#just passed their one year anniversary
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my sister and her girlfriend are so fucking cute i’m going to be so upset if they break up
#high school sweethearts they’re both in their freshman year of college#just passed their one year anniversary#built legos together as a pre first date#rn my sister is working and her girlfriend just posted a bereal sitting at her work (a coffee shop) just hanging out#they spend every weekend together#and are doing long distance cause they live 45 minutes to an hour away from each other#they go to different schools#i stayed there for a concert and we had a lil party and me and the girlfriend were both drunk and i asked her if they were gonna get married#and she said yes#i was crying#and she said she wants to stay with her forever 😭#and the next night my sister was high and she kept running away and yelling for her girlfriend to come find her#and it was so cute#my god i’ve been around for their whole relationship i’m actually going to be so sad if they break up
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happy anniversary to all the friendships where we truly thought we could make it through together
#moen art#moen sona#the slow acceptance that oh. im going to spend the majority of my life by myself is making me feel things okay#friends that ended up in fights into no contact into drifting no matter how much we went through together i still love you#learning to try to be okay with like. an empty apartment in the future and. mm#i think the anniversary for the ones where they raised me passed recently this month aha we kinda forgot to wish eachother this year and th#last#yk these drawings all started cause i just wanted to hug emmet its insane HAHA#DOMT GET ME WRONG IM OUT OF SO MANY SHITHOLES NOW#its more of. life is so peaceful now but i wish it wasn't cause it could also be harrowingly silent and empty
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#being older now than loved ones were when they died is so. mm.#i’m going to be 30 next year and one of my close friends (who was older than me) never got to be older than 25#his birthday passed recently and the anniversary of his death is next month so it’s just. blah.#not 2 b heavy on main ig just. feeling it today.#grief tw#death tw#i guess.#personal ramblings
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Still thinking about this webcomic I enjoyed that went on indefinite hiatus on what appeared to be its second- or third-to-last page. It hasn't been updated in nearly three years now, but the site hasn't gone down, either. You were so close to doing what so many webcomics fail to do... what happened???
#As far as I know the author isn't dead or anything like that#webcomics#my posts#i'll be honest#i have subsequently forgotten most of the plot#this isn't the longest hiatus i've maintained weekly check-ins thru#one of 'em just passed its 7 year anniversary!#but certainly it's the most surprising
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Considering getting into alchemy stars cause of you!
DUDEEEEE it's such SUCH a good game. Unfortunately it's got gacha elements but I've found that the rates to get characters aren't terrible, plus there's always reruns of exclusive characters and alts of them too :) honestly really good stuff — at least once a year or so I go through a several months-long period of playing everyday LOL
#not art#ask/answer#and it's third anniversary just passed!!! can't believe it's been three years already I joined around#like months before the first one hah. it's crazy
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To my readers!
Hey everyone!!
As some of you may know, I've been struggling a lot with writing for a long time now, because of my personal life.
However, as my personal life is slowly getting better, I've been able to write consistantly for several weeks now, including some pieces of fanfiction!! I am thus hoping to come back to posting regularly in the coming weeks!!!
I am currently writing a few one-shots and other cute stuff so I can plan my return! Expect a posting schedule to be announced in the coming week...
Some changes in my masterlist will also occur in the coming days/weeks. Do not be alarmed. I won't be deleting anything, simply reorganizing things. Do not panic, everything is under control...
I hope that some of you will still be interested in my silly and cute stories! I've always wanted to keep on posting my fanfictions, but sometimes life gets in the way. Hopefully, this is the right time for me to make a glorious come back!
However, I must admit that I have not been the most active tumblr gremlin as of late. I haven't really been active in the community in a while, but I would love to meet new people and discover the works of content creators who share my hyperfixations.
So, if you have any recs on a blog you think I might enjoy, linked to a fandom I like, feel free to share a rec! I'll check the blogs you recommend me!
I hope all of you have a wonderful day, and that you will enjoy the new stories I have to tell!
#padfootagain#just me making an update#The one year anniversary without meds really boosted my confidence#And I got back to writing almost instantly after I passed that date#Think I just needed to be sure I'm okay again#Anyway#A Sirius Black x reader fic is already finished#An adorable Ben Barnes x reader fic is on the way#have to write some Caspian as well#Will be sharing a proper posting schedule before the end of next week which means before March 10 2023#Hopefully some people are still around and still interested in what i might write#know it's been so long#but i'll do my best as always :)
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said a prayer for Jjong today.
