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What is Twisted Wonderland and how would you sell someone on it?
Ohoho. Ohohohoho. Anon. You have activated my trap card >:D
(I'm about to be soooo annoying/unhinged and I'm sorry. I'm not.)
Alright, so:
Twisted Wonderland is a Disney mobile game made in Japan and co-produced by Aniplex. (Yes, that Aniplex.) I'm not here to sell you on the game, so much as the story, but it is a sort of story-book rpg with turned based fights and rhythm games, where you build character units from a gacha pull. As far as gameplay goes, it's very simple, and most of the emphasis lies on the characters and the story. And it's wonderful.
The on-the-box description of this game doesn't do it justice, per se, but that might be because Disney has a little bit of influence on it and they suck at knowing who their target audience is. It is about a high school based on classic Disney villains—but no, not in the way you're thinking, because I once made that mistake too. It is not a villain school. Rather, the world of Twisted Wonderland is its own entity, with characters built as sort of nods or foils to classic Disney characters. The world itself is somewhat built with these films as its past, and history has become so twisted (ha) that modern society views some of these classic villains as the heroes or supporting characters of their stories, and respect them as The Great Seven. (The seven in question being the Queen of Hearts, Scar, Ursula, Jafar, the Evil/Raven Queen, Hades, and Maleficent. None of them are remembered by name, though.)
The game takes place in the modern era, a society with both technology and magic. Specifically, it takes place in a magic high school called Night Raven College, an all-boys dormitory prep school where the only requirement to get in is a magic mirror that peers into your soul and determines whether or not you can a) do magic and b) kin the Great Seven. And, of course, the player character is a regular-ass human who gets isekai'd in and gets stuck with a talking magic cat direbeast named Grim.
Now. That is the general synopsis. I, on the other hand, affectionately call this the Mental Breakdown game.
See, here's the kicker. The magic system is pretty nifty; while it's functions as a standard magic-is-magic sort of soft system, it has ✨consequences✨
Magic has this byproduct called blot. It's this icky stuff that builds up when you a) use too much magic and/or b) are emotionally distressed. But less so in a "I'm panicked right now" sort of way and more so in a "I have chronic depression and/or anxiety" sort of way. And, when a mage is powerful enough, and sad boi enough, and then goes and uses way too much magic and sad boi juice in one sitting, this amazing phenomenon occurs called "overblot"—which is pretty much a super-powered evil form that turns the mage into the darkest form of themselves and then uses magic until they die.
Naturally, this happens in the game. A lot. The formula is pretty much that each "book" of the story, there is an overblot. One for each of the seven dorms, which are based off of the seven villains/the movies they come from. (And "based on" is pretty loose. Yes you can see the similarities, but these are dumb teenage boys with their own hopes and aspirations, and, sometimes, the game completely lies to you about what character they emulate the most. The guy who's Jafar? Well yes but he's actually just a really stressed out Genie stand in. The Hades guy? Whoops that's Meg. Is that a card soldier or the White Rabbit? Doesn't matter, he's got problems.)
The characters are so well written. I could gush about them forever, and they are the driving points of this plot and it means everything to me. They are some of the most traumatized and messed up individuals, but also, they are dumb teenage boys who do dumb teenage boys things. It is all incredibly well balanced and startlingly realistic for a game that amounts to beating the emotional constipation around people. Mostly because it cannot be beat out of them. The blot can, but they have to deal with their emotions with their own two hands, with varying levels of success.
And the shenanigans!!!! Oh, the shenanigans. I call this the Emotional Trauma game but I have once laughed so hard someone heard me through the floor. It's not all doom and gloom for sure. Sometimes you're watching your friend fall apart because his toxic mother instilled debilitating perfectionism and slowly start making enemies of everyone and sometimes you're sending three of the most gremlin students plus one cinnamon roll to infiltrate a gala that a bunch of weather fairies are throwing in the greenhouse because they stole your temperature regulating magestone to be shiny jewelry and you want it to stop snowing inside your dorm room. And sometimes you can have the exact same character who experienced losing his little brother right in front of him gush about a magical girl sledding anime and all of his gacha games. It is the best of both worlds.
And, that's not all! No, no. We get amazing character interactions. Not just pre-determined friend group interactions, but also random interactions. Yana Toboso (the writer/artist) really likes to stick names in a jar sometimes and make them interact and it is the best thing ever. Every single one of these characters I hold in my hands. Every single one of them gets to have their moment to shine. You can emotionally invest in all of them and be rewarded for it.
