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Should I stay up to play stardew valley all night, it might fix my sleep schedule
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man who wants u to spit in his mouth (<- intimately) but does not know how to broach the subject u are very dear to me .
#this + the sheep dog guard dog bf club is essentially a full circle btw . pfhfjjjfjd#I WONT SAY HIS NAME bc i do trust you all to know and also if u think im wrong well . torture chamber#but wah . many men come to mind ................#for mutuals i will not name; consider rin itoshi . consider kaiser#posts this and leaves i am still deeply feverish so i cant sleep pfhfhffj TvT.................... goodbye dash#i think the spitting in mouth phenomenon can be intimate im desexualising it . i would let a trusted friend do it to me#ari noises â©
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Lounging
#nice to know that i can still draw#first full piece ive attempted in a looong time#well its not exactly full. i didnt finish it cause i got tired#if this flops well. i wont do anything but id be a bit sad. i worked hard on that pizza ya know#adé's art#my OCs#amaari#art#illustration#THEY/HE pronouns by the wayyy
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Mr Shepherd...
#my art#gary king#the cornetto trilogy#the worlds end#cornetto trilogy#guy shepherd#still working on this but likely wont post the full version here#you ever get so far deep in your own au you cant see where you started#i should actually draw the scenes from the au instead of raunch but oh well#guyry#revisiting an old flame in the post apocalypse more and more until whoops i guess we live together#uh oh ur house has become my 'home base' inbetween my trysts of frontier justice and parcel delivery and all your neighbors know me by name
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"[high pitched and tinny] Letâs dive in. Letâs dive in. Itâs time to dive in. Get ready to [audio distorts and slows] dive. Diiive. DiiiiieâŠ" (The Road to PALISADE 20: City Planning Department)
so that's what i've been working on for the past 2 weeks! i wanted to draw something for this intro ever since i first listened to it (as a companion piece to my other gur drawing, though it of course ended up being way bigger in scale), but it only really gripped me about halfway through PALISADE ep 18. the next morning after that i listened to this narration on repeat for about 45 minutes and then made a big sketch on 4 sheets of paper at my desk at work.
anyways, i haven't listened to the new episode yet but i think i'm probably ready for whatever they're gonna throw at us with the next sortie. i'm gonna believe, against it all, in millennium break. for gur
(i recommend listening along while scrolling! + transcript btw. if anything is hard to read)
#road to palisade#road to palisade spoilers#palisade#fatt#friends at the table#gur sevraq#<- yuore everything btw.#long post#and good god. it sure as fuck is#rosa art#the full file for this? that i had to split up? its 30000 pixel tall. thats 218cm#im so proud of this & it was a ton of fun. ooohhh my free floating panels i love them#i posted about my progress (theres some earlier sketches n lineart too) on cohost to be like well.#maybe i wont talk so fucking much on the actual post but noooo i cant shut up#love that for me.shoutout if you read all this#if you find a typo please. dont even mention it#a fun thing about this is that i almost know the intro by heart now. theres like 3 lines i get stuck on but mostly. its all there#ill link the cohost if i reblog this again. personally i think its interesting stuff but i love to hear myself talk abt shit i make soooo#anyways i have art class tomorrow & should sleep soon : ) but im happy im finally able to show this off. it rules sooo much
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assume this is whatever sort of genre and style of story you most desire to read at this very moment. a fanfiction of your favorite fandom OTP. a classic work of literature. a multimedia webcomic at 2am. all that matters is what writing style you prefer. do not use the examples as a signifier of the writing quality or what kind of story it is, they are purely to explain the difference in POV styles
#yin-thoughts#tumblr polls#personally i cant stand first person povs and i know full well that it's weird that i cant#i just. it feels so jarring. so artificial.#second person feels infinitely better to me both to read and to write but i understand this also tends to be Very Much Not Normal#reblogging this would be appreciated for sample size but i wont force yall
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said goodbye to him feeling weird!
