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ALEX ALBON & GEORGE RUSSELL - Saturday, Dutch Grand Prix - Circuit Zandvoort, Netherlands - August 26, 2023
motorsport images/sam bloxham
#reblogging every conceivable angle of this interaction#george russell#alex albon#george & alex#dutch gp 2023#omgggg#kms theyre so beautiful#my god george#ajkwker pretty boy
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forgiveness
(from Courage of Stars by @mykingdomforapen)
#CRYING SHAKING THROWING UP#never moving on from chapter 7#im on a mission EVERYONE GO READ IT#friendship so beautiful you keep crying#theyre so traumatized but at least they love eo#“cheng xiaoshi's pulse was precious in his palm”#what when i kms#(affectionate)#link click#sgdlr#shiguang daili ren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#时光代理人#dx art stuff#linkclick#shiguang
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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend
#snap chats#a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday#i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN#unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil#but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble#SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise#and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over#In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too#anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august#and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig 😩#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms#also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants 🤤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures 😞 my selfie game is dick#maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now#i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit#OH WELL we ball good night#wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush#great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican#ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay
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FANTASTICS Hori Natsuki, thanks to Kimura Keito I can do my best, "I really love him"; The family-like relationship between "KetoNatsu"
- Since this is a pair interview, I want to hear about your relationship. Hori-san claims he is someone who keeps a large personal space but you seem very close with Kimura-san Hori: Because he broke into it… (laugh) Keito: I broke through (laugh) - (laugh) Within the group, what kind of relationship do you have? Hori: How can I say this, I seriously think it’s like I’ve given him an exemption. Because he’ll always say irritating things as if it’s normal. Stuff you wouldn’t usually say to others right? So in that sense, it really does feel like we're family. Keito: That’s right. He’s like my older brother. We’re only two years apart… No, there’s even a two year difference between us… (laughs) Hori: He says I’m like an older brother, but sometimes he teases me and calls me “Nacchan” (laugh) Keito: (laugh)
(via modelpress)
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#kimura keito#hori natsuki#jr exile#jpop#けとなつ#hopkei trans#fanta mgz#kms kms kms scrolling on twitter and seeing that headline like eXCUSE ME??????#i was originally just gonna post the photos and then i was reading the machine translation of the interview and got to here like NO WAITTT#the ketonatsu gods have blessed us once again;;;;;;#kinda rough trans bc my translation brain is rusty but forgive me i had to do it for the best brothers;;;;;;#me lately: tired and busy and sad bc cannot keep up with fanta enough#also me: bursting out of the grave to immediately translate ketonatsu because it is mY DUTY#and also an answer on keito calling him nacchan hehehehehe i love them so much theyre so close my favorite beautiful real life brothers;;;;
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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok
#we stay strokin#still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure#it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album#yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably#rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable#FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf#like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic#taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate#if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms#cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them#tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful#tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak#if theres a gun adults at the door n ode#kish soup#long post OVER! ok bai
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I don’t know anything about Pikmin but the art style is so cute. I just want a pikmin plush to hold in my two hands and squeeze with all my heart is that so bad?
No you are completely right. They are cute. They are so cute and should be hugged and protected do not look up the game mechanics. Do not look up the Pikmin game mechanics the Pikmin are always safe and happy
#consoling myself bc theyre plants theyre planfa theyre plants what do they really know#i had to kill downy snagret the other day and wanted to kms#why do they fill the game with beautiful boys just so you can kill them#pikmin
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𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫 | 𝐚𝐥𝟏𝟐
summary… arthur is absolutely obsessed with his girlfriend and everyone needs to know request… yes but its for @coffeehurricanes again faceclaim… olivia rodrigo pairing… arthur leclerc x singer! reader
note… i’m being held hostage and the only ransom is arthur leclerc smaus
𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩
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arthurlovesyn featuring the most gorgeous girl in the world
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user1 if he isn't as obsessed with me as arthur leclerc is with his gf then i don't want it
user2 she's so girlfriend in all of the photos arthur posts 🥹🥹
arthur_leclerc the most beautiful truly!
⤷ user3 arthur commenting on here as if he isn't the one running this fan page lmao
⤷ charles_leclerc mate, you need help
user4 if they ever break up, i don’t believe in love anymore
user5 look at her smile omg 🥹
yourusername baby, you’re right next to me
⤷ arthurlovesyn the world needed to see how gorgeous you are
⤷ user6 thank you for your service, arthur 🫡
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arthur_leclerc she’s everything, i’m just ken but that’s kenough for me
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user1 it wasn’t enough that arthur runs a wholeass fan page for y/n. his main account also needs to be a y/n fan account
user2 they mean so very much to me 🥹
pascale_leclerc demande lui quand elle reviendra. elle me manque beaucoup !!! (ask her when she’s coming over again. i miss her dearly!!!)
