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kpopshakespeare · 3 months
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Bf texts with Vernon 💕📱
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chronosik · 1 year
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mubroom · 1 year
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ANALISANDO MINHAS PRIMERAS CAPAS NO PHOTOSHOP | CAPAS ANTIGAS | CAPAS NÃO POSTADAS (parte 1)
Oi, gente, kKKKK
Vim fazer um post informal, na hora mesmo, sem enfeite e organizar, pq eu já nem levo mais a sério a ideia desse perfil ser só um portfólio. A partir de hoje vai ser meu blog pessoal, com posts de coisas que gosto.
E PARA HOJE, meu amigos, IREI VER CAPAS ANTIGAS KKK Desde comecei a editar no photoshop, eu guardei TODOS os meus psd's das capas. As de hoje, não achei nesses psd's, e sim no drive. São cerca de 45 designs, então provavelmente esse post vai ter parte 2. MAS, meus amores, se eu for ver todos os psd's, tem muito mais capa feia para postar, KKKKK Então se esse post da parte 1 chegar a 50 FAVS eu continuo a saga. "Ain, Isaac, para que uma meta tão alta?" Porque eu raramente chego em 20 favs, então isso chegar em 50 é impossível. OU SEJA, a saga provavelmente nunca vai existir (HUA AH AH AH, eu pensei em tudo).
Bem, o objetivo disso daqui é mostrar que ninguém começa editando bem (ainda não sou 100% fã do que faço, mas já me considero bom e faço mt coisa legal), e também ver minha evolução com o tempo. Como são capas antigas, não quero críticas construtivas e nem nada do tipo, porque hoje em dia nem edito mais assim, então isso não faz sentido. Mas se sinta livre para comentar qual gostou mais (mas nada de "ain, mas tá perfeito essa aqui", MEU CU) e qual gostou menos/ODIOU, e até mesmo sugerir uma capa dessas para eu refazer, ou dizer se alguma merece um post só dela. Recomendo outras pessoas pegarem capas antigas também e fazer um post assim. MAS ALERTA: se você já iniciou o photoshop editando bem, VOCÊ NÃO ESTÁ DENTRO DA "TREND", POIS TENHO INVEJA! Como eu disse, essas não são minhas PRIMERAS PRIMEIRAS capas, e, sim, as de quando eu comecei a editar no photo. Vocês querem um post das primeironas? Enfim, se quiser fazer o mesmo que eu, bora usar a #theVergonha para todo mundo ver e rir da sua cara como rirão da minha. KKKK Enfim, vamos para as capas.
PS: @ourseass precisando de iconmakers para a galeria de one piece! Também precisando de escritores e betas.
1º NO PHOTO:
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A finalização tá PODRE, mas eu incrivelmente gosto dessa capa. Acho que poderia ter mais coisas, como uns recorte de caneta e tals, mas em geral eu dou 6/10. Se não me engano, pedi sugestão do que fazer para uma amiga, a Helena (primeira best do spirit, eu fazia parte dos projetos dela como beta/escritor), cuja qual eu esqueci o user KKKKK Ela tinha um projeto lindo, o @/kpopstory, e tem fic minha lá SE EU NÃO APAGUEI KKK Eu provavelmente tenho o contato dela salvo no whatsapp
2ª CAPA NO PHOTO:
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mONA, com todo respeito, o que é isso? Olha, não vou mentir, até que gosto, MAS POR CAUSA DO PSD KKKKK E, convenhamos, quE TOPAz LINDOOO (pq hj em dia n consigo fazer topaz assim??). Mas de resto... O QUE É ESSA FOLHA PERDIDA ALI ATRÁS KKK Porém amei o conceito de rainhas e o castelo ali no fundo. NEM BORDA DE CÍRCULO EU SABIA FAZER Q TRISTE. Ps: amei o título, podem jogar pedra em mim. 5/10
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KKKKKKKKKKKK A QUALIDADE DA CAPA A MIL KKKK Pq choras yezuri PQ CHORAS kkkkk Gente, olha só, desde novo fazendo manipulação. GENTE A IDEIA N É MÁ, Tá KKKKK Eu pedi para um pessoa aleatória me sugerir capa, ai ela disse hinata e naruto e fiz isso. Talvez eu tenho colocado mt iluminação MAS VCS TMBM JÁ FIZERAM ISSO; q atirem a primeira pedra. E essa mania de deixar cr e frase espaçado tenho até hj tá, mas eu faço mais bonito. NESSE EXEMPLO AI TA ESTRANHO, eu sei. 6/10 pq se vc olhar com o olho embaçado e de longe ela fica lgl (isso não foi piada)
3ª CAPA NO PHOTO
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KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK GENTE, LÊ A FRASE KKKKKKKKK Foi mais um exemplo de ideia q pedi pra pessoa aleatória, e foi com textura e JUSTIN BIEBER. Olha eu n quero mais comentar sobre essa pq tá me machucando. 4/10
4ª CAPA NO PHOTOSHOP
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Primeira vez fazendo divertida, e ns se quero falar sobre isso KKKK PELO MENOS EU ERA CRIATIVO KKKK Hj em dia eu só encho de formas, ai ai. Depois dessa capa GOT7 bateu em minha porta pedindo explicação KKKK TRISTE. e pior, ALGUEM USA ISSO (eu acho, pq foi um dos meus primeiros pedidos). PQ EU USAVA ESSA FONTE DE CRIANÇA PRA TUDO? Uma tristeza sem igual. Pelo menos aprendi a usar formas aqui. 4/10
5ª CAPA NO PHOTO
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E fui eu inventar de capar pra minha fic AI AI (hj mt bem excluida graças a deus; se chegar a 60 fav eu reposto a fic, mas ela já tem capa diferente de outra pessoa). A helena (uma designer muito melhor q eu, mas q dizia que eu editava melhor; clássico de n deixar eu triste) disse que eu era criativo. E sla, também achei, bem fora do padrão; hj em dia n consigo pensar numa composição de elementos assim. Bem, qualidade ruim, psd até q bonitooo. Acho que oq n me cola é o título e essas bordas amarelas KK. 6.5/10 pela criatividade. Refiz a capa, e n me lembro se ta aqui no perfil...
A PARTIR DAQUI NÃO TEM ORDEM!!! Mas são todas antigas.
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...................................... quero pular essa pq Ó kkkKKKK 3/10
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Gente, assim, n tá feia FEIA, acho que o maior problema é o título, os crs e o exagero de luzes/pontos brancos. Mas olha q o título tava pior, essa foi a versão "melhorada", e n postei a primeira versão pq tenho alguma dignidade em mim. Alias, a foto da hyuna no quarto é montagem, ela não tava ali de verdade. Enfim, coloquei para a adoção e alguém REALMENTE QUIS. Deve estar postada por ai. 6.5/10 pq achei criativo e tem a hyuna
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MINHA PRIMEIRA MANIPULAÇÃO A SÉRIO KKK Tá lindo, apesar das qualidade e do exagero desses brilhos brancos DNV. Os crs, mds... Sempre erro. O título poderia estar melhor. Essa eu doei para a lendária chanyouchan, mas ela nunca escreveu e depois veio dizer q não ia mais usar. COM RAZÃO NÉ AMORES, todo dia agradeço por ela n ter escrito. Se bem q uma capinha minha no perfil da lendária eu n iria recusar HAHAAHAHAHH Alias, ela já fez assinatura/banner para mim do bbno$. Se vc for no perfil dela e pesquisar "banner" vc vai achar lá. 7/10!