#hes abt to go skiing w his friend im abt to go back to the uk to an ordinary life#he is perfect and I've felt appreciated none of the time and i think it's not his fault idk#not how racemic compounds work not how amphetamines work not how people work#french suits his mouth but german does a bit more i think . climbed to a very beautiful place#asked him to be my boyfriend then almost took it back yesterday. chemistry is not his strong suit#he carries things for me he catwalks he gives me his jumper when im cold he's good at kissing#he got me a beautiful necklace on a riverside in amsterdam he lights my cigarette with his#he holds my hand and his only complaint about me putting lipstick on his lips is that it wasn't evenly spread#his eyelashes are long and he's sharp and scarily productive and very good at navigation#always on time always the right place . i make a comment about being a beautiful collective and he says yes but it's odd that we havent#received the social benefits of it. what you mean? well when im alone or with friends people just...give me things. flowers baked goods#compliments a pack of cigarettes he says. he asks me if I've ever had to pay for a pack. i felt genuinely SO UGLY like am i. downgrading u?#ppl see me next to you and..what you get negative attractive points? gosh.#unfortunately shutting the fuck up is not my strong suit so i never let that go. he says nooo it's just you are So Gorgeous that you scare#people away. OK!!! he knows he's pretty and he uses this to his full advantage#you're cool and you're friends with all the club bouncers and you take such good care of me and you know#the state secrets and we can scheme murders together and i love that you love your friends#but when i joked we wont get to see each other in months and you said 'so?' that rly did smth very upsetting!!!!#twisting and backtracking is his strong suit but unfortunately seeing it happen is mine#and sometimes it's endearing and sometimes i want to kill him about it. he would be a very good diplomat#who the fuck stumbles gracefully on cliffs? anyway his voice is gentle and he says i don't want you upset#he holds my hands he says lets talk about it please i want you to know i appreciate you#he says all the correct things i believe 0 things out of his mouth and he can tell#i am snappy and terrible and calm. i tell him he's sweet and i want more i want to be missed#SHUTTING THE FUCK UP IS NOT MY STRONG SUIT! would you be ok being just friends? eventually.#and the next day ive decided what to do with you. what is that? you can still be my boyfriend. he says thank you.#walking is our strong suit so we go everywhere. i tell him about my best friend his head looks great thrown backwards#im afraid this is too good for me and I'm also afraid it's not enough. not asking questions is not my strong suit.
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Smartwatermagic "I can make you worse" dynamic but it's Al knowing his partners can be one of the biggest threats against Olympus and insistently trying to get them to turn their backs on the gods
Oh Olympus exiled him because he's a corrupting influence? WELL WHAT IF HE ACTUALLY BECOMES ONE, CHECKMATE OLYMPIANSâ
#smartwatermagic#and well. percy and annabeth wont entertain als Olympus's Downfall In 15 Steps plan but.#it's obvious he thought about it a lot. what else could keep him warm in his lonesome exile besides thoughts of fiery vengeance#well it's bad. it's filled with holes and inconsistencies and al overestimating himself and choke full of wishful thinking.#but it's well thought out#annabeth once mulled it over her head and filled up any gap al overlooked when she couldn't sleep that night#neither of them will EVER admit this to al but its sitting in their subconscious#it's not realistic. and they all know it#I'm not tagging this as dark percy or annabeth I have personal gripe with those tags I'm not getting into#besides it doesn't fit here#this is not a dark percabeth post. this is a Al going âpretty please destroy the gods with meâ while giving puppy eyesâ#and Percabeth sighing because this is the 5th time Al asked it this week and they're exasperated post#pjo#percy jackson#alabaster torrington#annabeth chase#percalabeth#percabeth#annabaster#percybaster#pjo headcanon
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my academic analysis...
#clown 1 clown 2#camille watches#23.5#23.5 the series#23.5 degrees#no bc how she gon sit there with this bitch for HOURS like 'oh yea...i hope he come...' knowing FULL well??? lmao#how do u come back from this#i hope it turns to enemies to lovers (it probably wont but i would be GRATEFUL if it did bc sun is well within her rights)#i would love to see evil deranged sun
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Does anyone know of a Star Trek: Strange New Worlds critique/analysis video that isn't just "rahhhh wokeness BAD!!!" or "rahhhh modern trek BAD!!!"?
#id also appreciate any written posts you know of!#theres something about snw that bugs me. probably a few things actually but i cant quite put my finger on it#I'm interested to hear other ppl's opinions but the only ones ive found on youtube are of the#'the PROBLEM is FORCED DIVERSITY bc the whole bridge crew is FEMALE' variety#& while some of those videos have some good points separate from the redpill stuff it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth#so id be interested in a well-thought out critique by someone whose comment section wont be full of 'star trek is dead' whining#strange new worlds#star trek snw#snw#star trek strange new worlds
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im not american and i just saw your recent posts about all the firings. what is going on, what do they gain from this??
What's going on? Basically a hostile takeover of the American government.
What do they gain from this? Money. Control. Privatization. More money into the hands of billionaires. It's not a coincidence that the richest man in the world is leading the charge.
They're breaking the govenment intentionally, and then when nothing works and everything is suffering, they'll privatize all the services. They'll cut government workers under the claim of saving money, and then hire contractors to work in the same positions for more money. I'm sure it's no coincidence that Elon Musk himself has had $18 billion in government contracts. Or that the State Department was going to buy $400 million in armored Tesla cars.
