#kidney restore

[piosplayhouse]

my leave jiang yanli alone post is going around again which is fine I still stand by everything in that and also everything everyone added but now IM ALSO getting psychic damage from remembering that there are some people in this fucking fandom who genuinely believe jiang yanli should have fixed wei wuxian's entire life

[boyfridged]

once again thinking about jason missing random organs because they were stolen/disposed of during his autopsy. just missing two or three of his non-vital organs and never realising until in need of some surgery/an x-ray.

[bunnyb34r]

Boy oh boy it sure is fun having anxiety attacks every time it's windy out or a storm is forecasted for my area :) sure do love this!

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Switchwords by AstroruchiAbhiruchi

Switch phrase for balancing "The Problem of Kidney Stone"

Magical Switch words

Dr. Abhiruchi explain Switch words are single words or phrases that are believed to influence the subconscious mind and bring about positive changes in a person's life. They are used in the context of energy healing, self-improvement, and manifestation practices. Examples of commonly used switch words include "Focus," "Release," "Ease," "Miracle," "Abundance," etc.

Switch words can be used in the following ways:

• Repetition: Repeat the switch word mentally, out loud, or write it down repeatedly for a certain number of times.

• Affirmations: Combine the switch word with affirmations to create a powerful statement that aligns with your intention.

• Visualization: Visualize the switch word in your mind's eye as you repeat it, imagining it having a positive effect on your life.

• Intention setting: State your intention before using the switch word, and focus on the outcome you desire while repeating the word.

• Incorporate into daily life: Incorporate the switch word into your daily routine, such as before going to sleep, when meditating, or when facing a challenging situation.

Note: The effectiveness of switch words is subjective and varies from person to person. It's important to approach them with an open mind, but also with a healthy dose of skepticism and not to rely solely on them for significant life changes.

Here are some steps on how to use switch words:

 Choose a switch word that resonates with your current situation or goal.

 Repeat the switch word in your mind or out loud, as often as possible throughout the day.

 Incorporate the switch word into your daily affirmations and visualization exercises.

 Believe in the power of the switch word and trust in the Universe to bring about the desired outcome.

 Be patient and persistent in using the switch word, as it may take time to see results.

 Writing switch words on the left hand is a common practice in energy healing and manifestation. The left hand is associated with receiving and receiving energy, so writing switch words on the left hand is believed to help in attracting positive energy and bringing about desired outcomes. However, writing switch words on the left hand is optional and not a requirement for using switch words. The most important factor is the repetition of the switch word and the belief and intention behind it.

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[samexplores]

Large modern backyard idea with a kidney-shaped hot tub and concrete pavers

[redtsundere-writes]

Part 13: Make A Wish

King!SukunaRyomen x Servant!FemReader

Summary: You used to be just another servant among the army of humans operating under the command of the terrible king, Sukuna Ryomen. An ordinary human who only knows how to wash, clean and cook. Until one day, he notices something in you that you hadn't seen before.

Tags: MDNI. +18. Murder. Blood. Cannibalism. Sukuna Ryomen Is The Warning Itself. Nudity. Sexual Display. Vaginal. Fingering.Sometimes fluff, sometimes angst.

Word Count: 7307 words. (long boi)

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You were running out of time, less than two weeks to accomplish the task Sukuna had given you and you still doubted if you could do it. You sat up in bed as you watched the sunlight stream through the window, heralding the arrival of a new day, jumped out of bed to get to the dresser, opened the top drawer, and there it was. A small glass jar containing the favor you had asked Kenjaku for on the day of the harvest. You carefully examined the whitish mushrooms with brown caps. 

Amanita phalloides, the most deadly mushroom for humans. From what you had read in one of the giant encyclopedias in the library, it has caused the death of numerous people by being very similar to some mushrooms that are edible. The toxins in this mushroom act on the liver and kidneys, resulting in liver failure. You could serve it to your victim in a mushroom omelet and the poisonous mushroom would take care of the rest. All you had to do was the hardest part, pick a victim. 

It had to be a human, so Kenjaku and the rest of the curses didn't enter into the equation. Not being strong enough, it couldn't be someone with a cursed technique. That's how you ruled out Uraume and Yorozu. Whichever way you looked at it, your target had to be a servant. You couldn't kill Mrs. Inoue, you saw her as if she was your tender grandmother who worries that you eat well so that you grow up a lot. You could never betray her friendship for the sake of the king. 

“What do I do?” you asked yourself anxiously, putting the jar back in its place. 

You entered the dining room promptly as you did every morning for breakfast. You wished the servants good morning along with a smile. Now, it was harder for you to choose who to kill, as they had all been so kind to you over the past few weeks. They greeted you, chatted with you about their lives outside the castle, and looked out for you. The vast majority of servants saw you as just another fellow servant who was there because of a terrible fate, rather than a figure to be feared. You felt like a hypocrite greeting them when inside you knew the terrible fate you had planned for an unfortunate man. As soon as they knew you killed one of them, you could not restore their trust in you. You approached your designated place and were surprised to see that Mrs. Inoue was the one in charge of your chair. 

“Happy birthday, Miss,” she congratulated you with a smile.

“Oh, you remembered! Thank you!” You said before hugging her gently. 

You had spent so much time worrying about studying, taking care of your sister and choosing who you were going to kill that you had forgotten your own birthday. The days passed quickly between your responsibilities. Wake up, study, train, sleep, repeat. A vicious cycle filled with anxiety, insecurity and effort. Life at the castle really was complicated, but there were good parts. It was nice to know that someone cared enough to remember this special date.

Sukuna arched his brow at how tightly you hugged the lady. He didn't understand why they were making a fuss about the anniversary of your arrival in this horrible world. He doesn't remember how he came to this world. His earliest recollection was opening his eyes and being thirsty for human blood. From the moment he stepped onto this existential plane, he knew he had a greater purpose than being a mere man-eating curse. Birthdays don't matter when greatness is waiting. 

“Today is your birthday?” Sukuna asked you curiously as soon as you sat down at the table. You nodded excitedly. “Why didn't you tell me? If your birthday was so important, why didn't you let him know?”

“You never asked,” you replied. “Touche” he thought before taking his glass of wine. “Yorozu hasn't shown up yet?” You asked him while examining the room.

For the past month, Yorozu has not left his master's side even for a moment. She accompanied him when he did paperwork in his office, they trained together until sunset and followed him everywhere like a puppy obedient to its mother. So much so that the servants began to call her: “the dirt on the king's fingernail” or, as her friends call her, “the dirt”. It was rare that she was not present as soon as you entered the room. 

Sukuna was about to answer when a shrill voice started singing happy birthday. Yorozu kicked open the kitchen door to reveal the surprise she had planned for you. Your sister was singing at the top of her lungs, while Uraume held a small strawberry and cream cake with some lit candles. They didn't seem too happy about being part of the plan. 

“Happy birthday, dear sister!” She sang off-key. 

This brought back memories. Yorozu did the same thing every year. She would bake you a cake or something sweet from whatever was in the cabin cupboards, light a couple of candles and parade around the room you shared at 5 a.m. while crowing like a rooster. Your mother and sisters would yell at her to shut up while throwing pillows at her, but she never stopped crowing. It was annoying, but something about it seemed tender. Yorozu always wanted to make sure she was the first to wish you a happy birthday. 

