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When you don't get something perfect the first time so now you have kill yourself:

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the truth of the matter is that i'll never be anyones favourite they always have someone else they'll go to before me, just for once i'd like to know what it's like to not be an option

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getting out of bed is so unbelievably hard

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everyone from childhood seems to have carved out a life for themselves. i still feel 15 and completely hopeless

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U may be fooled by my constant melancholia and generally pathetic state of being but take heart in knowing that i am trying unfathomably hard to live

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I hate how easy is it for me to disappear from people's lives. The moment I stop reaching out, that's it. No "How are you?" "What's up?" "Are you feeling okay?" Nothing.

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Pro-recovery but i don't know who I am without my mental illnesses

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“What’s wrong?” I literally don’t know! Everything?!

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controversial opinion but ive suffered enough and should get everything i want for forever from now on and also im pretty cute

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Thinking of her💔....(top surgery)