When the National Parks can't function under a skeleton staff and no limits on entry numbers, they'll sell the federal land to a corporation to run, and then they'll sell it again for mining and drilling. They'll deregulate all the environmental laws and worker protection laws to make sure that corporations can maximise the profit completely. It's easier to make money if you can just dump your toxic waste anywhere! Nothing being done right now makes any sense to help anybody but the richest people in the country.
Why are they going against the federal workforce? Well, the Republicans have been aiming to attack civil service as part of their platform. They say it is full of inefficiency and fraud, but make no mistake--Washington D.C., voted overwhelmingly blue, and that's part of their rage. They're literally putting federal employees--mostly black people!--on watchlists and doxxing them, for reasons that include donating to the Democratic party. (Federal employees are subject to the Hatch Act, which prevents them from campaigning on behalf of any political party or doing political activity at work, but as private citizens on their own time and property they may vote and donate how they choose.)
So, Elon Musk donates massive amounts of money to Trump's campaign during the election. He hosted giveaways of a $1 million dollars a day for swing state voters who would vote for Trump and somehow this was deemed legal. Trump wins, and in return for his service, Elon Musk is given a special government position and access to everything. It's called the Department of Government Efficiency (DOGE) and they've installed people in major agencies to monitor employees, they've accessed the US Treasury, they've locked government employees out of IT systems that include the personal information of all federal employees, they've accesses sensitive government data, leaked classified information, and they're just getting started. They have access to the payment systems of Social Security and Medicaid, and Medicare. None of these people are elected, many are younger than me, and none have had background checks or clearance. One of them was fired from an internship for leaking company secrets so.....I don't really have confidence he won't leak national security secrets either.
The main thing DOGE is doing right now, other than possibly feeding all our data into AI and stealing it, is slashing the federal workforce. Shortly after Trump took office, DOGE via the Office of Personnel Management (OPM, a key player in this story) sent all 2.6 million federal employees a deferred resignation ("buyout") offer titled Fork in the Road. It's worth mentioning that "Fork in the Road" is the exact same email that Elon Musk sent to all the Twitter employees shortly before laying everyone off....and then he failed to pay them the promised severance. If federal employees accepted the offer, they'd be place on paid leave through September and have a chance to look for another job. Nevermind that much of what was promised wasn't legal. Nevermind that the probationary employees who took the offer found out yesterday that they never qualified in the first place and got fired anyway. Meanwhile, the daily Fork emails continued to use insulting language like that "the way to American prosperity" was for federal employees to "leave their low productivity public sector jobs and take a high productivity private sector job." The White House press secretary said that employees who didn't resign were ripping off the American people. Fox news says they should "get real jobs." Note that the demonization is intentional:
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Russel Vought, one of the architects of Project 2025 (the rulebook they're following exactly), who is now the leader of the Office of Management and Budget, literally said the goal was to traumatize federal employees so they'd no longer want to go to work and the American people would hate them. Also, people have been able to use metadata to see that these Project 2025 people have been the ones writing various OPM government memos (some are not even government employees!)
The claim: federal employees are wasting taxpayer money with their....pesky jobs in public health, food inspections, veterans healthcare, wildfire support jobs. Note that federal employees are only 4% of the entire budget, and that there's roughly the same amount of them as there were in the 1960s, despite the population of the country rising since then. The job of DOGE: get rid of as many as possible.
So. Day one of the Trump presidency, he issued an executive order demanding the end of Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) in government programs. Make no mistake that DEI is the new slur for POC and LGBT people right now (remember the watchlist earlier with mostly black people on it? Now look at claims that agencies are taking down posters of minority scientists.) And make no mistake they aren't also coming for the A that normally goes on the end of DEIA, for accessibility (disabled people.) Using this executive order they placed many government employees administrative leave pending termination. They've also interpreted this to include environmental justice. Trump also blamed the recent plane crash over the Potomac on people with disabilites, and DEI. Washington Post reports that the next step for DOGE is to start identifying "DEI-focused" positions that aren't explicitly about implementing DEI....so we can all guess what "type" of employees will be targeted.
Then, step two. Probationary employees. Government employees in the United States have civil service protections. This is because the government used to operate on a spoils system where each election, the new president would fire everyone and hire loyalists to him. Turns out that kind of shakeup every 4 years is bad, and it's better if you can get subject matter experts to stick around across administrations. So federal employees have legal protections against firing them at random. Trump is trying to eliminate that, by the way, by insitituting a broad recategorization of federal employees who are in "policy influencing positions" to be able to fire them at-will. (The definition of "policy influencing" here is intentionally so broad that it will affect most employees in the government regardless of whether they have any influence on policy or not.) Oh! And remember the Fork email? Yeah, there's language in those emails about employees who don't resign needing to be "loyal." Will they be required to be loyal to Trump?
