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cobaltfluff · 2 years

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Iori: y'all are just getting played by Riku

Me, crying: HE'S PUPPY AND I CARE HIM

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puhpandas · 6 months

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ideal ggy reveal for me right now is some sort of game whatever format theyd use (for example sb vs hw is very different storytelling) about vanny killing dr rabbit and it leads up to the beginning of sb at the end

#like more vanny shows rab in a game therefore making ggy canon for sure explains why gregory was in the pizzaplex #would show one of the stepping stones vanny took to get to glitchtrap to kill him like she killed rab #it just makes sense to me #also works for vanny cassie #since rab will be no threat since hes dead so vanny has the spotlight #and gregory with his connection to cassie feels guilt over letting the same thing that happned to him and his family happen to her #so now he feels responsible to help her #leading to a game with gregory protag and vanessa and freddy co-protag/guides #im just explaining the secret little future fnaf game storyline im hoping for in my head #i just feel like if vanny cassie is real #which it RLLY seems like it is after hw2 #revealing ggy before some sort of action would be taken would mean a lot #for gregory and cassies relationship #he would uave been in her boat and feel guilt for not being fast enough to save her from tbe same fate #i know vanessa would work better because she was vanny but she has no connection or friendship with cassie like gregory does #and it gives ggy some importance too #that is kinda more to serve the cassie plot than to make ggy more important or overshadowing vanny #not that ggy could overshadow vanny if vanny cassie is happening lol #pandas.txt #thoughts #theory #kinda #im just being hopeful #by hw2s dlc things will be so different #its so impossible to guess whatll happen in a fnaf game #and what will change #superstar duo #ggy #this is ALSO heavily based on a theory of mine that vanny killed rab @ the beginning of sb and thats why greg was at the pizzaplex #and how he got freed and why rab is nowhere to be found

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nicoscheer · 4 months

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#26/05/2024 #miles kane #ig Stories #Epiphone Casino E230TD 1963 #with tremolo because otherwise it could never be his #why did I Google the price tag 😭😭😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️🤯😱#I guess the one man band tour was a success 🤣💅#I guess this means he kinda retired the 1969 Gibson ES-335 he’s been using since the very beginning #love that he got his drivers license his mini and still elects to use cabs 99% of the time 😂#Maxie looks so confused 😂#his little dangling legs 🫠🫠🫶🏽#fashion icon #I can hear their combined cackle all the way over the pond #HOW is it that his arms mostly look so thin in these pics when we oh so know that they are massive #classy asf #happy 19th birthday to our lovebirds meeting

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prismaticpichu · 2 years

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My mind has just realized something fantastical. I’ma GENUIS.

Sephiroth is called both a One-Winged Angel, and The Demon of Wutai. He’s both. He’s both! He’s a demonic angel! He’s good and evil, yet those titles are swapped based on his actual morality! He’s a Demon in Crisis Core and an Angel in, like, not Crisis Core! Ahh what symbolism! I think!

#my mind is a giant Windows 10 buffer screen #realizes things too late #but hey! neat!#kinda? maybe? a sliver? nah? yeah ok #I guess it shows he always had that seed of *mermaid man voice* EVIL in there since the beginning #ffvii #sephiroth #crisis core #fallen angels confuse me! how could he be a fallen angel if he was already a demon!#sephiroth just like walked up the escalator that was going down #is demon of Wutai canon? I think it is #either way it’s definitely applied to his CC side #why do they call him an angel tho like why not one-winged crow or something #raven?#feathery dragon?

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qqqqqqqqqqq0 · 3 months

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i've been having some trouble falling asleep lately

