#kyuhyun kiss

[coffeekyu]

That Was Your First Kiss? | Kyuhyun

Summary: You get extremely insecure and *slightly* jealous over Kyuhyun's kiss scene in his musical.

word count: 3.01k pairing: Kyuhyun & fem reader warnings: angst / fluff / first kiss?? / a little bit of crackhead energy

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You sat in your seat in the auditorium as the curtains close sharply upon the exit of the two main leads of the musical. You felt a little sour watching your boyfriend kiss another woman. Though, it wasn't like he didn't already warn you about it. He didn't do it in secret, AND he invited you to one of the best seats of the musical for you to see it. Maybe he shouldn't have. That kiss looked too long, and too deep.

Amidst the standing ovation, you couldn't help but sulk and clap only softly. You wanted to show your support for Kyuhyun since it was his first musical in two years, but you just couldn't bring yourself to do it after what you'd just watched.

The rest of the audience began shuffling away from their seats to the exit as you continued sitting at the same spot, replaying the scenes in your head. Actually, they kissed not once, but twice. And he would have to do this for the next three shows too. You finally sighed - quite loudly, gaining a few head turns - and started to walk to the exit yourself.

"I wasn't expecting a kiss." a guy a few feet from you spoke to his girlfriend.

"Right? What a good first show", a girl beside him replied. "Hehe", she reaches to kiss him as they giggled and walked away.

Great, more reasons for you to feel even more uncomfortable than you already were. Why haven't you and Kyuhyun had your first kiss yet? Were you not pretty or attractive enough?

You began walking backstage where the main cast would be doing their post-show photoshoot - as you had been invited by your boyfriend.

You met Hyukjae and Kyu's sister, who also came to see the show at the entrance and greeted them. As you entered the room, Kyuhyun and the actress, Hye-jin, were already taking pictures. They stood close, but he wasn't touching her. You looked at the two of them closely and more thoughts ran through your head.

They do look good together. I guess that's why they were casted and put together in the show. Maybe I should be a musical actress too. Don't think I can sing as well or look good in those clothes though. ... Oh, here comes Kyu. "Hey, love." Kyuhyun walks over to you and wraps his arm around your waist. You stood closed to him and smiled palely. "Hey." You replied.

"How was it? Did you like it?" He asks as Hye-jin looks over at you and smiles, she nods briefly before walking towards a couch at the other end of the room... some of the photographers following her, while others continued chatting.

"Good." You lied. To be clear, the rest of the musical was amazing. The voices, the storyline, the directing, the costumes and down to the props - but the same two kiss scenes just played in your mind like a broken record, so broken you didn't know if they would ever stop.

"Hmm... I'm not convinced..." Kyu squints at you, bringing his face close to yours, inspecting you jokingly, before looking away again and pulling you closer into his arms. You rested your head against his chest and your hands grasped his clothes tightly because you were feeling insecure, also trying not to care that the rest of the press were still in the room.

Your relationship had already been made public a few months ago, so being seen wasn't an issue. Or that was what you thought at the moment.

With a mix of emotions, anger, jealousy and excitement, you quickly decided to give Kyuhyun a quick kiss on his cheek. That's when he pushed your kiss away sharply.

"Hey. People are looking." He says, slightly harshly and with a very light frown.

And, to you, those words felt like daggers. You were in a moment of vulnerability and insecurity, so that was kind of a response you didn't want to receive. You were already beginning to hold back your tears, though Kyuhyun still held on to your arm lightly.

"Kyuhyun! It's time for the interview." A producer announces from the other side of the room.

Kyuhyun tugs on your arm, though you were definitely zoned out. "Hey, let's go."

"No, you go." You said. You could barely show a smile while holding yourself from bursting into tears at the moment. You were supposed to join the dinner with the main cast and producers of the musical after tonight's first show, but, not in this state...

"Mmm... you promised." Kyuhyun pouts slightly, not knowing how much your heart already began to hurt.

You gave him the widest smile you could muster and pushed him towards other side quickly, where the rest of the cast were waiting.

"I'll text you later, soon." Kyuhyun says briefly before running into the room where everyone had also entered, and you were left alone all of a sudden.

You had been dating for just a little bit over half a year, and you both loved cuddles, so you hugged each other a lot, but you never had your first kiss. To be frank, it wasn't even just between you and Kyuhyun. You haven't had your first kiss... ever.

You slumped onto the couch and started to cry softly, covering your face in case anyone else was still left in the room. You honestly didn't cry easily. But every time it came to something related to Kyu, you would become a bit more sensitive than usual. You let your emotions overcome you for what felt like a few minutes until you felt someone sit down next to you. Quickly, you let the fabric of your shirt absorb your tears, before looking up at the person. It was Hyukjae.

"Are you okay?" He asks, as Kyuhyun's sister, Kyujin, also sits down next to the both of you.

"Yeah." You answered, while holding back a few sobs, still feeling the emotions stuck in your throat. At this point, you could just curl up into a ball and cry for the next 23 hours or so.

"You don't look OK." Hyukjae continues.

"Sorry... I saw what happened." Kyujin explains. "Do you want us to call Kyu?"

"No! No... It's fine. " You quickly rejected the idea of confronting Kyu at all. "Confront" wasn't even the right word to use since he didn't do anything gravely wrong. You were just sensitive and he just didn't want you to kiss him in public, that was all. But you couldn't help but feel feelings. You tell yourself it's just the accumulation of the events today, and that it isn't a big deal. Furthermore, you really didn't want to bother Kyu on a big night.

Your tears continued to fall again as a wave of insecurity washed over you. You couldn't stand it, and you wanted to be alone, but Kyujin gave you a pat on the back to try to console you. She gestures for Hyuk to leave the two of you alone.

"How do you feel?" she asks.

Maybe it was because both of you were girls, but for some reason, you felt a little safer talking to Kyujin only.

"Embarrassed." you replied quickly, tears still falling. "I don't know why, but it hurt a lot seeing him kiss someone else. I know it's dumb to think that way... and I already expected this in deciding to date a celebrity... a musical actor... but seeing it with my own eyes and experiencing the emotions myself is more painful than I had expected." You blurted out unexpectedly.

"Mm..." Kyujin listened patiently and hummed as you continued telling her how you felt, all this while with her hand still patting your back as you cried. "I haven't been in the same situation as you but, your feelings seem completely valid. I mean, I would be enraged too if I saw my husband kiss someone else." She explained. "... so you're not overreacting, if that's how you feel."

You nodded, surprised at her bluntness and ability to read your mind. You started drying your tears on your shirt as her consoling seemed to help. "Furthermore. Kyu shouldn't have reacted like that. That was what I saw. But I don't think he meant it." she says, referring to you kissing Kyuhyun.

"I know, I shouldn't have done it. I was just jealous. And it was in the moment. I didn't think much. Didn't think of the people around us who could've been looking." You admitted, still sniffling a little.

The both of you stayed silent for a few minutes.

"Well, I should get going soon. But you should talk to Kyu when you're ready. You really don't want us to call him?" She asks.

"It's okay, I think I can handle..." You lied, wanting to sort your thoughts out alone.

"Mm. Give me a text if you need me."

"Thanks a lot, eonni." you said, as she flashes a quick smile before standing up to head to the carpark.

You walked out of the room, intending to say goodbye to Hyukjae too, but he seemed to have already left. You shrugged and left the building towards a nearby convenience store next to the river. ---

The chime of the glass door tinkles as you entered the store and you nodded as the cashier greeted you.

It was half past ten at night, but you could use some coffee and a Crunky cookies and cream chocolate bar. Those were some things which would cheer you up and give you some energy on nights like these. You heard notifications come from your phone, but you conveniently muted them - not quite ready to talk to anyone yet. You figured Kyuhyun was at the cast dinner anyway, so it couldn't have been him.

With your small bag of snacks, you strolled towards one of the park benches with a view of the Han River, while sipping on your warm latte. The view was splendid.

One of the reasons why you loved Seoul so much was because of it's night city view. You stared at the lights for what felt like hours, with the warm sound of a guitar being played by a busker far in the background. You zoned out, breathing in the cool air of the river breeze blowing across your face.

The lights started to fade and defocus as tears gathered in your eyes. You felt a tug at your heart and you didn't even realise you were crying until a tear rolled down your cheek onto your lips. You couldn't tell if you felt like this because of how beautiful the view was or if you still hurt a lot inside. But you didn't stop yourself - no one could see your face anyway.

Suddenly, you hear your phone vibrate. As you checked, you let your tears fall on your screen which had lit up. It was Hyukjae. You briefly wiped away your tears and braced yourself to answer.