“Did you bake it?” You asked Uraume when they placed the cake in front of you. 

“Only because your sister asked me to,” Uraume answered reluctantly. 

The strawberry and cream cake was a masterpiece of pastry making. Each fluffy layer of sponge cake bathed in a soft syrup that gave off a sweet and delicate aroma. The freckled fruits, fresh and juicy, rested elegantly on top of the cream. Its vibrant red color stood out against the white background and the silver platter in which it was served. At the top, perched the largest strawberry you had ever seen in your life. It made your mouth water just looking at it. Your sister knew you so well.

“Thank you, Uraume,” you said as you admired the delicious dessert in front of you. 

“Make a wish,” Yorozu excitedly proposed as she sat down next to you.

What did you really wish for? Just like your birthday, you had forgotten what you really wanted. You wished for your family to be well, not to be killed and to eat good food, but those are not really wishes, they are priorities. What was it that your heart really longed for? You had been at the mercy of other people for so long that you began to forget who you were. Your empty eyes gazed at the small flames dancing on the white candles, slowly melting around the edge as you experienced an existential crisis. Time was running out. What were you doing?

“Sis?” Yorozu called you worried. 

You blinked and focused back on reality again. The king to your left, your sister to your right and all the servants around you were looking at you worriedly. You coughed a couple of times to regain your posture and blew out the candles quickly. Everyone applauded you while you forced a smile as if nothing had happened. 

“What did you ask for, sis?” Yorozu asked you while a servant cut the cake to serve it to those at the table. 

“If I say so, it will not come true,” you excused yourself so as not to reveal that you had not ordered anything. 

The servant handed you a slice of cake with the biggest strawberry of the cake, you smiled cheek to cheek at the kind gesture. You were about to take it with your fork, but someone beat you to it. Yorozu snatched the strawberry with her hands and put it in her mouth without a care in the world. She chewed happily while looking at you with a mischievous smile. Despite being in the body of an adult, she still acted like a child. The servant, annoyed at the scene, placed two strawberries on top of your slice. 

Sukuna knew something was happening to you. He didn't know exactly what, but he recognized that expression anywhere. Nervous smile, watchful eyes and anxious hands. The signs couldn't have been clearer. You were uncomfortable. It was the expression all servants made when they saw him up close. He drank his glass of wine while you ate your cake without saying a word, while Yorozu chattered incessantly. It was odd that you were acting like that.

You stared intently at the blackboard with the double-digit numbers and letters to be solved. “Since when did math have letters?” you mentally grumbled as you paced back and forth across the library without taking your eyes off the wooden rectangle. After that archery lesson, King Sukuna ordered Kenjaku to continue the research he had been asking him to do for months. In the last few weeks, your teacher would leave you the lessons written on long scrolls or on the blackboard to focus on his new task from the darkness of his room. Sometimes you missed the company of a teacher, but the peace of solitude was fine too. The heavy door opened slowly, revealing Mrs. Inoue's head, asking if you were too busy. A smile crept onto your face as soon as you saw the colorful desserts on the golden tray. 

“Mrs. Inoue, what a miracle!” You greeted her by taking the tray from her hands so she could take a break. 

“I had to visit you on your special day. I had to visit you on your special day,” she answered as you handed her a chair to sit on. “The desserts and the card are from everyone.” 

The gold tray glistened in the dim light coming from the window. The small desserts were displayed with a precision that bordered on the artistic, denoting the creativity of the servants who were in charge of the kitchen. Small fruit tarts, a cup of chocolate mousse and tiny macaroons glistened with color in the dim light coming from the window. 

The gold tray glistened in the dim light coming from the window. The small desserts were displayed with a precision that bordered on the artistic, denoting the creativity of the servants who were in charge of the kitchen. Small fruit tarts, a cup of chocolate mousse and tiny macaroons glowed with color.

“How is everyone?” You asked worriedly as she checked the small card that was signed by all 53 servants.

“Well, what can I tell you? These last months of winter are the coldest in the dungeon. Do you remember the time when we had to sleep together to avoid hypothermia?”

The dungeon was the main cause of illness from the low temperatures that came with the season, muscle atrophy from the uncomfortable beds and broken bones from the old men falling out of the giant bunks. You were saddened to know that the situation hadn't changed at all since you stopped being a maid. You felt guilty that you were able to sleep in a comfortable bed in a heated room when several old people were sleeping in the worst possible place. The only thing that pitied your remorse was that they were safe from the clutches of curses during the dangerous night. 

“How many have fallen ill?” You asked as you looked back at the blackboard. 

You knew exactly why you were asking.  Partly it was because you did care about the servants, but you also wanted Mrs. Inoue to give you a victim to kill soon. 

“3. Less than last year,” Mrs. Inoue replied optimistically. 

You have influenced her way of thinking for months now. Even though they lived in constant fear of dying, it was better to make the most of the days alive because it was the only thing they could do. 

“Who is the worst off?” you asked. 

You prayed inwardly that he wouldn't ask you why you were asking that. Just as you were about to answer, the door slammed open again. Mrs. Inoue stood up in panic thinking it was the king or Uraume, but it was only Yorozu with a wide smile as always. 

“You're studying on your birthday!” She scolded you, offended by the sight. “Let's go practice archery like last time!” She proposed while running towards you furiously.

“I can't. I must solve these problems,” you answered. 

“Then solve them," Yorozu answered with a certain obviousness as if it hadn't occurred to you before. 

“It's not that easy,” you sighed. 

Yorozu grumbled when you looked back at the board. It wasn't fair that you were doing something so boring on your special day. You should be having fun with it. You took one of the mini fruit tarts from the tray and ate it in one bite. Quickly, he noticed Mrs. Inoue's presence. 

“Long time no see! How are you doing? Getting older every day, aren't ya?” Yorozu joked. 

“Yorozu!” You scolded her while writing something on the blackboard. “Be nice to the lady.”

“It seems they didn't teach you any manners at home, child,” the lady grumbled in annoyance. 

“What did she say?” Yorozu asked, offended. she reached over and pulled her ashen hair. “Say it again, old woman,” she challenged her. 

You looked back as you heard the lady's moan of pain. You couldn't believe what Yorozu was doing. You knew she was a troublemaker, but you never thought she would get that angry with a lady three times her age. Yorozu's hand was turning red from the pressure she was exerting, but the lady was not going to bend easily. After all, she suffered worse humiliations from the king and Uraume. You clenched your fist and lunged at your sister to punch her in the face to get her to let go, but she blocked your blow with her arm covered in glowing green armor. Your fist hit so hard that a certain part of the armor shattered, but it still hurt you more than it hurt her. 

“Don't you think my new armor made of beetle skin is cool? Although it looks like I need to perfect it,” Yorozu said excitedly before releasing the lady. 

“Apologize. Now,” you challenged her while holding your injured hand. 

“Are you really defending the old lady?” Your sister asked you in surprise. 

You only answered her with a knockout look. It was one of the few times she saw you upset. Seeing you as a second mother after the biological one, she knew she shouldn't bother you anymore if you were already angry. She undid her armor to return her posture to the lady. 

“Well, well...” She reluctantly surrendered. “I'm sorry she's so old.” 

“Yorozu!” 

“I was only joking. I'm sorry.” Finally, she apologized to your friend. 

“Aren't you supposed to be training?” You asked annoyed.

