#kinda embarrassing 💔

[b3achysurfur]

this is what I feel like when I read sbg

[francy-sketches]

Made a little crochet joffrey now he lives in my bookshelf ❤️

[ignihyde-resident]

Stop im so late to this anyway Yuwen!! @quartztwst

I’m in a rush so imma reblog with his facts later :p

She’s a non rival 😓

[cupiidzbow]

….. y’all……… im …..( fnaf ambiance ) …..writing.

[horromcom]

ozzy’s fav petnamez for plankton are cricket nd lovebug nd hiz favz for karen are nightlight nd stunner. ok bye. runz away

[screampied]

girl have you watched attack on titan

yeah 🧌.

i loveeee aot but the end of season four confused me LMAOOO. i didn’t know wtf was going on, eren … war .. manbun… idk. actually, i don’t think i saw how it ends bc i just gave up. i’m probably just gonna finish the manga instead or rewatch🏋️‍♀️

[f1owermoon]

yooo i haven't done any fun makeup in forever❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️

[warriorprincesstramp]

getting new frames is so ridiculous they're like how does this one look I think it looks nice!! and I have to be like haha cool. well I wouldn't know because believe it or not I Can't Fucking See without my prescription. that's sort of why I'm here

[whoiskt]

I showed the progress on my animatic today in class and my teacher was not interested in seeing the rest (it's about a third of the way done currently) lol he thinks it would be better for me if I switched to something else so I guess that's switching from a class project to a personal project now

[embersofhope-if]

^^me after going through my two thousand song long playlist trying to remake the emebers of hope playlist and im still not happy with it😐

[roturo]

Hiiiiii, question, for your most recent miniskirts post could you explain what’s exactly going on in Nanami’s part? I’m a bit confused

oh, HELP this is so embarrassing 🙁

as i said it was no proof read, and this is not my first time writing something while watching the office and maybe just a little tipsy, what i tried to explain was like…. being a new sorcerer coming from another place outside of japan (miguel kinda shit), but he was kind of an asshole when you first met him, being this kind of “i’m so mature guy, i must focus in work and be the best and perfect” something like that (that’s what i remember 🆘), UGHH now im mad at myself bc i just remembered the whole idea and it had SO much potential, being a new sorcerer there in tokyo bc of x reason, nanami considered you “too young” for this type of missions, and you work in miniskirts, but he has a secret crush on you and enemies to lovers and sex in his office and acting like you hate eachother in public and FUCK IT HAD A LOT OF POTENTIAL I FUCKING HATE MYSELF 🗣️🗣️ might have to start writing my first nanami one-shot

[f0rgetf0rgetting]

im sorry for being one of the only mfs that show up when you search in the gakukai tag in here

it’s just going to get worse

[lanternmice]

you clearly love them a lot and i am So curious what ur thoughts on seven red suns as a character are. theyre.. kinda mean from what uve seen, but you probably have some great insights!! if this means gushing about your f/o instead of serious analysis i am also in 100% support of that gbjhf

WUAGHHHHH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN I LIKE THEM SOOOO MUCH i really really want to talk about General interpretations but it's hard because of how obviously biased i am. but. Augh. this is so nothing but it got long and i'm embarrassed so woe read more be upon ye

i gotta start by mentioning that faelings original design & concept for suns (and spearmaster by extension) is sooo important to me and a lot of my personal interp comes from that, comics like this (link to the official discord btw) that they made for example! and though it has arguably less to do with suns, the 1.5 drought mod also has a special place in my heart but if i get too into that i'll start screaming and crying about it. just know that wanderer is so special to me and suns has two kitty cats that they love so much ok?🫶

