#just woke up to this fuck me!!!!!!!!
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help me afford rent, i was fucked over by my latest psychiatrist
okay well apparently the paycheck i just got immediately went to paying off a psychiatrist appointment i had at the beginning of october and they are JUST now telling me that my medicaid wasn’t accepted and charged me $150 for it. which obviously i barely have.
and so now i have nothing to pay my share of rent with ($600.) i was relying on my next paycheck of $450 to help me cover that but now i need about $150 for rent, and $145 for my car insurance payment in 7 days (i won’t get paid again for another 2 weeks after tomorrow). i don’t know what to do so i’m turning to you guys’ help again.
$150 / $150 needed by November 1st
if everyone who saw this donated $2, i’d reach my goal. if you cannot donate please please reblog so that it may reach others who can. thank you so much for your kindness and support. as always hateful messages will be blocked (looking at you anons who tell me to kill myself for this)
#hey gamers guess who got fucked overrrrrr ✌️✌️✌️#just woke up to this fuck me!!!!!!!!#i am legitimately so afraid of overdrafting again i CANNOT afford the fee!!!!!!
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turn on the lights, this cannot last forever
watching and dreaming promo
#i woke up and saw that trailer had dropped 5 minutes before i checked my phone. something out there needed me awake#the owl house#toh spoilers#watching and dreaming#toh season 3#luz noceda#amity blight#hunter noceda#gus porter#willow park#the owl house spoilers#this episode is gonna fuck so HARDDDDD its ticking all my fav trope boxes so far from just 44 seconds of promo material omg#guys im sweating sm i sat down chugged a monster and didnt move a muscle until this was done. my demons#hdhfdhfgdjhgd guys!!!! im so unwell
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He is FUcking gorgeous
#my gifs#queue#ghost band#papa emeritus iv#copia#the band ghost#ghost#popia#i was just about to sleep and now im woke the fuck up thinking about how i wanna fuck this old man on this chaise chair#But his eyes his expressive#his poise#he is 🥴🥴🥴#papa iv#rite here rite now#rhrn#dif colouring because feels more intimate to me
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johnny breaking in your pussy to prepare it for a bigger cock (simon’s) :(
#says shit like ‘‘youd hate him if we dont let me fuck you first yeah?’’#…johnnys not even your boyfriend. its simon#one day you just woke up to the proposition and coaxed into agreeing because simon ‘im not good with virgins’ riley#and johnny ‘i love breaking in pussies’ mactavish honest to god hypnotized you#like. maybe it does make sense that johnny (your boyfriend’s best mate) fucks you first. thats just courtesy aint it?#and if their two other colleagues were invited. well thats just simon showing you off#ghoap x reader#sun rambles
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i dont think gerard talking about his bag of knives before sleep was funny silly or quirky i think it was a very real look at how he handled/is currently handling the grief he feels about his friend dying. something about wishing someone would come and hurt you so you have an excuse to kill them is like very... its grief thats so intense and violent it makes you wish you could project it onto someone else. anyways.
