#just plaid shirt things

[plaidshirtjimkirk]

just occurred to me that i wrote fulfilling the needs 10 years ago?????? time isn't real lmao

more blah blah blah under the cut 🫡🫡🫡

i always say i loved writing that fic. i remember the plot for the most part but it was the feeling of actually working on it that remains with me. i'd picked up writing again after a really long time and it's all thanks to this fandom. everything was exciting. the hyperfixation of best ship and writing as much as i could was a great distraction from having abysmal self esteem.

i never really understood why anyone gave me the time of day around here but i always tried to share the space and do what i could to promote others' content. i enjoyed the hell out of that engagement too because what's better than more content of the thing you love most?

im not trying to be negative or anything, just being real. i stopped showing up because i have lots of guilt for not continuing to do that. also imposter syndrome. it was easy to dodge when i was writing so much and so fast that i didn't have time to process what i actually tossed out into the world. but once endo came for my physical health and the fever pace died, well... all the bullshit i was running from caught up with me. logically, i know im overthinking and perpetuating a vicious mental cycle but understanding something is vastly different from understand how to actually deal with it.

but it's really not all bad. i appreciate the fuck out of everyone. people were so unexpectedly nice to me and i really did enjoy myself when i was super active.

ngl ive been trying to write this post for 4 years. i started it an embarrassing number of times. ill regret posting it but i guess the 10 year anniversary gives me a legit reason to talk about this bullshit. im genuinely not looking for attention, just trying to get some of this off my chest.

and just to be clear (and because im so negative all the time), im okay. mental illness is just a hell of a thing. wild.

so thanks again!! i can't believe it was a damn decade since i wrote that story and started interacting in fandom again, and that people still read it even today.

i don't know when ill write again next or get back to having the energy to give the support and attention that content creators deserve but ill keep on keeping on. 💛💙

[wanologic]

s1 alex

[famdommcfanface]

Just watched Juno. Starting to wonder if Elliot Page has ever played a cisgender role.

[rose-n-gunses]

chrissy is a shirt-but-no-pants sleeper and eddie is a pants-but-no-shirt sleeper

[5and3nevermind]

Let’s talk about Yoongi’s Y&M beanies!

Yoongi owns two beanies—one grey and one black—from a brand called Y&M. They are relatively inexpensive (between $12-16 USD).

Despite the fact that these hats are not from a luxury brand, Yoongi has continued to wear them for years (approx 2016-2023).

Most of these examples are during his off-time or during casual times when he hasn’t been styled.

So…Y&M…Y&M…what word does that remind me of? ⚠️ 🤡

[justalittlebluetiefling]

Someone just called me trendy and I don't think I've ever laughed harder in my life.

[magebutts]

why is no one talking abt varrics outfit in veilguard and how insanely grandpa coded it is

[callmehabie]

First time I take out of my sewing machine in years and it's to put a patch on a flannel.

[akkivee]

regardless if it’s a timeskip or not i do think the new outfits signify a new chapter in their lives??? like in the case of bat:

kuukou’s still punk still monk lol but more importantly, he still has his sachihoko symbols on his haori thing. kuukou’s always changed the symbols on his coat whenever he gets a new one so it’s an important point!!! sachihoko are guardians to protect from storms so kuukou still has his protector/protection imagery

jyushi’s overcoat is still the same style but it is longer and darker and his outfit as a whole is grandiose lol like even more vkei, so i’d say this is jyushi’s final form a jyushi more true to himself and braver than ever before and ready to perform on his biggest stage yet

hitoya’s i’m not too sure actually lol but it reminds me a lot of his fit back when he helped out kuukou and jyushi. if that’s the angle then it might have him playing support for whatever he’ll be getting into as jakurai’s partner. also lends to his own knight imagery since that’s the period of time we see him as a defender

[icewindandboringhorror]

Very strange outfit that is sort of like.. a mix of my current style (pattern mixing, pom poms, fun sandals) combined with how I dressed when I was like 10 years old. The stereotypical skelanimals hoodie vest and the skull t-shirt lol.. 

[skeleton-richard]

Score: my mom voiced concern over my goth tendencies saying "You maybe need to not think so much about death. I know you love vampires and werewolves but..."

(Honestly I'm kind of surprised it's not the fact that I spend so much time going to cemeteries)

[feelin-frazzled]

HELPPP how do I fag it up at the record store on saturday while also staying immensely warm because it's gonna be 30 degrees

[raye-sim]

night out with the boys // bachelor party

[woodelf68]

I was more like this at age 20; I still had the health and energy to go shopping and make crafts to enhance my living space. By 30, health issues were rapidly approaching the point where I wasn't going to have the ability to care about stuff like that anymore.

I'm turning 30 this month, and for some reason have become suddenly interested in material possessions. like what if,,,,,,,,my couch was nice. what if my sheets were nice. is this what happens to you??

[undyinglantern]

kuroken you will always be special to me