes more of your cock, swallowing deep down without warning, bobbing faster and going just a little further to see how many inches you can handle down her throat.Â
Her mouth feels like heaven, so slick and warm, with those luscious lips wrapped so tightly around your throbbing cock. A steady back and forth rhythm keeps up to take more, over and over, until every inch is nestled firmly into the tight grip of her throat. âI've been missing out on sucking this beautiful cock of yoursâmmph."
Her mouth only gets messier as she slurps and swallows you down, resting her palms on your bare thighs, taking down your length with far more vigor than you could hope for. This blowjob is effortless on her end, a routine, and Karina doesn't pause to catch her breath or rest her throatâsheâs driven, determined to keep her spell on you, without a moment where she even looks close to gagging.Â
"How does that mouth feel on your cock, sweetie?" Karina asks. The words come so easy between slurps and sucks on your aching shaft, getting wetter from all the slick saliva that helps keep you buried down her throat.Â
"So fucking good," you groan, tilting your head back, and there isn't anything else you could think of to properly praise this work. That's all Karina wants to hear.
"Then let me make you feel even better,â she tells you, flashing a wicked smile with a gleam in her eye that has your cock pulsing hard between her lips. Before you can question a thing, her mouth releases your slick cock, taking these lazy strokes to keep you nice and stiff. Thereâs a moment where nearly nothing happens, aside from her staring and pumping your cock. The silence lingers. Until finally, she takes your cock, hard as can beâ
Karina guides it directly between her enormous breasts. You can hardly breathe, much less speak, and your jaw practically drops when you feel the soft flesh of her massive chest wrapped snugly around your shaft. Her hands come together, fingers interlocking, pressing those tits tighter against your length and that devilish smirk returns as she looks down at the surprise and joy in your expression.
And you can hardly believe the sight when she begins to rock her chest, trapping you between her tits with no chance to escape. The friction picks up, sliding the entire length of your cock with no intention of slowing down or stopping, and Karina stares right into your eyes, admiring the pleasure written all over your features to make sure you commit this to memory.Â
With her tits wrapped so perfectly around your cock, you wonât last long. But that doesnât matter. Youâll enjoy every second. Every delicate squeeze, every lingering moment her fingers massage the base of your needy, throbbing shaft. And when she spits between her deep cleavage to make the friction even better, a slicker mess for your cock to slide between, thatâs how you start to lose it.Â
âJesus, Karinaâfeels so fucking good, oh my god.â It took so long getting used to the blissful suction from that pretty mouth, but this? There isn't any way to survive these full breasts that keep your entire length enveloped in such perfect warmth.
âDoes it? Love how good your cock looks between my big tits."Â
You canât disagree one bit, because it looks almost as good as it feels. There's no describing how euphoric it all is, the way your shaft vanishes into that perfect valley of pale flesh with Karina squeezing firmly, grinding her chest up and down to let the slippery friction of her soft breasts coax those dizzying groans out of your mouth. "You love fucking my tits, don't you, sweetie?"
"Yeahâso much, this is just, fuck,â you moan, nearly collapsing back against the sheets at the intense sensations that jolt through your body.Â
But Karina doesn't give you a chance to relax, quickening her pace, making your whole shaft throb with need as you continue to watch that massive pair of breasts move and bounce atop your shaft. She's loving this as much as you are, dragging out all these desperate moans that beg for more.
"Look how needy you soundâall because you get to fuck these huge tits," Karina teases you, grinding her upper body harder, massaging your achingly hard cock that looks devastatingly good sandwiched between her breasts like that. Your mouth stays open, but no words spill out, leaving room for more groans and she doesn't hesitate to keep that pleasure building and building with such intensity.
You know this can't last forever, but despite that, you're savoring this mind-numbing pleasure, doing what you can not to succumb and explode too soon. These tits are so soft, so warm, and you're throbbing so much from the friction alone, trying to delay the inevitable when your cock disappears and reappears between Karina's abundant cleavage.Â
"Can't take much moreâ"
Karina smiles, smug and devious all at the same time as she doesn't bother to ease up, your stiff shaft begging to release all over those perfect breasts. There's not another moment to delay this endless bliss driving you mad, your balls tight and throbbing for an orgasm you can't ignore. "Are you going to cum, sweetie? Ready to make a huge fucking mess all over my tits?"