"Hello?" you answered slowly and softly, still a little choked up.

"Where are you?" he asks.

"I-... I'm at the park by the river. Why?" You said reluctantly.

"I told you I knew that was her!" you hear another voice speak, muffled and away from the phone, which made you flinch.

"You're the worst. You claim to know and you're still asking me to call her for you?" Hyukjae replies.

"She wasn't replying to my texts, I didn't think she would answer my call, hyung..." At this point, you recognised the other voice to be Kyuhyun.

"You're really the worst boyfriend. Really. Really. How can you not recognise-" Hyukjae spits.

"Tsk, it's dark- Hyung, I feel horrible enough, okay?"

"If it weren't for me, you wouldn't even have known she was upset. You, you're just... the worst" Hyukjae repeats. "Just get over there and sort it out. Quickly before you make any more mistakes or she's gonna end things with you like you said."

At this point, you felt like you were just eavesdropping on a quarrelling couple.

You heard the two men grumble a little more, before noticing the voices becoming louder and closer, and they weren't coming from your phone anymore. You looked behind, where the voices came from, surprised as Hyukjae pushed Kyuhyun towards you.

You muttered a soft "Shit." before hiding your face as Hyukjae walks away from the scene, wanting nothing more to do with this.

Kyuhyun sits down beside you in silence, almost crushing your bag of snacks before he moves them aside.

"Hey."

"Hey." You replied, still looking down.

"Love..." he calls... And calls again, not hearing a response from you. "Baby, look at me. Please." He sounded firm, yet not wanting to hurt you again.

He picks you up from your slouch and holds you up by your arms, and lightly twists you toward his direction. He holds you up for a few seconds before your head slumps onto his chest, still looking down and feeling defeated.

He rests his chin on your shoulder and very carefully pulls you into a hug. As you begin to feel the warmth tucked in his chest, you started to tear up again. This time, all the emotions hit you hard.

"I'm sorry." Kyuhyun finally breathes. "I didn't know how to react earlier." You listened, staying in your position, saying nothing. You felt him shift, trying to peek at your expression. "I didn't mean it, you know...?" he continues, "And I panicked, when you did that." You heard his voice choke a little.

"So I pushed you away." He admits.

You continued staying hidden in his chest for a while longer.

"Because I was flustered" he hesitates, "... by your sudden kiss." He specifies, not knowing what else to say.

Whilst still buried in his chest, you mutter "Why are you here?" Tears still falling, he holds you up and looks at you in your eyes.

"What?" he answers as he instinctively pushes your tears away from your cheeks with the back of his palm softly.

"You're supposed to be working." you explained.

"That's not important." he claims.

"But it's work."

"You're crying." You look away as he says this. "How am I supposed to leave you alone like this?"

"But it's work." you repeated.

"It's not important." He assures you. There was a brief moment of silence.

"But it's wor-" you were unable to finish your sentence, as Kyuhyun crashed his lips onto yours to keep you quiet. Your grip on him tightened, surprised at his sudden actions.

Your first kiss was deep, as you kept your eyes opened, still unable to comprehend what was happening. His eyes were closed as he deepens the kiss even more than you could imagine. After you were a bit more comfortable, you closed your eyes to savour the kiss too - though your heart was beating so fast you thought it was about to explode.

Kyuhyun pulls away softly and catches his breath, before giving you a last kiss as he disconnects your lips with a loud smooch. You stared at him blankly and blinked quickly, looking away as you fell silent. Your eyes widened and you looked back at him with a slight frown, muttering a deadpan "Ew".

"What?" Kyuhyun sputters. "Excuse me?"

"Those lips of yours. You kissed her with those lips." You said, staring as if with fear in your eyes.

"I- what? Are you jealous? Were you jealous?" He asks, as a pout began to form on your lips without your knowing as you avoided eye contact again. "Is my baby jealous?" he coos, looking at you, quickly realising why you had kissed him earlier.

A small tear of embarrassment came out of your left eye again and Kyuhyun, who quickly spots this, pulls you into a tight hug. "I love you." he says, and you fell silent hearing those words come out from his mouth. "And I'm sorry I made you feel like this." His voice turned a bit serious.

You pulled away. "But you ruined my first kiss by kissing me on the same night you kissed another girl." you said, teasingly but also seriously at the same time.

"Okay. Then that one doesn't count." he says quickly. He looks to his watch and wipes his lips with the back of his wrist. "It's 15 minutes to 12am. Let's just wait until it is the next day and I'll kiss you again." He takes his thumb and wipes away at your lips too, erasing your first kiss.

You couldn't help but scoff at his reaction.

"Do you feel better now?" he asks, and you nodded. "And that was your first kiss? You never told me."

You nodded again. "I love you too, by the way" you said in response, suddenly remembering his words from before.

He smiled widely for a moment, with his nose all scrunched up at how cute you were, staring at you as if he was admiring you like an artwork. "You look even prettier after you've been kissed."

"Only after?" You lifted a brow.

"No, all the time, but you look the prettiest after you've been kissed," he boasts, "by me of course."

"That's unfair. Why do you get to kiss everyone?" you complained with a sigh.

He looks at his watch again all smug and impatiently. "12 minutes."

You rolled your eyes, looked back at the view and smiled. "How did you know I was here anyway?"

"I know you better than you think, love." He chuckles as he fishes out the chocolate bar from the bag of things you had bought earlier. He opens the packaging and stuffs it to your mouth, before taking a bite of it himself.

"Hey! That's mine!" you whined.

"So am I." he winks before getting up and running away with your chocolate bar, having you chasing behind him. "I still can't believe I was your first kiss!" he shouts, lifting the chocolate bar up high so you couldn't reach it.

"Shut up, Cho Kyuhyun! You said it doesn't count!" You already knew that unlimited kisses would be coming your way for the rest of your life. --- :)

[ssamja-trash]

08:00 (DKB) - 멋 (The Real) (흥:興 Ver.)

[lights-stars]

pink magic → floral sense

[crazyfanofmassculture]

Scandal

[piggynagi]

I am going insane for this photo he posted on bubble DIOS MIO

LOOK AT THE CHEEKS! THE CURLY HAIR! HIS MOLE! HIS SMILE! HIS HUGE, PUPPY EYES! UGH GOD CHO KYUHYUN WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME I SWEAR TO CHRIST

Me:

[yourfavesareproblematicblog]

(Problematic things Super Junior has done)

Problematic things they have done since pre-debut to 2024 (now).

Trigger warning: racism, misogyny, paedophilia, homophobia, Sulli's passing and other sensitive topics.

The whole group:

The main actress in Super Junior's "Devil" MV was only 14 years old. The main actress admitted her age on Instagram during the "Devil" era. She drove a car, kissed Siwon, seduced Kyuhyun, pointed a gun at Kangin, and flirted with Yesung.

Leeteuk:

Told Suzy to lose weight in front of Miss A members. Leeteuk said, "Suzy needs to lose weight first." After this statement, both Jia and Fei told Leeteuk to "knock it off". Kan Mi Yeon also disapproved of what Leeteuk said, and he quickly tried to move on with a smile after saying he was just joking.

Said "I really dislike fat girls. I don't think they take care of their bodies well."

Performed with Boom, who was doing blackface while performing (With Shindong and Eunhyuk).

Being creepy to Yeonwoo by trying to message her on Instagram but ended up messaging a fan account. He said "Yeonwoo-ya".

Being creepy to Yoona, Krystal, and Sooyoung when they were minors. Krystal and Leeteuk were on the same show in 2011. Leeteuk mentioned that he had asked Krystal to marry him back when they first met. Krystal joined SM when she was 11. Leeteuk met Krystal when she was 11 and he was 22/23. Yoona exposed Leeteuk for asking her to marry him when she was 13 and Leeteuk was 20. Leeteuk grabbed and hugged Sooyoung when he was excited because of a World Cup match in 2002. Leeteuk was 19 and Sooyoung was 12. SM's female and male trainees weren't allowed to hang out together anymore because of that incident. Sooyoung was Leeteuk's first love.

Forced Minah to kiss him for the “sake” of a prank. Minah was shaking her head and trying to send covert signals, but he just pressed on with it and kissed her on the lips, even though she had her mouth tightly shut and said “Do it on the forehead! On the forehead!” Leeteuk put her in an uncomfortable situation one that she did not consent to. He was asked about it later and gave a really… weak excuse to reason his kiss, which did not make him look good.

His top advice for dating women was to make sure they're young and keep serving them drinks.

Leeteuk asked the Korean government to ask Korean citizens to pay taxes so that celebrities could ride taxis using the citizens' money.

