#just the physical ailments
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#i’m finally gonna give in and go to urgent care tomorrow#but god i know they’re gonna blow me off#i’m gonna suffer through waiting for hours in that horrible building#and they’re gonna just be like ‘its just anxiety! 😊’#i seriously don’t have anything particularly major to be anxious about right now#but i’ve effectively been at varying levels of panic attack symptoms for almost a week now :|#dad said i shouldn’t mention the anxiety part to them#just the physical ailments#but im positive they’re gonna bring up anxiety on their own#fml#ograt
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random isat memes part 3
every now and then when i pass stuff on my dashboard here i'll screenshot it and edit it into an isat meme so. uh. here. fullgame & twohats/a6se spoilers below the cut
part 1 / part 2
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#two hats spoilers#isat memes#in stars and time memes#i would say sorry for the isiloop/loopsidaisies agenda at the end there but I'M NOT SORRY#GET AGENDA'D IDIOT /ref#i still have about. hm. checks. probably enough raw memes for another two meme dumps saved. i've just been saving and not editing#due to executive dysfunctions and physical ailments and such#but i figured i'd finally doctor up at least some of 'em
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tumblr refusing to upload pics of me flexing is pureeee dykephobia. the world NEEDS to know how crazy my pump was yesterday its critical people will die if they cant see my forearm definition!!!!
#i dont have anything else going for me rn except my arms let me have this 😭😭 my vanity will wither away...... i need compliments to live#well u guys will just have to imagine it. stupid ass webbed site#i havent been climbing as frequently lately due to my various ailments... but its nice to still be pretty fucking strong regardless#like. having whatever wrong with my insides makes me feel so alienated from my own body. but being physical helps me feel grounded#at least i can appreciate myself if no one else will amen#.diaries#imagine how wild my arms would be if i went on t. ahaahaha. anyway
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ohhhhhh i didnt take my pills yet today 😁
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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How's the comic going
well. erm. you see
nonexistent currently (however i will answer comic-related asks (regarding the characters) with short/quick comics where applicable in the meantime)
#i have a lot of owed art to get done still#once i do that. then there's artfight#after that i will either be able to fully get to work . or some other stuff i have no idea#against all odds i have a very strangely busy life online (idk how this happened) idk how that keeps happening#half the time im just too physically unwell to draw haha. i'm hoping to get better for that though#like. figure out some kind of proper health treatment#all i can really do is take ibuprofen when it gets too bad LMAOOO#i try to not talk about physical ailments too often though haha
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how would you caption this
#im thinking a stressed out mother realizing her son just asked a man who have a physical ailment why he looks so ugly#this is an unskippable event in child curiousity and jaren wants everything to just end#gg: why ugly :/#poor guy whos just trying to live his life: excuse me?#gg: oh sorry#gg: hi sir <3! why ugly :/ ?#jaren: GREGORY JACKSON THE SECOND
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I love Raph being the plus sized rep for this movie. Obviously Raph has always been the bulkiest in some iteration, but MM is visibly the widest of his brothers and he throws his weight around to use it to his advantage. Raph was a wider baby too! He held onto it!
I love especially how it’s never brought up. Not to make fun of him, not for laughs, not to make a statement, Raph is just bigger than his brothers in the movie and it changes literally nothing except for how he uses it to his advantage in a fight and I love that we can have that as a society.
#mutant mayhem#tmnt#tmnt mutant mayhem#mutant mayhem fandom#plus size representation#obviously this might change as he gets older he’s probably gonna get more bulky with muscles because I mean come on#even in his room in the live museum he has weights and protein powder#but I think this movie focused a lot on the boys being young teens and part of being teenagers is sometimes dealing with being bigger#some kids are just big like that’s how their body works because of#physical ailments like Thyroid issues testosterone levels#or just the fact that they’re growing boys!#point is I appreciate it
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What’s the picky eaters AU?
just my little self-indulgent vampire au, that somehow, accidentally, not on purpose ended up being very focused on feeding mechanics. hence the stupid name.
#in the initial au planning stages i happened to get very attached to the idea of supremely fussy vampire baby dazai#food intolerances and pickiness are an essential part of the fussy infant package i think#so that led me to contemplate how blood could actually function as a food source#what factors might influence how it tastes#what nuances a creature that is specifically built to sustain itself on only blood might pick up on#atypical feeding habits (possibly caused by physical ailments or genetics)#nutritional value…#can you cook blood? artificially flavour it? add unregulated food dyes to make it glow in the dark?#…pickle it?#suck blood clots like candy#i don’t fucking know#just lots and lots of supernatural pseudo-biology#i’m not sure how much of that i can actually realistically convey through art#very questionable even when looking at pieces i drew with specific headcanons in mind#so to anyone else this probably looks like the most bog-standard vampire au one could possibly come up with#but in my heart this au is 95% about food
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when to worry about chest pain
#dw its ongoing so its not a heart attack or series of tiny heart attacks. probably#like an ache in the morning on the left side.... no other symptoms#theres a spot there that doesnt feel great when pressed into but idk if thats exacerbating#the ache or its a separate thing. anyway#should probably still look into it i know. after the con rip <- i hope those arent ominous words lol.#just letting everyone know in case i drop dead i guess 😭😭😭#i thought it was a muscle ache but. i havent really been exercising this week and its#still going.... i guess even if it is. again. best practice is to check it out#this blog is just documenting my increasing physical ailments orz.
