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I think the dynamic of Steve being so fucking stupidly gone on Eddie Munson and Eddie not noticing because he's trying to not think abt Steve like that "because Steve is straight and his friend and he can't go there (he goes there, he crushes so hard but he will deny)" is so underappreciated
Like so many fics paint Steve as this himbo and he is! He is our lovable himbo! But just
Let him look at the rat feral man that Eddie Munson is and be like "i want this man's dick in me ASAP" and being so obvious abt it
Confident in his sexuality and determined to get what he wants Steve Harrington just flirting with Eddie and, sure, being a cringe fail loser abt it, but like HE'S SO OBVIOUS
Everybody knows he wants that dick EXCEPT Eddie
Steve is in misery, in hell, by this point he thinks that either Eddie isn't into him or just is letting him down
And Eddie thinks he is the one in misery because Steve is just always there™ and trying to be his friend and is so hot™ and jOkIngLy flirting with him and he wants to kiss him so bad but "stevie is straight and totally not into him guys :(("
Robin is just laughing at them "this world is so lucky you two can't have biological children together, because let me tell you, these kids would be so dumb"
#i just like bi steve being in misery and dramatic abt it#and im a eddie is so fucking dumb when recognizing someone he likes is flirting with him truther#he just thinks they're friendly or smh and just never considers that they like him back#he's so stupidly oblivious but so hot - steve harrington at some point probably#steve harrington looking at eddie munson doing something so dumb Robin is feeling secondhand embarrassment:#'i cant belive i have to fuck him'#robin with disgust: 'you really dont have to'#steve: no im gonna#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#stranger things
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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swinging by my neck from the family tree (youtube)
#j.mp4#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#claudia.......#sat down to make a touching claudia louis video and it just didn't happen. have some abject misery instead ig#had to fight for my life for tumblr to let me upload this. homophobe
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can't it even be more obvious thomas. why are you surprised that a sudrian historical site filled to the brim with armor and weaponry that dates back to the middle ages has old people afflicted with the gold dust working around the castle
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte glynn#ttte millie#ttte stephen#casa tidmouth#senjart#MORE OF LADY'S EXPERIMENTS GONE WRONG#WHO UP ULFSTEADING THEIR CASTLE#stuff for the kotr arc of casa tidmouth. now this is where gold dust has historical significance#going crazy right now. my friends are influencing me#I had 12 tabs opened just to draw young glynn's armor. they dont have plated armory in the 10th century!!!! only mails!!!!!!#(looking at you KOTR intro)#I remember reading some inputs on my 1k milestone poll and saw someone put ''the misery of growing old'' and honestly. Checks out#glynn's eyes are goldish brown because well. that's the perks of being the first bearer of the gold dust horrors#lady during 989 AD do not know anything about human thoughts and ethics and emotions. she was literally freestyling that!!!!!#Oh a wounded soldier on the verge of death. what if I *dumps 200 kg of gold dust on him* yeah that'll do the trick.#then she saw how glynn aged so so slowly and went Oh well I messed up. Good thing there are lots of other sudrians here#funny coincidence that young cstm glynn's helmet resembles canon glynn's funnel#I wanted to make millie's design resemble a tour guide more with her scarf and more stylish than usual tie#shes so pretty. I'm so proud of her design#(AND I REALIZED TOO LATE THAT HER TIE HAS THE COLORS OF THE FRENCH FLAG)#<--- said the guy who has beef with the french#stephen's crown is translated to a hat decor! was about to draw a top hat but whatever just imagine he has a collection of various hats#that he can put his crown on#also I want to give him that cool hip-with-the-kids I-am-still-young-at-heart energy#sir robert norramby is balling in the background.#hope you enjoy..... won't be able to draw as much from now on but I'm excited#also whos ready for old man yaoi........... 2!!!!!!