“Are you kicking me out?” Yorozu returned the question offended. 

“Yes,” you answered seriously. 

“Oh how boring…” She huffed in annoyance before walking quickly out of the room while complaining to herself. 

As soon as she was out of your sight, you collapsed into the chair next to Mrs. Inoue. The fist you hit her with stung against your other hand wrapped around her. You grabbed a macaron to eat it to calm the adrenaline rushing through your body. You couldn't believe what had just happened. It wasn't the first time you had hit your sister, but this time it felt personal. 

“What am I going to do with this girl?” You asked Mrs. Inoue rhetorically as you grabbed your forehead. 

“Thank you for defending me, but the truth is I didn't want to tell you this because she is your family, but... May I get this off my chest?” You looked at her curiously, wondering what she had kept so much to herself. “Your sister is a real bitch. She's rude, useless and stupid. She's a real pain in the ass. A fucking bitchy little bitch that nobody wants. I hope she eats a hill so she won't hear her bark. She thinks she's a good dick just because she has the king's permission...”

You only listened to her complain about how scandalous her snoring was, how rude she was to the servants and how much she talked about King Sukuna as if he were God himself. You knew Yorozu's behavior was bad, but it seemed to have gotten worse after the discovery of her powers and would only get worse as time went on. She was a barking bitch, but at some point she would bite back. 

“And you know what angers me the most?! How dare she take your strawberries?!” The lady complained. 

“She always does. I have always shared with him what is mine,” you tried to justify her on the only thing you could defend her on. 

“But that doesn't make it right,” she argued back. 

“It's my fault she's like that.” It was also your mother's fault that she was like that, but you never corrected her.

“Be that as it may. Let me give you some advice.” The lady interrupted you to stop excusing your sister's shitty attitude as she got up from her seat to face you, making sure you paid attention to her. “I may not know much about royalty, but what I do know is that if you're going to make a queen, you should learn to stand up for what's yours.” Leaving you with the word in your mouth, she wished you a happy birthday and walked out of your sight. 

You took another macaron to relax your posture on the chair and look at the ceiling of the library. You ate it slowly while admiring the splendid painting depicting a reddish sky and grayish summer clouds. You swallowed the viscous mixture of jelly and wafer before dropping your hands to your sides. “Fucking hell, Yorozu,” you thought. 

Sukuna was up to his neck in paperwork, so much so that he had to send Yorozu to practice on his own for the day. Document after document. Report after report. Sukuna loved being a king, but this was the part he hated the most. After finishing reading a mining production report, he put it away in the file cabinet and leaned back on the leather chair. He held his forehead to rest his eyes. He was sick of reading. A couple of knocks on the door woke him from his brief pause. He ordered with an annoyed grunt to the person behind the door revealed itself. Kenjaku bowed and approached the desk. 

“You'd better have moved on with your investigation,” Sukuna threatened him. “He's in a bad mood today,” the minor curse thought.

"Of course. It's the only thing I've done in the last two weeks,” Kenjaku said wryly behind a smile. “I have good news.”

“And what are you waiting to tell them?” The king grumbled.

“Since you are the reincarnation of a sorcerer, you have almost human genetics.” 

“Almost?” Sukuna arched his eyebrow.

“Humans don't have four arms and two penises, my king.” Kenjaku replied. “Your double genitalia are what makes it difficult to know if the conception will be effective or not.” 

“And how will you find that out?” Sukuna asked, trying to understand what he was talking about. 

“The only way we can know is by empirical research,” Kenjaku replied. 

“Empirical research, huh?” The king tasted the words in his mouth in confusion. 

“You know what I mean, don't you?” Kenjaku quickly deduced that his boss was not keeping up with the conversation. 

“Not at all,” Sukuna answered honestly. 

“Coitus,” Kenjaku replied. The older curse looked at him with no fucking idea what he was talking about. “Sex?” The master asked. There was no reaction. “The devil’s tango?” He tried a more vulgar version of the concept. Nothing. “Do you know how humans reproduce?” Sukuna shrugged.

This was worse than he imagined, but it didn't surprise him in the least. Sukuna should remember almost nothing of his past life as a sorcerer. Besides, he has been murdering and eating humans for as long as he can remember in his entire life, so he knows a lot about them. As a hunter he knows hares and deer to stalk, but not enough to understand them. He knows how they act under stress, sadness and life and death situations. Now, Sukuna was to learn about one of the greatest causes of joy for humans: reproduction. 

“Human reproduction is complicated.” Kenjaku mentally prepared himself to give a lesson to the ignorant king. “It is divided into many phases, but we will focus for now on the first one: the sexual act.”

“Just tell me what to do and I will do it,” the king ordered him to get to the point.

 “It's not that simple and even less so if it's you,” Kenjaku joked to himself.

“There is nothing I can't do,” Sukuna threatened him with the look that he was losing his patience. 

“I don't doubt it, my king, but it will be difficult to go from causing pain to pleasure,” he explained. 

“Pleasure? That's a waste of time. I just want an heir,” Sukuna scoffed. 

“If you want an heir so badly, you must give y/n pleasure,” the teacher explained. 

Now that would be tricky. The only pleasure Sukuna knew was terrorizing and killing people. It was the reason he woke up every day. He doubted it would even cause you to smile since you cared so much about others. Every time you saw him it was the same anguished and timid face as always. Like you were walking through eggshells every time you saw him. 

“Luckily, I got ahead of this problem,” Kenjaku said. “I took the liberty of choosing some novels that illustrate what he must do to satisfy the lady and conceive a seed,” he announced while handing her a couple of books marked with dividers indicating what she had to read. “If you still have questions, I will answer them in the morning.”

“Do you plan for me to read all of this by tomorrow?” Sukuna asked him while going through the books. 

“What, you can't?” Kenjaku asked sarcastically, knowing it would hurt the king's ego. In the blink of an eye, Sukuna cut Kenjaku's cheek with his technique. “That's my cue to leave,” he said with a bow to get out of her sight as soon as possible.

“Wait,” he ordered him, stopping the master suddenly. “Do you know if Mahito is busy?” Now it was Kenjaku who arched his eyebrow.

You were brushing your hair in front of the dressing table. The red moon was seeping through one of the holes in the rose window. You had put on a pink nightgown that matched your fuzzy slippers. Bedtime was approaching, along with the night's anxiety. You still had no clear target for your assassination, but at least you knew that one of the servants would naturally die soon. That calmed your worries about choosing a victim, but the anxiety of having to kill someone was getting the better of you. 

The door abruptly opened. You jumped out of your seat and grabbed the golden comb like a boomerang, ready to throw it in case it was a surprise attack. You were reassured to see that it was only Yorozu, who was laughing hysterically at your frightened reaction. 

“You should see your face, you look like you've seen a ghost!” He scoffed as he jumped onto your bed. 

“What are you doing here? You know it's curfew.” You asked worriedly. Uraume would cheat her if she found out I was in your room. 

“Are you kicking me out again?” I already apologized to the old lady. We are already the best friends in the world,” you really doubted it after hearing how Mrs. Inoue had expressed herself about her. 

“I just want you to know that even though we have more privileges than the servants, we still work for the king so we must obey his rules,” you explained gently as you sat down next to her. 

“Nah, we are not equal,” Yorozu said proudly. 

“We are humans, just like all the servants,” you shook your head. 