⤷ yourusername je saute dans un avion tout de suite pour toi, maman leclerc ! (jumping on a plane right now for you, mama leclerc!)
⤷ user3 y/n learning to speak french to be able to communicate with the important people in arthur’s life will never not make me want to cry
yourusername actually you’re everything to me 🤍
⤷ olliebearman you’re making arthur cry again
⤷arthur_leclerc IM NOT CRYING OLLIE
⤷ arthur_leclerc Je t'aime pour toujours, ma belle 🤍
⤷ user4 not ollie coming for arthur’s neck like that 😭
⤷ user6 THEYRE EVERYTHING TO ME
charles_leclerc you two make me nauseous
⤷ lorenzotl they are in love, charles
⤷ arthur_leclerc not that charles would ever know what being in love feels like 🤣
⤷ charles_leclerc 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
⤷ user5 charles fr catching some mad strays in this thread
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yourusername i hope i never lose you, i hope it never ends
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user1 y/n wanted everyone to know that she is, in fact, as obsessed with arthur as much as arthur is obsessed with her
user2 stargazing!!! in!!! the!!! middle!!! of!!! the!!! highway!!!
arthur_leclerc i’ve been sleeping in a 20 year dark night but now i see daylight 🤍🤍
⤷ user3 he quoted daylight 😭😭😭😭😭😭
⤷ yourusername i love you deeply, my sunshine 🤍
⤷ user4 i’m going to kms
taylorswift ❤️❤️❤️
⤷ yourusername mother 🧎♀️
⤷ user5 MOTHER
⤷ user6 when mother approves, you know he’s the one
#arthur leclerc#arthur leclerc x reader#arthur leclerc angst#arthur leclerc fluff#arthur leclerc imagine#arthur leclerc fanfic#arthur leclerc x y/n#charles leclerc#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc imagines#formula 1#formula 2 one shot#formula 3#f1 x reader#f1 imagine
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I couldn’t help myself please give me strength my comrades I can’t survive under these extreme circumstances
WHY ARE THEY SO BEAUTIFUL
WHY ARE THEY SM BETTER LOOKING AS WOMEN
IM LITERALLY GONNA KMS THEYRE SO HHMMUMUMUUBHBUHBUHBIHBIUBUUB
#bkdk#midoriya izuku#mha deku#bkdk brainrot#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#bnha deku#deku midoriya#jhbuyguyghyvuyvyuvyuvvu I’m not over the#them#fuck#kms#apparently this is an edit of someone else’s art originally I THINK BUT IM SO CONFUSED IT LOOKED LIKE HORIKOSHI AND#I ALREADY POSTED THIS#THIS IS AN EDIT#I#wow that is batshit. what.
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What do you think about Trina in Falsettos??
what do i think about trina in falsettos??? i wwould do anything for her. but also i think if i ever talked to her i might break down sobbing.
ive mentioned it in ramblings before but trina marvin and jason are like a carbon copy of my family. besides the whole, my fathers a homo part and the whole trina marrying marvins psychiatrist part. their dynamics and everything are pretty much the same as my own parents. i was jasons age when they divorced. only difference is (besides the two mentioned) marvin and trina coexist more civilly than we do.
idk why i felt the need to mention that, i think its important like, background to my feelings about her(and the family in general). Shes amazing first and foremost, everyone always talks about marvin and the work he has to do to improve himself, but trina and what she mustve gone through to forgive him? after everything, its incredible. she cares a lot about her family and marvin is apart of it. and she accepts whizzer too i think, ("he shared my life") by the end of it and thats even more amazing to me. i think she deserves a break. i think she deserves the world. i worry (/lh more like just think) about what happens after whizzers death, how marvin cant be there emotoinally for jason and trina and mendel have to take that responsibility. i see my mother in her, a woman who wanted to be free of her ex and live her life but is still chained to him ("ill fight the gods, ill fight my ex") but augh shes so spunky and joyful despite everything!!! year of the child is probably one of if not my absolute favorite song from the soundtrack because its marvin and trina (+mendel charlotte and cordelia) fawning over jason and just being glad and excited that hes growing up and being his parents. the performance especially, because even though theyre techincally fighting at the beginning of the song, they still hug and laugh throughout it. they banter, and its beautiful. i think shes such a strong and resiliant woman, putting up with what she did, coming out the other side only to immediately find more pain. i wouldve liked more insight to her and mendel and jasons relationship. mostly her and jason. but i think there are lots of implications and inferences to be made, and its nice that some things are still up for interpretation.
