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getting into f1 rpf was definitely not on my 2024 bingo card
#i'm laughing at myself because there's a million other sports i could've become obsessed with and this is the one that got me#not hockey or soccer or rugby anything i've actually played#this is somehow ted lasso's fault#and i also discovered lewis hamilton dated nicole scherzinger who created one direction so everything i've ever loved is connected#but all roads lead to f1 like there is so much lore. there are so many connections.#actually i blame my ted lasso editing mutuals who make amazing f1 edits as well#i've thought about brocedes every single day for the past month. i probably need help but i'm having too much fun#time to actually work on my royjamie fic today jfc#just needed to rant in the tags lmao
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yall who cast reverse animal themes on my horror and dust,,, why we got BUNNY horror and PUPPY dust
ok but on a real note i was DYING drawing this. i cant believe its my first time drawing the 1 of the trio in a maid dress!!!! id like to thank underfella and calvateyla for inspiring me; i wouldn't have graduated from shit art college without you guys ā¤ļøš (inspo) (SOMEONE GET THIS DOG OUT OF HERE DUST HAS A FUCKING CHAINED COLLAR???? ššš)
i didn't know what to do for the background either so i just added funny photos. HERE. yes its a coincidence the memes are both horror and dust themed i totally didn't plan that
#killer come get your animals you dumbass#this has GOT to be the cringiest shit ive ever drawn#both of the references had fell in them and im just amused at the difference in between.......#the fell horror's with is SILLY and GOOFY and just not serious at all#and then the fell dust's with is COOL ans EDGY and SUAVE and THE CONTRAST IS CRAZY#isnt it outrageous that all of the trio have been depicted with fell. fell pulls all the classics#i say as i dont even ship kustard (glances away and tucks afterfell into my pocket discreetly)#dont worry horror you wont need to sweat any longer#the next time i draw any of these guys in anything but the outfits i designed is probably 2025#this was so fun actually tho :33 if only drawing a simple doodle didn't take 2 FUCKING HOURS#the ONLY reason you guys dont get more triglycercule art is because it takes TOO FUCKING LONG#the dust werewolf Halloween costume image actually did give me an idea 4 a rant but ill write it l8er#ive been trying to get over my weird little perfectionism thing#i avoid coloring like the plague because my smooth lineart doesnt look good with it#probably bc idk what style i want but colors are inherently messy#i should sometimes just color over the goddamn lineart SMH#anyways thats enough of this for the day. i am going to get back to doing nothing#ACTUALLY today was lowkey productive kinda. idk. i dont remember for some reason#tricule art#only reason killer isnt in this one is because i couldnt remember a time he wore something weird n animal themed#if there was a moment where he wore a fucking furrysuit or something he'd be smack dab in the middle :3#should i even tag this lmao šššš#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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a birthday - vil x reader
itās your day, and vil, as your lover, will seek you out and hopefully throw a birthday party for you if he can help it. he wants you to be happy, so he wouldāve already asked what kind of party youād want. would you like it to be a big one or a small one? simple or brimming to the edge with vibrant colors?
maybe a week, or half a month ago, he wouldāve started planning. maybe heās asked various questions over the years, or observed your reaction to the previous one, but either way he knows your preferences.
at the night, when itās actually happening, heāll be decked out in his dorm clothes. he wouldāve brought the cake for you and set up the candles if you so wished. if you donāt like cake? then a tart, or whichever pastry or sweet treat youād enjoy. contrary to the thoughts of others, he doesnāt have a diet for you. sure, heād recommend healthier foods, but in the end he just wants you to be the best version of yourself, and that means being happy.
soft kisses as you take the first bite of the treat, most likely on your head or hands, congratulating you on your birthday. maybe heād rub his face against yours, and from there you can see his efforts. he is sparkling, galaxy dust on his eyelids. and if you wished, he wouldāve applied similar makeup on you, to make you the true star of the show. and even if he didnāt, heād still rub your cheeks affectionately with his thumb.
to be honest, heād also take that time to adjust your clothes, smoothing out wrinkles and giving you that smile again. and then the gathering continues.