#art #i'll be yapping in the tags #its not that im depressed or anything. it is the opposite actually #ive been using this medicine for quite some time. and it made all my negative emotions disappear #“oh wow huh but isnt it great you don't feel bad anymore”. this is the same thing my psychiatrist told me when we were discussing this topic #in hindsight it was kinda silly of her to say. i can't believe i pay a ridiculous amount of money per session just to hear shit like that #but she's cute and im a pathetic homosexual who'll seethe at the sight of other specialists like a beaten dog so I will let it slide i guess #we see each other twice a year anyway and all i need from her is the prescription for happy pills. anyway the happypillen #i would fight god if it means i can use stertraline for the rest of my life. thanks to it i can and i do live #but I don't really feel like myself anymore. do you get what i mean #the things that have been giving me anxiety attacks or flashbacks not so long ago? i feel almost nothing about it at this momet #it still haunts me to this day but the intensity of my feelings and emotions does not reach even 1/5 of what it was before #i do not want to disclose more specific topics so i will use a simple example. i used to be afraid of dogs #the fear was so severe that the mere sight of the tiniest little barfing creature was enough for me to freeze #now i can pass one without any problem. the fear i feel today is nothing more than a shadow of bygone times (something i do out of habit)#but i guess this example is not objective enough since my close irl friend has a dog that i became fond of #im still pretty sure this dog of her is capable of biting my ass off if necessary but im not afraid of it #because fear is not an option in this brain of mine at this moment #i don't feel any anxiety sadness or anger anymore. even if something close to it begins to rise in me it shuns down within a few minutes #i can't even cry. i am craving emotions that i was so eagerly trying to dispose of back then #i feel the most mentally stable I have ever been and at the same time i feel pretty much dead.#perhaps i just got used to the fact that sorrow accompanied me for a very long time and i should learn to live without it #perhaps sorrow is just as important as happiness and its absence is a mere side effect of the happy pills #and i have to put up with it in order to have a functional brain #perhaps we people are never happy with what we have in our hands. also i hate drawing #one's can tell since the picture i attached is raw as fuck #but even despite my praised mental stability if i were to stay alone with it even for a minute longer i would go insane #next time i will draw something lighter and cuter. like my favorite kpop boy or fortnite. maybe in the next century #thanks for coming to my tedtalk. bye #i made a typo in the word “sertraline” but im too lazy to fix it i would fight god for you but i will not do this im sorry zoloft

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quaddmgd · 1 year

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FORMING A BOND

"What's up, Sully? Need some help?" "Yeah, if you're free… I need to get this thing running before the storm."

"Jane Shirley of AZFR here, broadcasting live from safety. Just jumping in to remind you that starting today, the whole state is under a severe thunderstorm alert for the next few days. Don't let the sun fool you. Enjoy it while you can, and wear your life jackets in the evening for this sweet, sponsored by humankind, acid rain! Time for the next track. Jane out for now, but never leaving. As always, stay safe out there, outlaws."

"We should have about two hours... you think we can make it?" "Just fine, T. Don't worry. Just... need... Pass me something to extend that wrench. None of these things can move." "Here." "Thanks." "Sorry for taking up your time." "Don't mention it. Section can go fuck himself." "Yeah. Tell me about it..." "Speaking of, about 50 clicks from here, there's this mansion I've been scoping out, that belongs to some corpo chick. Don't ask me how I know that, but she's going on a business trip in a week, and I'm planning to take Rainer, Harry and some of the cooler folks there to throw a party and get some rest from the trash at the camp. You know, for a weekend. Wanna come with us?" "You want to break in to throw a party?" "Among other things, yeah, you could say that. So... interested? It'll be fun." "Eh, what the fuck, right?" "That's the spirit! You won't regret it. We earned some rest, don't you think? Now, could you pass me that thing over there?"

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edelorion · 5 months

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#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

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tariah23 · 6 months

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They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now

#rambling #the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵‍💫#and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was #absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba #well I watched it first but you know #like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all #a Nazi #and second #the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman #it’s……. 🗿#still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord #Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️#happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph-#Gojo would never sjjsaj #my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️#I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again #the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga #like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of #conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro #who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk #idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol #gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol #it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh #like gege tried but lmfao #this is so funny to me #at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly #Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and #I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s #always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors #the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿

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theflyingfeeling · 1 year

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current level of boredom while being mildly poorly (=not poorly enough to just lie down doing nothing but poorly enough to not have the energy to do anything thought-consuming): tagging all my shippy asks/posts ✨💅

ps. if anyone knows how to use the mass post editor to actually mass-edit tags in a convenient way I'd appreciate the help 🙏 like, idk if it's even possible to find all the posts I have tagged as x and edit the tags of all those posts at once? 🤔 so far I only know you can find tagged posts on your own blog by adding /tagged/x at the end of your url and then editing the tags manually one post at a time 🥲

