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Do you ever think that with Armin and Annie still keeping their relationship a secret when they return to Paradis, Annie tries saying something, and Armin does the "Anyways," again leaving her with her openly :l face and that Hitch will see them, and instead of Armin being the one hopelessly in love like she remembers, it's Annie and he's just giving her the cold shoulder and how long do you think it'll take her (after laughing her ass off) to throw Armin off a cliff for being mean to her sad kitten of a best friend
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@animangacreators challenge 16 ☆ hanami - wisteria: “welcoming” “ask for a recommendation in our discord net and make an edit about the anime and manga that was recommended to you“
K, recommended by the best @missmakaalbarns
#kprojectedit#k project#anisource#fyanimegifs#animangaboys#shounenedit#animangahive#*mz:mine#amc challenges#amc hanami#sarumi#usernikki#userhanyi#userroh#usergojoana#userkyaa#useraki#userinahochi#usermoh#LOOK AT THEM THEY MAKE ME GO INSANE#if anyone doesnt know im now 100% sarumi trash#i dont think ill ever stop screaming about them#these two bring me so much joy and pain asffhakl#thank you nikki for the rec#me starting and ending this challenge with a nikki rec hehe
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"You'll come back," Manon said.
It sounded like more of a threat than anything
Dorian smirked. "Would you miss me if I didn't?"
Manon didn't reply. He didn't know why he expected her to.
He'd taken all of a step, when Asterin clasped his shoulder. "In and out, quick as you can," she warned him. "Take care of Narene." Worry indeed shone in the Second's gold-flecked black eyes. Dorian bowed his head. "With my life," he promised as he approached her mount and grasped the dangling reins. He didn't fail to miss the gratitude that softened Asterin's features. Or that Manon had already turned away from him.
A fool to start down this path with her. He should have known better.
The hours that passed were some of the longest of Manon's existence.
From anticipation, she told herself. Of what she had to do.
Abraxos, unsurprisingly, found them within an hour, his reins sliced from the struggle he'd no doubt waged and won with Sorrel. He waited, however, beside Manon in silence, wholly focused upon the gate where Dorian and Narene had vanished.
Time dripped by. The king's sword was constant weight at her side. She cursed herself for needing to prove-to him, to herself-that she refused to let him go into Morath for practical, ordinary reasons. Erawan wasn't at the Ferian Gap. It'd be safer. Somewhat. But if the Matrons were there … That was why he'd gone. To learn if they were. To see if Petrah truly commanded the host there, and how many Ironteeth were present. He had not been trained as a spy, but he'd grown up in a court where people wielded smiles and clothes like weapons. He knew how to blend in, how to listen. How to make people see what they wished to see. She'd sent Elide into the dungeons of Morath, Darkness damn her. Sending the King of Adarlan into the Ferian Gap was no different.
It didn't stop her breath from escaping when Abraxos stiffened, scanning the sky. As if he heard something they couldn't.
And it was the joy that sparked in her mount's eyes that told her.
Moments later, Narene sailed toward them, making a lazy path over the mountains, a dark-haired, pale-skinned rider atop her. He'd truly been able to change parts of himself. Had made his face nearly unrecognizable. And kept it that way.
Asterin rushed toward the mare, and even Manon blinked as her Second threw her arms around Narene's neck. Holding her tight. The mare only leaned her head against Asterin's back and huffed.
Manon hadn't dwelled long on what she'd say.
And as the three hundred Ironteeth witches filed into the hall, some coming off their patrols, Manon half wondered if she should have. They watched her, watched the Thirteen, with a wary disdain.
Their disgraced Wing Leader; their fallen Heir.
When all were gathered, Petrah, still standing in the doorway where she'd appeared, merely said, "My life debt for an audience, Blackbeak."
Manon swallowed, her tongue as dry as paper. Seated atop Abraxos, she could see every shifting movement in the crowd, the wide eyes or hands gripping swords.
"I will not tell you the particulars of who I am," Manon said at last. "For I think you have already heard them."
"Crochan bitch," someone spat.
Manon set her eyes on the Blackbeaks, stone-faced where the others bristled with hatred. It was for them she spoke, for them she had come here.
jacket, then hoisting up her white shirt. Rising in the stirrups to bare her scarred, brutalized abdomen. "She does not lie."
UNCLEAN
There, the word remained stamped. Would always be stamped.
"How many of you," Asterin called out, "have been similarly branded? By your Matron, by your coven leader? How many of you have had your stillborn witchlings burned before you might hold them?"
The silence that fell now was different from before. Shaking shuddering.
Manon glanced at the Thirteen to find tears in Ghislaine's eyes as she took in the brand on Asterin's womb. Tears in the eyes of all of them, who had not known. And it was for those tears, which Manon had never seen, that she faced the host again.
"You will be killed in this war, or after it. And you will never see our homeland again."
"What is it that you want, Blackbeak?" Petrah asked from the archway.
"Ride with us," Manon breathed. "Fly with us.
Against Morath. Against the people who would keep you from your homeland, your future." Murmuring broke out again. Manon pushed ahead, "An Ironteeth-Crochan alliance. Perhaps one to break our curse at last."