He and Shindong defended Kangin who has a history of crimes at Ryeowook's wedding. Leeteuk said people should support Kangin so that he can earn a living despite his crimes. Leeteuk said, "Everyone, you’re now seeing Kangin, whose self-reflection time is longer than promotion time. Please forgive Kangin now. Kangin, who’s reflecting for 15 years & promoted for 5 years". Leeteuk proceeded to say "On a happy & great day like this. Please hug/hold Kangin" and Shindong replied "Yes". Leeteuk also said, "Please give him love, so that Kangin will able to make a living" and Shindong replied, "Please help him a lot". Then, Leeteuk said, "(We) ask for everyone’s help".

Said, "When girls shed tears, it's just water coming out of their body, but when guys shed tears, it's their blood coming out of their hearts."

Heechul:

Wore cornrows.

Wore a headscarf in a similar way to a hijab in ‘A Style For You’ episode 4.

Had a crush on Sohee when she was 16 and said she was his ideal type. Sohee was 16 and Heechul was 25 in 2008. Heechul confessed his love for Sohee many times.

Japanese fetish. For instance, he referred to himself as "uncle" and then proceeded to ask Kazuha for her phone number. Kazuha was 19 and Heechul was 39. Heechul is known to love anime and anything Japanese including Japanese women. Heechul reacted creepily when Nako was asked to make an impression of Yazawa Nico. Heechul dated Momo (a Japanese woman). Heechul has a body pillow of a 14-year-old anime girl.

Discussed a woman-centred community online that was being sued by an incel YouTuber named Bokyeom. He proceeded to take the side of the incel YouTuber and called the women that were in the named community misogynistic slurs. He further mentions how he donates a lot of money as if that had anything to do with the issue.

Commented on the Japan-Korea-related boycott but since I'm not very educated on the topic aside from knowing the fact that Japan once violently colonized Korea. I will not comment on this issue.

When Sulli passed, there were lots of discussions on the misogynistic hate comments being possible reasons for her passing. Even though I disagree with speculating about the reasons for someone's passing, I do think it's important to highlight the unjust misogynistic hate she received. Heechul, however, felt the need to reduce these discussions to gender wars by saying that the hate Sulli received had nothing to do with gender issues and those discussions were just a way of pitting the genders against each other. He is ignoring the fact that Sulli was very outspoken about gender injustice against women. By writing these posts as her friend, he was dismissing the values she always stood up for.

Caught being subscribed to a channel that blamed the victims of the "Nth Room" incident. A lot of women were trafficked, threatened and trapped in online networking sites to perform sexual acts while people, mostly young men, recorded them and forced them to do things according to their disturbing fantasies.

Being rude to Ningning on Knowing Bros. Karina, Winter and Ningning appeared on Knowing Bros. He asked all three girls, "Do you look at a guy's looks or not?" and Ningning immediately responded, "I don't.". Everyone was doubtful of Ningning's answer and protested against her answer. That is when Heechul decided to speak up. He blurted, "Young Chul has the best personality among us," and implied to ask her if she would date him or not. Ningning responded with, "Oh really? And..." making everyone laugh. Ningning was 20 (born in 2002) and Young Chul was 48 (born in 1974).

Danced to "Tunak Tunak" in a stereotypical/mocking way along with Blackpink on Knowing Bros.

Used an Native American headdress filter on Instagram.

Defended his former teammate Kangin, who had a history of drunk driving and scandals, and used strong language during discussions related to school violence and a specific online community. He appeared on a live broadcast for Afreeca TV with BJ Choi. During the broadcast, he got seemingly very drunk and gained a lot of negative attention for his comments on topics. During the broadcast, while talking about his former bandmate Kangin and him being a fighter, ASTRO’s Cha Eunwoo was suddenly mentioned. Heechul explained how close he is to the singer, adding, “I’m so close with Eunwoo. He’s so handsome, but he’s such a manly man (literally translated as alpha male)”. The term “alpha male” can be interpreted negatively as some of the traits can be seen as toxic. Although Heechul seemingly meant to praise Eunwoo, his following statements gained attention as he related it to the rising topic of “school bullying”. Heechul said, "If you talk to him about school bullying, he would have cussed more than me". Heechul seemed to paint Eunwoo as someone violent and aggressive when Heechul started explaining how he thought Eunwoo would act upon hearing about a bully. Heechul said "I understand why he is popular, of course. He has an image on TV, but if he heard about a school bully, he would be like, ‘Hyungnim, bring that f**ker here,’ and would have slapped him. He’s such a manly man (Alpha male) who likes to exercise…".

Defended "Idol School" after it was accused of sexualizing children (young girls as young as 13 were made to dance with wet white tops) by K-feminists. Heechul was a judge on "Idol School" and then became a mentor for fromis_9 after their debut.

When Red Velvet appeared on Knowings Bros, Irene was asked to wear acupressure slippers. It's hard to wear acupressure slippers while standing, let alone jump with them if you're not used to them. Irene was skipping while wearing acupressure slippers. The jumping rope hitted her head. Heechul asked her if she was in pain because of those slippers. Irene replied it was just the rope hitting her, but Heechul insisted that it was the slippers that hurt her. Irene got angry and said it was the jumping rope again, not the slippers.

Hangeng:

Wore a Native American headband.

Yesung:

Did blackface to cosplay as Nick Fury and reposted his blackface photos 3 times after being called out.

Said "I think obese people are lazy".

Said that fat girls cannot wear mini-skirts. When asked, "What's the most unattractive image when a woman wears a mini-skirt?", Yesung chose "women who have fat legs." The other answers were, "women who have hairy legs" and "women who open their legs when sitting.".

Choreographed and participated in a racist dance to mock Indians and portray them as "snake charmers" (With Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun). Yesung put a snake prop/fake snake around his neck and it looked like he used his hands to charm the snake.

Kangin:

DUI hit-and-run. On October 16, 2009, around 3 AM, Kangin collided with two parked taxis and left the scene of the hit-and-run incident. The occupants of the two vehicles, including the drivers and two passengers, were reportedly uninjured. Five hours later, Kangin turned himself into the police. He was recorded to have a blood alcohol content of 0.082% when he arrived at the station. He then failed to show up at the Seoul Gangnam Police Station at 2 PM on the same day for further investigation and had to be called in the following day.

Second DUI hit-and-run. On May 24, 2016, Kangin was involved in another DUI hit-and-run incident, where he turned himself in after a few hours. He was then found with a blood alcohol content of 0.05%. SM Entertainment has issued a statement, stating his future activities were cancelled while he reflects on his actions. He entered the Seoul Central District Prosecutors' Office on June 15, 2016, to face questioning over causing a traffic collision while under the influence of alcohol. Prosecutors summarily indicted him on July 7. On September 7, 2016, Kangin was sentenced to pay a ₩7 million ($6,420) fine.

Reportedly assaulted his ex-girlfriend. On November 17, 2017, police responded after receiving a call that Kangin was drunk and assaulting a woman at an escort bar in the Nonhyeon neighbourhood of Seoul. Upon investigation, police described it as “a minor dispute, and the parties reconciled at the scene and took measures to return home.” with no injuries, and no parties wished for charges to be pressed, Kangin was sent off with a warning and not formally booked on any charges.

Called VIXX's N "fucking trash".

Made fun of f(x) Amber for being masculine by calling her a "man". Kangin said, “This is unfair we have 3 guys,” when everyone else said Amber’s a woman and scolded him.

Told Lovelyz to lose weight. He said “We can’t play this game because these girls are making a come back and they need to stick to their diets. They need to lose weight.”

Shindong:

Wore a Native American headdress.

Did blackface to imitate Oprah.

Made fun of Shuhua's Korean language skills.

Accused BTS of copying EXO.

Said "If someone had to lose weight, I would tell that person to lose weight. Lose some weight, why can't you take care of yourself? When I say this, the person might think, 'Look who's talking,' but I would reply, 'I'm a boy and you're a girl.'".

To this, both Kim Shin Young and announcer Gu Eun Young retorted, "Why does gender matter in this situation? So girls have to be skinny and boys can be..." Taken aback by their remarks, Shindong quickly explained, "I'm just saying. Honestly, I would want the person that I love to be more pretty or more handsome."

Performed with Boom, who was doing blackface while performing (With Leeteuk and Eunhyuk).

Choreographed and participated in a racist dance to mock Indians and portray them as "snake charmers" (With Yesung, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun). Shindong dressed up as an Indian girl and used a Sari.

Took photos of TVXQ's Yunho without his permission when he (Shindong) was a trainee and Yunho already debuted as an idol.