heāll have gifted you makeup supplies, if you use them, and skincare items. but donāt doubt for a moment that he wasnāt thinking about you when buying them. these products are selected with only you in mind and the expert eye that gil has honed over the years.
and at the end of the day, when itās just you and him in your room, you two can cuddle and heāll listen to all of your tales. maybe about how this was a great birthday or how it could be better, heād still listen nevertheless. maybe youāve never had a birthday party before that made you feel loved, or maybe itās tales of what you wish for your future.
vil wants to be part of that future with you. but heās content with the present, offering solace everyday. he tries to make your life beautiful, and so heās glad that he was a part of your celebration. the small part of his heart also finds pride that he was a portion, however small, that made it enjoyable.
so you can sleep the night away with him if you want, and when dawn breaks? vil surprises you with a nutritious and delicious meal. and apart from all the usual skincare he gave to you as a gift?
he has another gift for you, held with those loving eyes and a soft grin.
and you could feel yourself practically falling back in love with him again.
#vil x reader#vil schoenheit#twst x reader#vil shoenheit x reader#its my birthday which is why i wrote this i just needed the fluff so bad#iām actually genuinely so happy today (:0) and i loved vilās birthday message#why am i ranting in tags lmao what#i still have more hcs abt smaller things tho lmao#fluff#twst#vil#twst wonderland#ill edit it later#i swearrrrr
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Broke: Damian is bad at being a Robin because he's too violent
Woke: Damian is bad at being a Robin because he's afraid to hurt people
#obviously it's always funny to do the whole 'what do u have there Damian?' 'a knife!' 'nO' thing#and like make him a horrendous and silly evil gremlin who can and will pull a sword out in the middle of a parking lot to fight#but listen#he doesn't like the assassin background that much and once he learns about like The Normal World he's honestly in anguish about it#that's canon! that's the truth! (right?) (the whole thing with Goliath?? I'm not making it up right???)#i think he's just the kind of guy who loves his swords because they're what he knows and they're a strong connection to his family#but I think it's nice if he spends his time on field telling others what to do because everyone else learned to fight the OTHER way#(by defending and subduing opponents rather than maiming and killing)#so he prefers to take on a tactician general role despite being perfectly capable as a fighter because he knows what everyone else needs#to do to succeed in fights - especially when things are a bit of a mess - but is afraid to be too rough or scary or violent or Demon Son-is#(the things that make him feel like he doesn't belong in a happy civilian world - WHICH IS WHAT HE WANTS IN MY HUMBLE OPINION.)#in this essay I will explain why this allows for him to show awe and love for each of his siblings' fight styles by utilising all of them#and I just think Dami Babs and Tim could really work together as a detective/tactician comms team (with varying distances from the field)#because I think that'd be so fun: Tim is solving (mid-range) Babs is watching/providing supports (far) and Damian is commanding (close)#because the others are like The Bruisers (in their non-lethal way) who trust themselves to only hurt as much as is needed and are good at i#PLUS babs is SO stretched thin and literally the backbone of the bats so I just want a future where some of the kids become HER robins yk#anyway back to the point of the post:#it's kind of alluded to in 2017 supersons; EVERYONE in it comments on how Robin is JUST doing flips and shouting orders#and jon is like The Muscle and the one Doing Stuff - but Jon IS following orders 85% of the time and it works out well for them because#that dynamic of 'I'm not sure I can do it right by myself and I trust you to be my partner so we can do it right together' really#is my favourite like.. they're both filling these ideas of who they're meant to be and they just :( they just seek their own path together#oh no I lost the point again immediately and it became another WHY DO THEY SEPARATE THEM rant#I just think it's really fun to think of Damian as 'the most well trained fighter but ALSO the most likely to step back from a fight'#like yeah when we add in my thoughts on pit rage it adds some angst but that doesn't matter here in THIS post#have I even talked about my hc on pit rage/madness? I don't think I have LMAO (maybe another day)#anyway it's late I'm tired why do I always chat in the tags so much#my posts are literally all in the tags 2% post 98% tags smh#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne
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looking for fics be so fine like yes. premise is interesting. word count is lengthy. vibing with the prose on the blurb. and then you spot the glaring doc/marty tag on the top and it's like oh never mind. abort mission ig.