“No, you are equal to all humans. I, on the other hand, am superior to all humans,” your sister answered stubbornly. 

“But the king will only use you like all of us.” You told her in frustration. “Don't you see? If it weren't for your powers, you would have died by now.” Clearly, you were worried about her. 

“You don't know that,” Yorozu pouted at you. 

“I've seen the king kill people just for looking them in the eye without their permission. He's a bloody tyrant.” You grabbed her by the shoulders in an attempt to talk some sense into her.

“Do you hate him that much?” Yorozu asked you, in an attempt to change the conversation. 

“It's complicated,” you answered with a sigh. 

“Then why don't you give me your job?”

“What?” You asked dumbfounded. 

“Just think about it. You don't want to marry him. He seems interested in me for his personal use. I have everything it takes to be a queen. It's a win-win,” your sister explained as if it was the best plan in the world.

“I don't think you realize you're missing out on all this. King Sukuna may be acting gentle, but he's a cold-blooded killer. One wrong step and you're dead. Do you really want to die like that?” You were trying to talk sense into her at all costs, but she just wouldn't try. 

“If it's at the hands of the king, yes,” she replied. 

“You're crazy,” you whispered in disbelief at how foolish she was before you let her go. Where had it all gone wrong? “Just answer me something. Would you kill for him?” You asked her, begging her with your eyes to say “no”. 

“All the men he asks me to,” you recoiled in defeat, but a new feeling of justice grew in you. 

After hearing what Mrs. Inoue had to say and from what your sister herself was making clear to you, you now had a wish you wanted to fulfill. No matter what. Yorozu wouldn't be Sukuna's queen. If the king was already a horrible tyrant, then her as his queen would only make things worse. If you were the queen, some would die. If your younger sister was the queen, thousands would die. You were sure of that. You couldn't let her become a tyrant.

“Wow, you really love him, don't you?” You asked with a smile.

“That's right! The king is so strong, big, rich, and handsome. I love him and I want him to be mine, but I need your help,” Yorozu asked you with a pout.

“Tell me and I'll do it,” you replied.

“Tell him about me. Tell him that I'm a better candidate for queen than you and that I'll be the happiest girl in the world if he looks in my direction. If you do, I promise I'll give you the best life in the world.” You already knew that speech by heart. It was the same silly speech she told your mother to buy her a new dress with the few savings she had. Only you weren't stupid enough to fall for her empty promises.

"How about I tell her now?" You proposed excitedly.

"Really? Would you do that for me?" Yorozu replied.

"Of course. I owe you for hitting you," you told her remorsefully. "Just stay here. I'll take care of everything." You forced her to sit on your bed.

"You're the best!" Yorozu exclaimed as she clapped her hands proud of you.

"It didn't take long!" You said with a smile before closing the door.

The fake smile disappeared as you walked through the dark hallways with determination towards your king's room. You walked stealthily to avoid attracting the attention of Uraume or any of the curses that guarded the halls in case of a surprise invasion. Now you had a clear objective. Prevent Yorozu from becoming a queen at all costs.

The count opened the door with his heart in his hand. She must be the only person he expected to see under the beauty of midnight. It was her, his beautiful beloved wrapped in pink lace. His lips pounced on her with the force of a desperate hurricane. They couldn't waste a second of this spontaneous encounter away from everyone. He unwrapped her like a birthday present and laid her down on the bed. He was going to make love to her as if this were the last night he would be alive.

"So love is made?" Sukuna wondered as he read Letters of Passion. One of the novels that Kenjaku had asked him to read so he could learn about sex. He read in the comfort of the armchair that faced directly in front of the lit fireplace. The small crackles of the fire against the wood were the only things that accompanied him on this cold night, along with the hundreds of golden artifacts that shone from the warmth of the flames excited by the fuel. Now he understood why Kenjaku had told him to let him know his doubts in the morning. He wasn't understanding anything he was reading. Sukuna has always been a direct and initiative-taking being, he just wanted to leave his seed and that's it. Why waste time on kisses, caresses and hugs? Kenjaku had told him that he should do it for you, but he doubted that you would want him to do something like that. Surely you also wanted him to finish quickly. You weren't the enamored count and his beloved, you were just a monster and a slave. He licked his finger to turn the page, but a familiar voice distracted him.

“My king, are you awake?” You asked from the other side of the door.

Sukuna opened the door, finding you in pink pajamas. He was going to ask you what you were doing in his chambers after the clear curfew hour, but he ended up hyper-focusing on the lace that delicately decorated your chest. “Like in the book,” he thought in surprise. “Choosing some novels that illustrate what he should do with the young lady,” Kenjaku quoted in his mind. Was this how it all started?

“I’m sorry to bother you late at night, but…” Your words were interrupted by your king’s lips against yours.

In a kind of surprise attack, Sukuna bent down to your level to kiss you softly on the lips. If this was how he was supposed to do it, he might as well take advantage of it. Even though he was on the right track, he was missing one detail: that you wanted to kiss him too. Your eyes widened in shock as you felt the gentle attack against your person. Your first reaction was to step back, but Sukuna quickly grabbed your waist to stop you from escaping. His four eyes stared back at you before deepening the kiss. You had no choice but to play along with your tongue as your mind searched for answers. “What does he think he’s doing?!” you thought in panic as his kisses moved in accordance with the rhythm he had set. “Did the king steal my first kiss?!”

Kissing the king felt like you were committing the worst of crimes, but you slowly got used to it like an acquired taste. He was fierce but kind, like the calm in the middle of the terrible storm. After a few seconds of special tasting, you realized something. “Wait, this is perfect for Yorozu not becoming queen!” you thought before closing your eyes, letting yourself be carried away by the passionate act. Your arms wrapped around his neck to keep him just as close, melting into the warmth of the approach in an attempt to coax him in your own way.

It was strange. Too strange. Why were you closing your eyes? Why were you hugging him? Were you really enjoying it? Is this how it should be? Sukuna had no idea what he was doing, but he was enjoying it. He knew you would reciprocate, but surely it was because you would do anything for him. Your lips were juicy and sweet, it must have been because of all the desserts you had consumed during the day. If he concentrated he could guess the taste of the macaron you had eaten after dinner.

As the novel dictated, he carried you by the thighs with ease to get you into the room without breaking the kiss that slowly became wilder. He laid you down on the bed gently to take possession of your body. You knew so well that he didn't seem to want to stop anytime soon. You were so gentle with him even though he deserved to be punished for his multiple genocides. With his lower hands, he took your pajamas and lifted them up to show your naked body. "Are we really going to do this?" you thought worriedly as you closed your legs feeling the wetness in your crotch.

Sukuna threw the pajamas on the armchair where he was sitting and broke the kiss to admire you beneath him. Your leg over the other, your hands covering your breasts shyly and your cheeks flushed, was something he hadn't seen since the last time you showered together. You were very nervous, more than other times. Your lips were parted and shone against the firelight from the saliva you had exchanged. You looked beautiful, but there was a small problem.

“Is something wrong, my king?” You asked him worried when you saw that he just looked at you without doing anything else.

“I don't know what to do now,” he admitted.

“Excuse me?”

Sukuna stood up to take the book he was reading and throw it at you. You sat on the bed confused to try to figure out what was going on. You looked at the king and then at the suggestive title of the novel he had given you. You opened the book to the passage he was reading and immediately blushed. “I just acted out what was happening in the book” you concluded before slamming the book shut.

