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240403 dlstmxkakwldrl @griffinenter @dlstmxkakwldrl #griffin #onew 오래 기다렸지? 고마워!
[eng tran] @griffinenter @dlstmxkakwldrl #griffin #onew You waited a long time, right? Thanks!
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그리핀 엔터테인먼트는 보석을 지키는 환상의 동물 그리핀처럼 각자의 색으로 빛나는 아티스트들을 엔터테인먼트라는 하나의 둥지에서 지키고 보호하며, 그들이 가진 재능과 역량을 꽃피울 수 있는 둥지가 되는 것을 목표로 하고 있습니다.
아티스트들의 안식처가 되는 곳, 그리핀 엔터테인먼트입니다. 그리핀의 1호 아티스트, 온유를 소개합니다.
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GRIFFIN Entertainment, drawing its name from the legendary guardian of priceless relics, is dedicated to safeguarding and nurturing our artists. We strive to provide a sanctuary where artists can thrive and let their distinct gifts and talents illuminate the world.
We would like to introduce Griffin's first artist - ONEW.
#SHINee#Onew#Jinki#Lee Jinki#it's been so long!#YOU LOOK SO GOOD!#Congratulations on joining your new company!#dlstmxkakwldrl#@griffinenter#Griffin Entertainment#Jinki's new company :)#and possibly literally his new company#as in he is running it#just me jumping to conclusions
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Gotham has always been weird, so when the groundskeeper at the cemetery noticed the Wayne kid’s plot was disturbed, he just chalked it up to more of the same ol’. Alright, so ‘disturbed’ may be a tad too light of a word, but what’s an empty grave in the grand scheme of Gotham? God knows in a city like this one, they could use all the burial room they could get. He figured he’d just jot it down on the website and hope nobody noticed for a while.
Too bad he didn’t account for the 13 year old boy in Bristol who periodically checks the cemetery’s website when he’s feeling particularly lonely.
Plot Removed.
Tim Drake stared at the two words under the heading for Jason Todd’s plot number. Removed? What do they mean ‘removed’? They can’t just remove a plot? That’s a person down there! That’s Robin down there! You can’t Remove Robin!
Calm down. Deep breaths. Assess the situation.
Robin has been dead for 5 months and 14 days. There is no reason for a grave to be removed that early, especially one of a member of such an affluential family. Chances are likely it’s a simple clerical issue. He can call first thing in the morning and make them aware of the mistake. He can have it all fixed in 5 hours.
Just a phone call.
In 5 hours.
…
Tim hates talking on the phone almost as much as he hates waiting.
Well it won’t be the first time he’s snuck out to head to Gotham proper at 1am. It can’t even really be considered sneaking out if there’s no one home to catch you.
Buses stop running at 2, so he layers a couple sweaters under his coat and grabs his best running sneakers so he can comfortably make the trek back.
Just a quick trip to settle his nerves. Maybe get a few shots in if he spots Batman, but really he just wants to see with his own two eyes that things are okay and Jason can rest.
It’s 1:37 by the time he gets to the headstone reading ‘Here Lies Jason Todd’ and the gaping, muddy pit in front of it.
This- This doesn’t make any sense. This is not removal. This is destruction. Desecration. Somebody did this. Somebody-
Assess the situation.
A hole in the ground, approximately 1.5 feet in diameter.
Mud and grass flung outward but with little force.
Large chunks of earth turned over and shoved away.
No signs of tool marks or clean lines of entry into the dirt.
Dragging claw marks.
Staggering, shuffled pairs of foot prints in the mud.
A trail of dirt.
Something… Something large clawed its way out of the ground here. Something large and bipedal and- and humanoid.
Tim refuses to jump to any conclusions he can see all the facts laid in front of him. He’s going to cautiously follow the trail and simply hope to any god listening that he isn’t the world’s first line of defense against the zombie apocalypse.
He’s been walking for 23 minutes and there’s good news and undecided news. Good news: he’s closing in on the target and the trail isn’t taking him out of the way so his trip home won’t be prolonged. Undecided news: The potential Zombie Robin is heading directly for Wayne Manor.
As zombie apocalypse news, this is very bad. From Tim’s collected observational evidence, his not-so-professional opinion is that Batman, faced with a horror movie level zombie of his dead son, would not respond well, and would likely not fight back.
In Batman and Robin news? Tim’s unsure. If Jason is simply back? What could that mean for them? Batman can have his Robin. He wouldn’t have to continue nearly killing others and himself every night in his grief. Jason could-
No. Stop. Do not jump to conclusions.
Hope only brings heartbreak.