The game itself is free and pretty easy to get into. There's not really a bad power creep so you can get through it with what you got. Of course the fun part of collecting cards is that there are stories attached to them that you can watch, and those are also sources of joy. (And it's well documented, so you can find things online pretty easily to catch up and see more.)
I just think it's neat. (Read: I accidentally became wholly obsessed with this game and its characters and they are all blorbos to me.)
You should definitely fall into this rabbit hole with me :))) It's so worth it :)))
#twisted wonderland#ask#anon#I could gush about the characters individually but#we would be here all day#anyway I love them all#and this game does a surprisingly good job with mental illness and neurodivergency#despite never naming any of it#it's pretty obvious though#even if not to the character themselves all the time#also this game is absolutely gut wrenching in the most positive way#it accidentally made me reconsider my entire life and well being#when I saw a little too much of myself in one of the characters overblotting#like WHOOPS I see the issue#but that's a me thing#anyway its very good and I can easily be enabled into blabbing about it more#this is just a very general overview really#and if that's not enough then know that in the first book#I character once says “no I am not going to put down the shovel I am still DIGGING”#and that's when I knew this was going to be fun#and then the end of the book I hear the VA of Tanjiro have a full cry and I knew this was going to consume me#is a very good story and a fun lil game
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irt the lrb what would you say if i said liam & noel spent new years 2023 together in paris
what would you say if i said liam bought the house in france (the one with noel's name carved into the walls) in march 2023 and that month noel talked about wanting to spend several months in paris
which could mean nothing
#just making guesses chatting shit talking bollocks you know how it is#if anyone can debunk that first thing pls tell me!#feel like i'm wearing a tinfoil hat and it doesn't vibe with my outfits if y'know what i mean#feel like i should do a timeline but every time i try it gets out of hand#ok have some very messy puzzle piecing:#liam & noel texting/calling from time to time since jan 2020#noel splits w sara spring 2022 starts spending more time in manchester#maybe march mothers day something happened?? possibly liam & noel met up in april??? that's pure speculation though#pretty boy released oct 31 2022 noel stops wearing wedding ring#noel spends christmas in england for the first time in ages#liam listens to the smiths all christmas eve. on christmas he has a party for close friends and family (including bod)#liam and debbie go to france for the new year to house hunt#liam claims on twitter (no one believes him) that noel is with him on new years day#(((he posts a selfie that i uhhh got very tinhatty about.. don't worry about it)))#noel goes to a football game on jan 5 and he is in a very good mood#divorce news jan 14. liam's divorce playlist jan 15. allegedly out drinking together jan 16. noel does promo for new single jan 17#jan 18th liam claims on twitter noel wants to meet up#peggy's 80th birthday end of jan#liam's hip surgery beginning of feb#feb 6th he claims noel's “coming over later to wipe my arse and change the bedding he's a good lad really”#starts slagging noel off for real again in early march (he'd been “nice” since november's pretty boy promo)#news that he bought a house in france#noel does a bunch of promo at the end of march (when the 3rd single came out) some of which didnt air until june when the album came out#there's one interview where he seems very tired and hungover and he blabs about paris for ages#end of march is the 1st time he tells liam to call him. 2 months later he asks (goads) liam again a bunch of times#anyway i probably forgot some liam tweets from jan/feb and i really haven't looked into 2022 or 2021 yet#but yeah it's pretty clear they were hanging out 👁️👁️ jan 2023 and then things soured by march after liam's surgery#(((kinda wonder if noel ghosted him and then was too scared to call))) ←wondering that bc it's exactly what i would've done :/#the christmas eve/day stuff probably means nothing btw but well i'm feeling insane about the new years stuff don't even worry about it
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Take a shot every time an AI bro equates taking inspiration from an artist to whatever the fuck AI does
#my friend has been fighting an uphill battle for two days now#with two AI bros#god bless her#one of them even started blabbing about conceptual art and how ThE iDeA is the most important part of the creative process#as if Piero Manzoni or Duchamp or whoever the fuck only made their art with iDeAs and nothing else#conceptual art is not just a concept! it’s the execution too! how the art *communicates* the idea! Jesus#and I *do* think ideas are a big part of conceptual art! but!!! the context is important! the execution is important!#Piero Manzoni didn’t use anyone’s shit but his own to further his ideas! and he got to explain it to people! and and and!#please don’t come after me if Manzoni isn’t a conceptual artist I am stupid and not super into contemporary art#also shout out to that other idiot who tried to equate AI to *a tool* like photography#tell me you’ve never had a creative thought in your life without telling me you’ve never had a creative thought#bookmark'd#fuck ai all my homies hate ai#uuuuugh I could babble for hours about these people
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It's so funny that my brain wanted to think of scenarios of Beta Wally and Dandy but instead of designing and writing a Beta Dandy, I made up a whole au in my head to come up with a complicated ass reason as to how they would be able to meet and interact.
