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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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chat i think im gonna be sick

(Powers of X #6)

#xmen #xmen comics #powers of x #charles xavier #snap scans #snap chats #moira stronger than me like ik why we here we're gonna die if not and so that is why she is stronger than me she is committing #i woulda kissed him in this moment too tho she and i are family on that front im afraid i do find him very cute #also. SIDE TANGENT. i loved the art before this of charles slowly processing the horrors of moiras mind ...#EXCELLENT art i must eat it at once #the most devious part of this is after i finished reading i went to go to my brother to talk about What I Read #and the second i pulled up like 'his sad eyes Brother im gonna be sick' he immediately quoted this page I HATE IT HERE #thats why they had to put that dome over charles' eyes so no one could look at his sad eyes anymore #this is in fact something i love and always love seeing but it still hurts i will not LIIIEEE #cant wait to read bout how this all goes horribly wrong ....#while my bro and i were talkin we were talkin bout other in-between stories an i wanna check those out at some point ...#maybe ill check my comic shop sometime in the future idk. for now im gonna throw up !!!!!!!!!!#i will simply spend tomorrow watching the rest of 92 im almost done with it. relatively speaking i will feel healed then probably #i got like two seasons left which is basically the same length as season 3 and then its onto 97 #thats just one season for now so ... should finish that quick ..#ok bye i have Being Sick to be

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can-of-slorgs · 9 months ago

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The other researchers are also here! (magical edition!)

#neopets #neotag #neoart #eyrie #gelert #THE BOYS ARE HEREEE #vin doods #my beautiful magical boyssss #had some time to kill this weekend so might as well finish rendering some stuff i have lying around lmao #its ironic cause my oc stuff is the stuff that gets less views or reacts overall but is the ones im more interested in for the most part #its been a while since i've actually really loved an bunch of ocs and this 4 (technically 5) are going to be the death of me lol #just to be consistent with the other post #eyrie's name is Ozzi or Oz #and gelert's name i'm still unsure of but for now I'm going with Faeran #i'm so emotionally invested in these characters you have no idea LMFAOO #also I did base Faeran's looks in a lot of “long dogs” like borzois and the ears just came naturally to me lol #I'm still working on a doc with all the info for those interested tho buuut if any are reading by this point feel free to ask about them!!#I'll just never shut up lol #the neopia i did put them in is a tad bit more.... “dark”?? i guess??#its less abstractly magical and i did have to find out how to build a magic system for everything to work lol #and my dnd knowledge did filter a l o t into it so sorry bout that oops:;;#anyway this is too long and hardly anyone really reads this much but hey! finally my babies have faces so i don't feel so bad!!!#it doesnt help that i post this stuff at buttfuck hours LMFAOO

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rainbowberriesandcookies · 1 month ago

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Pain is being an ulquihime shipper but having to block/avoid most of them because they are weirdly anti-Orihime, anti-bleach ending, or "anti how Kubo wrote Orihime" even though she's one of the most consistently and well-written female characters in Shounen as well as the fact that they try to make Ulquiorra care more about Orihime than he actually did in the manga or even god forbid try to say that Ulquiorra cared more about Orihime than Ichigo did.