What would Batman do? Get close and see if the target is a threat.
Target is male. Mid-teens. Dark hair. Pale skin. Leaning against surfaces as he walks. Appears injured and disoriented.
Minimal risk assessed. Approaching and attempting contact.
Target identity confirmed: Jason Todd.
“J-Jason?” It comes out as a croaked whisper. Jason shows no sign of acknowledgment.
Tim clears his throat, steps right in front of his path, and tries again.
“Jason. Jason, stop I want to help you.” Still nothing.
“Please, Jason. I can help, I promise I can help!”
Why isn’t this working?! Why can’t he just do something right for once?! He wants this to work, he wants to help Bruce, he wants to fix Batman, he wants to not be alone, he wants-
“Robin!”
Robin jerks to a stop.
Tim reached out his hand.
“Robin. Robin please, I’m sorry you’re going through this, it’s really scary, I’m really scared. But I just want to help you. Help you find Batman. Help you get home.”
Jason just stares at him. Of course he does. Of course it’s not going to work. Why did he even bother hoping he could help?
Hope only brings heartbreak.
His sight blurs as his eyes fill with tears and he starts to lower his outstretched hand.
His arm is slowed as a cold hand weakly grasps his own.
“Don’t… scared… Bat… help… Dad… help.”
A relieved sob tears out from Tim’s chest and he gathers himself together. He yanks his extra sweater off and gently pulls it over Jason’s cold shoulders. Jason lets Tim drag his arm over his shoulders to try and carry some of his weight.
“Okay, Robin. Yeah. Your dad will help us.”
Batman will solve everything once Tim gets Robin home.
#Hello Mr. Batwayne forgive me for waking you but I brought your Jaybin home#Tim: I’m not jumping to conclusions!#also Tim: Holy fuck it’s the zombie apocalypse we’re all going to die#I know it seems like Tim might have some bat detective training but really he just watches a lot of cop shows and asks ‘wwbd?’ all the time.#writing this is the first thing I did as soon as I turned 27.#this was my birthday present to myself ig#not a ship pls n thx#batfam fanfic#batman#dc robin#dcu#batman and robin#jason todd#tim drake#red hood#ficlet#batfam#jason todd and tim drake#robin#red robin#shut up grandpa#fanfiction#‘’JASON! JASON STOP! LOOK AT ME! look at me. please. this isn’t you’’ ass dialogue 🙄
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One of my favorite jokes is L muttering random percentages unprompted whenever Light does anything to indicate that it's affected his likelihood of being Kira. The more absurd, the better.
Light ate breakfast and had a glass of orange juice? 6 percent. He wore his black loafers today instead of his brown ones? 13 percent. He took a shower with cold water at night? 27 percent. Didn't say bless you when someone sneezed? He's slipping - 78 percent. Fully confessed to being Kira? He's being too obvious, 7 percent.
#death note#l lawliet#light yagami#I was looking at my prev art of them and I just thought about it#it's just silly sometimes I think L isn't even serious about the percentages and is more certain than he claims to be#maybe he's giving smaller percentages so the task force don't immediately berate him for 'jumping to conclusions'#keeping light open as a suspect in everyone's minds by telling them to simply consider the possibilities however small#but regardless it always gets a giggle out of me when it's blown out of proportion
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So I know you’ve mentioned it before but I just wanted to hear again your thoughts on Tim x Ives
ooohohohooo timives the gently doomed romance of it all ♥
in robin '93 and even briefly in rr09 ives is just always kind of there. he drifts out of tim's life sometimes, but he always drifts back in, later. and he's been tim's civilian best friend for so long, and tim knows so many of his secrets. they click. they don't judge each other. they make each other laugh. if tim's gonna fall for anyone he knows in his civilian life, of course it would be ives. who else has been there, been a constant, the way ives has? of course it's ives. but at the same time there's something so tasty about their contrast - the way tim runs headlong towards danger every time, while ives describes himself as a coward. the way tim feels like he has to protect him.
to me, ives is tim's first m/m relationship. it happens in a manner so cliché they both laugh at it: after taking a gap year or two, to wrangle his depression and his ptsd and his Everything, tim decides to get his ged and maybe try college (lucius tells him he'd make a great engineer at waynetech r&d, but he needs a degree for it, and he figures, okay, what the hell, he's already good at tinkering, how hard can getting a bachelor's degree in engineering be?). and then he remembers the difficult thing about being a vigilante and having a full courseload at the same time and goes AUGH. and ives, a year or two ahead of him in university classes (and majoring in something else, but still there) laughs at him. and offers to tutor him. and tim goes yeah fuck okay fine sure yeah. what the Fuck is a free body diagram. and ives laughs at him some more but also really does help him out. (when he gets really stuck and confused, especially on his second semester of chemistry, he phones up zoanne, but that's neither here nor there.)
so tim and ives have this cute little romance over study dates at cozy cafes, over accidentally running into each other at a queer student association meeting and going "oh!" about it, over movie nights at ives's apartment where they squabble over a bowl of popcorn and tim pretends he didn't sleep through the last half of the two towers, disc 2. and it feels nice, and easy, and simple...