But in the meantime while he waits to fire everyone else, they're going after probationary employees first. This is because for the first 1-2 years of service as a government employees, you can be removed easier (they still must justify bad performance though.) It's not just new employees--the probation can reset when you take a new position, so experienced people with many years of service were also let go simply because they changed jobs within the last year. Around 200k~ probationary employees are in the federal workforce, and thousands got fired in the last two days and thousands more will be fired by Tuesday. This includes brilliant scientists in the middle of projects, with some people saying there's no staff left to feed living animals that were under their care. They're firing CDC epidemiologists. Wildfire support personnel in the Forest Service. People who are doing emergency response work right now in LA for the cleanup are being fired during this, despite the fact they're working 7 days a week, 12+ hours a day (sooooo lazy though, right?) The Trump admin also accidentally fired a bunch of people in charge of nuclear weapons since they didn't know what their jobs actually were, and had to scramble to undo that. It's tax season in the US, and the IRS may layoff thousands of workers.
It shoud be noted that a lot of these firings were illegal, because probationary employees can be fired in the case of bad performance, but it's stupid to claim that 200,000 people are all bad performers. Many of these people have paperwork documenting a glowing performance review. They'll be sued. But Trump and Elon are moving fast and trying to break enough things that the courts won't be able to stop all of it in time.
Nobody else is safe either, of course. On Tuesday Trump passed an executive order demanding agencies to conduct large scale reductions in force (RIFs). There's no knowledge yet on just how many more people this will target in the future. I can't give you an estimate how many people will be fired in the next few months, but nobody is safe.
Why does this matter for the average person? Well, this will affect everyone in the US. It'll affect highway safety. It'll affect product recalls. It'll affect food inspections and food recalls. It'll affect clean water systems and air pollution reduction. It'll affect enforcement action against polluters. It'll affect public health. It'll affect research. It'll affect fair housing. It'll effect the economy and consumer protections. It'll affect banking. It'll affect farmers. It'll affect people who rely on food stamps, childcare services, etc. It'll mean that the public will have less recourse to get things fixed, less of a chance of getting help for issues. It will affect the private sector when contractors get fired. It will affect local and state government when the grants that fund their programs get pulled. It will affect nonprofit employees. It will affect universities. It will affect government funded programs like Poison Control. So much of government work is functionally invisible to the average citizen, and things will start breaking in the next year. This concentrated attack to dismantle the government is the first step to dismantling everything else.
#thank you for listening to my soapbox speech about why im insane and stressed and full of despair right now#i hope i explained things well enough. it's all super america focused so it's hard to know what you'll know about what you wont#also this is just. the top level overview of this. i could have included like a bazillion other things.#theres so much happening i cant even recap it all#american politics#quara asks
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#trying to decide if i should go or not after hearing so many 'sorry! cant make it!' responses#i want to! itll probably be fun! i just think i might spend too much time worrying if my drink is safe yanno?#further complication is that my friend group is full of people who should NOT be at the club and THEN even further#complicated by the extremely limited number of goths i know irl#dont wanna drag a socially anxious bitch to a goth club if they wont like the music yanno?#for the record im solidly in the 2 or 3 range so we can all have each others backs. its my rule for bars as well#just wanna know if im overreacting
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The way I'm just staring at my screen waiting for my knuckles amv to upload
#knox rambles#i could be doing other things but my brain wont let me move on until i have this posted#i uploaded it to wrong blog somehow so this is the second attempt and i just wanna nap#(they said knowing full well they had planning to do and would not in fact nap)
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designed yokai au kiru today and then Promptly realized how tiny the matsus are compared to her in this au and now im giggling
#my art#ocs#au#kiru#i hope my notes on the full ref image are legible but if not please let me know! i tried to put a good amount of thought into her design#so id like for my brainwaves to get across. but if not ill type them out later#also dont worry she can still turn into a 10-meter tall skeleton like the actual gashadokuro. or maybe Do worry#no real lore for her yet but we'll get there. i just thought this au would be fun to design for#and then it took me 4 hours and a dinner break! so!#maybe not That fun#in particular im still on the fence about her facial markings. i wanted them to look like a skull#but i dont know if they look that good. i didnt wanna make it too detailed because then theyd stand out TOO much#but how do you do a minimalist skull that isnt ugly. you feel me#WELL! i wont dwell on it
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Cant sleep so have this drawing I probably won't finish :P
Pose suddenly didn't make sense so I stopped, ye
Strings in their hands are supposed to show how Axis has much control, they were gonna be blue
However, Axis is very much not free, under the constant threat of deactivation, they must do everything perfectly with no mistakes, or they will become like the first Overseer. A constant threat Axis experiences. Other strings were gonna be white
While they may not experience most emotions, they can experience fear, which to their understanding was meant for self preservation
Additionally, despite all the power they have, they are stuck in their greatest blind spot (by design) which is sector zero
Actually, Axis's emotions are disabled, not non existent, implying they can be reenabled somehow, which I don't think they would like. Such large scale influence must not be hindered by selfish experiences, the quest for perfection in efficiency is one where you do not matter. Emotions will only blind you and destroy all you've built, as has happened with the first Overseer.
