#just to try. just as a change of pace.
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there are all sort of self-deprecating people with high standards for their niche activities i encounter on tumblr but the ones who really warn me off learning about their hobby the most are serious Dog People involved in the Dog World (constantly in some kind of hideous agony about their dog's tail being slightly too high in a way no casual observer would find possible to perceive). this is surmounted only by Dog People who also have a hobby of Semi-Serious Photography that they seem to have started while trying to get good at photographing the dog. those people can be miserable about the quality of the photograph and the quality of the dog simultaneously while still never making a single complaint over years that im even remotely capable of comprehending
areas where it seems actively self-defeating for your ability to enjoy the activity if you learn too much information about it
#lots of people are frustrated by things they have more technical background in and ability to evaluate than me#but somehow the dog photographers have really made it seem like a guaranteed recipe for disappointment to#learn too much information about either photography or dogs.#ive complained before about the thing where i get like secondhand dog body dysmorphia from this stuff#but i hadn't realized that i also find it pretty grim when they've simultaneously unlocked the ability to be sad about their dogs' unfixabl#physical traits AND their white balance.#they're always lovely-seeming people with pleasant interesting posts about their charming dogs. i wish i could... gift them#my interminable and unwavering ignorance and resulting positive feeling for their pets and creative output#just to try. just as a change of pace.#box opener#by contrast ive only encountered one knitting blogger with the same level of unswervably consistent unhappy self-deprecation#about their own knitting output. and even they aren't *also* publicly miserable about photographs#no idea why this is.
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I think that one thing people fail to understand is that unsolicited literary criticism coming from an online stranger who is reading with no knowledge of what the authors intended goal is, is not going to be received the same as say: the authors beta reader or friends who know what the authors intended goal and has the sufficient knowledge and input to help the author reach that desired outcome.
"But I'm only trying to be helpful" How do I know you have the knowledge and literary skill for you to be able to actaully do that when we don't know each other and you are essentially a stranger to me? Are you applying this criticism based out of personal biased experience and desire to see the story or characterization be driven in another direction or tweaked, or do you know the author's intentions for the character? If the story is incomplete, are you basing your criticism of a character on the incomplete narration with only partial information available of them or are you building up a report until the story's completion? Did the author provide you with the information needed to make a fully informed criticism?
Have you discussed with the author what their plans are or are you assuming them based off the narration, especially if the narration is proven or implied to be unreliable or missing key points of the plot? Are you unbiased enough to help them reach their desired outcome for the characters and story regardless of your personal feelings towards the characters/antagonists and setting? Can you handle being told your specific input isn't wanted because you're a reader and/or have no written anything relating to their genre or topic? Do you understand and respect that the author's personal experiences might influence their writing and make it different than how you would have done it personally? Do you understand if an author only wants input from a specific demographic relating to their story?
If it's for fanfiction or other hobby media, are you holding a free hobby to a professional standard? Are you trying to give criticism because you feel like the author has produced 'subpar job performance' of their fic? Are you viewing their work as a personal intimate outlet or something that must conform with mass media? Are you applying rules and guidelines when the fic is shared for simple sharing sake? Is your criticism worded appropriately and focused on the parts where the author has requested input on rather than a general dismissal and or disapproval?
Have you put yourself in a place where you assumed you have the input needed for the story to evolve better, or have you asked what the author needs and what they're having trouble with? Can you handle having your criticism rejected if the author decides their story doesn't need the change and not take it as a personal offense against your character? Are you crossing that boundary because you think you are doing the author a favor? Are you trying to be helpful, or do you just want to be?