Shindong decided to react to Taemin's music video for 'Advice' which brought about a backlash from Taemin's fans. Like any other reaction video, Shindong sat down and gave his opinionated remarks while watching the video. As soon as the video started, Shindong gave a reaction of being impressed by Taemin's dancing. He said, "Every time I see Taemin's dance, it's just very...it feels like it's fast-forwarded. Oh this MV is amazing." Throughout the video, Shindong didn't hold back his praise. However, some fans took issue with one remark by Shindong. In the middle of the reaction video, Shindong said, "He's got this pretty visual so even when he is with female dancers, he goes nicely with them" and praised Taemin's advantages of having an androgynous look. He continued to say, "It's hard to tell if he's a guy or a girl..." which is the sentence that backfired on Shindong despite him saying it as praise and compliment. Quickly, many Taemin fans took to social media to criticize Shindong as they said his remarks were unnecessary. There were some even taking out their anger against Shindong and saying profanities against him.

He and Leeteuk defended Kangin who has a history of crimes at Ryeowook's wedding and agreed with Leeteuk's comments to support Kangin so that he can earn a living despite his crimes.

Sungmin:

Asking Leeteuk for marriage acceptance even though he was going through a very big family loss.

Scheduled the wedding to take place during Super Junior's scheduled performances.

Choreographed and participated in a racist dance to mock Indians and portray them as "snake charmers" (With Yesung, Shindong, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun). Sungmin and Eunhyuk used flutes to look like they hypnotize a snake.

Wore a Native American headband.

Wore side braids.

Eunhyuk:

Made a girl cry on "We Got Married". On "We Got Married", the “Fighting Juniors,” which consists of Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Kyuhyun have been helping Leeteuk and Kang Sora in their “We Got Married” episodes, and they recently finished their first dates with the actresses Lee Sena, Shin Soo Yol, Son Eun Seo and Jung Yeon Ju. However, in the short duration of time that has passed, there have seemed to be changes in their opinions and thoughts. Before, Eunhyuk had chosen Lee Sena as his favourite, but later on changed his mind to Son Eun Seo, causing Lee Sena to cry in the final choices.

(Allegedly) dated IU when she was 19 and he was 26.

Misogynistic title track controversy (GGB scandal with Donghae). Korean fans have brought up the misogynistic connotations behind the word, accusing Super Junior D&E of not being mindful. The title of the song (GGB) is a phrase used when calling a woman, but it is a derogatory one. It is not completely a curse word, and there are instances where it is used amongst girls themselves or mother-daughters in a joking way, but it is similar to when some words can be used jokingly amongst the same race, but are considered racist for others to use. [Jijibae (GGB)] is a word that modern women are averse to, and it is especially unpleasant when it is used by a man. 10 to 15 years ago, it was more commonly used with the meaning of “bad woman,”. The word “jijibae” in Korean originates from the word “gyejibae,” which loosely translates to “wench.” While it can be used to refer to a woman or girl, it holds derogatory meaning and disrespect. This mistake can easily be avoided. They could've chosen another title for the song. It's not that hard to choose another title for the song.

Performed with Boom, who was doing blackface while performing (With Leeteuk and Shindong).

Choreographed and participated in a racist dance to mock Indians and portray them as "snake charmers" (With Yesung, Shindong, Sungmin, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun).

Wore dreadlocks.

Wore a Native American headband.

Siwon:

Wore a dreadlocks wig in a performance (With Donghae).

Did too many homophobic things (×100).

Retweeted a homophobic tweet.

Posted a transphobic meme on Bubble.

Said "I do not wish to acknowledge homosexuals".

Dog biting incident. His French bulldog had a history of biting people. For instance, Leeteuk said Siwon's dog tried to bite him. Siwon and his family had a habit of not putting their dog on a leash despite the dog being aggressive. His dog bit an old lady and the lady died.

Openly supports Israel. In an interview, a reporter asked which city he would like to go and he answered "Jerusalem, Israel". Siwon said he wanted to go to Israel with one of his friends. He took photos with Israeli diplomats and had political summits/meetings with them. He said "Israel Elf", interacted with an Israeli fan, and acknowledged Israel as a country, etc.

Posted a photo of him drinking Starbucks during the boycott.

Fan of Ronald Reagan and Donald Trump. Both of these presidents were/are horrible people.

Wore a Native American headband.

Zhoumi:

Zhoumi laughed about the earthquake of 6.8 magnitude that hit Taiwan saying “When the earthquake struck just then, it was just like playing.” Moreover, Zhou Mi even used last year’s Si Chuan earthquake as a comparison, saying: “Last year, when we were promoting in China, we also met an earthquake, and it was pretty happy.” And Han Geng who was beside him immediately rushed forward to clarify: “He (Zhou Mi) doesn’t mean happy.” However, it was too late, as everything was already recorded by the media.

Supported China's movement of claiming territories in the South China Sea. He took to his Sina Weibo account to repost a nationalistic poster from the Chinese newspaper "People's Daily". It shows a map of China and the "nine-dash line" that covers most of the South China Sea. Accompanied by the caption: "This is China, not one bit less".

Donghae:

Wore a dreadlocks wig in a performance (with Siwon).

Eunhyuk said every time they have a comeback, Donghae suggests hair for him and tries to get him to do dreadlocks for a D&E comeback.

Wore braids in the House Party MV. He chose to do the hairstyle himself.

Wore an Elsa dress and a keffiyeh to be "Rich Elsa" and threw fake money to portray Arabs as "oil money rich people".

Was aggressive and tried to raise his hand against Irene after he lost a game. Irene got scared. Yesung got mad at him by saying "Why are you acting like a gangster?". In the episode, he was so mad every time he lost a point to Irene and said the game was a lie.

Donghae participated in the same performance as Xuan Yi who did the Bharatanatyam dance mockingly while wearing a Charlie Chaplin moustache and approved her of doing the Bharatanatyam dance. On a Super TV episode, Super Junior invited girl groups to their show. In that episode, each Super Junior member had to team up with a girl group to make a performance. Donghae teamed up with WJSN. Donghae chose Tunak Tunak as their song for their performance because he thought it was an exciting song. Both WJSN and Donghae choreographed, practised and participated in the performance. Each team had to get a prop/instrument to perform with, Donghae and WJSN got the Sogo. At the beginning of the performance, Xuan Yi did the Bharatanatyam dance mockingly while wearing a Charlie Chaplin moustache and did head bobbling movements. Then, the other girls and Donghae came behind her. After that, the other girls did head bobbling movements and then Donghae started dancing with them. It was WJSN's idea to make Xuan Yi do the Bharatanatyam dance. However, Donghae was the team captain and WJSN's senior. He fully had control of their performance. Plus, it was Super Junior's show. Even if he didn't do the Bharatanatyam dance or come up with the idea of Xuan Yi doing it, he was also guilty of approving Xuan Yi of doing the Bharatanatyam dance mockingly with a Charlie Chaplin moustache, didn't hold her and the other girls accountable and participating in the same performance as Xuan Yi.

Misogynistic title track controversy (GGB scandal with Eunhyuk). Korean fans have brought up the misogynistic connotations behind the word, accusing Super Junior D&E of not being mindful. The title of the song (GGB) is a phrase used when calling a woman, but it is a derogatory one. It is not completely a curse word, and there are instances where it is used amongst girls themselves or mother-daughters in a joking way, but it is similar to when some words can be used jokingly amongst the same race, but are considered racist for others to use. [Jijibae (GGB)] is a word that modern women are averse to, and it is especially unpleasant when it is used by a man. 10 to 15 years ago, it was more commonly used with the meaning of “bad woman,”. The word “jijibae” in Korean originates from the word “gyejibae,” which loosely translates to “wench.” While it can be used to refer to a woman or girl, it holds derogatory meaning and disrespect.

Ryeowook:

Made fun of VIXX's N skin colour.

Put Yesung's blackface photo as his Twitter profile picture and laughed at Yesung's blackface

Choreographed and participated in a racist dance to mock Indians and portray them as "snake charmers" (With Yesung, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, and Kyuhyun). Ryeowook did a dance move to look like a snake being hypnotized by Sungmin and Eunhyuk's flutes.

Wore a Native American headband.

Kyuhyun:

Def Conn was talking about a trade he did with an African American regarding some Micheal Jordan shoes to which Kyuhyun retorted “That scenario must have looked like a drug deal.”.

Harassed Goo Hara and Jessica for dating on Radio Star. He called Goo Hara a "slut", and said that if she gets pregnant her career will be over and if he opens his mouth again her career will be over. He asked Jessica many inappropriate questions and made her and other SNSD members uncomfortable, especially Tiffany. Every time Kyuhyun said something bad about Jessica, Tiffany defended Jessica and scolded him.

Thought India was uncivilized. So, he brought a spoon to Indian because he thought there were no spoons in India.

Liked tweets that criticized Changmin and Chen's marriages.

Choreographed and participated in a racist dance to mock Indians and portray them as "snake charmers" (With Yesung, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, and Ryeowook).

Wore a Native American headband.

When Joohoney stereotypically imitated how black people talk on Radio Star, Kyuhyun laughed.

After news went out that Hangeng had filed for provisional disposition of the contract with SM Entertainment, Kyuhyun wrote on his CyWorld account on 21st December after the news about Hangeng came out, “Even a beast don’t bite the hand that feeds one…I can not understand” expressing his disappointment about it.

Henry:

Kissed Yewon's thigh while carrying her on his shoulders on "We Got Married". This caused people to call him a pervert.

Revealed that when he first met his members, he thought all of them were gay and thought Heechul was trans and said those things worried him.

Persuaded Jackson (GOT7) to accompany him in going into the girl's room without permission and rifling through their stuff on episode 45 of SBS Roomate.

Used a stereotypical Indian accent to mock Indians, pretended to be Saruman, and thought Indian and Arab cultures were the same. A genie lamp was edited into the video.

Defended Yesung's blackface by commenting on Yesung's blackface post on Instagram. He commented, "If this is racist. then thor wearing the blonde wig is also racist. c o s p l a y .".

Henry and his crew culturally appropriated black hairstyles in his "I'm Good" MV.

Supported China's movement of claiming territories in the South China Sea (same with Zhoumi).

[ancientphantom]

Here comes a great month for new Phantom stuff!

Horrified by Lauren DeLuca is a comedy revolving around a frazzled theater manager being harassed by mysterious accidents and disappearing performers. DeLuca's done straight Phantom adaptations before, so this one is likely to be more than a little bit the same story, this time with a humorous twist.

Erik's Tale by Jessica Mason is a prequel to her adaptation of the original story, focusing largely on Erik's childhood and adolescence and specifically his time being exhibited in the traveling carnival, in the Shah's court in Persia, and various new European adventures in between.

Phantom by K.M. Mixon is a modern-day version of the story, revolving around a young woman writer who tries to retreat to work on a book only to have to deal with both a frightening stalker obsessed with her talent and a sexy landlord who may be her only hope.

The Phantom of Netherfield by Abbey North is exactly what you might be expecting - a Phantom and Pride & Prejudice crossover, in which Lizzie inherits a theater and tries to keep it afloat while a Fitzwilliam Phantom moons over her from below the stage. (For those wondering, Raoul has been cast as Wickham, so this is not a particularly pro-Raoul adaptation, I suspect.)

Phantom: The Musical is a professionally shot version of the 1991 Yeston/Kopit musical, which is extremely popular in Asia and often sees lush adaptations. This is the newest one from South Korea, featuring k-pop idol Kyuhyun from the group Super Junior in the lead role.

Phantom Fun-World is an amusement-park slasher featuring a masked Phantom who menaces Fun World and its employees, apparently due to some past trauma or betrayal. (Fun to wonder if it owes anything to the 1979 KISS film, or the Wonder Woman episode!)

Synthwave: The Phantom of the Opera is one of those neat projects putting a new spin on the 1925 Lon Chaney film, with new custom color and music to change its vibes. (These are always cool because they come close to the original theatrical experience - the movie would have been accompanied by a live organ- or piano-player and thus would have had different soundtracks at different performances!)

[dehydrated-for-donghae]

Masterlist

GIFset here

I write Super Junior x female reader, usually in second person.

I'm pretending it's 2009 again and we're using the citrus scale:

🍊: SFW | 🍋‍🟩: M | 🍋: NSFW | 🍇: NSFW+ there is no grapefruit emoji so we improvise

🍤: porn without plot | 📖: storytime | 🐑: fluff

Stand Alone Fics

Lilacs (Donghae)🍊🐑 Only You (Donghae) 📖 part one 🍋‍🟩 | part two

Series

First Kisses with Super Junior 📖

Leeteuk 🍊🐑 | Heechul | Yesung | Shindong | Eunhyuk | Siwon | Donghae | Kyuhyun

Blind Dates 📖

Leeteuk | Heechul | Yesung | Shindong | Eunhyuk | Siwon | Donghae | Kyuhyun

Submissive Super Junior 🍋🍤

Anniversary (Donghae)

Super Junior Reverse Harem 🍋🍤

Massage Rock, Paper, Scissors

NSFW Alphabets 🍋🍤

Eunhyuk Donghae 🍋🐑

HEADCANONS

Aftercare with Super Junior Calling Them "Oppa" for the First Time Dominating Super Junior Dry Humping with Super Junior Getting Bred by Super Junior Pet Names with Super Junior 🍋‍🟩/🍋🍤 Spanking with Super Junior 🍋‍🟩/🍋🍤 Spitting with Super Junior : 🍋‍🟩/🍋🍤 Submitting to Super Junior Super Junior in Panties

GIFset here

[elf-bot]

merry early christmas - kyuhyun

genre: smut as if you didn’t know this blog

word count: 2.3k

request 1: for the smut prompt — something with Kyu and choking/praise/degrading the reader pls? Can be mixed with any of the other prompts that people already requested

request 2: kyuhyun and overstimulation 🔥

warnings: unprotected sex, fingering, slight degradation, reader has choking kink so kyuhyun does it, praising, dirty talk, overstimulation, begging, usage of toys (aka hitachi magic wand and a dildo), multiple orgasms, one mention of alcohol.

tags: @sujurunaway​ 

(if any of you’d like to be tagged i can do it in the future, just let me know! enjoy, idk which member should i do next. also fucking kyuhyun, i love this picture so much and i had to do something, bye)

Tonight was a very special occasion. You had your first Christmas dinner with Kyuhyun’s family. Not exactly a Christmas dinner though, it wasn’t Christmas day yet, but you were gathering beforehand with his family to know each other a little bit more.

You were concerned about how they’d react when Kyuhyun talked to them about having a small dinner this month. The apartment was decorated all over with beautiful lights, it was comfy and the tree was done carefully in a corner of the living room. The moment they stepped in, things turned out well. His mom loved you as well as his dad, so as time went by you calmed down a lot as much as you could. They also complimented your and Kyuhyun’s cooking, the dinner went smoother than Kyuhyun thought.

Of course you met them before, but tonight it felt different. You talked about marriage before, so his parents were waiting for that type of announcement between hints and remarks. After all, you had more than two years of dating and any of you were getting younger. Age and getting older weren’t a problem for you or Kyuhyun, but it was for his parents.

So after you said your goodbye to his parents and cleaned the table, you finally felt like breathing again.

“It wasn’t that bad,” he said, dropping himself on the sofa. You sat down by his side with a deep breath, head on his shoulder.

“You think so? I have this feeling they want us to marry soon.”

“Do you want to get married?” Kyuhyun asked, his hand running down your thigh over the skirt of your dress.

“Do you?” you made eye contact with him.

“We act like a married couple already,” he shrugged. Kyuhyun didn’t really care about it, at least he acted like he didn’t. “We live together, we share everything...”

“We also have sex.”

He chuckled. Even if you did it a lot of times, somehow he still felt shy sometimes when sex was mentioned. “We haven’t since last week.”

“I mean, you were busy,” you felt his hand rubbing under your dress, right on your skin. “I also had a lot of work.”

Kyuhyun leaned down to kiss your lips softly.

“Actually, I had something for you.”

“For Christmas?”

He nodded, a shy smile on his face. His cheeks were slightly turning red suddenly.

“Now I want to know what it is.” Kyuhyun’s eyes locked on yours, asking if you were sure. “C’mon, it’s ok if you give it to me before Christmas.”

“Fine. Only because I’m pretty sure we’ll not be alone for Christmas.”

He walked you to the bedroom, Kyuhyun leading the way. Standing up behind the closed door you watched him kneeling down and pulling a box from under the bed before coming back to you. “Open it.”

“I’m so nervous now,” you giggled, taking the small box in your hands.

“You still can save it for later.”

His eyes had a familiar spark in them, making you wonder what was he saving for you in that box.

“Nevermind,” after saying those words, you opened the box. Air quickly left your lungs as you saw what was in it.  “A hitachi? Kyuhyun, how do you get these things?” You chuckled as he embraced you in his arms.

“I saw you looking for one of those on your phone, please don’t kill me.”

“You silly! Now I’m embarrassed.”

Kyuhyun pecked your forehead sweetly, his hand running down your cheek. “Merry Christmas.”

“Thank you, this is earlier than I expected, but I’ll take it.” An idea crossed your mind immediately.

You checked the wand in your hand, Kyuhyun took away the box and placed it on the floor with a proud smile on his face

“This has batteries already, Cho Kyuhyun!” You turned on the wand in your hand for first speed and got closer to your boyfriend. “You wanna try it?” 

“Wait, Y/n-” Kyuhyun’s hand grabbed your wrist at the feeling of the vibrator on his crotch, letting out a breathy moan. Fuck, he didn’t know it could feel so good.

His eyes tightly closed as you rubbed the toy up and down on his sensitive, covered skin. He hissed, face growing hot, and feeling his dick getting harder at every second you spent teasing. You increased the speed this time and rubbed faster, his beautiful moans echoing the bedroom.

“Stop,” Kyuhyun ordered taking the vibrator away from his crotch. The grip on your wrist became rough as he panted and tried to compose himself. He took the toy from your hands, turning it off. “Get on the bed. And take off your dress.”

You smirked and did as he told, throwing the fabric of both the sweater and the dress you were wearing. Finally, you lied down on your back on the mattress, underwear still covering your body.

Kyuhyun approached you and settled between your legs, like he was following his prey, a hint of lust sparkled on his gaze. His fingers ghosted over your thighs, until they reached your panties. “Fuck, you’re getting so wet,” he breathed.

“It was all because of you.”

A soft moan escaped your lips, the vibrator rubbing through your clothed core. Kyuhyun quickly increased the speed, drawing patterns with it.

“Do you have any idea of what you did to me?” he whispered with a low voice.

“You’re getting hard?” you giggled.

You squirmmed under his touch on your thighs and the vibrator working on your pussy, rubbing your clit and folds through your panties. A wet spot was forming on the fabric, your hips bucked. Kyuhyun leaned down to capture your lips with his owns, swallowing your moans.

Squeezing your eyes, you tried to focus on his lips and tongue slipping inside your mouth instead of your throbbing pussy. You felt too close to your climax, you were so wet you wanted to beg him to fuck you hard right there without any mercy.

He broke the kiss for air and stood up, leaving you alone and yearning for more. Kyuhyun went to the closet, with the toy now off in his hand, looking for something in the drawers of your closet. He came back to you with a half smirk on his face, and leaving the vibrator by your side of the mattress. Finally you checked what he had on his other hand: it was that special dildo you saved for those nights you needed him and he was out of the country or busy. Sometimes you took care of yourself with it, your boyfriend didn’t mind though. But seeing him like this was new to you.

“You’re gonna use it tonight,” he ordered sitting by your side, and pulling your panties off, leaving your pussy bare to his sight.

“Excited for toys are we?”

“I didn’t ask you to speak,” he rubbed two of his fingers between your wet folds, sliding them shortly after to make sure you were ready.

His fingers curled, feeling your warm walls around. Pulling them out, he rubbed the tip of the toy on your core, coating it with your juices, and pushed it in, stretching you immediately. He fucked you slowly and deep with the dildo. You melted against his hand, bucking your hips to meet his thrusts. He stopped and guided your hand to take it instead.

“Imagine you’re taking my cock,” he leaned down and whispered against your ear, the dildo sliding in and out of you now with your own hand. A moan left your lips shutting your eyes, that image he talked about going right through your mind, thinking it was him taking you and pounding you so hard until you to see stars and cry out, you clenching around his dick.

“Fuck!” you moaned over and over, picturing it was the tip of his cock reaching your most sensitive spot, your soft noises filled the bedroom as you increased the rhythm of your hand.

“Just like that. You’re so hot when you fuck yourself,” Kyuhyun nipped on your ear lobe softly, shivers running down your spine just by his action. “It’s gorgeous.”

“Please, babe,” you begged. His breath on your skin making you go faster. “I need you, please!” Your moans grew louder, tension building down your core and back arching. “I want to feel you!”

“As hot as that sounds, I wanna see you cum,” his fingers caressed your breasts over your bra. “Or else you're not gonna have me,” he slipped his hand to your neckbone, controling himself at how blissed out you looked, with eyes closed and heavily breathing. It was a beautiful sight he never wanted to stop looking at.

He sucked on your earlobe as your walls clenched around the toy, finally reaching your peak. The growing erection on his pants was aching, and seeing you cumming undone with your pretty moans wasn’t helping at all. You slowed down and he slipped the dildo out of you, coated in your juices.

“Look at the mess you’ve made, honey,” he whimpered against your ear. “You’re so fucked out.”

His fingers reached your pussy and slipped them inside, you were still not recovered from that orgasm, but it felt good. He curled his long fingers inside you as he nipped and licked on the skin of your neck, your walls clenching tightly around him and hips meeting with the moves of his hand.

“Always yearning for more, you dirty girl,” Kyuhyun cooed against your ear, his hardness yearning to feel you around.

He continued to fuck you with his fingers. You were drunk for his touch. The way his words worked to your core, leaving you aching for more was taking over you and the little sanity you had. For your luck, Kyuhyun was also desperate by just watching you cum using your own hand and a toy.

He leaned and gave your lips a sloppy kiss, positioning between your legs.

“I need you so fucking bad,” you cried.

Desperately you started to take his shirt off, exposing his chest and smooth skin using your fingers to send shivers down his spine at your touch. He reached for your bra and threw it over the bed, falling beside his shirt on the carpeted floor of the room, his well ironed pants and his boxers following soon after that, freeing his shaft.

He placed soft kisses on your neckline, his tongue marking your skin until it reached your breasts. Kyuhyun licked your nipples, rolling his tongue over them, one by one, and his hand were massaging your tits at the same time. You gasped at his actions and felt his hardness rub against your skin, you grew wet even more if it was humanly possible. Your hand stroke his cock as a plea.

A last kiss and mark was left on your chest and he went straight to rub the tip of his lenght covered with precum against your core. You panted when he finally buried in, earning a beautiful moan from his throat. “Keep your legs open like that,” he said, his voice hoarse, and grabbed the vibrator that was long forgotten on the bed. He gave a couple of experimental thrusts before you begged again. He could see the lust craving in your gaze as much as he did and wanted to make you feel good.

You gasped when he finally reached your sweet spot and felt the vibrator, now on, running down your clit. “F-fuck!” you started to cry out when his sharp thrusts mixed with the pleasure the vibrator was giving to your sensitive bud.

Kyuhyun plugged into you hard witht the right speed, being not too fast or too slow. Somehow, he just knew know every inch of your body, even if he didn’t look like he did, but you were just grateful, because now you were a moaning mess and were cursing under your breath as he fucked you so good you were sure you’ll never forget it.

“Use it, go ahead,” he suddenly ordered, grabbing your hand and placing it on the vibrator so you could guide it instead.

Taking it in your hand, you rubbed yourself slowly, his hips thrusted into you again. You moaned as he pulled out almost completely to fill you and meet your sweet spot again. You were able to use the vibrator on his shaft a couple of times when he whitdrew and went back into your wet core, causing sweet pleassure and soft curses to come out of your boyfriend’s mouth.

His hand caressed your neck and pressed around your throat softly. Long, strong fingers stroke your skin, you whimpered as he puts pressure around your throat. Some gasps left your lips, breathing becoming slowly a privilige for you. The way his hips moved faster and sent him deeper were no help.

“You never appreciated air this much, did you?” he mocked, a half smirk covering his face. Your legs started to shake and your body trembled, your orgasm was really close, so your grip grew stronger around the vibrator. “Don’t dare to drop it,” his hands released some pressure on your neck.

“S-shit, I’m ‘bout to-”

With a loud moan, you released around his dick, squeezing him with your walls. You felt your high running through your body, his hips didn’t stop. His hand moved from your neck squeezed your breast marveled at how good your pussy clenched around his pulsating cock and how you kept the toy between your legs rubbing your clit. All this mix of sensations were sending him over the edge. His hips stuttering as he coated your inner walls with his seed.

“Fuck,” he groaned, slowing down his thrusts over you. Your leg wrapping one of your legs around him and turning the vibrator off. You pulled him down for a kiss.

“Merry Christmas,” you whispered after you broke. He smirked.

“Merry early Christmas, my love.”

You had to use toys more often, definitely.

[f1-disaster-bi]

Tattoo AU 🥹

Number 51 ??

Together - Kyuhyun

Sometimes Max felt as if he were nothing but a child when he told people that he, Lance and Lando would grow old together.