#rainbow talking #bleach #orihime inoue #ulquiorra cifer #I'm tired i'm so tired this is suffering #this is what suffering looks like #i'm screaming into the void rn bc like #you dont have to woobify or babygirl-ify Ulquiorra #ulquiorra shiffer #Ulquihime works so well because it's someone who has no emotions and someone who wears her heart on her sleeve #He didn't truly care about Orihime until he was dying and realized what it meant to have a heart #that's also part of what makes the ship so tragic #he finally discovered the meaning and answer but wasn't able to appreciate it fully #idk if any other ulquihime shipper feels this way #probably just me considering the current state of the fandom but ugghhhh #its so hard to enjoy a ship when it is so painfully clear people don't like the other half of it #like many of them don't actually like Orihime with Ulquiorra they like THEIR IDEA OF ORIHIME with Ulquiorra #and I understand fanon =/= canon #and im not gunna sit here and say fanart and theories and analysis have to be fully lore accurate #but it is painfully obvious some of you are taking the worst possible interpretation #of Orihime as a character and twisting Ichigo into someone who didn't actually care bout Orihime to that degree #while at the same time shipping him with R**** and Orihime with Ulquiorra #i normally dont censor character names but I did this time since it ain't entirely her fans... but sadly a lot of them are #like “”Ulquirra tried to protect Orihime from Ichigo“” no he didn't #he knew about her powers for rejection and planted the seed of doubt that she couldn't heal him #hell EVEN HE questions who tf that is when Ichigo rises in his VL state #as far as he was concerned Ichigo was dead as a doorknob

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missingbk-dkhours · 1 year ago

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I have no fuckin clue.

Have some silly, dumb bkdk dressed up for a school festival

#bkdk #bakudeku #dkbk #decchan #mha #bnha #been terribly insecure lately bout my art #i feel like a need to take some steps back and not try to spend days on a drawing and just see what comes up #trying to draw faster #i love drawing so i'm sad i don't have more to share

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months ago

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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive

ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is

#snap chats #i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets #on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone #so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll #ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla #i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others #i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr #i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things #evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least #but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs #with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO #again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything #come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent #also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL #god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull #my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny #cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character #i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This #like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her #honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there #just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this

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mars-ipan · 5 months ago

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HEY ! people who get mood swings. what are some of your tips and tricks for regulating those

#marzi speaks #i’m not used to being quite this volatile #i’ve got some good coping skills bc anxiety disorder #but also rn this prednisone has been taking me on a rollercoaster ride #and i wanna see if i can find some ways to help manage that before it gets overwhelming for me #if you have mood swings for any reason feel free to comment on this btw #drug induced mood swings naturally induced mood swings whatever. just. yeagh #tonight’s been a little active in the mood zone despite today being generally good #getting some irritation bouts some hyper bouts etc etc #wanna see what i can do about ‘em

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princessmyriad · 23 days ago

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#personal #thinking about how the phrase treat others how you want to be treated is actually incredibly one way #unless damn near every person ive ever met wants to be treated like shit which i cant imagine is true #like idk i spent a lot of my time giving my energy to people. and ill never feel bad for putting love and kindness out into the world #but i gave some of these people everything i had. or not everything that would diminish me but everything i could spare for them at the time #i treated them attentively and considerately and tenderly and lovingly #and that kindness has not been extended back to me by most of these people #some of them have surely in their own 'love language' and im grateful for these people in my life #but most of the people ive treated with intentional care have actively and on purpose caused me a lot of emotional harm #which again. im working through and like karma will get them without me needing to be there or whatever while i do my own healing #but regardless i still think some of that shit should not have happened like it did #i dont understand how everyone can say to me treat others how youd like to be treated but not tell me the caveat #that they will not treat me the way i want to be treated even if i put in that effort for them/for our friendship or relationship or whatevr #like idk im a bitch for asking you to leave me alone when ive been vomiting for two days straight but you can straightup sexually misconduct #with my body and then when i write poetry about it and share my feelings instead of leaving and taking that information anywhere helpful #you get to decode youre traumatized actually and im still a bitch for bringing it up?#make it make sense #'treat others the way you want to be treated' so youd like it if i starved you and verbally insulted and gaslight and manipulated you? no?#then what the fuck is the point of you saying that to me???#idk im just fucking pissed rn that. idk what im pissed at. cause again i know im no contact with all of these people now and their #shitty justice will find its way to them. and i cant be mad at myself for saddling with the wrong people cause some of that was my choices #and some of it was blood i couldnt escape for a long time. and i said i dont want to regret or resent #putting love out to the world #but i am still angry that so much of me was given to the wrong people. that these people just chose to completely ignore #the level of respect and patience and kindness i showed them #idk dudes im just angry. 'treat others the way you want to be treated' fuck off thats some quiet manipulation bullshit to get me to be #nicer to you even as you abuse the self-worth outta me fuck off fuck you #i found it again. you cant bury it im too full of love to not love myself too but it hurts how hard they tried for so long #'treat others the way you want to be treated' how bout no. how bout i treat everyone with a base level of kindness #and when youve shown me that you will treat me the way i deserve to be treated then ill fucking play niceys back

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ourstarscollided · 2 years ago

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You’re welcome to explain your answer in the tags!

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatppolls #dont ask me why the number categories are like this!!! there is no rhyme or reason to them!!!#been thinking bout this for awhile now. cause it didnt occur to me that I havent watched it since i netflix party’d it with Rosie in Sept #2021… which has been… a very long time. considering in 2020 after it came out i probably watched it over 100 times in full.#there’s just something that stops me from clicking play on the show and i cant put it into words. its just this feeling i get every time my #mouse or finger hovers over the show. i also got rid of netflix this past year too but that was quite recent and i do have a copy of it on #my ipad sksjsj idk #guess im just curious if anyon else is in this weird limbo. dont get me wrong. i am still enamoured by this show but rewatching it is just #smthg i havent done in a hot minute. maybe i should make Rosie do another netflix party with me 👀#i feel like if i was more active in a discord or on tumblr i wouldve tried to watch it with mutuals but alas i am incapable of having free #time outside of work and life.#once again i am shocked that the answers are centred in the bubbles before u click on them and it bothers me?!?#alt option: i have rewatched the show aolely through gifsets 😌#sunset queue #<- queuing this for some reason. idk what the reason is.

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moe-broey · 1 year ago

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You know Henriette is lowkey kind of anime (like the SuMo anime) Lusamine-core. To me

#a lot of people were frustrated obvs w the changes made to lusamine after og sumo and i def see it #and i DEF agree w it regarding ultra sumo. but i actually do kind of like the direction they took #w anime lusamine. like yeah it was a huge departure from the games. but given the context/genre of the anime #it didn't feel like a retcon? it felt more like they had to make adjustments to her to fit the very #slice of life comedy direction the sumo anime took. and there were still intense and emotional #story beats/arcs for the aether family too.#and i think the changes to lusamine actually complimented the changes to lillie #who's main conflict/struggle is her intense fear of touching pokemon due to trauma #so like! lillie is still traumatized! and for a slice of life comedy one big struggle is enough.#she didn't need an abusive controlling parent on top of that LMFAOOO (save that conflict for game lillie #esp cause in game her whole arc centers around that)#man i actually don't remember why gladion was a runaway in the anime though now that i think about it.#but like for the entire maybe one person who follows me and has the pokemon sumo/feh overlap interest #does this make sense????????? i feel like it does #i actually don't know if i have any followers who have that overlap. i feel like you're either here for feh/askr sibs specifically #or you had the misfortune of finding me in a brief bout of pokemon fixation and have discovered. oh #oh you BARELY post pokemon actually LMFAOOO you're just insane over some blue hair and pronouns bitch #and sharena 😇💖#fe henriette

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funeralfire · 4 months ago

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I've legitimately been thinking a lot about trans women lately and like the women I know in my life and how complex and human and real they are. Specifically because I understand the world is not kind to trans women and likes to generalize them horribly.

I know a woman who's an artist and spending her time dreaming about stars. I know another woman who's a terrible friend and manipulative as hell. I know one who's shy and sweet and so intelligent. Trans women can be so many things 💖

I really care deeply about trans women and I hope in my friend groups I'm a good ally to them and know to stand up vocally for them. Trans women deserve so much and they're given not enough. Everyone can do something to stop transphobia by speaking up when they hear it. Don't let your friends make transphobic jokes. Don't let your dad regurgitate trump's words. Protect the trans women in your life and everywhere else, they need to be loved and respected. Mwah! 🥰

#mine #💖🥰trans women🥰💖#all humans are complex and its a beautiful thing #*cough* and a small thought #if we deny healthcare to one prisoner. no matter how disgusting the crime. it sets a precedent to deny healthcare to any prisoner #for any reason #and denying a prisoner trans healthcare is denying a prisoner life saving medicine in my opinion #trans healthcare saves lives #its basic healthcare if you ask me not some sort of secret sect of magic healthcare that should cost more #so yeah. i think people who've done horrible things should have trans healthcare in prison #but thats not even getting into my opinions on prison abolishment. thats just talking about prison existing now #so idk if yall know what case im talking about? i could find it if anyones curious i didnt dig into it at allll #just some stoned opinions from a gender fucked bitch #ummm prisoners deserve healthcare?#duh #trans rights are human rights #pre school levels of basic respect #ive been thinking about this way too much lately since im all gender fucky and i feel like trans women are just .... intelligent about those #feelings. yk? and that's me generalizing but i mean all the Tumblr ladies i see on my dash talking about life and experiences #they are smart ladies #tumblr promotes terf content and deletes trans womens blogs and i try to follow trans women but tumblr still recommends terf blogs to me #i am angry bout it #i have a very complex and long standing relationship with gender identity and gender fuckery *pulls out my resumé*#idk thoughts #im stoned sorry yall #serious post but im not being unstupid #what #okay #bye

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thetangibleghost · 3 months ago

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Does anyone understand how to organize. Like how to make it work. Like how to keep spaces clean and your body clean? Does anyone know how to fight back the ever stronger rip tide of filth and clutter that takes over them? Also I'm sleepy.

#i barely have any belongings here and i still live in a fucking mess #i can barely work on my computer because the files are so disorganized. i think im just too stupid to have a good job #and like not to be one of those but i was in gifted. like the implication here was that i would beable to like. bare minimum make it.#and im nooooooooottttttt im not maaakiiiiiinnnnggg ittttt. im runing out of optionnnnnnnsssss #maybe ill just move back to the US and load boxes for fed ex again #but that also ended in my living space becoming almost unlivable #i like. i do t get how people do all these things and no body like can seem to fucking tell me why its so fucking impossible for me D:#like i TRY i really do fucking try. i dont understand. it makes me want to just fucking kill my self no joke. like i no matter what i do i #cant keep a space clean. i cant keep anything nice i break everything i touch and i fail everything i try because something Bout me is just #broken! and bobidy fucking cares! i dont want to be like this. i want to have plants and i wanna smell nice and i want my room to be pretty #and not have fucking bigs all the time #i dont understand i feel like im some fucking avatar for the filth magnusarchives style likw everything about me is dirty #i rot everything i touch. i #legit crying now lol. i just want to be able to be a human. i dont feel like a human. humans care about their environment they can keep #spaces clean. human organize naturally. why am i not human like that?

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downsteepy · 11 months ago

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ive had really bad headaches everyday for the past few days so im sorry if art is slower than normal 😭

#i feel kind of bad if i go a day or two without posting but if i feel like i need to ill just queue some of my old art 🥺#i have the next few days off so hopefully i can feel a little better and have more time to draw ..#between this bout of headaches + my knees getting a little worse i am just consistently in pain lately 😭

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maggot-baggage · 5 months ago

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I'm about to become the most annoying gf guy for a sec but my girl came over and brought me plants and showed me her bonsai stuff to work with. So one of these days we're going around my yard and digging up saplings to use so I get practice and they get free plants from ME this time

#she brought me a new fig to plant and a blueberry and some other shit :') i feel spoiled #I've been wanting to give him something useful or nice too so the fact that she wants these saplings too makes me more excited #to find and note em myself. i wanna make sure she gets a good amount to work with yk #that aside she was nice enough to check on my current plants so i dont have to worry bout my emerald reds anymore #they began wilting and i thought maybe i potted tjem wrong or the corner was. not indirect enough?#but theyre good so im happy :')#shes just been sooo helpful n sweet to me lately i wanna return the favor properly #mag.txt

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months ago

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At which point did you realise that the plot of IW is ass? I've seen people complain only about the ending or the halfway point where the teams separate, while I was already actively rolling my eyes like four-five chapters in

i think the moment i fully accepted that IW's story was. Definitely A Story was the moment ebina announced 'bleach japan'. like i think leading up to that point i was thinking to myself 'oh i hope i see X happen' or being like 'i wonder where this is going' and that sort but the proverbial bucket of ice was definitely that moment

#infinite wealth spoilers #snap chats #what reaaaaally hammered it in too if it wasnt obvious already was the execution of the jimas/daigo like that still irks me LMAO #i cant even remember what chapter that happened in i just know when it did i was utterly pissed #i think i started to take things less seriously once bryce entered the picture but thats only because of how distracting his VA was #like much love the JP voice actors who try to speak english and japanese but i just cant act like it's not incredibly distracting #esp when the character is supposed to be white yk what i mean- or at the very least their first language is supposed to be english #typically i can look over that thing if its a one or two time kind of deal but he had to speak in english much longer than others #im just rambling about bryce tho this aint bout him. i mean he could be a part of it the cult was executed really sloppily #it might have been the introduction of bryce actually ... i remember thinking to myself 'oh brother' with the whole messiah thing LMAO #maybe it was when kiryu told us his cancer cam from radiation instead of. smoking 💀 ESPECIALLY not even five chapters in #like straight out the gate you just wanna drop that on us mr I Can Do Everything Myself I Cant Worry Others ok #thats a post for another day tho im EVERYWHERE #POINT IS this is not about Retrospect this is about First Impressions and memory warps over time #but i know for a fact i found the bleach japan thing utterly ridiculous and was squinting at the plot the entire time thereafter #like ive said this a million times at this point but although i love IW for it's gameplay (pardon some nitpicks like lack of shortcuts)#its story really feels so messy and had much to be desired. which is so sad after the wonderful stories rgg has been making since 0..#BUT OH WELL im still excited to replay it in english. god willing i ever get the time #i still wanna finish lost judgment <- isnt even halfway through the game #and i wanna do a fun stream Maybe with YK2 but ill get into that when i get into that #if youve read this far. thanks LOL id say sorry for the novel but thats what we expect of me at this point

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tinypinkmouse · 5 months ago

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I finished writing a tiny fill for the last Guardian bonus bingo prompt today. (I'll get around to editing it at some point too.) I've been trying to write something closer to canon with all the prompts, and it's really highlighted how few ideas I have for fic that are set at least close to canon (or post-canon everyone lives). I can manage something small to fill the prompts, but beyond that it just isn't happening.

This upsets me. I want to write things more close to canon. Something with substance. I've always wanted to wrote something plotty post-canon, but it just doesn't happen. Instead it's all just another AU repeating the exact same plot, and straying further and further from anything even remotely canon.

#sorry for the 1AM negativity #I'm just having late night feelings for some reason #wondering why I'm even wrotong Guardian fic #lovely people tell me they like my fic #and yeah I'm all up in my feelings tonight and it's hard to remember that #and my brain is stupidly telling me all my erootng is bad #but its not about that #I just am not writing the kind of fic I wish I was writing #I'm happy with the weird AUs I just wish I could also write the nice long post-canon fic or whatever #I'm just writing these thoughts sown so they'll hopefully stop spinning around in my head #and hopefully get over this latest bout of “I should just stop writing already”#i will probably regret posting this in the morning #but hey it does make me feel better to complain about it #sometimes writing all of this makes me realise how ridiculous it sounds

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