#just needed to get the worm out of my brain

[plusydney]

part 1 of random love interests headcanons because i need to get these worms out of my brain ASAP!!! i did sydney, kylar, and whitney

(mostly sfw for now, all gender neutral)

sydney

ive already well established that even if it isn’t obvious at surface level, sydney is a mixture of many deep rooted issues and though they arent aware of it they are suffering from those issues. one of those issues being overlooked and undiagnosed ocd.

for their sake, they need everything in front of them to always be organized and tidy (whether its the library registry counter or their desk at home or school). if its not neat, they wouldn’t be upset, they’d be more than happy to clean it up again! it also why theyre always helping out the initiates clean the bunks and the garden. they love cleaning up, love the sense of accomplishment it brings, love the feeling of being in control of something.

this is also the same reason why their so studious and even a little obsessive over their grades in school. they dont notice it, but its all about control over things they cant control. they love the sense of accomplishment of having good grades brings for themself, and they love the praise it brings from sirris and jordan.

speaking of praise ehehe theres no they wouldnt have a praise kink. im pretty sure sydney has the biggest praise kink in all of doltown and thats saying something ! the praise from their family and teachers is great and all, but what really gets them going is praise from pc. its so easy to give them a mind numbing orgasm just say the bare minimum praise and they’ll melt instantaneously.

this is canon im sure, but the reason why sydney doesn’t get molested or harassed in the temple is because their parent was a high ranking member and because theyre under jordans wing. so for the degenerate members that live/ work know that sydney is entirely off limits. sydney isn’t stupid so they have to aware of what goes on in the temple to some degree — they just do a very good job of ignoring it hence the line “seemingly trying to ignore something awful”. even corrupt syndey does this so i imagine that their faith must mean alot more to them that meets the eye.

sydney is unintentionally really fashionable, but not because they have an interest in fashion or even know whats considered fashionable, but because sirris has good taste. when they go out they get compliments from strangers about it and it makes them flustered.

cries when they have sex

kylar

harbors alot of resentment towards the temple and its members (exculding sydney and pc if theyre involved). they know that they had something to do with his parents, and knows that theyre being avoided by temple members. kylar hates them so much but doesnt care enough about themself to do anything drastic towards them.

kylar has completely given up on trying to improve their situation in any way. they gave up a long time ago. i like to think in the beginning, after the initial shock and dread mostly wore off, they did try to find something, any clue that would lead to a semi acceptable answer but they quickly gave up and abandoned all hope.

i said it in another post this is why they latch onto pc so intensely, they literally have nothing else going for them anymore.

even in their least jealous state, kylar has become so warped by being shunned by everyone and loneliness that they dont have the self awareness to realize what their doing is wrong. theyre so manic with finally being able to feel alive again and finally having someone else that they theres no room for any reluctance or hesitancy. their not letting pc leave them alone again, not ever.

despite their small stature kylar is very athletically capable. not in tests of strength but in stamina, they cant beat whitney in a fight but they could totally run faster than them.

probably canon again but kylar excels at science because not only is it their favorite subject but because their parents had really sciency careers and encouraged them alot as a child.

even though kylar is a pervert creep theyre still really capable sexually? what i mean by this is that even though kylar seems like the kind of person who got all of their sexual knowledge from porn and anime doujinshi’s they still know how to make their partner finish. thats because they didnt get it from porn, they learned it from medical science. dont ask me how i can just feel it

doesnt cry when they have sex, but wails when they cum

whitney

some fanon interpretations of whitney are either “whitney is a tsundere” and “whitney is just an asshole” and my interpretation is strictly both. whitney is both a massive tsundere, and a massive asshole.

chainsmoker, though its more apparent when theyre alone. if they decided to walk alone though the town they’d finish an entire pack and not notice/ care

almost never seen smiling when theyre alone either. they either always look aloof or pissed off when no ones around.

is totally capable of getting easily embarrassed, just when theyre alone. say something like , kissing their hand or saying something that caught them off guard. in private they would just call you a stupid slut while stuttering, with their friends they’d either laugh it off or beat the shit out of you

despite the fact that she was wearing a chastity belt and didnt touch whitney at all, my pc still managed to make them cum nearly every encounter they had with whitney. this lead me to headcanon whitney as a total quickshot. like embarrassingly fast. they’ve learned to mostly conceal it in public but even if they didnt no one would dare to bring it up in from of them

i havent got the scene yet so im not sure if this is canon or not, but i think at high love whitney would allow you to sleep with one of their plushies for the night, as long as you give it back to them in the morning

not that i ever thought they were stupid or anything, but whitney is really smart. they fail at academics on purpose because getting high grades means you have lower status

whitney doesn’t cry during sex or when they cum (unless theyre getting nonconned 🩷) but they would find it really hot if pc cries during sex. dacryphilia for this one. when its noncon its annoying, but still hot. when its consensual they probably get mored even turned on and try to make them cry harder