anyways. i think because of the fact they aren't fleshed out much in canon aside from the spearmaster broadcasts there's a lot left up for the player to decide, which honestly is really fun to me and i genuinely love seeing other peoples interpretations!! but personally because you mentioned it and because i feel kinda strongly about this in particular, i wanna say that i don't think suns is mean, i think they definitely have the potential to be overprotective and intimidating, but it'd almost always be out of love. one thing the broadcasts ARE good at showing is just how much they care about basically everybody around them, even if they're a little.. dense about some things. they way they talk in the chat logs with nsh, about their guilt over pebbles' situation and trying to make up for it even though pebbles clearly doesn't want their help, about dooming not only pebbles but moon as well (who as far as canon text goes, they don't seem to have ever personally talked to moon at all imo). and when nsh stops messaging them, or becomes increasingly worried about moon, they get visibly concerned about his wellbeing as well and does their best to console him. my favourite broadcasts are the ones about their gradual realization that maaaaybe they care about spearmaster a little more than they originally intended to. they raised spearmaster, going as far as to teach it a personally modified sign language rather than a quick and easy one-way mark of communication like most iterators would do. the chat logs after spearmaster encounters pebbles and how worried suns was for it, about how they regret ever sending them to pebbles in the first place, and that they just wished it'd return home to them safely. there's also the fact that they kept an eye on spearmaster with their overseer basically 24/7, to the point that even pebbles knew that suns was watching. overseers can act on their own, we know that from what we see in canon, but pebbles knew that suns was actively watching when spearmaster entered his can. which. god this wasn't supposed to be about pebbles but pebbles not killing spearmaster is something that's so important to me because he so easily could have killed them and there was no reason for him not to. but despite how hurt he was and how wronged he felt, he knew that it would have ruined suns so he held himself back and it's so AAUUGHHHHHH!!!!!!! i love them all so much. this is barely even about suns anymore sorry i didn't mean to type so much about spearmaster i just love their campaign so much. don't even get me started on the thought of ascending as spearmaster that shit will make me start killing people i actually was going to talk about headcanon stuff too (mostly stuff from before the global ascension/after riv) but. i started thinking too hard about suns and pebbles and spearmaster and wanderer and and and. Well sorry but i fear that if i think about rain world any more today i may end up on national television. so maybe another day

[telperinquaar]

I don't understand how people simply enjoy something. A book. A show. A song. An animal. Even when I say, "Eh, it's okay," I still have so may thoughts and feelings and emotions about why I feel like that. I am so full of passion about the things and people that I love that I can't express it. My brain has so many words, so many thoughts, that they come out of my mouth or my fingers as either an incomprehensible garble of sounds or as something removed and distant, like I'm writing fiction, to make expression easier.

I don't know how to have a casual conversation about a book; "Did you like it?" I ask. "Yeah, it was good," they say, and I am infuriated because I don't know what that means. My conversations seem one-sided, not because I don't know how to listen, but because I have so much to say.

I tell a classmate I like an artist; what I mean is that I like an album that is ten years old. "What do you think of their newer stuff?" he asks, and I'm confused. Why would I need anything new, when I'm so enamored with a decade-old song? I wonder. But did you know that this old album that I've loved since I heard it six years ago was the second album the artist did, and that they got their start playing gigs at a local university? Weird Al parodied this song, and got the extras from the original video to be in his version! Oh and that song was used on Scrubs on two different occasions. My classmate looks at me like I've started speaking Spanish and I pause, because isn't this how you love an artist? When you love a song, aren't you supposed to listen to it on repeat for three days straight before looking for covers and parodies so that you can listen to it even more?

"I'm a big fan of the MCU, " a coworker says. "I'm not really into superhero movies," I say, forcing back sharing my opinion on Infinity War/Endgame, because I know that will just lead to my Marvel Rant, and why I've become jaded and saddened by what's happened to a thing I love. She likes Marvel enough to see all their movies and then go home. I shuffle my comics and roleplaying history and fanfiction behind my back so she doesn't see.

My son sees my partner create buildings out of paper and sees me spin toys from yarn. He prints out page after page of paper toys, and shows me a link to a pattern on YouTube. My partner and I look at each other, because the things he's talking about are foreign to us, but he looks at us so earnestly as he chatters away about bizarre creatures from square worlds and bright round ones. He downloads a game and I begin googling so that we can talk back. (Our enthusiasm can't match his, but he doesn't seem to notice.) The next week he's on about something else, talking a mile a minute about a movie he just discovered that came out fifteen years ago. He doesn't seem to remember that his last fixation even exists. I can't remember if I've seen it or not. I suppress a small sigh (not from resentment, but from the exhaustion of trying to keep up). Oh well. At least I have my weekend plans now.

being autistic is beautiful and then you're afraid of abandonment because your brain has picked up on the exact patterns that signal another loss and then you step outside and there are patterns in the sky in the grass in every touch and every laugh. someone looks at you and there is a shift in their gaze to tell you "i know you're wrong. you are something wrong." something between pity and embarrassment and you want to rip it out of your body for a second and then you listen to music and the euphoria makes it all worth it because they could never experience this joy. you're sky-high. you look in the mirror and your eyes appear inexplicably vacant and then you read about how so many autistic kids are cleverer than everyone else as children and then the opposite afterwards. at a certain age you equalise. you grow sharper teeth and you bite off more than you can chew and you chew it all anyway. there's spring in the air and your brain functions like a scattergraph and when you think about it hard enough it's impossible not to fall in love. if you're an alien you're a lovely one. one day you fall in love and you know it's more intense than it should be but you love her anyway, knowing how it will end. are you invented for grief? are you invented for love, carrying grief?