#baby's first HATE POST. listen it's my blog i get to choose the rant#WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEMMM please i just want a nice long fic in peace....#i've burned through so many of them LMAO#may do a fic rec post actually#like im not going to go into ship politics just properly tag everything and we ball but like. girl he's old enough to be his grandpa.#i do not even see the appeal#once read a fic that just had it in there untagged i skipped over so many sentences so quickly lmao#usually i do filter the ship out but sometimes when i forget i spot a nice long fic and im like yay and then i see the slash tag and im lik#:(...... >:(#kit yap session#lmk if i need to tag this as anything else
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i finished this in the last 20 minutes of lesbian visibility week after not drawing at all LETS GO
#lila art#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#arlecchino#arlecchino genshin#navia#navia genshin#arlevia#navicchino#i dont think thats a ship name that anyone uses but im tagging it just in case#arlecchino x navia#this took me SO FUCKING LONG you would not believe#to be fair it was because i kept getting distracted by youtube or twitter or the thoughts inside my head#but STILL#i am very proud of this though this is one of like. two kisses ive ever drawn that look Good and the other one i didn't finish lmao#i was kind of impartial to arlevia until like. Yesterday#and now they are very important to me#arlecchino has a big polycule full of all his lesbian girlfriends and one bisexual woman (clorinde)#im also lowk obsessed with drawing sideprofiles because i am fascinated with drawing different noses#and giving characters different nose and face shapes#it is so beautiful how humans are so diverse in even the shapes that our bodies make#i went on a rant with my friend about this a few weeks ago#ANYWAY i was going to say this earlier but i forgot#i am Sorry for those two panels being so rushed and bullshitted#i had been working on this for like 8 hours and i wanted to be done SO BAD#but i needed to finish before lesbian visibility week ended!!!!#ok going to farm for father before i pass out good bye
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ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw
#they are.#been thinking a lot about t*rusai and k*bosai and all three of them together#(really long rant in these tags that shouldve been a rant post but im not changing it soz i got carried away LMAO->)#see the thing is that k*bosai is my absolute favorite ship ever. but i get genuinely pissed when people smack talk t*rusai#idk like i get why people wouldnt ship kbs and i really dont care. and i also get that a lot of people have differing opinions and-#wont ship trsai. i honestly cant wrap my head around why (other than people who just hate teruhashi and are misogynistic) but im okay with-#agreeing to disagree and i dont care yk??#but people so often make these long discussion posts just yapping and yapping and making up shit about how trsa 'wouldnt work'#and its always just... actual complete bullshit. like unreadable word vomit.#sorry. but its true.#thats why it gets me so mad#i cant think of a single reason why you would feel the need to do that#why cant you be normal and just. not like a ship. just dont like it. hate it even. but dont make up shit just to shit on it#its so dumb i have to force myself to just scroll past them every time i encounter one#usually on tiktok or tumblr#if i read them i wont be able to stop myself from making the most concerned and upset noises ever cuz what is actually wrong with you#theyre always the biggest dumbest stretches ever and they ignore their actual development and pretend it didnt happen#it just makes me wonder why people are so okay with making fun of that ship but get mad if anyone even dislikes theirs#and then they complain about people 'shitting on their opinion'#LIKE ?? NOBODY CARES THAT U HATE THE SHIP. I CERTAINLY DONT GAF.#but ur in the main tags advertising ur hatred for it and sounding stupid as shit for no reason? UR SHITTING ON PEOPLES SHIP ON PURPOSE#AND THEN GETTING MAD AT ANYONE WHO EVEN SAYS 'i disagree actually' IM LAUGHING SO HARD STOP IM KILLING MYSELF#the one time i ever talked in that much detail about why i disliked a ship was bevause somebody specifically asked me#and yk what ?? i have literally gotten death threats over it. im not allowed to hate that ship but everyone else can do whatever i guess#okay sorry. rant over.#is that controversial i cant tell. i dont really care and im not tagging anyway#meows post
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anyone else ever just see some fanart or read a fic and just have their headcannons for a character change like every other day or? Like just last week i headcannoned Tubbo as a shapeshifter, then a dragon hybrid, then a bat hybrid, then shapeshifter again, then a Federation experiment, and now a god. like, is it just me???