...until it doesn't. because tim shows up to a study date with a black eye that even his best attempts at makeup can't fully hide. tim has to miss dinner, and then their rain check dinner, and only comes to the third attempt half an hour late and limping. tim is tired all the time. and he's always been sleepy all the time, but now ives is wondering. and they're making out one day and ives's hand curls over the back of tim's neck and then he recoils, because tim, what is all this scarring, what happened, holy shit is this why you grew out your hair and keep wearing turtlenecks?!
and tim goes. ah. fuck.
and it's only a matter of time. it has only ever been a matter of time. because ives knows him. but he's been lying to ives the entire time they've known each other. the other shoe has always been going to drop. it was only ever a question of when. never if.
so ives finds him out. and he's shocked, and hurt, and betrayed, but then he's even more distraught to realize that he's not that shocked. it makes sense - why tim's always tired, why tim has always been kind of flaky, why tim has always had weird injuries now and then, why tim is so unbothered in the face of things that terrify ives. but what gets him is that these are things he's thought were always just... tim. because tim has been lying to him the entire time they've known each other.
so they break up, but it's softer than it could've been. because ives gets it, he swears. he gets why tim lied. but this is... a lot, and he needs some time to process all of it, and how he feels about it, and about tim. because it's hard to reconcile his goofy gearhead (ex-)boyfriend with a caped crusader who patrols the city by night, fighting crime and solving mysteries. hard to realize just how much tim has boxed up his own life and taken care to only ever let ives see part of it. he gets it - he's not angry, after the initial outburst - but it's hard, and he needs some time. he needs some space.
and so tim's secrets eat away at one more person he cherishes. it was inevitable. they were doomed from the start. but they made each other happy anyways, for a time.
(the coda, to me: tim and ives reconnect and start working on their friendship again a few months later, and tim promises to try not to lie to him anymore, and in an effort to actually show ives the other half of his life, he introduces him to kon. so we have tim sitting there struggling with feelings and complications of feelings and what it means to be honest and to be seen. meanwhile kon says something about his opinions on star wars and ives goes "BRO i am going to KISS YOU on the MOUTH" and tim goes wait. WHAT?)
#answers#gettinggreenerforme2#the timkon coda (bc theyre endgame. to me.) to this is like#ives just looks at tim and clocks him instantly like. ah. hes pining for kon-el isnt he.#kon leaves and ives nudges tim and goes ''so. he's nice huh?''#and tim goes ''...hn.''#and ives waggles his eyebrows a little and goes ”and he's cute huh?''#and tim (thinking oh god did ives just instantly start crushing on kon?) begins to experience the five stages of grief#tim: they just met once and sure. they clicked and exchanged numbers! but that doesn't mean anything. i shouldn't jump to conclusions.#also tim: i don't know why i have this ugly feeling in my gut right now but i think if they get married i wouldn't be able to fake being ha#tim: ............ wait. what?#your honor he may be stupid. and mentally ill. but mostly stupid#but god. soft-but-doomed-from-the-start timives GETS MEEEEE#this is tims first queer experience in my mind. not that other guy.#tim#ives#timives
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bedside bouquet.
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a sapphic comic about a village girl and the fae she fell in love with.
creative notes:
#i didnt really have to struggle that much with my sexuality since once i realised it was an option i jumped the comphet ship immediately#but i wouldnt have reached this conclusion without the help of the queer women in my life#so. shoutout to them. i adore you#and i know the queer community is rife with infighting a lot of the time#but we shouldn't forget the simple joys of being known and acknowledged and empowered by people like you#those are just my thoughts#also#this comic has girls kissing in it#shock!! horror!! etc!!#im returning to my brand which is queer comics about relationships that are dubiously healthy#a romance has to be the slightest bit obsessive for me to really get into it unfortunately <3#fae#sapphic#lgbt#lesbian#comics#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics#hearteaters
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imagining barista saying text slang in conversation like ‘bee tee dubs’ (btw) and ‘en vee em’ (nvm), ‘tee bee hache’ (tbh), etc
and the old ass dinosaur execs overhear it and are convinced that barista is spelling out some code or something and is a spy 💀
#bcs i just KNOW they are jumping to conclusions#they want barista to be a spy so bad#they could never make me hate you barista 💔#zsakuva#sakuverse#zsakuva elias#elias x reader#zsakuvafandom#binuu’s silly thoughts
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Idk if you guys even care but it's actually so important to ME that Ford decides to leaves his toxic triangle ex bf on read, that he chooses to leave him where He's at instead of hunting him down bc now he's got better, He's got people who love him and he doesn't need to be chosen by a god to worship or to destroy him.