You're practically delirious, finding it harder to breathe, the weakest nod all you can give. But Karina can tell how close you are by how your cock endlessly throbs and leaks. She shifts forward again, squeezing as tight as possible, bringing you closer and closer to a long overdue release. All this delicious friction is too much, bringing that pleasure to the very edge, and when you look down at her again and share the next glance, the encouraging look in her eyes is the last thing that sets you off.Â
"Be a good boy and cum for me. Cum all over these tits like you've always wanted to."Â
That's all it takes.Â
Your whole body tenses and stiffens as your climax swells up and hits you hard. With your cock nestled between her tits, you can see everything as the first blast of sticky, white cum fires up and explodes all over her pale skin, groaning with every spurt that splashes across her breasts and neck, one heavy, thick stream after another that leaves you shaking.Â
Karina doesn't cease for one instant, her tits snugly pressed together as you fill up her cleavage with hot cum, keeping this explosive orgasm going strong. Her full lips part with surprise as your load leaves such a mess, this heavy warmth clinging all over her exposed skin, coating her deep cleavage nicely with that sticky sheen. Her breasts make you cum harder than you think you ever have.Â
And even when it's all over, your load dripping down and oozing out between her huge tits, they stay where they are, squeezing it all out so she can ensure nothing gets wasted. Only when Karina is satisfied that you've been properly drained, your breath all heavy and weak, does she ease off, freeing your cock from her cleavage just to rub your sensitive tip against her hardened nipples to smear the warm mess you made.Â
"Such a huge, thick load for me. You needed that so badly, right? Didnât it feel so good to get it all out over my perfect tits?"
Words fail you, only able to muster a weak tilt of your head as you lean back, spent completely, eyes focused on the glistening mess on Karina's chest, all this cum that she wears proudly to put on a little show to display your work.
"Did I make you cum too hard for you to talk, sweetie? You poor thing, how long has it been since someone got you off like this?"
"D-dunno," you say breathlessly, watching her hand continue to work up and down your drained shaft, still twitching desperately, needing every second of her attention. "Can't rememberâfar too long."
"Oh baby, that's no goodâthis beautiful cock should always be given attention." There's no denying how right she is about that, but before you can even muster a sound in response, Karina is gripping your cock a little tighter in her hand to keep it rigid. While you stare at those beautiful, cum-covered breasts, the lust has hardly faded. "Think you can handle going again? Or does your cock need a little more time to rest?"
There's only one possible answer. As sensitive and sore as your cock might be after shooting a load all over those fabulous tits, your hardness makes its intentions clear when it pulsates with need in her hand. You'd be disappointed if you stopped now.Â
"Need more. Need to be inside you, please," you respond, borderline pleading to finally feel what Karina's heavenly pussy feels likeâhow tight that immaculate grip must be.Â
âThought so. But there's no need to beg, sweetheartânow why don't you lie on the bed so I can ride your cock?"
Youâve never heard a more beautiful set of words.Â
There's no second thought or hesitation. Karina is every bit willing to fulfill all your desires as you climb onto the bed and get comfy on the sheets. She crawls over on her hands and knees, but doesn't settle right into your lap. Instead, she presses her warm body atop your own, your naked flesh crashing together, those heavy breasts squashed tightly up against your bare chest as her lips find your own.
Her skin is so soft when you caress it, and the kisses come so abruptly, as does the hand that snakes down to lazily stroke your cock while she's busy letting her sweet taste linger on your lips.
"Tell me whenever you're ready, and Iâll take you inside me. This is just a nice little warmup," Karina promises in such a dulcet tone that you're tempted to respond immediatelyâbut honestly, you don't know if you'll ever be ready for what she has in store.Â
So you lie there, surrendering to those lips, and let yourself revel in this delightful warmth she presses against you. It's the kind of lackadaisical make-out session that could never end, with no urgent need to rush. Her kisses are slow and steady, lips claiming yours with the same care and attention her fingers give your stiff shaft, jerking you off at a deliberate pace that makes you leak more and more for her.
"Rinaâ"Â
"Yes, baby? What do you need?" Karina responds as she pulls her face away, waiting for that answer, but doesn't dare stop pumping your needy, achingly hard shaft in her delicate fingers. "Need to be inside me, sweetie? Do you wanna know how good my pussy feels?"
