#just some musing
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Intriguingly enough, this does indicate the memory plan was always the plan for DSMP 2. This lines up with Dream’s first message in around July of last year I think? Where he explained there would be a big sudden shift in the server. The amnesia plan had been planned for a while. I think it was inherently a terrible choice for the record and the fact that it was planned for so long and still executed so badly is disappointing.
Not surprising though. The dsmp was good at improv bad at plans. I can’t think of many things that were planned in advance that seemed to work. Earlier plans were way more fluid and changed as the server changed. Sticking to a plan that doesn’t fit just leads to stupid plot beats forcing something that doesn’t work to work.
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An important mentality I've built when recovering from Evangelical nonsense is this:
It doesn't matter whether or not someone deserves whatever. What matters is what they should have, sometimes that's a need, sometimes it's a desire.
I've spent too much time being told everyone deserves to go to hell to believe anyone deserves anything good, but I can believe people should have good things.
#just some musing#saw a post about reblogging to say the person before you deserves happiness#had a moment of not believing people deserve good things#then had a correction of 'but they should have happiness'#still didn't reblog it because I still didn't feel like it#even though I wished the reblogger all happiness#because I was too busy thinking about this post#I don't know if this will affect anyone's life#but we shall see
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i love 5pm when the sun sets after 7
5 pm is for the people resting
taking a tea break
or waking up from their naps
it is sunny, but not harsh just enough sun to warm u up on the walk from lab to the dining hall to get a beverage
the campus is mostly empty and so pretty
i love 5 pm
reminds me of the period before the start of the hustle and bustle , when you are holding your breath or having the last bite of food before the show begins
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恵 ; "blessing"
12/22: consider this piece my love letter to a character who has become so near and dear to me and who has inspired so much of my artistic growth this past year <3 happy birthday megumi, your name becomes you ⊹ ࣪ ˖
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk megumi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#when i tell u i worked on this piece for 7 days for 12hrs/day i am not exaggerating#i wanted to pull out all the stops i wanted this to be a full showcase of my skills#i was worried abt the angle bc birdseye/lookdown angles r always tricky and looking at it a month later i think i wld change some stuff but#overall i'm just so satisfied the background the flowers the colours#which btw the flowers KILLED me the rosary KILLED me his entire hand and sleeve area had me like why did i do this#but it was worth it it's all for him everything is for him id do ANYTHINg fr him do u understand me do. do you. do u understaND#if all i can offer him in tribute is art then u best bet i'm not gna cut corners#if that means hand rendering each individual turquoise vein and jade bead and paper fold then that's what i'll do#hbd again megumi u truly have become my muse <3
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There's a huge difference between redemption and humanization. I feel like a lot of "redemption arcs" aren't actually redemption at all, they're just attempts to humanize the villain so that they seem multi-faceted, but people read them as "redemption arcs" and think that that is meant to justify all the evil they've done before and negate whatever made them a villain in the first place. I think true "redemption arcs" are actually kind of rare because true redemption would take making the villain acknowledge their crimes, reevaluate their actions, actively choose to do better, and then proceed to make amends and become a better person, and that would this take more time than most stories are allowed to give their characters.
I've also seen people argue that a character has to be poised for redemption from the jump for it to work because once a character does something "too bad", they can't be redeemed. I completely disagree because redemption isn't justification or forgiveness, so no matter how horrible a character's actions, they could choose to become better, but because a lot of people (including writers) think redemption means "erasing the character's flaws and making it so they did nothing wrong ever", a lot of attempted "redemption arcs" just end up erasing a character's entire history or justifying every evil thing they've ever done. And yeah, in these cases, the only way to make a character go from a villain to a perfect cinnamon roll with no flaws *is* to have been planning it from the beginning and make sure they never do anything that can't be explained away later.
TLDR: real redemption arcs require a lot of self-awareness, patience, and growth, which are things that are rarely actually allocated to villains, and that's why real redemption arcs almost never get executed. The reason people think redemption arcs are overdone is because there are so many attempts to either humanize a villain that get misconstrued as redemption or attempts to blatantly erase who a character was in the name of "redemption", which is really just poor character development.
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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Help he’s just too cute I can’t stop drawing him. 😭💀
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#grahhhhh Emmy on the mind rotating like a rotisserie chicken#even tho some old fixations reared their heads recently#he’s still dominating#sooner or later the muse will calm itself tho#and I’ll have no clue what to doodle#always happens just a matter of when#but for now I’m just enjoying being able to doodle faves#kiss him he deserves it#was also thinking about potentially drawing spicy too#but those obv won’t be on this account if so#shall see
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Different standards
#didnt mean to do this one in quote unquote colour but it wasnt legible without it so. heres a treat i suppose#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#coughs up a lung. anyway. ramble time as per usual. this is what i was warming up for btw in case it wasnt obvious#besides being another entry in the 'letting bonnie read loop for filth on accident' series. this is mostly self indulgent musings on#headcanons (and i will just use that word here.) ive previously rambled about in other tags and posts#namely: in the scenario that loop integrates into the party as a New Person for quite a while before The Truth Come Out. i feel they have#a decent chance at really scoring a slam dunk in becoming a guardian figure for bonnie? loop's demeanor is already colder and a tiny#bit more level-headed than siffrin's in the way they seem to discuss bonnie with them. namely pointing out that bonnie#never really hated them. it seems to be one thing they're genuinely at peace with? they've seen by now the truth that bonnie#was just scared and upset. and likely now knows that what bonnie wants is to be treated with grown-up respect within reason. plus loop#already scores bonus points with bonnie since they didnt 1. fuck up bad like sif did in act 5 and 2. saved sif in the party's eyes#... but then when it turns out that this clean-slate relationship with a stranger was siffrin being deceitful? must have been odd.#bonnie seems to really dislike being lied to. the question is whether they'd see it that way? would they feel betrayed there?#anyway. this is set after all those emotions are at least settled some. loop able to be more physically affectionate... and yet#still not letting themselves be quite as close as they'd like perhaps. perhaps...#anyway translucent pyjamas because i dont care if you're comforting a crying child you've GOT to SERVE!!!#and also i feel like the party probably wouldn't let loop stay completely naked for that long. especially not post-reveal anyway
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Ok ok hear me out: it could end in tragedy,, AND have a happy ending. The attempt(s) on Machete’s life force him to flee, he doesn’t even have the chance to find Vasco. Cue gay longing for at least a few years while Machete despairs over the loss of his love, his life, his status. He and Vasco only reunite (again) in their later years. Their relationship is forever flavored with loss and loneliness, but that only means they savor every moment that much more
I also I would like to see them as old men. Vasco would be so droopy :)
You gave me such old dog brainworms.