But it's also important to me that he still read! The! Book! He is not 100% detached from him and it makes sense! Bill used to be everything to Ford, he gave this relationship turned divorce 30 years of his life! Of course it leaves a mark! It can't be fully erased, he calls the looking back during the funeral bittersweet (a funeral is hosted at all!)
But he knows it wasn't good for him he knows better, he has better and he is healing. So he feels the itch to take a peek sometimes but he isn't going back.
#i also have a lot of thoughts on hin going from the chosen one to another victim of Bill#both in the portal betrayal and the conclusion of Weirdmageddon#and how he could be coping with it but hmh anyway#hello gf fandom?#stanford pines#billford#toxic yaoi so good it gets me active on tumblr again#if it was Ford pre getting out of that portal hearing Cipher was still alive in Theraprism he would be jumping dimensions to off him#and that's on that#character analysis#except just unhinged rambles#book of bill
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#obviously i am Thrilled with all the buddie goodness we got this ep#but one thing about this whole eddie/chris storyline that is driving me absolutely UP THE WALLS#is that there has just been absolutely Zero realistic communication about any of it from the audience's perspective#we don't hear anything about logistics in the moments where chris is actually leaving#(about how long he'll be gone for/if it's just for the summer/etc etc)#which whatever fine tim wanted it to be dramatic#but still in season 8 we don't know if there's been any discussion with chris OR helena and ramon about when/if he should be coming home#like you can infer if you want that the diaz parents have no intention of giving up chris and this was the plan all along#but tbh even that is largely extrapolation on the fandom's part bc they haven't told us anything!!!!!!#two facetimes and three conversations eddie's had with people that Aren't his parents is not enough!!!!#and i know it's the Eddie Diaz Routine(tm) to jump to the most extreme possible conclusion re him moving back to el paso#but WHY have we gotten no indication at all that he's attempted to talk this out with chris at some point in the last 5 months???????????#the dust settled a long time ago and eddie has Always been so good at talking to chris even when it's a difficult subject#i refuse to believe we're in last resort territory i'm sorry askdfjhsa#i want to write something about it but there's so much to tackle i don't even know where to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway yes i know i was the one pointing out last week that storylines 8 seasons in are not going to be top notch but that doesn't negate#my frustration aksdjfhsih#tbd
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loved this episode for many reasons, but the thing i loved about it most perhaps, is that the episode didn't try to prove isabella wrong. she said that it's not all good and evil, that for her the divide is beautiful and ugly, that it's art for art's sake. she's doing something the church definitely doesn't approve of, and yet by the end of the episode, she isn't portrayed as being particularly in the wrong. in fact, the suspicion on her was misplaced the entire time.
that link above goes to the wikipedia page for aestheticism (rather than the page for the phrase itself, though you'll find the link for that there) because it feels most applicable in this context. in an age where a concerning number of people decry 'immoral' art and feel that all art should be didactic, that it should always make clear who is bad and who is good, lest the easily confused audience think that the morally bad things being shown to them are okay, it becomes defiant to say no, my art will exist for the sake of art. i will explore whatever themes i choose to and i will find the beauty in them, regardless of their 'value' to society.
evil as a series has a lot to say about society. it also has very morally complex characters and it doesn't punish them for that. kristen in particular has murdered and cheated, and she has remained as compelling and interesting since the very first episode of the show. we get to explore all her desires and shame and guilt and are never told to condemn her for any of them.
#if i tried to find a good conclusion of this post i'd just write a whole essay so i'll stop#but that phrase jumped out at me because i'm a romanticist and because i love aestheticism#is this the part where i confess to the evil fandom that i'm an english professor irl asjljsfjs#evil#evil paramount#evil cbs#evil spoilers
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Lately, when I talk about someone I strongly disagree with, I think about my friends.
When I interact with someone who regularly rants about people, and tends to take things in the worst ways (without any attempts at self-reflection or grace), I feel more on-edge. I'm nervous to voice opinions. I'm always over-thinking everything I send them, worried about how they'll receive it.