And yet, Axis chose to reactivate him, the failure they've always been warned against becoming,
Because they did not trust that they could keep this perfect efficiency constant, at least, they needed a backup in case of their inevitable failure.
And what better than your own predecessor?
#excuse my ramble about Axis lol#didnt plan to go full lore dump there#it just happened :P#also ye uh thr art#wont finish probably#its in grayscale coz I didn't know what to do with the colors#so i left them for later#oh well#at least it looks cool#px.png#orizon px#orizon axis#what inability to sleep does to a me#sharing unfinished art with lore at 4am#oc#original character#oc art#art#my art#artwork#oc artwork#robot oc#artists on tumblr#robot#colored a segment blue to specify that its how Axis feels#in the text i mean
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Overhead, the stars shone clear and bright, and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn, on the foothills across this very city, though she might be little more than a strange, mighty being from another world, he offered up a prayer anyway.
Then, he had begged Mala to protect Aelin from Maeve when they entered Doranelle, to give her strength and guidance, and to let her walk out alive. Then, he had begged Mala to let him remain with Aelin, the woman he loved. The goddess had been little more than a sunbeam in the rising dawn, and yet he had felt her smile at him.
Tonight, with only the cold fire of the stars for company, he begged her once more.
A curl of wind sent his prayer drifting to those stars, to the waxing moon silvering the camp, the river, the mountains.
He had killed his way across the world; he had gone to war and back more times than he cared to remember. And despite it all, despite the rage and despair and ice he'd wrapped around his heart, he'd still found Aelin. Every horizon he'd gazed toward, unable and unwilling to rest during those centuries, every mountain and ocean he'd seen and wondered what lay beyond... It had been her. It had been Aelin, the silent call of the mating bond driving him, even when he could not feel it.
They'd walked this dark path together back to the light. He would not let the road end here.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Rowan Whitethorn#Rowaelin#Essar#Mala#more starry quotes#lord of the north#I will find you#no spoilers pls 1st read to read along with me pt 4 of 4 perspectives more notes/quotes/reacts in tags; spoilers in both post & tags#They would not all go in all go out. â he wonât leave without Aelin⊠and probably Cairn dead#Ready to unleash hell when he sent a flare of his magic diverting soldiers to their side while Rowan made his run for Aelin.#She'd protested but even Gavriel had told her that she was mortal. Untrained. And what she'd done today⊠Rowan didnât have the words#thank you for Elide appreciation day#He trusted Essar. She'd never liked Maeve had outright said she did not serve her with any willingness or pride.#But these last few hours before dawn when so many things could go wrong...#the full circle of him praying to Mala in HoF and then mentioning it in QoS and EoS and now here in KoAđ#She had to be there. Aelin had to be there.#If they had come so close but wound up being the very thing that had caused Maeve to take Aelin away AGAIN#The bond within him lay dark and slumbering. No indication of her proximity. â Maeve doing that too AGH I HATE HER SO MUCH#Essar had no idea that Aelin was being kept here until Elide informed her. How many others hadn't known? How well had Maeve hidden her?#â maybe that means thereâs some good face on their side who might help if they know or learn?#ah rowaelins love language of revenge and compartmentalizing#Overhead the stars shone clear and bright and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn on the foothills across this very city#though she might be little more than a strange mighty being from another world he offered up a prayer anyway.#his magic sending a prayer to the northern stars for dawn to stay with the woman he loves â even back thenđ#Tonight with only the cold fire of the stars for company he begged her once more.#HE SAYS COLD FIRE BECAUSE ITS NOT HIS FIREHEARTđ and the the darkness back to the light â IT WILL NOT END HERE WE WONT LET IT HE WONT LET IT#and the fact he knew he loved her back thenđ and all those centuries before when he didnât know whyđđđ
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