truthfully being autistic puts a gun full of love to your head. i will always be a little bit more alone than everyone else but the shades of green seperate into a spectrum of feeling and this schematic of an engine is a poem to progress and every song i love is a holy hymn and when your brain is a scattergraph, once you love something, you love everything. you're more alone than everyone else and the least lonely creature on earth, even in isolation.

[wanderingpages]

in my head maybe bc he took u to the cemetery for a date? You were like emo in high school and ur bf was jocky and he wanted to connect w u so he said lemme show u something and the something was a graveyard 💀

It was practically a national park :/

[tension4mari]

Hatefucking with Thanos!

Well kinda ^^

ꨄ︎Paring- Thanos x Fem!Reader

not proofread

ꨄ︎Warnings-Sex, unprotected sex, (wibyti!) cursing, stomach pressing, toxic thanos, that's it??lmk!

ꨄ︎Summary- No summary bro- fill in from the fic i just lost.💔💔

Kinda squid game au, but everything mostly takes place in the restroom..

ꨄ︎"You think you're better than me? Hm!" He says fucking his hips in you more violently. "Ngh.. no! You reply back, legs numb from how far they were getting pushed back.

ꨄ︎"Oh yea?" he's grunting loudly, he's got is face in the crook of your neck, sucking on the sweet spot you didn't know you had. "Then why the fuck did you embarrassed me out there!"

ꨄ︎Thanos told you to pick 'O', telling everyone that their side was gonna win. It ended as a tie, he was so embarrassed. 'See... You should have fucking listened to me, you know everything, right?

ꨄ︎He lets go of one of your legs pushing his way into you deeper and you whimper at the new way he's fucking into you. "Shit! Don't stop- feel's so'good." You're a moaning mess and he's laughing at the way you're so fucked out.

ꨄ︎"Look at you! Fucking slut-" He flips you on your side, grabbing your leg to pull it up. Now he's fucking you sideways "S-shit.. You like this? Oh, I bet you do" You try to find something to grab on but to no avail there's nothing to grab on.

ꨄ︎"So desperate.. I think I like you more like this, instead of you running that pretty fucking mouth of yours-" You bend your legs, looking for comfort in them but you can't feel neither one of them and start to tear up from the pain and pleasure.

ꨄ︎He throws you back onto your back, letting go of both your legs and puts his hand on your hip moving faster, "Fuck.." he's start breathing heavily before he moves his hands towards your stomach pressing down on it trying to find himself in you.

ꨄ︎"Can you feel that? Feel me?" He laughes viciously "I bet you fucking can." You move to grab onto his hands, struck my the pain on your stomach "It hurts- s-stop it!" He looks up to your face and sees the tears in the corner of your eyes. He likes you like this. He he could have sworn he got more hard than he already were. He pushes down onto your stomach a little more "Hghh! Stop!" You're full on crying now "I'm sorry- just stop that! Please!" Although he likes to see you cry he knew he had to stop before you actually got hurt, He can't afford that.

ꨄ︎"Fuck.. im gonna cum inside you-" he says lowly "And you better take all of it-" he pulls his hands from your stomach back onto your hips. "You think you can?"

ꨄ︎"Mhm!" Your eyes are screwed shut and you're nodding your head. His head makes his way back to the crook of your neck biting it before cumming inside you.

ꨄ︎"F-fuck you're amazing." He says pulling out "You never fail to amaze me with your tight cunt!' you cringe at the way he's talking and throw your arm over your face. "Ugh.. stop talking like that- and just leave already." He gets up and stares down at you "Right, I'm sure they've missed me. Get up and get cleaned." He says find some way to wipe his dick and tuck it back into his pants

ꨄ︎"Yea, ok" you reply as he leaves, he makes his way out the bathroom and back into the main room, going over where his friends were "Yo Thanos, where'cha go bro?" Nam-gyu ask "None of your fucking business so don't worry about it." he says as he throws himself on the bed laying down on his stomach and Nam-gyu eyes watches the person who just came through the same door Thanos did. "Sly bitch-" he mumbles looking up at Thanos.

no part two 😭 please don't ask -