On the other hand, I feel much safer during conversations where someone is speaking neutrally about those they feel at conflict with. When they feel upset about a situation, but without talking aggressively about the other person. Because I know that if we're ever in a disagreement, or have some sort of conflict or misunderstanding, they won't hurt me or suddenly hate me*.
I used to speak much more aggressively about people. My personality disorders, combined with online toxic environments, were big factors in that. I was stressed and angry constantly, and I felt justified, and I felt afraid and ashamed to respond with anything but anger. But to make a long story short, I had several big painful interpersonal experiences where I realized how my attitude was impacting my friends.
I remember the nervousness in my friends' eyes. I remember the people I've met who are much older and never grew out of that reactive communication style, and I don't want to be that person. I want my loved ones to feel safe around me.
So nowadays, I do my best to speak compassionately (or at least neutrally). Because I want to signal to my friends that I'm not going to be cruel to them, or to automatically believe the worst of them, during a conflict or misunderstanding. I try to vent about situations and my fears instead of people.
I wish I'd realized this before.
*(I discuss splitting in the tags)
#actuallynpd#actuallybpd#actuallyautistic#relationship advice#communication skills#I added the autism tag because we missed the social cues that would have alerted us of this early on#and that sure is a big thing we talk about in therapy.#Accidentally hurting people is so painful. We learned this back in 2020 and have been#practicing it ever since. We've wanted to share this with others because honestly a post like this would have prevented a lot of pain and#conflict.#And as promised; about the splitting-#This isn't a post meant to shame anyone for struggling with intense anger or distrust or splitting or any other symptom#My partner and I both have PDs. I've learned to self-regulate intense anger before venting. I've learned how to use more neutral words even#when I don't feel them. And when he splits on me he tells me he's having a BPD moment and that he needs some time alone#That's okay and healthy <3 Mental illness is tough. PTSD is tough. I often jump to the worst conclusions because I'm scared of being hurt.#I've just learned to handle it differently.#I wanted to clarify that because I don't want anyone to think they're inherently bad for having trauma reactions. My goal was to make the#type of post I needed back then when I lacked that social awareness. I had to work through a lot of guilt and shame and that was really#really hard. But it was so worth it. I'm so so glad she told me.
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Want to be clear that idgaf if I lose followers from this this my blog and I will not let passive aggressive manipulative assholes on the internet slink away silently
I would like to let it be known that I consider myself a fairly kind level headed person but if I try and diffuse a situation and you come back at me trying to argue I will rock your shit and no I will not be ashamed of it
Do not say dumbass shit and think I won’t blast your ass and do not act like somehow you’re the bigger person after you start shit
Oh so now it’s a polite “I know I’m not gonna be able to change your mind so goodnight”
Like bitch I AGREE WITH YOU, I KNOW that McLaren shouldn’t let them fight it out if they want both the WDC and WCC BUT THEY DIDNT AND THATS ON THEM
This whole thing was about how OSCAR was getting undeserved HATE, this isn’t a debate about what McLaren should or shouldn’t have done everyone knows they fucked up this hypothetical play for the WDC that the fans have decided they MUST be going for, maybe they aren’t be fucking pissed about it idc, but be pissed on your own behalf in your own bubble and universe where McLaren has announced they are going for the WDC
So maybe next time you jump onto someone’s post assuming you know how to read maybe you’ll think twice
#f1#f1 drama#don’t fuck with me#I will bite your head off#oscar piastri#Lando Norris#like I’m allowed to have an opinion#im allowed to make a typo in a post#just cuz I don’t elaborate doesn’t mean yall have to jump to conclusions#just ask me nicely what I actually meant and I will be happy to tell you#but outright insult me I’ll give right back
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Confessions
It was almost like one of these dreams where you thought you were falling and woke up with a jolt. Rael’s scream and the image of A’viloh tilting forward over the edge and into the abyss - a falling sensation Rael themself had suddenly felt like it was their own - violently pulled them back from their horrible vision.
For the short moment it took to regain a sense for what was real and what was vision, Rael howled as if in pain, raising a hand to their mouth and almost falling to their knees.
Then, as they suddenly realised the imminent danger A’viloh was in, a shudder went through their body and their head shot up. As quick as Rael’s feet would allow it, the Viera jumped up and raced towards the place they had seen in their vision - hoping that it was not too late already.
Out of breath they reached the corner of the square from their vision only a few minutes later. Their burning lungs and muscles were nothing against the painful stab in their heart as Rael noticed that A’viloh was truly standing at the other side of the square. They had hoped the vision had all just been a strange imagination and not reality but there he stood, just like they had seen it.