“Kenjaku told me to do it,” Sukuna explained. “Kenjaku?!” you thought astonished. “Love is made?” He asked you directly as if they were casually chatting and you weren't completely naked. Sukuna really was a strange curse.

With that question you could deduce what was going on. Sukuna wants an heir, but he doesn’t know how to get one. So, he sent Kenjaku to investigate and gave him an erotic novel so he could understand. “Why didn’t they ask me before?” you thought as you covered your uncomfortable nakedness with your arms.

“Something like that…” you answered. “Love must already exist for it to happen. Making love is a mere literary expression that refers to sex.”

“Damn! Everyone keeps repeating that word, but I don’t know what that is!” Sukuna complained.

You couldn’t help but laugh at his ignorance. You had always seen Sukuna as a powerful curse that knows everything. Seeing him so frustrated at not being able to understand a subject so simple for you made you laugh a little. “Wait, does this mean that the king is a virgin too?”

“You know what it means, don’t you?” He asked you directly. You nodded shyly.

You knew what sex was thanks to the education your mother gave you, but you knew how to do it thanks to the friends Yorozu made at the balls. They always talk about the gorgeous knights and what they wanted to do to them in such detail that sometimes they surprised you at how graphic and vulgar they could be.

“You owe me a favor for saving your sister at the harvest,” Sukuna reminded you. You had already forgotten that detail. “Teach me what sex is.”

“That means you want to make your heir… Now?” You asked him confused.

“What?!” The king was really lost. He had many questions and almost no answers.

Not expecting that reaction, you burst out laughing. You were laughing. You were laughing with him. It had never occurred to him that he could hear you having fun so close. It was as if you weren't afraid of his reaction for making fun of him. You were treating him like he was just another human. He blushed when he realized that he was surely acting like a lunatic in front of you.

“Let me explain,” you took his hand to sit him on the bed next to you. He obeyed your guidance. “Just pay attention”

You explained to him how sexual relations worked, the difference between the types of sex and how vaginal penetration is the only way to achieve conception. Sukuna listened intently as you explained everything to him as if he were an innocent 12-year-old boy. Then, you explained how pregnancy works. That was the easiest part to explain, since you had seen your mother get pregnant twice. The king nodded at everything you said as a sign that he was paying attention to you.

“Wow, it’s more complicated than I thought,” Sukuna said when you finished your master class.

“You just have to worry about the conception part, I’ll take care of the rest, my king,” you explained.

“No, I have to make sure you and the baby are okay,” he said before rubbing your bare stomach as if there was already a baby there. “Let me worry about it.”

Your cheeks turned red at those words. You really thought the king would leave you alone once conception had taken place like many families did. After all, Sukuna was a very busy king so it wouldn’t surprise you, but you had misjudged him.

“Thank you, my king,” you told him before kissing his cheek softly.

You smiled genuinely at him and he tried to return the gesture, but he only showed his teeth like a dog trying to smile. You laughed at how silly he looked and shook your head to stop him from doing it. You and Sukuna sat on the edge of the bed in silence for a while while you watched the small bonfire. The heat was so much that it didn't bother you to be naked, but it was better to look for your clothes before you caught a cold. You got out of bed to look for the nightgown that the king had taken from you.

"And by the way, what are you doing here at this hour?" Sukuna asked you to remember the time it was. "Ah, that's right, I came to tell him something."

"I wanted to ask him to stop training Yorozu for a while," you asked the king, starting the operation: "Yorozu can't be queen."

"Excuse me?"

"I understand that she is a sorceress that can be used for future battles and protection, but her attitude has worsened since she arrived at the castle and it makes everyone uncomfortable," you explained. “It bothers everyone in the service, even Uraume.”

“I know that,” he answered. “Uraume had never given me a service report as bad as your sister's”

He remembers the day Uraume left the report on his desk like every two weeks. Even though her face was monotonous as always, he knew from her attitude that she had left him a bomb in the form of words. She had dedicated herself to writing three pages explaining what a terrible servant Yorozu was and why she should kill her soon. She had a headache just from resisting the urge to kill her for your sake.

“Even though we are both adults, I am still her older sister, so it is my duty to discipline her.”

“And what does this have to do with training?” Sukuna asked.

“She sees training with you as a reward, it is fun because she can tempt you to her liking and that must stop. She must learn how to behave around you. What good is a powerful weapon if it's going to act under its own regime?” You knew that wasn't the reason you didn't want me to stop training with him, but if you wanted the king to be on your side, you had to give him his side. “Plus, it'll give me the chance to practice how to deal with a rebellious child once I become a mother.” You also had to infantilize Yorozu as much as possible so that the king wouldn't see her as a possible candidate for queen.

“Okay. I'll stop training her until I see that her attitude has changed.” Sukuna accepted your notion. Maybe too quickly, since you thought he would fight a little harder because he wanted to make his new weapon more powerful as soon as possible, but it had worked. “Check” you thought, avoiding a smile to prevent the king from seeing your true intentions.

“Thank you, my king,” you thanked him with a bow. “That would be all. I'm leaving to let you rest.” You turned around to go back the way you came, but Sukuna grabbed your arm. You looked at him confused as he stopped you.

“It’s curfew. If Uraume or some curse sees you in the hallways, they have the right to eat you alive.” You gasped, you didn’t know that was the reason for the curfew. “You’ll stay with me tonight,” he ordered.

Sukuna pulled you by the arm to get you into bed. He carefully tucked you in next to him so you were as warm as possible. You had known each other for so long that you felt comfortable with the idea of ​​sleeping next to him. Your heart was beating a mile a minute as you watched him settle into the large pillows. His skin glowed orange from the fireplace, while he combed his pink hair back, causing his muscles to flex in front of you. “I can’t believe this king was my first kiss” you thought before turning around so he wouldn’t notice your blush.

It had been a while since you slept with him, but this time was different. Before, you were just a servant who only obeyed his orders to the letter and trembled just by looking at him. Sukuna had only slept with you because he saw you as a sleepy pet, but now you felt like he really wanted to sleep with his future wife. You felt Sukuna’s arms snake over your body like that time to catch you by the waist and shoulders. He pressed you against his body while you felt his heavy breathing in your ear. If only he knew that this was the only thing he had to do to give you pleasure.

“My king,” you called him in a whisper.

“What?” he asked you as he closed his eyes.

“Do you have feelings for me?” you asked him curiously.

“Like what feelings?” he asked back.

You smiled and closed your eyes to drift off to sleep. You didn't know why you had asked now, but it confirmed that he had no feelings for you. He only saw you as the future mother of his heir and that was it, but for some reason that made you happy. You hugged back his arms that held you while you caressed his hands.

“Forget it, my king. Rest well,” you said before resting your head on his bicep.

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[med-fetish]

Hello! Today I started playing with AI, this is what I came up with, I hope you enjoy it !

Isabelle was 26 years old when her life took an unexpected turn. Since childhood, she had always been an active and energetic woman. She loved running in the park, practicing yoga, and spending hours exploring the city with her friends. But everything changed one summer day when she began to feel a persistent pain in her right side. At first, she thought it was just a muscle strain, a consequence of her busy schedule and long hours at the gym.

