#just look at her jfc
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seafood trio portraits !
+ some alts. with spoilers !
#this is how they look after the 3yr jump 👍#pretty proud that i managed to capture how i usually imagine them :0 ! been in an art slump so this was a pleasant surprise#idk if ill b able to draw them consistently tho . so these designs r for my brain only#might try to color these but i havent eaten lunch yet so thats a problem for another day#solar-drawss#my art#han sooyoung#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#yhk#yoohankim#orv#orv spoilers#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omnicient reader's view point#cackling at how miserable sp and 63hsy look compared to kdj in the middle#her whimsy … shes living her best life rn#……i lied i think i just gave him My face straight up jfc . get that off of u asshole#anyways if u didnt already notice ! yoohan have matching eyebrow scars 🫶#kdj has one on his nose in that first one#the second kdj has cracks all over her which i forgot to add is inspired by hehearse’s works !!#the reason why they dont show up in the first one is bc aileen covered it up before he went to 1863#like . hoseki no kuni style ✌️#fun fact i sketched that hsy the night before her birthday skfjsjf had to give up bc it was too late tho#so now im repurposing it for this#NO WAIT I SHOULD JUST GO BACK AND GIVE HSY A CLEFT LIP …. dam lost opportunity. well whoevers reading this just kno she has one now
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the first time i watched s4 and s5 i thought that the way they handled rayla and callum was kinda odd and unrealistic... but like. upon rewatch im just like. "yeah theyre 17... that tracks"
#i found it strange that callum warmed up to her so quickly again... like not demanding an explanation and stuff#while at the same time being so cold and distant#but it makes sense. it does.#and the yearning is off the CHARTS jfc i cant believe i missed so much the first time#'i would do anything for you' oh my sweet prince#not that rayla is exempt from the simpery#homegirl CANNOT stop looking at him with pure love in her eyes#theyre both flawed and complicated individuals. but also dumb teenagers just trying to get it right. and i love them#i love pretending im so much Wiser now rewatching. ive only aged a Year#ahhhaha....#anyway#is this anything???? no but whatever#rayllum#tdp callum#tdp rayla#the dragon prince
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And that's why she's a Queen
#the fact they even had this idea...#no need to insult the first lady and a whole country like that#the last sentence of saint javelin very much#friendly reminder that the whole Navalny family are neither friends nor supporters of ukraine and are highly problematic#and Navalny is not the perfect little angel now everyone pretends him to be#that so many in the west now worship him and kiss his wife's feet and completely ignoring what he said and supported in the west#but god forbid one Ukrainian breathes in the wrong way or ze forget to say thank you at some point#“the image of women resisting putin” my ass#no need to pretend theyre the same and no need to insult olena like that#still cant grasp the fact that someone was like oh were letting them die and stop important aid for month#but let's invite her so she looks pretty in the background#this is insulting on so many levels#to reduce her to just a pretty object jfc#alao the audacity to put her next to that woman and in the same room with the people who are responsible for Ukrainians dying
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Another way to look at it is that we've all been living a nightmare for the past 4 years and just fooled to believe otherwise for the longest time. Nothing has changed, and nothing will unless the collective finally decides we've had enough. However, most people aren't ready nor willing to believe that. Not to mention our money has been going towards the slaughtering of people in other countries for years and years, without a cent given back to us. Broken country, but the system is working as intended to. For the complex, NOT for the people. Many of us really don't know how lucky we are to have the problems we do. You'll wake up tomorrow, just as you did today, no threat of imminent life-ending danger looming, while citizens of other nations die, funded by OUR TAX MONEY. We all need to assess our privileges, even at the smallest level.
Thank you for the privilege check and perspective. It is outrageous that regardless of who won, our taxes would continue to fund wars and genocide. The Democratic party brought this on themselves by continuing to support genocide, refusing to listen to the people, and moving the party further right with every election, but of course the blame will be put on third party voters (despite the math not mathing). The USA is a fucking joke and I’m ashamed to be part of it.