The coldness crept back into their bones and a horrible feeling of helplessness threatened to make them freeze, while all of Rael’s thoughts only screamed one word. No!
Not sure what to do, with no idea how to prevent this disaster, how to convince A’viloh that he was wrong, Rael quickly moved closer. Loudly but in a soothing tone, though their voice was involuntarily shaking, Rael forced themself to speak up.
“A’vi…”
The Miqo’te at the edge of the plaza flinched and then slowly looked over his shoulder a little, as if the voice alone hadn’t been enough to tell him who was standing a few steps behind him.
“Rael?”, his thin voice asked and his face was covered in frozen tears. With a sudden wave of despair Rael realised they had no clue what to say. No idea how to fix him.
In their mind they already saw him falling...
No! No, this could not happen!
“What are you doing here?”, Rael asked as casually as possible, like there was a perfectly fine explanation for all of this.
For a second A’viloh seemed unsure, then he looked away.
“Nothing.”, he lied.
Rael decided not to point out this obvious lie and instead calmly asked, “It is cold, is it not? Should we maybe go somewhere else?”
But the Miqo’te remained silent. His ears stubbornly folded back, he avoided Rael’s gaze.
“Would you at least step away from the ledge a bit? Please, A’vi. Let us talk.”, Rael pleaded and offered a hand for him to take.
“About what?”, he asked with a strange voice, unusually serious for him. “There is nothing left to talk about…”
Rael could feel how they were slowly loosing him. But the right words didn’t want to appear in their mind. Only panicked yells and pleas.
“You cannot do this…”
“Why not?”, he asked sadly. “No one needs me anyway…”
“I need you, A’vi.”, Rael almost yelled.
But the Miqo’te shook his head and looked the other way again.
“No you don’t. I’m just a burden for you! This has to end before anyone else gets hurt…”
“None of this was your fault!”, Rael exclaimed, the despair all too audible in their voice.
A’viloh, with his back turned towards Rael, made a sound the Viera could not quite distinguish, a sound somewhere between a sharp laugh and a desperate sob. “Sure, keep telling yourself that. Quite a lot of horrible coincidences, don’t you think?…”
The way he said that made Rael angry. They knew that yelling at him probably would only make things worse but before they could stop themself the words were already out.
“You have got to be kidding me! You are such an idiot, A’vi! An idiot and a coward! Don’t you dare to tell me this is for other people‘s sake when in reality you are just too scared! Too scared of moving on and too scared of getting hurt again! You have not understood a single thing Haurchefant was trying to teach you. He wanted you to be happy, A’vi! Happy!! Do you honestly think he would want this? That any of the people you think you failed would want this? Are you too blind to see that their sacrifices were made so you could live? That they sacrificed their lives for you because they loved you? And now you egoistically want to throw your live away just because it hurts?!”
As a heavy silence settled around them, Rael already felt that this had been too much. With a new wave of tears welling up in his eyes A’viloh turned around and stared at Rael with a peculiar expression. A mixture of shame and anger for being called out like this but also hurt and a certain kind of stubbornness too.
“Maybe!”, he sobbed and finally admitted the truth. To Rael and to himself. “Yes, maybe I am scared! Maybe I am just a weak little coward! Excuse me for not being as clever and brave as you! But nothing you say will change that it’s not fair that they are dead and I am not! That whenever I look back all I can feel is the pain of what I lost. And it will also not change that I could never be happy knowing that all of this was my fault!”
Rael felt like they had messed this up entirely. Their eyes started to burn as they stepped closer reaching out for him. “I am sorry… A’vi… I did not mean…”
“No.”, A’viloh replied gloomily and was about to turn towards the ledge again. “I am sorry…”
“Wait!”, Rael suddenly yelled and then said something they had not expected to speak aloud themself.
“Haurchefant’s death was my fault, not yours!”
A’viloh froze.
This was Rael’s last chance, they knew this. Maybe A’viloh would hate them, maybe Rael’s magic would forever be lost if they broke this one rule. They did not know what would happen and they did not care. Not as long as it possibly could save A’viloh.
“I knew it would happen.”
“What?”, the Miqo’te muttered confused. “What do you mean?”
“It means that I lied to you.”, Rael admitted guiltily. “…and that we need to talk. Please, A’vi, step away from that ledge and let us talk.”
Visibly shaken by this confession A’viloh furrowed his brows. “No, you’re just trying to… Why would you lie to me?… I don’t understand any of this…”
With one last deep breath Rael finally revealed the truth. “I have visions of the future. I knew Haurchefant was in danger because I saw it. I saw it and I still failed to stop it. So instead of blaming yourself for his death, you should better blame me.”