"So badly, yeah," you answer with haste, nearly stuttering over the words as Karina pushes herself into a full mount to straddle your lap. She swings her thighs on either side of you, all spread out so you can get a teasing glimpse of her pussy while she gazes down at you with a sweet smile, your shaft aching against your abdomen.Â
"Tell me exactly what you need. Wanna hear it from you, sweetie. Don't get shy on me now."
"Want you to fuck meâwanna be deep inside that beautiful pussy, want you to ride me until you cum. Please." The words tumble right out, and it's all so embarrassing, but that's exactly what she wanted, isn't it?Â
Karina takes your acceptance on her offer with a beaming smile, reaching behind her to grab your aching cock in her palm, keeping a firm grip as she positions herself to guide you inside. The anticipation hits its peak when she lifts her wide hips up, bringing you right against the warm entrance of her slick pussy.Â
"Don't you worry. I'll ride you until we both cum."Â
Before your next breath, Karina lowers herselfâa slow descent onto your cock that spreads her pussy lips apart, sinking into that soaked, wet heat inch after inch. You're coated with all this slickness, and that tight cunt squeezes so goddamn hard as she works you deeper, breath shaky when you hit the deepest parts of her.
"Fuckâit's so big," Karina curses, shifting in your lap for the briefest pause to adjust, bracing herself to take more. âYou still with me, sweetie? Youâve gone quiet again.âÂ
"How can I say anything, when your pussy feels this tight and incredible?"
Karina just laughs. The moment her hips lower again, sheâs already in motion, gyrating on you, adjusting to the tight fit. There's no time to process it all, with that hot cunt sliding up and down your length. She doesn't tease, and her movements arenât the least bit gradual, just the rapid rise and fall of her body.
âYou fill me up so nicely, sweetheart,â Karina says, the praise sending you over the moon as she rests her hands on your chest for support.
It's every bit as mind blowing as you'd hoped it would be. Her wetness makes for an effortless movement of her hips, keeping a steady pace right off the bat that leaves you helpless beneath her. "Does that feel good? Do you like how my wet little pussy grips your big cock?"
You want to reply, but that pussy is so perfect, wet and warm all over your aching length. So all that leaves your lips is a strangled moan that has Karina lifting her hips up with more ferocity. You don't dare close your eyes for one instant as she rides you with that sinfully tight cunt, your shaft vanishing inside her slick entrance, over and over.Â
Nothing surpasses thisâto see Karina so beautiful on top, those luscious tits bouncing whenever she drops back down to fill herself up with your hard cock, only to ride up again and leave you gasping.
"Fuck, love being inside you," you say, trying your best to speak, but it's a challenge when her cunt gets tighter after each wild plunge. Those heavy tits move in motion with her hips, and the sight of her alone has you groaning as she gives it her all, relentless on that cock. "Can't believe how good your pussy feels, fuckâ"
"Yeah? You like how I ride you? How I take your thick cock all the way in with ease?" she says, drawing you right back in.Â
Karina doesn't stop. The pace gets faster with each drop down on your shaft. It's more than you can handle, watching that perfect body move so effortlessly as she takes you balls deep to make you groan beneath her, so utterly drenched and tight around you.Â
You canât take your eyes off her jiggling chest, how hypnotic the bounces of those breasts get, and this is the perfect chance to take them in your hands once more, squeezing and groping the flesh while Karina fucks herself harder on your cock.
"There you go, play with those fucking titsâsqueeze them, smack them, do whatever you'd like." Karina gives the offer, and your fingers are already moving to obey, grabbing a perfect handful of those supple tits that can't even be contained in your palms.Â
It's the distraction you desperately need, and the first slap to one of her pale breasts comes so quickly, the pliant skin rippling so nicely under the impact of your hand.
"Fuck, againâslap those fucking tits, baby, just like that," Karina demands, and who are you to deny her? There's not a thing to hold you back, taking turns to slap those wonderful breasts with enough force that they bounce against each strike, and they get so red under your fingers. Each slap gets harsher than the last, earning the best response from herâa tightening grip around your hard cock and loud whimpers whenever your palm makes contact with that supple flesh, turning her creamy skin a darker shade.