[jesterjaxx]

There are three (3) aus that are where i imagine djuncan to be and i also post other things about but i almost never talk about them in any detail so as a vauge guide to my brain worms

The College AU

Also the Roomates AU

This is normally a Post Show au but they could also have known eachother in like highschool or sm. the main bit is that the main cast are all aware of eachother TLDR none of the gen 1 cast are *meeting* in college

DJ is in school to be a vet

Duncan is fucking around and failing a lot of his classes, unclear why he is going to college

They are roomates in a cheap apartment near campus not a dorm because i have a beef with dorms

Is it unlikely that the cast of Total Drama would live in the same area or go to the same college? Yes. But we will ignore this.

So yeah most of the other cast members are like somewhere nearby

Geoffs in a frat where else would he be

Gwen is in charge on an art/movie club by complete accident

DJ and Duncan split an apartment for rent and to be close to college and it quickly turns into a in love with your roomate/bestfriend situation

The Action AU

Takes place during Total Drama Action

Centered around the Screaming Gaffers cuz theyre my favorite team

Its mostly just the team hanging out behind the scenes and getting into mischief and drama when the cameras arent rolling

In this au the trailers are slightly bigger and are divided by team not gender because i need them to fight eachother while 2 other people are just trying to fucking sleep

That moment when you and your team kinda hate eachother but its also been like 2 weeks since youve done anything fun so you all pool resources to hook up a movie night

Gwen and Duncan are Platonic

The Future AU

The domestic adults trying to figure out a life together

Roomates au as well but post college so DJ has his job as a vet and Duncan has like multiple part time jobs and gigs

Post Show or Post College doesnt matter

They have a house with a LOT of animals

Age ranges from late 20s to 40s for this au

Most fankid content takes place here be it Melody or unfinished Foster Kid

Not nearly as much drama

Theyre just chilling dude they probably got married and told nobody cuz theyre just chillin

[mrghostrat]

by the way, i'd rather waste my time with you

[heartorbit]

find another role, carry on the show

[deadbaguette]

Lost in the cosmos makes me very sad but I love Brian very much so have a small doodle

[catscidr]

i. note — i have so many thoughts about akademiya era dottore. most of them are silly and fun and cute i promise but some of them are..... Nothing like that. help me i need to Ruin Him. ong when i get my hands on him……… ii. includes — akademiya!dottore (zandik), gn reader iii. cw — i'm literally just rambling so have fun. he's kindof a brat, reader is implied to have more experience. making out, dry humping, outercourse. smut so mdni. no penetration

akademiya!zandik whose social circle is practically nonexistent; if he’s not tinkering with machine parts he found in some abandoned ruin then he’s nose deep into an old book, trying to absorb knowledge directly through the pages. so, of course it’s not a surprise when he doesn’t know how to act normal around people

akademiya!zandik who would be so pent up and so so so sooooo sensitive! he wouldn’t even get himself off ever, choosing to soothe his curiosity about khaenrian machines over his own carnal, lustful needs. even something as simple as a hug gets his blood rushing straight down (much to his frustration!! he's supposed to be a scholar, not some hormonal beast..........)

it would be so easy to rile him up.. be a little too touchy and “oblivious” to how your “platonic” affection gets to him and BAM now he can’t focus on what he’s doing because his heartbeat is just throbbing in his crotch. he’ll read the same line five times before he realizes that nothing is getting through his head (and instead something else is getting in his other head…….)

akademiya!zandik who would most definitely be a whiner. when you finally get him to pay attention to you he’s all mad n whatever, weakly scolding you for even daring to interrupt his studies. but as he swivels his chair around to face you, he sees you standing over him, looking down at his cute scowl, n he feels his cock jump at the sight. you looked almost angelic, the overhead lighting creating a makeshift halo around your head…

zandik who interrupts his own rambling just to look at you. or, uh, to gawk at you. while you peer down at the….. effect you have on him

you step forward and raise your leg to place your knee between his thighs on his chair, and bend down to get closer to his face. his breath hitches and he swallows thickly all while holding your gaze— at this point he might as well have hearts in his eyes. but he’s still scowling n his brows are all furrowed…. wonder when and how he’ll finally lose that tension in his face. hmmmm……..

even just a kiss on the cheek would fluster him, because of course it would! but what about a kiss on the lips? what about a messy french kiss, filled with tongue and teeth clashing clumsily as you absolutely devour him while all he can do is moan into your mouth and shut his eyes to prevent them from rolling back into his skull?