Like a lost child A’viloh simply stood there entirely puzzled, like all of the sudden he found that nothing he believed made sense anymore and he didn’t know what to do or say next.
“Visions? Of the future?…”, he repeated as if these words lacked any meaning to him.
“This is why I knew you were here too.”, Rael confirmed as calmy as they could, while their heart was hammering in their chest. In a desperate attempt to convince him they stretched out a hand one more time. “Please, let me explain everything, A’vi…”
For a horribly long moment nothing happened at all. Everything was silent and motionless like frozen in time. Like fate had not quite decided yet which path it would choose.
Then hesitantly the Miqo’te made a step towards Rael and took their hand. Immediately he was pulled a few steps away from the cloudy abyss while Rael wrapped their arms around his body with a relieved sigh. A’viloh neither returned Rael’s embrace nor rejected it.
As Rael finally let go of him they looked him in the eyes and said, “I owe you an apology.”
“First of all you owe me an explanation.”, A’viloh replied blankly and Rael nodded in agreement.
Without letting go of his hand Rael talked for a long time while A’viloh just wordlessly listened. About how Rael had always heard the whispers of Golmore, about the visions that had led them on their journey, and finally about the omen they had seen but not taken serious enough before Haurchefant’s death. Rael did not try to justify their mistakes but at least they wanted to explain that their powers weren’t properly working anymore this far away from home and also why they hadn’t told him all of this a long time ago.
To Rael’s surprise there was no sign at all to signal they had broken the most sacred rule there was for the Viera. No sharp wind to bite them and no thunder striking down to punish them. Everything just felt the same as before. A’viloh on the other hand…
The thoughts racing in his head were plainly visible in his eyes. How his mind tried to make sense of all of this. “You mean you knew that all of this would happen before it even did?…”
“Not everything…”, Rael tried to correct him but A’viloh didn’t let them. There suddenly was something in his eyes, in his voice. Not exactly anger, but hurt? Disappointment?
“But you knew from the very beginning what kind of journey this was. That it would be dangerous and that people would get hurt. And you asked me to help you anyway…”
“Yes but -“
A’viloh’s ears folded back again and he almost hissed as he interrupted Rael.
“No! You knew all along that I don’t belong here. That I never belonged here. That I never wanted any of this! All I ever wanted-”
His voice broke off as he made another of these sounds that was half sob and half laugh.
Rael would be lying to themself if they said all of this had never occurred to them. Maybe they had just chosen to ignore it. But now that Rael thought about it, it made perfect sense. When they had seen him among the people of Silver Bazaar A’viloh had looked happy. As happy as Rael had rarely seen him at any other occasion. Had they possible demanded too much from him? Had he only tagged along for their sake when in reality all he wanted was to go back to a more peaceful life?
Rael didn’t know what to say. There was nothing they could say or do that would make him feel better. They just sadly looked at him as he shook his head and said, “I thought you were my friend…”
“But I am…”, Rael affirmed while also understanding how betrayed he probably felt.
“No.”, the Miqo’te said sharply. For another moment he looked at Rael, his expression full of disappointment. Then he turned around and walked away towards the lower parts of the city.
“Wait! A’vi!”, Rael called while fear rose up inside them again. “Where are you going?”
“Back to where I should have stayed before you talked me into all of this nonsense!”, he hissed without stopping or turning around.
Then he was gone and Rael was left alone.
They hated how hurt he had looked.
But they rather knew he hated them but was somewhere safe, instead of dead.
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ffxiv writing#Rael Hyskaris#Aviloh Tia#What do you mean Avi is being childish now?#Sure he knows he should let Rael explain and that they probably arent to blame#but hear me out: As depressed as he is - I still think that deep down he doesnt WANT to die#he wants everything to be alright again and to feel safe but thats obviously not possible...#at least there is a tiny bit of survival instinct in him that sees Raels confession as a way to push away all the guilt he feels#and I think he really feels a little betrayed probably...#Rael knows everything about him there is to know and in return they kept such a secret from him.#I can also see him jump to conclusions thinking Rael knew a lot of the stuff that happened before it did and still let him get hurt#and with Rael's ability and destiny A'vi in comparison is probably just once again reminded of how insignificant he is#he just feels like this whole journey was one big horrible mistake#Lets see how he thinks about all of this once he had some time to think about it...