#I’m just feeling disheartened on a selfish personal level at how fucked up of a country we are living in#scared for my child and the children around the world#I look at my kid and imagine how fucking helpless parents in palestine must feel knowing they can’t protect them#it’s the worst feeling in the world knowing that you can only protect them to a point#and that the world at large is a dangerous place with terrible people in charge#and we are just tiny insignificant people who don’t stand a fucking chance#I’m just so scared for my kid to go out into this world with two moms and have her sweet pure heart crushed by cruelty#I’m grateful that she is physically safe and I am fortunate that I don’t have to worry about her getting blown up today#but jfc it’s still awful to think about what her life will be like#it’s still awful to be called a groomer simply for being a lesbian with a kid#not as bad as death ofc but I think I’m still allowed to feel a certain type of way#at the end of the day none of this would be different if a D or R was in office#hate and violence will always exist because humanity sucks ass
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You know I like a band when I start actually looking into them instead of just listening to the same 10 songs over and over again
#this is about El Cuarteto de Nos because youtube gave me a ranking video that had like 220 songs#and i was like 'jfc i've barely scratched the surface haven't i' (<-she was very aware they've been around since the 80's)#but knowing that before Raro they were a mainly satirical/silly band before switching to being serious makes a LOT of sense now#i'm still a post-raro girlie but it makes me enjoy songs like No Somos Latinos and No Quiero Ser Normal a lot more#cus now i know they're making fun of ppl like that and 90% of fans of those songs miss the point lmaoooo#also i should have looked into that before i started listening to pre-raro#because. the original version of El Puton del Barrio is. an experience.#i don't know how else to describe it you just have to listen to it yourself#weird ass band. i've always loved how crude they are.#(this has been Owl's daily excuse to spread Cuarteto propaganda to all her followers)#(don't start with pre-Raro songs though dear God. start with any song from Raro or Porfiado. Maybe Bipolar if you feel like screaming.)
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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this#i’m so TIRED of themmmm#i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS#i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face#i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut#but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad#my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there#my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic#like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over#it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity#oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too#like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face#now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter#like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it#i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it#and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about#but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention#y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation#the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid#bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented#even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch#i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years#there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH
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@skyhawkstragedy yes 100% i think mj walking the last 100 with her did a LOT to garner trust with angela and leah stayed up most of the night too & angela has been defending her hardcore since - she went to t’kor and cried about the idea of leah going up, and leah was pushing for angela to stay off the block in her own one on one. and mj has been really good at continuing to cement that bond by checking in with angela multiple times a day - tucker confronted mj, mj defended herself, then went to angela like within the hour to say she doesn’t care that angela threw her utb a bit bc she gets angela is scared about being on the block, and angela has her support 100% if she’s on the block at the end of the week. meanwhile rubina told angela to her face that she’s on the bottom of sixth avenue. like just LIE to her, angela wants to feel included that’s literally it 😭😭
#and mj also immediately ran angela’s shit talking back to quinn like that girl has genuinely been WORKING to make the other noms look bad#so if she’s next to them they’ll go home!#bb26#skyhawkstragedy#it’s crazy tho just lie and ask her her opinion every once in a while jfc 😭😭
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Miscalenous content, mostly fankids because I have no chill
Made an AU where the sealing didn't go as planned, PV is found out not to be hollow and later when they mop around the ancient basin they hear that at least one of their siblings is still stuck in the abyss. They were the very last to hatch and after PV steals the king's brand for themself and goes down they find them injured and raises them back to health in the palace. They keep their existence a secret, of course.
A lil doodle of what if the five great knights survived and Hollow gets to reunite with them (my attempt at the perspective on their head Did Not Work Out, they just look like a squished banana)
Babies content! Mostly Tally, two concepts for their siblings (triplets babyyyy) and a singular Sting
I found a One Singular Quirrel x Hollow shipper and their art has infected my brain. It's terminal and I will be passing away shortly
#spooky arts#Tally's sibs are called Till and Morningdew. Yeah that lil note about PV sucking at naming things is not a joke. They legitimately do#The few times they're good at it is when they name them after somebody else. Otherwise...its a disaster#The triplets are from an AU where I just looked at Norel and went '...I can make him worse'#AND BOY DID I EVER#The lil Tally drawings are from a mini AU variant of FaaF where they end hp having a kid before the whole disaster of being outed and#Secretly raise them in the palace with Hornet's help. It absolutely does not go well and after they're found out and PK tries to pick up#Tally (non-malicious) he ends up looking like he's been put through a meat grinder. The knights also get their asses handed to them when#they try to step in. I'm a tries to talk to the baby and IMMEDIATELY gets tackled#I made wyrms very aggressive when it comes to protecting their offspring which gives me plenty of opportunity to make PV go fucking feral#Not the first time they almost turned their father from an Is to a Was in my aus tbh#ISMA* My phone keeps connecting her name to I'm a jfc
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my mother was genuinely trying to make the argument that people do not fundamentally care about each other’s stories and only care in the ways they can relate their stories to their own experiences and therefore no one should ever try to make new plot lines or share their stories bc it’s all been told before and the only point to you sharing your story is for your own therapy bc no one actually cares and humans aren’t actually pack animals but lone wolves and we keep saying we want to change the world and we could so easily overthrow people in power but bc no one actually cares about each other we don’t do it and just give up. I have never been more certain in my whole life that I am right in saying she could not be more wrong. for the love of god please just share an orange with someone
#this is the same woman who will start yelling at the tv if she can follow the plot that’s coming within the first five mins#and has said before she hates people talking to her and doesn’t care what anyone has to say#like of fucking course you think that!!!! but not everyone has the same brain rot as you!!!!#and if you actually think that’s true in all your fifty years of wisdom from living#then be the fucking exception!!!!! care!!!!!! about something or someone!!!!!#jesus fuck!!!!!#I tried to argue but she gave me a look that was like#‘uh huh but I’m so much older than you I’ve Seen The World I Know better’#like. the length of your life does not make you more correct than me by default#sorry I’m ranting I’m just like. jfc then fucking care!!!!! do something instead of wallowing in self pity#and saying that you’re just ‘noticing the truth’ instead of being a martyr#anyway.#go hug somebody. lay in the grass in the sun
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drew some silly little fem soukokus! they are on a double date in a flower park <3
i love them theyre so silly
#fun fact did you know they all have signature flowers? i looked up dresses for their respective flowers hence the outfits#dazai in a dress with yellow roses // chuuya in a dress with red camellias#atsushi in a dress with lilies of the valley // akutagawa in a dress with daffodils#the colors look so ass on my laptop omfg i am going to cry#dazai just like me fr looking at chuuya like that i would do anything for her i am on my knees for her#shinsoukoku were added as an afterthought but whatever they are happy and cute together and thats what matters#god i fucking love chuuya esp fem chuuya like move over dazai my turn#i hope i was able to draw dazai looking at chuuya lovestruck well enough#my friend said she looks like the roblox woman face so :P#shin soukoku#soukoku#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#nakajima atsushi#akutagawa ryuunosuke#jfc aku why is your name so long this is why dazai doesnt love you /j#MonarchArt#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#atsushi nakajima#ryuunosuke akutagawa#skk#sskk#fem soukoku#fem shin soukoku#fem skk#fem sskk
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I don't think I've ever really cared about shipping in my life. I'm generally just cool to go with the flow. If something is written well or drawn well then I'm for it.
But I will say. The DC writers trying to push Jon/Irey and Damian/Irey tire me. I am not impressed with the dynamics going on there and the idea of Irey being in the middle of a love triangle is contrived and upsetting.
I felt safe before because Irey is 9, Jon is an adult with a boyfriend and Damian is a teenager. DC wouldn't let that happen. I knew the shipping going on behind the scenes but everything was fine. It couldn't happen.
But then we got alt universe Supersons. The same age as Irey. And Irey blushing at them.
Suddenly everything was very much not okay.
Again, I'm generally cool with whatever but I'm putting my fucking foot down at this one.
No.
I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD.
NO.
#i will fucking fight people on this one#NO#JFC NO#because i know Adams' end game here. He hinted at future Irey being married to Damian and they have that whole bickering thing going on rn#and Jon and Irey have that whole crush situation and im like ?????? fucking NO#look. Irey does not exist to be a love interest. she is nine years old. and she certainly doesn't need to be in a fucking love triangle#ALSO NO! SHES NOT MARRYING A BAT!!#ARGH#let her exist because shes a child and then eventually (when the time is right) she can have her first crush on Tai as god intended#its not hard#Irey in the future was all 'teehee. dad you hate my husband' and im just... this is the only goddamn time i condone a shovel talk#but like... follow through Wally. follow through with the goddamn threats. erase that mother fucker from existence#im physically ill at the thought of that marriage
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Hrnnngh sometimes the most beautiful women come through at my job. Every time i see them i fall in love with the short, curvy, Indian woman with autism. The tall ginger with big, beautiful dark eyes and a boyish smile. The tall brunette with flawless latte-color skin and a butterfly tattoo on her chest. The short goth with impeccable mascara and cute, trendy coats. I love women so much its gay
#granted I guarantee none of them like men#and even if they did i would never be good enough#for all i love women i dont know that i could ever see myself with someone#it would just look wrong from an outside perspective#like whats wrong with her#why is she with this freak#i have centuries of personal improvement and training to do before i should even think about women#if by some horrid trick i am ever close to someone im sure i would fail instantly#okay enough incel faggot shit#ig im kinda using this blog as a diary now?#an incomparably stupid diary#genuinely the most retarded thing ever put to word#stream of consciousness rn#jfc im cooked i should actually just do it already#like why are you even here man do the world a favor and pull the trigger#k thats all
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My mother has a tumblr account now because she found a historical medicine blog she wanted to read, and tumblr has made it so you can't browse blogs without an account anymore. I now live in fear.
#chit chat#family stuff#after years of chasing my aunt away from this website#my mother ends up being the one to become a tumblrina#jfc#i ended up having to set it up for her too because theres so many steps now to creating an account#what do you mean you have to follow five tags and three blogs before you can look at your own blog?#when i got here you just showed up#i spent three days coding my own blog before i even thought about following other people#tf
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listened to vows and vengeance while cleaning and
I loved Lucanis and I'm disappointed that we seemed to get relatively little of him (his episode had to be the drayden backstory episode, apparently)
meanwhile the writing still sucks and I've completely checked out of the main storyline by this point
#honestly I don't think even the writers are committed to this storyline lmao#but just for this episode: they managed to make antivan politics seem cringe (the villain was pure scooby doo nonsense jfc) which is amazin#but lucanis was delightful#and I'm basically taking these as tasters for the companions#bellara also seems delightful from her episode too#looking forward to seeing emmrich!
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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.
(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)
#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it#there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again#but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned#so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot#anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account#or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one#or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun#just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake#oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess#god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit#and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave#and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so#which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh#but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose#that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10#and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in#we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of#next week we'll likely be 4#depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel#sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere#but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg#a day in the life of..
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brain is going a little haywire skittering around turning 30 soon, and went hey!! guess who is the most recent dw character you've read about looking in their thirties??
gaunt, tall, looking in his late thirties, hanging outside ladies bathrooms..... brain, please, Irving Braxiatel is not a role model for my thirties. Plus, by no stretch of the imagination can 5'2" be described as tall.
#sometimes brain goes brrrrrrr and it's bee two hours since i took my goodnighty magnesium#idk I'm dragging a bit getting through the book (deadfall) but he does just drill into my brain a little. just a little.#random#i also still look in my late teens to mid twenties so god knows when I'll have the luck to look like that old man (derogatory)#benny's only in her mid thirties in this book jfc
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