It's just a stupid little not at all canon thing I daydream and doodle about. But anyways that is to say if I do post doodles of them interacting, it's very much just that silly stupid au and the brain worms from it.
#text post#just rambling#maybe some day ill sit down and type out that whole idea#but i dont know how stupid it sounds lmao#nor am I sure its all that interesting to anyone other than me lmao#my friend calls it “Dandy Swap au” when I blab about it if that gives you an idea as to what the premise kinda is#its stupid#but my mind thiks my interpretation lf Beta Wally and OGs Dandy's dynamic is interesting so I kinda cant stop thinking about it-#ANYWAY!!!!!!!!
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i can just feel that my computer is about to kick it. firefox makes my cpu usage jump from 10% to 70% just by loading a single page.
#its either that or programs these days are becoming too powerful for my nearly 15 y/o pc.#it's annoying!!!!! it makes me want to cry because what if my computer just. Stops. i cannot afford to fix it.#a decent pc (for what i need) is going to run me 1.5k Minimum.#even if i get a job Tomorrow it's going to take me a fucking year to be able to afford that shit between groceries and rent.#AND i have to pay my mom back for the fucking $13k in dental shit. (not her fault (obviously))#THIRTEEN THOUSAND DOLLARS. to fix my teeth so i can get my fucking hearing back and so i'm not in constant fucking pain.#i hate this fucking country. i want to go back in time and kill ronald reagan 30 times over.#i want to bring him back to life just to torture the shit out of him. beat him within an inch of his life. fix him up. and do it again.#wash rinse and repeat until *i* die.#i want to go back in time so i can beat ronald reagan's head into a foamy red pulp.#i want to treat ronald reagan like those beat-up dolls. fling him around a small room. throw grenades at him. hit him with a fucking nuke.#anyways i'm going to stop blabbing about all the ways i would kill ronald reagan and i'm going to seethe over my computer becoming a brick.
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#I am nothing if not honest#and i believe fair is fair#but when you constantly see clear as day rules being broken withiut consequences#it makes me question why I even bother#like what's the point#but I refuse to change myself and how I feel and believe#it's literally like the question parents used to ask about if one of your friends jumped off a bridge would you do it too?#what goes around come around and i believe that wholeheartedly#anyways#just blabbing about this to get it off my chest#personal blah blah
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my criminal friend, using their mods to give me a special birthday gift of my current big ship ♡♡♡:
same friend, awarding me with a unique title:
¯\_( :/ )_/¯ duality of man
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#roegadyn#viera#snoegeim ffxiv#oc;labrys eater#oc;howlen eye#femroe#wol#final fantasy#my birthday was several days ago so no im not birthday blastin rn#it was a video of a few loops of the dance :3#oh if anyone runs into me on labrys eater or howlen eye feel free to chat! so long as you like stormblood and like#arent gonna badmouth stormblood or blab about hw being better [because it is not] i will happily be pals#and my friends get free shit all the time on account of me hating most things on labrys so i just dont buy stuff for her#so far snoegeim is like. the only character besides maybe debroye i want to fuck.#think about the two names i just said. yes i am in hell why do you ask
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(For the like 2 Australians that follow me)
fuck I love how simple Aussie elections are. 42min in, 3% reported: “yeah major projection.. we got rid of Domicron”.
#me biting my tongue all day not to live blab about politics#NSW election#don’t rip Mark Reilly of his screen of dreams fun that’s just cruel#Australian politics#bye Domicron#somebody get mark latham off this decision desk and give him another beer he’s a$$🕳
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Ok at this point like . How are we feeling about other people adding shit onto your posts?