I think sometimes when people hear authors go 'please don't give me unsolicited writing advice or criticism' they automatically chalk it up to 'this author doesn't want ANY constructive feedback on their stuff at all' and not "i already have trusted individuals who will help me with my writing goals and- hey i don't know you like that, please stop acting so overly familiar with me'
#small rant brought to you by: listened to my younger sibling's friend be very upset today because an original story she wrote gets bashed#the story itself is fine maybe a little fast paced but overall she was happy with it's progress#and there is this one dude who keeps trying to tell her that her story needs to go another direction to 'make sense' and it changes the end#after she's repeatedly explained she's happy with the outcome and does not want to expand on that plot point any further#dude says she's 'unreceptive to criticism' no dude you're just being a dick#constructive criticism helps the AUTHOR reach THEIR intended goal#not steer the story in the direction a reader wants to see it go#sara shush#pls don't reblog with any 'but i take unsolicited criticism all the time' this isnt about you. your boundary is not other people's boundary
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I’ve been losing my mind over these guys recently
#transformers#humanformers#decepticons#Starscream#skywarp#thundercracker#Soundwave#shockwave#wavewave#seekers#a lot of these are unfinished cause my iPad started overheating 😭#idk how actual pilot uniforms are supposed to look- tbh I just worked off one ref image + some from top gun#I don’t really want it the fits to look too similar to any existing uniforms cause I’m not trying to imply anything#anyway- thundercracker has honestly turned out to be my potential favorite??#I’m not sure yet cause I basically love all the main decepticons but fr it might be thundercracker#but it’s okay- I don’t HAVE to pick one fave I suppose#ughhh transformers has been such a nice change of pace from mk cause what is even going on over there??#I’m only excited for the t1000 and I’ve been DYING waiting for him to be playable#terminator 2 honestly in my top 10 movies and t1000 in top ten villains tbh#Robert Patrick did such a phenomenal job it just hasn’t been topped#but yeah wtf is even going on in mk?? like who the flying fuck asked for Conan??#but anyway I should probably actually draw either prime or tf one#I just love g1 so much plus the designs are literal squares it’s so much easier 😭#I’m also just attached to who whimsical it is? such simpler times#I think transformers tries to hard to be dark and brooding sometimes#which is my main criticism for how Optimus is in prime but that’s a whole nother conversation#I will say though prime did a good job of converting the dark bayverse designs#and making them fun an appealing to look at#doodle#my art
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try to overcome it
#im doodling on my tablet#or trying to#just for a change of pace#trigun#vashmeryl#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#trigun maximum#my silly art
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concept designs for the zombie apocalypse au i'm working on - pt. 1 (small au details under the cut regarding their designs)
--- mike's design
always wears his bomber jacket (normally decorated with pins) - was given to him by nancy when he was ten and he grew into it
signature weapon is a machete - likes its versatility + has terrible aim with guns: the only one he can kind of use is a shotgun, but he rarely uses it because the kickback fucks with his shoulder
will's design
always wears a long sleeve around his waist "just in case" (normally his military jacket or a flannel)
watch was given to him by jonathan when he was ten
signature weapon is a hunting rifle - is the second best with guns after lucas + follows the st canon of him using a rifle in s1e1
el's design
wardrobe always consists of one thing from a different party member (ex. gray hoodie is actually mike's, next day she wears a lucas jacket or a will flannel, etc.) it makes her feel safe :'D
doesn't have a signature weapon + is very versatile - just tends to use whatever's on hand at times or the environment around her
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other notes: i fucking love apocalypse shit :P i'm still working on the whole outline of course, but if you're wondering, the infection i'm imagining would be a mix between days gone + l4d + a smidgen of tlou while the world is similar to tlou and a little of twd. i'll include some upside down stuff with the infection to make it feel like st :D i'm currently planning where i want this universe to go, with backstories and relationship dynamics between the entire party - byler will be the main romantic relationship, but i'll also dedicate some time to lumax too. however, the biggest theme surrounding this au is found family for me, so while romance will still be important, i want to put a lot of focus on the entire group's dynamic as a whole!