#mcyt#qsmp tubbo#i need help man#like there is something seriously wrong with me#rambling about my issues#how do i tag lmao#idk what this is#just needed to get this off my chest#even if no one but my 3 followers ever see it#tubbo headcannons#headcanon#mcyt tubbo#my tags are in no order#consistency? never heard of her#idk lmao#qsmp#qsmp rambles#qsmp tubbo rant#qsmp rant#qsmp tubbo rambles#Shiitake_talks
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Turnsgiving 2024ā Day 2: Character Song Choice
Ok as everybody knows this is already a topic I have talked about a lot (and I will continue to rant about Turn & music lmao) BUT here is some specific stuff for today!!
One: Next Semester
I already cannot shut up about certain character song connections, such as Touchy Feely Fool with Abraham Woodhull, or Inertia in regards to Robert Townsend, two favorite AJR songs for two of my favorite charactersā however, to start off, I want to mention another song off my Abe Woodhull playlist: Next Semester by Twenty One Pilots.
It took a minute before this song grew on me, but when it did it was entirely due to the fact that it made me think of Abe, in more ways than one! Every time I rewatch the scene of him standing by Kingās College and having a flashback to the day he lost his brother, I now ALWAYS think of the lyrics; āI remember certain things; what I was wearing, the yellow dashes in the street [ā¦] then I heard, āhey, kid, get out of the roadāā and furthermore, OUTSIDE of canon, I will also now ALWAYS associate this song with Man of Regret, an absolutely wonderful fic that I was just re-reading for Thanksgiving! Essentially, itās a modern AU following Abe trying to finish law school after the trauma of his brotherās death, quite literally starting fresh next semester, and also follows his relationship with Robert and just GODā the chorus hits. āCanāt change what youāve done; start fresh next semester.ā
I need to make a Next Semester edit some day soon, Iāll be sure to show yāall when I do. ;)
Two: Twin Size Mattress
Now secondly, this is actually a song Iāve brought up before since I made the mistake of hearing it during a certain incredible fic (Do Something Revolutionary) and I was EFFECTED. So yes, Twin Size Mattress. I could deep dive on this and why it weirdly works for Abe (thought donāt get me started on why this song reminds me of IT lmao), but in short, I feel it really encapsulates his story and his struggles, and his ultimate desperation to act, to stand up and do the right thing.
The first line especially resonates for me when I think about him and the rest of the ringā āThis is for the lions living in the wiry, broke-down frames of my friendsā bodies.ā Like FUCK. š¤” And of course there are ways to interpret some of these lyrics from a Townhull lens because you guys know me. ;) Especially for some reason āwith tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay, you said āHey man, I love you, but no fucking wayāā, also wait why do all of these songs have āheyā in them lmfao. Anyways, Iām sorry this post is so long, I just feel so many emotions because of this damn dumbass.