The looks he would get were often patronising. They were full of raised eyebrows and amusements and scoffs because they didn't see his relationship as valid because he loved two men. There were jokes made about them by some of the people who knew and didn't understand fully. Others just treated it as if Max and Lance were stringing Lando along and would tire of him, but Max knew they were wrong.

He knew that Lance and Lando were his one true loves, and he loved them more than anything in the world.

They were like sunshine and shining stars. Full of love and laughter and color that made Max smile during his darkest days. He loved them so much that he felt as if it would tear out of his chest some day to smother him.

Especially now as he watched Lance stand behind their little tattoo artist boyfriend. His arm wrapped around Lando’s waist, swaying to the sound of the ocean as the sun set slowly but all Max could see was the two of them.

His two loves.

It made tears form in his eyes as he watched them because it was overwhelming how much he loved them.

"Maxy", Lando called out, peaking around Lance's frame and holding out a hand, "Come see how beautiful the sunset is"

Max just smiled, blinked away his tears and grabbed Lando’s hand. Their fingers intertwined as Max rested his head on Lance's shoulder and felt a kiss being pressed to his head.

He didn't need to tell them that he didn't need to watch the sunset because they wer ethe most beautiful things he had ever seen. They already knew that. Max wasn't shy with praises and poetry when it came to his loves.

So instead, he soaked in the moment. Enjoying the fact that they were here, and that they were together, and that that was more than beautiful.

[keepingloveagainkw]

They’re looking at each other;

Next to the window, mulled wine in their hands to warm up;

The mistletoe is hanging in between, casting the shadow of a knowing move and their breaths are catching;

Looking for just an excuse to lean into a kiss;

One cannot stop looking at the other’s lips and tortures his own with a nibble – language of seduction;

Their breaks are still hinged, too tight, and it’s painful;

Everything they wish for is to break the curse around years of longing, cast a spell, get accustomed to each other’s bodies, map them through their kisses;

Midnight comes, among the starry sky;

Fireworks explode in the background, everyone at the party is loud and happy;

But them;

One more glance, shyness gone, slender fingers reach out for a single touch;

It burns;

Ryeowook looks into Kyuhyun’s eyes, looking for a glint of doubt, yet he finds none;

The loud noise is just a distant echo, muffled by their erratic heartbeats;

Thump, thump, thump,

Breaths are now mingling, steaming over luscious lips, the homey scent of the petite man’s cardigan is alluring, delicious…

Like the lips that he finally – without restraints – is devouring.

“Merry Christmas,” Kyuhyun shyly whispers, as Ryeowook sits still in his best friend’s arms that night. His forehead is softly brushing against the man’s in what looks like a final understanding, their sacred connection elevating to something else. Intimacy.

“Merry Christmas,” Ryeowook smiles back, free of the one constraint that has forced him not to make a move for several years now.

Complice of the change, the night envelopes them in a friendly way, as they are holding hands in front of the window, star-gazing for an answer in their messy, yet mutual feelings. No regrets allowed.

[coffeekyu]

about - coffee kyu fics

requests are open! Will write for: Super Junior / NCT 127 / 2PM Content: solo fics / MTL / imagines / reactions / headcanons <- open to requests!! Context: author is IN LOVE with KYUHYUN and also in a side r/s with TAEIL and another side r/s with JUNHO

masterlist:

Super Junior

- KYUHYUN -

Ongoing Series:

[Vanilla Latte | wip] chapter 1 | chapter 2 | chapter 3 | chapter 4 (tbc)

One Shots / Imagines:

That Was Your First Kiss? synopsis: You get extremely insecure and *slightly* jealous over Kyuhyun's kiss scene in his musical.

Not My Type synopsis: You're in a secret relationship with Kyuhyun where he gets jealous of a male colleague flirting with you, even though it was his choice not to go public yet.

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NCT 127

*coming soon*

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Boy group MTLs

[2PM] MTL to date a foreign fan (upcoming)

X NSFW full fics, MTLs are OK

[symeraid-s]

2022 Retrospective: Song of the Year

A bit late, but I still have the urge to scream about stuff into the void, so here is my retrospective of 2022, split up into multiple posts. This will be a bit of a spam, I apologise in advance.

Similar to last year, there is a lot to say about Music. Here is a top 10:

Number 1: E’LAST – Shelter

So, my favourite song this year is not only my favourite E’LAST song as of now, but also my favourite B-Side (And spoilers: it’s not the only B-Side in this top 10). But what can I say about this? It’s gorgeous, it’s theatrical, it’s everything I wanted from E’LAST and more. The flow of the song is perfect, and, for a ballad, the rap is super well incorporated. E’LAST also performed this song live a few times and all the clips I have seen are absolutely fantastic. Their Live vocals are amazing, and this is the perfect song to show that.

Number 2: KEY – BOUND

Another stellar B-Side. But where Shelter wouldn’t have been a good title track, this one absolutely should have been the title track of Gasoline. It showcases KEY’s complete register, from his low to high-notes and the choreo is just the cherry on top this amazing song. The tutting and voguing is simply inspired and the perfect choice for KEY.

Number 3: Kenshi Yonezu – KICK-BACK

Here we go again. It’s Kenshi Yonezu what can I even say at this point? He incorporates actual chainsaw noises into the instrumental and that’s just perfect for the intro to CHAINSAW MAN. The sound of KICK-BACK is also more reminiscent of his older HACHI stuff, at least to me, and I like that for him. Kenshi Yonezu just always delivers.

Number 4: ATEEZ – Cyberpunk

Almost everyone agrees that this should have been the title track instead of Guerrilla and I think so too, but I also like Guerrilla as a title track, so I don’t have any issues with it not being a title track. But I do think we could have at least gotten a dance practise or a performance in high quality of it, because damn, the choreo looks cool. Anyways, back to the song. The vocals are impeccable, and the high notes are fantastic (as always). Especially the high note before the second chorus, where Hongjoong is rapping over it. More songs need to do that.

Number 5: Max Changmin – Maniac/Fever

Max Changmin came in at the beginning of the year, casually delivered one of the best albums and vanished again. The title track is fine, but the B-Sides really steal the show and I’m again unable to decide which song I prefer (No, I’m not lumping them into one longer text to cheat another song into the top 10, I would never-). Maniac is just a funky good time song, that feels incredibly retro but also modern at the same time and Changmin’s vocals are insane. I also really adore the music video with all its references to Hitchcock and Stephen King. And Fever is just a One-Man-Musical, using everything in his range to create one of the most theatrical songs and experiences of the year. I also firmly believe that there is no other vocalist in K-Pop (except maybe Kyuhyun) that could have pulled this song off, like how Changmin does. And if anyone where to ask me, I’d say that this is the song that created his child.

Number 6: WOODZ – I Hate You

Whenever I think “Oh, this is everything I wanted from WOODZ!” he just finds something else I never knew I needed and executes it perfectly. Case and point: The Colorful Trauma Mini Album. I Hate You is one of the few K-Pop songs this year that really delivered in the Rock/Punk-Sound resurgence and it’s simply astonishing just how easily it leaves most other Rock/Punk-Comebacks in the dust (except for Billlie).

Number 7: PURPLE KISS – Nerdy

While I wasn’t the biggest fan of memeM as a Comeback (more on that later), I absolutely love this one. It’s exactly the type of song and concept that PURPLE KISS executes well, and it also gives me massive HIP flashbacks, just funky. There are a few minor things that hold it back, like the choreo looking kind of unfinished and some inconsistencies with the styling and the lyrics, but I’m ready to overlook all that, because this song is simply a banger.

Number 8: TAN – DU DU DU

I’m not usually a fan of groups formed through casting shows, but this one fell through the radar and I’m actually mad about that. TAN had an amazing debut. The song immediately gave me flashbacks to HISTORY, which was one of my favourite boy groups, and I absolutely love it. The bassline and drop are incredibly satisfying. Jooan, the main vocal, has an amazing voice and you can really hear that he is a big fan of Taemin. He also acts as a bitter reminder that we let WE IN THE ZONE flop.

Number 9: Forestella – Utopia

This was released at the end of December, but still sneaked its way into my top 10. It’s Rock Opera and somehow that’s right up my alley. All the vocals in this song are amazing and their harmonies are stellar. Their other song this year is also very good, but this one just builds on it and makes it better, which apparently is the purpose of it. I’d also like to highlight that Hyungho falls for the same trick of “Here, eat this apple” twice.

