#kookaburrito

[fecklesheckleshacklesschmeckles]

i've been going insane all morning over the fact that R did have a tumblr account!! and yeah, such a teenage tumblerina vibe <3 just spooky aesthetics and photos of himself and the rest of tlog... i see you managed to dig it up through the web archive?? had no idea one could do that! thank you!!

YES WHAT THE FUCK :o

you're super welcome, always happy to share the wayback magic! gorge yourself!! what got saved and not saved is a bit patchy/janky but who knows what'll turn up if you poke around :D

knowledge exchange: how are you finding so many of his posts within the tumblr interface to actually reblog? photos etc are definitely better preserved there 🤔

[lapis-lazuliie]

top 5 Reece characters in inside n9 please :3

1. tommy

2. brian

3. edward

4. drew

gonna be honest, i don't have a fifth fav character of his - at least not one that i find insanely fascinating 😅

[redvanillabee]

2, 6, 12, 13 🌸

thank you <3

2. what’s your feel-good movie?

I...don't know? Usually if I'm upset I find it hard to focus on a movie. But for some reason I like to randomly pull up Frozen/Frozen 2, so maybe that :)

6. say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical)

already answered :) I like that I'm getting stronger and can physically do things I like, and that I feel comfortable with doing things I like even when that means I'm doing it on my own.

12. how are you?

I'm doing fine :) Work's gonna really pick up in the next couple of weeks, but otherwise things are going just fine.

13. what’s your comfort food?

I'm very much someone who is like when in doubt, get a bowl of siu mai? Not those big fancy ones you get in dimsum restaurants, but the plainer ones in street side stalls. a warm bowl of that with some soy sauce just fixes everything.

soft asks to get to know people

[edandstede]

13, 23, 33, 45 :)

13. when was the last time you ate?

breakfast this morning

23. how do you feel about chilly weather?

give me cold weather over hot any day of the week. heat = humidity in the uk and i'm an asthmatic ginger white guy

33. the last adventure you’ve been on?

theme park shenanigans with @imagoddamnonionmason last weekend, 10/10 can't wait to do again

45. can you remember what happened yesterday?

boyfriend made us some very nice pasta and then i had to go to bed early with a cold :(

send in some weird asks

[whirlerwhirler]

top 5 inside n9 episodes!

oooooooh

MERRILY MERRILY - stories about grief are my JAM and also the fact it's a sort of league reunion makes me emo

Love's Great Adventure - say what you want about their slice of life episodes but i LOVE them and this one especially. I love when steve is soft and i love stories about families being families

Bernie Clifton's Dressing Room - love a two hander and, again, grief stores do something to me

The Last Weekend - no twist has got me like this one. when i realised what the facemask was for i had to pause and go for a walk and then i cried when i had to press play again lmao

Mother's Ruin - it reminds me so much of psychoville. like it's silly and dark and yet somehow i really really care about whether that fucking parrot answered the question

[levil0vesyou]

i'm so sorry for that monday production story, i hope it doesn't affect you as much now. adults really do say some wild shit and don't even realize how damaging it can be. my dad would point out all the broken and abandoned houses and dirty cars on the street and say they were mine, and i always replied they were his, and we'd start bickering, and then laughed it off, and i only thought about it recently and have no idea why he would say such a thing? i think it subconsciously got ingrained that i'm not good with housekeeping and generally don't deserve nice things (sorry for trauma dumping). just, adults are so weird with their kids and don't realize the damage

(ask is in reference to my tags on this post)

(there's more trauma in this reply btw, fair warning. under a cut bc long)

Thank you, it actually means a lot!! I wasn't even sure if anyone was gonna read it lmao, tag rambling sometimes feels like just straight up screaming into the void lmao

Hate to disappoint, but its effect on me has been increasing for years 😎👍 It's so weird how you can have shit like that lie dormant for ages until you one day go "hang on" and then it starts eating away at you

It also goes really well with her "Niemand wünscht sich ein behindertes Kind" (lit. "Nobody wishes for a disabled child" but can more accurately be translated as "Nobody wants a disabled child") which she only said once and not even about me but basically one shotted me and has been squatting in my brain evilly ever since. Top ten fucked up sentences to completely devastate your disabled child, number 4 will surprise you 😎👍

(I actually did bring that one to her attention years later but she dismissed any effects it had on me on grounds she didn't mean it that way 😎👍)

Yea, that's some bullshit tbh. Like, that's not the kinda shit a father should be saying to their kid, like bro this is an impressionable young mind in your care who trusts you blindly, not your fucking sibling or highschool bestie you can shoot the shit with. Parents give like zero shits what they say to their children, it's wild. And very concerning sometimes

And it would probably be possible to heal that shit more easily if they actually recognised that, maybe even apologised, but at least in my mum's case, she categorically refuses to acknowledge any instances of one of her children being negatively impacted by something she's said or done if we're the ones bringing it to her attention.