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PORQUE ISSO N ESTÁ EM MEU PERFIL?? ALIAS, TO DOANDO TA KKK TEM VERSÃO EM GIF KKKK Gente, que amor!!! N é lá a capa mais perfeita, mas achei um estilo bem único???? Tava começando a editar com ggroup, como vcs tão vendo, e eu me saia bem com GG KKKK AMÉM par as MULHERES. 8.5-9/10
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NÃO QUERO FALAR DESSA KKK A RECAIDA DO GATO TAVA FODA KKK Ai q tristeza. Única coisa bonita aqui é o background e as cores. A PROPORÇÃO DA MENINA DE MILHÕES KKK 3.5/10
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Assim, é conceito, mas acho que comecei a recair aqui??? Ns, Talvez se o título estivesse diferente, eu gostaria mais. 5/10 pq é simples, n tenho oq falar. SERASI A PRIMEIRA CLEAN DO GATO???
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Ah, conceito tbm, mas mesma vibe que a anterior. A ideia é boa, mas poderia estar melhor. PQ O TITULO DE LETRA DE CRIANÇA DNV AAAA Isaac, pare de fazer cr FEIO menino burro vc n está vendo o mico K. 5/10
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QUE AMOR ESSA CAPA AAAAAAAAAAAAA quem dizer o contrário está ERRADO. Único defeito é o título q, senhor, sempre decepcionando. Acho que sempre tive mais dificuldade com título mesmo, uma tristeza. Tá simples, mas charmosa. E Q TOPAZ LINDO É ESSE? Pq choras isaac do presente... Os cr tão meh ainda, mas menos horrível. 8/10
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Essa n foi a primeira capa de anime, mas vamos a comentação KKKK A ideia e montagem tão até q legais, mas mudaria bastante coisa. Achei o background e essa borda cinza da esquerda meh, ent daria mais elaboração. A borda do kakashi apaga ele, ent eu mudaria. MAS PQ ISSO TÁ TÃO BORRADO SENHOR. Alias, essa autora era umas das minhas fav quando eu lia no spirit. É tipo daquelas autoras q n sabem nada de "socialização" do spirit, timeline, designers e etc (n sei se ela ainda n conhece hj em dia). Ent eu mandei MP para ela perguntando se poderia capar pra ela, e ela amou meu trabalho. Foi a primeira vez q me senti especial, pq uma autora excelente que eu gostava queria capas MINHAS, como se eu fosse exclusivo (mas na vdd, eu provavelmente era o único capista que ela conhecia, mas deixem eu me iludir). 6.5/10 pela criatividade
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unica coisa bonita nessa capa é a textura e o topaz (PQ CHORAS ISAAC DO PRESENTE Q N SABE FAZER TOPAZ). A composição e todo o resto... Senhor, n quero falar mais. Adeus. 4.5/10 pelo psd q salvou minimamente a capa
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VCS PEDIRAM CONCEITO E CRIATIVIDade? tomeEEEEEEEEEEE. Só tá meio estorada e poderia estar melhor, mas acho q seria uma capa q se reformulada ia ser sucesso no perfil. 8/10 ÓIA
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Ai ta podre KKK A IDEIA E O TOPAZ TÃO LEGAis. Curti a ideia da cabeça cortada pro titulo ficar em cima, mas é pq provavelmente o png era assim KKKKKKKKKKKKK OLHEM A BOCA DELES KKK TREMIDAS PQ EU DESENHEI POR CIMA LLLk triste. Olha, os flocos de neve tão me passando uma vibe lgl, parece q ele ta no ambiente se n fosse pela cabeça cortada K 6/10 pelo belo topaz. Alias, refiz essa capa e tá aqui no perfil
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Gente eu na época me inspirei na chanyouchan, mas isso n pode ser considerado inspiração KKK ta nada parecido esses desenhos com os q ela fazia. Acho q eu só pensei q me inspirei, ou fiquei com medo de me acusassem de plágio. CMMON são apenas ricos e alguns deles tão podres. QUE FUNDO E TITULO são ESSEs SENHOR. 5/10 pq é colorido (gay)
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AAAAAAAAAHH olhando hj em dia n odeio, GOSTO DO TÍTULO E DOS CRS, e a composição tá legal. Oq quebra são essas linhas brancas. Já refiz essa (sem permissão do writer HAHASGSG) e tá no perfil. 8/10
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Tá linda, sem mais o que falar. 10/10! Simples e xuxuzinha, entrega o q é proposto. Até me dei o trabalho de add eles no cenário
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Aaa, ns o que pensar dela. No mesmo tempo q entrega o q prometo, n promete mt, Cumpriu com seu dever KKKK 6/10 pq atingiu o objetivo e a paleta é bonita-
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Aqui eu queria mudar meu estilo de capa divertida para padrãozinho E FALHEI LKKKK N tá ruim, mas n cheguei no obejtivo. PQ OS CIRCULoS VAZIOS... e nem preenchi o brush do chapeu do tobirama. Nem o cabelo do cara completei kkk A preguiça senhor. ALIAS ROSEXY ERA UMA AMIGA QUERIdA DESIGNER, editava super bem. N sei onde está hj em dia. 6/10
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Poh, se fosse uma clean sem textura, elas e o titulo ia ficar lgl sabe, a posição dos elementos. O q estraga é o fato de ser textura. Sem mt oq comentar pq é só uma textura no fundo e um png na frente KK 4.5-5/10
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PRIMEIRA CAPA PRO ARTUR AAA Um ótimo escritor, e ainda um amigo. Se vcs amam Kakairu ou NanaGo, o perfil dele só tem isso, e muitas histórias boas. N gostei dos crs, mas o título sim; n se engane, é feio e simples, mas combina com a capa. Tá mt embaçada, mas é mt simetrica, e acho q passa um "conforto" por causa disso.
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Se n fosse os malditos cr (DNV), ela seria uma clean bem lgl. Título top, tá lgl- Pelo fato de ser clean, n tem muito o que dizer... Mas perceberam que foi o primeiro projeto? Quase nunca me aceitavam em projetos como designer. Mas trilhões me aceitaram como beta. Deve ser por isso q odeio ser beta e aposentei, e nem estudo mais. Eu só sou as vezes NOS MEUS PROJETOS (rs @ourseass) quebrando um galho. 7/10
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Gente, essa eu fiz pra imagina, e ODIEI. Perdi toda minha criatividade pelo fato de ser imagine. Cores horríveis, composição horrível... O png do Mafu todo bugado K. Porém gostei dos cr aqui. 02/10 pelo meu ódio
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Que triste, gente, que triste. Eu decai aqui hein KKK. As cores tão legais, e o fundo eu q fiz com ferramentas do photo. Mas tá mt simples, e n um simples clean de um jeito bom. 0 esforço aqui, te odeio isaac. Eu agr gosto dos cr aqui, não são grandes, e achei a ideia do título legal. Praq aquela linha branca ali em cima KKK MAS OLHA O TRABALHO DO GATO COM O RECORTE FININ EM VOLTA DO MEGUMI. 4/10
GENTE JÁ N TEM MAIS ESPAÇO!!!