#all these years on the hellsite and i still haven't figured out how to use the mass post editor for anything useful 💀#anywayyy literally no one cares but the tags i've been using so far are:#olliallu ollixalluxjoel joonasxniko joelxolli joonasxolli #i also have previously tagged some random posts as joeleksi #yes it's very inconsistent but i had already tagged posts as olliallu but then i realised joonasniko looks kinda dumb 😪#so joonasxniko it is i guess 😐 funnily enough olliallu looks alright?? but i kinda also want to start using ollixallu from now on #because now it just bothers me so much that one of them is diffferent in style 😭😂😭#i think i've tagged shippy posts with them as joonas/niko before but i'm gonna have to change that 😑#since the / does not work that well in tagging ugh #i just started so i've only managed to tag about a fraction of the asks 💀#man i wish i had had a proper tagging system for asks from the beginning #i never saw the point and idk if there's any point to tagging them afterwards either but ehh i can't write fic so what else should i do #also idk how much sense any of those posts make ''out of context'' but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe at some point this might come in handy #(also also yes i can't write fic i don't have the energy to concentrate and anyway i'll probably need to start it all over again 😩)

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yume-fanfare · 1 year

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oh right the current state of yumenosaki as i've understood it is. yuzuru argued so they'd get something called "student council privileges", that some bright mind shortened to something that means "holy sword"

since next year is going to be a test to see if ES academies work, they implemented a system where students can text their complaints to the "holy sword" section on HoldHands. something like "the wallpaper is so ugly please change it", then an es representative answers "ok that will be 200000L$" and if the student can pay that money, the changes will be implemented

so tori, using his family's wealth and fine's influence as part of the big 3, paid to bring back the student council and the club activities (that were also going to be removed)

#and im p sure this holy sword thing was sorted out before the story even started #so yztr had a ''if only i had finished my explanation all of this wouldnt have happened'' moment i think. its kinda #because tori got mad at him and slapped him for being in favor of es academy #but yuzuru had been in favor of it as a means to be able to include this angle #and he had indeed achieved it before tori even got mad so yeah #but i guess he wouldve had to get mad anyways in order to accept it #something abt stages of grief #but still some of the conflict couldve been avoided if they had explained it all since the beginning for sure #anyways. i do not think this system is a good idea at all #i didnt rly understand How they filter the complaints or anything but like #not a good idea dude #enstars #mar's midnight rambles #posting this partly for my own organization ww

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tenrose · 1 year

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Gideon finally being back, taking control of Harrow's body and complaining about how weak she is, and being pissed because her sword is deteriorated is so on brand. I missed her so much 😭

#the locked tomb #harrow the ninth #she did betray herself as the narrator with the insistence on proper sword term lmao #i guess tamsyn did not want to make it obvious with Gideon's very recognizable way of telling things #but still it was kinda obvious #and also the fact that the whole lyctoral thing tells us since beginning that she's supposed to be inside of Harrow's head anyway #but anyway there's a lot of stuff I need to unpack lmao

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ednaeflowers · 6 months

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edna's love language is quality time. she's spent 1000+ years by herself on r.ayfalke waiting for e.izen to come home—she will never, ever admit to it, but she's definitely felt lonely before through those 1000+ years, so quality time would definitely help bring her closer to someone. she will still, of course, tease whoever she is with: because of how she's like, the more she teases you, the more fond of you she is. she isn't the type who talks about how she actually feels, especially if it's sentimental or personal, so it's very subtle in how much she enjoys someone's company. she opens up slowly, but once you gain her trust, she trusts you.

it reassures her to know that she still has people around her. it'll make her feel more comfortable knowing that there is still at least another person she can be around since she literally lost the only person she could truly rely on—so, it makes sense that she doesn't want to lose more people. she is very "loud" about how she teases people, but very "quiet" in how she shows what's actually on her mind. to know what she is feeling, it's all in her actions.

#''love language'' seems a bit misleading but i rlly think it kinda sums it up tbh #i feel like i will never be able to ship here so this isn't exactly a ''shippy'' hc lol #tho i think it can apply to any of her relationships tbh #i think this could also affect how much she trusts someone too #and over time the zesty crew BECOME trusted friends to her ( tho it's canon that she and l.ailah are already friends when zesty begins )#i just want to know what's on her mind ! she is like a cat i must study in order for her to like me #since there is much more to her character than just being the source of comedy which a lot of ppl tend to gloss over #altho i will acknowledge there are times she's just being a bully to be a bully 💀#still love her very much tho -- i just love her on an abnormal amount 💛💛🥺#i was talking to rinni earlier about edna and successfully converting her to support best earth siblings #and then my brain just started to work more gears i guess LOL ...#anyway i wrote this up while thinking about k.ratos and edna THANKS RINNI 😩 didn't know how much i needed them until today 😩#... i think too much about edna so i will stop talking here and go to bed ...... 🙈🙈🙈#°˖✧❀ ❛ memories. ┊ headcanons. ❀✧˖°#°˖✧❀ ❛ out of offerings. ┊ ooc. ❀✧˖°