Again, that shuddering silence. Like a storm about to break Asterin sat back in the saddle, but kept her shirt open.
"The choice of how our people's future shall be shaped is yours," Manon told each of the witches assembled, all the Blackbeaks who might fly to war and never return. "But I will tell you this." Her hands shook, and she fisted them on her thighs. "There is a better world out there. And I have seen it."
Even the Thirteen looked toward her now.
"I have seen witch and human and Fae dwell together in peace. And it is not weakness to do so, but a strength. I have met kings and queens whose love for their kingdoms, their peoples, is so great that the self is secondary. Whose love for their people is so strong that even in the face of unthinkable odds, they do the impossible."
Manon lifted her chin. "You are my people. Whether my grandmother decrees it so or not, you are my people, and always will be. But I will fly against you, if need be, to ensure that there is a future for those who cannot fight for it themselves. Too long have we preyed on the weak, relished doing so. It is time that we became better than our foremothers." The words she had given the Thirteen months ago. "There is a better world out there," she said again. "And I will fight for it." She turned Abraxos away, toward the plunge behind them. "Will you?"
Manon nodded to Petrah. Eyes bright, the Heir only nodded back. They would be permitted to leave as they had arrived: unharmed.
So Manon nudged Abraxos, and he leaped into the sky, the Thirteen following suit.
Not a child of war. But of peace.
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Here I present to you Tori in a love crisis !! He can't decide who's cuter, Akechi or Saiki (๑♡⌓♡๑) it's a toughie...
This was my gift from amber (@simpingnightmare) for a Valentine's art trade we did together! I love tori's expression and blush and his cute heart sweater!!
#go follow amber right now !!!#this is actually the first part bc she gave me two drawings :3#ill post the other one tomorrow probs#and ill post my half of the art trade tomorrow too!!#art trade#toritsuka reita#reita toritsuka#saiki kusuo no ψ nan#saiki no psi nan#saiki k#torikechi#akechi touma#touma akechi#torisai#torisai thursday#saiki kusuo#kusuo saiki#saitori#aketori
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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps
#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH#I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream#little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me#woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not#I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel#but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333#unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother#and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now#but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns#because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group#I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends#I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way#and im afraid he still thinks we should be together#meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them#talked a bit too much ooopssss#Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again#anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more#random stuff#chaos#friendship#violet rambles
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. crazy how crowley fell twice
#yk.#he Fell#er sorry sauntered vaguely downwards#and then he.#yk. fell for azira-[GUNSHOTS]#k sorry ill go to bed now#crowley#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#good omens#lia talks
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#it's a strange thing to work in a store that never sleeps. like living in an organism. like forcing its blood to flow#youre there an not. mostly out of sight and out of mind. blinking into existence when something is needed#or at least thats how it is when you work on the back end. and its an oddly gendered workplace when i go in#before the sun is up. before the doors are unlocked. men and boys unload the trucks and sort the packages. women sort the clothing packages#so they do that on purpose? do applicates sort themselves? why do only women work in style?#i dunno. it feels like my 1st real job. its very strange bc there are alloted times and clocking in and out and forced breaks. ive never had#that. ive only had: every moment that youre not working is a waste of time. i worked 10 hour days 6 days a week while getting paid part time#so it's weird. its nice to feel useful. its nice to have my time filled with things to do. but its also like going to school k-12 bc its#like: oh god i gotta get up at 3am so i can go to work. so i dunno. we'll see how i feel after a full week. its also sorta physically#exhausting and maybe i should have said 32hrs instead of 40 so i can actually work on some stuff this summer but i guess we'll see#right now getting a government job sounds better than going back to school but i dunno. i dunno#ill have to start applying in earnest. ay ay ay. what a mess#unrelated
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it's actually so devastating that the first boy i ever loved and who loved me back was struggling with addiction and self harm and depression when we were together and like. it was never going to happen and we were never going to make it, despite my neverending hope that it would.
#and now im never going to love anyone again bc i wont survive it#i almost k*lled myself like three times after we broke up#and then when we got back into contact and i got closure i still ruined it with my overeagerness#and i landed myself in a fucking psych ward#so yea i dont think i can ever try to love anyone else again it's too dangerous and im going to have to be alone for the rest of my life#and im just sitting here bitter and tired bc my sister and my cousin will always choose their boyfriends over me#im always going to be the one left behind and i just need to accept it#while theyre moving in with their boyfriends and growing up and getting to do adult things ill just be stuck living in my moms house foreve#bc i dont think ill ever get better to the point that i could have those things too
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my psychiatrist admitted he's unsure about how to advise me in our session today cause my situation is so horrific there's no drug or therapy he can prescribe to fix it so lets pop bottles cause i won the gold medal in mental illness wooooo!!!! 🍾 🥂
#dont fucking talk to me aboit ''it gets better'' no it doesnt ill be trapped in hell forever what kind of a fucking life is that#just shut the fuck up i dont care yes im satisfied dying miserable and alone#if at least thats the first time ive ever had autonomy and dignity#anyways no im not gonna do it right this second but i really cant take another ''youll get better'' message#when theres no guarantee#why cant toxic positivity mfs ever get a grip and say ''what youre going through is bad and abusive''#instead of waterboarding you with ''it gets better''#k i need to go drink myself into a coma now goodnight yall ✌
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I want so badly to write a series of fics of post-Cazador Astarion slowly starting to explore his sexuality and experiment with kinks as part of his recovery journey
#like I'm going to#obviously that will be happening#but i have to much to dooo right now#and i keep having thoughts of scenes that would be right in the middle of that sort of series#maybe ill just write it all out of order#hmm#bg3#astarion#~K
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Eddsworld is funny because.. since it’s animated in a cartoony style the characters are all just silly little guys to me. I cannot take overly angsty red leader/wtfuture AUs seriously. Red Leader is really just a tiny guy with weird hair who can do a weirdly accurate zombie impression. You know who ACTUALLY took over the world? Matt. The guy with the face.