Enfim a segunda parte é confirmada, e nela não terá só capas antigas!!! Vai ter banner, welcomes, assinaturas, ICONS PERSONALIZADOS FEIOS, e capas RECENTES q n postei pq achei feias. Tbm vai ter bonus de capas que eu fazia no celular, antes de usar o photo (e são lindas, diferente das primeiras do photo). Mas se quiser parte 3, 50 favs aqui ou nunca veremos ela HUAHUAHUAHUA <3 Enfim, as capas desse post não estavam em ordem de progresso, mas deu para ver uma mini evolução. Sabia que tenho capa antigasse que gosto (da época das desse post) que estão postadas no perfil? Se quiser, comentem aqui em baixo e deixo o link dos posts com elas. Enfim, se quiser passar vergonha tmbm, #theVergonha. Já quero adiantar e dizer que a @yezuri está proibida de fazer parte disso pq ela começou a editar agr no photo e já está mt bem (te odeio flor). @wistarluk-blog tmbm n pode, pq assim q ele começou só saia obra de arte. Se quiserem participar, vai ter q ser as primeironas do celular blz KKK NESSA TREND N PODE TER PRIMEIRAS CAPAS BONITAS. Enfim, n é como se elas fossem participar, mas se fossem, tão proibidas bjs
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bandhyukoh · 2 months
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CuriousCat
Q: Any idea if AAA will be on vinyl at some point?
A: No. However, if they ever do decide to release all of their other albums on vinyl – which they have promised to do – it would be convenient to release AAA together with them. But that’s purely speculative. Sunset Rollercoaster's previous albums have been released on vinyl, so I wouldn't rule it out.
Q: Do you know of anywhere in the US to buy AAA?
A: Music Plaza (the one I see recommended the most), KPopUsa, KPopStory. AAA is not available on their sites (yet) but I would give it a couple of hours or maybe a day or two to see if it becomes available.
Q: Where can I buy the new AAA album?
A: You will have to wait a couple more hours because the pre-order starts Friday, July 12th at 11 AM (KST) 😊 The album will probably be available at multiple different sites. To name a few; yes24, Aladin, Makestar, HOTTRACKS, Ktown4u, Knpops, Withmuu, nolae, Kpopmart, Kpoptown, Yesasia, Gmarket and so on. Generally speaking, where to buy depends on where you live and your preferences. For example; I live in Europe and I prefer to order from places within the EU. This way I avoid possible (and sometimes expensive) tariffs and there is also less of a chance of it getting damaged during the shipping. The downside is that I usually have to wait longer for it to be shipped, but the actual shipping time is shorter compared to shipping from Korea/Asia. Furthermore, the actual album is usually more expensive but the shipping is a lot cheaper.
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sketchguk · 4 months
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Hello! I think i know the fic the other anon was talking about ! i think they sure got it confused with your fic a little because the original is just vaguely familiar https://www.tumblr.com/kpopstories/178397160297/cherry-i-m?source=share
prev anon here! actually i read the second half of the fic and anon got it correct lolllll !!! the part where she spends time with tae and then meets jungkook in the house is the same and he even drops her but its just that they've already been close before ! so thats what anon got mixed up with . also i'm also to barge in your convos like tis zszdsdzsddz just the friendly neighbourhood fanfic connoisseur
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OHH THANK YOU SO MUCH !!! i don't know if i would have been able to find the link all on my own !!! i'll have to give the series a read <33 you're always free to send messages on this blog !! :') especially if we're chatting about fanfic hehe
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leeminhours · 4 years
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i want start writing things <33 i will think about it after i finish studying
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kpopchangedme · 5 years
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I had to re-read Bait and trap after seeing Jinyoung in tux, and with his companion it reminded me so much of the fancy vampire parties. Your stories are so addicting and I love re-reading your works
You're so cute, Bait and Trap is unarguably one of the greatest Jinyoung fics out there. Thanks, but it is a reblog from my friend Maddie at @kpopstories! ;) Everyone should definitely go give it a shot HERE!
I do have a vampire!au coming out this month tho, it's called Nocturna! The first chapter will be up tomorro.! It's a story featuring Stray Kids’ Bang Chan and GOT7′ Im Jaebeom! Hehe
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orriculum · 5 years
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hello i’m sorry to bother you but i just remembered you were talking about omens and i’ve had something strange happen to me. i keep finding little square stickers with random numbers on them that i’ve never seen before. i’ve found three: 37, 07, and 27. i’ve found them both in my home and in my friends home. they are usually attached to me in some way, like the first one i found on my thumbnail. its so weird i feel like i’m being haunted by some sort of sticker ghost.
weird. sometimes clothing has those on them, “inspected by number 4″ or something similar, so if you bought a bunch of shirts recently it might be those. or if not, sticker ghost!
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hiphipyoungjae · 5 years
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ϟ CHERRY ϟ
by @kpopstories
TEAM JK OR TEAM TAE?!
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silkkpopbonnet · 5 years
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I've done another thing guys
9/9/19
On Amazon and Barnes and Noble
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americannoona · 4 years
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Remembering Elizabeth
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After telling Sehun that I was in labor, I was met with complete silence. “Sehun?” Nothing. “Sehun? Are you there?” I asked. Not a sound. I looked at the phone to see if we had lost connection, but it was still connected. Then a pain started to grow in my abdomen that widened and spread until my entire torso felt like it was being torn in two. I curled into a ball but nothing helped. It grew and grew until I couldn’t breath. Then finally it began to subside. Panting, I picked the phone up and said, “Sehun, please answer me.”
“This is Suho. What is going on?” “Suho, what happened to Sehun?” I asked. “Well, he kind of looks like he’s broken. He handed me the phone, and now he’s bent over in the chair looking like he’s going to be sick. What’s up?” “My water just broke. I’m in labor. Can you send the doctor?” I asked. “WHAT??? But… how? When? Just… what? That’s not possible,” he stuttered. “Possible or not, it’s true. Suho, I’m scared. Please help me,” I said. I was starting to panic. I heard Suho take a big breath. “Okay, listen to me. I’m going to call the doctor, and we are going to find a way home as soon as we can. The roads are closed off right now, but we will find a way. I’m going to call Baekhyun to come and help you, and then I’m going to fix Sehun. Don’t panic. It’s going to be fine. You aren’t alone there, and you won’t be doing this by yourself.” Another pain was coming, and all I could get out through gritted teeth was, “Okay.” “Elizabeth? Are you okay?” he asked. I couldn’t talk. A soft moan formed in my throat, but it was loud enough for him to hear. “Okay, I’m calling the doctor right now. It’s going to be fine. Just don’t hang up!” he said. The pain went away and I didn’t want to lay in this soaking wet bed. I felt sticky. Honestly, I wanted a shower. Getting a clean nightgown out of the dresser, I made my way back into the bathroom. I wanted to be as quick as I could. All I really needed to do was get rid of the stickiness. I put the phone on speaker and left it laying on the counter.   Two pains hit me while I was in the shower, each one worse than the one before. It seemed that they were coming faster and faster. I knew that wasn’t a good sign. “Elizabeth?” said Suho. “Yeah,” I yelled. “Are you seriously in the shower?” he asked. “Yeah,” I yelled again. “Ai Yi Yi,” Suho muttered. I could see him now. I knew he was rubbing his forehead and probably shaking his head. “Listen to me carefully,” he said. “Okay,” I yelled. I turned off the water, and got out of the shower. “The doctor is at the hospital right now and that’s about as far away from you as we are. So he has the same problem getting there as we do. He said that since labor just started that you probably have a few hours, and he will be able to make it through by then.” Putting on my clean gown, I said, “What do I do if he can’t make it Suho? I can’t do this by myself.”                                                       “You aren’t by yourself. The guys are there,” he said. In my head I ran through the list of Exo members minus Sehun, Suho, and Chanyeol. So that left Bacon, Lay, Xiumin, D.O., Chen, and Kai to deliver my baby. I was doomed.