I have yet to relisten/or even watch in trousers, but i have listened once all the way through, and re-read the lyrics through. trina in trousers,,, god i love her. like. ugh in trousers makes me so sick, marvin and trina and whizzer. mostly marvin and trina. trinas not dumb she knows. especially with love is blind, all the examples she gave and in im breaking down "i used to cry, hed make a scene" she totally knew! and still she even begged him to stay. she tried she really wanted it to work. but ofc it couldnt and im so glad she got to live a life away from him, and find some happiness. that she knows what love is. (oh also, the like. suspected suicide attempt??? bbyg dont worry ill kms for you-. everything about her makes me so so ill because she reminds me so much of my mom.) she tries so hard, with an uncooperative ex and an uncooperative (ish) child, and godbless. i just adore her and want the best things for her. shes such an incredible woman.
anyway thanks for asking! :]
#me: dump#“thanks for asking :D”#LMAO SORRY i have lots of thoughts.#i think lots of it is also. projecting. of course. things i want to say to my own mother that for whatever reason i just cant.#anyways sorry again#i should put a disclaimer: ask about falsettos at your own risk this blog is run by a child of divorce#/hj#trina weisenbachfeld#trina falsettos#falsettos 2016#in trousers#falsettos#falsettos revival#stephanie j block the woman you are#TRINA WEISENBACHFELD THE WOMAN YOU ARE#jay is jabbering#marvin falsettos
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my god. theyre so beautiful. im gonna kms
#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha spoilers#mha 430#mha leaks#uravity#creati#froppy#ingenium
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WICKED .... THAT MOVIE. WAS SO LIFE CHANGING. THAT MOVIE WAS SO GOOD PLEASPLEPALSPELSPSLS this is ABSOLUTELY a yap session so if u dont wanna hear abt that then thats why theres a cut PLUS THERES INSANE SPOILERS SO and also dont mind me sounding like a newbie i watched the musical but i forgot everything so uhm....
THERES ALSO SOME ZARI LORE IN THIS YAP SO !!! long story short: 10/10 absolutely gorgeous and beautiful but some parts did disturb me a little :-)
so i wanted to go see this SO BAD because i actually watched the musical thru slime tutorials because my uncle (not biologically, hes a meteorologist that works at the job i intern at and the job my dad works at as a director) requested it because he ALWAYS plays defying gravity everytime im there and i was like omg this shit is SO GOOd when the movie comes out ill be the first one there
and i was *PRIME EXAMPLE* 🗣️🗣️
this movie. oh my god. that was LIFECHANGING. i love how the story of wicked itself is just how to treat others the way u wanna be treated okay like its not that hard i fear...my mum said that she liked this movie mostly because of the indirect reference to how real life is with black women and girls who had to deal with what elphaba went thru and how just your skin colour can change everyone's perspective on you and my mum was so true for that 😕
but anyway, aside from that, that movie was LESBIAN. SO SO SOS OS SO SO SO SO HOMOSEXUAL I WAS ROLLING MY EYES THE ENTIRE MOVIE LIKE BITCH IF YALL DONT KISS ALREADY LITERALLY WAS RIPPING MY HAIR OUT ☹️☹️☹️ there was a scene where they both fell on glinda's bed together snd glinda was looking SO fondly at elphaba i thought they were abt to kiss PLUS THERE WAS A SCENE WHERE GLINDA GOT CLOSE TO ELPHABA'S FACE MEOWMEOWMEOWMO LESBIAN.
side note rq. fiyero MEOWWWW HMU BABYGIRL bro bro bro. hear me out PLEASE PLEASE he is SO FUCKING GORGEOUS the way him and glinda were like spinning around eachother omfg i turned to my mum so fast and said "GIRLLL 🤤🤤" like clean up on aisle my pants IM KIDDING
ANYWAY BACK TO THE MAIN PLOT, i love the little references to the wizard of oz! i never watched the og wizard of oz but i ALWAYS watched the wiz growing up (the one with diana ross as dorothy) and so omg!! there was a scene with a little lion that fiyero and elphaba saved from that fuckass history teacher (ill get to that soon) and i think that was the cowardly lion eeek ! plus there was a scene where glinda clicked her red heels together I FREAKED OUT plus they COLOURED THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD YELLOW WHATSYSGSHEH i just UGEHEG
now to the disturbing parts.... the animal cruelty in this movie did make my stomach turn a bit like im glad they touched on the fact that animals r treated so so so badly but damn that kinda made me sick
THE SINGING IN THIS MOVIE WAS SO FUCKING ON TOP I DONT WANNA HEAR IT. CYNTHIA AND ARIANA ATE TO THE SKIES BRO THEY LEFT NOT A SINGLE CRUMB IN SIGHT IF THEY DONT GET LIKE 5 GRAMMIES FROM THIS ILL KMS THE DEFYING GRAVITY PART. THE ICONIC AAUWYUAHAUAAAUAUHHHHHHH BRO. CYNTHIA LITERALLY DEVOURED I CANT EXPLAIN.