#i've already designed and drawn the other three babies <3 i'm just trying to pace the posts and solidify details#also please ignore the moderate art style change i'm trying something new and its working#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#el hopper#willelmike#the party#byler#stranger things fanart#st apoc au#<- tag for this au#just bc i intend to be drawing way more of it!!#sammi's art
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Okay but I need yall to know that I couldn’t physically stop myself from coloring this absolutely adorable sketch by @sha-biest of her Golden Future Raph with his hands full of the tiny turtle tots once i got permission of course
just look!!! how cute!! i love!!!
ik im new to the whole fandom, but if by chance you see this and you havent seen sha’s art, i highly encourage you to go give her love and support!!
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rottmnt tots#turtle tots#heck how does one tag for this fandom dskjfkdslf#this was so much fun tho#still trying to figure out how to draw the bois myself#but taking a break from that to just do some coloring#aka my fave part#was a very nice change of pace#thank u for letting me color this sha~ <3
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mornings with him – a ditch ficlet
Derek found comfort in his strange yet endearing morning routine. word count: 800
A ray of sunlight peeped through the curtains and cascaded itself onto Derek's bed, jolting him awake. The clock on the wall indicated that it was 6 AM. Derek groaned and dragged a hand down his face, cringing at the stubble that covered his chin—he felt like a teenager, all gangly limbs and awkward changes to his body that he hadn't quite grown accustomed to yet. It was comforting, in a way.
Derek sat up—or at least, tried to sit up. He almost succeeded before a pair of arms dragged him back into the bed, snuggling him into the pile of blankets and pillows. Derek let out a muffled cry of protest, but the arms didn't relent.
"Love," Derek said, the words buried in an airy laugh. "I need to make breakfast."
Titch groaned and leaned his body onto Derek's so that there was basically no space between their bodies, nestling his face into Derek's neck.
"Breakfast can wait..." he murmured. "I'm cold."
"It's August," Derek deadpanned. To be honest, he was overheating in Titch's arms and the blankets.
When Titch showed no signs of letting go, Derek sighed and resorted to his contingency plan; he grabbed the arms that held him hostage and pried them open, which proved to be quite a difficult task—despite what his stature might suggest, Titch was incredibly strong.
In the sliver of time that he bought himself, Derek lunged forward and dove out of the bed, landing on the wooden floor with a soft thud.
Titch mumbled some nonsense, incoherent and jumbled by a half-conscious brain, in protest. Derek planted an apologetic kiss on Titch's cheek and ruffled his blonde hair, which had a golden sheen from the sunlight that peeked through the curtains.
Derek snuck one last glance at his lover, whose face smoothed into a tranquil expression as he presumably returned to dreamland, and found himself smiling. He had come a long way, both of them had. It felt like just yesterday when Titch was lighting candle after candle, refusing to sleep until the first crack of dawn peeked through the night.
Derek grimaced at his reflection; his hair was sticking up in every direction, and he was in desperate need of a shave. He patted his hair in a vain attempt to school it, but the pile of curls immediately stuck back out again. Derek sighed in defeat and decided that he'd bother with his rebellious hair some other time, instead shifting his attention to everything else that needed fixing.
Shaving was something that caused Derek intense annoyance and euphoria in the strangest of oxymorons. The act itself was tedious, and if he had the option to, Derek would absolutely choose to never have to pick up a razor again.
But in a way, the razor in his hand and the shaving cream on his face represented progress that he never thought would be possible. It was a symbol of his growth, his comfort in his own body, which was beautiful despite all the tediousness.
Derek flinched as an improperly-angled movement caused a shallow gash across his cheek. He could do without all the blood that he had drawn in the process of learning this strange aspect of manhood, though.
The shaving cream washed off his face with a splash of water and Derek dragged a hand across his now-smooth skin. It felt like velvet between his fingers. Derek smiled. He was proud of himself.
The pink apron was an essential part of the cooking process, and this was only partially a joke.
Strangely enough, all of Derek's best and fluffiest flapjacks were made while he donned the frilly baby pink apron that James got Titch as a joke for Christmas one year. It was a strange phenomenon that was difficult to explain every time someone asked why he was working in the fields while wearing something that looked like it belonged to a Barbie playset.
Lost in thought about aprons, Derek barely noticed the arms that snaked around his waist.