I decided not to wait for Bacon to come to me. Honestly, I wasn’t thinking very clearly, but I didn’t want to stay in the bedroom by myself, and I couldn’t hear any of the boys near me. Putting on my robe and slippers, I made my way into the hall where another pain attacked me. I didn’t fall, but I couldn’t walk either. I wrapped my arms around my tummy and bent over, trying not to cry. The pain swelled to a crest and slowly waned until I could stand almost upright and start walking. “Damn this long ass hallway,” I muttered to myself. I had forgotten that Suho was on the phone in my pocket. When I finally made it to the top of the stairway, the phone fell out of my pocket when I attempted to climb into the little stair chair. I picked it up and then remembered he was there. At least I hoped he was still there. “Suho?” I said. “It’s Sehun,” was the response. I could almost hear the near faint in his voice, and I knew he was sitting there pale enough to pass as a ghost. “Oh baby. Are you okay?” I asked. He laughed a panicked laugh. “You are asking me if I’m okay?” he asked. “Are you okay?” “Yeah. I’m okay. I’m trying to get downstairs,” I said. I got into the chair and hit the down button. “For God’s sake why?” he almost yelled. “You should be in the bed!” “Because I’m thinking Suho didn’t get in touch with any of the boys. I believe they are all in the pool, and he won’t get any of them on the phone,” I said. “You should have used the intercom!” Sehun was a cold streak of pure panic. “Sehun,” I said calmly. “It’s okay. No one who answers the intercom can understand me. I’m doing just fine right now,” I said trying to be reassuring. Of course that’s when another pain decided to make a liar out of me. This time it was bad. Getting out of the chair, I ended up going to my hands and knees. I dropped the phone, which turned on the speaker. Against my will, a harsh cry came from deep inside me. Seeing spots, I closed my eyes tight to reorient myself, and I could hear Sehun freaking out. I spread out and laid down, putting my face against the cold tile floor. I couldn’t answer Sehun. All I could do was whine and pant a little to try to catch my breath. Sweat began to break out all over me. The crushing pain and tightness began to weaken until it was dull. Still there but tolerable. Sehun had stopped yelling my name. Now he was just crying. I heard him say, “We have to do something, Jun. What are we going to do?” I couldn’t hear Suho’s response.   “Sehun,” I said weakly. “Elizabeth,” his voice was also weak. “Are you okay? What happened? Why didn’t you answer me?” “It was a contraction. I’m sorry. I couldn’t answer you for a moment. Please don’t cry. It’s all okay,” I said. He was breaking my heart. “I’m scared,” he said. More than at any other time that we have been together, I wanted to wrap my arms around him. “Don’t be scared. Women have babies every day. After what I’ve been through, this is nothing,” I told him. “I wanted to be there,” he said. His voice sounded so soft and childlike. “I promised. I promised you and I promised her. I was supposed to be there.” “You are here, Sehun. Just stay on the phone. It’s the same. When I get the boys and get settled, I’ll put you on the camera,” I said. I could feel another pain threatening to creep up on me. “I need to hurry. Just don’t hang up.” I got up with a lot of effort and hurried as fast as I could to the pool room. Hearing the boys before I even got to the doors, I knew that they were being extra raucous. It might take some effort to get their attention. Opening the door and taking in the scene, the sight would have been incredible if I hadn’t been in labor. The boys were playing volleyball in the pool, which reminded me of the volleyball scene in Top Gun. The eye candy scene. I’m the luckiest girl in the world, I thought before coming back to my senses. The music was blaring, and the boys were loud. They didn’t notice me. I went to the edge of the pool and tried to yell for each of them. Then the next pain hit. I was down again. On my knees, I held my tummy and cried out. My cries were drowned out. By chance, the ball landed in the water in front of me, and Chen saw me when he reached for it. His eyes grew into giant O’s as understanding dawned on him. “Hey! Hey guys!” he yelled. It took him a minute to get their attention, but once he did and they started to realize what was happening, a different kind of noise began to come from them. It was still raucous, but now in a concerned way. I couldn’t answer their questions. All I could do was sit there, close my eyes, and wait for the pain to subside. They got to me before it went away. Chen was yelling in my ear like I couldn’t hear him perfectly. “What happened?” yelled Chen. “What’s going on? Kai was on my other side pulling my hair away from my face. He wasn’t as loud as Chen when he said, “Is the baby coming? Isn’t it early?” The pain began to lessen, and I could breathe again. Bacon came over to the group reading his phone. “Hey!” he yelled over the din. “HEY!” His voice really was incredible. The group got quiet and looked at him. “I’m calling Suho so shut it!” he said. They were all watching him except for D.O. He was holding my hand and looking at me. “Are you okay now?” he asked quietly. I nodded. “We need to get you out of here,” he said. “Where do you want to go?” I had no idea. I knew I wouldn’t make it back upstairs. The only place I could think of was Suho’s room. Then I thought of the waterbed and realized that wouldn’t work. I shrugged. “Hey, I was in the pool so I didn’t get your call,” said Bacon. “She’s right here… Yeah… Okay… WHAT?.. WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE’S NOT COMING?..” Looking up at us he turned around to keep us from hearing him, but it didn’t work. “We can’t do this Jun… Me?.. Why me?.. I’m the last person you should ask…” Bacon turned around and looked at the group. He turned back around and said, “Okay, I see what you mean, but I have no idea what to do… Okay… Okay… Yeah… Alright… I’ll call back in a few minutes,” he said and hung up. Turning around, he found that everyone was silently watching him. “Alright. Let’s get Elizabeth somewhere comfortable.” Just then, Lay came in from the showers rubbing his head with a towel. He looked at us and asked, “What the heck are you guys doing?” Xiumin said, “Elizabeth is in labor.” Lay dropped his towel, and froze. The panic was evident on his face as the realization hit him. To our surprise, he took off running for the side door yelling, “I’ll get the towels! Ms. Jung can boil the water! Oh my God! Call the doctor!” We could hear him yelling even after the door closed. “Should someone go after him?” asked Xiumin. “Nah. He’ll be okay in a few minutes,” said Kai. “We have other things to worry about.” They helped me to my feet, and chattering to themselves, they acted like I couldn’t hear them. “I know the perfect place,” said Bacon. “I’ve used it as a bed before. It’s high up so we can do everything without having to be on our knees the whole time.” I put my hand over my face and shook my head. I knew exactly where they were taking me. They began to pick me up, and ignored my insistences that I could walk fine on my own. Chen and Xiumin grabbed one leg, D.O. and Bacon had the other. Kai held me around the middle. When we got to the hallway, Lay ran past us and up the stairs, yelling incoherently the entire way. If I wasn’t in so much pain, I would have died laughing at the whole circumstance. We went into the study, and the boys set me on my feet so that they could cover the pool table with big puffy blankets and pillows. I had another contraction and started to bend down, but Kai wasn’t having any of that. He picked me up, and held me until the other guys were done. Then he laid me in the middle of the nest that they had made. It was more comfortable than I had expected it to be. He covered me up mostly for privacy. Then I became uncomfortable when they all stood around the table just staring at me. “Now I know what a monkey at the zoo feels like,” I said and laughed. I could hear Lay running around in the hallway still yelling something. I laughed harder. Bacon called Suho back, and I remembered that Sehun was still on the phone in my pocket. “Sehun?” “I’m here,” he said. “What in the hell is going on?” “Your guess is as good as mine at this point,” I said and laughed. “Huh?” he asked confused. “Well, the boys have made me a hospital bed on the pool table, and they are waiting for Suho to tell them what to do. Except for Lay. He’s boiling water and looking for towels,” I said. “The pool table?” asked Sehun. “Yep,” I said. “Boiling water?” he asked. “That’s what he said,” I answered. “For what?” he