By the way if anyone does want to see my full ongoing Abe Woodhull playlist (which is definitely still subject to change, mind you), here it is: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLerC4t4w-fi6MahbNajGO1SqSNVwz5czN&si=0K6-Y8VrDplfPVA_
And alright FINALLY, not just Abe-related (for now lmao), this:
Three: One Eyed Bastard
Okay yes this match is a little more surface level just because of his literal āone eyed bastardā arc in season 3 lmfao, BUT the whole motif of revenge and the general energy is, honestly, hilariously fitting for Rogers! Hence why I edited this meme, which I only just remembered I have not properly posted! ;D
This is part of a larger meme compilation I mean to share one day, but for now, enjoy this! š¤
Thank you so much if you actually read this freakishly long post ACK IāM SORRY ITS SO GARGANTUAN. š I just have so much to say on this topic (and even more posts I havenāt made lol) since I have always been the biggest sucker for setting music to a character that I enjoy. ;)
THANKS FOR READING ONCE AGAIN! š«¶
#turn amc#turn washington's spies#amc turn#turn washingtonās spies#turn: washington's spies#turn: washingtons spies#turn washingtons spies#turn edits#turn edit#turnedit#abe woodhull#abraham woodhull#robert townsend#rob townsend#american revolution#amrev fandom#amrev#period drama edit#perioddramaedit#turn memes#townhull#benjamin tallmadge#caleb brewster#robert rogers#turnsgiving2024#turnsgiving#sorry for tag spam I just love ranting about Turn & music and need to talk to people about it lmao
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THE BEST OF SHENKO 1/?
The end of the world has a way of reminding you of all the things you forgot to say do. Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs āØ#kaidan alenko#sophie shepard#EDI#shenko#fshenko#mass effect#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#OTP: you're real enough for me#i learned i am physically incapable of creating less than like 20 gifs at a time#but shenko stonks are up right now!!#gifāing my favorite bisexuals gives me joy š„¹#even though ME2 is dry as shit for shenko content like itās literally the sahara desert#like a whole ass 10 minutes max of cutscenes between shep and kaidan like come on#like 2 minutes in the prologue and like 8 minutes of cutscenes on horizon#and then an email and looking at the picture in your cabin before the suicide mission#i'm so sorry y'all ME2 shenko canon is absolute shit (besides kaidan being rightfully angry on horizon) which is why we āØignore itāØ š„°#but i rant about ME2 VS treatment too much so i will not write another essay about it in the tags#i will say the EDI line isn't the exact quote from the game but i think about it a lot tbf#same with the quote i borrowed from anderson too lmao (which is also a tiny bit paraphrased)#i just love EDI asking shep for relationship advice when you get to follow shep and kaidan's relationship/struggles across 3 games#and anderson's quote about all the things you forgot to do in relation kahlee to is just *chef's kiss* when you think about shenko#like whether it starts in ME1 or ME3 shenko has some really fantastic moments across the series#two characters with strong morals who realize that they're falling in love and literally start to become each other's strength??#their soft place to land?? their support when they need it?? shenko will always have my heart#also the shenko quotes you get are the most fire thing in the world#you're real enough for me?? you make me feel human?? i want to be your strength- your soft place to land?? shenko you will always be famous#I FORGOT IM GONNA FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU AGAIN TOO LIKE??#but iāll stop ranting now bc i do that wayyy to much in my tags lol. have a good day wherever you are! <3
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Hello there, Friend!
Don't mind me! Just going through the Wreck-It Ralph Screencap websiteā Again. š
I love looking at all the Screencaps and just... overanalyzing them! Always small details that I didn't pick up on (especially while watching the movie)
For example, The time-lapse at the start of the movie! Since it went by real quick and all!
Analysis down below! š
(^ And I'm assuming that this might be the first time the game was played?? Or maybe the first week of being plugged in? Not sure, but moving on!)
First off, imma say it... RALPH'S FACE IS FUCKING HEARTBREAKING TO LOOK AT. It's not the expression of: "Aw, I lost :( "
NO, HE LOOKS GUILTY. AND THIS WAS "30 YEARS AGO." HE ALREADY FELT BAD FOR BEING PROGRAMMED TO DESTROY THE NICELANDERS BUILDING.
Y'all see how Felix isn't looking at Ralph? He's either looking down at the building, like "Gosh, woo! The gamers did it! All fixed!! š"
Or he's looking at the Nicelanders (Sidenote: Yeah, it's most likely just cause that's how the gameplay was programmed. But I'm still gonna over-analyze it!)
Y'all see that?? The Nicelanders be smiling and happy for a moment, AND SWITCH UP AFTER FELIX CLOSES HIS EYES.
It's probably like that outside of gameplay too. They probably act one way while Felix is looking, and the moment he turns his back, THEY BECOME THE JERKLANDERS.