Derek chuckled. "Good morning, love," he said without turning around. "So you finally woke up, huh?"
"Mornin'," Titch mumbled into Derek's shirt.
Sometimes it was hard to believe that the Titch currently clinging onto him like a koala on a eucalyptus tree was the same standoffish, emotionally closed-off Titch that he was first introduced to years ago.
Derek didn't bother shrugging Titch off. He didn't mind the physical contact; he quite enjoyed it, actually. The two stayed like that in silence, with the only noise in the room being the ambient sizzling of the pan and whirring of the range hood.
"I love you," Derek said as he placed a finished flapjack onto a plate.
"Yeah."
Derek knew that it was Titch's way of saying, "I love you too."
#shoot from the hip#the unrelenting aubergine#sfth ditch#sfth fanfiction#junyu's fanfics#trying something a little different this time#I don't usually post my fics directly onto tumblr but I thought this could be a nice change of pace#just cause when I post my fics onto ao3 I feel the pressure to make it at least 2-3k words#so this might be a nice change of pace whenever I'm burned out from writing longfics :]#(aka now lol)#(which is why chapter 4 of my ditch fic still isn't published after over a month)#(which I'm very sorry about /gen)
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Whenever I read a very long-winded post analyzing or talking about mouthwashing and they keep on changing the name for jimmy to something new. Each. And. Every. Time. I want to kill myself
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing jimmy#fine if its a short post but trying to read a rlly long analyzis where i have to constantly rebuff and remind myself who their talking abt#torture#and feels preformative#feels like a funny joke that has been ran through so badly#and if you do want to not refer to him just stick with the first nickname you gave him#stop changing it its hurting my brain and messing with my reading pacing#rant.txt#a part of me rlly doesnt care tm bc the fandom is starting to bore me#but woooh does it get on my nerves in a literary sense
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So my personal feeling about BuckTommy fixit possibilities is that in an interesting repetition of BuckTaylor their last conflict is essentially a repeat of their first: they experience a moment where they aren't on the same page/going the same speed about the relationship and Tommy deals with that by walking away.
The first time, Buck resolves it by asking Tommy back out for coffee, explaining his feelings, and positioning himself as being caught up to where Tommy is at (the conflict was he wasn't out/didn't want to share the relationship before they'd even had one successful date, but now he's come out to Maddie and is willing to have Tommy as his wedding date in front of the rest of his social circle).
And to me that's why even though I do think Buck asking Tommy to move in was premature and poorly thought out, I think for a satisfying resolution it would have to be initiated by Tommy and show him actively wanting to discuss and work on the problem instead of giving up on Buck/the relationship as soon as things aren't running smooth. It's not about who is right or wrong, it's about if they can have a relationship they are both putting effort into and willing to make themselves vulnerable for, not just Buck once again trying to chase after and change himself for someone who won't meet him partway.