asked. “I have no idea.” A contraction started. “Hang on,” I said through my teeth again. I could hear Sehun saying, “I feel so helpless. Fuck this storm! What the hell?!” I heard a loud noise, and it sounded like Sehun had kicked a chair across the room. Bacon had set up a small table in front of me with a laptop on it. He pulled up Skype. After I could talk again, I asked, “Bacon, what is that for?” Without looking at me, he kept typing and said, “It’s for the doctor. He’s going to watch, and tell us what to do.” That actually made me feel somewhat better. I picked up the phone. “Did you hear that, Sehun?” “Hear what?” “The doctor is going to be here on Skype,” I said. I wanted to reassure him more than anything. “Who is standing nearest to you?” asked Sehun. I looked around and answered, “Kai. Why?” Kai looked at me. “Let me talk to him,” said Sehun. I held out the phone to Kai. He took it with a little confused smile. “Hello?” Then a long pause. Then, “Okay. I can do that. Where is it, again?” He listened for a minute more, handed the phone back, and left the room. “What was that about?” I asked. “He’s going to get my laptop. If the doctor can be there on Skype, then so can I!” he said I had another contraction. They were coming faster and lasting longer. This one was bad enough that I couldn’t help but cry out. All of the boys stopped what they were doing and turned to look at me. I started to sweat and the room was becoming unbearably hot. Chen came to me. “Is there anything I can do for you?” “It’s really hot in here,” I said. “Could you get a fan?” He smiled and nodded once. He left just as Kai came in with Sehun’s laptop. He sat it on another folding table next to me, and worked to pull up Skype. Chen brought in the fan, which made my life considerably better. Until I had another contraction. It was the biggest one yet. I held in my cries for as long as I could, but it was impossible when the contraction hit it’s peak. Kai and Bacon both jumped, and ran to see what had happened. Kai held my hand even though it meant ignoring Sehun’s Skype call. I could hear Sehun on my phone trying to get Kai’s attention, and in the midst of the pain, it was actually kind of funny. I could hear a muffled, “Jongin! Jongin! Answer the call! JONGIN!” Kai even looked at me and laughed a little. He stretched behind his back, while still holding my hand, and hit the button to answer the call. Sehun’s image popped on the screen, and he immediately became concerned. “What’s going on? Somebody tell me something dammit!!!” “It’s okay,” I told him between panting breaths. “Women have pain when they have babies, Sehun.” Bacon had run over and finally got the doctor on the other laptop. He gave Bacon some instructions in Korean. They talked for a couple of minutes, and then the doctor disappeared. Bacon went to the intercom, and said some things I once again didn’t understand. When he came back over to the bed, he was pale white. “I’m supposed to count how often you have a contraction and how long they last. I’ll count how often. Jongin, you count how long they are, okay?” he said. Kai nodded. As it so happened, I started to have another one. Chen came over and held my other hand. Kai stared at his watch. I looked at Sehun on the screen, which actually helped me a lot. It didn’t look like it was helping him any though. A scream tore it’s way out of me at the top of the contraction, and one came from poor Chen too. I had squeezed his hand in a vice like grip without knowing it. “Can’t you give her anything for the pain, Baekhyun?” yelled Sehun. “What do you expect me to give her, Sehun? A punch in the face? Want me to knock her out? I’m not a freaking doctor! I don’t have anything to give her!” yelled Bacon. “Please. Don’t. Fight,” I said through breaths. “I just can’t stand to hear you in pain,” said Sehun. “Yeah, cause I’m loving it,” mumbled Bacon with a sarcastic look towards Sehun’s laptop. I could see poor D.O. and Xiumin playing cards, and taking it all in. They looked like they would like to be anywhere else in the world. Behind Sehun I could see Suho. “Hi, Suho,” I called out, and waved over Kai’s shoulder. “Hi, Elizabeth,” he said and waved back. Then I heard him say, “Come on Sehun, we can go.” Sehun said, “I’m on my way home! It might take a little bit to get there, but I’m coming now.” I wanted to be happy, but another damn contraction hit. Chen hurried and pulled his hand out of mine and held my wrist instead. He had decided to make himself comfortable and lay beside me on the table. I was cool with that. It was rather comforting. I watched as Sehun and Suho made their way to the car. The snow was blindingly thick. “Sehun! Don’t try to come home if it’s dangerous! Please! I couldn’t live with myself if anything happened to you and Suho!” I yelled at him over the blowing snow. “Hell if I’m not coming home!” he yelled back.
Thirty minutes later, the contractions were coming every two or three minutes, and I was screaming my way through each one. I felt like I was being torn into. I dreaded each slight tightening of my tummy when I knew a new one was coming. D.O. had taken Chen’s place on the table with me. Bacon was trying to get the doctor back on the other side. Apparently he was also delivering three babies that decided to be born at the same time in the hospital, and he was the only doctor that could make it there. When he finally found a minute to talk to Bacon, he listened to what had been going on here and then he gave Bacon an instruction. I was concerned because I saw him using his hands. Then we all heard Bacon say in English, “I have to do what?? I can’t do that! Someone will kill me when he gets here! I wouldn’t even know what I was looking for.” His voice was panicked. The doctor left for a second and came back with a picture of several circles. He pointed to the biggest ones and said something in Korean. “I really don’t think I can!” said Bacon. “You have to,” said the doctor. “Or someone there must.” The man speaks perfect English! Bacon turned to us and ran his hands through his hair, making him look like a mad scientist. He looked at me and said, “You aren’t going to like this.” A contraction came on then, and I couldn’t care less what Bacon had to do to me. The pain was so bad that I didn’t notice when Bacon put on latex gloves from the kitchen. I also didn’t notice when he whispered something to Kai, and Kai turned Sehun’s laptop sideways. “HEY!” yelled Sehun. “What in the hell is going on? Turn that back around!” The pain waned again, and Bacon just stood at the end of the table looking at me. He wasn’t smiling. He looked petrified, and like he was going to faint at the same time. “I’m so sorry, Elizabeth, “ he said. Then he yelled, “I’m sorry Sehun! Please don’t kill me! I’m doing this because I have no choice!” “What in the hell is going on, Baekhyun?” yelled Sehun. “Elizabeth, I have to check your cervix to see how dilated you are. The doctor needs to know so he can tell me what to do next,” said Bacon. D.O. jumped off of the table. “Okay. What do you need me to do?” I asked. I wanted to make this as easy for Bacon as possible. I could tell he was having a lot of trouble. “What is he doing, Jongin?” asked Sehun. Kai looked at Sehun around the screen and said, “You don’t want to know.” “Yes I do! Yes I do, Jongin! What is going on?” Sehun was freaking out. Then I heard Suho trying to calm him down. Bacon looked at me. “I just need you to try to stay calm and relaxed. And don’t smack me for what I have to do.” “I know what my cervix is, Bacon. I know what you have to do. It’s okay,” I reassured him. I laid back and relaxed my legs. I didn’t realize how blushy I would get when Bacon pressed two of his fingers inside me. I covered my face with my hands. I think it was worse because the other guys were there watching, and they were being silent. They couldn’t see anything because Bacon was under a blanket, but just them knowing what was going on was bad enough. Chen tried to look over the blanket. “What’s a cervix?” he asked with the most serious face he’s ever had. Kai died laughing. Xiumin shook his head and put his hand on his forehead. D.O. whispered something in Chen’s ear behind his hand. I watched as Chen’s face changed. “Oh,” he said. “Ohhhh.” “I can’t feel any ridges at all,” said Bacon. “It’s just something hard in there.” “I think that’s the baby’s head,” I said. Backing away from me fast, Bacon declared, “Oh shit!” We were all looking at his terrified face as he stood there holding up two bloody fingers. Just then, Lay came crashing into the room holding a huge stack of towels. He took one look at Bacon and the blood, said, “OH MY GOD!” and that was it. He was out.