#me @ me: no one cares#mcr#i just saw people being like oh gerard so silly what are you EVER saying haha lolol#like it actually just struck me very hard when i heard the whole clip in context#he says at the very end that his friend fell down and went to sleep and never woke up#thats fucked and thats sad and thats what the song is about#anyways it was just bothering me. i dont think he was being silly or not making any sense#like he was hamming it up because hes on stage and he just Talks Like That#but i think that wasnt. like a funny joke. i believe that he had those thoughts wholeheartedly
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i think im not a fan of what dc keeps doing with jason because they keep having him, the abused, become an abuser in some way shape or form. and the classism they don't want to talk about (i am being so for real there is a genuine problem of both writers and readers who do not understand jason's background and it pissed me off so bad because it always shapes their opinion of him in the wrong way and they don't care to even try to listen). and how if they were going to have him come back they should have had delved into his identity crisis and the inherent horror of coming back but not knowing how or why or what to do about it and not knowing what you were doing while dead and having to deal with time jumping forward on you and the fact that you will never get the time back and no one will he the same as they were before you died and how isolating and lonely that would be. and they also definitely weren't prepared for the fact that jason was grieving his life and his death and his hopes for his mother and his dad who didn't get there in time and the dc writers are fucking cowards. which brings me to my next point: why do we keep listening to them about shit because they are quite literally always fighting with each other and projecting their own personal biases into characters (i.e. making them worse than they are/2 dimensional/trying to make them iredeemable so their favorite character gets to shine) and also they are all freaks of nature with a consistent problem of being God Awful People who why would we trust them with these characters. jason todd they don't get you like i do
#it's 3AM and i woke up out of a fitful sleep to write this post#i hallucinated jason todd while trying to sleep#(just like them bitches in the comics always fucking do can we point that out. actually. they always fucking hallucinate someone in their#family but mostly jason. when he was dead and stuff#more hallucinations or give me death#i meant that figuratively#the second part#i want more hallucinations or give me someone talking about how that used to happen to them and jason going “wtf r u good ?” or#“ew keep me out of your brain freak”#(second one directed at tim)#what was i saying#ummmm#jason todd#he deserves better#coming from a similar background means i am his number one defender#i have mommy issues too so tack that on there#the way people look at and treat the homeless makes me infuriated because you dont get it#you dont GET IT#until it's YOU mother fucker
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what if i went clinically insane for like 5 seconds
#im losing my fucking mind#i woke up in a cold sweat and had to draw it#i did not use a ref drawing prince d and it is very apparent i will do better next time i promise#kill me i think#prince d trolls#clay trolls#idek what this ship is called#clince trolls#its over for me#im just saying prince d would appreciate sick drip when he sees it#trolls#my art
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the obscene amount of chronic pain Luke Skywalker must face...
#AGH.#his whole body is probably so FUCKED UP from so many things#1: freezing to near death must've fucked up at least ONE of his systems#2: electrocution mustve fucked up at least MULTIPLE of his systems#3: he lost a hand so the phantom pain probs exists and instead of letting that fix itself they just put another hand on him instantly#so the nerves he's receiving from that hand vs the nerves still convinced he's missing a hand vs the nerves convinced he has his flesh hand#YEA imagine how fucked up thats gotta be#and 4: he keeps getting thrown or beat up or shot at so. so wounds everywhere there.#YEAH okay#this was my 4 am thought after my cat woke me up to be a little bitch#luke skywalker#star wars
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just had the thought 'in the end the most important thing varric taught rook was how to make a home for, with, and in other people' and then I had to go lie down on the floor and clutch at my head in unceasing agony for a few hours, as you may well imagine. hawke and the kirkwall crew........ in the end you kind of saved the world a bit in the most characteristically indirect and chaotic of ways. not by anything in particular that you did or achieved or accomplished (lmao imagine!), but just by -- having existed, and by the love that was always there, despite it all, in all its imperfections, even when no one was saved by it in the end. you're not here right now and you're not quite haunting the narrative but I hear your voices bickering and arguing and laughing from the other room. (and so, I think, does varric. all the time.)