poor baby would be struggling to breathe, fingers tangling themselves into your uniform in a poor attempt to let you know he wants to tap out. you get what he’s trying to do, of course, but why not push him to his limits? tease him a little? his muffled moans feel like music to your ears and you want to hear the entire symphony

but when you finally pull away, a lewd string of saliva connecting your tongues, poor zandik can’t help the moan that leaves his bruised lips. he pulls you in again, chest heaving up and down to catch his breath, n tries to go for another kiss. you let him pull you in but you don’t return the kiss, instead choosing to keep your lips shut tightly as he whines and huffs out elaborate curses to try to make you indulge him

and indulge him you will when he learns how to beg for what he wants. to your surprise he learns fairly quickly— even if he’s a little bad at it. but it’s charming!! “just fucking kiss me again goddamnit”, “i wanna kiss you again. let me kiss you”, and your favourite, “p… please?”

it's right then that you make it your life’s mission, your purpose to make him stutter like that every single day.

and it’s almost cathartic when you touch him, even if your clothes are still in the way. still balancing yourself on the chair (and also pinning him to it in turn, hehe) you bump your knee against his erection, a breathy moan blessing your ears from zandik himself. his grip on your top is so tight you think he might even rip it, god knows the last time he trimmed his nails

zandik who would grind himself on your knee without even realizing what he’s doing, all the while you coo in his ears about what a good job he’s doing, what a good boy he is.

zandik who would yearn for more, who would weakly cuss you out when you refuse to let him fuck you.

zandik who, even with his enormous ego, would still follow you around like a lost puppy, begging you to teach him everything you know

[titaniumions]

hey so. what if i was crazy

[lesbianshadowheart]

"You killed them all, didn't you?" "Like dogs, Shianni" > the entirety of Veilguard's writing put together. if im being fully honest

[azadrithaanatheme]

Today I give you some WIPs (and also some silliness - click for better views) as I try to figure out how to actually make comics and also find an art style that I like and can use without it taking ten million hours. Tomorrow? Well, nothing tomorrow actually, because my hand is dying and I'm going to take a freaking break to spend some time with my family over the holiday. But after that? Who knows?

In related news, I'm almost finished writing the first arc of The Crawling Chaos. Chapter one is called "The Graduationing" and includes what might be one of the best Teacher lines ever committed to writing:

As you can probably tell, I'm having entirely too much fun with this.

[lightbulb-warning]

so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently

[teal-tealwren]

okayy i got to the infamous stone sword stream and um i think im starting to really get y'all now. like i cant stop thinking about subz' duel while zam watches and how it completely changes his frame of mind

because subz had to fight to even get to have this duel, since mapicc and ro felt it wasn't justified, and of course he did it firstly cause he needed an end for his video. but this is such a great example of what i love in this kind of mcrp because when you think about character reasoning he demands a hopeless duel he knows he'll lose, because he cannot trust mapicc and ro to be benevolent. and he does so in front of zam, who is asked not to interfere, who has a history of not stepping in, who is at peak paranoia and is suspicious of everyone, even subz. and zam is so very afraid and he sees the one person who showed up for him when he needed it choose to fight, even if he knows he'll die, because he has to do something. and for subz, this fight is meant to be an ending and it seems to be of the bad kind but then zam stands in front of him and gives him the armor off his back. zam, who was so scared to do anything that might link him to anyone, who was so scared to even come to spawn. subz just opposed mapicc and ro in the most blatant way you can and the first thing zam does is show him indisputable support.

i dont know where i was going with this i guess it's the fact that for subz it's supposed to be just a small dot at the end of a chapter but then for zam it's a slap across the face that is finally enough to tear him out of the web of fear he's been paralyzed in for so long. it's how he's been all alone since he betrayed team awesome and he cannot let himself trust anyone and he's so afraid to cross any more lines he's so afraid to die, and then he sees his friend die in front of him undaunted, and it must shake something deep inside him. because in the end he was wrong not to trust him and he has to do something about it. anything. even if he's scared and even if it's pointless. he owes it to subz. whatever man i'm normal about these characters i'm so normal

[fisheito]

"makotolookinass"

the intersection of nu: carnival and free! fans that are all here because of our favorite green haired hunks (himbos?) is so funny

but it kinda makes sense given that both nu: carnival and free! are both at their core about caring about the people closest to you and prevailing internal struggles

dang , anonn, you really cut thru all the glamours of distraction

in brief contrast, i feel like a simple creature. one who was dragged into the intersection simply because i saw some dudes with Unlikely Physiques

[tevos]

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[ickysmelly]

im on my bullshit again sigh

first meetings are always kinda rough for everyone right???

[yellowistheraddest]

feeling a sudden urge to draw op fanart but i dont have any concrete ideas and my ridiculously long idea list is not scratching the itch

[yellobb]

“Man, I’ve been writing for over an hour now! I wonder how many words I’ve managed; it must be at least 2000.”

AO3: