#ksenianovak

[ormakeasaintofme]

#literally season 8 is INSANE i actually do not fault my teenage self for thinking it was building to canon deancas#that season basically just establishes multiple times that dean and cas are in love with each other and then s9 pretends it never happened Avatar tanoraqui nodaybuttodaytodefygravity Mar 12 · 16 days ago Avatar reallybadblackoutpoems Mar 9 · 20 days ago image text from my dad (2021) - my dad “i’ll admit that my main problem with this is that i haven’t asked” submitted by @cornandcoconutsoup​ Avatar cornandcoconutsoup Image Original text for context Avatar reallybadblackoutpoems op this provides no context Source: reallybadblackoutpoems fuckspn samdyke Mar 12 · 16 days ago ksenianovak Sep 23, 2015 · 6 years ago Things that almost happened on Supernatural. Source: ksenianovak #i know this post is 5 years old but god i wish cas' fake heaven with shirtless dean pics was in here somehow nbkatara knitmeapony Mar 12 · 16 days ago herlocksholmes1888 Dec 22, 2020 · 3 months ago The way that most of Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes stories’ most horrible villains are rich dudes that are abusive to women, in a time such as the 1880’s, compels me. gardnerhill There’s a whole subset of Sherlock Holmes stories that could be labeled Asshole Guys Try to Control Women’s Money. three--rings Yup, there’s a huge number of times where Sherlock Holmes is the ONLY person to take a young woman’s complaint or worry seriously and finds out someone is up to some serious evil. Holmes also shows a lot of compassion and empathy with the victims over and over again. (This is why I find “Secretly a woman” or “Trans” Holmes headcanons much more convincing than “sociopath” Holmes.) waterhobbit I am never going to shut up about how much I specifically love The Adventure of The Copper Beeches because it is literally Sherlock Holmes listening to a young lady he does not know except as a potential client, agreeing with her that a potential job she has interviewed for that she thinks is SUPER SKETCHY is, indeed, sketchy as fuck and when she says she’s probably gonna take the job anyways because the money is good and she needs it going “OKAY I GUESS but for the love of god please write to us so we know you’re okay we will literally drop everything and jump on a train if you want us to”. The job turns out to indeed be sketchy as fuck, she writes to them, Holmes and Watson drop everything and jump on a train when she asks them to. I read this story for the first time when I was twelve and it made a HUGE impression. three--rings This is also the basis for a lot of speculation about Holmes’ family life. The idea that he has been a victim of abuse, or his mother was abused (or even murdered by his father.) There’s definitely SOMETHING that makes him very aware of how dangerous isolated families can be, and the dark things that can happen behind closed doors. Plus, of course, the motivation to devote himself to stopping crime. And yes, so much of it is of the personal type. Source: herlocksholmes1888 #sherlock holmes#[tapping the sign]!!!!!!!#queuebending americachavez homosexualofthelord Mar 12 · 16 days ago homosexualofthelord Mar 12 · 16 days ago me just nw finding out that that super dramatic artsy shot of castiel wading into the water is in fact because there are sea monsters inside him trying to get back to their natural element #sorry kaya do need to reblog this because this is my favorite experience you’ve had so far#tv: supernatural wizzard890 Mar 12 · 16 days ago Anonymous asked: hi, you (and your lovely fiancee) seem wildly clever and good at, like, information intelligence. do you have advice on how to stay aware enough of sociopolitical stuff to 1) not be a dick and 2) help where you can, /without/ falling into a vortex of obsessively reading/thinking about awful things (bigotry, violence, etc) such that you end up doing nothing but feeling shit? any tips for striking a balance / recognising when to disengage / how to disengage would be really appreciated, thank you! there’s actually a pretty easy answer to this. a few points: 1) don’t get your news from twitter or tumblr. they are aggregate machines that will only grind you down into doomscrolling and helplessness. their business model depends on keeping your eyes on the screen, so they’re incentivized to keep putting emotionally aggro stuff in front of your eyeballs. yes, the issues are real, the challenges are enormous, but they shouldn’t be poured into your brain like that. it’s arresting, not helpful. get a NYT subscription or something, check it before you eat dinner like a 50s dad coming home on the train, and then unplug. like, for the night. no more news. if something insane happens, you’ll hear about it, I promise. (a personal example: I’ve had “covid-19″ and all related terms blocked on my phone for over a year now. I ask aria about developments. it’s way better than having nightly panic attacks, can recommend.) 2) take action. knowledge of a topic or god forbid, signal boosting for awareness, is literally nothing. learn for your own edification and to help you treat others with kindness and empathy, but that’s a personal undertaking for the development of your character, not impact. find local fundraisers and donate. plug into local protests about housing, policing, unionization, etc. see if there’s a community center in need of support and put your body there on saturday mornings. things feel less crushing and insurmountable if you act. #replies deanwinchesterapologist destiellore Mar 12 · 16 days ago deancasendgame Mar 6 · 22 days ago absolutely OBSESSED with the line "now you might be able to forget about that, but i can't!" because like. that's textual, that is the writers telling the audience there is a marked difference between how sam and dean are grieving in regards to cas specifically. this isn't just about the differences in the ways that sam and dean cope with loss; it's about the difference in intensity in dean's grief about cas vs. sam's. sam can move on from cas' death, but dean can't, and the question we are left with is why. Source: deancasendgame sunforgrace mxleahy Mar 12 · 16 days ago mxleahy Mar 12 · 16 days ago the important thing about gay sam is that he’s a tryhard. he wants to get a good grade in being gay so badly. he’s like i will WEAR the purple dog tshirt i will GROW my hair out i will TALK in a weird quasi-new england accent for half a semester before my roommates tell me it’s weird i will GO to whole foods i will BE vegan i will WEAR the eyeliner and the body glitter i will ATTEND the pride parades every year i will HAVE my big faith crisis and daddy issues meanwhile dean is, like i have said, horrible bisexual representation from a bad daytime soap, so he’s like “labels are for soup cans” before he finds a guy for a one night stand sunforgrace samdyke Mar 12 · 16 days ago deanspurpleflannel Feb 28 · a month ago jack turns this in for a school assignment and his teacher calls a parent-teacher conference to ask about it and three beefy dudes and a tiny woman pile into the classroom and introduce themselves as dean, cas, sam, and eileen and the teacher is like (checks family tree) ok that tracks but please misters winchester and mr & mrs leahy can you explain this?? this can’t be right, can it? and the four of them pile around it and inspect it and dean hands it back and says “no that looks about right” and the teacher fears them for the rest of the year herbatahleb I love it so much, thank you Source: deanspurpleflannel sunforgrace samdyke Mar 12 · 16 days ago marygirl Mar 12 · 17 days ago Claire is actually cas's daughter. She loves her silly old gay dad. If you disagree you're homophobic marygirl "ohhhh ohhhh cas ruined her life" 1. bold of you to assume claire's life as a lesbian wouldn't be ruined by her christian fundamentalist parents and 2. all dads ruin your life get with the fucking program Source: marygirl

hey girls did you know that um

[mittensmorgul]

Dear Mittens, I hope you have a good day! I love your blog (and your fanfic)!. I am just on another re-watch, at 11x15. It always breaks my heart to see a glimpse of young!Dean and what he missed (like waiting to get handed the glove from Gunner). And also: They really paralleled the crushed from Sam (Rio) and Dean (Gunner) so nicely there - how can anybody see Sam's as a crush and Dean's as just "fanboying"? IMHO, if anything, Sam's reaction was even more understated than Dean's. All the best!

Aw, gosh! First of all, thank you! I hope you have a good day, too. :)

And oh boy, yes. I remember the posts about this from when it aired originally. There was some monumentally strenuous mental contortions going around to explain why Sam’s crush on Rio was so very very different from Dean’s “fanboying” about Gunner Lawless.

Like, don’t hurt yourselves, folks, it’s not that hard to wrap your head around it. :P

*cue the scars comparison scene and adjacent stroll through the bar wherein Dean essentially ignored all the scantily clad women and went directly to Gunner’s side to carry out a private conversation that had absolutely zero to do with the case*

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139979330895/1115-sam-dean-and-parallels

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139956609320/obsessionisaperfume-deanfightswithmonsters

*oh and while we’re here, cue the exact parallel to dreamhunter in 13.10*

*not to mention the numerous other parallels that issue us engraved invitations to interpret so many of Dean’s interactions with Gunner as “flirtatious” at the very least*

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/147650116630/f-ckyeahfutbol-are-we-gonna-talk-about-the

(and a visual accompaniment) http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/140115506040/marilynmay-11x11-11x15

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/140183830225/spn-11x15-doing-the-right-thing

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/140099958020/because-i-see-nobody-mentioning-it-i-thought-one

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139983357685/larinah-remember-when-patroclus-died-and

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139956456230/ksenianovak-5x08-11x15-reblogging-this

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139951080570/jenmisheel-gunner-was-literally-waiting-for

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139944629280/eliciaforever-lmao-winjennster-our-age-is

http://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/140068289930/interested-by-ppl-comparing-bidean-evidence

and for some reason the long post with all sorts of screencaps and gifs demonstrating Dean’s walk through the bar where he witnessed various demonstrations of feminine seduction on offer and literally smiled politely and nodded and ignored them in favor of sitting with Gunner doesn’t seem to have made it into my episode tag… It’s probably buried somewhere in my bi dean tag, and heck if I have the mental fortitude to go spelunking two years back in that tag today… :P

[bones80q3]

Let's do this! Ask away.

@robotmango @randomfandoms153 @cas-you-assbutt-dean-needs-you @capturingdeanwinchester @deanwinchesterdaily @queenwinchester27 @whatifdestiel @thewinchesterdaily @yall-mothafuckas-need-misha @uglyassbutt @idedicatethisblogtodestiel @ohmysupernatural @promptsdestiel @purgatory-jar @aborddelimpala @supernaturaldaily @foodiestiel @godshipsit @hallowedbecastiel @justjensenanddean @ksenianovak @livebloggingmydescentintomadness @vinylackles @bitch-jerk-assbutt-supernatural @nosescrunch @mishasaurus and anyone else who wants to ask.

P.S. please put the question.

Get To Know Me Uncomfortably Well

PLEASE DON’T LET THIS FLOP AHHHH

1. What is you middle name? 2. How old are you? 3. When is your birthday? 4. What is your zodiac sign? 5. What is your favorite color? 6. What’s your lucky number? 7. Do you have any pets? 8. Where are you from? 9. How tall are you? 10. What shoe size are you? 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 12. What was your last dream about? 13. What talents do you have? 14. Are you psychic in any way? 15. Favorite song? 16. Favorite movie? 17. Who would be your ideal partner? 18. Do you want children? 19. Do you want a church wedding? 20. Are you religious? 21. Have you ever been to the hospital? 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? 23. Have you ever met any celebrities? 24. Baths or showers? 25. What color socks are you wearing? 26. Have you ever been famous? 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? 28. What type of music do you like? 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 31. What position do you usually sleep in? 32. How big is your house? 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? 34. Have you ever fired a gun? 35. Have you ever tried archery? 36. Favorite clean word? 37. Favorite swear word? 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 39. Do you have any scars? 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? 41. Are you a good liar? 42. Are you a good judge of character? 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? 44. Do you have a strong accent? 45. What is your favorite accent? 46. What is your personality type? 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? 48. Can you curl your tongue? 49. Are you an innie or an outie? 50. Left or right handed? 51. Are you scared of spiders? 52. Favorite food? 53. Favorite foreign food? 54. Are you a clean or messy person? 55. Most used phrased? 56. Most used word? 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 58. Do you have much of an ego? 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? 60. Do you talk to yourself? 61. Do you sing to yourself? 62. Are you a good singer? 63. Biggest Fear? 64. Are you a gossip? 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? 66. Do you like long or short hair? 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? 68. Favorite school subject? 69. Extrovert or Introvert? 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? 71. What makes you nervous? 72. Are you scared of the dark? 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? 74. Are you ticklish? 75. Have you ever started a rumor? 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? 77. Have you ever drank underage? 78. Have you ever done drugs? 79. Who was your first real crush? 80. How many piercings do you have? 81. Can you roll your Rs?“ 82. How fast can you type? 83. How fast can you run? 84. What color is your hair? 85. What color is your eyes? 86. What are you allergic to? 87. Do you keep a journal? 88. What do your parents do? 89. Do you like your age? 90. What makes you angry? 91. Do you like your own name? 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? 94. What are you strengths? 95. What are your weaknesses? 96. How did you get your name? 97. Were your ancestors royalty? 98. Do you have any scars? 99. Color of your bedspread? 100. Color of your room?

[trisscar368]

start here: bi dean by episode through 12x22 (links to about 400 meta posts :’D) https://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/164196287338/the-dean-is-bi-meta-masterpost-full-credit-to bi

and the post liz was linking to https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/151440030660/bidean-by-episode

and another queer spn masterpost: https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/190636270640/queer-readingsreading-queer-subtext-in-spn-from

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/168030277360/dean-bisexuality-believer-or-not

if you want to troll blogs yourself:

https://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/tagged/Dean+is+bi/

https://thevioletcaptain.tumblr.com/tagged/dean-is-bi

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/tagged/dean+winchester+is+bilingual/

https://f-ckyeahfutbol.tumblr.com/tagged/dean-is-bi

https://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/tagged/Dean-is-bisexual

https://postmodernmulticoloredcloak.tumblr.com/tagged/dean-is-bi

Randomly picked posts mostly from mitten’s blob :D

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/115163004680/bisexual-in-the-subtext-since-s1

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/124003603115/f-ckyeahfutbol-hellsbells91

https://postmodernmulticoloredcloak.tumblr.com/post/129483839837/f-ckyeahfutbol-something-interesting-happened-in

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/167492715625/i-was-watching-1x07-on-the-tnt-loop-today-and

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/147619845940/mishabethyname-f-ckyeahfutbol

https://f-ckyeahfutbol.tumblr.com/post/109318092566

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139932376115/ksenianovak-5x08-11x15

https://f-ckyeahfutbol.tumblr.com/post/141713367381/on-a-more-serious-note-what-i-wanted-to-discuss

https://charlie-minion.tumblr.com/post/140183186572/spn-11x15-doing-the-right-thing

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/139983011490/f-ckyeahfutbol-are-we-gonna-talk-about-the

https://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/168292018352

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/145208777055/hi-ive-not-seen-anyone-mention-this-but-after

https://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/174311265143/wait-wait-wait-im-all-for-canonbi-dean

https://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/638707979109187585/i-am-not-going-to-analyse-the-split-screen-in

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/150336617955/can-you-please-help-me-understand-how-else-im

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/152731832640/hang-on-a-tick

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/154854884135/7x20-the-girl-with-the-dungeons-and-dragons

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/163615692740/dirtyovercoats-i-cant-believe-the-dracula-paper

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/165457276760/lurea-sentirlanada-lostwiginity

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/166864906080/thejabberwock-this-is-another-one-of-those-whats

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/168576073115/im-really-confused-about-something-and-was-hoping

https://elizabethrobertajones.tumblr.com/post/157230806993/12-i-can-literally-understand-all-of-your

https://heliodean.tumblr.com/post/189503662576/last-call-and-canon-bi-dean

https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/622192464626941952/flustered-dean-is-the-cutest-dean

bi and destiel - https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/165457276760/lurea-sentirlanada-lostwiginity

https://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/182794294534

Queer Dean, Cas, Destiel, and the fricking Ouroborus Gorgon

https://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/183323000224/the-kiss-of-the-queer-gorgon

if you want to introduce your sisters to destiel subtext https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/tagged/the-scheherazade-of-supernatural  would be the tag

Please im begging you send me the best bi Dean posts im having an aneurysm

My sisters need a lesson

[anastiel]

“Well, he /is/ pretty hot.”

You can blame Jensen and Misha for this. (ao3)

Jensen is in the green room, relaxing for a few minutes before his trio photo-ops with Misha and Jared, minding his own business. He’s chatting with Jared about the panel when Misha slides up next to him, and wraps a possessive arm around his lower back. 

“So, you think I’m hot.” 

He states it matter-of-factly and Jensen almost spits beer all over Jared, who, traitor he is, starts keeling over in laughter. 

“You act like this is brand new information,” Jensen replies, flashing a cheeky smile at Misha. 

Jared tries to compose himself, but waves a hand between the two of them, huffing for air, and says, “I’m gonna go.” 

He practically runs out of the room, still laughing, leaving Jensen and Misha alone. 

“Well, color me surprised, but you’ve never blatantly expressed your love for my hotness in front of  fans.” 

Jensen shrugs, setting down his beer on the table, and turns, placing his hands on Misha’s hips.

“Maybe I just don’t care what anybody thinks anymore.” 

“Really?” Misha says, voice dropping it’s sarcastic tone into a soft uncertainty. They’ve been together for years, but it’s always been something hidden. It’s smarter that way, a lot of people wouldn’t understand the kind of relationship their two families have. 

“Yeah.” Jensen’s smile goes soft, and he leans in to press a kiss against Misha’s mouth. 

“So, you’re totally cool with me making out with you onstage then?” Misha teases, eyes twinkling clearly seriously considering the idea at the next convention. 

Jensen chuckles, “Okay maybe not that far, but I’m good with... ya know touching more, bringing up how awesome and sexy I think you are at every possible chance. Stuff like that.” 

“I can work with that,” Misha says, smirking. He presses a kiss against Jensen cheek and pulls back a little out of his arms, digging his phone out of his pocket. 

Jensen squints at him as Misha opens the twitter app and starts flipping through screens, searching. 

“What are you doing?” 

“You’ll see,” Misha giggles, tilting his screen away from Jensen. 

Misha taps away some more, and then pockets his phone, grinning, and wraps his arms back around Jensen. A few seconds later Jensen’s phone vibrates in his pocket.  He drops his hands from Misha’s body, eying him warily and pulls out his phone, reading the notification popped up on the screen. He raises an eyebrow, at Misha’s tweet, licks his lips, then re-pockets his phone. 

“Smoking, huh?” 

“Seemed more fitting.” 

“Yeah, well I’ll show you smoking right no-” Jensen hand’s slide across Misha’s hips, sliding down to grip his ass, coaxing a stuttered gasp from Misha’s lips. They’ve got a few minutes, and could make good use of a table nearby. Last night was good but Jensen’s already itching for another taste of Misha’s mouth. 

“Hey guys,” Jared’s voice sing-songs from the doorway, “I know you really wanna fuck right now but we gotta head upstairs.” 

Jensen and Misha sigh, practically in unison, kissing one last time before pulling apart and heading towards the doorway. 

“I hate you right now,” Jensen says once they get to the door, pointing an accusing finger at Jared. 

Jared smiles, slipping an arm around Jensen’s shoulder and flashes a grin at Misha, who stares back at Jared with a faux look of pure malice.  “Yeah, I love you guys too.” 

The three of them separate in the hallway once they see a volunteer, and together, head up to the photo-op room, where for the next few hours Jensen will desperately try not to touch Misha too much in front of the fans. You know, like always, just maybe this time he’ll let a little more touching slip through his reserves.

[stardustcas]

[xcosmichearts]

Cockles Icon!

please like/reblog if using :)

all icons are under the cut:

[destieldrabblesdaily]

AAAHHH, Shirley, congrats on 25k! You're so talented and deserve like a million followers

Omg noooohz, thank you so much, Ksusha you beautiful cinnamon roll! :D

PS I cry happy tears every time I see your icon, ahaha.

[cassammydean]

Danneel Ackles in How I Met Your Mother 04x05. prt 4 / ?

[mattmewrdock]

The Truth Tag

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.

Taggged by @shibset thank you you kawaii person :)

P.s. Both @getrektstark and @studylikeabanshee are my blogs so i will be answering the questions for both..

LAST

Drink: water

Last phone call: my bff to make a plan to go watch Deadpool sometime

Last text message: I apologized Ilias that i couldn’t respond cuz my battery died

Last song I listened to: Broken Crown - Mumford and Sons

Last time I cried: Last night

Dated someone twice: nope

Been cheated on: nope

Kissed someone and regretted it: nope

Been depressed: for the past 3 years

Been drunk and thrown up: hehe yeah

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU

Made a new friend: loads of them

Laughed until you cried: once (thanks @sumoci)

Met someone who changed you: three people (one scarred me for life, one made me grow up and one taught me the difference between a crush and a soulmate)

Found out who your true friends were: a couple of them

Found out someone was talking about you: i’m pretty sure people have better things to do

GENERAL

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: 5 (and 2 more that i stalk on snapchat :D)

Do you have any pets: nope :’(

Do you want to change your name: I actually love my name but i’d like to add something to it so that i can have the option to change. preferably Autumn or Lydia (thanks @sumoci once again for calling me Autumn in real life)

What time did you wake up this morning: 10:30

What were you doing last night: Got ditched by some friends so i shoplifted a pretty notebook, celebrated my sister’s birthday and watched a turkish tv show that i like and cried over it because i’m pining for someone so badly

Name something you cannot wait for: *starts chanting* Med school med school med school 

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Oui, he’s a cutie patootie living in Belgium at the moment.

What’s getting on your nerves rn: Greek language in general? 

Blood type: A+

Nicknames: Seli, sunshine or ‘that curly thing over there’

Relationship status: it’s complicated...

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Pronouns: She/her 

Favourite tv show: Normally i’d say Hannibal but since it ended Game of Thrones... or Shadowhunters because i’m Matthew Daddario & Malec trash ;)

Hair colour: dark red 

Long or short: longish

Crushes: *laughs nervously*

Tattoos: don’t have any, planning to get a few, love people who have them

Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS

First surgery: was too little to remember it

First piercing: none  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

First best friend: @sumoci (this is my 3rd time tagging you sorry sis)

First sport you joined: Swimming

First vacation: Our summer house i guess..

RN

Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

I’m about to: go eat something because i just got hungry of the previous two questions

Listening: Ruelle - Monsters

Want kids: two preferably but we’ll see

WHICH IS BETTER

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Shorter or taller: taller

Older or younger: older

Sensitive or loud: sensitive ;)

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: h-hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: once

Lost glasses/contacts: don’t have any

Broken someones heart: twice. first was intentional because he was ruining my life, second one was accidental but i’m sure he’ll recover

Been arrested: no

Turned someone down: an autobiography 

Cried when someone died: once

Fallen for a friend: once, and it hurts still

DO YOU BELIEVE

Miracles: yes

Love at first sight: didn’t believe until it happened 

Heaven: tbh at this point i dunno

Santa Claus: no

Tagging: @sumoci @justiceiscookies @ksenianovak @marchingunicorn @spcncereid @gnomequeenofthegingers @mishasminions @followtheblueandyellowpaintedsky @rutherfordspain (happy birthday again!!) @lovethystydia @midvinterfrost @thechildofmay @l154v (sorry i just can’t help myself from tagging you hehe) @angel-of-asgard (didn’t know you changed your url) @youregoodbutim-crowley @moonwolf-coven and anyone else who wants to do :)

[spacedannn]

Happy birthdaaaaaaaaay!!!

AAAWW THANK YOU KSUSHA!!! ♥♥♥

[theplantbish]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULA!

THANK YOU SWEETIE!!

[stardustcas]

Favourite Dean/Cas moments ~ 8x10 “Torn and Frayed” “Damn it, Cas! How many times I got to tell you? It’s just creepy!”

[jaelijn]

Tag game

@castielsdarkness​ tagged me! I’m going to do this now, maybe then I’ll feel slightly less lonely around here. I need the replies back, *sob*.

Rules:

Always repost the rules.

Answer the questions asked by the previous person.

Then write 11 new ones & Tag 11 new people.

Here are my answers:

1. Which Supernatural character do you most identify with and why?

This sounds so obvious, doesn’t it? I think I *am* actually probably most like Sam, or Bobby. But I am most drawn to Cas, obviously. Originally bc many of his experiences with... let’s say “organised religion” etc resonated with me, and the feeling of never quite fitting is familiar. I admire his loyalty, caring, generosity, as well as his generally pacifist attitude. But ultimately I think I am drawn to him not because I’m exactly like him, but because his story, more than his personality, drew me in. I find it very easy to get into his headspace, to understand him, but I don’t think I am like him at the core. (I *do* think I am more like Misha, but that’s a completely different chapter and depends on how I read Misha’s character which can be widely inaccurate as I don’t really *know* him.)

2. What do you think Sam and Dean would be doing had their mother never died that night?

Depending on whether the Azazel stuff still happened... If yes, then I think Mary would have been forced to get back into hunting to stop him from getting to Sam eventually, but I think she would have tried to keep her sons out of it as much as she possibly could. She might have called on her relatives, and put John in the know. It wouldn’t be a revenge quest, though - it would be about protecting her children, and ultimately the world, which is what hunters do in the end. I think Sam would still have gone off to college, and Jessica would probably still have happened. Then Sam would be the one with the revenge quest. Dean might have been drawn to hunting out of his own volition, but I think without having to constantly fend for himself he might have turned more towards research, but he would still want to protect his mum and his baby brother. I don’t think they would be free of their hunting legacy, unless Azazel never got to them - but with their Mum’s background in hunting, even then it seems unlikely that nothing would ever have happened. I don’t think they would have let an entirely normal life either way.