#LMFAO NOT A VAGUE NOT HOSTILE#my therapist just keeps telling me to remove ‘but’ from my vocabulary so I can acknowledge when things are hurtful but may be unreasonable#to be upset about#but I’m just wondering bc I stopped doing that when it seemed like people got a little miffed about permission and asking and first and stuf#but now I feel like we’re doing it again#and idk how to feel#adding our own thoughts I mean#esp when the person doesn’t follow me and I really like their writing and wish they did#they followed me on ihb like two days before I switched blogs#and just didn’t ever follow me here#which I’m not expecting ofc no one has to follow anyone#but recently I’ve felt a little like :( bc I feel kinda disconnected from other writers#and have lost some other moots I liked too and idk why#idk and it’s a ME problem to be sensitive#but it’s on my mind (and it’s on my mind? idk)#anyway lol#just a lil ranty rant#caitie blabs
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May I offer you some of my Ace Attorney Poly ship hcs?
*Dumps Langwrightworth headcanons at your feet*
…………… -They’re all trans. That’s it that’s the thing. They’re all gayass Trans men. (Also I get to make the “Hey I payed a lot of money to wear my shirt like this!” Joke with Lang)
-Edgeworth is DemiAroAce and Gay, Phoenix is Bi, Lang is Omni and they’re all Poly
-Lang is usually the one to carry his partners around, Edgeworth could carry Phoenix, Phoenix could just kind of carry Edgeworth (his lower body strength was way better than his upper) and there’s no way ether of them where gonna try to lift Langs nearly 6ft ass, even though Edgeworth had no excuse being nearly the same height
But Lang? Lang can carry them both at the same time, just throws them both over his shoulders like potato sacks. Edgworth hates the carrying style, meanwhile Phoenix makes windows noises. Although sometimes he surprisingly and seemingly randomly switches it to Bridal style, yes carrying them both like that.
(This is just if I’m not using my Robot Edgeworth headcanon, if I was then Edgeworths would change to being able to also easily lift Phoenix or Lang, or them both at once, robot arms.)
-Yes they all spoon together sometimes, it’s usually, Lang is the big spoon, Phoenix is the little spoon, Edgeworth is the teaspoon (little spoon of the little spoon) yes they specifically say he’s the “teaspoon”
But sometimes the order changes, like Phoenix is now the big spoon and Lang is the “littlelittle” spoon, or Edgeworth is big spoon, etc.
-Phoenix would probably be the first to propose, unless Edgeworth beats him to it, Phoenix would propose by just straight up asking, hell, maybe even in the middle of watching TV,
Meanwhile Edgeworth would make sure to set up a nice perfect date, like a custom consort playing only their favorite songs, or a romantic fireworks show,
Point is he would have E V E R Y T H I N G pre-planned for it,
Basically Phoenix and Edgeworth would be propose racing meanwhile Lang is just there, watching his boyfriends race over proposing and just sits out of the race, finding it amusing.
-For how they all got together,
It started with Edgeworth unintentionally falling for Phoenix and trying to hide it, which he succeeded at for quite a while, but you can’t hide the gay forever Edgy. Meanwhile Phoenix had been in love with Edgeworth since childhood, after the trial event, but he didn’t do anything at the time because he didn’t realize at the time, actually he didn’t realize he was still in love until a while after seeing Edgworth again in the flesh, (even though he was literally still experiencing crush symptoms since college???)
Phoenix and Edgeworth got together first, during Phoenix’s Disbarment, Then bam the investigations events happen
and Edgeworth ends up accidentally falling for Lang right near the end of the second investigation games events, and vice versa.
After that Phoenix and Edgeworth talked it over (Phoenix had to fucking LieDetector him out of it-) and agreed to have an open relationship where they could date whoever outside of it just tell the other first so now Lang and Edgeworth where also dating
But eventually Lang met Phoenix and they eventually ended up falling for each other as well- So now those two where dating and now everyone’s dating each other-
oops it’s a poly now-
Also bonus for an OT4 version with Godot joining the poly I’m putting under a cut:
Yes I uh, also ship Langwrightworthdot/Langwrightworthmando I find it cute
which is probably unheard of by the fandom, I mean the only ot4 version I’ve seen so far is Gumshoe as the fourth partner-
But eh my ot4 edition of an ot3 my rules, I aM THE SOLO CHEF IN THIS KITCHEN
Also I’m mainly referring to him as “Diego” and not “Godot” here because calling him that is not just a post coma thing he actually goes back to being called that in events before arrest in canon
anYWAYS
-Godot/Diego is also under the trans umbrella in my hcs, like he’s a gender-fluid menace that is a pronoun thief, no not even your neos are safe.