#shinee#jonghyun#idk i don't usually yk. do things like that for people that have passed but it's been six years and it felt fitting somehow#six years ago i was what. 12 about to turn 13???? had already been to a fair bit of funerals but the only ones that had hit me before#this one were the pianist at our church who passed away suddenly from a heart attack and the regional club leader who had cancer#for like three years and passed just as the doctors thought she would go into remission#and those both happened around October/November so. going into the winter season has always been hard for me and Jjong#was no different.#it's gotten better slowly but it still hurts sometimes. some days i wake up and i can't even look at any of his pictures other days#i get up and put his albums on loop and laugh and reblog so many of his antics#it's funny bc when my aunt passed on New Year's in 2019 it was exactly two weeks after the 1st anniversary date rolled around. always has#been but i never noticed until we lost her and we had to go down for the funeral and i basically disappeared off the internet for a good#two to four months sans queue and checking in on Discord and sh*t and that year he managed to keep me sane. sounds f*cked up#but that year it was just me and Spotify and my playlists and Jjong's voice amid it all. i wish i could meet him and tell him in person#that he practically saved my life even tho the fandom was still raw af from losing him but the prayer will have to be enough#you did well Jjong. you worked so hard. you are our pride. love you to the moon and back 🌒🌙 <333
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wait the first post tagged coco was almost a year ago already? damn time flies. it was worth the wait tho what an iconic first appearance
yeah her first appearance was technically the christmas special!! you can still read that if you haven’t already (VERY NSFW) but the first mention of coco was even before that, in may of 2021! (it’s so funny to see how wildly different she looks, although to be fair, that was just an outfit she was wearing for a show, not an everyday look) and i was planning coco’s role wayyy before that. so when i say that i’ve been vibrating out of my skin trying not to spoil everything for YEARS i really mean it fjksjds
#that was my goal: to introduce coco before the one year anniversary of the christmas special#i just barely made it#literally 3 more days and i would've been too late#lmaoo i'm so ridiculous#how does time pass so quickly#asks#anonymous#nonsims#brandi answers
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I was interested in knowing a bit about how you got into ateez if you don't mind sharing?
OMG I LOVE TELLING THIS STORY HAHAHA
okay. so i was on pinterest one day during the time where my ults were bts and i like dabbled in other groups but bangtan were my mains. so i was on pinterest just looking at whatever and I SEE THIS PICTURE (IF I CAN FIND IT ILL DEF POST IT) BUT THIS PICTURE IS JUST YUNHO AND HONG STANDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER. and hongjoong looked so small next to yunho and i was like “omg who are they they’re height difference is crazy” so i look them up and i find out who they are and i move on
and ever since i saw that picture ateez would just pop up on spotify. i think it was wonderland and hala hala that popped up and i was like “oh shit this is actually really good” and idk why it didn’t register for like a day, but i didn’t realize that the group that sang wonderland was the same group i looked up days before. and so i started listen to their other music and yeah. that’s how i got into ateez😭😭
THE PICTURE
#i think it’s so funny#i just passed 3 year anniversary stanning them 🥹🥹#also mingi has always been my bias.#mingi girl since day one
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... man i just remembered how last night i had a dream by the end of it there was a cat, and in it i said "oh she looks exactly like tigra!! are you also an attention seeking dumbass like her?" and it was so i may have actually dreamt about her
#my posts#my dreams#sorta i dont care about the rest of that one dream#..... i miss her she was the best creature ive ever met#like yeah i may be allergic to cats. yeah she did basically want to be constantly near or on top of me like a baby#which ended up with me struggling with allergy a lot. but she WAS my baby#... itd be her bday next month. and last month was the anniversary of her death. so im not really surprised#this happened once before and it was even sadder so its not the worst case scenario sdighds#but i miss her that little dumbass made it less than 3 months to be a 21 y-o cat#..... that. means shes been gone for 4 years now huh#man.#theres a cat nearby on a house that i pass when i take the bus for class and depending on the day when i come back home#her name is michy and shes a calico like she was but her face is more of the flat type and her eyes are dif color#but shes also an atention seeking dumbass and she is very sweet and always meows at me when i see her#she is making me both want a cat a lot again and also letting me live vicariously through someone elses pet siuhsug#...... idk what im doing im just rambling im trying to be a bit less sad i guess sghsiguhsg#im gonna watch some stupid videos and then im gonna return here to be bisexual over middle aged men maybe#i just had to get it out of me bc yeah i miss her a lot
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thinking about Cassini, my dad, and grief tonight. probably gonna listen to Sleeping At Last then go to bed.