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Sci-fi books where a queer woman has the ghost of an annoying dead guy in her head
*Misery is nonbinary (she/they) and who’s in her head is not dead or a guy but I’m counting it, okay
#scriveners moon is also YA and later in a series i just. needed an extra to round out the post#(i am sure there are other books like this around....tell me them..)#a memory called empire#the first sister#the stars undying#ninefox gambit#the genesis of misery#scrivener's moon#i havent read the other ninefox gambit books. i need to do that. one day#(also in TFS i probably wouldn't describe [spoiler] as annoying lol. maybe not some of the others also but anyway)#book list
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Imagine if Wiggglytuff met Darkrai before Darkrai lost his memories.
rip darkrai you were a fun one-dimensional villain
#nah but more srs i think this could be a truly interesting image#bc wigglytuff's philosophy in game is fundamentally challenged by darkrai#even the main games have to pull back a bit and go 'ok everyone has some good in them but darkrai needs a soft reboot first'#wigglytuff might be a bit airheaded and oblivious#but he would never allow darkrai to harm the world or his guildmembers#he has a fun conundrum in front of him and i think wigglytuff's character is so vague and unpredictable its kind of impossible to know#what hed do in this situation#on the other hand#darkrai has been punching this squishy ball and that bastard still has that goofy ass grin and darkrai's this close#to turning himself in to cresselia just to end his misery#ask#pmd2#wigglytuff#darkrai#guildmaster wigglytuff#pmd darkrai
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oh the agonies
#oh oh the misery#evry single person is my enemy#my art#fallen hero#fallen hero rebirth#fhr#fallen hero retribution#fhr sidestep#fallen hero sidestep#sidestep#fhr ortega#nikki becker#ricardo ortega#chargestep#im putting this little ginger freak through hell#pay no mind to the fact that the girl has a similar colour palette to nikki#ortega is just making some choices
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gripping my coffee mug. bouncing my leg. today they're going to steal my blood.
#news from the cupola#whiplashing between overblown hopefulness and abject misery when in fact it is just dr bloodstealer. dr acula even.#literally it is going to be 'hello doctor I am em' 'hello em I am doctor may I steal some blood now' 'sure thing' and then I will go home#but yet. the imp in my brain insists we can hold up the doctor for t highwayman style.
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babpy.
#pizza tower#peppino#arts#mine#happy pride; heres a little otter for u#hes like very early 20s here#happy and unbothered before the Horrors happened#it is NOT his 30s bc he needs to exude raw dilf energy by that point#but for now he is anxious and sweet and awkward#not that i dont draw him like that already but its like 10x here#its PALPABLE#okay mwah i will hopefully come back w more than just sketches that mean nothing skjfsdjkfdhfhsk#i have LITERALLY been on this commission for WEEKS i need someone to take me out back and put me out of my misery i swear#im going to finish the lines TODAY like i cant be this person i cant keep coming back to this fucking comm w no progress ill simply Die#its like singlehandedly preventing me from doing anything else; its making a mental block waaaaaaaau#but i feel like i am breaking through it today. at least i HOPE i am sdkjfsdjkfjsdkf#um if u are still here ilu. send me some anons; i want to be chatty but the messages i have feel like i need to respond w essays#and i literally. cannot.#at least until i get my head screwed on properly again
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no children
Nightmare belongs to Joku Cross belongs to Jakei
#undertale#utmv#undertale au#nightmare sans#cross sans#crossmare#nightcross#crightmoss#i should be studying for my finals...#but nooooo instead im thinking about evil doomed skeleton yaoi#crossmare on the mind 24/7 it's actually sick#anyway...#normally i like to hc them as disgustingly sweet to each other#but i like to indulge in the angst every now#i like to think that nm develops this one-sided obsession with cross cause he sees that cross is just as fucked up as him#and in some way he's really happy to find someone else who is just as miserable as him#cause nm finds comfort in the fact that there is someone else who is drowning in their own misery alongside with him#so nm refuses to let go of cross because if he does then that means that cross will heal from his trauma and leave him#and nm will just go back to being miserable by himself again#but that's just my sick and twisted interpretation of their dynamic#and i just really love the idea of nm having an unhealthy obsession with trying to find comfort in other people's misery#because it makes him feel less lonely#misery loves company as they say#teehee#ceci art
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Yadda yadda yadda jinx is generally seen as a loose canon, does whatever she wants type of character, totally unpredictable. When in actuality, up until the last few episodes all of her choices and actions r motivated by wanting to please someone else. Hell. Even in the last couple episodes, the very Last thing we see her doing is ENTIRELY MOTIVATED by devotion and love and grief for silco, she’s taking out her frustration at herself and the world, and also honoring his wishes and dreams. By shooting a fucking bomb at piltover, she’s ensuring his life wasn’t in vain, she’s honoring him. In that moment
Her entire, self!!! is centered around love and loyalty. Is centered around other people, She’s motivated by an insatiable urge to prove herself, to be useful to those she loves, to show that she can help them and be there for them and be WORTHY of there love. That they haven’t made a mistake in loving her. To prove that she can be as pivotal to them as they r for her. She goes to the ends of the fucking earth to do this. And it ends. Terribly.