All this treatment leaves your cock dripping wet with Karina's slick juices, every part of you soaked as she keeps bouncing her gorgeous body atop your stiff length.
Her mouth stays open to voice her satisfaction with needy gasps and groans, every inch of her pussy stretched around your girth, keeping you deep. Those continuous smacks against her jiggling tits elicit the sweetest whines, reddened so beautifully from all this attention.Â
Karina loves it all. So needy for your touch, for this sweet punishment she takes with all the desperation as you smack her tits while she rides your cock. Her movements, theyâre hard to handle, hips slamming hard against you as that plump ass bounces on your cock, picking up all this speed. Fucking you harder and harder, those heavy tits never cease bouncing wildly, smacking together when you give a respite to let the sting linger.Â
"Fucking love your cock inside me, sweetieâlove it so fucking much," she tells you, hips rolling faster to keep the pace going strong, all this wetness and heat smothering you.Â
And now you're content to just lie back, taking in the view while Karina rides you, how she takes every inch of your throbbing shaft like it belongs inside her. She keeps a perfect rhythm that buries your cock inside her tight pussy with every impale, so wet and slick when she brings those hips back up to start the entire process again.
"Gonna fucking cum, baby. Gonna fucking cum all over this hard cock. Can you last long enough?" Karina asks with a coy little smirk, not faltering for even an instant as she keeps fucking you, tight pussy clinging so harshly around your length. And to be honest, you don't even know yourselfâbut Karina seems determined to drain your balls, even if it has you finishing way sooner than youâd like.Â
"D-dunno," you answer, knowing that with your hands on her body and those bouncing breasts so mesmerizing, there's only so long before you're pushing past the point of no return. "Probably notâ"
Karina lets out a giggle in response that gets ripped right out when she takes you so unbelievably deep, all of your thick cock filling her up in the right way. She's so fucking tight, pale skin glistening with sweat in the light, adding to the view that could get you off from just the sight of her devilish body. "That's okay, sweetie. This cock feels too fucking good to stop."
The next few breaths are all a blur as this becomes a race to the finish. Your eyes stay glued to Karina, unable to look away as her hips move on autopilot. Amidst each movement, she moves quicker with every passing moment, that delicious wetness sliding along your hard length, bouncing her ass each time those thighs slam down on you. The bed squeaks and shakes beneath the constant, rhythmic impact, and you know this can only end one wayâ
"Shit, sweetheart, gonna fucking cum all over that dick, oh my godâ" Karina falls over the edge first, and that cunt grips harder than ever like a vice, nearly unbearable, overflowing with arousal while she quivers above you. Her lips fall open as she looks down with half-lidded eyes, fingernails digging straight into your chest when it hits, every whimpering cry a lovely symphony for you to listen, to watch as it all happens, clinging for dear life while she climaxes so fucking hard all over your cock.
It's incredible, to see the way she loses herself completely to the pleasure, the mess that drowns your shaft while her tight pussy keeps spasming with every gush, and you have to grit your teeth to hold everything at bay.Â
âYou wanna cum in me, sweetie?" she asks, through ragged breaths, a proud look shining through the bliss on her face, still riding that intense high.Â
A question like that only has one answer.Â
"Y-yeah, so badlyâwanna fucking fill you up," you say, with all the confidence you've ever had. Pushing herself into overdrive, Karina fucks you as fast as her body allows, this mindless, relentless motion of those hips that drives you to the very edge, those big tits bouncing wildly until there's no chance you'll hold backânot a second longer.
And then you fucking spill. You seize her body and keep those hips pinned in place, buried to the hilt as your cock pulsates and throbs inside her warm cunt. Everything fires all at once, flooding right into Karina, thick spurt after thick spurt as she watches the pleasure overtake you. Her walls clench down to milk it straight out of your throbbing shaft as your moans pour out, making sure this huge mess goes where it belongs while you pump her full of cum.
It feels like itâll never endâso unbelievably overwhelming, your balls emptying right inside Karina, the relief of getting to blow your load inside her for the first time that keeps getting better and better. All your hot seed unloads into her warm pussy, filling her to the brim, and her euphoric gaze help your intense climax linger by the second.Â
And when thereâs nothing left in your balls, Karina still wears that blissed-out smile as she remains right on your shaft, the weight of her body coming to rest against yours. She weakly runs her slender fingers through your hair and kisses you tenderly, both sharing this moment of pure euphoria.