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speaking of yearning. god i cannot wait (like literally) to go home with the cat. it will make my whole life better… like all of it
#ive been So off today (no spoons. foggy. everything aches.) and i keep thinking… if the cat was keeping me company all of this would feel -#- so so so much more tolerable#hes the laziest sweetest cuddliest little guy and he would spend all day with me in bed so long as i didnt stop petting him#just the feeling of another little living creature There. just the warm cat presence. just that comfort#and the routine of taking care of him… heres something i have to do. heres a little living being that has to have food morning and evening#heres a little fluffy guy who needs you to brush his fur#heres someone who might wanna go out and sit in the grass even if youre feeling ugh about it#basically. i think the responsibility of taking care of someone else will make it easier to take care of myself too#what is feeding the cat if not a reminder that i need to eat#what is brushing the cat if not a reminder that i might have some hygiene to take care of#yknow#and also holding and petting and scratching cat is the cure to any physical ailment truly#z talks
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There’s a thing going around on Twitter where disabled wc fans put the name they think the Erins would have given them in a thread…..
AND I WANNA DO IT HERE TOO, so reblog with your terrible wc name(s) lol
Mine would be,,
Probably “Quickfall” (bc fainting/dizziness/light-headedness/general clumsiness are the things that people can SEE),,, or maybe “Dizzyfall” or “Clumsyfall” or smth like that
#warrior cats#warriors#spotty speaks#i think that dizzyfall sounds the cutest#this isn’t meant to be ableist or anything#it’s just meant to take a weird canon element and make it into a fun thread for the fans effected#can be physical ailments or mental! so long as there can be a name made of it lol
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kiki has had a litter-box problem relapse, literally 24hrs after her clean bill of health urinalysis
so.....the vet said wait the weekend and give her some of the pain reliever once a day, and then if she's still having difficulties Monday we will do another urinalysis. Since she literally just had one done, and also had practically perfect blood work and xray like 2wks ago.
hApPy ~~fRiDwAy~~~ 😒
#poor babe#at least she is enjoying the meds#it's an opioid so she's just chilling rn#I think at this point the vet is leaning towards 'it is probably a stress thing' rather than it being a purely physical ailment/infection#which I feel may be harder to treat? perhaps all roads lead to prozac#don't get me wrong tho I'm damn glad it's not like her kidneys or an obstruction or something batshit
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The thing about being a bitch and a hater is that you need to be charismatic about it for people to still like you somehow. And most importantly you need to be a poor little meow meow people will want to help see win.
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My unhinged Genshin gremlin thought of the day is that whenever someone close to Baizhu appears stressed or upset he always rushes over to press the back of his hand on their forehead, as if to check for a fever first and foremost. Even if the real issue doesn’t have anything to do with an illness, he simply does it on reflex.
I just imagine little Qiqi waking up in the middle of the night and Baizhu rushing to her room pressing his hand to her head asking what’s wrong and then him carrying her to his room when she says she had another nightmare about being buried just lkasdjfalsdfjsldfjsldjfk
#Baizhu#i love dad Baizhu y’all#i just think he cares a lot#it might not be a physical ailment but he checks juuust in case#i have a Zhongzhu hc for this too smsmsmsmsms#genshin#ideas
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(mgv) good morning. picture this: house's leg acting up while wilson is over so wilson offers to massage it for him. house gripes for a second, jokes about them not beating the homosexuality allegations, but relents. and while wilson is working out the knots, the relief is so palatable that house lets out the purrs he's been keeping a tight hold on ever since the spasm started. they're good ones, too, the tone and breathing just right to let you know he feels good. at that point house has relaxed back into the couch with his eyes closed so he doesn't see how wilson visibly perks up when he hears it. mr needs to be needed, bitching provider, doctor husband -- compounded with his status as an alpha, having proof that he makes house feel better, that he's good at what he's doing, he preens, working the muscles harder with a smile. it's so domestic and soft that wilson starts purring too, his lower and more rumbling compared to house's.
(they don't talk about it once the moment's over. back to the status quo.)
#house md#hilson#the fact omegaverse stuff has like nearly no universal rules means i have even more leeway to make shit up#it's great! barbies unlimited!!!#hc that not all alphas can purr (not all omegas can either but if an omega can't purr it's considered a defect)#(which is uncool and just discrimination. and like sexism 2. especially bc purring alphas are considered sexy by most)#omegaverse worldbuilding can be very fun if you stop thinking about the sex stuff that's a hill i'll die on#purring alphas are like 40%~ of the population | purr-disabled omegas are at about 20%#neither instances are rare but they're uncommon enough for genpop to have opinions#neither instances have any links to physical ailments but can in the case of omegas supplement mental illness via ->#<- the stigma (depression anxiety etc for being found less desirable by partners)#some alphas may also bully those who can purr on the basis of them resembling omegas themselves#but societal movements mean over the years such incidents become less common#mgv
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