'did you think you mattered, hawke? did you think anything you ever did mattered?' yeah actually, varric says with da2 and keeps saying through the series. you were here. and I loved you. and as it turns out that mattered more than almost anything in the world, no matter how long it lasted or how fucked up it was at the time or what else happens, because varric manages to pass that feeling, that intangible... home, that echo of you all as you were together, that love, hopefully the best parts of it, on to someone else for them to bring with them on their journey, with their family. and maybe the world will be kinder this time. you never know. merrill's line of 'Everything affects everything. We were born, a bunch of things happened, and now we're in a mess with our friends.' varric's greatest fear of becoming his parents. even through the wreck and the ruin of the world, ghosts upon ghosts upon ghosts of love -- malcolm hawke, who we never even see, but his life touched hawke's and hawke's touched varric's and varric's touched rook's and rook is passing it on to the family they're creating. the unbroken legacy of love shines through in ways that are stronger and stranger than any magic. help
#I woke up. I opened my eyes. this insight hit me over the head like the fist of god. what the fuck. what the FUCK#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#hawke#varric tethras#dragon age 2#dragon age meta#let me live please I've barely reached consciousness I can't deal with this#the kirkwall gang.#what if they were secretly the most important people who ever existed. just because they existed. and for the love that was there#yeah you know what? that's not the worst legacy in the world is it.#da:tv really is da2 2 in some key ways. to me. one of the most da2 lovers or all time#also extremely da2 and also varric core for varric to adopt a kid (as a full adult) completely alone with hawke possibly dead#and STILL somehow manage to make it a varrichawke lovechild on some level. not romantic not platonic but something even more insane#every day varric is unbearably intimate with hawke through the narrative in ways he simply Cannot be with anyone in real life#(in ways you perhaps Should not be in real life. also. lol)#he keeps moving on no matter what b/c that's what you do. but I think varric's real home isn't even kirkwall or a place at all#it's a time. and that time is da2. or at least the story of da2 that he tells himself.#also also what about them themes around parenthood huh. I think varric in the end at least did not become his parents. thank god#trauma gets passed down. but so do other things and you have choices about what you want to leave behind#for those who come after you.#*tears streaming down my face* guess I have to go make breakfast and pretend everything is normal then. sick and twisted
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Solas addressing current day Thedas about his plans to bring down the Veil:
#the egg was going to save the elves and lead a rebellion and instead you made it all about mythal and only mythal#by all means have mythal and solas's relationship be fucked#but why minimize Solas's entire past as a freedom fighter for this?? his motivations were lessened so much from what trespasser set up#the game made him so unlikable to me#joplin cut save me </3#that version actually had him helping the elves like he said he was going to do in trespasser -> instead he started two world wars in datv#he absolutely only made life worse for the elves and everyone else on thedas since the moment he woke from his beauty sleep & that's fucked#led to thousands and thousands more dying and the entire south being blighted to hell#make the man whose flaw is that he cares too much cause the most harm to everyone on thedas in its TOTALITY from the titans to this point#they did you dirty solas >:(#people won't remember him in thedas as a freedom fighter post datv -> there will be no songs or legends about the true fen'harel#remembered as he should be as the man who stood up to gods for the slaves -> who risked all he had in the name of freedom against tyrants#instead he set in motion the greatest conflict of the age as well as corypheous -> people will curse his name just like the dalish once did#they will look around at the blighted remains of their lands and the bodies of those they loved and they will blame him and be 100% correct#god it just makes me feel depressed what they did to him#the elves would absolutely be fucked all over again because of this - their gods returning and blighting the world#while another was responsible for it happening in the first place????#then to hint that the forbidden/forgotten ones are still out there as an antagonist too?! stoppppp#datv critical#datv spoilers#bioware critical#dragon age the veilguard
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it's 7th July for me.
Momo's day Momo's day Momo's day !!
#fuck yeah#woke up early just to open tumblr and post this#happpyyy birthdayyy to youuuu#my beautiful boy#me core#(im nothing like him)#mp100#mob psycho 100#mob psycho fanart#shigeo kagayama#ritsu kageyama#tome kurata#takenaka momozou#i dont like how i drew Tome here.#but oh well
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Y'all know those fanfics where Saiki is an asshole to Teruhashi or really rude to her until they start dating? Yeah, this is what I imagine what that Saiki meeting Canon Saiki would be like.
Canon Saiki: So do you still deal with Teruhashi?
Fanfic Saiki: I can not avoid that woman. The other day she was bothering me when a mob of her fans showed up so I teleported away and-
Canon Saiki, surprised: You revealed your powers to her?! I mean, her fans do suck, so I can understand panicking and teleporting the both of you away-
Fanfic Saiki: What? No, I teleported myself away and left her there.
Canon Saiki: You what.
Fanfic Saiki: I teleported myself away. Well actually, I was the one who kinda summoned that crowd so that she'd be too overwhelmed with them to go find me-
Canon Saiki, shaking with murderous rage: You what.