He’s also Pan, as long as you aren’t an evil bitch xe’d date ya, and they’re not exactly poly, but she isn’t against the idea ether
-Godot/Diego would join the poly a while after he’s been released from jail, because after that he would have lost his grudge with Wright and would have maybe considered becoming friends, which they did
The WrightDot/Wrightmando in this poly would be enemies to friends to lovers, well, more like, Robocop visor guy with a random grunge against a random blue guy he throws coffee at to friends to lovers
-Diego would just be dating Phoenix at first, not the rest of the poly, yes they all know they all know, he just chose to just date Phoenix
and guess what, their first date is a coffee date.
-But eventually Diego would drop just dating Phoenix and said “fuck it I’m dating the whole poly.” Well then,
MOVE LANG YOUR NOT THE TALLEST IN THE POLY ANYMORE- (I checked the official heights, Phoenix is 5’9, Edgeworth is 5’10 Lang is 5’11 and Diego is 6’1)
-Now with the partner carrying this time around, Phoenix can just barely get Diego off the ground, this is exactly what he feared would happen if he attempted to lift Lang- Edgworth does a better job than Phoenix does at carrying him, but he still doesn’t do it very well, meanwhile Lang can also easily carry him, just like Phoenix and Edgeworth,
Lang can also still carry all of his partners at once but he now struggles a bit, just because it’s the weight of another fully grown ass man being added on to the combined weight of two, but he refuses to show said struggle and carry’s on
Meanwhile Diego can also lift all of his partners easily, No not fucking all at once- He’s not that crazy or confident in his strength to attempt that- But he can easily carry Phoenix, Edgeworth and Lang separately
(This is, again, just how it’d be if we’re not using my robot Edgeworth headcanon, if we were Edgeworth could just go “scoop.” *lifts all of his partners at once with his robot arms*)
-Yes at this point they’ve all dealt with the “I hate to break it to you-“ misunderstanding they all responded and explained differently, but the funniest one out of them all is that Diego, instead of explaining, does This:
Person: Um, Mr. Armando, I hate to break it to you but, your boyfriend? Phoenix? He’s cheating on you with Agent La-
Lang: *So happens to be walking into the room*
Diego, with Zero hesitation: *Proceeds to grab Lang by the collar while staring at the person dead in the eyes and proceeds to start making out with him*
Person:
Person: …w hat-
-Oh hey new proposal race- Damnit- This time Everyone’s in the race-
Edgeworth is back at it with the “must have perfect date planned to propose” while also attempting to do it before Phoenix asks it randomly while watching TV or somth- Lang is also planning on proposing, but not in a casual or traditional set, he wanted to ask while under the stars and moonlight (but no full moon cause werewolf hc- I don’t think that’s gonna go well) and Diego was gonna propose to the other three in another coffee date
-Yeah. Yeah at this point Trucy has not one not two but four dads. And they’re all gonna beat you up alongside Apollo if anything where to happen to her and it was your fault it happened.
-Also one more hc that’s not 1000% related to the ship but it is some shenanigan that happened at least once or twice,
If there’s ever a power outage, or the four are all together in a dark area, Instead of using the flashlights on their devices they go “Hey let’s use our boyfriend as a flashlight! *proceeds to grab Diego and aim him like a flashlight*”
so for context on this, by the time they’re all in a four person poly Diego would switch from the Robocop looking mask he had as Godot to red sunglasses which are actually a new technology that are glasses for blind people
…glasses fix all vision problems at this point ig-
and said glasses also glow in the dark, but they glow brighter then the visor did to the point when in a dark area he might as well be wearing two flashlights over his eyes
Works to scare criminals in the dark away though
#langwrightworthdot#langwrightworth#ace attorney#Ace attorney shipping#ace attorney headcanon#uhh I dunno how to tag this I just wanted to share dumb poly headcanons#I actually might offer some poly family headcanons later#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#shi long lang#aa godot#pantherxheadcanonz#<— new headcanons filter tag!#The headcanons dump wasn’t specifically made for posting on Valentine’s Day I just ended up finishing it in one day#so no this is not a Valentine’s Day post really just me blabbing about my ot3 and ot4
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I was a verygoodboy today and brave and amazing actually cuz I woke up and did NOT feel good and was like fuck shit I have to go to the pharmacy???? NOOOOOOO !!!! But then I DID!!! Walked the entire 8-10min stroll there and then they told me it'll be a 3hr wait!!! And so I went home and went back at 9pm IN THE DARK??? SPOOKY!! BUT I put on my big hoodie and it was smooth and easy and then I went and got CHEAP DINNER with a coupon and then brought it all back home. 🥰
I then also immediately spilled my ice tea takeaway cup all over the kitchen but it's okay I didn't spill it all and I had more of the same iced tea in the fridge, it was just kinda funny like I GET ALL THE WAY HOME AND I FREAKIN SPILL MY JUICE!! it was very pathetic
Anyway I ate and vibed and smoked a lil tiny bit and now I'm under my 2 comforters + heated blanket + quilt and Frankie is snoring passed out on the bed also enjoying the blanket. And it's nice. I'm sleepy. I'm tired. I don't feel so great. But I did stuff by myself and that's always nice!