Lay hit his head on the wall when he fainted. The boys put him on the couch. Xiumin went to get the first aid kit to bandage his head. I think he was glad to have a task to do. Kai turned Sehun back around when he threatened to turn him inside out. Bacon was back on the computer with the doctor. They were talking a lot and very fast. Chen loudly whispered to D.O. “Does that mean he felt her cervix or not?” The contractions were now almost constant. I felt the greatest urge to bear down, but I ignored it. I looked over at Sehun. He had been quiet for a few minutes. “I love you,” I said to him. A tear fell from the corner of his eye. “I love you too. I’m so sorry,” he said. “No, why? Don’t be! You are here as much as you could be if you were here physically,” I said. “I’m ten minutes away. I’ll be there in ten minutes,” he said. Bacon turned to me and said, “The doctor said it’s time for you to start pushing.” I felt so sorry for him. He hadn’t asked for this and he was scared to death. If something went wrong, it would destroy him. Even though there is honestly nothing he could do. I turned back to Sehun. All of a sudden, he said, “I’ll be there in a minute.” The screen became a blur of colors and noise. Then Suho came on the screen. “He’s just jumped out of the car,” said Suho. “WHAT?!” I said. “What is he doing?” Suho was looking out of the car instead of at me. “I think he’s running home.” I put my head in my hands. “Oh, Sehun,” I said to myself. “We don’t have time for that,” said Bacon. He put his hand under my chin and turned my head to face him. “Do you understand?” he asked. I nodded. “It’s time to start pushing. I can already see the baby’s head. Are you ready?” I nodded again. Bacon started giving orders. It was extremely impressive. “Jongin, you hold her hand on that side. Kyungsoo, you take the other hand. Jongdae, get a really soft blanket for the baby. Minseok, I need for you to get the scissors out of the first aid kit. The big pair, not the little ones.” He put on a clean pair of gloves. “What are the scissors for?” asked Chen. “To cut the cord,” said Kai. “Don’t you know anything about babies being born?” “Not really. I’ve never needed to know,” said Chen. Bacon stood in front of me. “Okay, Elizabeth. The doctor said that you will know what to do. That you will just feel it. Is that true?” “I think so,” I said. I did have an enormous urge to push down. “Alright. He said for you to push to a count of ten and then rest. So go ahead and push,” said Bacon. It hurt, but it was also a relief to push. And it was exhausting. After three pushes, I needed a break. I was sweating and out of breath. Chen wiped my face for me. “Okay, Elizabeth, you need to push again,” said Bacon. “Can I rest for awhile?��� I begged. “No, I’m sorry. I know you are tired, but you have to keep going,” he said. I grabbed the boys hands and pushed down hard. All of a sudden, I felt a release. “Stop!” yelled Bacon. His face had gone white again. “I can’t!” I yelled back. I felt like I had to push more or I would split in two. “You have to. Just for a moment,” he said. Chen walked over behind Bacon and his eyes grew into giant moons. “Is something wrong?” I cried. “No, I have to make sure the cord isn’t around the baby’s neck,” said Bacon. I could feel him doing something. Then I heard him yell, “Okay, go ahead, Elizabeth. Push hard!” I started to push and yell. Bacon started to yell. I heard a huge noise coming from the front of the house and then, just as I felt the baby slip out, Sehun came crashing through the door. “I have her!” yelled Bacon. I laid back, and cried. Sehun stood there looking back and forth from me to Bacon holding our daughter. Time seemed to stand still for a moment or two. Then everything broke out into a flurry of action. Bacon and Chen wrapped the baby in the blanket. Then Bacon handed Sehun the scissors and said, “You can do this part!” Sehun stood there stunned for a moment just looking at the scissors like he had never seen a pair before now. Finally, he walked over and the doctor talked the three men through cutting the cord. Then they found out that the job wasn’t done. So many other things had to be done. Things that they really didn’t want to do, but that they did anyway. Somewhere in the middle of everything, Suho came in. He stood back and watched, and I could tell that he was so proud that he was about the burst. I think he was also a little bit happy that he didn’t have to be in charge of it all for once. In the end, Kai carried me to the bedroom off of Suho’s office, and there, Sehun and I got to know our daughter.
It was a week later and we still didn’t have a name for her. We couldn’t agree on one. The other guys called her Q for cue ball since she was born on a pool table. Exo only had to reschedule one concert because of the storm, and they were the topic of every headline and news story online, on tv, and in every newspaper for delivering a baby. Everyone was calling them Doctor, which was hilarious because they hated it. Everyone except for Bacon. He loved telling his story to every outlet that wanted to talk to him. They all wanted pictures of him with the baby, but of course he had to tell them that we didn’t want pictures of the baby in the public. Some publications called Q Park Kyung’s psycho baby, but the company quickly threatened to sue for defamation. Those stories were quickly changed or taken down, and no one else was brave enough to try it. Sehun soon became Daddy Sehun to the fandom. Most girls gave that name a different meaning, which made him roll his eyes and made me laugh. When the other boys left for the tour, Sehun stayed behind to spend time with me and the baby for the week. I was able to talk him into only missing three shows. He would join the tour at the end of the week. I would be well enough by then to take care of the baby by myself. Suho had some of his maids ready to help me when I needed it. They were so sweet and good to me. He already had plans to hire a nanny as soon as he got back. Sehun and I said that we could take care of it, but he insisted. I didn’t think a nanny was going to be doing much work around here anyway. I loved taking care of the baby, and Sehun had her in his arms at every possible moment that he could find her. Most of the time, we had no idea where she was. Sometimes the staff were passing her around, but mostly the boys had her. Especially Kai. They would both disappear for hours and we would find him cuddling her in the music room while the other guys played music for her, or dancing with her in the sunbeams of the sun room. My daughter truly had a huge loving family. I felt sorry for any boys that wanted to date her one day. They had so many uncles to get permission from that I had no doubt that only the bravest would even attempt it. That is if they could get past her father. That was going to be the real test. I often wondered, when I was laying in bed holding my daughter and looking down at her beautiful face, if Sehun did the same thing I did. Which was look for any sign of Park Kyung in her features. I couldn’t find anything in her looks that indicated that he had any part in her creation. She didn’t look like me either so I guessed that didn’t matter much. I also wondered about what was on the inside. Would it look more like him? Could a creature this beautiful and sweet have anything bad on the inside? I didn’t think it was possible, but then I thought back to how beautiful and sweet he had been. No one knew. No one could tell what was inside of him. I decided it wasn’t possible, and if there were any signs of that nature showing in her, we would make sure that she got the medication she needed and she would be just fine.