#kokomi teruhashi#fanon saiki#terusai#saiteru#saiki kusuo#saiki no psi nan#kusuo saiki#saiki k#the disastrous life of saiki k#tdlosk#saiki kusou no psi nan#Not hate to any fic creators#It's just that I've read several where Saiki is like this#Including one where he fucked with her tarot fortune (which he knew she cared a lot about) to fuck with her head#And while that's a great fic concept and the fic itself was very well written#The concept sent me into a blind rage where I woke up ten hours later in Utah at an Amish farm.#I want to make it clear#This isn't explictly romantic#This can be platonic Terusai#Romantic Terusai#Whatever#But he does love her#And she loves him#It doesn't matter what way#It doesn't matter if they love each other in the same way they love their other friends#Or if it's in a different way#The love is there#And that's all that matters
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dovquez x mary on a cross
#woke up in the middle of the night popped a painkiller had to learn how to make fancam on a phone really quickly#just bc the only idea of this song on dovquez got me headspinning delirious#virgo stuff idk#something something about them haunting me forever#marc marquez#andrea dovizioso#dovquez#motogp edits#myr edits#edit: did tumblr just fuck up the quality omfg imma kms
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Remember that all of chapter 1 and 2 happens in the span of 2 days.
Vertin met Schneider for that short of a time (on Valentine's Day, no less) and managed to have to most whirlwind goncharov ass doomed tragic could-have-been with each another in prohibition era Chicago; has to watch her almost die in her arms; ends up traumatized by oranges because her; then goes into a actual coma after watching her actually die in her arms.
Tender is the Night? WRONG. more like Painful is the Night.
I'm never emotionally recovering from this im suing bluepoch.
#no one is doing it like them#hoping my girlie schneider haunts the narrative. we can't have her playable so i'm hoping for this instead#vertin#schneider#reverse 1999#verneider#schnertin#i've only just started chap 3 so no spoilers but i do wonder what lead up to the events of vertin getting hospitalized in st. pavlov#did she just. fucking faint and never woke up after the storm passed. honestly i cannot blame the poor thing#she's like. 16. that would fuck me up if i was 16#certified storm moments
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dream i had
#i don't know how to explain this other than assure you everything i say in the image is real and true.#i saw this in my dream and it pissed me off so much i woke up. stupid fucking idea.#if anyone actually likes it you're free to do whatever just don't credit me LOL#king dedede#kirby series#“panic why are you a nun on discord”#how about that's NUN of your business LOL.
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2023 Qatar Grand Prix - Sprint - Oscar Piastri
#not my best ever gifs i dont think BUT IM SOOOOO HAPPPYYYYYYYY!!!!!!#OSCAR P1!!!!!! OSCAR WIN!!!!!! OSCAR ROOKIE WIN LETS GOOOOO#i still cant believe it this is absolutely insane#i feel like i find myself saying this every week about oscar but wow#back in bahrain i could never have imagined him winning a race this year!! IN HIS ROOKIE SEASON!!!!#I was shocked when i woke up to see him have gotten pole in the shootout#AND THEN TO WATCH HIM WIN!!!! SOOOOOOO GOOD#Im so proud of him sob sob sob#again: throwbacl to me and dru talking abt the possibility of him podiuming or even winning#and i was like no way i doubt it with this car. nevermind :) ive never been so happy to be incorrect#WHERE IS MARK!??!!?!??!!? WHERE ARE YOU???? YOUR BOY JUST FUCKING WON!!!! WHERE IS THE HUG???? WHERE IS THE CONGRATS???#i swear to god if i check his insta and theres yet another animal vid on his story im going to kill the old man#HE WAS WANDERING AROUND THE GARAGE YESTERDAY FOR QUALI!! WHERE WAS HE TODAY AAAGHHHHHH#oscar piastri#f1#formula 1#formula one#2023 qatar grand prix#2023 qatar gp#we do a little bit of f1
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