3. Boyking!Sam, Demon!Dean or God!Cas? 

UUUGGGHHH. Unpopular opinion, maybe - really wasn’t a fan of Godstiel. I think as soon as he swallowed the souls, Cas wasn’t Cas anymore. Like all those souls were monsters, not to mention the Leviathan. But I saw some appeal for Demon!Dean - though more the fanon version than the canon version he ended up being - so let’s go with that.

4. (Just because I liked this question) What creature would you like to see on the show?

Teheheh, dwarfs would be fun. I mean we had fairies, soooo... But less in terms of “creature”, I’d love to see more Egyptian mythology. It’s hugely fascinating, and I think the few times they poked at it they really underused it. “Pagan” gods tend to be far too much of a throwaway “monster” on the show, I’d love to actually see some of them living up to their reputation.

5. Would you like the show to end on a happy note, or do you think it’s all going to end in tears?

I just don’t want it to end on a cliffhanger. Yes, there is always fanfic, but I don’t want to always keep wondering. I liked the finale of House MD. It wasn’t happy, but it wasn’t “everybody’s dead” either. So I guess bittersweet? The only way I can see something sort of hopeful actually happening is if they sacrifice themselves and thus save the world.

6. Why did you start watching Supernatural?

Uhhhmmm. I had seen it around - Superwholock, y’know, so I got curious and then at one point just decided to go for it when I needed something new to watch. Started at “Pilot”, and now here I am.

7. If Cas loves Cats and Sam wants a dog… what does Dean want? XD

I don’t think Dean’s a pet person, tbh. So his brother and his best friend(s) and a normal life.

8. What could you imagine being the most painful resolution to the series?

Everybody dies and the world still ends, i.e. a pointless sacrifice, or one single character left alone. (I’m thinking the Winchesters dead and Cas left alone? Just no.)

9. If you could pull in one character from another show to Supernatural, who would it be?

Oh gosh, here we go. Uhmm... I don’t actually watch that many shows, tbh? At least none that I actually want to see cross over outside of fanon, and even there I seem to have a preference for fusions rather than crossovers when it comes to SPN... Like Cas as the Doctor - awesome. The Doctor meeting the Winchesters and Co - meh. The thought of Dean at Stargate Command amuses me, though. XD (”Friggin’ aliens, Sammy!”)

10. Which Angel (living or dead) would you bring back into the show if you could?

Hannah. I think she had potential of following in Cas’s footsteps... Or Gabriel (who is NOT dead). I miss his sense of humour. XD

11. One unpopular opinion you hold of Supernatural?

Aside from Godstiel, you mean? :P Perhaps that I actually like the “new” brighter aesthetic. What’s been missing for me in questions of old vs new SPN has been more the mythological scale of the overarching series plot a la S4/S5 rather than the gritty, smokey, horror-y elements.

Now my questions! 

Cast the SPN actors in new roles! Either make some up, or use existing shows.

Have you ever read an actual book that felt like fanfiction to you?

Which trope would you love to see on SPN but hasn’t been on it yet (if such a thing even exists)?

What’s your favorite “gif for everything” moment?

Cas, Dean and Sam participate in GishWhes. How does that go? (If you have no idea what I’m talking about (really???), just skip this.)

Misha or Cas, Jensen or Dean, Jared or Sam? *evil grin*

If you could put a SPN character into another show, which would it be?

What’s the most underappreciated fanfic you’ve read and loved?

What would happen in your dream SPN episode?

You are now in the SPN universe! Do you die? Are you a monster? A hunter? Angel? Demon?

(Stealing this, sort of, bc I’m curious) How do you think SPN might actually end? (As in, not how do you wish it would end, but how do you see it happening?)

Tagging: @cinnamonmish, @deanshandprint, @disasterrificas, @ksenianovak, @glossostiel, @sternchencas, and everyone else who wants to have a go. (I know that’s not 11 people, shhhh.)

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