Q’s first doctor appointment was the day after the boys left. The doctor was nice enough to come to us instead of making us go out into the cold. I had a feeling that Suho had something to do with that. He also had a doctor coming to see me a couple of days later. When the doctor got there, Sehun watched with fascination as the doctor turned the baby this way and that as if she were a doll. He looked a little frightened. He was always so careful with her and held her like a piece of fragile glass, while the doctor flipped her around, pushing her little arms and legs in and out to check her flexibility, and holding her with one hand. I could tell that Sehun was ready to dive in and catch her if there was any indication that she might fall. As it turned out, she was a healthy, chubby little ball of sweetness except for a slight anemia problem. The doctor was a little concerned about her hemoglobin levels, but he explained that it was a common problem in some babies. He wanted us to make an appointment at the hospital that day so that they could give her some blood, and it would fix everything. I wasn’t able to go so Sehun took her on his own. I watched from the window as he struggled to put the car seat in the backseat of his car. I put a diaper bag together for him, but he insisted on dressing her himself. He put the diaper on backwards, but I wasn’t about to tell him. I knew he would be a pro in no time, and he had plenty of diapers coming to practice with. Watching him with her gave me new feelings that I had never had before. I felt closer in a different way. The smile on his face was a different smile than he gave anyone else. It made me want to make many more babies with him. Then I would remember that he couldn’t, and it made me a little sad. One perfect little girl was going to have to be enough. And she definitely was. My Lord she’s going to be spoiled.
An hour later I waited anxiously for a call from Sehun. When the phone finally rang, I picked it up without looking to see who was calling, so I was really surprised at the voice on the other end. “Hey,” I answered thinking it was Sehun. “Hello. I’m sorry it took so long to call, but I thought you might be too busy to talk,” he said. I had to pull the phone away from my ear to see who I was talking to. “Leo?” I asked stupidly. “Yes. How are you?” he asked. “I’m sorry. I was a little confused because I thought you would be Sehun,” I said and laughed. “I’m doing great. How are you?” He laughed a little too. “I’m doing very well, thank you. I heard that you became a mother. Congratulations,” he said. “Thank you so much,” I said. “Is it true that the baby was born on a billiards table? And that Baekhyun delivered her?” he asked. “That is all true,” I said. “The storm hit and the doctor couldn’t get here. Baekhyun did an excellent job. The baby is perfect, and nothing bad happened.” My phone dinged. It was a text from Sehun. “That is wonderful to hear. We were all concerned. The rest of VIXX sends their congratulations as well,” he said. “So, Sehun went on tour then?” “No, he stayed, but only for this week,” I said. “Oh okay. I assumed that since you were waiting for his call that he was gone,” he said. “Oh, yeah, he is gone but only to the hospital. He is taking the baby to get some blood. She was a little anemic and I’m waiting to hear how it’s going,” I said. “I hope she is okay,” he said. There was another ding announcing another text from Sehun. “I’m sure she will be fine,” I said. “The doctor didn’t act like it was a big deal. He said it was pretty common.” “We can’t wait to come and meet her. What is her name?” he asked. I laughed. “Actually, we haven’t decided on one yet. We have been calling her Q,” I said. “Q? That is odd. Odd but cute,” he said. “I’ll explain when you guys come to visit. Maybe she will have a proper name by then,” I said. “I can’t wait. Would next week be a good time? I have a little break in the musical, and I’m pretty sure the other guys are available then too,” he said. “That would be perfect,” I said. “And I can’t wait to hear all about your musical! I almost forgot. You’ll have to send me some pictures.” “I’ll do better than that. I’ll bring you a video,” he said. I got a third text from Sehun. I was getting a little concerned. “Oh, I’m so excited! Just let me know when you want to come. I’ll be here.” I said. “It was good to talk to you. I’ll call you next week. Kiss the baby for me,” he said. “I promise,” I said. “Take care of yourself.” “I will. Bye,” he said and then he was gone. I started to look at the texts from Sehun when the phone rang. “Hello?” I asked. “Hey, did you fall asleep?” asked Sehun. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I had a phone call.” “Junnie?” he asked. “No, it was Leo. He was calling to congratulate us on the baby,” I said. He was quiet for a few seconds. “That was nice of him,” he finally said. “How long did you talk?” I thought that was an odd question. “Not long,” I said. “It seemed like a long call,” he said. “I sent three texts.” “I was just getting ready to read them,” I said. I wanted to change the subject so I asked, “How is the baby?” Once again he was quiet. Then he said, “She is doing great. I donated my own blood since it turns out we have the same blood type. That way we know the blood is clean.” “That is so great. I can’t wait until you get home,” I said. Sehun mumbled, “Are you sure?” I acted as if I hadn’t heard what he said. “What?” “Nothing,” he said. “It will be a little while. They said it takes a few hours to get the blood into her tiny system.” It was my turn to be silent. I couldn’t believe how jealous he was of Leo. Especially now. I said, “Sehun?” “Yeah?” he asked. “I love you more than anything. You know that don’t you?” “I love you, too,” he said. “No. You aren’t hearing what I’m saying. I love you and only you. You are my world. Don’t you know that?” No answer. He sat there for a full minute. Finally, he said, “Don’t you get lonely? I’m gone so much. I know you have to get lonely.” “I only get lonely for you,” I said. “Can we continue this conversation at home please?” he asked. “Of course. I just wanted you to hear it,” I said. “I love you too, Elizabeth. So much it drives me crazy.” I smiled. He had heard me. Finally. “Please keep me updated. I’m going to take a nap, but I’ll hear the phone.” “Okay. I’ll call in an hour. Sleep well,” he said. I had a thought. “Sehun? What is your blood type?” “It’s O. Why?” he asked. “I just wondered if it was the same as mine,” I said. “What is yours?” “O,” I said. “I’ll talk to you in a little while.” “Have a good nap. I love you,” he said. “I love you,” I said and he was gone. I looked at my phone for a minute trying to decide if I wanted to look something up or not. I decided that I did. I opened the browser and typed in What was Park Kyung’s blood type? I hit search. The answer came back almost instantly. I sat looking at it and thinking. How is that possible? I looked through a few of the other answers, but they all said the same thing. Park Kyung was a type B. I had taken Biology and Anatomy in college and I thought that I remembered that the only way to get a type O baby was for both parents to be O. I could have remembered wrong though so I looked it up too. What blood type will a baby be if the parents are O and B? The answer came up quickly. It confirmed what I had suspected. It was impossible that the baby was a type O. I didn’t know how Sehun would feel about it, but I made a phone call to the hospital and talked to the doctor that was caring for my daughter. I asked him to do a test for me, and to get back as soon as he could. He said it would take a few hours, but that he would be happy to. There was no way I was going to sleep now.
I was wrong. I did fall asleep. When the cell phone rang, I jumped so hard that my hand smacked my nose. I picked up the phone with one hand and rubbed my nose with the other. “Hello?” “Hello. Is this the mother of baby Q?” a voice asked. “Yes it is,” I said. “I’m returning your call about the test that you had me run. The results are 99.999% positive.” I just sat there with my mouth hanging open. My outer appearance was frozen, but on the inside my body was zinging with electricity. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “Hello? Ma’am?” I finally found my voice. “Thank you so much for running that test. Can you slip the results in with the baby’s take home paperwork? And could you please not discuss this test with the baby’s father?” “Yes Ma’am. I can do that. Will there be anything else?” “No. That is perfect. Thank you again.” “You are quite welcome. Congratulations on your baby. Have a good day,” he said and then he was gone. I jumped out of bed, and almost tripped over the blankets. I wasn’t healed so it hurt my insides quite a bit. I paced back and forth, biting my thumb, trying to figure out what to do next. I couldn’t wait for Sehun to get home. I also needed more time to figure out what I was going to say. I grabbed my phone, and headed downstairs. I needed to talk to Ms. Jung.