AND ALSO WHOEVER DID COSTUME DESIGNING BETTER GET 5 OSCARS THE ENTIRE MOVIE I WAS LIKE woauhhhh BC THE FITS R SO GORGEOUS? GLINDA HAD LIKE 500 OF THEM THE ENTIRE MOVIE THEYRE ALL SO GORG STOP.
anyway i think thats it for my yap....main points here is just that those two r fucking lesbians and ill die on this hill idc if its alone or with a community bc THEYRE GAY FOR EACHOTHER. until elphaba started singing abt fiyero bro get outta here.....
#okay my hands hurt LOL#anyway pls go see this movie idc if ur a musical kid or not#im sick im unwell#my wicked phase is coming back bro.#every second i get more of the urge to do a wicked theme but i wont for now....#wicked#wicked 2024#wicked the movie#wicked movie 2024#wicked the musical#movie review#film review#punkoween yaps
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FLASHING LIGHTS AND BRIGHT COLOURS WARNING
my android footage masterpiece (translation and very extensive yapping under the cut)
Very important translations:
Ja sa zabijem-im going to kms
dopiče/cikokos-fuck/shit/generic curseword
Tam je-there he is
Ahoj-hello
Ma jeblo do barikady- i got knocked into the fucking barricade
A príde tu- hes gonna come here
Poď sem- come here
cant sleep so im going to yap about my experience seeing bilmuri and sleep token live. This was the first concert i actually wanted to go to and my first time going alone (dont tell my mom). I still remember sitting in my room and getting the presale email, the stress of buying my ticket and the fucking elation when i managed to get one. Theyre my favourite band currently so safe to say i was screaming crying throwing up. As the date was getting closer and closer i started to lose my shit aka telling literally everyone i know, overthinking about every aspect of that day and torturing my roomate with lore (which she accepted with grace).
The day of i could not keep still. Like literally I decided to walk to the popup store (which took me like 30 minutes) because i had to do something with my body. Honestly i was not expecting to get the tour shirt but i stood in line for an hour and a half and even met a lovely girl to go to the concert with! Its so nice to have a physical reminder of my experience, especially since the prague design is so beautiful. Then i went home for a bit (emphasis on bit, i just inhaled my lunch and forced myself to sit for 15 minutes) but could not chill tf out so i decided to go to the venue.
One thing about sleep token fans, they are awesome people. It was amazing to see how excited everyone was for the concert: the beautiful makeup and outfits, they were exhanging gifts, everyone was smiling, just good vibes all around. Soon i was blessed by a projekt euclid sticker (you guys are awesome btw thank you) from a volunteer who was dressed like a member of the band, old mask and all. They were cool but spooked me at first because they just sort of teleported into my peripheral vision. We talked a bit about how fabric markers are a bitch to use lol
When the doors opened everyone cheered and people started running through the venue (security did NOT like it), which was a longer walk than i expected (we had to like go underground and stuff it was crazy). The thing i was most worried about was that i was not going to be able to see (im 160 cm in platforms) but i managed to secure a spot right in front of the catwalk. Like second row. And this sense of realisation set in that i was actually there, seeing my favourite band and not only was i going to be able to see, sleep token are gonna be RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
The venue was so nice, i think it was one of the smallest ones on the uk/eu tour so it still had the atmosphere of a medium-ish? size concert. The worst thing about that whole day was the waiting because time goes by sooo slow when youre thinking about it and checking your phone constantly. Holy fuck i didnt even get to the actual concert yet
Bilmuri: i did not know anything about the band prior but listened to some of their songs in preparation for the show and i have to say, theyre very cool. Polar opposite vibe to st but sooo fun to watch. And the songs are all bangers (my fave is the one about cranking your mf hog). The singer interacted with us a lot, he pointed to someone in the audience like every 5 seconds, the saxophonist was INCREDIBLE holy shit. There were a couple fun moments, like when someone threw him a shirt with an eagle and the us flag on it and he wore for one song and then had to throw it back because it was too tight lol, then they complimented the crowd (they said that we were louder than the germans fuck yeah) and during the last song i think he pointed at me cause i actually knew the words for once. All around they were very fun, im proud to be an honorary american yeehaw. Theyre gonna be back in prague next year and i def want to see them again!
Sleep token: by the time we were waiting for st i could feel the stress and excitement from everyone around me. I really have to give props to the crowd cause we cheered at every little thing lol. Like even when they took dow bilmuris banner and you could see the giant st logo. I was a bit worried about the fog because with the house lights on it was so thick you could barely see the back of the stage, but it was fine in the end. Now, before i went to the show i told myself i was going to have fun but be normal about it. Well as soon as the lights went down that went out the window. I kinda scared myself with how intensely i was screaming lol.