She puts the people she loves on pedestals and supplicates at there feet, she has no motivations most of the show outside of making the people she loves happy… she yearns for connection and love and safety. For a home that will never leave her behind, or crumble under her feet, (an indestructible home, That she can’t destroy just by being her…)
Which is why.. it’s so. Interesting and intriguing. How now, she has no one on that pedestal to worship, no one to drag sacrifices and offerings to the feet of, no one to spiral around and build herself off of. She is a person so *affected* by her relationships w others, but there is no relationship now, no one is stepping up to the plate to love her. She’s too much. For anyone. The one person who seemed to have unlimited patience for her is dead, because of her. and maybe vi could still love her.. but. She’s already soured that relationship. Already broken that one too. Broken all her favorite toys that made her so happy. That were there for her. And scared all the rest away. (There is a limit to what vi can support and forgive to reconnect w her sister. And I believe terrorism is crossing that limit ghgh)
And maybe, jinx is cutting that part of herself out on purpose. To be stronger, she’s realized she just. Isn’t made for love. That she ruins it all in the end. That it just makes everything worse. Messier. More complicated. She’s better off on her own, but for what PURPOSE! Who will she be now! What choices will she make!?! Almost all of her actions in the show were for others, what is driving her now, now that she has this gaping void at the center of her being. Where love used to be… what kind of person will she become, Without a guide to follow… a sun to orbit around. it’s sad honestly ghghg-!!! like yeah it’s not healthy that she is this way but there’s no THERAPY IN ARCANE. THIS IS THE WAY SHE IS! And now. She’s alone… it’s rough. But also intriguing…!! And I honestly have no clue how she’s gonna act in season 2,,, or what sorta shit she’s gonna get up to. but I’m excited.
#arcane#jinx#arcane jinx#jinx arcane#pepper words#sorry for waxing philosophical about jinx’s mental state I just. WANTED TO#she is so tragic to me…#and I see a lot of myself in her. albeit. like. since there’s no therapy she’s just deteriorated#but. idk. seeing a character like hers portrayed in fiction. and so accurately and like.. painfully#it’s cathartic#??? and I wanted to talk about her lol. leave me alone#ok now I gotta get ready for work lol#sOMEBODY GET THIS GIRL SOME THERAPY#but also DONT. cuz it’s cathartic to see the worst thoughts tendencies and feelings of myself come to life so unapologetically in her#like… it’s. nice to see somebody go apeshit like this. when ur own brain and desire to live a normal happy life prevents u from going#apeshit urself.. jinx is raw and unfiltered pain and misery being taken out on the world and I love that about her… but#I also want her to be happy.. and. I don’t. actually think going apeshit will make her happy… in the end ghghg-#but I will still always support her going apeshit regardless. like u go girl! this might end up fucking u up worse then u already were#but if u wanna do something fucking do it girl! don’t let shit like laws or morals hold u back..#edit: I WANT to edit the bit about supplicatting cuz it was mostly jus me trying to be wordy but.#so I realized I was projecting too hard lol. jinx is willing to snap and go against and put pressure on her fav ppl#mostly for possessive reasons ghgg- but! yeah that parts kinda innacurate for her#other bits of this might be innacurate too! this is just me thinking out loud lol I don’t claim to be a jinx expert.#merely a jinx appreciator…
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[zombie au] yeagh
#qkdraws#id in alt#zombie au#blood#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#shigeo kageyama#mp100 mob#mp100 shigeo#ur girlie is yearning for the ability to draw sonic characters so while she wallows in her miseries abt That look at this art dump <3#mobbu ur everything to me#im not totally satisfied w the way i draw him yet tbh. there's smth abt it that's weird#but this is fine enough. i like this one#MOBBU .like if u agree reblog if u agree buy me some fucking cheesecake if u agree#god i want cheesecake . im Cheesecakeless over here#somebody be as ill abt this au as i am .slams my desk somebody cry w me#edit i am very sorry the id doesn't fully show up on tumblr desktop. it's just slightly too long to properly stay open when u scroll#mobile is fine tho i think#art dump ids r harder to keep succinct im sorry if mine r too long. doin my best VGYIEAYIGV