However, the pain did not go away. After several medical consultations and tests, she received a devastating diagnosis: kidney cancer. The news hit her with overwhelming force. The idea of facing such a serious illness at her age was terrifying. Despite the tears and anguish, Isabelle gathered her courage and prepared for what lay ahead. She knew she had to undergo surgery to remove the affected kidney.

On the day of the operation, Isabelle arrived at the hospital with a mix of nerves and hope. She was greeted by a medical team that reassured her and prepared her for the procedure. In a private cubicle, she changed into a surgical gown, feeling the cold fabric against her skin. Clara, a kind nurse, placed a hair cap on her head and explained the importance of the compression stockings, which were put on her to aid circulation during the surgery. Despite her discomfort, Isabelle felt a bit more at ease.

When it was time for anesthesia, Dr. Martínez placed an intravenous line and explained that she would feel a little dizzy. As the medication took effect, Isabelle felt the world slowly fade away, leaving behind her worries. However, what no one expected was that the surgery would become complicated.

Hours passed, and the medical team realized that something was wrong. As the operation dragged on, a growing fear filled the operating room. Suddenly, alarms began to sound. Isabelle had gone into cardiac arrest. “She’s going into arrest!” shouted a nurse. In an instant, the room became a whirlwind of activity.

Dr. López, the lead surgeon, moved quickly, directing the team with precision. Dr. Martínez adjusted the anesthesia and administered emergency medications. Every second counted as the team fought to stabilize her. After several attempts, they finally managed to restore her pulse. The operating room, once filled with tension, was flooded with a sigh of relief.

With Isabelle’s heart beating again, the team continued the surgery, this time with renewed determination. Finally, after hours of hard work, Dr. López announced that they had finished. Isabelle was transferred to the recovery room, where she began to awaken. Her body felt heavy and confused, but the sound of the monitors reminded her that she had overcome a great battle.

As she regained consciousness, she found herself in a calm silence. When she opened her eyes, she saw a nurse approaching, who explained what had happened and assured her that she was okay. Over time, Isabelle began to understand what she had experienced. Although she had faced an overwhelming challenge, she had come through it.

Her recovery was a gradual process. With each passing day, her strength returned, along with her determination to live fully. She joined support groups, shared her experience on social media, and became a health advocate. Her story resonated with others facing similar situations, inspiring them to keep fighting.

A year after the surgery, Isabelle signed up for a charity 5K run, a goal she had set for herself before her diagnosis. On the morning of the race, she felt a mix of emotions. As she ran, each step reminded her of her struggle and the life she had regained. Crossing the finish line brought tears to her eyes, but this time they were tears of joy and gratitude. She had faced her fear and emerged victorious.

Isabelle had not only survived an illness; she had learned to live again, with a new perspective and a deep appreciation for each day. Her story became a testament to resilience, reminding others that even in the darkest moments, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

[preciouslittle-bhaalbabe]

Modders have also started to restore cut content from early access! You could literally experience a whole new game with mods it's insane. I really really hope there's more in the vein of restoring Wyll. I think they're working on it :3 Though I think Wyll had a different accent in ea? I'm not sure. If modders found a way to blend both ea Wyll and final cut Wyll to get a fully fleshed out boy i'd give them my left kidney.

[talonabraxas]

The 7 Ancient Planets Since ancient times there have been 7 Ancient Planets: Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, Venus, Mercury with the Sun and Moon being also classed as Planets (or more correctly, Celestial Bodies). These 7 Planets were known to many ancient cultures and the Planets had energies applied based on their size, color, distance, speed of motion etc. Curiously, the Sumerians knew of these 7 planets plus another within our solar system which appears where the asteroid belt is. The knowledge of the 7 Planets was blended with the Theory of the Elements and Medical theory at an early time. There are 2 ways we can look at it: Western, Four Element: Saturn is Earth, Jupiter is Air, Venus is Water and Mars is Fire, the Sun being Yang (ultimate Fire) and the Moon Yin (Ultimate Water). Mercury is in the Center as Balance. Eastern, Five Element: As above, but Mercury is Metal Each planet has associations based on the Elements, Organs and Humors: Saturn is associated with the Earth, Spleen and Melancholy Jupiter with Air (Wood), Liver, Metabolism and Blood Mars with Fire, Heart, Circulation and Bile Venus with Water, Kidney, Fluid and Phlegm Mercury is associated with balance Sun with Fire, Heart and Yang Moon with Water, Kidneys and Yin So an Herb assigned to Jupiter will tend to nourish Liver and Blood, and so with the other Planets. Each Day of the Week is also assigned to a Planet from which their names are derived: Sunday–Sun Monday–Moon Tuesday–Mars Wednesday–Mercury Thursday–Jupiter Friday–Venus Saturday–Saturn A Lunar herb is best collected on the day of the Moon (Monday), and so with the other planets. Also, a cool herb could be more Yin tonic in nature if collected on a Monday, as compared to if collected on a Saturday which may be better to clear Heat and Damp. The day was also divided into equal proportions between sunrise and sunset, with each period being allocated a planet. So the first hour after sunrise on Sunday is allocated to the Sun, the next the Moon, and so on throughout the day. So a Lunar herb is best collected on Monday, and in the hour of the Moon. Later, this was taken further, and the Natal (Birth) chart was used to ascertain weaknesses in the Chart which could be treated or prevented with appropriate Medicine. Medical Astrologists would look for weaknesses in the Birth chart and aim to strengthen them with medicines. Even today in India, certain Healers study the Birth chart for weaknesses, then prescribe a particular Gem stone to be worn on a particular finger to restore balance. Each planet has an associated color, and stones of that color were associated with the planet. Astrology and the energetics associated with the Planets is just another method of energetic correspondence that was used by the Ancients to better understand and work with the Universe they lived in.

[estupidapendejaestupida]

Ok, so, I've been thinking (🤯) about the Lazarus pit.

And you know how in Chainsawman, which, btw, I never watched, when Denji and Pochita make the pact or whatever, and Denji wakes up fused with Pochita he has his eye and every other organ he had to sell to survive?

Well imagine Jason had to sell an eye or an organ too when he was still living in the streets.

Maybe in a gap between his mom dying and being found by Batman. A gap in time where he had to sell parts of his body for money in order to buy food or shelter.

Imagine he had to sell his kidney or his spleen or something like that. (Which would make him the first slpeenless Robin, haha)

And well; Bruce knew that, ofc he did. It affected Jason's training as Robin, his diet, healtcare, etc

And then, after his death and being found by Thalia and bathed in the pit, the Lazarus water does not only revive him but restores his missing organs. Maybe it even restores his missing teeth or something!

Because we know being blown up really fucks the body, his flesh was burned, his meat basically burned, his bones broken, his face disfigured, his hair burned...

His death body was a mess. It was painful to see, but after the pit, he wasn't looking like some monster; his flesh, meat, bones, face, hair, everything was restored. Even his missing organs.

The pit restored stuff he had lost even before Robin, but it damaged his mind to no repair.

A fully healthy body, stronger and more powerful, at the cost of your sanity.

And Jason never really chooses that. It was someone else who got to make the decision to ruin his (not so) eternal rest and give him not only a new body but a new mind as well.

A mind that would mess with his senses, blind him with rage, and push his new body to hurt a kid (Tim).

That new mind may be Jason's, but it's the Pit's mind too.

And I believe Jason understands this very well.