Like, I think she recognises some of the stuff she's said and done as not great but any attempt to amend that list will result in her "oh so I'm a horrible person and at fault for all your problems and you refuse to take responsibility hmmm?" spiel 😔

For the record tho I wanna say I don't think she's a horrible mum and especially when it came to material well being/physical health/etc she really did try her best and I could've had it much worse. She was an underpaid nurse raising three children (two of them disabled) mostly on her own while also caring for different sick elderly relatives over the years.

It's a miracle she made it work and while I do think some stuff was unnecessary, some of especially the later stuff that was more affective (not like hitting or anything, the only parental figure who ever hit me was my grandma who did it exactly one time tho even that took many years to process which is how I know "it's okay to hit your kids" ppl are full of shit) which I can far more easily understand & forgive. That said, if your own child says "[thing you did or said] had a negative impact on me" maybe believe them lmao

...yea this is a bit too long huh

[donotbelasagne]

Where are you going passenger princess??

[mithrilwren]

Tagged by @kookaburrito!

Last song/piece I listened to: Freedom Hangs Like Heaven - Iron & Wine

Last book I read: That wasn't for school? This Is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone

Last film I watched: Hairspray (2007)

Last TV series: I just finished Masterchef Season 8!

Last video game (if applicable): Against the Storm (I'm still on a roguelike kick as of late)

Last thing I googled: The cost of breast reduction surgery in Canada (after a conversation with someone about their experience with the procedure this afternoon)

Last thing I ate: Ground pork and veggie stirfry with roasted carrots (leftovers from last night's dinner)

Sweet, Savory or Spicy: Savoury, though I often make my savoury dishes spicy!

Amount of sleep: Last night? Not fucking enough.

Currently reading: King Lear, for a class essay

Currently watching: One Piece! It's a long and ongoing process haha

Tagging @the-littlest-goblin, @soullistrations, @saturdaysky, @essektheylyss, @okiedoketm, @sashthesloth, and whoever else feels like doing it!

[fecklesheckleshacklesschmeckles]

the pleasure of reblogging this from a co-nicher in a fandom where "a plastic bag that blows in every so often" is Very Important Canon Actually XD

“Oh the people are gonna love this” I say making the most niche piece of media art work that is really only for me,3 people ,and a plastic bag that blows in every so often

[fecklesheckleshacklesschmeckles]

ok but why does he sign his name "reece shits" tho

[redvanillabee]

🎱🛼🥤🍄🔪🏜️ :3 please

🎱 ⇢ post your AO3 total stats

User Subscriptions: 20 Kudos: 1,262 Comment Threads: 123 Bookmarks: 149 Subscriptions: 21 Word Count: 34,913 Hits: 13,239

🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis

👱🏻🔀🧑🏻⁉️🥺

🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love

dandeliongirl on ao3 has written so many amazing jackdaniels/peggysouson fics they are single-handedly keeping me fed ♥️

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

The fact that he is just a tiny bit shorter than Jack bothers Daniel so so so so so much. (Does he like it just a little too? Yes. But you'll never get him to admit it.)

🔪 ⇢ what’s the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?

what seasons do lemons grow in/is it realistic to still have fresh lemons be readily available in December in LA (in the 1940s/1950s). because I needed a very off-hand comment about LA winter.

🏜️ ⇢ what’s your favourite type of comment to receive on your work?

All comments are gems, but it always makes me feel like I've accomplished something if someone jokingly threatens me because I've written something so deeply angsty.

Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game

[silverview]

thanks @52stations for tagging me! tagging @mifhortunach @kookaburrito @batatadulce9 @fecklesheckleshacklesschmeckles @donotbelasagne if you want to 😊

[temporal-discounting]

🪅Fanfic Friday 🪅

Doing my happy dance for OFMD Fanfic Friday!

This week, I've chosen a handful of canon-divergent one shots in which our beloved co-captains got their shit together a bit sooner...

All I Need by lauze (Rated E, 4k words)

In which Ed and Stede get a bit frisky after lights out at the privateering academy.

Rum and Linen by @scarrletmoon (Rated E, 5.5k words)

Set during our beloved co-captains era. In which a somewhat tipsy Ed feels bold enough to make a move.

Blanket Fort by kookaburrito (Rated E, 6k words)

Set some time during season 1. In which Stede teaches Ed the art of blanket fort making

[donotbelasagne]

Thank you @kookaburrito for tagging me :)

The rules are to put your most listened music on shuffle and make a poll for followers to choose!

I've not been awake for long enough to remember any usernames so literally just do it if you want to :)

[robyn-the-writer]

thank you to @croc-wizard for tagging me in this! ☺️

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first five songs in a poll, then have your followers choose their favourite

i don't know if you've all done this but I will tag @kookaburrito @silverview @weltonbmarsland & @whirlerwhirler ✨️🌈

[go-johnny-go-go-go-go]

help? I keep putting Without You by Harry Nilson on repeat.

(finally made myself watch A Quiet Night In with @kookaburrito 's rewatch and these are the consequences)