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really annoyed to see a canon lesbian ship with loads of interesting dynamic and tension that has been expertly built up and then all of tumblr is focused on the non canon gay guys that had literally 10 minutes at the end of anything romantic
like please guys please can we move on from unconfirmed gay guys im begging
i've literally been talking for ages how there is barely any rly good lesbian ships and then we have one on a golden platter and nobody cares
#i loved arcane and was like FINALLY a sapphic ship to sink my teeth onto and all i see on tumblr is jayvik#keep in mind i havent gone a searched for it but im still a bit pissed abt it#i might be jumping to conclusions here but it seems like ✨internalised sexism✨#don't even get me started on the familiar relationships bro#arcane s2#arcane#arcane s2 spoilers#briefly#arcane season 2#arcane league of legends#arcane season 2 spoilers#please dont get me wrong i love a lot of mlm ships and find comfort in them but it's just frustrating when it seems to be all anyone does#also the straight relationship with jinx and ekko??? that was so cute#istg if i see any more fanart of the mystic gay lab partners i may explode#completely open to other people's opinions on this and would love to here them
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I have thoughts about Able and Tron
Okay so. Able *cannot* be from the first grid, the ENCOM grid, right? Like, idk he just can’t be. Why would Flynn port over some random mechanic.
And yet. In the second episode Able reveals he has a FIRST GEN LIGHT BIKE. Y’KNOW. FROM THE ENCOM GRID.
(Interesting to note is that Mara distinctly says it’s “one of a kind” when she observes it)
And then notice how Tron *never* rides a first gen light bike in the show, even in the flashbacks, despite being the most likely to own one considering he comes from the ENCOM grid.
DID. DID TRON GIVE ABLE HIS “one of a kind” LIGHT BIKE??
Take into account that Able really likes that bike. Sure it’s an old thing so ofc he would, but still. Able calls it his favorite bike.
Remember that Tron isn’t one to show his affection through words, rather in actions (Beck has to be on the brink of losing his memories for him to finally call him his friend).
Able also has a Bit. Again, something from the ENCOM grid, and while it seems the Bit belongs to everyone in the garage, it’s often seen in Able’s office. It even has its own stand.
Where does he get these things? Is it another thing Tron gave him? There’s no currency to speak of in the Grid (I can only imagine the black market for stolen disks is to get in favor with the Occupation by providing the disks of wanted programs. Energy is simply a resource, not a currency), he couldn’t have ‘bought’ it anywhere.
Tangentially related, I know that people have noticed the Yori suit Easter egg, but I haven’t seen many think about the implications of Able having it in his office.
Why would he? Tron has enough space at his place to store the suit if he wanted to. Why put it in Able’s office? Does it imply Able had some sort of relationship with Yori? Does it imply he’s thinking about her at the start of episode 12? Why does Tron keep giving Able things and why does he trust him to such an immense degree to keep the suit of his former lover in his office? That seems like a huge thing to trust Able to keep, especially considering how Able and Tron’s relationship is shown to be strained at best.
Pair this with the fact they’re often portrayed as a bickering couple talking about a program who fills a surrogate son role, and you got me smelling queerness imma be real.
Either this is a kinda unusual way to imply a history between Tron and Able before the reveal, or they’re queer as fuck (maybe even both).
#I’m sure it’s the former of the two options I mentioned at the end#but idk man#maybe a lot of people already made the connection between the stuff Able owns and his relationship with Tron but idc I *just* figured it ou#t#queer readings#am I crazy for looking too hard into this idk#am I jumping to conclusions? maybe. maybe there’s a completely heterosexual explanation for this but that’s not gonna stop me#tron#tron uprising#i ramble#tron able
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moonshadow elves need some kinda judicial system bc i want rayla to sue the entire silvergrove and get a bag out of it
#the fact they banished her w/out hearing her side of the story is so nasty to me like she wasn't even able to defend herself#and the story they were circulating was just? not right?#like that's defamation babe#the dragon prince#and what they did to rayla's parents' memory like did you even INVESTIGATE#no investigation no testimony just jumping to conclusions and destruction of character they make me SICK /nsrs
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*whining* I don't WANT to have to initiate relationships! I WANT a friendly Extravert to adopt me and invite me to things and forcibly introduce me to people so I don't have to do it myself! The fact that this HAS happened to me before in the past has maybe been bad for me in the long run!
#Me: avoids social gatherings. Scurries away from my neighbors in terror.#Also me: 'Why don't I have any friends? Why would people think I'm not interested in being friends?'#I'm trying to accept that the problem might be Me#Of course the other option might be that people just genuinely don't like me and really don't WANT to be friends with me. 🙃#But I'm trying not to jump to conclusions here! *laughs desperately*
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