#Vasco would go white and gray in the face like an old golden retriever and get wrinklier#his golden fur would get shaggy and gradually lose it's shine#at some point he wouldn't be allowed to ride horses anymore which would upset him greatly#he'd get rheumatism and bad back and his hearing would worsen but he'd be an active and jolly type of grandpa#Machete would mellow out considerably if he managed to retire#I'd like to believe he'd be able to find some sort of inner peace in his later years#even in his prime his eyesight was bad and he spent his entire life fearing going blind so if he eventually got cataracts and lost most of#his remaining vision he'd probably be relatively fine with it as it was something he knew to expect#and he would have Vasco to look after him#his left ear had trouble staying upright when he was a pup so it would be kind of funny if it started drooping again#answered#anonymous#Vasco#Machete#own art#own characters#this isn't canon or anything I'm just musing
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Yes killer i believe you do.
#i swear to god killer is just my muse for comedy or some shit#he isn't even my favourite character#(that'd be horror)#art#digital art#undertale au#my art#digital drawing#utmv#undertale#sans#sans au#ut#ut au#utmv sans#killer sans#killer!sans#bad sanses#bad guy sanses#horror sans#dust sans#murder sans#nightmare sans#cw eye strain
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Lovely isn't he.
I finished the third book. It's been a few days already but with work and stuff... Anyway now I'm digging through the additional content Nora posted on Tumblr, took me a while to understand how it works but now I am pleased.
I cannot express the emotionnal damage these books have done to me, but I'm not finished drawing any of the foxes. Just saying.
#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#matt boyd#dan wilds#kevin day#foxes#palmetto state foxes#morning sunshine#kevin day has a book of quotes and i'm very much willing to pick some in my day to day vocabulary#that guy is so funny i swear#a moment of appreciation for all my folks who can just not function in the morning#we appreciate you still :)#noah's aftg series#MUSE PROPAGANDA (this is an art tag)
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Excellent point.
I can only think that the technology didn't exist when it happened (Cause Pike is in his 50s in SNW) or maybe his folks were religious luddites. Then it explain Pike's dark bitterness towards his conflicted relationship with his Dad and religion.
Wait. One. Minute.
Why did Sir Neighs-a-Lot have to die? Broke his leg. Put to sleep.
In an era where they heal bones by waving magical lights over them??? And give you injections that reshape your whole head to match this week's weird alien society we have to infiltrate??
A pony with a broken leg is apparently beyond any kind of help??
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mohn jarston
#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#rdr1#john marston#inside me are five artists#or one inconsistent artist#this is just some johns over the past couple of months#like the first two are from april/may lol#john marston my muse#kayomin
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More of the Chain in TotK! They just had their first encounter with a Gloom Spawn (it didn't go well).
#legend of zelda#linked universe#lu#loz#tears of the kingom#lu chain#gloom spawn#wild linked universe#warriors linked universe#wind linked universe#time linked universe#twilight linked universe#sky linked universe#legend linked universe#hyrule linked universe#four linked universe#iffy draws#fuck floormasters if im being honest#i wrote about the encounter in my fic#this is just some musings
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Looking in on fandoms from the outside is great, because you occasionally get to make casual observations to your friend like, "You guys apparently have a reverence for this man's pain and suffering that I usually associate with paintings of martyred saints. The artistry here is impressive and also more than a little bit horny."
#which is funny enough when it's a fictional character who IS basically an in-universe martyred saint#but it's even funnier when the muse is just some real-life sports guy or some music guy#tossawary fandom
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absolutely shreds my heart to little bits of confetti that the last (and i think maybe only time?) in the show until the moment above in save the cat that adora ever punched catra so hard like that, as adora, was during the incident with corrupted catra in the portal. (i mean, they fight at princess prom, but neither of them seem to be trying very hard to actually injure the other at that point)
she looks so completely devastated after having to punch her like that again, and that first swing really seemed like it was pretty much just a reflex. and i have to wonder if maybe she had a bit of a flashback moment to knocking out corrupted catra. something she only did cause she felt forced to. she fought catra as she-ra all the time, but it seems like adora tended not to wanna hurt catra when she was being herself.
her moves get a lot more defensive for the next bit of blows catra throws at her, till once again, she's forced to hurt her. and you just know it's fucking destroying adora to have to do that when this time, catra did absolutely nothing wrong. in fact, she chose to do a very good thing. ahhhh
<3
#spop#catradora#spop the portal#spop save the cat#spop rant#some pensive insomnia musings for you#just a lil gift of emotional damage tied up in a bow for you ok enjoy ily
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