#the last conversation I had with my dad before he died was about Cassini's Grand Finale#Sleeping At Last released an album commemorating major galactic events that we witnessed this century#and there's a song for the solar eclipse that was the last one my dad witnessed#and there's a song for Cassini which leads directly into Saturn#which has always been a song that hit my sister rly hard bc my dad had a page-a-day astronomy calendar#and the day my dad died had a fact about Saturn#that a season on Saturn is 7 earth-years long#I think I'm gonna get A Farewell To Saturn as a tattoo#my sister was gonna get a Saturn tattoo on the 7th anniversary of dad passing and I might just copy her a bit
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#not fallout#kal talks#ok to preface this is a POSI VENT#it just might get a little heavy#i tend to be a Little Personal on here and im going to be a lil more personal. im thinky thoughts#but man... its been a year since literally the lowest point in my life#like last march. i will say. was... really bad for me mentally. i wont go much deeper than that but maybe some of you remember.#im much much better now but i will say i was a little wary as this month and anniversary approached because i was afraid basically#(the actual anniversary passed last week and i didnt notice)#but ive managed to do soo much growing and healing from where i was last year like it is honestly astonishing#im definitely not the same person i was when i couldn't even honestly confront myself#in a way i think what happened last year was one of the best things to happen to me#it doesn't mean that nothing bad will ever happen in the future but it does mean that i survived that and i can survive whatever else#happens too#healing isnt linear i know that. like obviously im going to have setbacks and some days im incredibly whiny and bitchy#like October/November were suuuper hard on me mentally#but again - still here!#still alive and still putting laundry away and taking baths and reading books and doing art#And its almost SUMMER again!#and god i want to live this summer.#and its kind of funny how...when you think you want to die just saying thr words 'i want to live' feels like...idk. it feels like something#but i want to live#and i want to go hike at zion and i want to eat watermelon and i want to sit in the sun and paint red rocks#i wanted to die last year and it felt so real i could have but im still here and i want to live and do things while im here#that's all i guess#life's hard. its a bitch and then you die. but there are some pretty good parts to it too and every summer i remember why
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i don’t like. the irrationality created by memories
#ive spent enough time pouring over information and reading studies and making sure i know damn well how this disease works so that at least#it’s not some unknown enemy and becomes something i can understand#which is fine until im crying and shaking in my bathroom over it potentially being in this damn house once again and at this time of the#year where specific anniversaries of horrible milestones come back to haunt me#and i haven’t been fully present in going on two years now but these last two days have passed obnoxiously quickly and none of it feels real#it’s been a long time since i haven’t known the hour much less what day it is#and i can tell you about blood vessels and symptoms and all the ways this disease can function in and destroy the body but it doesn’t make#any difference when nothing feels real and i had to check what day it was and got the date wrong for the first time in years#I’m also defaulting to hyper-rationality which hasn’t happened since middle school and isn’t. a good sign#it’s just a replay of a lot of memories i can’t forgot but this time it’s not just memories and has a very much physical component which is#worse. I think. by far.#and then there’s the repercussions of this where I have to see if my brain will allow me to anything#i can hope i can still go to work and everything because i do love it but last time this happened i wasn’t able to walk into any building#without having to leave#so. I don’t know. not to mention things that don’t have to do with school or careers?#and rationally i should be asleep at the moment because sleep is so so necessary right now but that’s the one thing I’m really struggling#with right now#i don’t know. it’s just a lot and I don’t appreciate the added layer of ‘time is a circle’#there’s other things I have to deal with and work through that are more irrational than research vs trauma response but will probably be#harder to work through because man does my brain love latching onto a grudge but. for lack of a better term. whatever#im most upset about things pertaining to a career has been messed up and that i can’t celebrate chanukah with my family#because everyone else can think about christmas but im losing my winter holiday#im just. anything that isn’t empty is scared and angry and bitter just a little bit#vent tw
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#December seems to be the perfect month for everything to go wrong#on top of having a newborn and figuring out how to adjust to 3 kids in the house#there was a death on my partners side of the family last week- his grandpa- and we’ve spent so much time with family due to that#as well as them still having their Christmas on Sunday#today is the funeral and it’s going to be really difficult#because it’s also almost the one year anniversary of my dad passing and everything to do with that#and I have a ton of facebook memories popping up with updates to family on how he was doing this time last year#and that’s really hard to see#I kept trying to put a positive spin on everything that was happening last year because I had hope that he would come home but now it’s just#painful to see#also our car has decided to break down and I have no idea what’s going on with it#this month has been so much fun#and we still have Christmas with my mom this weekend and I have to put something together for the kids#I’ve been very behind on that
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all these tiktoks about ppl putting up the ofrendas for their pets rlly have been hitting harder this year than usual
#i think it’s bc it was one of my dogs death anniversary four days ago#i miss her a lot#and i miss my cat and my other dog as well#it makes me sadder that i couldn’t be there when one of them passed away#bc it happened while i was in houston#and i never said goodbye properly#again#i was there when she was born but i wasnt when she left#and it just makes me feel shitty#im so sad#but im glad i can be the one to put up the ofrenda for the 3 of them this year#nessquik
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true blue by boygenius is literally so everything. like yeah that's love
#the line that's like 'you've never done me wrong except that one time that we don't talk about / but it doesn't matter anymore'#i found texts from over a year ago when my partner said something accidentally hurtful and i was asking my friends for advice#and i had like genuinely totally forgotten about it. like not in a bad way just like yeah idk it happens sometimes you're careless#and you'd think bc it is such a rare occurrence that we fight or like conflict in any way i'd remember it#but those moments always pass by so fast and get worked through so easily#idk... i've definitely like emotionally stabilized in the last year#this time last year i was extremely anxious abt our relationship like near-constantly and i just sooo dont feel that anymore#it was (relatively) new and felt scary and felt very high-stakes and uncertain for no reason but now im just like we ball#'it feels good to be known so well / i can't hide from you like i hide from myself'#idk i feel like we've made something very beautiful and very simple but also very intricate . love is nice#i feel so cringe writing all this but whatever my blog is cringe#note to come back to this when i write an anniversary card
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