"Good boy..."
The weight of those words, they nearly make you blow again.Â
Karina plays with your hair as she takes those sloppy, lazy kisses, with your spent shaft still nestled deep inside her dripping cunt. You don't dare move, or do anything else. She seems quite content to just stay there motionless, your bodies pressed so closely together as your cock stays warm in her pussy. "Didn't think you had that much left in you, sweetie. Fucked it right out of you, huh?"Â
You're much too exhausted to respond, so instead you just lean in for more, letting those lips do what they do best, savoring the taste, the bliss, and all this sweat on your body and hers.Â
It's in that moment the realization hits that your relationship has shifted. No longer do you have to listen to Karina get railed through the wallsâbecause it's you who's in her bed now, naked, covered in sweat, with your cum deep inside her, and her lips feel so good on your bare skin that you donât ever want to leave this position.Â
"Soââ she says, and her voice hardly sounds out of breath in comparison. âDo you wanna shower first orâdo you wanna just go again?âÂ
It's the most absurd thing to hearâas if she didn't just drain you, the evidence still deep between her legs.Â
âBoth."
Not the answer Karina was expecting, but one that leaves her more than pleased as she presses another kiss to your cheek before finally climbing off you. A few careful steps later and she makes her way across the room, your cum slowly trickling down her thighs. Not stopping to clean any of it, she just lets your load drip out as she saunters into the bathroom and leaves the door wide open.Â
"Don't keep me waiting, sweetie."
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When you next get wrapped up in these sheets, itâs the exact same picture. But youâre the one on top, lips wandering all over Karina, fingers interlocked while she gets all giggly between kisses. The sweat is still there, and so are the handprints, but this time in a different location, imprinted all over her pale buttcheeks.Â
And now youâve learned that the view from behind is almost as impeccable as it is from the front, to see Karina bent over, those ridiculous breasts bouncing freely like there's no controlling them while you ram into her wet pussy. And then you cum, hardâinside her, of course, because how could you not when youâve got both of her jiggly tits in your palms, squeezing that magnificent pair as you unload right into her pussy.Â
With Karina, thereâs no such thing as too much, or too oftenânot with that body. You make her cum on your face twice, and then she returns the favor moments after. This time, itâs all over her face, absolutely covering her, that fucking picture-perfect face that makes it seem like Karina isnât real. But she isâand the way she smiles as your cum drips down her gorgeous features proves it.
No longer do you go to bed horny, but exhausted, with Karina lying beside you. Your own bed becomes neglected as your days and nights become spent in her room, listening to her fall asleep, head resting on those perfect breasts that put any other pillows to shame.Â
Your mornings start with Karina, greeting her with your head buried between her creamy thighs while the coffee gets brewed. But she doesnât need you to look after her when her head spins, because she doesnât get as hungover anymore, with no reason to get drunk off her ass when she has you to help take the edge off whenever she needs it.Â
It isnât a relationship by title, but you certainly have all the benefits, the biggest one being your cum coating those big tits as often as it gets inside her pussyâ
âFuck me again,â she breathes in your ear one morning, seconds after you just finished all over her chest, your cock still painfully hard in between them. Youâve got your hands all over her messy tits when she asks it, fondling the soft flesh slick with cum, making shallow pumps between her deep cleavage, but her greedy little pussy calls to you.Â
But before you slip outâa loud knock on the door interrupts out of nowhere.Â
"Were you expecting someone?" you ask Karina, but her eyes tell you she's just as confused, face covered with sweat and her hair all disheveled from this hot and heavy session.
"No, I wasn't. Were you?" she asks in return, and neither of you pay it any attention. But the knocks continue, more urgent, more frequent. You don't think it's the neighbors coming to complainâthat wouldn't happen this early, and you're mostly surrounded by other students and college grads anyway. "Ugh. Just ignore it. We can continue fuckingâ"
And that's what you both plan to do. It isn't until the knocks turn into full on bangs that Karina sighs and gives up. "God, fuck. This better be important."
You can see the anger and annoyance written all over her face.