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Day 51 of offseason gifs - In The Room S04E03 - Flower celebrates his 300th career win (24/11/14)
#seeing him get pranked is so satisfying#also little personal update bc some of you know i'm making these dumb daily gifs to survive husband being away so I don't die of misery etc#but he's HOME!!!! just for the weekend and then gone again for an indeterminate amount of time BUT for now I'm very happy#and I survived 50 days without hockey or him so I can survive the next 50!#marc andre fleury#pittsburgh penguins#luce's gifs#itr gifs#s4 gifs
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I don't know how to describe it, but yesterday I had thoughts about how there's something so tender about having your hand gently clasped by a strong hand clad in a thick, battle-worn glove
Or I might have just been thinking about Haurchefant again, one of those two things
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#haurchefant greystone#haurchefant x wol#haurchewol#tinydraws#this one feels weird to tag considering it's just 'Oops All Hands'#not an actual haurche in sight#sorry#once in a blue moon i get the inexplicable urge to draw hands#I still got a long way to go before i'm super happy with my hands; but it's kinda fun just doing a full collage of em in wacky poses#this one's featuring my WoL's hands ofc#i mighta made her hands a lil small considering she's a roegadyn#idk for some completely unknown reason I just have a tendency to draw smaller hands 🤷♀️#also yes i did buy that songbird outfit with Real World Money#someone please put me out of my misery
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okay but. in the last scene, the time travel is done. the pain and suffering and endless misery is done. but they still toast to 'eine welt ohne winden'. does that town just suck?
#like 😭😭😭#winden in this world is just some town in the middle of fucking nowhere. that you never move away from#yes it could just be that they have no idea how much worse it could be.#ORRRRRR. winden is STILL endless misery even without the time loop. the only difference is that it's not repeating#i do have my theory that everything in the time loop is a warped reflection of the real world. and this is solely so that jonas can exist#that would be pretty funny and painful#dark netflix#netflix dark#dark 2017
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do you think your empress padme (or maybe padme in general?) is the jealous type? 😈😈
Evil Padmé and Vader, jealous??? Naahhhhhhhhh. Lmao, of course they are, yes.
I mean, they both are possesive and obssesive, and only works because their kind-of-damage fits well with the other's kind-of-damage (like a puzzle!), Padmé's desire to see Palpatine dead came more from angry possesive rage than...seizing over the galaxy (how dare he! to treat her husband like that! no one should get to order him like that! except her)
But, tbh there's very little that could trigger their jealousy, like who's out there wanting to shake Vader's bones? (In universe, not here in tumblr(?))
Maybe Boba, idk, that would funny "Could you not hire THAT Bounty Hunter?"
"Why?"
"I don't like how he looks at you"
"....He...wears a helmet...?"
And Vader is a good dog, I mean, good obedient dark lord general husband, he won't kill someone that looks at Padmé unless she asks (or that someone is being actively harmful).
Empress Padmé's possesiveness shines through her orders, she likes to keep him close like her bodyguard instead out there in the galaxy and she likes that she's one of the few that sees him behind the mask, she likes to keep a minimal staff so they can be as intimate and private as they can, and that kind of thing
#in a way is very similar to vader's her possesiveness is mostly about keeping him safe and happy she is a bit condescending with him#vader is even more angry if he gets jealous but he's also so pathetic and the last braincell that had some degree of dignity got burned#so even if Padmé flirted with someone else he would like just wallow in misery and want to throw himself into fire again#rather than to make any moves bc he still doesnt understand why padmé is with him lol#if miraj scintel still lived in this au and somehow was still very into vader well now that would be hilarious lmao#thanks for the ask!#rambling#empress padme#vaderdala
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