(^ I have to put this in cause I thought it was *SO* funny. "Man, Gene's the fucking mayor too. Goddamn Gene... fucking mayor of Pettyland." š he's the biggest asshole out of all of them. Makes sense he'd be the Mayor of that petty shithole place. "nice"-land.)
His eyes just stay closed.
Felix, you oblivious little fuck (I love you, you dense lil man...)
BUT OPEN YOUR EYES MF-- GODDAMN!!
Okay, so the look of shock on Ralph's face. He's like "AYO WHAT THE FUCK Y'ALL DOING?! HOW CAN Y'ALL EVEN LIFT ME!!? I'M 9FT TALL AND WEIGH 653 POUNDS--"
Wait, cause y'all see how the first three Nicelanders are the ones lifting him up?
GENE AIN'T DOING ANYTHING. GENE YOU'RE A SHIT MAYOR. DON'T EVEN PULL YOUR WEIGHT AROUND HERE--
NAH, CAUSE FELIX IS THE ONLY ONE KEEPING THAT PLACE FROM FALLING APART. IN AND OUT OF GAMEPLAY.
^ GENE DON'T DO SHIT. š£š¢
They gotta hold a new election; Felix for Mayor. Or LITERALLY ANYONE OTHER THAN GENE.
Ralph: "I'm a big part of the game, technically speaking... why are you here, GENE???"
*Gene's just the mf who gets thrown out of the building.*
KNOW YOUR PLACE, GODDAMN, GENE--
(Whoops I got off-topic. š¬š)
Well first off - since it's the gameplay and all - for 30 years, Felix HAD HIS FUCKING EYES CLOSED; LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY.
Also, that's just level 1? How many levels does 'Fix-it Felix Jr' have? Does it just keep going until Felix Game-overs?
Does Ralph get thrown off the building every time a level's complete? Poor guy, and then he's treated like garbage - again, metaphorically AND LITERALLY
BECAUSE HE LIVES IN THE DUMP.
/end rant
#wreck it ralph#fix it felix#wir#fix it felix jr#wreck it ralph screencaps#wreck it ralph fandom#disney screencaps#this is just me ranting#once again#I need to come up with a tag for all my ramble posts#Maybe āTristan Ramblesā or āTristan losing his shit; againā š#tristan ranting#idk i'll figure it out#I will literally take any chance I get - TO HATE ON GENE#NO HESITATION#All those bitches ('nice' landers) piss me off. BUT GODDAMN FUCKING GENE#^ the fact that my phone suggests āfucking Geneā right after I type āgoddamnā š#@BashfulGnome hears all the āgoddamn fucking geneā rants LMAO#everyone in the movie had character development... EXCEPT FOR FUCKING GENE#^ HE WAS AN ASSHOLE IN THE SECOND MOVIE TOO#āCome along now; CONDIMENT.ā FUCKOFF GENE#The only good part of RBTI (besides Felix and Tammy) IS WHEN GENE GOT SPUN LIKE ONE OF THE TOYS IN TOY STORY#HE WAS LIKE THAT ONE BOWLING PIN THAT DOESNT GET KNOCKED OVER#grumbling to himself and looking pissed off when Felix called Tammy āLady love~ā LMAO#lmaoo get wrecked mf#Why is gene on the fucking cabinet?#also it's so weird that after 30 years of the same gameplay... It just changes AND NO ONE QUESTIONS ANYTHING#^ I have a whole hc that Mr Likwak knows what goes on after the arcade closes#I will write a separate post about that tho
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the hardest part about having oc stories that you plan on publishing is that you can't go on long-winded rants about the intricacies of side character number 27 and her impact on the plot because you want people to go in mostly blind so you just have to sit there like this
#ocs#talk tag#fellow oc likers are free to reblog if this strikes a chord lmao#i just need to express that i am STRUGGLING not to go on a 20 paragraph chaotic rant#about merrit griffith's inherent importance to the plot of stones and birds despite the fact she's got little screentime planned#in the main story at elast. she gets to shine a whole lot in some side content
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i am putting Kunikida in Situations <3
#this isn't how i originally imagined this going but im not really MAD about it? it's interesting >>#kunikida caring about dazai so much that he recognizes how dazai cares about chuuya and is willing to help even if he doesn't understand#but dazai is clearly distressed and kunikida doesn't want that so he's doing what he can to help#even if its hella awkward for him <3#poor bby#idk why im doing this to him but there are 2 ideas floating around my head about basically this same sort of situation for him lmaooo#though the other one will be much more... Explosive we'll say#though tbf that one is also sort of reversed where its dazai who needs the care and kunikida is seeing chuuya takign care of him#and is like 'i think not?' and then has to face a pissed off chuuya who is also trying to not be pissed off#its a similar and yet very different situation but its still me putting kunikida in the middle of soukoku's dynamic shdkgh#not really in a kunidaichuu way#(or whatever the 3 of their ship name is??)#but just in a soukoku + kunikida way#he cares about dazai soooo much <3#sorry i did NOT mean to rant in the tags sdkdfhskhf#i never really do lmao and yet i still DO every single time#bsd#shh ac