Karina doesn't bother to throw a towel over herself before heading to the door in all her glory, naked and beautiful, still covered in your load, all the sticky, white mess dripping down her chest that she couldn't possibly clean in time before the door swings wide openâ
Yizhuo.
It's fucking Yizhuo. Standing there at the doorstep. And there's Karina, all naked, and Yizhuo seems completely unfazed to see her without a shred of clothes.
"Hey," Yizhuo says casually, like this isn't the weirdest thing she could have seen standing in front of her. "Do you usually answer the door naked like this? Was there a fire?"
"When you won't fucking stop knocking and interrupting, yeah. What is it?"Karina sounds so angry that Yizhuo is almost taken back, and you just watch from a distance after slipping your boxers back on.Â
"Well, I haven't heard from you in a while. Came to check how you're doing, you haven't shown up at any of the parties lately. Wanted to make sure you're still alive. You could have sent a message if you're too fucking busy to talkâ"
"What? I'm notâsorry, I've had a lot of assignments, andâyou know," Karina hesitates, stuttering to explain her absence to Yizhuo. She looks at you as if to plead for some support. "I-I'm...fine. Totally fine."
"Assignments, yeah, that's what it looks like you were busy with. Explains why you're all naked and sweaty," Yizhuo says, almost mockingly. But Karina just bites her lip and frantically waves you over.
"What the fuck were you knocking so loudly this early for, then?"Â
"To make sure you weren't dead! That's it," Yizhuo retorts, and it's all too funny how this is turning out. Karina isn't even ashamed to have been caughtâeven more so when you stand at her side, half naked and covered with sweat, just like her.Â
"Oh. Hi there, you must be Karina's new boyfrieâ"
"He's my roommate!"
Yizhuo raises a brow at that, as if to challenge the excuse. "You have a roommate?"
"He moved in last year," Karina clarifies, with an exasperated sigh. But that isn't what Yizhuo cares about right now, or what she even wants to knowâ
"And you fuck him?"
"Yizhuo!"
"That's not a no. He's cuter than the last guy I saw you with. Does he have a name?" Yizhuo asks, turning to you instead, and she's all grins as you finally step forward to meet her. "You got a name, or is that only reserved for Karina to scream?"
"Okay, time to leave, you've seen enough."
Karina's more embarrassed than offended. And Yizhuo seems all too amused, but you don't miss that lingering gaze when she gives you a quick scan up and down, admiring all of youâfrom your bare chest down to your boxers. "Well, I'll let you two get back to fuckingâ"
"Alright! Time for you to goâhave a good day, and text me if you want to meet up, yeah? We'll get something to eat, or have a coffee."
And just like that, the door closes shut behind her, and you can't help but laugh as Karina sighs in defeat and collapses onto the wooden frame.Â
"So, that's Yizhuoâ" you say, trying to keep it together, but she glares back at you as if it's all your fault that this happened.
"Don't," she mutters. "Not a word, sweetie."Â
"She's cute, too."
"What? Oh my god, seriously, do notâ" Karina protests, but she just rolls her eyes and gives this faux look of annoyance as she pulls you closer. "Do you wanna fuck her too?"Â
"I didn't say that," you reply, and without even getting a chance to explain yourself Karina silences you with her lips. It's all tongue and teeth and it's so damn sloppy that it takes a while before either of you can get another word in.
"You can fuck her if you want. I don't mind. If you think she's cute, that is. Go and fuck her. You have my blessing."
You laugh, still finding all this absurd "I don'tâKarina, that's not what I meant. It's fine. I like what I have."Â
"And what is that?" Karina ponders, peppering your face with kisses.
"A hot roommate with amazing tits that lets me cum inside her everyday,â you blurt out, and Karina just turns beet red from embarrassment.Â
"Yeah? Is that all I am to you?" she asks, almost cracking up at the end from her snorting laughter, her arms moving around your waist to tug you closer. "Maybe all you are to me is just a big cock for me to ride.âÂ
"Well, as long as we've got it all figured outâ"
And just like that, your lips crash again in unison.
âBut if you want, I can give you Yizhuoâs number. Pretty sure she would suck you off in the middle of a park if you just asked her for the time."Â
"Jesus," you mutter, incredulous at the words slipping from her lips. "Didn't you say she was your best friend?"
"Oh, she is. But she's also the biggest slut I know." Karina has the widest grin you've ever seen.
You don't even have a word to say to that, but you don't need one when you let those lips overtake yours again. "Weren't we in the middle of something? Weâve still got an hour before I have to shower and get to class, so I better see you fucking me into next week."
And you can't possibly resist that.Â
#kpop smut#aespa smut#karina smut#reader insert#girl group smut#kpop fanfic#kpop fanfiction#male reader#reader x karina
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I love a good florist Steve, but what I love even more is a good but naturally bitchy florist Steve.
He'd have his own flower shop and years of dating experience behind his belt. He is not just a good boyfriend, he is THE good boyfriend. Going to his shop isn't just to buy a bouquet of flowers, oh no. It's a whole relationship coaching thing, he teaches husbands to do better, gives courage to teenagers asking their crushes out, gives advice regarding flower language to elderly ladies who just want to be slightly passive-aggressive...you know, the normal thing.
He has a catalogue with flower pictures to help people who have no idea what the flowers are called, they just know they were orange and didn't easily wilt.
He shows a local teenager the cheaper but still fancy options and throws in a bunch of free flowers that aren't really up to his standards. "Okay, you say she likes pink flowers. Does she like things to be a bit more decorated or does she prefer simplicity? You don't know? Okay, can you describe what she normally wears? No, I'm not being creepy, but you can sometimes tell the person's preferences from their clothes. Now answer or leave dateless."
He chats with the elderly ladies of Hawkins when they ask for a flower to gift to their fellow church ladies when they host their meetings. He cackles when he hears some of their orders. "Oh wow, Ethel, a yellow hyacinth? Would you like a gift card with that, something like sorry you're such a jealous hag? No? Of course I know the meaning, it's my job."
"Are you expeting her to say yes to the date with that atrocity on your face? Yes, I know it's a moustache. But it's also an atrocity. Shave it and thank me later. Now, would you like a ribbon for that bouquet?"
And most of all, he grills the unlucky conservative men in Hawkins who come to him for flowers for their wives without any idea what they like. "I see, so you want something pretty. What does your wife like? Flowers? Well, that's not specific. What kind of dresses does she wear? Expensive? Can you tell me anything about your wife's personality? ...nagging. No, I can't just mix something together, unlike you, I take pride in gift giving. Okay. I don't think this is a shop for you. Yes, that's what I'm saying, I won't play a part in your wife's disappointment. Oh sure, go take your money elsewhere, but I can give you this advice for free - you married a unique human being, so treat her like one. And if you really want a happy marriage - maybe come back when you learn something about her as a person. No need for that language, have a good day, sir."
For those that are more receptive, he goes through their partners' personalities and hobbies, suggesting date options and absolutely roasting the bad ones. "A football match. When your girlfriend hates sports. I don't care if it's your boys playing, you can try telling her that this is important to you and you'll take her out another time, but if you try to pass this as a date, you'll be single before you say "sorry". A date is for you as a pair, not for you only."
But the best thing his shop brings him is Eddie Munson, who sneaks in, absolutely ready to be roasted, and asks for a bouquet of bright colorful flowers for his best friend Chrissy. "She just got divorced from her asshole husband and I want to show her that she can have nice things. Platonically. But she deserves so much more. Uh...she really loves warm colors, so maybe yellows and oranges? What are they called...gerberas! She likes gerberas! And she likes things to be a bit messy and imperfect, so maybe some leaves there as well? A green ribbon would be nice."
And Steve just beams at him as he gets to work and says "Oh wow. Whoever your partner is, they are so lucky if you remember all of these things even for your friends. Makes a guy jealous."
Eddie just wiggles his eyebrows at Steve and mutters, "that position's sadly open. Has been for a while. Interested?" and he almost faints against the counter when Steve turns around.
Eddie is ready to run.
But Steve just fluffs his hair, reapplies his lipgloss and asks: "Where do I apply?"
#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#steddie#steddie drabble#steddie au#florist steve harrington
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Scrolling through a blog because I remember them being pointed out as Zionists a while back and then I found this post about standing together where the tags are FILLED with non-Palestinians calling BDS performative and shit like yeah I'm aware they fought the israelis at the border of Gaza to let aid in but by the time BDS had come out with the condemnation of standing together, they WERENT doing that. They were just talking. They didn't do SHIT when bds put out that condemnation. Now that they're finally doing something (too little too late btw) you wanna take this as a chance to yell at BDS?? Do you guys think it's appropriate to tell Palestinian orgs what they're doing correctly or incorrectly based on your own viewpoints??
"They work to deradicalize israelis so they use a specific vocabularly" I want you to know that Palestinians have been using that vocabulary for 75 years. No they're not doing something new. They're doing the same thing our elders have been doing for generations. And do you know what we learned from that? That israelis hate our guts more than you can fathom.
If standing together had FROM THE START done shit to help Palestinians in tangible ways, I wouldn't be saying anything. But they didn't. They JUST started a couple months ago with their efforts at the Gaza crossing so now you want to moralize and say "at least they're doing something"??? By all means they should continue doing this, I'm not telling them to stop but the way this post is just so rude... bds initiatives are widely supported by most Palestinians around the world (and yet we criticize it still, obviously) so you all have absolutely no reason to take this as a chance to diss it if youre not palestinian.
You guys actually need to stomp this shit out from your posts why the fuck are you all letting this happen. Bds has been around for longer than standing together and DOES help Palestine by making it clear that companies building on west bank territories (which the companies are owned by ISRAEL not Palestinians) will not be bought from or supported, meaning that they withdraw their contracts to put the israeli government in a monetary bind.
Also you all talk about "israeli deradicalization" as if we are at a point in time where deradicalization is the goal. We know people in '48 and the West Bank and Gaza. Like sorry but that is not what we are thinking about right now! Slow change might have been useful a while ago, but we literally cannot afford slow change right now.
That is to say I really don't care that much about standing together despite what it may seem. They do not occupy my mind nearly as much as i talk about them. I'm just astounded that you guys are giving them money when you can be donating to Palestinians in Gaza directly.
Also I was right, silverfox66 is a zionist so. Don't reblog them.
#blocklist#this is ridiculous#again. standing together can keep doing what theyre doing. i dont care. but largely#we do not talk about standing together in palestinian circles
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HEESEUNG started to like you first, and he managed to hide it for a while, thinking it was just a crush, but after a year, he realized he felt much more than just a crush. then, he couldn't hide how much he was in love with you anymore, anything you did would be a reason for him to sigh in love, he would notice all the little details about you â from the moles on your face to the jewelry you wore every day. he liked to be close to you at all times. he would rest his head on your shoulder, or when you were hugging, he would place his chin on top of your head. little by little, you would notice that he was extra affectionate with you, and it was so obvious that you wondered how you hadn't noticed sooner.
JEONGSEONG soon realizes that he is in love with you, when he starts looking for ways to be close to you, helping you when you need, he treats you with affection and care â he wipes the corner of your lips when you get dirty eating or when an eyelash falls on your cheek and he removes it, whispering something like "cute". when you get closer, jay follows you like a puppy without hiding how much he is in love with you. and he would have the habit of always hugging you, he would want to know your favorite song to learn how to play for you and he would also make a point of preparing your favorite dessert because he simply wants to please you in every possible way.
JAEYUN has been crazy about you since the moment he laid eyes on you, and he's always blabbering about you to the boys to the point where they just tell him to do something about it. he'll always be looking out for you. when the weather is cold and you go out for a latte, he zips up your coat. he can't let you get sick. when you're walking, he respects the sidewalk rule, carefully making you switch places with him when he notices you're walking on the edge. he doesn't like to talk a lot, but that never applies to talking to you, whenever you're babbling on about something you like he listens to you attentively while admiring you with those puppy dog eyes and a goofy smile on his face.
SUNGHOON doesn't know how to show that he likes you, the way he flirts with you is through jokes that leave you confused with the thought that sunghoon doesn't really like you until he finally manages to make you laugh at a joke he told, a smile will appear on his lips instantly and he will smile whenever he remembers the way you laughed, he would even talk to jake about you. he's the type of guy who likes to show off to impress you. at some point, you realize that his jokes are an attempt at flirting and the way his mood changes when he sees you talking to other boys, he gets sulky and tries to draw your attention to himself.Â
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