But ig he enjoys not having to depend on antibiotics to survive anymore, perks of having all your organs. Yayyyy

[syndrossi]

Speaking of Restoration AU, how would one go about ensuring little!Jon gets a nice big hug from Ned, Robb, and/or bigger!Jon at some point? (I want all of them, obviously, but I'd probably sell a kidney for a Robb + little!Jon hug, even if Robb is very confused about it.) And will Rhaegar having any particular thoughts about meeting Catelyn? I assume Jon has told him some of his struggles as a child, so... Wait, he won't be wary/jealous of all these new siblings Jon has, will he? They're his too, now! Sort of.

That's a good question! They're a very physically affectionate family (similar to what Jon's come to expect from his Targaryen family), so it's either a) he's established himself enough in the role of sibling that it's automatic or b) he's distressed and a parent/big brother figure tries to comfort him.

Rhaegar will be wary of Cat, given Jon's stories. (He's also heard a little about Sansa treating him differently.) But he's undergoing, uh, quite the progression in terms of siblings. From a fourteen-year-old only child, to a twin, to now part of a whole litter of wolf children, basically. A little insecurity on his part wouldn't surprise me, especially where Robb's concerned. Jon's made his affection for his former siblings very apparent. Does he prefer them to Rhaegar? They were his "first"/"real" siblings, even if they are technically cousins instead. There is all that history between them.

(Except there isn't. That history belongs to Restoration!Jon, not Resonant!Jon. They don't know him in the same way, which makes it hard sometimes--a bit like he's haunting his own life.)

[beardedmrbean]

About 170 billion cells are in the brain, and as they go about their regular tasks, they produce waste — a lot of it. To stay healthy, the brain needs to wash away all that debris. But how exactly it does this has remained a mystery.

Now, two teams of scientists have published three papers that offer a detailed description of the brain's waste-removal system. Their insights could help researchers better understand, treat and perhaps prevent a broad range of brain disorders.

The papers, all published in the journal Nature, suggest that during sleep, slow electrical waves push the fluid around cells from deep in the brain to its surface. There, a sophisticated interface allows the waste products in that fluid to be absorbed into the bloodstream, which takes them to the liver and kidneys to be removed from the body.

One of the waste products carried away is amyloid, the substance that forms sticky plaques in the brains of patients with Alzheimer's disease.

There's growing evidence that in Alzheimer's disease, the brain's waste-removal system is impaired, says Jeffrey Iliff, who studies neurodegenerative diseases at the University of Washington but was not a part of the new studies. The new findings should help researchers understand precisely where the problem is and perhaps fix it, Iliff says. "If we restore drainage, can we prevent the development of Alzheimer's disease?" he asks.

[oneshotnewbie]

B!D has a surgery to get a stent placed in her kidneys, she's in so much pain when she wakes up Kara is just sitting there holding her hand comforting her until the morphine kicks in.

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The cool morning air hung heavily over the hospital complex as you and your two siblings, Alex and Kara, stepped through the automatic sliding doors into the sterile atmosphere of the reception area. The hum of the air conditioning and the muffled murmur of waiting patients provided a monotonous backdrop to the pressing thoughts that dominated your mind.

A mixture of nervousness and fear ran through every fiber of your body as you pushed your way through the busy entrance, past the countless people carrying their own worries and hopes. You could feel the rapid heartbeat that dictated the rhythm of your life as you continued to walk towards the outpatient area.

For weeks you had been struggling with increasing kidney pain that cut through your body like searing stabs. It wasn't just the physical pain that tormented you, but also the constant fear of the unknown. The diagnosis that had struck your world like a thunderclap and hung a dark shadow over your life had left you no peace: renal artery stenosis. A condition in which the arteries that carry blood to the kidney are narrowed. This could lead to impaired kidney function and increased blood pressure.

An unexpected complication that required urgent surgery to insert a stent into your kidney and restore blood flow. At first you didn't want to, but after endless visits to the doctor, examinations and discussions, you finally decided to have an operation. But despite the expert advice and the supposed routine of the procedure, you couldn't deny that fear and uncertainty were bubbling inside you like a storm at sea.

Alex and Kara had immediately sensed your fear and agreed to accompany you to the operation, and despite their own worries about you and how the operation would turn out, they seemed determined to support you. Her presence was like a ray of hope in the black cloud of uncertainty, and you felt strengthened by your family's unwavering support.

When the three of you finally reached the outpatient area, you were greeted by a friendly nurse with a warm smile, breaking the whirlwind of your thoughts. "Good morning, Mrs. Danvers. I'm nurse Kai. I'll be taking care of you today and making sure everything goes well before surgery."

You returned the smile with a weak nod, unable to find words to express your fears. You followed your siblings through endless hallways, past white doors with numbered rooms and were briefly guided through the admission process until you finally stood in front of an operating room, the door of which opened majestically as if you were stepping into another world.

"I'm sorry, your siblings now have to stay outside in the waiting room. They are not allowed behind this section until further notice," she said and the two nodded. Almost uniformly, they pressed a kiss to each of your temples. "You can do it, we'll be with you as soon as you wake up."

You nodded and walked after the nurse while the two stayed in their position and watched you go. You could feel the pressure in your chest as the reality of the situation hit you like a cold rainstorm. But you forced yourself to stay calm.

The cool air of the operating room hit you like a wave as you entered the room, seeing the shiny metal of the surgical instruments and the soothing hum of the medical equipment. A group of doctors and nurses were already standing by to perform the procedure, and you suddenly felt like a lone sailor on a choppy sea, surrounded by a crew of experienced navigators who would guide you safely through the storm.

Dr. Patel, the lead surgeon, stepped forward and shook your hand before he even had to get sterile for surgery. "Don't worry, Mrs. Danvers. We're here to help you. Everything will go well," he spoke and you nodded silently, unable to put your fears into words. While you were being prepared by nurse Kai with your gown and other things, Dr. Patel explained the planned procedure as well as the risks and the expected course of events afterwards.

Soon you were laid down on the operating table and as you felt the cool metal under your back, thoughts and emotions flooded your mind. The fear of the unknown, the hope for relief, and the desperate longing for a normal life fought a relentless battle inside you.

"You're in good hands, Mrs. Danvers," the doctor assured you, his calm voice and compassionate gaze helping to ease your fears and increase your trust in the medical team. “We will do everything we can to ensure the procedure is successful and you are on the road to recovery in no time.”

As the anesthesia began to take effect and the world around you fell into darkness, you held on to one last thought: hope. Hope that this operation would be a new beginning. And with that thought, you slowly drifted into the depths of consciousness, ready to surrender to fate.

As you slowly emerged from deep unconsciousness, you found yourself in a bed of variegated pain throughout your stomach and back. Every breath seemed like a fight against razor-sharp blades cutting through your body. Your heart hammered against your ribs as if it was trying to break free on your chest, and a dull, throbbing pain throbbed in your head.

The voice of Kara, your older sister, penetrated the darkness like a gentle ray of light. “Y/n, are you awake?” The blonde whispered as she gripped your hand tightly. You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to ignore the nausea and pain that was literally coursing through your body. “Yes,” you managed to say, your voice barely more than a rough whisper. "Everything hurts and my kidneys feel like someone took a jackhammer to them."

Kara gently placed a hand on your forehead, brushing some stray hair out of your face. "It gets better, I promise you. The doctors said the first few hours after surgery are the hardest."