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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man ššš
#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2#like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit#anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion#and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it#dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG#because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO#dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it#i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer#but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide#but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place#because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back#(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out#killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio#dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually#like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am#but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do#yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific#all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right#should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty#dust sans#killer sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule rant#this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things#having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER
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I really hate when people say this. if I dont record, I cant "enjoy it in the moment" because I dissociate out of my damn mind and then have no memory of it! recording helps ground me and keep me focused in the moment! let me do what I need to in order to enjoy things you soggy potato š
plus, as a photographer/aspiring videographer who hasn't had the luck to become friends with bands and work with them, IM DOING A THING I ENJOY AS WELL, SO SHUT UP LMAO. I enjoy doing video and photos MORE than standing in a crowded, overwhelming room watching people do stuff on a stage. THATS LIYERALLY ME LIVING IN THE MOMENT DOING A THING I ENJOY!!!!! WHY IS THAT WRONG?!
#this isn't @ this person directly but is @ ALL the hundreds of people i've seen/heard say this same shit and ones that said it to me#directly š i'm glad you can ālive in the momentā and have good memory but i'm not like you so stop complaining!!!#lee rants#memory issues#dissociating#does anyone else have this issue and get really annoyed when people throw a fit over your struggling coping mechanisms#THAT ARE NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS#this is one reason ive become a photographer#ive tried for over 10 years to figure out how to do concert shoots fir photo and video because its fun. let me do what i need and enjoy#i went to a concert i have no memory of since i didnt take out my phone once. wanted tk try this ālive in the momentā thing#only know i went to it because i saw the email receipt for the tickets. so living in the moment really was just that moment and its gone now#IM SURE thats not the case for everyone and they can relive it by seeing it all in their heads whenever they want. lucky š#photographer#tag that too because any photographers like taking videos snd photos at concerts more than watching the concert???????#its more fun idk. so why do people complain about it š#and ive seen the argument if āit blocks peoples viewsā but i personally and very aware of people around me and will try to#be seated at the edges or get to the barricade and where i can keep my phone close to me (preferably under my chin) so that aint me lmao
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bestie how r u & did u have a good Hanukkah?
(also science project for funsies how hot is it where u are rn? it's 26 here)
hey hey i am decently fabulous today how are you
i didnt really do much for hanukkah this year and my aunt got killed (shes the one who taught me yiddish and like jewish shit) so yeah wasnt the best but believe it or not it wasnt the worst (we do not talk about 2014) lols but yeah twas pretty mid and the fact it was only us cos aunt liz and her fam are either dead or in israel so yeah
ok right now im actually on the other side of the country to usual and its only 22 degrees so im in cargo pants and a jumper and shivering (i actually am not kidding when i say that lmao) but yeah oml its gonna be raining tomorrow and maybe the day after which means i might not be able to go to the cricket because cricket and rain are not besties yk lmfao
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