I mean what is theyre to say. Incredible. Everything from the performance ( vessels vocals, iis a drumming god, iiis whole vibe, ivs screams, the FUCKING ESPERA MY GOD they sing like angels) to the lights and lasers (sometimes i would just look at the lights and get lost in the moment, especially furing atlantic, the summoning and tmbte) the crowd (at least from my pov everyone was having so much fun and my god we were loud, also at points there were like 3-4 different moshpits, people were hanging onto vessels every word, i mean we were cheering and clapping at every little thing)……im just very grateful for this experince. Legit top 3 moments of my life so far
During (i think) the offering vessel came sauntering down the catwalk and maybe this is gonna sound weird, but i realised that they were real?? Because they are anonymous i just kinda saw them as the funny guys and girls in my phone up to that point. So im like holy shit hes in front of me hi (i think i actually said hi out loud) and THEN before the breakdown iii and iv came down the catwalk together and i lost my shit again. And again. And again. Thank god they dont speak my native language
Other notable moments: iii grabbed ivs face like they were going to kiss, i got startled by the elevator during chokehold, vessel had a um...moment with iv during his solo, vessel bowed like 50 times at the end and did a surprisingly correctly shaped heart, someone yelled COME ON VESSEL in czech at the start of ascencionsim, project euclid was a success at least from my pov (im never getting rid of that piece of green paper), walkaline on the catwalk, iii and vessels moment before the granite breakdown (bro needed NO help with the pit), the whole of atlantic
Im not gonna write about every single song because this post is already way too long but my god. Just thank you thank you thank you
PS: a week ago i posted an artwork of mine on here and i never got so many notes on a post so thank you so much!!!i will def post more st fanart in the future
#sleep token#vessel sleep token#ii sleep token#iii sleep token#iv sleep token#espera#sleep token prague#sleep token tour
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OC SHIP ANGST OC SHIP ANGST OC SHIP ANGST KM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES
A/N: YA WANT OC SHIP ANGST?! I’LL GIVE IT TO YOU!! :3 BTW GANG SHOUTOUT TO MOSS THEYRE SO SILLY FHSKSKSHSD LOVE YOU MOSSSSSS YOURE AWESOME <33 ALSO SORRY FOR THE WAIT I HOPE ITS OKAY DHSKSHSB
CW: Talk of burn scars, blood mention, insecurity, hate talk to self, mention of self harm scars, mentions of depression, panic attack (maybe idk what you call what bro went through), etc. (pls let me know what other content warnings I should add if I need anymore, much appreciated <3)
Genre: Angst + Hurt/Comfort
Synopsis:
The reflection was never too kind, especially to Leviathan. He couldn’t look at himself the same. With her it made it so much easier…. But she’s a human. And he’s a demon…. How could she love such an ugly creature?
This writing is based on one of my various stories, called Haunted Family. Could go into the lore if you guys really want, but long story short follows a family full of monsters and has demon lords which represent the seven deadly sins. Yes I slightly took this concept from Obey Me but I swear they’re different dhskshsjshsj 🙁
Enjoy the angst that rots in my brain :3
This image was created with ElenaA's Kiss Crew btw :3
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“See you later, favorite older brother of mine!~”
Asmodeus waved goodbye to his older brother as he began to walk away to the portal of his realm. He looked down and sighed. A visit with his younger brother was always…. Pleasant. But it always reminded him of what he envied.
Leviathan walked through the portal and looked around his room. He realized Livana wasn’t home quite yet. Good, that meant he could prepare something for when she got home. She was a human, after all. She needed the food.
He stopped in front of his half shattered mirror and stared into it for a moment. His face was littered with mismatched patches of skin and the horrid…. Scars. He put his hands to them, feeling the roughness of the burn skin around his face. He looked down. Asmodeus didn’t have burned skin…. None of his brothers besides Lucifer did…. But his burned skin wasn’t noticeable since they were on his back. Leviathan’s was very noticeable. They were all over his body, primarily his face.
He shook his head, glancing down at the photo of Livana he kept on his desk. He thought for a moment.
Belphegor was worthy of his partner…. Asmodeus was worthy of his…. Even Satan was worthy of that stupid angel…. But was he worthy of Livana? The answer was “no” in his eyes. She was so beautiful—so perfect. He wasn’t. He was far from it. He would always be far from perfect. Anything but.
The curse of being a demon of envy; a being of pure jealously and hatred to the world…. Is that he would never be happy with himself. He never would. He would always hate himself. Hate others for what they had and he didn’t.
From his blue and green hair, to his grey eyes that he could barely see out of sometimes without his contacts in, to his burned, miscolored skin that stung every time he let out tears.
To his horns that didn’t curve but just stuck up from his head, to his odd looking ears that resembled a sea creature, to his hands that had long claws and turned black at the beginning of his knuckles.
To the various roughs scales on his skin, to the few fins matching his monstrous ears that found themself hidden under his clothes, to his slightly spiked tail covered in rough scales.
To the way he acted, to the way his voice sounded, to the mere way everyone seemed so carefree and he wasn’t.
Everything. He hated EVERYTHING about himself. And damnit, it hurt. It hurt so much. He hated himself so much. He could never really control that. He would never love himself. As a creature of jealousy and hatred…. He was destined to this, was he not?
He was so wrapped up in his thoughts, he didn’t hear his lovely human come home. She found her way to his room and was about to announce her presence before she noticed he was on the floor. He looked so dazed, so angry. His arms were crossed and his long claws were digging into his skin deeply. Enough to make him bleed through his clothes.
Livana stared for a moment as she got closer. She gently sat in front of him and touched his fast, which made the demon lord flinch. He looked up, ready to kill someone until he realized it was—
“Liv….?”
“Hi, my love.” She whispered softly, looking at him with concern. “…Did you get too wrapped up in your thoughts, again…?”
“Wh— No, I—“ He stopped and realized he was on the floor, that his arms were stinging from the desperate grasp he had on them. He looked at her and looked away. Livana placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.
“You’ll heal soon….”
“I know.”
Livana gently grabbed the demon’s hand and placed her other on his face to make him look at her. He stared at her face. Her deep green eyes, her flawless skin with all of her piercings, and her shoulder length raven colored hair…. All things he loved about her. It made him feel better—much more calm. He felt his body become limp against her touch, leaning into it subconsciously.
“What’s wrong?”
“I…. I don’t know…. Sorry…. Let’s get to—“
“Not so fast.” She sat him down as soon as he tried to stand up. “You do know…. Just tell me? Please?”
“…I… thought too hard, again… it’s…. Nothing it’s really—“
Before he could say anything more, Livana hugged Leviathan close to her chest. He froze, looking down for a moment. He felt his eyes sting, blood forming rather than tears. He let them fall as he cried into her. She winced at the feeling of the blood on her skin, but she ran a hand through his hair gently.
“Leviathan…. You know you’re just as pretty as the rest of them, right? You’re just as good as them too…. Must we go through the reasons, again?”
“…F-Fine…”
“Let’s start then.” Livana pulled him back slightly so he could look at her. He looked at her with his blood filled eyes, which made her frown. She gently wiped the blood as much as she could, kissing his head once more.
“Your hair, eye color, ears, tail, scales, and everything else that seems… fish-like, is a correlation to your species of demon. Your horns and claws make you unique as a demon. Do you think any other of your kind, or any demon in general, is ugly or anything of the sorts because of those aspects?” Leviathan shook his head, looking at his girlfriend as she continued to speak.
“The various patches of different skin tones, including the black fade on your hands, are things people find pretty…. I find them beautiful. And many people with your skin condition are very beautiful. Would you tell them they’re ugly?” Again, he shook his head.
“Your voice is…. My, it’s amazing. It could put me to sleep. Your personality is amazing for someone under so much stress running a whole kingdom… you’re strict when you need to be, kind when you need to be too…. And you may not be as carefree as anyone else but that’s something you can work to improve on…. Would you tell someone they’re an awful person if they thought the way you did?” Once more, he shook his head.
“As for your scars….” Livana paused for a moment. She rolled up her sleeves and displayed her own from a few years back. He stared at them and winced, knowing very well what she went through. Knowing very well if she didn’t get help—she wouldn’t be here today. But his eyes also focused on his symbol on her arm, which made him relax slightly.
“I know our scars are so much different…. I mean yours are burns and mean you sacrificed so much….. mine are just from times it got too much…. From when I thought giving up was my only way out…. But, I’m here, aren’t I? And I can proudly show my scars…. Tell me, would you call me an ugly person because of my scars?”
“No..! Of course I wouldn’t… you’re…. Perfect…. Scars or not….” Leviathan replied as he looked at her.
“What if I thought I wasn’t enough for you? Or that your brothers thought they weren’t worthy of their partners?”
Leviathan stared at her and looked away, “But that’s diff—“
“No it’s not. Hun, you cannot just demean yourself because you think you’re below everyone…. You’re not. You’re not below anyone. Not Yoku, not Deity, not Lucifer, not Mammon, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Satan….. you’re not below them. You’re not below anyone. Please…. Don’t think so lowly of yourself.”
“…It’s hard not to…”
“I know it’s hard, but I promise you…. I’m here every step of the way. Even if you can’t redeem yourself, you can still get out of this bad state…..” Livana kissed his head as he looked at her.
Leviathan stared at her and leaned into her touch. “…I love you…”
“I love you more… I love you so much….” Livana smiles at him. “You seem tired…. We should sleep.”
“…Not before you eat.” Leviathan stood yo and helped her up. He took her hand and lead her to the kitchen. Livana stared and smiled at him.
How could he doubt his good heart, she thought, he always made her she wouldn’t fall….
And she would make sure the same for him.
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A/N: If you were to ask me abt what these two meant to me I would stare at you and write a book.
Remember, you’re amazing, you’re wanted and needed, and you’re the best <3
Have a good day/night!! I hope you enjoyed <33
@jesters-constantly-writing
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Skyrim lied about spiders !!!
okay so the so-called frostbite spiders that appear in rod coward's 2011 video game "Sky Rim" have haunted me for a many years ever since i was a wee little creature type thing because i couldnt identify why they didnt look nothing like no spiders i ever seen. here is picture for reference of what. they look like.
^ that. they look like that. anyway if youve ever seen a spider you may notice some key problems with this depiction of a creature.
huuuuuuuuuuuuuge mosutache mouth
ten legs?
strangely long cephalothorax
weird eyes
well its because theyre NOT SPIDERS !!!! they're stupid fantasy creatures or w/e i know but theyre visually very obviously *not* spiders. they're solifuges.
solifuges are oft-forgotten and nonetheless beautiful arachnids sometimes called camel spiders or wind scorpions. they're neither, theyre their own thing. you can see the shared characteristics! most notably the super long front "legs," which AREN'T legs, theyre actually pedipalps!
Anywa this bothers me so much because skyrim's frostbite despite so obviously being solifuges have spinnerets and spin webs. solifuges don't do that! most of them are hunters or ambush predators. they don't got no webs! they just sprint at thinggs and grab them and rip them apart. anyway i think the spiders in skyrim should do that. they should sprint at you and grab you and rip you apart. i really like solifuges. here's some solifuge fun facts:
solifuges love decadent indulgence in their sweet treats just like me. females have been observed eating soooo much that they become temporarily immobile (Punzo, 1998) now that's what i call. dinner. girl dinner. fuck i fucked it up can we do that one again?
no venom! don't got no venom. no confirmed venemous solifuges anywhere in the world, which would make sense as they have no fangs or other implements with which they would inject venom fo any kind.
estimated top speed of the egyptian giant solifuge is 16 km/h! now that's what i call. yay! (National Geographic, 2010)
Their faces are really dumba nd silly and i love them. ummm. yeah.
okay thanks for coming bye bye now mwwwwwwwah
#arachnophobia#solifugae#skyrim#yaaaay a tumblr post i did a tumblr post#im so proud of myself#if you like my tumblr post you should ummmmm#i dunno how tumblr works#okay bye bye
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i need a threesome with donghyun and kyungmin more than i need air im ILL!!!!
noo mee too tbhh
warning: bxb action. nsfw. fmm 3some. Eiffel tower. m!oral.
03z have a kooky dynamic. theyre both inexperienced when it comes to girls. i think that they might even practice on each other. they hold hands and maybe even smooch. then kyungmin gets a bright idea to ask you to help them. they don’t know any other girls and you seem like you’d play the part. donghyun’s like omg ur a genius i’m never kissing you again.
they invite you over for a movie night like usual. they’re so touchy. km lays his head in your lap and lets you pet him. kitty coded. dh’s got his head on your shoulder and holds your hand.
the skinship is welcome, but confusing. “you two are so touchy tonight, aren’t you?” km would blush for sure. he thinks you caught onto them. dh just smiles at you. “yeah. we missed you.”
he lets the moment linger in the air before adding on. “you know, do you have a lot of experience? like, with having a boyfriend or anything?” kyungmin looks for your reaction. if you’re mad, he’s blaming it all on donghyun.
“i think i have a fair amount. there’s more experienced people for sure. why are you wondering?” km relaxes. you weren’t mad. yet.
“well kyungmin and i have been thinking about that a lot. we don’t have any experience. so we’ve been practicing with each other.” that catches your attention.
“what the fuck? why? do you make out?” km could d*e of embarrassment.
“yeah. sometimes. just to see what it’s like.” donghyun doesn’t seem embarrassed at all. he earns a swat on the arm from kyungmin.
“well can i watch?” they look at you with wide eyes. they didn’t even have to ask? “seriously?” kyungmin cant believe what he’s hearing.
“so i can tell you what you’re doing wrong. obviously.” donghyun had heard enough. he’s not throwing away this opportunity.
he moves forward to hover over kyungmin, taking his chin into his grip. he’s going to give you exactly what you want. so he kisses him.
donghyun’s got one hand on the other’s hip, and another in his hair. he’s found that it’s quite fun to play with his friend’s locks. hard tugs earn him access to his mouth as well. so he gives the hair a little pull.
kyungmin gasps into the others’ mouth. a tongue slips past his lips to touch his teeth. he meets in the middle with his own tongue, letting donghyun do whatever he wants.
the other set of lips pull away. kyungmin lets his neck rest by rolling his head back. donghyun takes that opportunity to plant his lips on the newly exposed skin. km gasps and lolls his head to face you. dh had never ventured there before.
your lap holds a beautiful sight. donghyun’s sharpened jawline and kyungmin’s ditzy look. you can’t help but run your thumb over km’s puffy lips. they were already plump, but kissing accentuates them.
he lets out a new sound at the contact. one he’s never made before. hip lips part a bit more, inviting your thumb to push further. a little more pressure has him taking it into his mouth. he lets his tongue travel around it, sucking slightly.
donghyun’s ears perk up with the sound. he pulls away to see what’s happening. kyungmin sucking your thumb was not what he expected. “oh.”
silence fills the air. it invites you to speak. “you did a good job donghyunnie. if i didn’t know any better, i’d say you’d kissed dozens of people.”
he gives a shy smile and takes in the scene. he’s almost fully hard in his shorts. kyungmin looks like a wreck. just from a little kissing.
“you want me to help you take it a little further?” km looks at you with shiny eyes. “would you?”
“of course! i’ll always help you with whatever you need, minnie.” you say as if it were so obvious. “do you want to see what it’s like to get head from a girl? or has donghyun already shown you that?” you’d be lying if you said that you hadn’t thought about this before.
“no! i don’t want him. i want you to.” donghyun grips his chest in mock-agony. “wow, thanks.” you guide him off your lap, adding to his pain.
kyungmin sits against the couch’s armrest. you settle yourself between his little thighs. he lifts his hips to slide his shorts to his knees easily.
his cock springs into the air once freed. he’s fully hard now. you touch his thigh to get his attention. “can i touch you, minnie?” he nods quickly. “yeah. yeah, please.”
he’s already leaking by the time you get to him. trailing your fingers up his thighs and flashing him a cute set of eyes didn’t do anything to calm him down.
you wrap a hand around him, easing him in to the experience. his teeth catch his bottom lip. you let him jerk up into your hand, but lay the other hand on his hip, pressing down as a warning.
it’s then when you remember the other boy in the room. “bored back there, keumie?”
“no, i’m watchin’ you.” you start moving your hand up and down, alternating pressure with each stroke. this draws a sound from kyungmin’s lips.
“well, wouldn’t you rather fuck me?”
he doesn’t say anything at first, too shocked to speak. instead, he presses himself behind you. “fuck, yeah.” you finally give kyungmin what he’s been looking for and wrap your lips around him.
you don’t expect dh to yank your shorts down, but he does. he doesn’t waste time exposing you. the last thing on his mind is a condom. he lines up with your entrance and slides himself in right away.
you let out a surprised sound around kyungmin. it travels through him and falls off his lips as a moan.
the position creates a perfect path for his cock. it slides in and rubs its’ tip against your swollen g-spot. beginner’s luck.
kyungmin whines when his cock falls out of your mouth. he’s been fisting the couch for the duration of his experience. now that his balls are full, he’s desperate for your touch. he drags your hand to his cock once again. your nails make contact with his head, making him jerk away.
you take the hint, mouthing the tip of his cock once again. you strive to please him, even though you want nothing more than to relish in your pleasure. donghyun’s cock hits the right spots inside you. his hips snap with purpose, to bring him to his orgasm.
it’s doesn’t take him long. kyungmin’s orgasm catches him off guard, finishing with white spurts that cover your cheek. his girly whines are enough to satisfy donghyun. he cums soon after, letting himself finish on your back.
you give breathless kyungmin a rough squeeze on his thigh. his carelessness left you with an unexpected facial. the squeal he lets out is his payment.
“clean her up.” donghyun commands. he doesn’t want a mess on his couch. kyungmin starts to move. “i’ll get a towel for you.”
“no.” your confused reactions urge him to elaborate. “use your mouth, minnie. i don’t want a mess.” he says this all while wiping you down with his shirt. he doesn’t need one, anyway.
a furious blush takes over his face. he doesn’t say anything. he just leans down and kisses your cheek, following with a drag of his tongue. he stills, to swallow, then repeats the actions.
“attaboy. i cant have a stain on my couch now, can i?” it’s a rhetorical question, but kyungmin whispers an answer anyway.
“no. i’m sorry.”
anyway. yes i love my 03z. i think they would be such a fun pair to have a threesome w. donghyun loves making fun of his little kyungminnie.
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lol who needs stitches amirite?? like who caressss fr, honestly fuck my stupid baaka life. at least the pain is nice to help with how much i wanna kms. i deserve to feel bad im not a good person no matter how much ppl say i am. theyre good ppl to believe so much in me but i don't deserve their faith. give your faith to someone who actually deserves it not some freak who has to cut himself to his own standards to stay alive, to feel alive. to be beautiful
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