A bitter smile crossed your lips, although it was more like a grimace than a smile. "Where is Alex?" you asked, her eyes showing deep concern. "She had to go to the DEO. But don't worry, she's fine." You sighed and squeezed her hand gratefully, squinting your eyes through the pain. "Thank you for being here. It really means a lot to me."

Kara smiled warmly and gently squeezed your hand back before resting her head on your thigh. "I'm always there for you, no matter what. The morphine will work soon and relieve the pain. You'll see it gets better."

You nodded weakly and closed your eyes completely for a moment to focus on your breathing and push through the pain. The minutes passed slowly, and gradually you felt the sharp edges of the pain being rounded off by the comforting effects of the morphine. “It’s really getting better,” you murmured quietly, more to yourself than to your sister.

Kara laughed encouragingly and gently stroked your arm. "See? I told you. Get some sleep, my sweet."

You nodded gratefully and let your sister's warm presence surround you as you slowly sank into the soothing arms of morphine. Between the pain and the comfort, in that moment you felt safe, supported and supported by your sister's love and care.

[forcedfamiliarization]

Sometimes people ask me "How do you sleep at night?!", (usually after I introduce them to a new spell, like Conjure Kidney Gnomes, Banish Citrus, or Baculum Restoration/Boner Literalification, you know, the good ones!) and the answer is... I don't! I sleep during the day when my Master's away so I'll be well rested to do cat stuff at night!

(Lore below cut.)

This is a picture in the Arcanium dorms where where me and my master, Simon, live! (If you're not from the area, the Arcanium's the college split between the Fah'erim city of Id'uru on the southern side, and the lowmen city of Thaum to the north.)

The Arcanium is a big deal because there's a lot of leylines, so it's the best location to practice magic without constantly running low on mana! Most lowmen mages who made it through the empire were the weird ones out in the woods, so it's important to have a place for all the druids, witches, noita, and skalds who come here for training.

They dorms are a little grim because they used to be the slave quarters before the lowman kingdom came about and banned the practice, so now they're a place to stay for some of the lowmen mages who aren't already in a Mage House, like us!

There's a lot of holes in some of the dorm walls from the war and age and stuff, but as long as it's not raining and you have a few homey touches, it's actually really cozy! You just have to keep the feral gnomes from getting in!

Give me a bit, and I'll give you the tour!

(Reblog chain to follow)

[cicaklah]

A life update

If you weren't here earlier, Tuesday morning I came about 30 minutes and one annoying Google search away from dying

It's a long story but turns out that flu I thought I had was sepsis/blood poisoning

Slightly longer story, my kidney had a stone, stone decided to try and go to my bladder, stone was too big and blocked up the drain, none of the shit my kidney was draining had anywhere to go so my blood became a sewer

Meanwhile this happened: https://www.england.nhs.uk/london/2024/06/04/nhs-london-statement-on-synnovis-ransomware-cyber-attack/

So my team are not able to get my lab work because the fucking lab system has been taken hostage.

I had a stent put in to bypass my kidney and restore the flow, but this leaves me with the poison blood. The stone is still in there.

I got moved down from critical care to the ward on a vague "you'll go home in a few days" story which was shockingly naive.

Anyway this evening my fever started to spike again so they need to find out what is happening asap. But it's 3am and I'm on the ward and my neck hurts and I can't sleep and I read too many sepsis websites about learning to live after you've lost four limbs.

Anyway it's 3am and so I'm making it all your problem now.

[nomsfaultau]

Ello ello again

Here are the asks in my inbox that, to by investigation, were vetted in some capacity, be it by association or organization. If you donate feel free to come to my inbox with a drawing/writing request SBI or otherwise. No one's taken me up on the offer yet.

Every little bit really adds up.

Ahlam Ramadan, suffering from kidney failure. Has 10 kids. Gaza Vetters number 69. €3,230 raised of €20,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/announcing-a-campaign-to-evacuate-ahlam-for-treatment-abroad?attribution_id=sl:d510b52f-3870-4e7e-9330-e43ef3d30310

Ola Ferwana and her 3 kids, separated from husband. Number 60 Gaza Vetters. €12,213 raised of €35,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/urgent-appeal-save-ola-family-evacuate-gaza-war?lang=en_US

Mounir Raed Alanqar is a teen with a family of six, 8 Gaza vetters. €1,954 raised of €35,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/97z7v-help-us-to-survive-from-this-war?attribution_id=sl:58d540d5-2fea-405f-80e6-4ed822955c95

Muhammad Al-Sir and his family of 9. 66 Gazavetters, €2,233 raised of €50,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/alaanoan-help-muhammads-family-get-out-ofthegaza?lang=en_US

Ashraf Alanqar, his wife, and baby boy Bakr. Verified by 90 Ghost. €26,175 raised of €30,000 goal. Very close to goal!! https://www.gofundme.com/f/hope-for-gaza-support-ashrafs-family-rebuild-their-lives?attribution_id=sl:c3d87593-608b-4df6-bbe5-68536fe31621

Lubna and Ahmed. Number 1 gazavetters. €9,952 raised of €50,000 goal. https://www.gofundme.com/f/rfhp83-help-ahmeds-family-escape-the-war?attribution_id=sl:98cc7a78-b52a-440b-8c3f-2b4e22d89eff

Fidaa and her two babies. Vetted by 90 ghost. $67,226 raised of $75,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-fidaa-and-her-children

Man is 17 and is trying to save his sick mother. Verified by 90 ghost. $4,340 raised of $40,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-eman-and-her-mother-evacuate-for-urgent-medical-treatme?attribution_id=sl:bf50c6a7-abbb-451b-a03b-414b9c0fd286

Mohammad Shamia and his family of 7. They are 7 on El Shab Hussein and Nabulsi’s list. $70,262 raised of $100,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-a-med-student-his-family-evacuate-to-safety

Ezzedine Salem and his family of 7. Vetted by gazaveters (52) and 90 ghost. €4,544 raised of €10,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/rebuilding-hope-help-ezzedine-escape-the-war-in-gaza?attribution_id=sl:814b1f53-4e06-4a0a-8589-d5b1b428a320

Ghada and her two children. I believe she’s describing her son’s seizures but the translation didn’t work. Unvetted, although unique images and donation protected. €3,794 raised of €20,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/Refugees-in-Egypt-From-Gazza-during-the-war?lang=en_US

Mahmoud and Loay Kollab and their two children. 106 gazavetters. €1,226 raised of €100,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-rebuild-zain-and-lanas-home-after-the-war?lang=en_US

Muhammad Al Shaer and his family. Friend of el shab hussein. Fundraiser progress $2,042 raised of $30,000 goal https://www.gofundme.com/f/restore-hope-for-the-al-shaer-family

El Shab Hussein and Nabulsi’s verification https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/u/0/d/1yYkNp5U3ANwILl2MknJi9G7ArY4uVTEEQ1CVfzR8Ioo/htmlview#gid=0&range=B225

Gaza Vetters https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/u/0/d/1YGgkXoyam7tnbXb-vqWsHFs3Puyf_xYeXY2dPrZQY1M/htmlview

Also reminder that a lot of these guy are using google translate to help and it often messes up Arabic names so sometimes they change a little from the gofundme to verification, cause language barrier, but they are the same person.