#bucktommy#bucktommy meta#Like i think Tommy giving up/shutting down so fast is an interesting character trait#And there's a lot to dig into that the first time Buck resolves their conflict with a grand gesture (wedding invite) it works#And how that feeds into him trying to repeat that technique when the awkward anniversary date/Abby reveal leaves him feeling unsure#And like I'm not trying to say people can't enjoy a 'Buck woos Tommy back' fic#But for me personally I would like to keep reading more BuckTommy#But I am struggling bc I am finding a lot of fic about Buck putting in the work but it takes two people to have a functional relationship#It think the comparison between the two BTs is interesting#Bc with BuckTaylor they never resolved the initial issue just moved on and so that values/priorities mismatch always doomed them#But BuckTommy's conflict is fixable with communication and a level of compromise that doesn't need either of them to make huge changes#But they still have to make the choice#Also gets me thinking about the cut scene of Tommy saying he's letting Buck set the pace#When in reality Tommy first needs Buck to catch up and then is the one to slam on the breaks when Buck rushes ahead
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this moment so fucked up💀
#horror spn moments and its dean torturing sam psychologically in 4 different ways under a min he could've just asked if sam lied#the pacing the lightful to knife lethal seriousness the yelling dean so psychopath 💔#this messes with my head bruh i hated how i couldn't actually predict how he'd lash out on sam#chat I think its time to kill dean#its fucked up that sam spends this arc trying to SAVE dean and the narration and dean treat him like he's melting the earth's crust#and must be crucified#meanwhile when dean decides he might have to KILL sam it's painted as a heroic sacrifice for the greater good#sam doomed if he tries to save but is manipulated and doomed if he tries to also save and well-intentioned#and his punishment for both times Is just death#why are we lowering the guillotine on the guy for trying to save his brother???? he was literally distressed and hiding about it#like he's smuggling a nuclear bomb with full determination to destroy the planet#yea there was grave consequences later but dean's gripe was him going against his wish to be doomed with the mark#you can talk respecting wishes if dean wasn't spending the whole last season flagrantly ignoring sam's wishes half the time#and the other half he spends it DEVASTATED when sam says he'll respect his wishes if he were in his shoes. the whole theme of s9 finale#was dean WANTING to be saved by sam and asking for that morally grey treatment back#If he's gon change his mind one minute and the other then he could have just not practically begged for what sam was doing here#dean's emotional fluctuations arent sam's responsibility#this sounds deancrit but no I'm just speaking from a pov everyone collectively decided to ignore part of its nuance#sam winchester#dean winchester#samdean#spn meta in tags#mine#the editing is supposed to make it haha but the scene is still not hahaing sm..
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x. just a reminder: to make sure i am making time for my irl responsibilities, health, friendships, and hobbies, i am going to be forcing myself to use the queue more and schedule all replies moving forward ( save for when i have #BME aka big muse energy ). right now my queue runs 3-5 posts a day. just wanted to give my mutuals the heads up !! this does not change my openness for new threads and writing partners, just wanted to put more realistic expectations on my time here. though that being said, please feel free to DM me if you want my discord even if we haven't talked yet — i will be doing much more chatting, plotting, and casual writing there to fill up my brain throughout the day when i get small breaks from irl. otherwise, have a lovely rest of the day, i'll see ya when i see ya around !!
#( ooc. )#( psa. )#( smol psa but just wanted to make it clear that ill try to be more queue based )#( i have been nonstop on tumblr since i rebooted myself spending all the time looking for people to follow and starting new things )#( also relearning the ropes bc man tumblr has changed drastically )#( but now i feel like im in a good place to take things at pace ! )#( always open to plotting and more threads just...gonna try not to be online every night...lol )
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it's so nice to be romancing a character where i don't have to account for their problems. i love saying "that's rough, good luck with that" to everyone. hashtag not my circus not my monkeys
#like taash has their grief but so does everyone by the end of it#their endgame just sets them and muireann up for super swagged out adventures#not shitting on lucanis at all but it's nice to not have spite be my problem going forward ajhsdgk#to a lesser extent same with emmrich like aw you're crippled by existential dread that permeates your every thought? that sucks bye#davrin kinda sorts himself out and everyone else is in a heal with time situation#from the perspective of someone who romanced astarion in bg3 and ended up anxiety-ridden over trying to therapize him btw#not hating on anyone it's just a nice change of pace for me to have fun with post-game ideas instead of being depressed#when i replay bg3 i'm romancing lae'zel and flying away on a dragon. i've seen the lae'zel light
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the early vibes of c2 were so nice they literally got out of prison and were just like "well shit where should we go" and basically picked a spot on the map and headed somewhere just for the hell of it and stuck together cuz they had nowhere better to be
#like. i love c3 and i get that all those threads thrown out at the beginning were more plot-heavy and maybe more interesting#but it was so much them chasing down dead ends and trying to figure out connecting threads and c2 starts with them just Vibing it's Nice#it's nice to switch back to watching one of them and have a fresh change of pace u know#c2 rewatch#c2 spoilers#m9#the mighty nein#mighty nein#critical role#mine
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I love you fire emblem wiki. Saving my god damn life fire emblem wiki. Everyone should give fire emblem wiki a little kiss.