#perfectly balanced between somewhat badass and ‘we ressurect an average of 3 people an episode’#idk what point im trying to make here bc i love somewhat angsty aus#but i also have a special hatred for bloodthirsty red leader aus#like.. he is just a silly guy with big plans who definitely did NOT go out of his way to keep his not-friends close#k ill shut up now#eddsworld
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It never stops being funny to me how Annie was worried about the "more cheerful girls out there" when I think the only time she should be jealous/Armin would actually blush at another woman is if she where to attack him
Like out of nowhere flip-over-the-shoulder kind of attack that Armin ends up on his back with a woman (extra points if older) looking down at him threateningly
Yeah it'll take his software a good while to reboot after that and I can totally see Annie looking at him just
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#aruani#headcanon#k ill go back to sleep#(maybe such an event will make annie stop being overly gentle with him#he wants to be fucked up badly!#the dick wants what the dick wants i guess)#k ill go back to sleep now#night!
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he watched the ending of the tennant era for the first time in 12 years. (he cried really fucking hard.)
#doctor who#i am smitten.#matt smitten-#ill k*ll myself now#GOD i forgot how insane the ending to the tennant era was#i know that he's the most popular doctor for a reason#but i genuinely forgot he got 5 specials at the end of s4#because tennant really didnt want to go.#bless than man.#bless him for coming back too.#he really made me fall in love with sci-fi as a genre.
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I'm about two days away from finishing the third draft of chapter 27
#its definitely longer than i wanted it to be#but its not so long that i will have to split it up#which is good#i think this chapter works best all in one go#it was nice to have some shorter chapters for a while but i think ill stick with longer chapters again from now on#i prefer the way the story flows with longer chapters#ive always thought of this story as having a sort of k-drama pacing rather than anime pacing#as in a longer episode where more happens rather than short episodes that past in the blink of an eye and leave you wanting more#not a lot of cliffhangers in this story#maybe thats not a good thing lol#cliffhangers keep people interested#but i dont want to leave a cliffhanger for 1 to 2 months between chapters and i really cant post any faster than that
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A bird from class
#math is so... mmmghhh#fun but not#well anything can be fun but im not in the mood#filling my margins with life#haaa actually this is from 2022 at least#doodle#traditional art#bird#of.. unknown origin.#i have no idea what this is i made it up#a finch?#ill go with finch#k ill shut up now this is long tags#finch
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MISERY IS A BUTTERFLY — THE MAIN CAST + SIDE CHARACTERS OF TLOU + TLOU H*BO 🌿🍄 (template by @unholymilf | coloring by @notoriousaesthetics | icons)
#oc: olga litvinchuck#oc: gianna villareal#oc: alaia alcántara#oc: gianna#oc: yori villareal#oc: ondria villareal norrey#oc: fleur foucher#oc: francis allard#tv: the last of us#tlou oc#the last of us oc#it wouldn't be a leg edit with quotes without a k*afka quote !#AND THERE SHE IS !!!!!! tlou!olga! that's baby right there!#with her signatures blues of course <3 shes still very a c*itadel oc though! she has a tlou verse now and i love her in it a normal amount#ESPECIALLY WITH HER WITH DEARIE BOY LOGAN GODD ive been having brain rot for them all day ajkxiwjh they're so!#(ty ty alyssa for letting me set up my dear girl with him im like...... sobbing ur a TREASURE)#onnie is actually a close dear friend of gias ! they're all still VERY VERY much friends! shes actually the one who intro'd her to him!#it just........ didn't work out u know? it happens! but there's still a lot of love between them its just platonic instead of romantic !#fleur and francis are rather involved but i also wouldn't say exclusive? im not sure if they're an item or not? but yea! babies!#ill have to do a lore post on them bc we'll be going on for YEARS in these tags akmkjsk <3#it wouldn't be a leg verse if there wasn't at least ONE clown who was a bit unhinged hehe <3 dearie girl fleur i adore uuuu!#and as always the biggest thank you to dearie ash for this forever loveliest template! your mind for making it! galaxy !#and notorious for the cutest coloring! it fit so well for this was was lovely to use!#leg.edit#leg.ocs#*ocedit#*my ocs#back to a*soiaf and f*hr tomfoolery ! the t*lou clowns have had a moment lately <3 but i will be doing more things for them u betcha <3
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