It was already getting dark when Sehun finally came home. The baby was asleep. I was practically jumping up and down when I met them at the door. I let Sehun put the baby carrier on the floor, and take off his coat, and then I wrapped myself around him. I knew I was squeezing him too hard, but I didn’t care. He could take it. I kissed him as if my life depended on that kiss. Sehun didn’t know what to think. He kept giving me confused and amused looks and giggling a lot. “What has gotten into you?” he asked when I turned him loose. I picked up the baby carrier, which Sehun promptly took from me, and said, “You shall see. Can you call one of the girls to come and get the baby?” “Um, okaaaay,” he said and called someone on the intercom. When the baby was safely being taken care of by the staff, I took Sehun by the hand and led him to the tiny dining room that no one ever used. This room was just like the rest of the house, luxuriously decorated with high backed, dusty purple velvet chairs, an ivory dining table, and a gorgeous diamond chandelier. It was intimate and romantic, which was exactly what I wanted. We sat across from each other, and the staff began serving dinner. I had brought the packet of papers that Sehun brought home from the hospital with me to the table. As we waited for all of the food to be served, I searched the packet for the paper that I needed. Of course, Sehun thought I was looking to see what they said about the baby’s anemia, and that’s what I wanted him to think. I knew what it said but as I read over it, my heart leapt again. I laid it upside down in the chair beside me. When we were alone, I asked, “What did the hospital say about the baby?” “They said that she did great, and that we shouldn’t have anymore problems. The doctor should keep an eye on her levels for awhile though,” he said. He took a sip of water. “I’m so relieved,” I said. The food smelled and looked so good. I took a bite. I wanted to wait to tell him what the paper said, but I was just too excited. Looking down at the paper, I couldn’t hold back until the end of the meal. “You know Sehun, there is something that I didn’t tell you.” He looked up at me with a raised eyebrow. He put his spoon down, wiped his mouth, and said, “Uh oh. I knew there was some reason for all of this.” He put down his napkin, leaned forward and gave me an extremely serious look. “Is this about Taekwoon?” “What?” I asked. I was shocked. “No! It’s nothing like that. It’s a good thing. Actually, it’s an incredible thing!” He sat back. “Okay.” I picked up the paper and looked at it again. “When you were at the hospital, you said something that got me thinking. So I called the doctor and had him run a special test for me. I have the results right here. He sat up. “What kind of test?” I was so excited that I almost squealed. “Sehun, you are the baby’s father. Her biological father.” I handed him the paper. He slowly took it and looked at it, but I don’t think he was seeing it. I think he was in shock. Sehun’s face went white, and he had no reaction. All he did was stare at the paper. I was almost worried that he was going to think I made it up. Finally, he looked up at me with his mouth hanging open. “Is this real? Can this be real?” he asked. “I can’t have children. I can’t make a baby.” “It’s very real,” I said. “Q is your daughter. When you told me that her blood type was O, it made me wonder what type he was so I looked it up and he was a B. I knew then that it was impossible that she was his daughter. So I had the doctor do a paternity test.” Sehun stood up, and came over to me. Grabbing my hands, he pulled me up and gave me a hug equal to the hug I gave him when he came home. He spun me around. He kissed me. Then he said, I have to make a call. And I knew exactly who he was calling. Sehun grabbed his phone and made his call. All I understood was “Junnie”, and the rest was in Korean. When he hung up, he grabbed my hand and pulled me from the dining room. “But, but, aren’t we going to eat?” I asked as I looked longingly at the food on the table. “We will eat later. We have to tell our family the news,” he said as he took me to Suho’s study. “Why are we in here?” I asked. Sehun hit a button on Suho’s computer and the far wall opened up. Inside was a giant screen. This house had more hidden surprises than a fun house. He hit a few more buttons and a picture came on the screen. Then he pulled up two chairs and waited. Finally, a giant Suho came on the screen. “Hey guys,” he said and waved. He was always so cute, but he was sweaty and looked exhausted.   “Where are the rest of the guys, Jun?” asked Sehun. “They are coming. They are still getting dressed. Is everything okay?” asked Suho. “It’s better than okay,” said Sehun. “How is the show going tonight?” “There is so much energy here tonight! But we need to hurry. Is this going to take long?” “Nope. And I would have waited, but I couldn’t,” said Sehun. Slowly the other guys came into view until they were all there, looking gorgeous. “You missed us didn’t ya?” yelled Chen. “Of course he did,” said Bacon, “Who wouldn’t miss this?” Chanyeol pushed his head. “What’s the deal Sehun?” asked Kai. Sehun held up the paper that they couldn’t see. “This piece of paper says that I’m Q’s father. Her real father. I’m her biological father!” The guys were completely silent for once. Then Suho said, “Are you sure? How is that possible?” “I don’t know how it was possible and I don’t care. Q is my baby!” said Sehun. The silence ended and my boys exploded like dynamite. “Nice one,” yelled D.O. “Oh my God,” yelled Lay. “That is so amazing!” yelled Suho. Everything else was garbled. “We have to go,” yelled Suho over the din. “We love you guys so much! You just made our night!” “We love you too,” I said. “Bye,” they yelled together and then they were gone. Sehun looked at me. “You made my night too. You made my life!” He kissed me. Then he said, “Let’s go eat! I’m starving.”
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pinknique · 4 years
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Um amor profundo, como o pacífico?
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changkyun-sloot · 4 years
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Dear Writers and Readers
If I was to post my actual book on here, would you be interested? My main male lead has Rowoon as a face claim cause... LOOK AT HIM. <3
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nirwanam11 · 4 years
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Jangan kecewain yah...🧸 〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️ 🔹Don't forget tag teman/doi kamu yah 😉 🔹Repost ? Silahkan guys 😇 🔹Request ? DM aja 〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️ #thiskpop_njr #thiskpop #kpopindonesia #kpopers #katakpopers #kpopstory #boyband #girlband #fanboy #fangirl #quotesindonesia #quotesgalau #quotesindonesia https://www.instagram.com/p/B_7-2BpDbgS/?igshid=ku1yhcq0ckwd
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OMG STOP GIVING ME DIRTY VISUALS HFJSJANSNSNSNSMSN 😭😭😭😬😬😬
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jisooleeauthor · 6 years
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A complete, Young Adult K-Pop Romance
The Idol Who Became Her World (Zodiac 1)
Why did he have to say "Hello" when it could only ever end with a "Goodbye"? Lucinda Of all the summer dance programs in the world, Lee Minhyuk enrolled in mine. I was in New York; he was from Seoul. I may have only been thirteen, but I'd fallen in love with him from "Hullo". For three years, we had seen each other at a handful of dance programs or written each other a dozen letters. This was the summer I was going to tell him. Sure, there were usually 7,000 miles between us, but I had a plan… Minhyuk My dream was to become a K-Pop idol. I was going to audition with my best friends, join the same agency, and debut together. I'd only gone to New York to get some more dance experience, but I’d met her and I couldn’t help but fall in love. Then I got accepted into Atlantis Entertainment. With my dream of being an idol in my grasp, the only thing I needed to do was let go of the beautiful American girl I loved. At least it was a sure bet she didn't feel the same way about me…
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