#i expected this but book 3 already has so much more written down for it thank god#My fingers are crying tears of a joy#Unfortunately I can’t just copy and paste it and be done. I’m also keeping tabs on what dialogue is on screen#ie the dialogue might be Alfonse: Huh? What was that?#but that dialogue might be spread across two text boxes#so I write it as Alfonse: Huh? Alfonse: What was that?#trying to make note of the pacing as that can drastically change the tone
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2024 reads / storygraph
At The Feet Of The Sun
book 2 in a slow paced high fantasy duology*
the right hand of the emperor (who is off searching for an heir) struggles with what to do after passing on his responsibilities and also discovering various pieces of information that are mindblowing to him, personally,
after adventure is thrust upon him, he travels to find His Radiancy and they go on some otherworldly adventures while growing closer and figuring out the nature of their friendship
(*there’s extra novellas & i think another book coming? duology adjacent, currently,)
#At The Feet Of The Sun#lays of the heart-fire#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#giggling and kicking my feet. and also crying#bro the yearning….the yearning#I can definitely see why this loses people - it’s so long and very self indulgent#(listen. i enjoy it a lot . but does it need to be THAT long (i just checked. 375k? lord))#but it is easy to read and also very funny. it felt less repetitive than the first book to me#I did find it hard to keep track of some of the side characters though#The first world-travelling stuff caught me off guard initially - I feel like all the weird magic was more background in book 1?#or maybe I just didn't pay attention.#taking a step back it is a bit like - kip sure does achieve everything and then some and just continues to achieve everything huh#and it gets to a point where it's like.....okay yes I get he's so talented at this etc etc.#but I guess it’s a nice change of pace from the kingly swordfighting fantasy protagonist who’s perfect and wins everything -#someone whose skill is people and negotiation in a humble way is a bit more interesting. still. it maybe felt less grounded after a while?#the deep exploration of platonic yearning and desire for strong friendship and fear over that person just wanting romance/sex#when that’s Not what you want out of the relationship………#not to mention his complex feelings over meeting two people who were like his platonic soulmate rolemodels#and then finding out they just used that term because gay relationships weren’t accepted and trying to not be disappointed#(because gay is also good!) but also like. so lonely in feeling like nobody understands his desire for a platonic soulmate#to be treated equally as romantic relationships are. oof#I am a little baffled to see people interpret it as a romantic asexual relationship?#I feel like that does such a disservice to the . everything that has been set up in what 600k words of books#like the implication of that is that you think other romantic rships w/o sex are unheard of in this world. I find that hard to believe idk#(I mean - a bit romantic on fitzroy’s end; and in the nebulous queerplatonic area between friendship and romance; sure#but like a straight up romantic relationship just without sex - I don’t understand how it could be interpreted that way lol?)#(anyway other people’s interpretations don’t matter)#I do have questions about the telepathic dinosaur soulmates. you can’t just mention that and now show me them#also. kip being like 'wait there were sirens? i wonder if i can hire them' kshfkjsgkf#asexual books
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I swear I literally just came here for the embroidery and the color palette and the 2-meter-long hair…. I really didn’t intend to get attached, much less expect to be AMBUSHED BY A PERSPECTIVE ON MORTALITY THAT I HAD FORGOTTEN IS THE MOST MEANINGFUL ONE TO ME
#and I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. that’s EXACTLY how the untamed got me!!!!#which completely changed my story brain and actually my understanding of myself!!!!!#in my defense. ok. I have sampled a lot of cdramas since then. and read a lot of danmei.#some of which was amazing and a lot of which was fine. like any genre#none of them snuck up on me like this and I didn’t think any ever would again!!!!#fangs of fortune#literally i was trying NOT to let this happen because i JUST got into final fantasy 7#and fully still plan to feed my imagination on it AT LEAST until next summer#that is my usual pace!!!
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