Number 10: ONEW – Sunshine

Finally something from ONEW that’s not a boring ballad with stellar vocals. DICE is good as well, but this song is just so comforting, I just adore it. The version with AKMU’s Suhyun is probably even better than the original and I’m kinda mad that this wasn’t a full on collab, but God this song just makes me smile so effortlessly.

[dojae-huh]

im so happy that doyoung finally achieved his dream of doing a solo concert. The transition of all the songs in here is really good, its in his vocal range so i can feel he did great job on the vocal in this medly. The shout out to the band then straight up to kiss is smooth, i love it, the sticker remix is nice too https://x.com/shot_a_love/status/1794417684035273210?t=tUZTax6RPWujXwUvvNA6fw&s=19

the whole part of how doyoung talked and sang birthday song to gongmyung is so funny. How shy gongmyung was when fans sang, then doyoung told fans not to do it like that and sang birthday song with the band and teased gongmyung by saying "he didn't like it, nice" lol mischievous maknae. How mama kim tapped gongmyung to respond to doyoung haha gongmyung totally breaking down in the end lol https://x.com/httpsDOYOUNGcom/status/1794358066340831451?t=0PVIyF57dUyUzQWUHenzHw&s=19 plus jungwoo turned to look at jaehyun(?) when gongmyung jumped up and down? https://x.com/dxjaejung/status/1794351120242110592?t=UdYORpAtHuxQ4r81dGyMWg&s=19

the viral moment from the shipdom https://x.com/JUNGCarrey/status/1794373370655760447?t=FYwlOcfzcDek7PItXZCZRg&s=19 actually happened when jaehyun did the Y - "Yes"(?) with his hands when doyoung asked 127 to be his firefly https://x.com/an_jaehyun214/status/1794403347174453749?t=qV4gtEbXevOwZJNco4GhnA&s=19 plus gongmyung and mama kim looked back to 127, kyuhyun confessed "saranghae" to doyoung, doyoung surprised to have a guest from the boys member https://x.com/d00_kong/status/1794390494073827769?t=eB8JNQ6SekTOXMc7JEM9og&s=19

Link1, Link2, Link3, Link4, Link5, Link6

So many of Do's fans who happened to sit around Jaehyun were kin on filming his reactions instead of their bias, heh, sus.

The guy from The boyz should be a true fan. Usually for promotion purposes bands go as several members.

Xiandary heroes, one of them was labelled as having a crush on Do after a video of him throwing glances at MC Doyoung on a music show or smth? So there are Do's fanboys as well.

In addition to Kenzie, composer Eugene (Little light) and JinJiDo writers also came. Eugene worked with Lucy, but couldn't find more info on this person, seems like a young one, a Do's fan.

Jungwoo turned to comment (0:48). Jaehyun looked like his eyes were glued to the screen though.

At one point rearranged Sticker sounded like 28 reasons to me, heh. Doyoung definitely likes songs where hecan play with voice modlations, transitions. There are songs for conveying emotions, telling stories, and there are songs for having fun, enjoying one's skill.

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Super Junior Kyuhyun Reveals His Marriage Plans and Ideal Type

Super Junior Kyuhyun, who is currently in his mid-30s, has opened up about his thoughts on marriage and his ideal type of partner. The singer and TV host appeared as a guest on SBS’ “Dolsing Fourmen” on October 3, along with Yerin and Shin Sejin.

Super Junior Kyuhyun Wants to Get Married in Five Years

(Photo : Kyuhyun (Kpop Wiki)) During the show, MC Lee Sangmin asked Kyuhyun about his age and his previous statement of wanting to get married in five years. Kyuhyun confirmed that he is 35 years old now and that he hopes to tie the knot when he is 40. He said that he definitely wants to get married and explained the reason behind his dream. “Sometimes, when I’m in a car or walking, I see elderly couples walk hand in hand like this, and it makes me so happy. When I went to England, I even saw an old couple giving the grandmother a backhug, and it was so nice to see.”

(Photo : Super Junior Facebook) However, the four divorced hosts of the show tried to burst his bubble by giving him some realistic advice. They pointed out that the elderly couples he saw might not be as happy as they seemed, or that they might be in their second marriage. They also teased him for dreaming of marriage under the assumption that he would live happily ever after with his partner. Yerin jokingly suggested that Kyuhyun should just get married when he is an old man, while Tak Jaehoon asked him if he had ever seen an elderly couple fighting.

Kyuhyun Shares His Ideal Type

(Photo : Kyuhyun (MyDaily)) Lee Sangmin then moved on to ask Kyuhyun if he had any ideal type of person that he wanted to be with. Kyuhyun did not mention any specific physical traits, but rather focused on the personality and compatibility aspects. He said: “We should be on the same page when talking and have similar hobbies. Our vibes should also match.”

(Photo : Kyuhyun (MyDaily)) Lee Sangmin warned him that he might not be able to know his partner’s true personality until after marriage, and suggested that he should consider living together before making a commitment. Kyuhyun hinted that he was open to that idea, but also admitted that he was not good at dating. “(I couldn’t think about it). And you know, what I’ve been most embarrassed about these days is that I talked about it on the show, that I haven’t kissed in seven years. (I even said) If anyone has kissed me in 7 years, please report it. But not a single case has come.” Tak Jaehoon then asked him a cheeky question: “Then when is Kyuhyun’s last kiss?” Kyuhyun laughed and avoided answering, saying: “I don’t remember.”

Netizens React to Kyuhyun’s Marriage Talk

(Photo : NAVER) Netizens who watched the show had mixed reactions to Kyuhyun’s marriage talk. Some of them expressed their support and admiration for him, while others doubted his sincerity and criticized his ideal type. Here are some of the comments from netizens: - “Kyuhyun is so sweet and romantic. I hope he finds his soulmate soon.” - “He’s just saying that because he’s on TV. He doesn’t really want to get married. He’s too busy with his career and hobbies.” - “His ideal type is too vague and unrealistic. He should be more specific and realistic if he wants to meet someone compatible.” - “He’s such a handsome and talented guy. He deserves to be happy with someone who loves him for who he is.” - “He’s already 35 years old. He should stop dreaming and start acting. He should go on blind dates or join a dating app.” What do you think of Kyuhyun’s marriage plans and ideal type? Do you think he will get married in five years? Share your thoughts in the comments below! Subscribe to IDOLS KPOP for exclusive updates and captivating content. Read the full article

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Hi! 6, 9, 19, 23, 44, 50, 80, 99 for the SuJu ask game 💙

hello! sorry if some of these answers are long lol thanks a lot for doing these questions! ❤️‍🩹

6. Favorite era?

in general i love 'play' era a lot, even if kyuhyun wasn't there i like to pretend he was really there hahaha. he is in some of the songs i think, but yeah. i love the album, the concept, the mv, everything is perfect and i'd give anything for ot9 suju to be on the album, or ot11 because i know there was a chance for kangin and sungmin to be included 🥺

fun fact: 'play' was the first album i heard completely because it caught my attention before 'timeless' which was the era i met them lol

9. First bias?

i don't know if i had a first bias tbh, i consider kyuhyun to be my first bias. the first member who caught my attention was leeteuk and then siwon so maybe i was more on their side until i fell for kyu. :)

19. Favorite vocal or dance moment of your bias?

-kyuhyun's voice in 'mamacita' 😵‍💫😵‍💫

-the 'she wants it' performance from super show 5, not only kyuhyun, i think all of them look hot pls i need another performance like that one guysssss.

-his dance break in 'super clap' 😭

23. Hottest photo or clip?

i'll list every moment i remember, not only my bias lmao

-whole d&e 'take it slow' performance

-whole leeteuk's fancam and that shindong dance break in '2ya2yao' (because '2ya2yao' is my bitch and i love that song)

-ryeowook sexy dance break in super show 8

-eunhyuk eating out a mango 😭

-this kyuhyun in bonamana? YES PLEASE

i can go all day with this but i leave it here for now haha

44. A type of song or concept you’d like to see from SuJu or a specific member/subunit?

praying for a dark concept someday, that's all i ask

50. Favorite live performance?

in love rn with 'opera' and 'heads up' from ss8, also 'ticky tocky' + 'paradox' + 'mystery' from ss9. i don't know who had this idea of mixing these masterpieces together but i would kiss that person.

80. What albums, photocards, or merch do you own?

i have suju bong version 2 only and one 'road keep on going' version, the blue version lol my treasures.

99. If SuJu could do anything you wanted, what would you want them to do? (E.g, perform a song live, bring back a member, etc.)

i'd like to live ot11/ot13 at least someday and a suju-m comeback :( consider old elfs lucky yourselves if you got to live this experience because i had to get to know them through old shows and clips 🥹💔