#sucktacular sucks#just blabbing about my day cuz i was a productive lil guy (ish)#adventures of the guy that doesnt like to leave the house#(its me)
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dunes baby look at me this isnt you
#i just woke up n saw a tiktok about this (dont talk to me about how i start my day with tiktok i know its bad NDNDND)#blabs
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so this year started with me having a stomach bug and throwing up a couple times and then not being able to shit whole for a couple days past that and then right as that stops but my stomach is still feeling rumbly and funky and sore guess what lol period time !! but the one (one ☝🏻) ok thing about that timing is that meant it’d be over and gone by my birthday which is next tuesday. so ive finally gotten to have the most necessary shower of my life and am cleaning up and carrying my dishes up and ready to make some food and vibe and lol my mistake was mentioning my birthday to my mom and anyway ended that conversation crying again so. how’s your 2023
#blabbing#i know there are so many things worse than ppl not caring about my birthday especially as an adult and like 99% of ppl im absolutely fine w#that being the case and would prefer it even but like just one friggin year it’d be nice not to be made to feel like shit for thinking#i could expect one nice day where we just be nice and kind to me and let me embrace that before i return to feeling guilty for asking for#any one single thing every minute of my life
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god I really am a shitty fucking friend
#muffinrag blabs#text#forgot to tell one of my friends that i was moving back to the city he lives in#he found out tonight that ive been here for 3 days#im fucking. clown emoji#im a bad friend! im bad at being a friend!#i fucking suck at this shit! and yet somehow i have so many friends!#everybody likes me and i just get overwhelmed and forget about half of them!#what a atupid thing to complain about. having too many friends#between my memory problems and the way i live inside my head i just. am a shitty friend#sigh
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12, 30?
hi again :D
12. how are you?
I'm actually good today !! even despite the lack of sleep. It's at least a better day than yesterday so i'm glad at least for that :) I just wish I could like. focus alsfh the area I'm in rn makes it hard to do though and that is why i am here :^)
30. what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?
summer evenings/sunsets, a specific candle scent i had bought called "campfire nights", laughs between friends because youre making the stupidest kinds of jokes from staying up way longer than you were supposed to, the freedom to be as you are without judgement...aaand honey :)
#basically! lots of nice warm things make me think of home#also a BED im fucking sleepy#i also think like re: home#i have this concept in my head about 'suitcases' which is super silly BUT LIKE#its just about like a place where you can settle down for a while. unpack ur suitcases and just relax yourself weehee#its sort of a response to this one song i really liked 'the day i lost my voice (the suitcase song)' by copeland#orz i listen to a lot of copeland#OH yknow what. guitar sounds make me think of home. i always get so excited specifically about acoustic guitar ; v;#answered#SORRY THIS WOUND UP KINDA LONG i blab too much teehee
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Loudmouth undiagnosed tiktok ADHDs boil my blood sorry
#I've met two of them this week and both times they brought it up first and ive said oh me too! thinking it could be a bonding moment#but they actually didn't even give a shit they just wanted to talk about their own struggle. and they weren't even diagnosed#but both very very desperate to be given a victim badge to wear on their forehead if im being honest !!!!!!!!!#IM SORRY ITS THE TRUTH#like i understand its a long waiting list these days but my empathy stops there#those of us who've been diagnosed for years are also facing the exact same waiting lists. there's a meds shortage#just bc im diagnosed doesnt mean im getting the help i need#and it's the way they wear it on their forehead and have to bring it up constantly and blame every single thing on it#you're making it embarrassing for the rest of us#i was diagnosed back in the days when it was called being the r word and it was shameful and you weren't allowed to talk abt it#and i feel resentful that they can just blab about it as much as they want if im honest
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