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lovvelorrn · 11 months

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i've read 3 ya romance-ish books in the past 7 days or something and now i feel so weird lmao

#they were: tell me three things. better than the movies and the duff (i know i'm sorry it was a reread which makes it even WORSE)#ok so my thoughts: i feel like i always want MORE and i keep expecting MORE from these books. honestly i loved tell me three things #it has some questionable dialogue about feminism and like.. it's not the best representation tbh. but i loved the relationship even though #I STILL wanted more. but i loved the protagonist and the love interest was cute enough... so then better than the movies #what the hell !! i feel like it was an ok book but it didn't feel that it got inspiration from movies at all. i guess the small quotes #at the beginning did something but it wasn't what i expected or wanted from it like. it needed to be MORE. the relationship was ok but the #main character just didn't get it... which seems absurd to me now but when i think about My Highschool Experience...#i guess i can kinda see why she wouldn't even be able to see that she liked someone else if that someone else was someone completely #unexpected . and then the duff.... yikes. but at the same time... not so bad?? idk . i feel like my brain's gotten smaller since i've read #all of these lmaoooo #but i'm still nOT satisfied like what the hell !!!! i want (no. I NEED) a good book to read that has an amazing love story that spans #several books or something idk i need to feel the love like it's real and breathing and alive. anyway #books i've read

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kimmkitsuragi · 11 months

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"if i finish this i will watch a horror movie" thing kinda backfired it's 9pm lmao

#will i still do it. yes. probably.#it would probably be more fun in the night too so yeah #but god fucking damn it can i please just finish this thing #i cant even be properly mad at myself because ive been Actually Working in these last days lol #at last!!!#it feels like i can actually finish the whole thing next week :')#i started this at the beginning of September goddddddddd 😭😭#if i took it more seriously from the start it would've been done by now lol #but i guess at least im making progress #i am kinda getting nervous thinking abt deadlines and actually applying even tho i still have like a month for one school #and 2+ months for others lol #there's one in italy that's earlier than that but not sure if i wanna go for that one tbh so........ idk #but since it's wayy cheaper and i dont have many cheap options and i fear the same thing (aka not being able to go bc #of money) will happen again this year lol #so yeah just. not sure in general.#if i think too much about any of this i start to question everything anyway lmao so i shouldnt <3 #i gotta visit my old uni to talk abt some letters too which i Know for a fact they would write #but it's so nerve wracking to think about butttt i gotta do it this week/early next week so.....#(this week means actually the next week in this case i guess lmao since it's friday rn)#bc they said 2 weeks notice sooooo im guessing that would be okay but u knowwwwwww ugh #okay. my goal is to just do this thing today #then finish the whole project tomorrow #then do the other readjustments for the other projects in a few days hopefully #then go to school #yeah. doable. perfectly doable #i gotta arrange the (redacted) and (redacted) meetings too lol buttttt yeah #🗒#wow i didnt intend to write this much tbh anyway

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ormymarius · 1 year

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after months I think I’m done with character ai, the chatbots just get repetitive and boring after a while, the characterizations are also starting to annoy me.

I don’t think it’s bad to use for just like… fun which I’ve been doing and what everyone who uses it should do.

but I’ve noticed some people use it to replace fanfic and they should rethink. anyway, it’s just getting old and I’m pretty sure I’ve talked enough with my “faves”. Time to go back to the good old imagination. 🫡

#it’s kinda weirded me out since the beginning anyway but I still had some fun I guess #gave me black mirror vibes #I do wonder where it gets all that data from #some stuff is just suspicious to me #ANYWAY goodbye to the bots #character ai

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woulddieforloki · 2 years

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love when you get a nice long comment in Spanish and you excitedly copy it and paste it into Google translate... and the first line is "hmm... I don't like this story anymore"

#I usually read the non-english ones last because i gotta google translate them and it adds an air of suspense y'know #like excitedly wondering what's it gonna say #i didn't do that this time like my gut told me to just start from the bottom and go in that order #and im glad i did because now i get a pallette cleanser after that 😅#i guess they just think my loki is too soft?#which is fine ig I've spent 1/3 of a million words developing his character arc and it makes sense that not everybody would like where #it went because he definitely has changed since the beginning of the fic #kinda discouraging but that's okay! that's life! gonna keep writing my fanfic anyway :D #positivity :D

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